“Yes,Eben’sgone。Hewastookdownsuddenanddiedaboutteno’clocklastnight。Iwasthereand——“
“CaptainEbendead!Why,hewasaswellas——as——Shesaid——Oh,Imustgo!Imustgoatonce!“
Hewasonhiswaytothedoor,butshehelditshut。
“No,“shesaidgravely,“youmustn’tgo。Youmustn’tgo,Mr。
Ellery。That’stheonethingyoumustn’tdo。“
“Youdon’tunderstand。ByandbyIcantellyouwhyImustbethere,butnow——“
“Idounderstand。Iunderstanditall。Lordhelpus!ifI’donlyunderstoodsooner,howmuchofthismighthavebeenspared。WhyDIDN’Tyoutellme?“
“Mrs。Coffin——“
“John——youwon’tmindmycallin’youJohn。I’moldenough,prettynigh,tobeyourmother,andI’vecometofeelalmostasifIwas。
John,you’vegottostayherewithme。Youcan’tgotothathouse。
Youcan’tgotoher。“
“Mrs。Coffin,whatareyousaying?Doyouknow——Haveyou——“
“Yes,Iknowallaboutit。Iknowaboutthemeetin’sinthepinesandall。Oh,whydidn’tyoutrustmeandtellme?Ifyouhad,allwouldhavebeenSOmuchbetter!“
Helookedatherinutteramazement。Thebloodrushedtohisface。
“YouknowTHAT?“hewhispered。
“Yes,Iknow。“
“Didshetell——“
“No,nobodytold。Thatis,onlyalittle。IgotahintandI
suspicionedsomethin’afore。TherestIsawwithmyowneyes。“
Hewasnowwhite,buthisjawshotforwardandhisteethclosed。
“Ifyoudoknow,“hesaid,“youmustrealizethatmyplaceiswithher。Now,whensheisintrouble——“
“Wouldyouwanttomakethattroublegreater?Morethanshecouldbear?“
“IthinkImighthelphertobearit。Mrs。Coffin,youhavebeenmytruestfriend,butone,inTrumet。YouHAVEbeenlikeamothertome。ButIhavethoughtthisouttotheendandIshallgothroughwithit。Itismyaffair——andhers。Ifmyownmotherwerealiveandspokeasyoudo,Ishouldstillgothroughwithit。Itisright,itismylife。I’mnotashamedofanythingI’vedone。
I’mproud。I’mproudofher。AndhumbleonlywhenIthinkhowunworthyIamtobeherhusband。Isupposeyouarefearfulofwhatmycongregationwillsay。Well,I’vethoughtofthat,too,andthoughtitthrough。Whatevertheysayandwhatevertheydowillmakenodifference。DoyousupposeIwillletTHEMkeepmefromher?Pleaseopenthatdoor。“
Hewasverytragicandhandsome——andyoung,ashestoodthere。Thetearsoverflowedthehousekeeper’seyesasshelookedathim。Ifherownlovestoryhadnotbeenbrokenoffatitsbeginning,ifshehadnotthrownherlifeaway,shemighthavehadasonlikethat。
Shewouldhavegivenallthattheyearshadinstoreforher,givenitgladly,tohavebeenabletoopenthedoorandbidhimgo。Butshewasfirm。
“Itain’tthecongregation,John,“shesaid。“NorTrumet,noryourministry。Thatmeansmore’nyouthinkitdoes,now;butitain’tthat。Youmustn’tgotoherbecause——well,becauseshedon’twantyouto。“
“Doesn’twantme?Iknowbetter。“Helaughedinsupremescorn。
“Shedoesn’twantyou,John。Shewouldn’tseeyouifyouwent。
Shewouldsendyouawayagain,sure,sartinsure。Shewould。Andifyoudidn’tgowhenshesentyou,youwouldn’tbethemanIhopeyouare。John,youmustn’tseeGraceagain。Sheain’tyours。Shebelongstosomeoneelse。“
“Someoneelse!“Herepeatedthewordsinawhisper。“SomeoneELSE?Why,Mrs。Coffin,youmustbecrazy!Ifyouexpectmeto——“
“Hush!hush!Iain’tcrazy,thoughthere’stimeswhenIwonderI
ain’t。John,youandGracehaveknowneachotherforafewmonths,that’sall。You’vebeenattractedtoherbecauseshewasprettyandeducatedand——andsweet;andshe’slikedyoubecauseyouwereabouttheonlyyoungpersonwhocouldunderstandherand——andallthat。Andsoyou’vebeenmeetin’andhavecometobelieve——youhave,anyway——that’twassomethin’morethanlikin’。Butyouneitherofyouhavestoppedtothinkthatamarriagebetweenyoutwowasasimpossibleasanythingcouldbe。And,besides,there’sanotherman。Amanshe’sknownallherlifeandlovedandrespected——“
“Stop,Mrs。Coffin!stopthiswickednonsense。Iwon’thearit。“
“John,GraceVanHorneisgoin’tomarryCap’nNatHammond。There!
that’sthelivin’truth。“
Inhisabsoluteconfidenceandfaithhehadagainstartedforthedoor。Nowhewheeledandstaredather。Shenoddedsolemnly。
“It’sthetruth,“sherepeated。“SheandNatarepromisedtoeachother。Cap’nEben,onhisdeathbed,askedDr。Parkerandmetobewitnessestotheengagement。Nowyouseewhyyoumustn’tgonighheragain。“
Hedidnotanswer。Instead,hestoodsilentlystaring。Shesteppedforwardandlaidahandonhisshoulder。
“Setdown,John,“shesaid。“Setdownandletmetellyouaboutit。Yes,yes,youmust。IfItellyou,you’llunderstandbetter。
There!there!don’tyouinterruptmeyetanddon’tyoulookthatway。Dosetdown。“
Sheledhimovertotherocking-chairandgentlyforcedhimintoit。Heobeyed,althoughwithnoapparentrealizationofwhathewasdoing。Stillwithherhandonhisshouldershewentonspeaking。ShetoldhimofhervisittotheHammondtavern,sayingnothingofMr。Pepper’scallnorofherownexperienceinthegrove。ShetoldofCaptainEben’sseizure,ofwhatthedoctorsaid,andoftheoldCome-Outer’sreturntoconsciousness。ThenshedescribedthesceneinthesickroomandhowNatandGracehadplightedtroth。Helistened,atfirststunnedandstolid,thenwithgrowingimpatience。
“Soyousee,“shesaid。“It’ssettled;they’reengaged,andDr。
Parkerwilltelleverybodyoftheengagementthisverymornin’。Itwa’n’tanygreatsurprisetome。Thosetwohavebeenbroughtuptogether;’twasthenaturalthingthatwasalmostboundtohappen。
Eben’sheartwassetonitforyears。Andshe’llhaveagoodhusband,John,thatIknow。Andshe’lldoherbesttomakehimhappy。He’sagoodmanand——“
Theministersprangtohisfeet。
“Agoodman!“hecriedfuriously。“Agoodman!Onewhowillmakeuseofadyingfathertodriveagirlinto——Standaside,Mrs。
Coffin!“
“John,youmustn’tspeakthatwayofNatHammond。Heain’tthekindtodriveagirlagainstherwill。AndGraceisnotonetobedriven。“
“Areyoublind?Can’tyousee?Why,onlyyesterday,she——DoyouthinkIshallpermitsuchawickedcrimeasthatto——“
“Ss-sh!No,itain’twicked,it’sright。Rightandbestforeverybody,forherespecial。Yesterdayshemighthaveforgotforaminute。Butthink,justthinkwhatwouldhavehappenedifshecaredforyou。“
“Butshedoes!Iknowshedoes。Mrs。Coffin,standawayfromthatdoor。“
“No,John;ifyougooutofthatdoornow,togotoher,you’llhavetogobymainstrength。Youshan’twreckyourselfandthatgirlifIcanhelpit。Beaman。“
Thepairlookedateachother。Keziahwasdetermined,butso,evidently,washe。Sherealized,withasinkingheart,thatherwordshadmadeabsolutelynoimpression。Hedidnotattempttopass,butheslowlyshookhishead。
“Mrs。Coffin,“hesaid,“perhapsyoubelieveyou’redoingright。I
hope——yes,I’llgiveyoucreditforthatbelief。ButIKNOWIamrightandIshallgotoher。Sucha——aBARGAINasthatyouhavejusttoldmeofisnomoretoberegardedthan——“
“John,Ibegyou——“
“NO。“
“Thengo。Gothisminuteandbreakherheartandruinherlifeandspoilhergoodnameinthisvillagewhereshe’slivedsinceshewaseightyearsold。Go!beselfish。Isupposethat’spartofaman’smake-up。Go!Nevermindher。Go!“
“Ido’mind’her,asyoucallit。IAMthinkingofher。“
“No,you’renot。It’syourself。“
“Ifitwasmyself——andGodknowsitistheonlyhappinessonearthforme——ifitwasonlymyself,andIreallythoughtshewishedmetostayaway,I’dstay,I’dstay,thoughI’dpraytodiebeforethishourwasover。“
“Iknow,Iknow。I’veprayedtodiemyselfaforenow,butI’mhereyet;andsowillyoube。Wecan’tdiesoeasy。“
“ButIknow——“
“DoyousupposeSHEwouldcometoYOUifsheknewitwouldbeyourruin?“
Hehesitated。Thelasttimetheymet,agesbefore——no,onlythepreviousafternoon——shehadtoldhimitwashishappinessandhisfutureonlythatshethoughtof。Hechokedanddrewhishandacrosshiseyes。
“Mrs。Coffin,“hesaid,“youtellmeitwillbeherruin。YOUtellmeso。YouSAYshedoesn’twantme。Itellyouthattheonlythingthatwillkeepmefromherishearingthatfromherownlips。
WhenshetellsmetoleaveherIwill,andnotbefore。“
“She’lltellyou,John;she’lltellyou。Iknowyoumustdespiseme,prettynigh。Ical’lateyouthinkI’maworldlyoldwoman,carin’nothin’foryourfeelin’s。MaybeI’vetalkedprettyhardinthelastfewminutes,butIhaven’tmeanttobehard。Tobehonest,Ididn’tthinkyou’dlistentome。Iexpectedyou’dinsistonseein’heryourself。Well,then,goandseeher,ifyoumust,thoughwhatwillcomeofitcanonlybemoretrouble,foryouruntheriskoffolksknowin’itandbeginnin’towonder。AndIknowGrace。She’smadeuphermindandwon’tchangeit。ButIdoaskyouthis:Iaskyounottogonow。Waitalittlewhile,do。I
leftherasleep,wornoutbywhatshe’sbeenthroughandundertheeffectsofthedoctor’ssleepin’medicine。Hesaidshemustrestorhewasafraidherbrainwouldgiveout。Forhersake,then,waitalittle。Then,ifyoudon’thearfromher,maybeIcanarrangeameetin’placewhereyoucanseeherwithoutanyone’sknowin’it。I’lltry。Butdowaitalittlewhile,forhersake,won’tyou?“
Atlasthewaslisteningandhesitating。
“Won’tyou?“beggedKeziah。
“Yes,“heansweredslowly。“I’llwait。I’llwaituntilnoon,somehow,ifIcan。I’lltry。Butnotaminutelater。Notone。
Youdon’tknowwhatyou’reasking,Mrs。Coffin。“
“Yes,Ido。Iknowwell。AndIthankyouforhersake。“
Buthedidnothavetowaituntilnoon。Atsixo’clock,throughthedew-soakedgrassoftheyard,cametheHigginsboy。Forthefirsttimeinhisshortlifehehadbeenawakeallnightandhemovedslowly。
Thehousekeeperopenedthedoor。Ikeheldupanenvelope,clutchedinagrimyhand。
“It’sforyou,Mrs。Keziah,“hesaid。“Gracie,shesentit。Thereain’tnoanswer。“
Keziahtooktheletter。“Howisshe?Andhow’sNat?“sheasked。
“They’redoin’prettywell,somasays。Ma’stherenowandthey’vesentforHannahPoundberry。Gee!“headded,yawning,“Iain’tsleptawink。Beenonthejump,nowItellye。Didn’tnoneofthemCome-Outersgitin,notone。Isent’emonthehometackabilin’。YououghttohearmegiveoldZekeBassettHailColumby!
Gosh!Iwasjustahopin’HE’Dcome。“
Mrs。Coffinclosedthedoorandtoreopentheenvelope。Withinwasanotheraddressed,inGrace’shandwriting,toMr。Ellery。Thehousekeeperenteredthestudy,handedittohimandturnedaway。
Theminister,whohadbeenpacingthefloor,seizedthenoteeagerly。Itwaswritteninpencilandbyahandthathadtrembledmuch。Yettherewasnoindecisioninthewrittenwords。
“DearJohn,“wroteGrace。“IpresumeAuntKeziahhastoldyouofuncle’sdeathandofmypromisetoNat。Itistrue。Iamgoingtomarryhim。Iamsurethisisrightandforthebest。Ourfriendshipwasamistakeandyoumustnotseemeagain。Pleasedon’ttry。
“GRACEVANHORNE。“
Beneathwasanotherparagraph。
“Don’tworryaboutme。Ishallbehappy,Iamsure。AndIshallhopethatyoumaybe。Ishallprayforthat。“
Thenotefelltothefloorwitharustlethatsoundedloudinthestillness。ThenKeziahheardtheminister’sstep。Sheturned。Hewasmovingslowlyacrosstheroom。
“John,“shecriedanxiously,“youpoorboy!“
Heansweredwithoutlookingback。
“I’m——going——up——to——my——room,“hesaid,apausebetweeneachword。
“Iwanttobealoneawhile,Mrs。Coffin。“