Hesayseverythinghecantopersuademethathelovesme;hehasathousandattentionsforme,andheanticipatesmeineverything:allthatissopleasantforme,thatInevergotohimbutthepaininmysidecomesonagain,hiscompanyweighsonmesomuch。IfParisbroughtmewhatIaskedhim,Ishouldbesooncured。IfyouhavenotyetreturnedwhenIgoyouknowwhere,writetome,Ibegyou,andtellmewhatyouwishmetodo;forifyoudonotmanagethingsprudently,Iforeseethatthewholeburdenwillfallonme:lookintoeverythingandweightheaffairmaturely。IsendyoumyletterbyBeaton,whowillsetoutthedaywhichhasbeenassignedtoBalfour。
Itonlyremainsformetobegyoutoinformmeofyourjourney。
“Glasgow,thisSaturdaymorning。“
THIRDLETTER
“IstayedyouknowwherelongerthanIshouldhavedone,ifithadnotbeentogetfromhimsomethingthatthebearerofthesepresentswilltellyouitwasagoodopportunityforcoveringupourdesigns:
Ihavepromisedhimtobringthepersonyouknowto-morrow。Lookaftertherest,ifyouthinkfit。Alas!Ihavefailedinouragreement,foryouhaveforbiddenmetowritetoyou,ortodespatchamessengertoyou。However,Idonotintendtooffendyou:ifyouknewwithwhatfearsIamagitated,youwouldnothaveyourselfsomanydoubtsandsuspicions。ButItakethemingoodpart,persuadedasIamthattheyhavenoothercausethanlove——lovethatIesteemmorethananythingonearth。
“Myfeelingsandmyfavoursaretomesurewarrantsforthatlove,andanswertomeforyourheart;mytrustisentireonthishead:butexplainyourself,Ientreatyou,andopenyoursoultome;otherwise,Ishallfearlest,bythefatalityofmystar,andbythetoofortunateinfluenceofthestarsonwomenlesstenderandlessfaithfulthanI,ImaybesupplantedinyourheartasMedeawasinJason’s;notthatIwishtocompareyoutoaloverasunfortunateasJason,andtoparallelmyselfwithamonsterlikeMedea,althoughyouhaveenoughinfluenceovermetoforcemetoresemblehereachtimeourloveexactsit,andthatitconcernsmetokeepyourheart,whichbelongstome,andwhichbelongstomeonly。ForInameasbelongingtomewhatIhavepurchasedwiththetenderandconstantlovewithwhichIhaveburnedforyou,alovemorealiveto-daythanever,andwhichwillendonlywithmylife;alove,inshort,whichmakesmedespiseboththedangersandtheremorsewhichwillbeperhapsitssadsequel。Asthepriceofthissacrifice,Iaskyoubutonefavour,itistorememberaspotnotfarfromhere:Idonotexactthatyoushouldkeepyourpromiseto-morrow;butIwanttoseeyoutodisperseyoursuspicions。IaskofGodonlyonething:itisthatHeshouldmakeyoureadmyheart,whichislessminethanyours,andthatHeshouldguardyoufromeveryill,atleastduringmylife:
thislifeisdeartomeonlyinsofarasitpleasesyou,andasI
pleaseyoumyself。Iamgoingtobed:adieu;givemeyournewsto-
morrowmorning;forIshallbeuneasytillIhaveit。Likeabirdescapedfromitscage,ortheturtle-dovewhichhaslosthermate,I
shallbealone,weepingyourabsence,shortasitmaybe。Thisletter,happierthanI,willgothiseveningwhereIcannotgo,providedthatthemessengerdoesnotfindyouasleep,asIfear。I
havenotdaredtowriteitinthepresenceofJoseph,ofSebastian,andofJoachim,whohadonlyjustleftmewhenIbeganit。“
Thus,asonesees,andalwayssupposingtheseletterstobegenuine,MaryhadconceivedforBothwelloneofthosemadpassions,somuchthestrongerinthewomenwhoareapreytothem,thatonethelessunderstandswhatcouldhaveinspiredthem。Bothwellwasnolongeryoung,Bothwellwasnothandsome,andyetMarysacrificedforhimayounghusband,whowasconsideredoneofthehandsomestmenofhiscentury。Itwaslikeakindofenchantment。Darnley,thesoleobstacletotheunion,hadbeenalreadycondemnedforalongtime,ifnotbyMary,atleastbyBothwell;then,ashisstrongconstitutionhadconqueredthepoison,anotherkindofdeathwassoughtfor。
Thequeen,assheannouncesinherlettertoBothwel1,hadrefusedtobringbackDarnleywithher,andhadreturnedalonetoEdinburgh。
Arrivedthere,shegaveordersforthekingtobemoved,inhisturn,inalitter;butinsteadoftakinghimtoStirlingorHolyrood,shedecidedtolodgehimintheabbeyoftheKirkofField。Thekingmadesomeobjectionswhenheknewofthisarrangement;however,ashehadnopowertoopposeit,hecontentedhimselfwithcomplainingofthesolitudeofthedwellingassignedhim;butthequeenmadeanswerthatshecouldnotreceivehimatthatmoment,eitheratHolyroodoratStirling,forfear,ifhisillnesswereinfectious,lesthemightgiveittohisson:Darnleywasthenobligedtomakethebestoftheabodeallottedhim。
Itwasanisolatedabbey,andlittlecalculatedbyitspositiontodissipatethefearsthatthekingentertained;foritwassituatedbetweentworuinedchurchesandtwocemeteries:theonlyhouse,whichwasdistantaboutashotfromacross-bow,belongedtotheHamiltons,andastheywereDarnley’smortalenemiestheneighbourhoodwasnonethemorereassuring:further,towardsthenorth,rosesomewretchedhuts,calledthe“Thieves’cross-roads“。Ingoingroundhisnewresidence,Darnleynoticedthatthreeholes,eachlargeenoughforamantogetthrough,hadbeenmadeinthewalls;heaskedthattheseholes,throughwhichill-meaningpersonscouldgetin,shouldbestoppedup:itwaspromisedthatmasonsshouldbesent;butnothingwasdone,andtheholesremainedopen。
ThedayafterhisarrivalatKirkofField,thekingsawalightinthathousenearhiswhichliebelieveddeserted;nextdayheaskedAlexanderDurhamwhenceitcame,andheheardthattheArchbishopofSt。Andrew’shadlefthispalaceinEdinburghandhadhousedtheresincetheprecedingevening,onedidn’tknowwhy:thisnewsstillfurtherincreasedtheking’suneasiness;theArchbishopofSt。
Andrew’swasoneofhismostdeclaredenemies。
Theking,littlebylittleabandonedbyallhisservantslivedonthefirstfloorofanisolatedpavilion,havingabouthimonlythissameAlexanderDurham,whomwehavementionedalready,andwhowashisvalet。Darnley,whohadquiteaspecialfriendshipforhim,andwhobesides,aswehavesaid,fearedsomeattackonhislifeateverymoment,hadmadehimmovehisbedintohisownapartment,sothatbothweresleepinginthesameroom。
Onthenightofthe8thFebruary,DarnleyawokeDurham:hethoughtheheardfootstepsintheapartmentbeneathhim。Durhamrose,tookaswordinonehand,ataperintheother,andwentdowntothegroundfloor;butalthoughDarnleywasquitecertainhehadnotbeendeceived,Durhamcameupagainamomentafter,sayinghehadseennoone。
Themorningofthenextdaypassedwithoutbringinganythingfresh。
ThequeenwasmarryingoneofherservantsnamedSebastian:hewasanAuvergnatwhomshehadbroughtwithherfromFrance,andwhomshelikedverymuch。However,asthekingsentwordthathehadnotseenherfortwodays,shelefttheweddingtowardssixo’clockintheevening,andcametopayhimavisit,accompaniedbytheCountessofArgyllandtheCountessofHuntly。Whileshewasthere,Durham,inpreparinghisbed,setfiretohispalliasse,whichwasburnedaswellasapartofthemattress;sothat,havingthrownthemoutofthewindowallinflames,forfearlestthefireshouldreachtherestofthefurniture,hefoundhimselfwithoutabed,andaskedpermissiontoreturntothetowntosleep;butDarnley,whorememberedhisterrorthenightbefore,andwhowassurprisedatthepromptnessthathadmadeDurhamthrowallhisbeddingoutofthewindow,beggedhimnottogoaway,offeringhimoneofhismattresses,oreventotakehimintohisownbed。However,inspiteofthisoffer,Durhaminsisted,sayingthathefeltunwell,andthatheshouldliketoseeadoctorthesameevening。SothequeenintercededforDurham,andpromisedDarnleytosendhimanothervalettospendthenightwithhim:Darnleywasthenobligedtoyield,and,makingMaryrepeatthatshewouldsendhimsomeone,hegaveDurhamleaveforthatevening。AtthatmomentParis;ofwhomthequeenspeaksinherletters,camein:hewasayoungFrenchmanwhohadbeeninScotlandforsomeyears,andwho,afterhavingservedwithBothwellandSeyton,wasatpresentwiththequeen。Seeinghim,shegotup,andasDarnleystillwishedtokeepher——
“Indeed,mylord,itisimpossible,“saidshe,“tocomeandseeyou。
IhaveleftthispoorSebastian’swedding,andImustreturntoit;
forIpromisedtocamemaskedtohisball。“
Thekingdarednotinsist;heonlyremindedherofthepromisethatshehadmadetosendhimaservant:Maryrenewedityetonceagain,andwentawaywithherattendants。AsforDurham,hehadsetoutthemomenthereceivedpermission。
Itwasnineo’clockintheevening。Darnley,leftalone,carefullyshutthedoorswithin,andretiredtorest,thoughinreadinesstorisetoletintheservantwhoshouldcometospendthenightwithhim。Scarcelywasheinbedthanthesamenoisethathehadheardthenightbeforerecommenced;thistimeDarnleylistenedwithalltheattentionfeargives,andsoonhehadnolongeranydoubtbutthatseveralmenwerewalkingaboutbeneathhim。Itwasuselesstocall,itwasdangeroustogoout;towaitwastheonlycoursethatremainedtotheking。Hemadesureagainthatthedoorswerewellfastened,puthisswordunderhispillow,extinguishedhislampforfearthelightmightbetrayhim,andawaitedinsilenceforhisservant’sarrival;butthehourspassedaway,andtheservantdidnotcome。
Atoneo’clockinthemorning,Bothwell,afterhavingtalkedsomewhilewiththequeen,inthepresenceofthecaptainoftheguard,returnedhometochangehisdress;aftersomeminutes,hecameoutwrappedupinthelargecloakofaGermanhussar,wentthroughtheguard-house,andhadthecastlegateopened。Onceoutside,hetookhiswaywithallspeedtoKirkofField,whichheenteredbytheopeninginthewall:scarcelyhadhemadeastepinthegardenthanhemetJamesBalfour,governorofthecastle。
“Well,“hesaidtohim,“howfarhavewegot?
“Everythingisready,“repliedBalfour,“andwewerewaitingforyoutosetfiretothefuse“。“Thatiswell,“Bothwellanswered——“butfirstIwanttomakesurethatheisinhisroom。“
Atthesewords,Bothwellopenedthepaviliondoorwithafalsekey,and,havinggropedhiswayupthestairs;hewenttolistenatDarnley’sdoor。Darnley,hearingnofurthernoise,hadendedbygoingtosleep;buthesleptwithajerkybreathingwhichpointedtohisagitation。LittlematteredittoBothwellwhatkindofsleepitwas,providedthathewasreallyinhisroom。Hewentdownagaininsilence,then,ashehadcomeup,andtakingalanternfromoneoftheconspirators,hewenthimselfintothelowerroomtoseeifeverythingwasinorder:thisroomwasfullofbarrelsofpowder,andafusereadypreparedwantedbutasparktosetthewholeonfire。