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  Ifsheeverworkedastroke,nooneknewit。Alldaylongshesatintheparlour,theverybestone,everyday;oronbenchesunderthetreeswithembroideryframesorbooks,someofthemfearful,big,difficultlookingones,orrodeoverthecountry。

  Sherodeinsunshineandsherodeinstorm,untilyouwouldthinkshecouldn’tseeherwaythroughhertangledblackhair。Sherodethroughsnowandinpouringrain,whenshecouldhavestayedoutofit,ifshehadwantedto。Shedidn’tseemtobeafraidofanythingonearthorinHeaven。Everyonethoughtshewaslikeherfatheranddidn’tbelievetherewasanyGod;sowhenshecameamongusatchurchoranypublicgathering,asshesometimesdid,peoplewereinnohurrytobefriendly,whileshelookedstraightaheadandneverspokeuntilshewasspokento,andthenshewaspreciseandcold,Itellyou。

  Mentookofftheirhats,gotoutoftheroadwhenshecamepoundingalong,andstaredafterherlike“be-addledmummies,“mymothersaid。Butthatwasallshe,oranyoneelse,couldsay。

  Theyoungfellowswerewildabouther,andiftheytriedtosidleuptoherinthehopethattheymightleadherhorseorgettoholdherfootwhenshemounted,theyalwayssawwhentheyreachedher,thatshewasn’tthere。

  Butshewashere!Ihadseenheronlyafewtimes,butthiswasthePryorgirl,justassureasIwouldhaveknownifithadbeenSally。WhatdazedmewasthatsheansweredineveryparticularthedescriptionLaddiehadgivenmeoftheQueen’sdaughter。Andworstofall,fromthedayshefirstcameamongus,movingsoproudandcold,blabbingoldHannahDoversaidshecarriedherselflikeaPrincess——asifHannahDoverknewHOWaPrincesscarriedherself!——everylivingsoul,myfathereven,hadcalledherthePrincess。AtfirstitwasbecauseshewasliketheythoughtaPrincesswouldbe,butlatertheydiditinmeanness,tomakefun。Aftertheyknewhername,theywereusedtocallingherthePrincess,sotheykeptitup,butsomeofthemweresecretlyproudofher;becauseshecouldlook,anddo,andbewhattheywouldhavegivenanythingto,andknewtheycouldn’ttosavethem。

  Iwasneverinsuchafixinallmylife。ShelookedmoreasLaddiehadsaidthePrincesswouldthanyouwouldhavethoughtanywomancould,butshewasPamelaPryor,nevertheless。EveryonecalledherthePrincess,butshecouldn’tmakerealityoutofthat。Shejustcouldn’tbetheFairyQueen’sdaughter;sothelettercouldn’tpossiblybeforher。

  Shehadnobusinessinourwoods;youcouldseethattheyhadplentyoftheirown。Shewentstraighttothedoorofthewillowroomandwalkedinasifshebelongedthere。WhatifshefoundthehollowandtookLaddie’sletter!FastasIcouldslipovertheleaves,Iwentback。Shewasonthemosscarpet,onherknees,andtheletterwasinherfingers。It’sagoodthingtohaveyourmannerssoundlythrashedintoyou。You’vegottobescaredstiffbeforeyouforgetthem。Iwasn’tsoafraidofherasIwouldhavebeenifIhadknownsheWAStheprincess,andhaveLaddiesletter,sheshouldnot。Whathadthekindofgirlshewas,fromahomelikehers,toteachanyonefromourhouseaboutmakingsunshine?Iwasatthewillowwallbythattimepeeringthrough,soIjustparteditalittleandsaid:“Pleaseputbackthatletterwhereyougotit。Itisn’tforyou。“

  Shekneltonthemosses,theletterinherhand,andherface,assheturnedtome,wasratherstartled;butwhenshesawmeshelaughed,andsaidinthesweetestvoiceIeverheard:“Areyousoverysureofthat?“

  “WellIoughttobe,“Isaid。“Iputitthere。“

  “MightIinquireforwhomyouputitthere?“

  “Noma’am!That’sasecret。“

  Youshouldhaveseenthelightflameinhereyes,thereddeepenonhercheeks,andthelittlecurloflaughterthatcurvedherlips。

  “Howinteresting!“shecried。“IwondernowifyouarenotLittleSister。“

  “IamtoLaddieandourfolks,“Isaid。“Youareastranger。“

  Allthedancinglightswentfromherface。Shelookedasifsheweregoingtocryunlessshehurriedupandswalloweditdownhardandfast。

  “Thatisquitetrue,“shesaid。“Iamastranger。Doyouknowthatbeingastrangeristhehardestthingthatcanhappentoanyoneinallthisworld?“

  “Thenwhydon’tyouopenyourdoors,inviteyourneighboursin,gotoseethem,andstopyourfatherfromsayingsuchdreadfulthings?“

  “Theyarenotmydoors,“shesaid,“andcouldyoukeepyourfatherfromsayinganythinghechooses?“

  Istoodandblinkedather。OfcourseIwouldn’tevendaretrythat。

  “I’msosorry,“wasallIcouldthinktosay。

  Icouldn’taskhertocometoourhouse。Iknewnoonewantedher。ButifIcouldn’tspeakfortheothers,surelyImightformyself。Iletgothewillowsandwenttothedoor。ThePrincessaroseandsatontheseatLaddiehadmadefortheQueen’sdaughter。Itwasanawfulpitytotellhersheshouldn’tsitthere,forIhadmydoubtsifthereal,truePrincesswouldbehalfaslovelywhenshecame——ifsheeverdid。SomewaythePrincess,whowasnotaPrincess,appearedsoreal,Icouldn’tkeepfrombecomingconfusedandforgettingthatshewasonlyjustPamelaPryor。AlreadythelovelylightshadgonefromherfaceuntilitmademesosadIwantedtocry,andIwasnoeasycry-

  babyeither。IfIcouldn’tofferfriendshipformyfamilyI

  wouldformyself。

  “YoumaycallmeLittleSister,ifyoulike,“Isaid。“Iwon’tbeastranger。“

  “Whyhowlovely!“criedthePrincess。

  Youshouldhaveseenthedancinglightsflybacktohereyes。

  Probablyyouwon’tbelievethis,butthefirstthingIknewIwasbesideheronthethrone,herarmwasaroundme,andit’sthegospeltruththatshehuggedmetight。IjusthadsenseenoughtoreachoverandpickLaddie’sletterfromherfingers,andthenIwasonherside。Idon’tknowwhatshedidtome,butallatonceIknewthatshewasdreadfullylonely;thatshehatedbeingastranger;thatshewassorryenoughtocrybecausetheirhousewasoneofmystery,andthatshewouldopenthedoorifshecould。

  “Ilikeyou,“Isaid,reachinguptotouchhercurls。

  IneverhadseenherthatIdidnotwantto。TheywerelikeI

  thoughttheywouldbe。FatherandLaddieandsomeofushadwavyhair,butherswascrisp——anditclungtoyourfingers,andwrappedaroundthemandseemedtotugatyourheartlikeitdoeswhenababygripsyou。Idrewawaymyhand,andthehairstretchedoutuntilitwaslongasanyofours,andthencurledupagain,andyoucouldseethatnotinshadstabbedintoherheadtomakethosecurls。Ibegantryingtosingleoutonehair。

  “Whatareyoudoing?“sheasked。

  “Iwanttoknowifonlyonehairisstrongenoughtodrawadrowningmanfromthewaterorstrangleanunhappyone,“Isaid。

  “Believeme,no!“criedthePrincess。“ItwouldtakeallIhave,wovenintoarope,todothat。“

  “Laddieknowscurlsthatjustonehairofthemisstrongenough,“

  Iboasted。

  “Iwondernow!“saidthePrincess。“IthinkhemusthavebeenmakingpoetryortellingFairytales。“

  “Hewastellingthetruth,“Iassuredher。“Fatherdoesn’tbelieveinFairies,andmotherlaughs,butLaddieandIknow。DoyoubelieveinFairies?“

  “OfcourseIdo!“shesaid。

  “ThenyouknowthatthisCOULDbeanEnchantedWood?“

  “Ihavefounditso,“saidthePrincess。

  “AndMAYBEthisisaMagicCarpet?“

  “ItsurelyisaMagicCarpet。“

  “AndyoumightbethedaughteroftheQueen?Youreyesare`moonlitpoolsofdarkness。’Ifonlyyourhairwerestronger,andyouknewaboutmakingsunshine!“

  “MaybeitisstrongerthanIthink。Itneverhasbeentested。

  PerhapsIdoknowaboutmakingsunshine。PossiblyIamastrueasthewoodandthecarpet。“

  Idrewawayandstaredather。ThelongerIlookedthemoreuncertainIbecame。MaybehermotherwastheQueen。Perhapsthatwasthemystery。Itmightbethereasonshedidn’twantthepeopletoseeher。MaybeshewassobusymakingsunshineforthePrincesstobringtoLaddiethatshehadnotimetosewcarpetrags,andtogotoquiltings,andfunerals,andmakevisits。Itwashardtoknowwhattothink。

  “Iwishyou’dtellmeplainoutifyouaretheQueen’sdaughter,“

  Isaid。“It’smostimportant。Youcan’thavethisletterunlessIKNOW。It’stheveryfirsttimeLaddieevertrustedmewithaletter,andIjustcan’tgiveittothewrongperson。“

  “Thenwhydon’tyouleaveitwherehetoldyou?“

  “Butyouhavegoneandfoundtheplace。Youstartedtotakeitonce;youwouldagain,soonasIleft。“

  “Lookmestraightintheeyes,LittleSister,“saidthePrincesssoftly。“AmIlikeapersonwhowouldtakeanythingthatdidn’tbelongtoher?“

  “No!“Isaidinstantly。

  “HowdoyouthinkIhappenedtocometothisplace?“

  “Maybeourwoodsareprettierthanyours。“

  “HowdoyouthinkIknewwheretheletterwas?“

  Ishookmyhead。

  “IfIshowyousomeothersexactlyliketheoneyouhavethere,thenwillyoubelievethatisforme?“

  “Yes,“Ianswered。

  Ibelieveditanyway。ItjustSEEMEDso,thebetteryouknewher。ThePrincessslippedherhandamongthefoldsofthetrailingpalegreenskirt,andfromahiddenpocketdrewotherlettersexactlyliketheoneIheld。SheopenedoneandranherfingeralongthetoplineandIread,“TothePrincess,“andthenshepointedtotheendinganditwasmerelysigned,“Laddie,“butallthewordswrittenbetweenwerehiswriting。SlowlyIhandedhertheletter。

  “Youdon’twantmetohaveit?“sheasked。

  “Yes,“Isaid。“IwantyoutohaveitifLaddiewroteitforyou——butmotherandfatherwon’t,notatall。“

  “Whatmakesyouthinkso?“sheaskedgently。

  “Don’tyouknowwhatpeoplesayaboutyou?“

  “Someofit,perhaps。“

  “Well?“

  “Doyouthinkitistrue?“

  “Notthatyou’restuckup,andhatefulandproud,notthatyoudon’twanttobeneighbourlywithotherpeople,no,Idon’tthinkthat。ButyourfathersaidinourhomethattherewasnoGod,andyouwouldn’tletmymotherinwhensheputonherbestdressandwentinthecarriage,andwantedtobefriends。Ihavetobelievethat。“

  “Yes,youcan’thelpbelievingthat,“saidthePrincess。

  “Thencan’tyouseewhyyou’llbelikelytoshowLaddiethewaytofindtrouble,insteadofsunshine?“

  “Icansee,“saidthePrincess。

  “OhPrincess,youwon’tdoit,willyou?“Icried。

  “Don’tyouthinksuchabigmanasLaddiecantakecareofhimself?“sheasked,andthedancinglightsthathadbeguntofadecameback。“Overthere,“shepointedthroughourwoodstowardthesouthwest,“livesamanyouknow。Whatdohisneighbourscallhim?“

  “Stiff-neckedJohnny,“Iansweredpromptly。

  “Andthemanwholivesnexthim?“

  “Pinch-fistWilliams。“

  Herfingerveeredtoanotherneighbour’s。

  “Thegirlsofthathouse?“

  “Giggle-headSmithsons。“

  “Whataboutthemanwholivesoverthere?“

  “Hebeatshiswife。“

  “Andthehousebeyond?“

  “Motherwhispersaboutthem。Idon’tknow。“

  “Andthewomanonthehill?“

  “Shedoesn’tdoanythingbutgussipandmakeeveryonetrouble。“

  “Exactly!“saidthePrincess。“Yetmostofthesepeoplecometoyourhouse,andyourfamilygoestotheirs。Doyousupposepeopletheyknownothingaboutaresomuchworsethantheseothers?“

  “IfyourfatherwilltakeitbackaboutGod,andyourmotherwillletpeoplein——mymotherandfatherbothwantedtobefriends,youknow。“

  “ThatIcan’tpossiblydo,“shesaid,“butmaybeIcouldchangetheirfeelingstowardme。“

  “Doit!“Icried。“Oh,I’djustloveyoutodoit!Iwishyouwouldcometoourhouseandbefriends。Sallyisprettyasyouare,onlyadifferentway,andIknowshe’dlikeyou,andsowouldShelley。IfLaddiewritesyoulettersandcomeshereaboutsunshine,ofcoursehe’dbedelightedifmotherknewyou;becausesheloveshimbestofanyofus。Shedependsonhimmostasmuchasfather。“

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