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  IfIcouldhavepainted,I’dhavemadeapictureofShelleywithacircleoflightaboveherheadliketheoneoftheboyJesuswhereHetalkedwiththewisemeninthetemple。Iaskedfatherifhenoticedhowmuchprettierandnicershewas,andhesaidhedid。ThenIaskedhimifhethoughtnow,thatacitywassuchabadplacetolivein,andhesaidwhereshewashadnothingtodowithit,thesamethingwouldhappenhere,oranywhere,whenlife’sgreatestexperiencecametoagirl。Thatwasallhewouldsay,butfiguringitoutwaseasy。Thegreatestexperiencethathappenedtoourgirlswaswhentheymarried,likeSally,soitmeantthatShelleyhadgoneandfalleninlovewiththatlawyerman,andshelikedsittingonthesofawithhim,andnodoubtshefixedhisties。ButifanyonethoughtIwouldtellanythingI

  sawwhenhecametheywerebadlymistaken。

  Allofusrushedaroundlikewewerecrazy。Iffatherandmotherhadn’theldsteadyandkeptusdown,wemighthaveraisedtheroof。WewereallsogladaboutgettingLeonandthemoneyback;

  motherhadn’tbeensicksincethefishcuredher;thenewbluegoosewassoliketheonethathadburst,evenfathernevernoticedanydifference;allthechildrenwereeitherhomeorcoming,andafterwehadourgiftsandthebiggestdinnerweeverhad,Christmasnightallofuswouldgototheschoolhousetoseeourschooltrytospelldownthreeotherstowhomtheyhadsentsaucyinvitationstocomeandbebeaten。

  Mothersatinthedining-roombesidethekitchendoor,sothatshecouldwatchthebaking,brewing,pickling,andspicing。Ittookfourmentohandlethebacklog,whichInoticedfatherpronouncedeveryyear“justalittlethefinestweeverhad,“andLaddiestrungthehousewithbittersweet,evergreens,andthemostbeautifulspraysofmyrtlethatherakedfromunderthesnow。Fatherdrovetotowninthesleigh,andthelistofthingstobepurchasedmothergavehimasareminderwasalmostayardlong。

  TheminutetheyfinishedtheoutdoorworkLaddieandLeonbeganbringinginbasketsofapples,goldenbellflowers,greenpippins,whitewinterpearmains,RhodeIslandgreenings,andstripedrambosallcoveredwithhoarfrost,yetnotfrozen,andsofullofjuiceyouhadtobiteintothemcarefullyortheydrippedandoffendedmother。Thesetheywashedandcarriedtothecellarreadyforuse。

  Thentheycrackedbigdishesofnuts;andpoppedcornthatpoppedwiththemostresoundingpopsinallmyexperience——poppedatubful,andLaddiemeltedmaplesugarandpouredoveritandmadebigballsoffluffandsweetness。Hetookapanandfilleditwithgrains,selectedoneatatime,theverylargestandwhitest,andmadeanespecialball,inthemiddleofwhichheputalovelypinkcandyheartonwhichwasprintedinredletters:

  “Howcanthisheartbemine,yetyours,unlessourheartsareone?“Hewouldn’tletanyofthemseeitexceptme,andheonlyletmebecauseheknewI’dbedelighted。

  ItwasalmostduskwhenfathercamethroughthekitchenloadedwithbundlesandfoundCandaceandthegirlsstillcooking。

  Weweresoexcitedwecouldscarcelybegatheredaroundthesuppertable,andmothersaidwechattereduntilshecouldn’thearherselfthink。AfterawhileLaddielaiddownhisforkandlookedatourfather。

  “Haveyouanyobjectiontomyusingthesleighto-morrownight?“

  heasked。

  Fatherlookedatmother。

  “Hadyouplannedtouseit,mother?“

  Mothersaid:“No。IfIgo,I’llrideinthebigsledwithallofus。Itissuchalittleway,andtheroadsarelikeglass。“

  Sofathersaidpolitely,ashealwaysspoketous:“Thenitwillgivemegreatpleasureforyoutotakeit,myson。“

  ThatmadeLeonbanghisforkloudlyashedaredandsquirminhischair,forwellheknewthatifhehadasked,theanswerwouldhavebeendifferent。IfLaddietookthesleighhewouldharnesscarefully,drivefast,butreasonably,blankethishorse,comehomeattherighttime,andputeverythingexactlywherehefoundit。ButLeonwouldpitchtheharnessonsomeway,raceeverystep,neverthinkofhissteaminghorse,comehomewhentherewasnoonesowildashelefttoplayprankswith,andscattertheharnesseverywhere。HeknewourfatherwouldlovetotrusthimthesameashedidLaddie。Hewouldn’talwaysprovehimselftrustworthy,butheenviedLaddie。

  “Youthinkyou’lltakethePrincesstothespellingbee,don’tyou?“hesneered。

  “Imeantoaskher,“repliedLaddie。

  “Maybeyouthinkshe’llrideinouroldhomemade,hickorycheesebox,whenshecansailalloverthecountrylikeabirdinavelvet-linedcutterwitharealbuffalorobe。“

  Therewasaquickcatchinmother’sbreathandIfeltherhandonmychairtremble。Father’slipstightenedandafrownsettledonhisface,whileLaddiefairlyjumped。Hewentwhitetothelips,andonehanddroppedonthetable,palmup,thefingersclosingandunclosing,whilehiseyesturnedfirsttomother,andthentofather,indumbappeal。Weallknewthathewassuffering。Noonespoke,andLeonhavingshothisarrowstraighthome,sawaspeoplesooftendointhisworldthatthedamageofunkindwordscouldnoteasilyberepaired;sohegrewredinthefaceandsquirmeduncomfortably。

  AtlastLaddiedrewadeep,quiveringbreath。“Ineverthoughtofthat,“hesaid。“ShehasseemedhappytogowithmeseveraltimeswhenIaskedher,butofcourseshemightnotcaretorideinours,whenshehassuchafinesleighofherown。“

  Father’svoicefairlyboomeddownthelengthofthetable。

  “Yourmotheralwayshasfoundoursleighsuitable,“hesaid。

  Thefactwas,fatherwasrarelyproudofit。Hehadselectedthehickoryinourwoods,cutitandhauledittothemill,curedthelumber,andusedallhissparetimefortwowintersmakingit。

  Withtheexceptionofhavingtherunnersturnedatafactoryandiron-boundatasmithy,hehadcompleteditalonewithgreatcare,eventostainingitabeautifulcherrycolour,andfittingwhitesheepskinsintothebed。Wehadallwatchedhimandbeensoproudofit,andnowLeonwassneeringatit。Hemightjustaswellhaveundertakentolaughatfather’sweddingsuitortomakefunof“Clark’sCommentaries。“

  Laddieappealedtomother:“DoyouthinkI’dbetternotaskher?“

  Hespokewithaneffort。

  “Laddie,thatisthefirsttimeIeverheardyouproposetodoanyoneaninjustice,“shesaid。

  “Idon’tseehow,“saidLaddie。

  “Itisn’tgivingthePrincessanychanceatall,“repliedmother“You’vejustsaidthatshehasseemedpleasedtoaccompanyyoubefore,nowyouareproposingtocutheroutofwhatpromisestobethemostdelightfuleveningofthewinter,withoutevengivingherthechancetosaywhethershe’dgowithyouornot。Hassheevermadeyoufeelthatanythingyouofferedherorwantedtodoforherwasnotgoodenough?“

  “Never!“exclaimedLaddiefervently。

  “Untilshedoes,then,doyouthinkitwouldbequitemanlyandhonourabletomakedecisionsforher?Yousayyouneverthoughtofanythingexceptapleasanttimewithher;possiblyshefeelsthesame。Unlessshechanges,Iwouldscarcelyletaboy’sfoolishtonguedisturbherpleasure。Moreover,astothematterofwealth,yourfathermaybeasrichashers;buttheyhaveone,wehavemany。Ifwhatwespendonallourbroodcouldbeconfinedtoonechild,wecouldeasilyduplicateallherluxuries,andIthinkshehasthegoodsensetorealizethefactasquicklyasanyone。I’venodoubtshewouldgladlyexchangehalfshehasforthecompanionshipofasisterorabrotherinherlonelylife。“

  Laddieturnedtofather,andfather’ssmilewashappyagain。

  Motherwaslittlebutshewasmighty。WithonlyafewwordsshehadmadeLeonfeelhowunkindandfoolishhehadbeen,quietedLaddie’salarm,andsoothedthehurtfather’spridehadfeltinthathehadnotbeenabletofurnishherwithsofineaturnoutasPryorshad。

  Nextmorningwhentheexcitementofgiftsandgreetingswasover,andLaddie’smorningworkwasallfinished,hetookabeautifulvolumeofpoemsandhispopcornballandstartedacrossthefieldsduewest;allofusknewthathewasgoingtocallonandofferthemtothePrincess,andasktotakehertothespellingbee。IsupposeLaddiethoughthewastakingthattripalone,butreallyhewassurrounded。Iwatchedhimfromthewindow,andmyheartwentwithhim。Presentlyfatherwentandsatbesidemother’schair,andstrokingherhand,whisperedsoftly:“Pleasedon’tworry,littlemother。Itwillbeallright。Yourboywillcomehomehappy。“

  “Ihopeso,“sheanswered,“butIcan’thelpfeelingdreadfullynervous。IfthingsgowrongwithLaddie,itwillspoiltheday。“

  “IhavemuchfaithinthePrincess’goodcommonsense,“repliedfather,“andconsideringwhatitmeanstoLaddie,itwouldhurtmesoretoloseit。“

  Mothersatstill,butherlipsmovedsothatIknewshewasmakingsoftlittlewhisperedprayersforherbestlovedson。ButLaddie,plowingthroughthedrift,neverdreamedthatallofuswerewithhim。HewasalwaysbetterlookingthananyothermanI

  everhadseen,butwhen,twohourslater,hestampedintothekitchenhewassomuchhandsomerthanusual,thatIknewfromtheflushonhischeekandthelightinhiseye,thatthePrincesshadbeenkind,andbythepackageinhishand,thatshehadmadehimapresent。Hereallyhadtwo,abeautifulbookandanecktie。Iwonderedtomysoulifshegavehimthat,soshecouldfixit!Ididn’tbelieveshehadbegunonhistiesatthattime;butofcoursewhenhelovedherashedid,hewishedshewould。

  ItwastheveryjolliestChristmasweeverhad,butthedayseemedlong。Whennightcamewewereinapreciousbustle。Thewagonbedonbobs,filledwithhayandcovers,drawnbyNedandJo,wasbroughtupforthefamily,andthesleighmadespick-and-

  spananddrawnbyLaddie’sthoroughbred,stoodbesideit。Laddiehadfilledthekitchenovenwithbricksandhungupacomfortatfouro’clocktokeepthePrincesswarm。

  Becausehehadtodriveoutofthewaytobringher,Laddiewantedtostartearly;andwhenhecamedowndressedinhiscollegeclothes,andlookingthemanliestofmen,someofthefolksthoughtitfunnytoseehimcarefullyrakehishotbricksfromtheoven,andpintheminanoldredbreakfastshawl。I

  thoughtitwasfine,andIwhisperedtomother:“DoyousupposethatifLaddieevermarriesthePrincesshewillbegoodtoherasheistoyou?“

  Mothernoddedwithtear-dimmedeyes,butShelleysaid:“I’llwagerastrongyounggirllikethePrincesswilllaughatyouforbabyingoverher。“

  “Why?“inquiredLaddie。“Itisalongdriveandabitternight,andifyoufancythePrincesswilllaughatanythingIdo,whenI

  amdoingthebestIknowforhercomfort,youaremistaken。Atleast,thatistheimpressionshegavemethismorning。“

  Isawtheswiftglancemothershotatfather,andfatherlaiddownhispaperandsaid,whilehepretendedhisglassesneededpolishing:“Nowthereistherightsortofagirlforyou。Nofoolishnessabouther,whenshehaseverychance。HurrahforthePrincess!“

  Itwaseasytoseethatshewasn’tgoingtohavenearlysohardatimechangingfather’sopinionasshewouldmother’s。Itwasnotnearlyayearyet,andherehewaschangedalready。Laddiesaidgood-byetomother——heneverforgot——gathereduphiscomfortandbricks,andstartedforPryors’downrighthappy。Wewenttotheschoolhousealittlelater,allofusscoured,curled,starched,andwearingourverybestclothes。My!butitwasfine。Thereweremanylightsintheroomanditwashungwithgreens。Therewasacrowdeventhoughitwasearly。OnMissAmelia’stablewasavolumeofhistorythatwastheprize,andeveryonewaslookingandactingtheverybestheknewhow,althoughtherewerecaseswheretheydidn’tknowsoverymuch。

  OurShelleywasthehandsomestgirlthere,untilthePrincesscame,andthentheybothwere。ShelleyworeoneofhercityfrocksandaquiltedredsilkhoodthatwasoneofherChristmasgifts,andshelookedjustlikeahandsomedoll。Shemadeeverymalecreatureinthatroomfeelthatshewaspiningforhimalone。Mayhadagayplaidfrockandcurlsnearlyayardlong,andsohadI,butbothourfrocksandcurlswerehomemade;motherwouldhavethemonceinawhile;fatherandIcouldn’tstopher。

  Buttherewasnotasoultherewhodidn’thavesomesortofgifttorejoiceover,andlaughterandshoutsof“MerryChristmas!“

  filledtheroom。Itwasgrowinglateandtherewassometalkofchoosers,whenthedooropenedandinarushoffrostyairthePrincessandLaddieentered。Everyonestoppedshortandstared。

  Therewasgoodreason。ThePrincesslookedasifshehadaccidentallysteppedfromaframe。Shewasalwayslovelyandbeautifullydressed,butto-nightshewasprettierandfinerthaneverbefore。Youcouldfairlyheartheirteethclickassomeofthemostenviousofthosegirlscaughtsightofher,forshewaswearinganewhat!——ablackvelvetstorehat,fittingcloselyoverhercrown,witharimoftwistedvelvet,ascarletbird’swing,andabigsilverbuckle。Herdresswasofscarletclothcutinforms,anditfittedasifshehadbeenmeltedandpouredintoit。Itwasedgedaroundthethroat,wrists,andskirtwithnarrowbandsoffur,andsheworealoose,long,silk-linedcoatofthesamematerial,andworstofall,furs——furssuchaswehadheardwealthyandstylishcityladieswerewearing。Agoldenbrowncapethatreachedtoherelbows,withendsfallingtotheknees,finishedinthetailsofsomeanimal,andforherhandsamuffasbigasanailkeg。

  Now,therewasnotagirlinthatroom,exceptthePrincess,anshehadthoseclothes,whowouldn’thaveflirtedlikeapeacock,almostburstingwithpride;butbecausethePrincesshadthem,andtheydidn’t,theysatstolidandsullen,andcastglancesateachotherasiftheyweresaying:“Thestuck-upthing!“

  “Thinksshe’ssmart,don’tshe?“

  Manyofthemshouldhavegonetomeetherandmadeherwelcome,forshewasnotofourdistrictandreallytheirguest。Shelleydidgo,butInoticedshedidn’thurry。

  Thechoosersbeganatonce,andLaddiewasthefirstpersoncalledforourside,andthePrincessforthevisitors’。Everyoneintheroomwaschosenononesideortheother;evenmynamewascalled,butIonlysatstillandshookmyhead,forIverywellknewthatnooneexceptfatherwouldremembertopronounceeasyonesforme,andbesidesIwassobitterlydisappointedI

  couldscarcelyhavestoodup。Theyhadputmeinaseatnearthefire;thespellerslinedeitherwall,andagoodlynumberthatrefusedtospelloccupiedthemiddleseats。Icouldn’tgetaglimpseofLaddieorthehomefolks,orworstofall,ofmyidolizedPrincess。

  InevercouldbeartofindafaultwithLaddie,butIsadlyreflectedthathemightaswellhaveleftmeathome,ifIweretobeburiedwhereIcouldneitherhearnorseeathing。IwasjustwishingitwassummersoIcouldstealouttothecemetery,andhaveagoodvisitwiththebutterfliesthatalwaysswarmedaroundGeorgianaJaneTitcomb’sgraveatthecornerofthechurch。IneverknewGeorgianaJane,butherpeoplemusthavebeenveryfondofher,forhergravewasscarletwithgeraniums,andpinkwithrosesfromearliestspringuntilfrost,andthebrightcoloursattractedswarmsofbutterflies。IhadlearnedthatifIstuckafewblossomsinmyhair,rubbedsomesweetsmellingonesovermyhands,andkneltandkeptsoquietthatI

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