Whydon’tyougoseeher,too,Mr。Ellery?’TwouldbeawelcomechangefromZekeBassettandhistribe。Goahead!itwouldbetheAlmighty’sownworkandthesociety’dstandbackofyou,allthemthat’swuthconsiderin’,anyhow。“
ThiswassurprisingadvicefromamemberoftheRegularandwasindicativeofthechangedfeelinginthecommunity,buttheminister,ofcourse,couldnottakeit。Hehadplungedheadlongintohischurchwork,hopingthatitandtimewoulddullthepainofhisterribleshockanddisappointment。Ithadbeendulledsomewhat,butitwasstillthere,andeverymentionofhernamerevivedit。
OneafternoonKeziahcameintohisstudy,wherehewaslaboringwithhisnextSundaysermon,andsatdownintherocking-chair。
Shehadbeenoutandstillworeherbonnetandshawl。
“John,“shesaid,“Iaskyourpardonfordisturbin’you。Iknowyou’rebusy。“
Ellerylaiddownhispen。“Nevertoobusytotalkwithyou,AuntKeziah,“heobserved。“Whatisit?“
“IwantedtoaskifyouknewMrs。Princewassick?“
“No。Isshe?I’mawfullysorry。Nothingserious,Ihope?“
“No,Iguessnot。Onlyshe’sgotacoldandiskindofundertheweather。Ithoughtp’r’apsyou’dliketorunupandseeher。Shethinkstheworldandallofyou,’causeyouwassogoodwhenshewasdistressedaboutherson。Pooroldthing!she’shadahardtimeofit。“
“Iwillgo。Ioughttogo,ofcourse。I’mgladyouremindedmeofit。“
“Yes。Itoldheryouhadn’tmeanttoneglecther,butyou’dbeenbusyfussin’withthefairandthelikeofthat。“
“Thatwasall。I’llgorightaway。Haveyoubeenthereto-day?“
“No。Ijustheardthatshewasailin’fromDidamaRogers。Didamasaidshewasallbutdyin’,soIknewsheprob’lyhadalittlecold,orsomethin’。Ifshewasreallyverybad,Diwouldhavehadherburiedbythistime,so’stobesurehernewswasaheadofanybodyelse’s。Iain’tbeenupthere,butImethert’othermornin’。“
“Didama?“
“No;Mrs。Prince。She’dcomedowntoseeGrace。“
“Oh。“
“Yes。Theoldlady’sbeenawfulkindandsympathizin’since——sincethisnewtrouble。Itremindsherofthelossofherownboy,I
presumelikely,andsoshefeelsforGrace。John,whatdotheysayaroundtownabout——aboutHIM?“
“CaptainHammond?“
“Yes。“
Theministerhesitated。Keziahdidnotwaitforhimtoanswer。
“Isee,“shesaidslowly。“Dotheyallfeelthatway?“
“Why,ifyoumeanthatthey’veallgivenuphope,Ishouldhardlysaythat。CaptainMayoandCaptainDanielswerespeakingofitinmyhearingtheotherdayandtheyagreedthattherewasstillachance。“
“Aprettyslimone,though,theycal’lated,didn’tthey?“
“Well,theywere——weredoubtful,ofcourse。Therewasthepossibilitythathehadbeenwreckedsomewhereandhadn’tbeenpickedup。Theycitedseveralsuchcases。TheSouthPacificisfullofislandswherevesselsseldomtouch,andheandhiscrewmaybeononeofthese。“
“Yes。Theymight,butI’mafraidnot。Ah,hum!“
Sheroseandwasturningaway。Elleryrosealsoandlaidhishandonherarm。
“AuntKeziah,“hesaid,“I’mverysorry。IrespectedCaptainHammond,inspiteof——of——inspiteofeverything。I’vetriedtorealizethathewasnottoblame。HewasagoodmanandIhaven’tforgottenthathesavedmylifethatmorningontheflats。AndI’msosorryforYOU。“
Shedidnotlookathim。
“John,“sheanswered,withasigh,“sometimesIthinkyou’dbettergetanotherhousekeeper。“
“What?Areyougoingtoleaveme?YOU?“
“Oh,’twouldn’tbebecauseIwantedto。Butitseemsalmostasiftherewasakindoffatehangin’overmeandthat,“shesmiledfaintly,“asif’twassortofcatchin’,asyoumightsay。
EverybodyIevercaredforhashadsomethin’happento’em。Mybrotherdied;my——themanImarriedwenttothedogs;thenyouandGracehadtobemiserableandIhadtohelpmakeyouso;IsentNatawayandheblamedmeand——“
“No,no。Hedidn’tblameyou。Hesentyouwordthathedidn’t。“
“Yes,buthedid,allthesame。Hemusthave。IshouldifI’dbeeninhisplace。Andnowhe’sdead,andwon’teverunderstand——
onthisearth,anyhow。IguessI’dbetterclearoutandleaveyouaforeIspoilyourlife。“
“AuntKeziah,you’remyanchortowindward,astheysaydownhere。
IfIlostyou,goodnessknowswhereIshoulddrift。Don’tyouevertalkofleavingmeagain。“
“Thankyou,John。I’mgladyouwantmetostay。Iwon’tleaveyetawhile;never——unlessIhaveto。“
“Whyshouldyoueverhaveto?“
“Well,Idon’tknow。Yes,Idoknow,too。John,Ihadanotherlettert’otherday。“
“Youdid?From——fromthatman?“
“Yup,from——“Foramomentitseemedasifshewereabouttopronounceherhusband’sname,somethingshehadneverdoneinhispresence;butifshethoughtofit,shechangedhermind。
“Fromhim,“shesaid。“Hewantedmoney,ofcourse;healwaysdoes。
Butthatwa’n’ttheworst。TheletterwasfromEngland,andinithewrotethathewasgettin’sickofknockin’aroundandguessedhe’dbeforcomin’totheStatesprettysoonandhuntin’meup。
Saidwhatwastheuseofhavin’anable-bodiedwifeifshecouldn’tgiveherhusbandahome。“
“Thescoundrel!“
“Yes,Iknowwhatheis,maybefullaswellasyoudo。That’swhyIspokeofleavin’you。IfthatmancomestoTrumet,I’llgo,sureasdeath。“
“No,no。AuntKeziah,youmustfreeyourselffromhim。Nopoweronearthcancompelyoutolongersupportsucha——“
“Noneonearth,no。Butit’smypunishmentandI’vegottoputupwithit。Imarriedhimwithmyeyeswideopen,doneittospitethe——theother,asmuchasanything,andImustbeartheburden。
ButItellyouthis,John:ifhecomeshere,tothistown,whereI’vebeenrespectedandconsideredadecentwoman,ifhecomeshere,Igo——somewhere,anywherethat’llbeoutofthesightofthemthatknowme。AndwhereverIgoheshan’tbewithme。THATI
won’tstand!I’dratherdie,andIhopeIdo。Don’ttalktomeanymorenow——don’t!Ican’tstandit。“
Shehurriedoutoftheroom。Later,astheministerpassedthroughthediningroomonhiswaytothedoor,shespoketohimagain。
“John,“shesaid,“Ididn’tsaywhatImeanttowhenIbrokeinonyoujustnow。ImeanttotellyouaboutGrace。Iknewyou’dliketoknowandwouldn’task。She’sbearin’upwell,poorgirl。ShethoughttheworldofNat,eventhoughshemightnothavelovedhiminthewaythat——“
“What’sthat?Whatareyousaying,AuntKeziah?“
“Imean——well,Imeanthathe’dalwaysbeenlikeanownbrothertoherandshecaredalotforhim。“
“Butyousaidshedidn’tlovehim。“
“DidI?Thatwasaslipofthetongue,maybe。ButshebearsitwellandIdon’tthinkshegivesuphope。Itrynotto,forhersake,andItrynottoshowherhowIfeel。“
Shesewedvigorouslyforafewmoments。Thenshesaid:
“She’sgoin’away,Gracieis。“
“Goingaway?“
“Yup。She’sgoin’tostaywitharelationoftheHammondsoverinConnecticutforaspell。Icoaxedherintoit。Stayin’hereathomewithallthissuspenseandwithHannahPoundberry’stonguedroppin’lamentationslikekernelsoutofacornsheller,isenoughtokillahealthybatchofkittenswithninelivesapiece。Shedidn’twanttogo;feltthatshemuststayhereandwaitfornews;
butItoldherwe’dgetnewstoherassoonasitcome,andshe’sgoin’。“
Ellerytookhishatfromthepegandopenedthedoor。HisfootwasonthestepwhenKeziahspokeagain。
“She——itdon’tmeannothin’,John,exceptthatsheain’tsohard-
heartedasmaybeyoumightthink——she’saskedmeaboutyou’mosteverytimeI’vebeenthere。Shetoldmetotakegoodcareofyou。“
Thedoorclosed。Keziahputdownhersewingandlistenedastheminister’sstepsoundedonthewalk。Sherose,wenttothewindowandlookedafterhim。ShewaswonderingifshehadmadeamistakeinmentioningGrace’sname。Shehadmeanttocheerhimwiththethoughtthathewasnotentirelyforgotten,thathewas,atleast,pitied;butperhapsitwouldhavebeenbettertohaveremainedsilent。Hergazeshiftedandshelookedoutoverthebay,blueandwhiteinthesunandwind。Whenshewasagirltheseahadbeenkindtoher,ithadbroughtherfatherhomesafe,andthosehomecomingswereherpleasantestmemories。Butshenowhatedit。
Itwascruelandcoldandwicked。Ithadtakenthemanshelovedandwouldhavelovedtillshedied,eventhoughhecouldneverhavebeenhers,andshehadgivenhimtoanother;ithadtakenhim,killedhimcruelly,perhaps。Andnowitmightbebringingtohertheonewhowasresponsibleforallhersorrow,theoneshecouldnotthinkofwithoutashudder。Sheclungtothewindowsashandprayedaloud。
“Lord!Lord!“shepleaded,“don’tputanymoreonmenow。I
couldn’tstandit!Icouldn’t!“
Ellery,too,wasthinkingdeeplyashewalkedupthemainroadonhiswaytoMrs。Prince’s。Keziah’swordswererepeatingthemselvesoverandoverinhisbrain。Shehadaskedabouthim。Shehadnotforgottenhimaltogether。AndwhatdidthehousekeepermeanbysayingthatshehadnotlovedCaptainHammondinthewaythat——
Notthatitcouldmakeanydifference。Nothingcouldgivehimbackhishappiness。Butwhatdiditmean?
Mrs。Princewasverygladtoseehim。Hefoundherinthebigarmchairwiththequiltedbackandtheprojecting“wings“ateachsideofherhead。Shewaswrappedina“RisingSun“quiltwhichwasapatchworkgloryofredandcrimson。Ayounggirl,aneighbor,whowasapparentlyactinginthedualcapacityofnurseandhousekeeper,admittedhimtotheoldlady’spresence。
“Well,well!“sheexclaimeddelightedly。“Thenyouain’tforgotmealtogether。I’mawfulgladtoseeyou。You’llexcusemefornotgettin’up;myback’sgotmorepainsinitthanthereisbones,agoodsight。Dr。Parkersaysit’snothin’serious,andallIhadtodowassetstillandtakehismedicine。Itoldhimthateithertheachesorthemedicinemadesettin’stillseriousenough,andwhenyouronlyamusementislistenin’toEmelineBerry——she’sthegirlthat’stakin’careofme——whenyouronlyfunislistenin’toEmelinedropyourbestdishesinthekitchensink,it’sprettynightragic。There!there!don’tmindanoldwoman,Mr。Ellery。Setdownandlet’stalk。It’sacomforttobeabletosaysomethin’
besides’Don’t,Emeline!’and’Besureyoupickupallthepieces!’“
Mrs。Prince’sgoodspiritswereofshortduration。Herconversationsoonshiftedtothelossofhersonandshewept,usingthecornerofthequilttowipeawayhertears。“Eddie“hadbeenheridoland,asshesaid,itwashardtobelievewhatfolkskepttellin’her,thatitwasGod’swill,andthereforeallforthebest。
“That’ssoeasytosay,“shesobbed。“MaybeitisbestfortheLord,buthowaboutme?Ineededhimmorethantheydidupthere,orIthinkIdid。OMr。Ellery,Idon’tmeantobeirreverent,butWHYwasitallforthebest?“
Questionslikethisarehardtoanswer。Theyoungministertried,buttheanswerswereunsatisfactory,eventohim。
“Andthere’sNatHammond,“continuedMrs。Prince。“Afineman——nobetteranywhere,eventhoughhisfatherwasaCome-Outer——justgoin’tobemarriedandall,nowtheysayhe’sdrowned——why?Whywasthatnecessary?“
Ellerycouldnotreply。Theoldladydidnotwaitforhimtodoso。ThementionofCaptainNat’snameremindedherofotherthings。
“PoorGracie!“shesaid。“It’sturriblehardonher。IwentdowntoseehertwoorthreetimesaforeIwastookwiththisbackache。
She’sanawfulnicegirl。Andprettyasapink,too。Don’tyouthinkso?Hey?don’tyou?“
“Yes。“
“Yes。I’vebeenkindofexpectin’shemightgetuptoseeme。
HannahPoundberrytoldtheBerrysthatshesaidshewascomin’。I
don’tcareaboutherbein’aCome-Outer。Iain’tproud,Mr。
Ellery。Andthere’sCome-OutersandCOME-Outers。Proud!Lord’a’
mercy!whathasanoldwoman,nextdoortothepoorhouse,gottobeproudover?Yes,shetoldHannahshewascomin’,andtheBerryfolksthoughtitmightbeto-day。SoI’vebeenwatchin’forher。