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  anditwaswithasenseoffutilitythathethrewintohisbasketuponhistoolsandothernecessariestheunreadbookhehadbroughtwithhim。

  Hekepthisimpassioneddoingsasecretalmostfromhimself。Arabella,onthecontrary,madethempublicamongallherfriendsandacquaintance。

  Retracingbythelightofdawntheroadhehadfollowedafewhoursearlierundercoverofdarkness,withhissweetheartbyhisside,hereachedthebottomofthehill,wherehewalkedslowly,andstoodstill。

  Hewasonthespotwherehehadgivenherthefirstkiss。Asthesunhadonlyjustrisenitwaspossiblethatnobodyhadpassedtheresince。Judelookedonthegroundandsighed。Helookedclosely,andcouldjustdiscerninthedampdusttheimprintsoftheirfeetastheyhadstoodlockedineachother’sarms。Shewasnottherenow,and`theembroideryofimaginationuponthestuffofnature’sodepictedherpastpresencethatavoidwasinhisheartwhichnothingcouldfill。Apollardwillowstoodclosetotheplace,andthatwillowwasdifferentfromallotherwillowsintheworld。Utterannihilationofthesixdayswhichmustelapsebeforehecouldseeheragainashehadpromisedwouldhavebeenhisintensestwishifhehadhadonlytheweektolive。

  AnhourandahalflaterArabellacamealongthesamewaywithhertwocompanionsoftheSaturday。Shepassedunheedinglythesceneofthekiss,andthewillowthatmarkedit,thoughchatteringfreelyonthesubjecttotheothertwo。

  `Andwhatdidhetell’eenext?’

  `Thenhesaid-`Andsherelatedalmostwordforwordsomeofhistenderestspeeches。IfJudehadbeenbehindthefencehewouldhavefeltnotalittlesurprisedatlearninghowveryfewofhissayingsanddoingsonthepreviouseveningwereprivate。

  `You’vegothimtocarefor’eeabit,’nationifyouhan’t!’

  murmuredAnnyjudicially。`It’swelltobeyou!’

  InafewmomentsArabellarepliedinacuriouslylow,hungrytoneoflatentsensuousness:`I’vegothimtocareforme:yes!ButIwanthimtomorethancareforme;Iwanthimtohaveme-tomarryme!Imusthavehim。Ican’tdowithouthim。He’sthesortofmanIlongfor。IshallgomadifIcan’tgivemyselftohimaltogether!IfeltIshouldwhenIfirstsawhim!’

  `Asheisaromancing,straightfor’ard,honestchap,he’stobehad,andasahusband,ifyousetaboutcatchinghimintherightway。’

  Arabellaremainedthinkingawhile。`Whatmedbetherightway?’

  sheasked。

  `Ohyoudon’tknow-youdon’t!’saidSarah,thethirdgirl。

  `OnmywordIdon’t!-Nofurther,thatis,thanbyplaincourting,andtakingcarehedon’tgotoofar!’

  Thethirdgirllookedatthesecond。`Shedon’tknow!’

  `’Tisclearshedon’t!’saidAnny。

  `Andhavinglivedinatown,too,asonemaysay!Well,wecanteach’eesom’atthen,aswellasyouus。’

  `Yes。Andhowdoyoumean-asurewaytogainaman?Takemeforaninnocent,andhavedonewi’it!’

  `Asahusband。’

  `Asahusband。’

  `Acountrymanthat’shonourableandserious-mindedsuchashe;

  GodforbidthatIshouldsayasojer,orsailor,orcommercialgentfromthetowns,oranyofthemthatbeslipperywithpoorwomen!I’ddonofriendthatharm!’

  `Well,suchashe,ofcourse!’

  Arabella’scompanionslookedateachother,andturninguptheireyesindrollerybegansmirking。ThenonewentupclosetoArabella,and,althoughnobodywasnear,impartedsomeinformationinalowtone,theotherobservingcuriouslytheeffectuponArabella。

  `Ah!’saidthelast-namedslowly。`IownIdidn’tthinkofthatway!……Butsupposeheisn’thonourable?Awomanhadbetternothavetriedit!’

  `Nothingventurenothinghave!Besides,youmakesurethathe’shonourablebeforeyoubegin。You’dbesafeenoughwithyours。IwishI

  hadthechance!Lotsofgirlsdoit;ordoyouthinkthey’dgetmarriedatall?’

  Arabellapursuedherwayinsilentthought。`I’lltryit!’shewhispered;butnottothem。

  FootnoteIntheprintedbookthisisGreek:eta,kappa,alpha,iota,nu,eta,delta,iota,alpha,theta,eta,kappa,etaJudetheObscureChapter08I-viiiOneweek’sendJudewasasusualwalkingouttohisaunt’satMarygreenfromhislodginginAlfredston,awalkwhichnowhadlargeattractionsforhimquiteotherthanhisdesiretoseehisagedandmoroserelative。

  Hedivergedtotherightbeforeascendingthehillwiththesinglepurposeofgaining,onhisway,aglimpseofArabellathatshouldnotcomeintothereckoningofregularappointments。Beforequitereachingthehomesteadhisalerteyeperceivedthetopofherheadmovingquicklyhitherandthitheroverthegardenhedge。Enteringthegatehefoundthatthreeyoungunfattenedpigshadescapedfromtheirstybyleapingcleanoverthetop,andthatshewasendeavouringunassistedtodrivetheminthroughthedoorwhichshehadsetopen。ThelinesofhercountenancechangedfromtherigidityofbusinesstothesoftnessoflovewhenshesawJude,andshebenthereyeslanguishinglyuponhim。Theanimalstookavantageofthepausebydoublingandboltingoutoftheway。

  `Theywereonlyputinthismorning!’shecried,stimulatedtopursueinspiteofherlover’spresence。TheyweredrovefromSpaddleholtFarmonlyyesterday,whereFatherbought’ematastiffpriceenough。Theyarewantingtogethomeagain,thestupidtoads!Willyoushutthegardengate,dear,andhelpmetoget’emin。Therearenomenfolkathome,onlyMother,andthey’llbelostifwedon’tmind。’

  Hesethimselftoassist,anddodgedthiswayandthatoverthepotatorowsandthecabbages。Everynowandthentheyrantogether,whenhecaughtherforamomentankissedher。Thefirstpigwasgotbackpromptly;

  thesecondwithsomedifficulty;thethirdalong-leggedcreature,wasmoreobstinateandagile。Heplungedthroughaholeinthegardenhedge,andintothelane。

  `He’llbelostifIdon’tfollow’n!’saidshe。`Comealongwithme!’

  Sherushedinfullpursuitoutofthegarden,Judealongsideher,barelycontrivingtokeepthefugitiveinsight。Occasionallytheywouldshouttosomeboytostoptheanimal,buthealwayswriggledpastandranonasbefore。

  `Letmetakeyourhand,darling,’saidJude。`Youaregettingoutofbreath。’Shegavehimhernowhothandwithapparentwillingness,andtheytrottedalongtogether。

  `Thiscomesofdriving’emhome,’sheremarked。`Theyalwaysknowthewaybackifyoudothat。Theyoughttohavebeencartedover。’

  Bythistimethepighadreachedanunfastenedgateadmittingtotheopendown,acrosswhichhespedwithalltheagilityhislittlelegsafforded。Assoonasthepursuershadenteredandascendedtothetopofthehighgrounditbecameapparentthattheywouldhavetorunallthewaytothefarmer’siftheywishedtogetathim。Fromthissummithecouldbeseenasaminutespeck,followinganunerringlinetowardshisoldhome。

  `Itisnogood!’criedArabella。`He’llbetherelongbeforewegetthere。Itdon’tmatternowweknowhe’snotlostorstolenontheway。

  They’llseeitisours,andsendunback。Ohdear,howhotIbe!’

  WithoutrelinquishingherholdofJude’shandsheswervedasideandflungherselfdownonthesodunderastuntedthorn,precipitatelypullingJudeontohiskneesatthesametime。

  `Oh,Iaskpardon-Inearlythrewyoudown,didn’tI!ButIamsotired!’

  Shelaysupine,andstraightasanarrow,ontheslopingsodofthishill-top,gazingupintothebluemilesofsky,andstillretainingherwarmholdofJude’shand。Hereclinedonhiselbownearher。

  `We’verunallthiswayfornothing,’shewenton,herformheavingandfallinginquickpants,herfaceflushed,herfullredlipsparted,andafinedewofperspirationonherskin。`Well-whydon’tyouspeak,deary?’

  `I’mblowntoo。Itwasalluphill。’

  Theywereinabsolutesolitude-themostapparentofallsolitudes,thatofemptysurroundingspace。Nobodycouldbenearerthanamiletothemwithouttheirseeinghim。Theywere,infact,ononeofthesummitsofthecounty,andthedistantlandscapearoundChristminstercouldbediscernedfromwheretheylay。ButJudedidnotthinkofthatthen。

  `Oh,Icanseesuchaprettythingupthistree,’saidArabella。

  `Asortofa-caterpillar,ofthemostloveliestgreenandyellowyouevercameacross!’

  `Where?’saidJude,sittingup。

  `Youcan’tseehimthere-youmustcomehere,’saidshe。

  Hebentnearerandputhisheadinfrontofhers。`No-Ican’tseeit,’hesaid。

  `Why,onthelimbtherewhereitbranchesoff-closetothemovingleaf-there!’Shegentlypulledhimdownbesideher。

  `Idon’tseeit,’herepeated,thebackofhisheadagainsthercheek。`ButIcan,perhaps,standingup。’Hestoodaccordingly,placinghimselfinthedirectlineofhergaze。

  `Howstupidyouare!’shesaidcrossly,turningawayherface。

  `Idon’tcaretoseeit,dear:whyshouldI?’herepliedlookingdownuponher。`Getup,Abby。’

  `Why?’

  `Iwantyoutoletmekissyou。I’vebeenwaitingtoeversolong!’

  Sherolledroundherface,remainedamomentlookingdeedilyaslantathim;thenwithaslightcurlofthelipsprangtoherfeet,andexclaimingabruptly`Imustmizzle!’walkedoffquicklyhomeward。Judefollowedandrejoinedher。

  `Justone!’hecoaxed`Shan’t!’shesaidHe,surprised:`What’sthematter?’

  Shekepthertwolipsresentfullytogether,andJudefollowedherlikeapetlambtillsheslackenedherpaceandwalkedbesidehim,talkingcalmlyonindifferentsubjects,andalwayscheckinghimifhetriedtotakeherhandorclaspherwaist。Thustheydescendedtotheprecinctsofherfather’shomestead,andArabellawentin,noddinggood-byetohimwithasupercilious,affrontedair。

  `IexpectItooktoomuchlibertywithher,somehow,’Judesaidtohimself,ashewithdrewwithasighandwentontoMarygreen。

  OnSundaymorningtheinteriorofArabella’shomewas,asusual,thesceneofagrandweeklycooking,thepreparationofthespecialSundaydinner。Herfatherwasshavingbeforealittleglasshungonthemullionofthewindow,andhermotherandArabellaherselfwereshellingbeanshardby。Aneighbourpassedonherwayhomefrommorningserviceatthenearestchurch,andseeingDonnengagedatthewindowwiththerazor,noddedandcamein。

  SheatoncespokeplayfullytoArabella:`Izeed’eerunningwith’un-hee-hee!Ihope’tiscomingtosomething?’

  Arabellamerelythrewalookofconsciousnessintoherfacewithoutraisinghereyes。

  `He’sforChristminster,Ihear,assoonashecangetthere。’

  `Haveyouheardthatlately-quitelately?’askedArabellawithajealous,tigerishindrawingofbreath。

  `Ohno!Butithasbeenknownalongtimethatitishisplan。

  He’son’ywaitinghereforanopening。Ahwell:hemustwalkaboutwithsomebody,Is’pose。Youngmendon’tmeanmuchnow-a-days。’Tisasiphereandasiptherewith’em。’Twasdifferentinmytime。’

  WhenthegossiphaddepartedArabellasaidsuddenlytohermother:

  `IwantyouandFathertogoandinquirehowtheEdlinsbe,thiseveningaftertea。Orno-there’seveningserviceatFensworth-youcanwalktothat。’

  `Oh?What’supto-night,then?’

  `Nothing。OnlyIwantthehousetomyself。He’sshy;andIcan’tgetuntocomeinwhenyouarehere。IshalllethimslipthroughmyfingersifIdon’tmind,muchasIcarefor’n!’

  `Ifitisfinewemedaswellgo,sinceyouwish。’

  IntheafternoonArabellametandwalkedwithJude,whohadnowforweeksceasedtolookintoabookofGreek,Latin,oranyothertongue。

  Theywandereduptheslopestilltheyreachedthegreentrackalongtheridge,whichtheyfollowedtothecircularBritishearth-bankadjoining,Judethinkingofthegreatageofthetrackway,andofthedroverswhohadfrequentedit,probablybeforetheRomansknewthecountry。Upfromthelevellandsbelowthemfloatedthechimeofchurchbells。Presentlytheywerereducedtoonenote,whichquickened,andstopped。

  `Nowwe’llgoback,’saidArabella,whohadattendedtothesounds。

  Judeassented。Solongashewasnearherhemindedlittlewherehewas。Whentheyarrivedatherhousehesaidlingeringly:`Iwon’tcomein。Whyareyouinsuchahurrytogointo-night?Itisnotneardark。’

  `Waitamoment,’saidshe。Shetriedthehandleofthedoorandfounditlocked。

  `Ah-theyaregonetochurch,’sheadded。Andsearchingbehindthescrapershefoundthekeyandunlockedthedoor。`Now,you’llcomeinamoment?’sheaskedlightly。`Weshallbeallalone。’

  `Certainly,’saidJudewithalacrity,thecasebeingunexpectedlyaltered。

  Indoorstheywent。Didhewantanytea?No,itwastoolate:hewouldrathersitandtalktoher。Shetookoffherjacketandhat,andtheysatdown-naturallyenoughclosetogether。

  `Don’ttouchme,please,’shesaidsoftly。`Iampartegg-shell。

  OrperhapsIhadbetterputitinasafeplace。’Shebeganunfasteningthecollarofhergown。

  `Whatisit?’saidherlover。

  `Anegg-acochin’segg。Iamhatchingaveryraresort。Icarryitabouteverywherewithme,anditwillgethatchedinlessthanthreeweeks。’

  `Wheredoyoucarryit?’

  `Justhere。’Sheputherhandintoherbosomanddrewouttheegg,whichwaswrappedinwool,outsideitbeingapieceofpig’sbladder,incaseofaccidents。Havingexhibitedittohimsheputitback,`Nowmindyoudon’tcomenearme。Idon’twanttogetitbroke,andhavetobeginanother。’

  `Whydoyoudosuchastrangething?’

  `It’sanoldcustom。Isupposeitisnaturalforawomantowanttobringlivethingsintotheworld。’

  `Itisveryawkwardformejustnow,’hesaid,laughing。

  `Itservesyouright。There-that’sallyoucanhaveofme’

  Shehadturnedroundherchair,and,reachingoverthebackofit,presentedhercheektohimgingerly。

  `That’sveryshabbyofyou!’

  `YoushouldhavecatchedmeaminuteagowhenIhadputtheeggdown!There!’shesaiddefiantly,`Iamwithoutitnow!’Shehadquicklywithdrawntheeggasecondtime;butbeforehecouldquitereachhershehadputitbackasquickly,laughingwiththeexcitementofherstrategy。

  Thentherewasalittlestruggle,Judemakingaplungeforitandcapturingittriumphantly。Herfaceflushed;andbecomingsuddenlyconsciousheflushedalso。

  Theylookedateachother,panting;tillheroseandsaid:`Onekiss,nowIcandoitwithoutdamagetoproperty;andI’llgo!’

  Butshehadjumpeduptoo。`Youmustfindmefirst!’shecried。

  Herloverfollowedherasshewithdrew。Itwasnowdarkinsidetheroom,andthewindowbeingsmallhecouldnotdiscoverforalongtimewhathadbecomeofher,tillalaughrevealedhertohaverushedupthestairs,whitherJuderushedatherheels。

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