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  But,accordingtothehousekeeper,CaptainHallwasoutofhistroublesandhadgonewherehewouldbehappyforeverandever。Soitseemedtoherstrangetobeexpectedtocryonhisaccount。HehadnotbeenhappyhereinOstable,or,atleast,hehadnotshownhishappinessinthewayotherpeopleshowedtheirs。Toherhehadbeenabig,beardedgiantofaman,whomshesawatinfrequentintervalsduringthedayandalwaysatnightjustbeforeshewenttobed。Hisroom,withtheold-fashionedsecretaryagainstthewall,andthestuffedgullontheshelf,andthebooksinthecupboard,andthepolishednarwhalhorninthecorner,wastoherasortofholyofholies,aplacewhereshewasledeacheveningatnineo’clock,atfirstbyMrs。Baileyand,later,byMrs。Hobbs,toshakethehandofthebigmanwholookedatherabsentlyoverhisspectaclesandsaidgoodnightinavoicenotunkindlybutexpressingnoparticularinterest。Atothertimesshewasstrictlyforbiddentoenterthatroom。

  Occasionally,butveryrarely,shehadeatenSundaydinnerwithMarcellus。SheandthehousekeeperusuallyatetogetherandMr。

  Hall’smealswereservedinwhatthechildcalled“thesmokeroom,“

  meaningtheapartmentjustdescribed,whichwasatalltimesstronglyscentedwithtobacco。TheSundaydinnerswerestatelyandformalaffairsandwereprefacedbylecturesbythehousekeeperconcerningsittingupstraightandnotdisturbingCap’nHallbytalkingtoomuch。OnthewholeMary-’Gustawasrathergladwhenthemealswereover。Shedidnotdislikeherstepfather;hehadneverbeenroughorunkind,butshehadalwaysstoodinaweofhimandhadfeltthatheregardedherasa“peskynuisance,“somethingtobefedandthenshooedoutoftheway,asMrs。HobbsregardedDavid,thecat。Asforlovinghim,asotherchildrenseemedtolovetheirfathers;thatthegirlneverdid。Shewassurehedidnotloveherinthatway,andthathewouldnothavewelcomeddemonstrationsofaffectiononherpart。Shehadlearnedthereason,orshethoughtshehad:shewasaSTEPCHILD;thatwaswhy,andastepchildwasalmostasbadasa“changeling“inafairystory。

  Hermothersheremembereddimlyandwiththatrecollectionwerememoriesofdayswhenshewaslovedandmademuchof,notonlybyMother,butbyCaptainHallalso。SheaskedMrs。Bailey,whomshehadlovedandwhoseleavingwasthegreatestgriefofherlife,somequestionsaboutthesememories。Mrs。BaileyhadhuggedherandhadtalkedagooddealaboutCaptainHall’sbeingachangedmansincehiswife’sdeath。“Heusedtobesodifferent,jollyandgood-

  naturedandsociable;youwouldn’tknowhimnowifyouseenhimthen。Whenyourmammawastookitjustseemedtowilthimrightdown。Hewasawfulsickhimselfforaspell,andwhenhegotbetterhewaslikeheistoday。SeemsasifHEdiedtoo,asyoumightsay,andain’treallylivedsince。I’mawfulsorryforCap’nMarcellus。

  Youmustberealgoodtohimwhenyougrowup,Mary-’Gusta。“

  Andnowhehadgonebeforeshehadhadachancetogrowup,andMary-’Gustafeltanunreasonablesenseofblame。Butrealgrief,thedreadfulparalyzingrealizationoflosswhichanadultfeelswhenadearonedies,shedidnotfeel。

  Shewasawedandalittlefrightened,butshedidnotfeellikecrying。Whyshouldshe?

  “Mary-’Gusta!Mary-’Gusta!Wherebeyou?“

  ItwasMrs。Hobbscalling。Mary-’Gustahurriedlyuntwistedherlegsandscrambledfrombeneaththedustcoverofthesurrey。David,whoseslumbersweredisturbed,rosealso,yawnedandstretched。

  “HereIbe,Mrs。Hobbs,“answeredthegirl。“I’ma-comin’。“

  Mrs。Hobbswasstandinginthedoorwayofthebarn。Mary-’Gustanoticedthatshewasnot,asusual,garbedingingham,butwasarrayedinherbestgo-to-meetinggown。

  “I’ma-comin’,“saidthechild。

  “Comin’,yes。Butwhereonearthhaveyoubeen?I’vebeenhuntingallovercreationforyou。Ididn’tsupposeyou’dbeouthere,onthisdayofallothers,with——withthatcritter,“indicatingDavid,whoappeared,blinkingsleepily。

  “ImustsayIshouldn’tthinkyou’dbefussin’alongwithacattoday,“declaredMrs。Hobbs。

  “Yes’m,“saidMary-’Gusta。Davidyawned,apparentlyexpressingaboredcontemptforhousekeepersingeneral。

  “Comerightalongintothehouse,“continuedMrs。Hobbs。“It’shightimeyouwasgettin’readyforthefuneral。“

  “Ready?How?“queriedMary-’Gusta。

  “Why,changin’yourclothes,ofcourse。“

  “Dofolksdressupforfunerals?“

  “Coursetheydo。Whataquestion!“

  “Ididn’tknow。I——I’veneverhadone。“

  “Hadone?“

  “ImeanI’veneverbeentoany。Whatdotheydressupfor?“

  “Why——why,becausetheydo,ofcourse。Nowdon’taskanymorequestions,buthurryup。Whereareyougoin’now,formercysakes?“

  “Iwasgoin’backafterRoseandRosette。Theyoughttobedressedup,too,hadn’tthey?“

  “Theidea!Playin’dollstoday!IdeclareIneverseesuchachild!You’reareg’larlittle——littleheathen。Wouldyouwantanybodyplayin’dollsatyourownfuneral,I’dliketoknow?“

  Mary-’Gustathoughtthisover。“Idon’tknow,“sheanswered,afterreflection。“IguessI’djustassoon。DotheyhavedollsupinHeaven,Mrs。Hobbs?“

  “Mercyonus!Ishouldsaynot。DollsinHeaven!Theidea!“

  “Norcatseither?“

  “No。Don’tasksuchwickedquestions。“

  Mary-’Gustaaskednomorequestionsofthatkind,butherconvictionthatHeaven——Mrs。Hobbs’Heaven——wasagoodplaceforhousekeepersandgrown-upsbutapooroneforchildrenwasstrengthened。

  TheyenteredthehousebythekitchendoorandascendedthebackstairstoMary-’Gusta’sroom。Theshadesinalltheroomsweredrawnandthehousewasdarkandgloomy。Thechildwouldhaveaskedthereasonforthis,butatthefirsthintofaquestionMrs。Hobbsbadeherhush。

  “Youmustn’ttalk,“shesaid。

  “Whymustn’tI?“

  “Because’tain’ttherightthingtodo,that’swhy。Nowhurryupandgetdressed。“

  Mary-’Gustasilentlywriggledoutofhereverydayfrock,wasledtothewashstandandvigorouslyscrubbed。ThenMrs。Hobbscombedandbraidedwhatshecalledher“pigtails“andtiedabowofblackribbonattheendofeach。

  “There!“exclaimedthelady。“You’recleanforonceinyourlife,anyhow。Nowhurryupandputonthemthingsonthebed。“

  ThethingswereMary-’Gusta’sverybestshoesanddress;alsoapairofnewblackstockings。

  Whenthedressingwasfinishedthehousekeeperstoodherinthemiddleofthefloorandwalkedaboutheronafinalroundofinspection。

  “There!“shesaidagain,withasighofsatisfaction。“NobodycansayIain’ttookallthepainswithyouthatanybodycould。NowyoucomedownstairsandsetrightwhereItellyoutillIcome。Anddon’tyousayonesingleword。Notaword,nomatterwhathappens。“

  Shetookthegirl’shandandledherdownthefrontstairs。AstheydescendedMary-’Gustacouldscarcelyrestrainagaspofsurprise。

  Thefrontdoorwasopen——theFRONTdoor——andthechildhadneverseenitopenbefore,hadlongagodecidedthatitwasnotatrulydooratall,butmerelyamake-believelikethepaintedwindowsonthesidesofherdollhouse。ButnowitwaswideopenandMr。

  Hallett,arrayedinasuitofblack,thecoatofwhichpuckeredunderthearms,wasstandingonthethreshold,lookingmoresoothythanever。Theparlordoorwasopenalso,andtheparloritself——

  thebestfirstparlor,moresacredandforbiddeneventhanthe“smokeroom“——was,asmuchofitasshecouldsee,filledwithchairs。

  Mrs。Hobbsledherintothelittleroomofftheparlor,the“backsettin’-room,“and,indicatingthehairclothandblackwalnutsofaagainstthewall,whisperedtohertositrightthereandnotmove。

  “Mindnow,“shewhispered,“don’ttalkanddon’tstir。I’llbebackbyandby。“

  Mary-’Gusta,leftalone,lookedwide-eyedaboutthelittlebacksitting-room。It,too,waschanged;notchangedasmuchasthefrontparlor,butchanged,nevertheless。Mostofthefurniturehadbeenremoved。Themostcomfortablechairs,includingtherockerwiththeparrot“tidy“ontheback,hadbeentakenaway。Oneortwoofthebolt-uprightvarietyremainedandthe“musicchair“wasstillthere,butpushedbackintoacorner。

  Mary-’Gustasawthemusicchairandaquiverofguiltyfeartingedalongherspine;thatparticularchairhadalwaysbeen,toher,thebright,particulargloryofthehouse。Notbecauseitwasbeautiful,forthatitdistinctlywasnot;butbecauseofthemarvelloussecrethiddenbeneathitsupholsteredseat。CaptainMarcellushadbroughtithomeyearsandyearsbefore,whenhewasasea-goingbachelorandmadevoyagestoHamburg。Initsnormalconditionitwasaperfectlyquietanduglychair,buttherewasacatchunderonearmandamusicboxundertheseat。Andifthatcatchwerereleased,thenwhenanyonesatinit,themusicboxplayed“TheCampbell’sAreComing“withspiritandjingle。And,moreover,keptonplayingittothefinishunlessthecatchwaspushedbackagain。

  ToMary-’Gustathatchairwasaperpetualfascination。Shehadbeenexpresslyforbiddentotouchit,hadbeenshutinthedarkclosetmorethanoncefortouchingit;but,nevertheless,thetemptationwasalwaysthereandshehadyieldedtothattemptationatintervalswhenMrs。Hobbsandherstepfatherwereout。Andthelasttimeshehadtoucheditshehadbrokenthecatch。Shehadwoundupthemusicbox,afterhearingitplay,butthecatchwhichmadeitaperfectlysafeseatandnotatrapfortheunwaryhadrefusedtopushbackintoplace。Andnowthereitwas,loadedandprimed,sotospeak,andshewasresponsible。Suppose——Oh,horriblethought!——supposeanyoneshouldsitinitthatafternoon!

  Shegaspedandjumpedoffthesofa。ThensherememberedMrs。Hobbs’

  partingcommandandstopped,hesitating。Mr。Hallett,standingattheendofthehall,bythefrontdoor,heardhermoveandtiptoedtothesitting-room。

  “What’sthematter,littlegirl?“hewhispered,soothingly。

  “No-nothin’,“gaspedMary-’Gusta。

  “You’resure?“

  “Ye-yes,sir。“

  “Allright。Thenyousetdownonthesofaandkeepstill。Youmustn’tmakeanynoise。Thefolksarecomin’now。Setrightdownonthesofy,that’sagoodgirl!“

  SobacktothesofawentMary-’Gusta,tremblingwithapprehension。

  Fromherseatshecouldseealongthehallandalsothroughtheotherdoorintothe“bigsettin’-room,“where,also,therewererowsofchairs。And,toherhorror,thesechairsbegantofill。People,mostofthemdressedinchurch-goinggarmentswhichrattledandrustled,weretiptoeinginandsittingdownwhereshecouldseethemandtheycouldseeher。Shedidnotdaretomovenow;didnotdaregonearthemusicchairevenifgoingnearitwouldhavedoneanygood。Sheremaineduponthesofa,andshivered。

  AfewmomentslaterMrs。Hobbsappeared,lookingverysolemnandSundayfied,andsatbesideher。ThenJudgeandMrs。Baxterwereshownintothelittleroomandtooktwooftheremainingchairs。

  TheJudgebowedandsmiledandMrs。Baxterleanedoverandpattedherhand。Mary-’Gustatriedtosmile,too,butsucceededonlyinlookingmoremiserable。Mrs。Hobbswhisperedtohertositupstraight。

  Therewasasteadystreamofpeoplethroughthefrontdoornow。

  Theyallenteredtheparlorandmanystayedthere,butotherspassedonintothe“bigsettin’-room。“Thechairstherewerealmostalltaken;soonallweretakenandMr。Hallettwasobligedtoremoveoneofthoseinthesmallroom。Therewerebuttwoleftempty,oneatall,straightantiquewitharushseat,afamilyheirloom,andtheotherthemusicchair。Mary-’Gustastaredatthemusicchairandhopedandhoped。

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