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  wentdownthehill,crossedthecreekonthestepping-stones,andfollowedthecowpathintothewoodspasture。Itranbesidethecreekbankthroughthespicethicketandblackberrypatches,underpawpawgroves,andbeneathgiantoaksandelms。Justwherethecreekturnedattheopenpasture,belowthechurchandcemetery,rightatthedeepbend,stoodthebiggestwhiteoakfatherowned。ItwasaboutatreeexactlylikethisthatanEnglishmanwroteabeautifulpoeminMcGuffey’sSixth,thatbegins:

  “Asongtotheoak,thebraveoldoak,Whohathruledinthegreenwoodlong;

  Here’shealthandrenowntohisbroadgreencrown,Andhisfiftyarmssostrong。“

  Iknewitwasthesame,becauseIcountedthearmstimeandagain,andtherewereexactlyfifty。Therewasapawpawandspicehedgearoundthreesidesofthisone,andwaterontheother。Wildgrapesclimbedfromthebushestothelowerbranchesandtrailedbacktoearthagain。Here,IhadtwosecretsI

  didn’tproposetotell。Onewasthatinthecrotchofsometiptopbranchesthebiggestchickenhawksyoueversawhadtheirnest,andiftheytooktoomanychickensfathersaidthey’dhavetobefrightenedalittlewithagun。Ican’tbegintotellhowIlovedthosehawks。TheydidtheonethingIwantedtomost,andnevercould。WhenIsawthemserenelysoarabovethelowestofthesoftfleecySeptemberclouds,Iwaswildwithenvy。I

  wouldhavegonewithoutchickenmyselfratherthanhaveseenoneofthosesplendidbigbrownbirdsdroppedfromtheskies。Iwassocarefultoshieldthem,thatIselectedthisformyespecialretreatwhenIwantedmosttobealone,andIcarefullygatheredupanyoffalfromthenestthatmightpointouttheirlocation,andthrewitintothewaterwhereitrantheswiftest。

  Ipartedthevinesandcreptwheretherootsofthebigoakstretchedlikebonyfingersoverthewater,thatwasslowlyeatingunderitandbaringitsroots。Isatonthemabovethewaterandthought。Ihaddecidedthedaybeforeaboutmygoingtoschool,andthedaybeforethat,andmany,manytimesbeforethat,andhereIwashavingtosettleitalloveragain。Doubledonthesakroots,atroubledlittlesoul,Isettleditoncemore。

  Nobooksorteacherswereneededtotellmeaboutflowingwaterandfish,howhawksraisedtheirbroodsandkepthouse,aboutthesoftlycooingdovesofthespicethickets,thecuckoosslippingsnakelikeinandoutofthewildcrab-applebushes,orthebrownthrush’sweirdcallfromthethornbush。Iknewwhattheysaidanddid,buttheirnames,wheretheycamefrom,wheretheywentwhenthewindblewandthesnowfell——howwasIgoingtofindoutthat?Worseyetweretheflowers,butterflies,andmoths;theyweremysteriespastlearningalone,andwhilethenamesImadeupforthemwereprettyandsuitable,Iknewinallreasontheywouldn’tbethesameinthebooks。Ihadtogo,butnoonewilleverknowwhatitcost。Whenthesupperbellrang,Isatstill。

  I’dhavetowaituntilatleasttwotableshadbeenserved,anyway,soIsatthereandnursedmymisery,lookedandlistened,andbyandbyIfeltbetter。Icouldn’tseeorhearathingthatwasstandingstill。Fathersaideventherocksgrewlargeryearbyyear。Thetreesweregettingbigger,thebirdswerebusy,andthecreekwasinadreadfulhurrytoreachtheriver。Itwaslikethatpoetrypiecethatsays:

  “Whenaplayfulbrook,yougambolled,“

  Mostlythatgambolledwordissaidaboutlambs

  “Andthesunshineo’eryousmiled,Onyourbanksdidchildrenloiter,Lookingforthespringflowerswild?“

  Thecreekwasmoreinearnestandworkingharderatpushingsteadilyaheadwithouteverstoppingthananythingelse;andlikethepoetrypieceagain,itreallydid“seemtosmileuponusasitquicklypassedusby。“Ihadtoquitplaying,andgotoworksometime;itmademesorrytothinkhowbehindIwas,becauseI

  hadnotstartedtwoyearsbefore,whenIshould。Butthatcouldn’tbehelpednow。Alltherewasleftwastogothistime,forsure。Igotupheavilyandslowlyasanoldperson,andthenslippedoutandrandownthepathtothemeadow,becauseIcouldhearLeonwhistleashecametobringthecows。

  ByfastrunningIcouldstartthemhomeforhim:Rose,Brindle,Bess,andPidy,SukeyandMuley;theyhadeatenallday,buttheystillsnatchedbitesastheywenttowardthegate。IwantedtosurpriseLeonandIdid。

  “Gettinggood,ain’tyou?“heasked。“Whatdoyouwant?“

  “Nothing!“Isaid。“IjustheardyoucomingandIthoughtI’dhelpyou。“

  “Wherewereyou?“

  “Playing。“

  “Youdon’tlookasifyou’dbeenhavingmuchfun。“

  “Idon’texpectevertohaveany,afterIbeginschool。“

  “Oh!“saidLeon。“Itiskindoftoughthefirstdayortwo,butyou’llsoongetoverit。Youshouldhavebehavedyourself,andgonewhentheystartedyoutwoyearsago。“

  “ThinkIdon’tknowit?“

  Leonstoppedandlookedatmesharply。

  “I’llhelpyounights,ifyouwantmeto,“heoffered。

  “CanIeverlearn?“Iasked,almostreadytocry。

  “Ofcourseyoucan,“saidLeon。“You’resmartastheothers,I

  suppose。Thesevensandninesofthemultiplicationtablearethestickers,butyououghttodothemifothergirlscan。Youneedn’tfeelbadbecauseyouarebehindalittletostarton;youarejustthatmuchbetterpreparedtowork,andyoucansoonovertakethem。Youknowalotnoneoftherestofusdo,andsomedayitwillcomeyourturntoshowoff。Cheerup,you’llbeallright。“

  Menaresuchacomfort。Ipressedcloserformore。

  “DoyousupposeIwill?“Iasked。

  “Ofcourse,“saidLeon。“Anyminutethewoods,orbirds,orflowersarementionedyourtimewillcome;andallofuswillhearyoureadandhelpnights。I’djustassoonasnot。“

  Thatwasthemostsurprisingthing。Heneverofferedtohelpmebefore。Heneveractedasifhecaredwhatbecameofme。MaybeitwasbecauseLaddiealwayshadtakensuchgoodcareofme,Leonhadnochance。Heseemedwillingenoughnow。Ilookedathimclosely。

  “You’llfindoutI’lllearnthingsifItry,“Iboasted。“AndyouwillfindoutIdon’ttellsecretseither。“

  “I’vebeenwaitingforyoutopipeupabout——“

  “Well,Ihaven’tpiped,haveI?“

  “Notyet。“

  “Iamnotgoingtoeither。“

  “Ialmostbelieveyou。Agirlyoucouldtrustwouldbeafunnythingtosee。“

  “TellmewhatyouknowaboutLaddie,andseeifI’mfunny。“

  “You’dtelltalesureaslife!“

  “Well,ifyouknowit,heknowsitanyway。“

  “Hedoesn’tknowWHATIknow。“

  “Well,becarefulanddon’tworrymother。Youknowhowsheissincethefever,andfathersaysallofusmustthinkofher。Ifit’sanythingthatwouldbotherher,don’ttellbeforeher。“

  “Say,lookyhere,“saidLeon,turningonmesharply,“isallthissuddenconsiderationformotherorareyouleggingforLaddie?“

  “Forboth,“Iansweredstoutly。

  “MostlyforLaddie,justthesame。Youcan’tfoolme,missy。I

  won’ttellyouoneword。“

  “Youneedn’t!“Ianswered,“Idon’tcare!“

  “Yesyoudo,“hesaid。“You’dgiveanythingtofindoutwhatI

  know,andthenruntoLaddiewithit,butyoucan’tfoolme。I’mtoosmartforyou。“

  “Allright,“Isaid。“YougoandtellanythingonLaddie,andI’llwatchyou,andfirsttrickIcatchyouat,I’lldosometellingmyself,Smarty。“

  “That’sagamemorethanonecanplayat,“saidLeon。“Goahead!“

  CHAPTERV

  TheFirstDayofSchool“Birdsintheirlittlenestsagree。

  Andwhycan’twe?“

  B-i-r-d-s,birds,i-n,in,t-h-e-i-r,their,l-i-t-t-l-e,little,n-e-s-t-s,nests,a-g-r-e-e,agree。“

  Myfeetburnedinmynewshoes,butmostofmybodywaschillingasIstoodbesideMissAmeliaontheplatform,beforethewholeschool,andfollowedthepointofherpencil,while,aletteratatime,Ispelledaloudmyfirstsentence。Nothingeverhadhappenedtomeasbadasthat。Iwasnotusedtosomuchclothing。Itwasliketakingacoltfromthewoodspastureandputtingitintoharnessforthefirsttime。ThatlovelySeptembermorningIfollowedLeonandMaydownthedustyroad,myheartsickwithdread。

  MaywassomuchsmallerthatIcouldhavepickedherupandcarriedher。Shewasagentle,lovinglittlething,untilsomeonewenttoofar,andthentheygotwhattheydeserved,allatonceandrightaway。

  Manyofthepupilswerewaitingbeforethechurch。Leonclimbedthesteps,madeadeepbow,wavedtowardtheschoolbuildingacrosstheway,andwhatheintendedtosaywas,“Stillsitstheschoolhousebytheroad,“buthewasalittleexcitedandthes’sdoubledhistongue,sothatweheard:“Shillstitstheschoolhousebytheroad。“WejustyelledandIforgotalittleaboutmyself。

  WhenMissAmeliacametothedoorandrangthebell,Maymusthaverememberedsomethingofhowherfirstdayfelt,foraswereachedthestepsshewaitedforme,tookmeinwithher,andfoundmeaseat。Ifshehadnot,I’mquitesureI’dhaverunawayandfoughtuntiltheyleftmeinfreedom,asIhadtwoyearsbefore。AllforenoonIhadshiveredinmyseat,whileclasseswerearranged,andtheelderpupilswerestartedontheirwork;

  thenMissAmeliacalledmetoherontheplatformandtriedtofindouthowmuchschoolingIhad。IwasashamedthatIknewsolittle,buttherewasnosenseinhermakingmespellafterapencil,likeababy。I’dneverseenthebookshepickedup。I

  couldreadthelineshepointedto,andItoldherso,butshesaidtospellthewords;soIthoughtshehadtobeobeyed,foronepoetrypieceIknowsays:

  “QuicklyspeedyourstepstoschoolAndtheremindyourteacher’srule。“

  IcanseeMissAmeliato-day。Herpalefacewaslineddeeperthanever,herdrabhairwasdraggedbacktighter。Sheworeablackcalicodresswithwhitehuckleberries,andawhitecalicoapronfiguredinlargeblackapples,eachhavingastemandtwoleaves。Indressshewasafruitfulperson。Shehadbeenasurprisetoallofus。Chipperasasparrow,shehadhopped,andchattered,anddartedhereandthere,untilthehourofopening。

  Theninthestressofarrangingclassesandgettingstarted,allherbirdlikewaysslippedfromher。Sternandbonyshestoodbeforeus,andwithacoldlightinherpaleeyes,shebeganbusinessinamannerthatmadeJohnnyHoodforgetallabouthispaperwads,andLeoncommencedstudyinglikeagoodboy,andnevereventriedtohavefunwithher。Everyonewassosurprisedyoucouldnoticeit,exceptMay,andshelooked,“I

  toldyouso!“evenintheback。ShehadawayofdoingthatverythingasIneversawanyoneelse。Fromthesetofherhead,howshecarriedhershoulders,thestiffnessofherspine,andhermannerofwalking,ifyouknewherwell,youcouldtellwhatshethought,thesameasifyousawherface。

  Ifollowedthatpencilpointandinahuskyvoicerepeatedtheletters。IcouldseeTillieBaherlaughingatmefrombehindhergeography,andeveryoneelsehadstoppedwhattheyweredoingtowatchandlisten,soIforgottobethankfulthatIevenknewmyabc’s。Ispelledthroughthesentence,pronouncedthewordsandrepeatedthemwithoutmuchthoughtastothemeaning;atthatmomentitdidn’toccurtomethatshehadchosenthelessonbecausefatherhadtoldherhowImadefriendswiththebirds。

  Thenightbeforehehadbeenputtingmethroughmemorytests,andIhadrecitedpoemafterpoem,evenlongonesintheSixthReader,andnevermadeonemistakewhenthepiecewasaboutbirds。Atourhouse,weheardnextday’slessonsforallagesgoneovereverynightsooften,thatwecouldn’thelpknowingthembyheart,ifwehadanybrainsatall,andIjustlovedtogetthebigfolk’sreadersandlearnthebirdpieces。Fatherhadbeentellingheraboutit,soforthatreasonshethoughtshewouldstartmeonthebirds,butI’msureshemademespellafterapencilpoint,likeababy,onpurposetoshameme,becauseI

  wastwoyearsbehindtheotherswhowerenearmyage。AsI

  repeatedthelineMissAmeliathoughtshesawherchance。Shesprangtoherfeet,trippedafewstepstowardthecentreoftheplatform,andcried:“Classes,attention!OurYoungestPupilhasjustcompletedherfirstsentence。ThissentencecontainsaThought。ItisawonderfullybeautifulThought。AThoughtthatsuggestsagreatmorallessonforeachofus。`Birrrds——intheirlittlenests——agreeee。’“

  NeverhaveIheardcooingsweetnesstoequalthemeltingtonesinwhichMissAmeliadrawledthosewords。Thenshecontinued,afteragoodlongpauseinordertogiveustimetoallowthe“Thought“

  tosinkin:“Thereisalessoninthisforallofus。Wearehereinourschoolroom,likelittlebirdsintheirnest。Nowhowcharmingitwouldbeifallofuswouldfollowtheexampleofthebirds,andatourwork,andinourplay,agreeee——bekind,loving,andconsiderateofeachother。Letusallrememberalwaysthiswonderfultruth:`Birrrrds——intheirlittlenests——

  agreeeee!’“

  InthreestepsIlaidholdofherapron。OnlylastnightLeonhadsaiditwouldcome,yetwhoeverwouldhavethoughtthatI’dgetachancelikethis,sosoon。

  “Hobuttheydon’t!“Icried。“Theyfightlikeanything!Everydaytheymakethefeathersfly!“

  InabackwardstrokeMissAmelia’sfingers,bigandbony,struckmycheekablowthatnearlyupsetme。Aredwavecrossedherface,andhereyessnapped。Ineverhadbeensosurprisedinallmylife。Iwasonlygoingtotellherthetruth。Whatshehadsaidwasaltogetherfalse。EversinceIcouldrememberIhadwatchedcourtingmalebirdsfightalloverthefarm。Afteracouplehadpaired,andwerenestbuilding,thefatheralwaysdroveeveryotherbirdfromhislocation。InbuildingIhadseenhimpeckedfortryingtoplaceatwig。Ihadseenthathappenagainformerelyofferingfoodtothemother,ifshedidn’thappentobehungry,orfortryingtomakelovetoherwhenshewasbrooding。Ifayoungbirdfailedtogetthebiteitwanted,itsometimesgrabbedoneofitsnestmatesbythebill,ortheeyeeven,andtriedtoswallowitwhole。Alwaystheoldestandstrongestclimbedontopoftheyoungestandfooledhismammyintofeedinghimmostbyhavinghisheadhighest,hismouthwidest,andbeggingloudest。Therecouldbenomistake。IwassoamazedIforgottheblow,asIstaredatthefoolwoman。

  “Idon’tseewhyyouslapme!“Icried。“It’sthetruth!Lotsoftimesoldbirdspulloutbunchesoffeathersfighting,andyoungonesinthenestsbiteeachotheruntiltheysqueal。“

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