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  Whydon’tyougoseeher,too,Mr。Ellery?’TwouldbeawelcomechangefromZekeBassettandhistribe。Goahead!itwouldbetheAlmighty’sownworkandthesociety’dstandbackofyou,allthemthat’swuthconsiderin’,anyhow。“

  ThiswassurprisingadvicefromamemberoftheRegularandwasindicativeofthechangedfeelinginthecommunity,buttheminister,ofcourse,couldnottakeit。Hehadplungedheadlongintohischurchwork,hopingthatitandtimewoulddullthepainofhisterribleshockanddisappointment。Ithadbeendulledsomewhat,butitwasstillthere,andeverymentionofhernamerevivedit。

  OneafternoonKeziahcameintohisstudy,wherehewaslaboringwithhisnextSundaysermon,andsatdownintherocking-chair。

  Shehadbeenoutandstillworeherbonnetandshawl。

  “John,“shesaid,“Iaskyourpardonfordisturbin’you。Iknowyou’rebusy。“

  Ellerylaiddownhispen。“Nevertoobusytotalkwithyou,AuntKeziah,“heobserved。“Whatisit?“

  “IwantedtoaskifyouknewMrs。Princewassick?“

  “No。Isshe?I’mawfullysorry。Nothingserious,Ihope?“

  “No,Iguessnot。Onlyshe’sgotacoldandiskindofundertheweather。Ithoughtp’r’apsyou’dliketorunupandseeher。Shethinkstheworldandallofyou,’causeyouwassogoodwhenshewasdistressedaboutherson。Pooroldthing!she’shadahardtimeofit。“

  “Iwillgo。Ioughttogo,ofcourse。I’mgladyouremindedmeofit。“

  “Yes。Itoldheryouhadn’tmeanttoneglecther,butyou’dbeenbusyfussin’withthefairandthelikeofthat。“

  “Thatwasall。I’llgorightaway。Haveyoubeenthereto-day?“

  “No。Ijustheardthatshewasailin’fromDidamaRogers。Didamasaidshewasallbutdyin’,soIknewsheprob’lyhadalittlecold,orsomethin’。Ifshewasreallyverybad,Diwouldhavehadherburiedbythistime,so’stobesurehernewswasaheadofanybodyelse’s。Iain’tbeenupthere,butImethert’othermornin’。“

  “Didama?“

  “No;Mrs。Prince。She’dcomedowntoseeGrace。“

  “Oh。“

  “Yes。Theoldlady’sbeenawfulkindandsympathizin’since——sincethisnewtrouble。Itremindsherofthelossofherownboy,I

  presumelikely,andsoshefeelsforGrace。John,whatdotheysayaroundtownabout——aboutHIM?“

  “CaptainHammond?“

  “Yes。“

  Theministerhesitated。Keziahdidnotwaitforhimtoanswer。

  “Isee,“shesaidslowly。“Dotheyallfeelthatway?“

  “Why,ifyoumeanthatthey’veallgivenuphope,Ishouldhardlysaythat。CaptainMayoandCaptainDanielswerespeakingofitinmyhearingtheotherdayandtheyagreedthattherewasstillachance。“

  “Aprettyslimone,though,theycal’lated,didn’tthey?“

  “Well,theywere——weredoubtful,ofcourse。Therewasthepossibilitythathehadbeenwreckedsomewhereandhadn’tbeenpickedup。Theycitedseveralsuchcases。TheSouthPacificisfullofislandswherevesselsseldomtouch,andheandhiscrewmaybeononeofthese。“

  “Yes。Theymight,butI’mafraidnot。Ah,hum!“

  Sheroseandwasturningaway。Elleryrosealsoandlaidhishandonherarm。

  “AuntKeziah,“hesaid,“I’mverysorry。IrespectedCaptainHammond,inspiteof——of——inspiteofeverything。I’vetriedtorealizethathewasnottoblame。HewasagoodmanandIhaven’tforgottenthathesavedmylifethatmorningontheflats。AndI’msosorryforYOU。“

  Shedidnotlookathim。

  “John,“sheanswered,withasigh,“sometimesIthinkyou’dbettergetanotherhousekeeper。“

  “What?Areyougoingtoleaveme?YOU?“

  “Oh,’twouldn’tbebecauseIwantedto。Butitseemsalmostasiftherewasakindoffatehangin’overmeandthat,“shesmiledfaintly,“asif’twassortofcatchin’,asyoumightsay。

  EverybodyIevercaredforhashadsomethin’happento’em。Mybrotherdied;my——themanImarriedwenttothedogs;thenyouandGracehadtobemiserableandIhadtohelpmakeyouso;IsentNatawayandheblamedmeand——“

  “No,no。Hedidn’tblameyou。Hesentyouwordthathedidn’t。“

  “Yes,buthedid,allthesame。Hemusthave。IshouldifI’dbeeninhisplace。Andnowhe’sdead,andwon’teverunderstand——

  onthisearth,anyhow。IguessI’dbetterclearoutandleaveyouaforeIspoilyourlife。“

  “AuntKeziah,you’remyanchortowindward,astheysaydownhere。

  IfIlostyou,goodnessknowswhereIshoulddrift。Don’tyouevertalkofleavingmeagain。“

  “Thankyou,John。I’mgladyouwantmetostay。Iwon’tleaveyetawhile;never——unlessIhaveto。“

  “Whyshouldyoueverhaveto?“

  “Well,Idon’tknow。Yes,Idoknow,too。John,Ihadanotherlettert’otherday。“

  “Youdid?From——fromthatman?“

  “Yup,from——“Foramomentitseemedasifshewereabouttopronounceherhusband’sname,somethingshehadneverdoneinhispresence;butifshethoughtofit,shechangedhermind。

  “Fromhim,“shesaid。“Hewantedmoney,ofcourse;healwaysdoes。

  Butthatwa’n’ttheworst。TheletterwasfromEngland,andinithewrotethathewasgettin’sickofknockin’aroundandguessedhe’dbeforcomin’totheStatesprettysoonandhuntin’meup。

  Saidwhatwastheuseofhavin’anable-bodiedwifeifshecouldn’tgiveherhusbandahome。“

  “Thescoundrel!“

  “Yes,Iknowwhatheis,maybefullaswellasyoudo。That’swhyIspokeofleavin’you。IfthatmancomestoTrumet,I’llgo,sureasdeath。“

  “No,no。AuntKeziah,youmustfreeyourselffromhim。Nopoweronearthcancompelyoutolongersupportsucha——“

  “Noneonearth,no。Butit’smypunishmentandI’vegottoputupwithit。Imarriedhimwithmyeyeswideopen,doneittospitethe——theother,asmuchasanything,andImustbeartheburden。

  ButItellyouthis,John:ifhecomeshere,tothistown,whereI’vebeenrespectedandconsideredadecentwoman,ifhecomeshere,Igo——somewhere,anywherethat’llbeoutofthesightofthemthatknowme。AndwhereverIgoheshan’tbewithme。THATI

  won’tstand!I’dratherdie,andIhopeIdo。Don’ttalktomeanymorenow——don’t!Ican’tstandit。“

  Shehurriedoutoftheroom。Later,astheministerpassedthroughthediningroomonhiswaytothedoor,shespoketohimagain。

  “John,“shesaid,“Ididn’tsaywhatImeanttowhenIbrokeinonyoujustnow。ImeanttotellyouaboutGrace。Iknewyou’dliketoknowandwouldn’task。She’sbearin’upwell,poorgirl。ShethoughttheworldofNat,eventhoughshemightnothavelovedhiminthewaythat——“

  “What’sthat?Whatareyousaying,AuntKeziah?“

  “Imean——well,Imeanthathe’dalwaysbeenlikeanownbrothertoherandshecaredalotforhim。“

  “Butyousaidshedidn’tlovehim。“

  “DidI?Thatwasaslipofthetongue,maybe。ButshebearsitwellandIdon’tthinkshegivesuphope。Itrynotto,forhersake,andItrynottoshowherhowIfeel。“

  Shesewedvigorouslyforafewmoments。Thenshesaid:

  “She’sgoin’away,Gracieis。“

  “Goingaway?“

  “Yup。She’sgoin’tostaywitharelationoftheHammondsoverinConnecticutforaspell。Icoaxedherintoit。Stayin’hereathomewithallthissuspenseandwithHannahPoundberry’stonguedroppin’lamentationslikekernelsoutofacornsheller,isenoughtokillahealthybatchofkittenswithninelivesapiece。Shedidn’twanttogo;feltthatshemuststayhereandwaitfornews;

  butItoldherwe’dgetnewstoherassoonasitcome,andshe’sgoin’。“

  Ellerytookhishatfromthepegandopenedthedoor。HisfootwasonthestepwhenKeziahspokeagain。

  “She——itdon’tmeannothin’,John,exceptthatsheain’tsohard-

  heartedasmaybeyoumightthink——she’saskedmeaboutyou’mosteverytimeI’vebeenthere。Shetoldmetotakegoodcareofyou。“

  Thedoorclosed。Keziahputdownhersewingandlistenedastheminister’sstepsoundedonthewalk。Sherose,wenttothewindowandlookedafterhim。ShewaswonderingifshehadmadeamistakeinmentioningGrace’sname。Shehadmeanttocheerhimwiththethoughtthathewasnotentirelyforgotten,thathewas,atleast,pitied;butperhapsitwouldhavebeenbettertohaveremainedsilent。Hergazeshiftedandshelookedoutoverthebay,blueandwhiteinthesunandwind。Whenshewasagirltheseahadbeenkindtoher,ithadbroughtherfatherhomesafe,andthosehomecomingswereherpleasantestmemories。Butshenowhatedit。

  Itwascruelandcoldandwicked。Ithadtakenthemanshelovedandwouldhavelovedtillshedied,eventhoughhecouldneverhavebeenhers,andshehadgivenhimtoanother;ithadtakenhim,killedhimcruelly,perhaps。Andnowitmightbebringingtohertheonewhowasresponsibleforallhersorrow,theoneshecouldnotthinkofwithoutashudder。Sheclungtothewindowsashandprayedaloud。

  “Lord!Lord!“shepleaded,“don’tputanymoreonmenow。I

  couldn’tstandit!Icouldn’t!“

  Ellery,too,wasthinkingdeeplyashewalkedupthemainroadonhiswaytoMrs。Prince’s。Keziah’swordswererepeatingthemselvesoverandoverinhisbrain。Shehadaskedabouthim。Shehadnotforgottenhimaltogether。AndwhatdidthehousekeepermeanbysayingthatshehadnotlovedCaptainHammondinthewaythat——

  Notthatitcouldmakeanydifference。Nothingcouldgivehimbackhishappiness。Butwhatdiditmean?

  Mrs。Princewasverygladtoseehim。Hefoundherinthebigarmchairwiththequiltedbackandtheprojecting“wings“ateachsideofherhead。Shewaswrappedina“RisingSun“quiltwhichwasapatchworkgloryofredandcrimson。Ayounggirl,aneighbor,whowasapparentlyactinginthedualcapacityofnurseandhousekeeper,admittedhimtotheoldlady’spresence。

  “Well,well!“sheexclaimeddelightedly。“Thenyouain’tforgotmealtogether。I’mawfulgladtoseeyou。You’llexcusemefornotgettin’up;myback’sgotmorepainsinitthanthereisbones,agoodsight。Dr。Parkersaysit’snothin’serious,andallIhadtodowassetstillandtakehismedicine。Itoldhimthateithertheachesorthemedicinemadesettin’stillseriousenough,andwhenyouronlyamusementislistenin’toEmelineBerry——she’sthegirlthat’stakin’careofme——whenyouronlyfunislistenin’toEmelinedropyourbestdishesinthekitchensink,it’sprettynightragic。There!there!don’tmindanoldwoman,Mr。Ellery。Setdownandlet’stalk。It’sacomforttobeabletosaysomethin’

  besides’Don’t,Emeline!’and’Besureyoupickupallthepieces!’“

  Mrs。Prince’sgoodspiritswereofshortduration。Herconversationsoonshiftedtothelossofhersonandshewept,usingthecornerofthequilttowipeawayhertears。“Eddie“hadbeenheridoland,asshesaid,itwashardtobelievewhatfolkskepttellin’her,thatitwasGod’swill,andthereforeallforthebest。

  “That’ssoeasytosay,“shesobbed。“MaybeitisbestfortheLord,buthowaboutme?Ineededhimmorethantheydidupthere,orIthinkIdid。OMr。Ellery,Idon’tmeantobeirreverent,butWHYwasitallforthebest?“

  Questionslikethisarehardtoanswer。Theyoungministertried,buttheanswerswereunsatisfactory,eventohim。

  “Andthere’sNatHammond,“continuedMrs。Prince。“Afineman——nobetteranywhere,eventhoughhisfatherwasaCome-Outer——justgoin’tobemarriedandall,nowtheysayhe’sdrowned——why?Whywasthatnecessary?“

  Ellerycouldnotreply。Theoldladydidnotwaitforhimtodoso。ThementionofCaptainNat’snameremindedherofotherthings。

  “PoorGracie!“shesaid。“It’sturriblehardonher。IwentdowntoseehertwoorthreetimesaforeIwastookwiththisbackache。

  She’sanawfulnicegirl。Andprettyasapink,too。Don’tyouthinkso?Hey?don’tyou?“

  “Yes。“

  “Yes。I’vebeenkindofexpectin’shemightgetuptoseeme。

  HannahPoundberrytoldtheBerrysthatshesaidshewascomin’。I

  don’tcareaboutherbein’aCome-Outer。Iain’tproud,Mr。

  Ellery。Andthere’sCome-OutersandCOME-Outers。Proud!Lord’a’

  mercy!whathasanoldwoman,nextdoortothepoorhouse,gottobeproudover?Yes,shetoldHannahshewascomin’,andtheBerryfolksthoughtitmightbeto-day。SoI’vebeenwatchin’forher。

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