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  sighedandstarvedafterherandcouldn’trestaminuteuntilsheyielded——no!IfyoumeandoIadmireheryouthandprettiness,domysensesachealittlewhenIseehermovingabout——yes!DoI

  thinkshewillkeepmestraight,makemeacreditablewifeandagoodmotherformychildren?——again,yes!””WhatmoredoIneed?andwhatmoredothree-quartersofthewomenwhoaremarriedgetfromthemenwhomarrythem?”Andiftheenquirerhadpursuedhisquery,”Anddoyouthinkitwasfairtohavetemptedthisgirltogiveherselftoyouforlifeunlessyouhavereallytouchedherheart?”hewouldhaveanswered:”TheFrenchseethesethingsdifferentlyfromus。Theylookatmarriagefromthepointofviewofestablishmentsandchildren;and,frommyownexperience,Iamnotatallsurethattheirsisnotthesensibleview。IshallnotexpectthistimemorethanIcanget,orshecangive。YearshenceIshouldn’tbesurprisedifIhavetroublewithher;butIshallbegettingold,Ishallhavechildrenbythen。I

  shallshutmyeyes。Ihavehadmygreatpassion;hersisperhapstocome——Idon’tsupposeitwillbeforme。Iofferheragreatdeal,andIdon’texpectmuchinreturn,exceptchildren,oratleastason。ButonethingIamsureof——shehasverygoodsense!”

  Andif,insatiate,theenquirerhadgoneon,”Youdonotlook,then,forspiritualunioninthismarriage?”Soameswouldhaveliftedhissidewaysmile,andrejoined:”That’sasitmaybe。IfI

  getsatisfactionformysenses,perpetuationofmyself;goodtasteandgoodhumourinthehouse;itisallIcanexpectatmyage。I

  amnotlikelytobegoingoutofmywaytowardsanyfar-fetchedsentimentalism。”Whereon,theenquirermustingoodtastehaveceasedenquiry。

  TheQueenwasdead,andtheairofthegreatestcityuponearthgreywithunshedtears。Fur-coatedandtop-hatted,withAnnettebesidehimindarkfurs,SoamescrossedParkLaneonthemorningofthefuneralprocession,totherailsinHydePark。Littlemovedthoughheeverwasbypublicmatters,thisevent,supremelysymbolical,thissumming-upofalongrichperiod,impressedhisfancy。In’37,whenshecametothethrone,’SuperiorDosset’wasstillbuildinghousestomakeLondonhideous;andJames,astriplingoftwenty-six,justlayingthefoundationsofhispracticeintheLaw。Coachesstillran;menworestocks,shavedtheirupperlips,ateoystersoutofbarrels;’tigers’swungbehindcabriolets;womensaid,’La!’andownednoproperty;thereweremannersintheland,andpigstiesforthepoor;unhappydevilswerehangedforlittlecrimes,andDickenshadbutjustbeguntowrite。

  Well-nightwogenerationshadslippedby——ofsteamboats,railways,telegraphs,bicycles,electriclight,telephones,andnowthesemotorcars——ofsuchaccumulatedwealth,thateightpercent。hadbecomethree,andForsyteswerenumberedbythethousand!Moralshadchanged,mannershadchanged,menhadbecomemonkeystwice-

  removed,GodhadbecomeMammon——Mammonsorespectableastodeceivehimself:Sixty-fouryearsthatfavouredproperty,andhadmadetheuppermiddleclass;buttressed,chiselled,polishedit,tillitwasalmostindistinguishableinmanners,morals,speech,appearance,habit,andsoulfromthenobility。Anepochwhichhadgildedindividuallibertysothatifamanhadmoney,hewasfreeinlawandfact,andifhehadnotmoneyhewasfreeinlawandnotinfact。Anerawhichhadcanonisedhypocrisy,sothattoseemtoberespectablewastobe。AgreatAge,whosetransmutinginfluencenothinghadescapedsavethenatureofmanandthenatureoftheUniverse。

  AndtowitnessthepassingofthisAge,London——itspetandfancy——

  waspouringforthhercitizensthrougheverygateintoHydePark,hubofVictorianism,happyhunting-groundofForsytes。Underthegreyheavens,whosedrizzlejustkeptoff,thedarkconcoursegatheredtoseetheshow。The’goodold’Queen,fullofyearsandvirtue,hademergedfromherseclusionforthelasttimetomakeaLondonholiday。FromHoundsditch,Acton,Ealing,Hampstead,Islington,andBethnalGreen;fromHackney,Hornsey,Leytonstone,Battersea,andFulham;andfromthosegreenpastureswhereForsytesflourish——MayfairandKensington,St。James’andBelgravia,BayswaterandChelseaandtheRegent’sPark,thepeopleswarmeddownontotheroadswheredeathwouldpresentlypasswithduskypompandpageantry。NeveragainwouldaQueenreignsolong,orpeoplehaveachancetoseesomuchhistoryburiedfortheirmoney。

  Apitythewardraggedon,andthattheWreathofVictorycouldnotbelaiduponhercoffin!Allelsewouldbetheretofollowandcommemorate——soldiers,sailors,foreignprinces,half-mastedbunting,tollingbells,andaboveallthesurging,great,dark-coatedcrowd,withperhapsasimplesadnesshereandtheredeepinheartsbeneathblackclothesputonbyregulation。Afterall,morethanaQueenwasgoingtoherrest,awomanwhohadbravedsorrow,livedwellandwiselyaccordingtoherlights。

  Outinthecrowdagainsttherailings,withhisarmhookedinAnnette’s,Soameswaited。Yes!theAgewaspassing!WhatwiththisTradeUnionism,andLabourfellowsintheHouseofCommons,withcontinentalfiction,andsomethinginthegeneralfeelofeverything,nottobeexpressedinwords,thingswereverydifferent;herecalledthecrowdonMafekingnight,andGeorgeForsytesaying:”They’reallsocialists,theywantourgoods。”

  LikeJames,Soamesdidn’tknow,hecouldn’ttell——withEdwardonthethrone!ThingswouldneverbeassafeagainasundergoodoldViccy!Convulsivelyhepressedhisyoungwife’sarm。There,atanyrate,wassomethingsubstantiallyhisown,domesticallycertainagainatlast;somethingwhichmadepropertyworthwhile——arealthingoncemore。Pressedcloseagainstherandtryingtowardothersoff,Soameswascontent。Thecrowdswayedroundthem,atesandwichesanddroppedcrumbs;boyswhohadclimbedtheplane-treeschatteredabovelikemonkeys,threwtwigsandorange-peel。Itwaspasttime;theyshouldbecomingsoon!And,suddenly,alittlebehindthemtotheleft,hesawatallishmanwithasofthatandshortgrizzlingbeard,andatallishwomaninalittleroundfurcapandveil。JolyonandIrenetalking,smilingateachother,closetogetherlikeAnnetteandhimself!Theyhadnotseenhim;

  andstealthily,withaveryqueerfeelinginhisheart,Soameswatchedthosetwo。Theylookedhappy!Whathadtheycomeherefor——inherentlyillicitcreatures,rebelsfromtheVictorianideal?

  Whatbusinesshadtheyinthiscrowd?Eachofthemtwiceexiledbymorality——makingaboast,asitwere,ofloveandlaxity!Hewatchedthemfascinated;admittinggrudginglyevenwithhisarmthrustthroughAnnette’sthat——thatshe——Irene——No!hewouldnotadmitit;andheturnedhiseyesaway。Hewouldnotseethem,andlettheoldbitterness,theoldlongingriseupwithinhim!AndthenAnnetteturnedtohimandsaid:”Thosetwopeople,Soames;

  theyknowyou,Iamsure。Whoarethey?”

  Soamesnosedsideways。”Whatpeople?””There,youseethem;justturningaway。Theyknowyou。””No,”Soamesanswered;”amistake,mydear。””Alovelyface!Andhowshewalk!Elleesttresdistinguee!”

  Soameslookedthen。Intohislife,outofhislifeshehadwalkedlikethatswayinganderect,remote,unseizabIe;evereludingthecontactofhissoul!Heturnedabruptlyfromthatrecedingvisionofthepast。”You’dbetterattend,”hesaid,”they’recomingnow!”

  Butwhilehestood,graspingherarm,seeminglyintentontheheadoftheprocession,hewasquiveringwiththesenseofalwaysmissingsomething,withinstinctiveregretthathehadnotgotthemboth。

  Slowcamethemusicandthemarch,till,insilence,thelonglinewoundinthroughtheParkgate。HeheardAnnettewhisper,”Howsaditisandbeautiful!”felttheclutchofherhandasshestoodupontiptoe;andthecrowd’semotiongrippedhim。Thereitwas——thebieroftheQueen,coffinoftheAgeslowpassing!Andasitwentbytherecameamurmuringgroanfromallthelonglineofthosewhowatched,asoundsuchasSoameshadneverheard,sounconscious,primitive,deepandwild,thatneitherhenoranyknewwhethertheyhadjoinedinutteringit。Strangesound,indeed!TributeofanAgetoitsowndeath……Ah!Ah!……Theholdonlifehadslipped。Thatwhichhadseemedeternalwasgone!TheQueen——Godblessher!

  Itmovedonwiththebier,thattravellinggroan,asafiremovesonovergrassinathinline;itkeptstep,andmarchedalongsidedownthedensecrowdsmileaftermile。Itwasahumansound,andyetinhuman,pushedoutbyanimalsubconsciousness,byintimateknowledgeofuniversaldeathandchange。Noneofus——noneofuscanholdonforever!

  Itleftsilenceforalittle——averylittletime,tilltonguesbegan,eagertoretrieveinterestintheshow。SoameslingeredjustlongenoughtogratifyAnnette,thentookheroutoftheParktolunchathisfather’sinParkLane……

  Jameshadspentthemorninggazingoutofhisbedroomwindow。Thelastshowhewouldsee,lastofsomany!Soshewasgone!Well,shewasgettinganoldwoman。Swithinandhehadseenhercrowned——

  slimslipofagirl,notsooldasImogen!Shehadgotverystoutoflate。JolyonandhehadseenhermarriedtothatGermanchap,herhusband——hehadturnedoutallrightbeforehedied,andleftherwiththatsonofhis。Andherememberedthemanyeveningsheandhisbrothersandtheircronieshadwaggedtheirheadsovertheirwineandwalnutsandthatfellowinhissaladdays。Andnowhehadcometothethrone。Theysaidhehadsteadieddown——hedidn’tknow——couldn’ttell!He’dmakethemoneyflystill,heshouldn’twonder。Whatalotofpeopleoutthere!Itdidn’tseemsoverylongsinceheandSwithinstoodinthecrowdoutsideWestminsterAbbeywhenshewascrowned,andSwithinhadtakenhimtoCremorneafterwards——rackettychap,Swithin;no,itdidn’tseemmuchlongeragothanJubileeYear,whenhehadjoinedwithRogerinrentingabalconyinPiccadilly。

  Jolyon,Swithin,Rogerallgone,andhewouldbeninetyinAugust!

  AndtherewasSoamesmarriedagaintoaFrenchgirl。TheFrenchwereaqueerlot,buttheymadegoodmothers,hehadheard。Thingschanged!TheysaidthisGermanEmperorwashereforthefuneral,histelegramtooldKrugerhadbeeninshockingtaste。Heshouldnotbesurprisedifthatchapmadetroublesomeday。Change!H’m!

  Well,theymustlookafterthemselveswhenhewasgone:hedidn’tknowwherehe’dbe!AndnowEmilyhadaskedDartietolunch,withWinifredandImogen,tomeetSoames’wife——shewasalwaysdoingsomething。AndtherewasIrenelivingwiththatfellowJolyon,theysaid。He’dmarryhernow,hesupposed。

  ’MybrotherJolyon,’hethought,’whatwouldhehavesaidtoitall?’Andsomehowtheutterimpossibilityofknowingwhathiselderbrother,oncesolookedupto,wouldhavesaid,soworriedJamesthathegotupfromhischairbythewindow,andbeganslowly,feeblytopacetheroom。

  ’Shewasaprettything,too,’hethought;’Iwasfondofher。

  PerhapsSoamesdidn’tsuither——Idon’tknow——Ican’ttell。Weneverhadanytroublewithourwives。’Womenhadchangedeverythinghadchanged!AndnowtheQueenwasdead——well,thereitwas!Amovementinthecrowdbroughthimtoastandstillatthewindow,hisnosetouchingthepaneandwhiteningfromthechillofit。TheyhadgotherasfarasHydeParkCorner——theywerepassingnow!Whydidn’tEmilycomeupherewhereshecouldsee,insteadoffussingaboutlunch。Hemissedheratthatmoment——missedher!

  Throughthebarebranchesoftheplane-treeshecouldjustseetheprocession,couldseethehatscomingoffthepeople’sheads——alotofthemwouldcatchcolds,heshouldn’twonder!Avoicebehindhimsaid:”You’vegotacapitalviewhere,James!””Thereyouare!”mutteredJames;”whydidn’tyoucomebefore?Youmighthavemissedit!”

  Andhewassilent,staringwithallhismight。”What’sthenoise?”heaskedsuddenly。”There’snonoise,”returnedEmily;”whatareyouthinkingof?——

  theywouldn’tcheer。””Icanhearit。””Nonsense,James!”

  Nosoundcamethroughthosedoublepanes;whatJamesheardwasthegroaninginhisownheartatsightofhisAgepassing。

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