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  AllskillandarthiscarefulservantsusedTolifeagaintheirdyinglordtobring,Atlasthiseyesunclosed,withtearssuffused,Hefelttheirhandsandheardtheirwhispering,Buthowhethithercamelongtimehemused,Hismindastonishedwaswitheverything;

  Hegazedabout,hissquiresinfineheknew,Thenweakandwofulthushisplaintsoutthrew:

  LXXV

  “What,liveIyet?anddoIbreatheandseeOfthisaccurseddaythehatefullight?

  ThisspitefulraywhichstillupbraidethmeWiththataccurseddeedIdidthisnight,Ah,cowardhand,afraidwhyshould’stthoube;

  Thouinstrumentofdeath,shameanddespite,Whyshould’stthoufear,withsharpandtrenchantknife,Tocutthethreadofthisblood-guiltylife?

  LXXVI

  “Piercethroughthisbosom,andmycruelheartInpiecescleave,breakeverystringandvein;

  Butthoutoslaughtersvilewhichusedart,Think’stitwerepitysotoeasemypain:

  Oflucklesslovethereforeintorments’smartAsadexamplemustIstillremain,Awofulmonsterofunhappylove,Whostillmustlive,lestdeathhiscomfortprove:

  LXXVII

  “StillmustIliveinanguish,grief,andcare;

  Furiesmyguiltyconsciencethattorment,Theuglyshades,darknight,andtroubledairIngrislyformsherslaughterstillpresent,Madnessanddeathaboutmybedrepair,Hellgapethwidetoswallowupthistent;

  SwiftfrommyselfIrun,myselfIfear,YetstillmyhellwithinmyselfIbear。

  LXXVIII

  “Butwhere,alas,wherebethoserelicssweet,Whereindweltlatealllove,alljoy,allgood?

  Myfuryleftthemcastinopenstreet,Somebeasthathtornherfleshandlickedherblood,Ahnobleprey!forsavagebeastunmeet,Ahsweet!toosweet,andfartoopreciousfood,Ah,seelynymph!whomnightanddarksomeshadeTobeasts,andme,farworsethanbeasts,betrayed。

  LXXIX

  “Butwhereyoube,ifstillyoube,IwendTogatherupthoserelicsdearatleast,Butifsomebeasthathfromthehillsdescend,Andonhertenderbowelsmadehisfeast,Letthatfellmonstermeinpiecesrend,Anddeepentombmeinhishollowchest:

  Forwheresheburiedis,thereshallIhaveAstatelytomb,arichandcostlygrave。“

  LXXX

  Thusmournedtheknight,hissquireshimtoldatlast,Theyhadherthereforwhomthosetearsheshed;

  Abeamofcomforthisdimeyesoutcast,Likelightningthroughthickcloudsofdarknessspread,Theheavyburdenofhislimbsinhaste,Withmicklepain,hedrewforthofhisbed,Andscantofstrengthtostand,tomoveorgo,Thitherhestaggered,reelingtoandfro。

  LXXXI

  Whenhecamethere,andinherbreastespiedHishandiwork,thatdeepandcruelwound,Andhersweetfacewithleadenpalenessdyed,Wherebeautylatespreadforthherbeamsaround,Hetrembledso,thatnerehissquiresbesideToholdhimup,hehadsunkdowntoground,Andsaid,“Ofaceindeathstillsweetandfair!

  Thoucanstnotsweetenyetmygriefandcare:

  LXXXII

  “Ofairrighthand,thepledgeoffaithandlove?

  Givenmebutlate,toolate,insignofpeace,Howhapsitnowthoucanstnotstirnormove?

  Andyou,dearlimbs,nowlaidinrestandease,Throughwhichmycruelbladethisflood-gaterove,Yourpainshaveend,mytormentsnevercease,Ohands,Ocrueleyes,accursedalike!

  Yougavethewound,yougavethemlighttostrike。

  LXXXIII

  “Butthithernowrunforthmyguiltyblood,Whithermyplaints,mysorrowscannotwend。“

  Hesaidnomore,but,ashispassionwoodInforcedhim,hegantotearandrendHishair,hisface,hiswounds,apurplefloodDidfromeachsideinrollingstreamsdescend,Hehadbeenslain,butthathispainandwoeBerefthissenses,andpreservedhimso。

  LXXXIV

  CastonhisbedhissquiresrecalledhisspriteToexecuteagainherhatefulcharge,ButtattlingfamethesorrowsoftheknightAndhardmischancehadtoldthiswhileatlarge:

  Godfreyandallhislordsofworthandmight,Ranthither,andthedutywoulddischargeOffriendshiptrue,andwithsweetwordstherageOfbittergriefandwoetheywouldassuage。

  LXXXV

  ButasamortalwoundthemoredothsmartThemoreitsearchedis,handledorsought;

  SotheirsweetwordstohisafflictedheartMoregrief,moreanguish,painandtormentbroughtButreverendPeterthatwouldsetapartCareofhissheep,asagoodshepherdought,HisvanitywithgraveadvicereprovedAndtoldwhatmourningChristianknightsbehoved:

  LXXXVI

  “OTancred,Tancred,howfardifferentFromthybeginningsgoodthesefolliesbe?

  Whatmakestheedeaf?whathaththyeyesightblent?

  Whatmist,whatcloudthusovershadeththee?

  Thisisawarninggoodfromheavendownsent,YetHisadvicethoucanstnothearnorseeWhocallethandconductstheetothewayFromwhichthouwillingdostandwittingstray:

  LXXXVII

  “ToworthyactionsandachievementsfitForChristianknightsHewouldtheehomerecall;

  Butthouhastleftthatcourseandchangedit,Tomakethyselfaheathendamsel’sthrall;

  Butsee,thygriefandsorrow’spainfulfitIsmadetherodtoscourgethysinswithal,OfthineowngoodthyselfthemeansHemakes,ButthouHismercy,goodness,graceforsakes。

  LXXXVIII

  “ThoudostrefuseofheaventheprofferedAndgainstitstillrebelwithsinfulire,Ohwretch!Ohwhitherdoththyragetheechase?

  Refrainthygrief,bridlethyfonddesire,Athell’swidegatevainsorrowdoththeeplace,Sorrow,misfortune’sson,despair’sfoulfire:

  Ohseethineevil,thyplaintandwoerefrain,Theguidestodeath,tohell,andendlesspain。“

  LXXXIX

  Thissaid,hiswilltodiethepatientAbandoned,thatseconddeathhefeared,Thesewordsofcomforttohisheartdownwent,Andthatdarknightofsorrowsomewhatcleared;

  Yetnowandthenhisgriefdeepsighsforthsent,Hisvoiceshrillplaintsandsadlamentsoftreared,Nowtohimself,nowtohismurderedlove,Hespoke,whoheardperchancefromheavenabove。

  XC

  TillPhoebus’risingfromhiseveningfallToher,forher,hemourns,hecalls,hecries;

  ThenightingalesowhenherchildrensmallSomechurltakesbeforetheirparents’eyes,Alone,dismayed,quitebareofcomfortsall,Tireswithcomplaintstheseas,theshores,theskies,TillinsweetsleepagainstthemorningbrightShefallatlast;somourned,soslepttheknight。

  XCI

  Andcladinstarryveil,amidhisdream,Forwhosesweetsakehemourned,appearedthemaid,Fairerthanerst,yetwiththatheavenlybeam。

  Notoutofknowledgewasherlovelyshade,WithlooksofruthhereyescelestialseemTopityhissadplight,andthusshesaid,“Beholdhowfair,howgladthyloveappears,Andformysake,mydear,forbearthesetears。

  XCII

  “Thinebethethanks,mysoulthoumadestflitAtunawaresoutofherearthlynest,Thinebethethanks,thouhastadvanceditInAbraham’sdearbosomlongtorest,TherestillIlovethee,thereforTancredfitAseatpreparedisamongtheblest;

  Thereineternaljoy,eternallight,Thoushaltthyloveenjoy,andsheherknight;

  XCIII

  “Unlessthyself,thyselfheaven’sjoysenvy,Andthyvainsorrowtheeofblissdeprive,Live,knowIlovethee,thatInilldeny,Asangels,men:assaintsmaywightsonlive:“

  Thissaid,ofzealandloveforthofhereyeAnhundredgloriousbeamsbrightshiningdrive,Amidwhichraysherselfsheclosedfromsigh,Andwithnewjoy,newcomfortleftherknight。

  XCIV

  Thuscomfortedhewaked,andmendiscreetInsurgerytocurehiswoundsweresought,Meanwhileofhisdearlovetherelicssweet,Asbesthecould,togravewithpomphebrought:

  HertombwasnotofvariedSpartangreet,NoryetbycunninghandofScopaswrought,Butbuiltofpolishedstone,andthereonlaidThelivelyshapeandportraitofthemaid。

  XCV

  WithsacredburninglampsinorderlongAndmournfulpompthecorpsewasbroughttogroundHerarmsuponaleaflesspinewerehung,Thehearse,withcypress;arms,withlaurelcrowned:

  Nextdaytheprince,whoseloveandcouragestrongDrewforthhislimbs,weak,feeble,andunsound,Tovisitwent,withcareandreverencemeet,Theburiedashesofhismistresssweet:

  XCVI

  Beforehernew-madetombatlastarrived,Thewofulprisonofhislivingsprite,Pale,cold,sad,comfortless,ofsensedeprived,Uponthemarblegrayhefixedhissight,Twostreamsoftearswerefromhiseyesderived:

  Thuswithasad“Alas!“begantheknight,“0marbledearonmydearmistressplaced!

  Myflameswithin,withoutmytearsthouhast。

  XCVII

  “Notofdeadbonesartthouthemournfulgrave,Butofquicklovethefortressandthehold,StillinmyheartthywontedbrandsIhaveMorebitterfar,alas!butnotmorecold;

  Receivethesesighs,thesekissessweetreceive,Inliquiddropsofmeltingtearsenrolled,Andgivethemtothatbodypureandchaste,Whichinthybosomcoldentombedthouhast。

  XCVIII

  “ForifherhappysoulhereyedothbendOnthatsweetbodywhichitlatelydressed,Mylove,thypitycannotheroffend,Angerandwrathisnotinangelsblessed,Shepardonwillthetrespassofherfriend,Thathoperelievesmewiththesegriefsoppressed,Thishandsheknowshathonlysinned,notI,Wholivinglovedher,andforlovenowdie:

  XCIX

  “AndlovingwillIdie,ohhappydayWhene’eritchanceth!butohfarmoreblessedIfasaboutthypolishedsidesIstray,Myboneswithinthyhollowgravemightrest,Togethershouldinheavenourspiritsstay,Togethershouldourbodieslieinchest;

  Sohappydeathshouldjoinwhatlifedothsever,0Death,0Life!sweetboth,bothblessedever。“

  C

  MeanwhilethenewsinthatbesiegedtownOfthismishapwaswhisperedhereandthere,Forthwithitspread,andfortootruewasknown,Herwofullosswastalkedeverywhere,Mingledwithcriesandplaintstoheavenupthrown,Asifthecity’sselfnewtakenwereWithconqueringfoes,orasifflameandfire,Norhouse,norchurch,norstreethadleftentire。

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