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  Zoethshookhishead。“Iamwicked,allthesame,“hesaid,“butI

  guessI’vebeenpunished。Therewan’tanyrealreasonwhyI

  shouldn’thavetoldyouafore,butsomehowIcouldn’tmakeupmymindtospeakofit。Ijustcouldn’t。ButI’mgoin’totellyounow,Shadrach。“

  Heheldupthecrumpledenvelope。

  “YourememberwhenIwastooksick?“hesaid。“YourememberIwasstruckdownallofaheapinthekitchen?Yes;well,didyoueverwonderwhatitwasstruckmedown?I’lltellyou。’Twasaletterthatcametomeinthemailthatmorning。Thiswastheletter。I

  managedtoputitinmyinsidevestpocketthattimewhenIsaiahrunoffafteryouandleftmelyin’there。Ididn’twanthimtoseeit。

  Ididn’twantanybodyto——notthen。NowIwantyoutoreadit,Shadrach。Butbeforeyoudo,letmewarnyou。YoushouldasktheAlmightytogiveyoustrength。You’regoin’tobesurprised,Shadrach,surprisedandshocked。Hereitis;readit。“

  Hehandedtheenvelopetohispartner。Thelattertookit,wonderingly,andlookedattheinscription。

  “Nobody’shandwritin’thatIknow,“hesaid。

  “Youknewitoncewellenough。“

  “Idid?AnditwasmailedoutinCarsonCity,Nevada。Why,that’swheretheCrawfordSmithboylives,ain’tit?Whatonearth?“

  Heopenedtheenvelopeandfromittookseveralsheetscloselycoveredwithfinelywrittenlines。Hebegantoreadand,asheread,hisexpressionchangedfromcuriositytowonder,toamazement,toanger,toamixtureofthelastthree。Thefinalsheetfellfromhisfingerstothefloor。Helookedupwithaverywhiteface。

  “MyGod!“hesaidsolemnly。

  Ahalf-hourlatertheywerestilltalking。Shadrachhadnotentirelyrecoveredfromthesurprise,butnowhecouldthinkandspeakmorecoherently,althoughthewonderofitallwasoverpowering。

  “ItseemsasifthehandoftheLordwasinit,“hedeclared。

  “Itis,“agreedZoeth,withabsoluteconviction。“Seehowitworkedoutaccordin’toHispromise。Thewickedflourishedforatime,butGodsentthepunishmentindueseason,didn’tHe?Can’tyouseethepoorfeller’sagonizin’ineverylineofthatletter?“

  “POORfeller!GoodLordabove,ZoethHamilton,youain’tpityin’

  HIM,areyou?Youain’tsorryforhim——YOU?“

  Zoethnodded。“Iwan’tatfirst,“hesaid。“Atfirstthewholething,comin’onmeoutofaclearskyasyoumightsay,knockedmeflat。Thedoctor,whenhecame,saidhethoughtImusthavehadasuddenshock。Idid;thatwasit,thatletter。Butlateron,whenIwasgettin’betterandcouldthinkagain,andwhenIwasaloneandhadthechanceandcouldreadtheletteragain,Ibeganto——to——

  well,notforgivehimforwhathedone——Idon’tsupposeIcaneverdothat“

  “Ishouldsaynot!Damnhim!“

  “Hush,Shadrach;he’sdead。“

  “Soheis。Iforgot。Thenhe’sdamned,Iguess,withoutanyordersfromme。“

  “Hewasdamnedhereonearth,Shadrach。Allhislife——thelastpartofit,anyhow——musthavebeenatorment。Hemusthaveidolizedthatboyofhis。Hesayssointheletter,butit’splainoneverylineofthewritin’withouthissayin’it。Andcan’tyoujustimaginehimastheboygrewupandtheylovedeachothermoreandmore,tremblin’andscaredeveryminuteforfearthatsomehoworotherhisson’lllearnthatthefatherhelovesandrespectsisa——athief——

  and——andworse?SeemstomeIcanimagineit。Andthenallatoncetheboycomestohimandsayshewantstomarry——Oh,mysoul!

  Shadrach,thinkofit!——hewantstomarryyourgirlandmine——

  Marcellus’sstepdaughter。Why,itmusthavedrivenhimnighcrazy。

  Andthentheyquarrel,andtheboy,theonlybein’onearthhe’slivin’for,goesoffandleaveshim。Andheknowshe’scomin’here——

  tous——andthatsometimeorotherhe’ssartintolearneverything。

  Nowonderhewrotethatletter。Nowonder——“

  TheCaptaininterrupted。

  “Writin’you,ofallpeople!“hesaid。“Writin’youandbeggin’younottoletMary-’Gustamarryhisson:andforwhat?Tosavetheboyfromsomethin’bad?No!Forallheknew,Mary-’Gustamightbewhatsheis,thebestandfinestgirlonearth。Whathewasbeggin’forwashimself——thathissonshouldn’tknowwhatHEwas,that’sall。

  No,Zoeth,Ican’tpityhimmuch。He’sdead,andthat’sagoodthing,too。Thewonderofitisthathe’sbeenaliveallthistimeandwedidn’tknow。Andtothink——butthere;it’sallwonderful。“

  Bothweresilentforamoment。ThenZoethsaid:

  “Theonethingthat’stroubledmemostinallthis,Shadrach,isaboutMary-’Gustaherself。HowdoesshereallyfeeltowardsCrawford?Shesenthimaway,youtoldmethat,butareyousureshediditbecauseshedidn’tcareenoughforhimtomarryhim?Areyousuretherewan’tanyotherreason?“

  “Shegavemetounderstandtherewan’t。Whatotherreasoncouldtherebe?“

  “Well——well,Shadrach,italldepends,seemstome。YouknowMary-

  ’Gusta;thelastpersonshethinksaboutonearthisherself。IfshedidthinkasightofCrawford,ifshethoughtENOUGHofhim,shewouldn’tlethimsufferonaccountofher,wouldshe?Sheknew,probably,thathelovedandrespectedhisfatherandafather’sgoodnamemustmeanalottoason。Then,thereisus——youandme,Shadrach。Shewouldn’tletussuffer,ifshecouldhelpit。DoyouseewhatImean?“

  “Humph!“musedtheCaptain,thinkingaloud,“Ical’lateIdo,Zoeth。

  YoumeanifMary-’GustahadfoundoutthefactsaboutEdFarmer,whohewasandwhathedone,andifsheknewCrawfordSmith’sdadWASEdFarmerandthatCrawforddidn’tknowitandwedidn’tknowit——youmeanthat,BEIN’Mary-’Gusta,ratherthanbringsorrowandtroubleonCrawfordandonus,she’dsacrificeherownfeelin’sand——andwouldpretendshedidn’tcareforhimsoastogethimtogoawayandsavehimandus。That’swhatyoumean,Ipresumelikely。“

  “That’sit,Shadrach。“

  “Um——yes。Well,there’sjustonethingthatmakesthatnotionseemconsider’blemorethanunlikely。HowintheworldcouldshehavefoundoutthatthereeverwasanEdgarFarmer——“

  “GoodmanyfolksinSouthHarnisscouldhavetoldherthatifthey’dhadamindto。“

  “Maybeso;buttheycouldn’thavetoldherthatEdwinSmith,ofCarsonCity,Nevada,waseverEdgarFarmer。No,sir,theycouldn’t!

  Nobodyknewit——butEdFarmerhimself。HowcouldourMary-’Gustaknowit?“

  “Idon’tknow,Shadrach,unless——she’sawfulsmart,youknow——

  somethin’mighthaveputheronthetrackandshepuzzleditout。I

  knowthatain’tlikely;but,Shadrach,ifshedoescareforCrawfordandhecaresforher,I——Iwant’emtohaveeachother。Ido。Theymust。“

  Shadrachstaredathim。

  “ZoethHamilton,“heexclaimed,“doyouknowwhatyou’resayin’?

  Youwantourgirltomarrythesonofthemanthat——that——“

  “Iknowwhathedid,Shadrach;youdon’tneedtotellme。Buthe’sdead,andhisboyisagoodboy——youlikedhimandsodidI。AndShadrach,I’vebeenthinkin’anawfullotaboutthissinceIgottheletterandhavebeenwellenoughtothink。AndI’vemadeupmymindtojustthis:Therehasbeensorrowandtroubleenoughbroughtonalreadybythatwickedness。Thereshan’tbeanymore。Whatwreckedallourlivesthirty-fiveyearsagoshan’twreckthesetwo,ifIcanhelpit。IfMary-’Gustacaresforhimandheforhertheymusthaveeachotherandbehappy。AndyouandIwillbehappywatchin’theirhappiness。“

  Hepausedandthenadded:

  “SoIwish,Shadrach,therewassomewayoffindin’outforsurethatshesenthimawaybecauseshedidn’tcareforhimandnotforanyotherreason。“

  Shadrachrosefromhischairandlaidhishandonhisfriend’sshoulder。Heclearedhisthroatonceortwicebeforespeakingandtherewasstillashakeinhisvoiceashesaid:

  “Zoeth,you’reabettermanthanIeverhopetobe。Ideclareyoumakemeashamedofmyself。“

  Neitherofthematemuchdinner,althoughIsaiahhadpreparedacranberrypie,madefromthefirstfruitofthefallseason,andwascorrespondinglydisappointedwhenbothofhisemployersleftituntouched。

  “Ain’tamiteofusemyslavin’myselftodeathcookin’fancyvittlesforthiscrew,“hegrumbled。“Istoodoverthatcookstovethismornin’untilIgotsoeverlastin’hotthateverytimethecoldairblowedontomeIsteamed。AndyetIcan’tsatisfy。“

  “Oh,yes,youcan,“observedCaptainShad,risingfromthetable。

  “Yousatisfiedustooquick,thatwasthetrouble。Wewassatisfiedaforewegottothepie。“

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