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  Ithadsoldwithinaweek——thatdesirableresidence,intheshadowofwhoseperfectionamanandawoman——hadeatentheirheartsout。

  OfamistyJanuaryevening,justbeforetheboardwastakendown,Soameshadgonethereoncemore,andstoodagainsttheSquarerailings,lookingatitsunlightedwindows,chewingthecudofpossessivememorieswhichhadturnedsobitterinthemouth。Whyhadsheneverlovedhim?Why?Shehadbeengivenallshehadwanted,andinreturnhadgivenhim,forthreelongyears,allhehadwanted——except,indeed,herheart。Hehadutteredalittleinvoluntarygroan,andapassingpolicemanhadglancedsuspiciouslyathimwhonolongerpossessedtherighttoenterthatgreendoorwiththecarvedbrassknockerbeneaththeboard’ForSale!’A

  chokingsensationhadattackedhisthroat,andhehadhurriedawayintothemist。ThateveninghehadgonetoBrightontolive……

  ApproachingMaltaStreet,Soho,andtheRestaurantBretagne,whereAnnettewouldbedroopingherprettyshouldersoverheraccounts,SoamesthoughtwithwonderofthosesevenyearsatBrighton。Howhadhemanagedtogoonsolonginthattowndevoidofthescentofsweetpeas,wherehehadnotevenspacetoputhistreasures?True,thosehadbeenyearswithnotimeatallforlookingatthem——yearsofalmostpassionatemoney-making,duringwhichForsyte,BustardandForsytehadbecomesolicitorstomorelimitedCompaniesthantheycouldproperlyattendto。UptotheCityofamorninginaPullmancar,downfromtheCityofaneveninginaPullmancar。

  Lawpapersagainafterdinner,thenthesleepofthetired,andupagainnextmorning。SaturdaytoMondaywasspentathisClubintown——curiousreversalofcustomaryprocedure,basedonthedeepandcarefulinstinctthatwhileworkingsohardheneededseaairtoandfromthestationtwiceaday,andwhilerestingmustindulgehisdomesticaffections。TheSundayvisittohisfamilyinParkLane,toTimothy’s,andtoGreenStreet;theoccasionalvisitselsewherehadseemedtohimasnecessarytohealthasseaaironweekdays。EvensincehismigrationtoMapledurhamhehadmain-

  tainedthosehabitsuntil——hehadknownAnnette。

  WhetherAnnettehadproducedtherevolutioninhisoutlook,orthatoutlookhadproducedAnnette,heknewnomorethanweknowwhereacirclebegins。ItwasintricateanddeeplyinvolvedwiththegrowingconsciousnessthatpropertywithoutanyonetoleaveittoisthenegationoftrueForsyteism。Tohaveanheir,somecontinuanceofself,whowouldbeginwhereheleftoff——ensure,infact,thathewouldnotleaveoff——hadquiteobsessedhimforthelastyearandmore。AfterbuyingabitofWedgwoodoneeveninginApril,hehaddroppedintoMaltaStreettolookatahouseofhisfather’swhichhadbeenturnedintoarestaurant——ariskypro-

  ceeding,andonenotquiteinaccordancewiththetermsofthelease。Hehadstaredforalittleattheoutsidepaintedagoodcreamcolour,withtwopeacock-bluetubscontaininglittlebay-

  treesinarecesseddoorway——andatthewords’RestaurantBretagne’

  abovethemingoldletters,ratherfavourablyimpressed。Entering,hehadnoticedthatseveralpeoplewerealreadyseatedatlittleroundgreentableswithlittlepotsoffreshflowersonthemandBrittany-wareplates,andhadaskedofatrimwaitresstoseetheproprietor。Theyhadshownhimintoabackroom,whereagirlwassittingatasimplebureaucoveredwithpapers,andasmallround,tablewaslaidfortwo。Theimpressionofcleanliness,order,andgoodtastewasconfirmedwhenthegirlgotup,saying,”YouwishtoseeMaman,Monsieur?”inabrokenaccent。”Yes,”Soameshadanswered,”Irepresentyourlandlord;infact,I’mhisson。””Won’tyousitdown,sir,please?TellMamantocometothisgentleman。”

  Hewaspleasedthatthegirlseemedimpressed,becauseitshowedbusinessinstinct;andsuddenlyhenoticedthatshewasremarkablypretty——soremarkablyprettythathiseyesfoundadifficultyinleavingherface。Whenshemovedtoputachairforhim,sheswayedinacurioussubtleway,asifshehadbeenputtogetherbysomeonewithaspecialsecretskill;andherfaceandneck,whichwasalittlebared,lookedasfreshasiftheyhadbeensprayedwithdew。ProbablyatthismomentSoamesdecidedthattheleasehadnotbeenviolated;thoughtohimselfandhisfatherhebasedthedecisionontheefficiencyofthoseillicitadaptationsinthebuilding,onthesignsofprosperity,andtheobviousbusinesscapacityofMadameLamotte。Hedidnot,however,neglecttoleavecertainmatterstofutureconsideration,whichhadnecessitatedfurthervisits,sothatthelittlebackroomhadbecomequiteaccustomedtohisspare,notunsolid,butunobtrusivefigure,andhispale,chinnyfacewithclippedmoustacheanddarkhairnotyetgrizzlingatthesides。”UnMonsieurtresdistingue,”MadameLamottefoundhim;andpresently,”Tresamical,tresgentil,”watchinghiseyesuponherdaughter。

  Shewasoneofthosegenerouslybuilt,fine-faced,dark-hairedFrenchwomen,whoseeveryactionandtoneofvoiceinspireperfectconfidenceinthethoroughnessoftheirdomestictastes,theirknowledgeofcooking,andthecarefulincreaseoftheirbankbalances。

  AfterthosevisitstotheRestaurantBretagnebegan,othervisitsceased——without,indeed,anydefinitedecision,forSoames,likeallForsytes,andthegreatmajorityoftheircountrymen,wasabornempiricist。Butitwasthischangeinhismodeoflifewhichhadgraduallymadehimsodefinitelyconsciousthathedesiredtoalterhisconditionfromthatoftheunmarriedmarriedmantothatofthemarriedmanremarried。

  TurningintoMaltaStreetonthiseveningofearlyOctober,1899,heboughtapapertoseeiftherewereanyafter-developmentoftheDreyfuscase——aquestionwhichhehadalwaysfoundusefulinmakingcloseracquaintanceshipwithMadameLamotteandherdaughter,whowereCatholicandanti-Dreyfusard。

  Scanningthosecolumns,SoamesfoundnothingFrench,butnoticedageneralfallontheStockExchangeandanominousleaderabouttheTransvaal。Heentered,thinking:’War’sacertainty。Ishallsellmyconsols。’Notthathehadmany,personally,therateofinterestwastoowretched;butheshouldadvisehisCompanies——

  consolswouldassuredlygodown。Alook,ashepassedthedoorwaysoftherestaurant,assuredhimthatbusinesswasgoodasever,andthis,whichinAprilwouldhavepleasedhim,nowgavehimacertainuneasiness。IfthestepswhichhehadtotakeendedinhismarryingAnnette,hewouldratherseehermothersafelybackinFrance,amovetowhichtheprosperityoftheRestaurantBretagnemightbecomeanobstacle。Hewouldhavetobuythemout,ofcourse,forFrenchpeopleonlycametoEnglandtomakemoney;anditwouldmeanahigherprice。Andthenthatpeculiarsweetsensationatthebackofhisthroat,andaslightthumpingabouttheheart,whichhealwaysexperiencedatthedoorofthelittleroom,preventedhisthinkinghowmuchitwouldcost。

  Goingin,hewasconsciousofanabundantblackskirtvanishingthroughthedoorintotherestaurant,andofAnnettewithherhandsuptoherhair。Itwastheattitudeinwhichofallothersheadmiredher——sobeautifullystraightandroundedandsupple。Andhesaid:”Ijustcameintotalktoyourmotheraboutpullingdownthatpartition。No,don’tcallher。””Monsieurwillhavesupperwithus?Itwillbereadyintenminutes。”Soames,whostillheldherhand,wasovercomebyanimpulsewhichsurprisedhim。”Youlooksoprettyto-night,”hesaid,”soverypretty。Doyouknowhowprettyyoulook,Annette?”

  Annettewithdrewherhand,andblushed。”Monsieurisverygood。””Notabitgood,”saidSoames,andsatdowngloomily。

  Annettemadealittleexpressivegesturewithherhands;asmilewascrinklingherredlipsuntouchedbysalve。

  And,lookingatthoselips,Soamessaid:”Areyouhappyoverhere,ordoyouwanttogobacktoFrance?””Oh,IlikeLondon。Paris,ofcourse。ButLondonisbetterthanOrleans,andtheEnglishcountryissobeautiful。IhavebeentoRichmondlastSunday。”

  Soameswentthroughamomentofcalculatingstruggle。Mapledurham!

  Daredhe?Afterall,daredhegosofarasthat,andshowherwhattherewastolookforwardto!Still!Downthereonecouldsaythings。Inthisroomitwasimpossible。”Iwantyouandyourmother,”hesaidsuddenly,”tocomefortheafternoonnextSunday。Myhouseisontheriver,it’snottoolateinthisweather;andIcanshowyousomegoodpictures。Whatdoyousay?”

  Annetteclaspedherhands。”Itwillbelovelee。Theriverissobeautiful””That’sunderstood,then。I’llaskMadame。”

  Heneedsaynomoretoherthisevening,andriskgivinghimselfaway。Buthadhenotalreadysaidtoomuch?Didoneaskrestaurantproprietorswithprettydaughtersdowntoone’scountryhousewithoutdesign?MadameLamottewouldsee,ifAnnettedidn’t。

  Well!therewasnotmuchthatMadamedidnotsee。Besides,thiswasthesecondtimehehadstayedtosupperwiththem;heowedthemhospitality。

  WalkinghometowardsParkLane——forhewasstayingathisfather’s——

  withtheimpressionofAnnette’ssoftcleverhandwithinhisown,histhoughtswerepleasant,slightlysensual,ratherpuzzled。Takesteps!Whatsteps?How?Dirtylinenwashedinpublic?Pah!

  Withhisreputationforsagacity,forfar-sightednessandthecleverextricationofothers,he,whostoodforproprietaryinterests,tobecometheplaythingofthatLawofwhichhewasapillar!Therewassomethingrevoltinginthethought!Winifred’saffairwasbadenough!Tohaveadoubledoseofpublicityinthefamily!Wouldnotaliaisonbebetterthanthat——aliaison,andasonhecouldadopt?Butdark,solid,watchful,MadameLamotteblockedtheavenueofthatvision。No!thatwouldnotwork。ItwasnotasifAnnettecouldhavearealpassionforhim;onecouldnotexpectthatathisage。Ifhermotherwished,iftheworldlyadvantageweremanifestlygreat——perhaps!Ifnot,refusalwouldbecertain。Besides,hethought:’I’mnotavillain。Idon’twanttohurther;andIdon’twantanythingunderhand。ButIdowanther,andIwantason!There’snothingforitbutdivorce——somehow——

  anyhow——divorce!’Undertheshadowoftheplane-trees,inthelamplight,hepassedslowlyalongtherailingsoftheGreenPark。

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