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  WithwhatMegcalled`agreatwantofmanners’Johadsavedsomebonbonsforthelittlegirls,andtheysoonsubsided,afterhearingthemostthrillingeventsoftheevening。

  “Ideclare,itreallyseemslikebeingafineyounglady,tocomehomefromthepartyinacarriageandsitinmydressinggownwitamaidtowaitonme,“saidMeg,asJoboundupherfootwitharnicaandbrushedherhair。

  “Idon’tbelievefineyoungladiesenjoythemselvesabitmorethanwedo,inspiteofourburnedhair,oldgowns,onegloveapieceandtightslippersthatsprainourankleswhenwearesillyenoughtowearthem,“AndIthinkJowasquiteright。

  “Oh,dear,howharditdoesseemtotakeupourpacksandgoon,“sighedMegthemorningaftertheparty,fornowtheholidayswereover,theweekofmerrymakingdidnotfitherforgoingoneasilywiththetasksheneverliked。

  “IwishitwasChristmasorNewYear’sallthetime。

  Wouldn’titbefun?“answeredJo,yawningdismally。

  “Weshouldn’tenjoyourselveshalfsomuchaswedonow。

  Butitdoesseemsonicetohavelittlesuppersandbouquets,andgotoparties,anddrivehome,andreadandrest,andnotwork。It’slikeotherpeople,youknow,andIalwaysenvygirlswhodosuchthings,I’msofondofluxury,“saidMeg,tryingtodecidewhichoftwoshabbygownswastheleastshabby。

  “Well,wecan’thaveit,sodon’tletusgrumblebutshoulderourbundlesandtrudgealongascheerfullyasMarmeedoes。I’msureAuntMarchisaregularOldManoftheSeatome,butIsupposewhenI’velearnedtocarryherwithoutcomplaining,shewilltumbleoff,orgetsolightthatIshan’tmindher。“

  ThisideatickledJo’sfancyandputheringoodspirits,butMegdidn’tbrighten,forherburden,consistingoffourspoiledchildren,seemedheavierthanever。

  Shehadnotheartenougheventomakeherselfprettyasusualbyputtingonablueneckribbonanddressingherhairinthemostbecomingway。

  “Where’stheuseoflookingnice,whennooneseesmebutthosecrossmidgets,andnoonecareswhetherI’mprettyornot?“shemuttered,shuttingherdrawerwithajerk。“I

  shallhavetotoilandmoilallmydays,withonlylittlebitsoffunnowandthen,andgetoldanduglyandsour,becauseI’mpoorandcan’tenjoymylifeasothergirlsdo。

  It’sashame!“

  SoMegwentdown,wearinganinjuredlook,andwasn’tatallagreeableatbreakfasttime。Everyoneseemedratheroutofsortsandinclinedtocroak。

  Bethhadaheadacheandlayonthesofa,tryingtocomfortherselfwiththecatandthreekittens。Amywasfrettingbecauseherlessonswerenotlearned,andshecouldn’tfindherrubbers。Jowouldwhistleandmakeagreatracketgettingready。

  Mrs。Marchwasverybusytryingtofinishaletter,whichmustgoatonce,andHannahhadthegrumps,forbeinguplatedidn’tsuither。

  “Thereneverwassuchacrossfamily!“criedJo,losinghertemperwhenshehadupsetaninkstand,brokenbothbootlacings,andsatdownuponherhat。

  “You’rethecrossestpersoninit!“returnedAmy,washingoutthesumthatwasallwrongwiththetearsthathadfallenonherslate。

  “Beth,ifyoudon’tkeepthesehorridcatsdowncellarI’llhavethemdrowned,“exclaimedMegangrilyasshetriedtogetridofthekittenwhichhadscrambledupherbackandstucklikeaburrjustoutofreach。

  Jolaughed,Megscolded,Bethimplored,andAmywailedbecauseshecouldn’trememberhowmuchninetimestwelvewas。

  “Girls,girls,dobequietoneminute!Imustgetthisoffbytheearlymail,andyoudrivemedistractedwithyourworry,“criedMrs。March,crossingoutthethirdspoiledsentenceinherletter。

  Therewasamomentarylull,brokenbyHannah,whostalkedin,laidtwohotturnoversonthetable,andstalkedoutagain。

  Theseturnoverswereaninstitution,andthegirlscalledthem`muffs’,fortheyhadnoothersandfoundthehotpiesverycomfortingtotheirhandsoncoldmornings。

  Hannahneverforgottomakethem,nomatterhowbusyorgrumpyshemightbe,forthewalkwaslongandbleak。

  Thepoorthingsgotnootherlunchandwereseldomhomebeforetwo。

  “Cuddleyourcatsandgetoveryourheadache,Bethy。

  Goodbye,Marmee。Weareasetofrascalsthismorning,butwe’llcomehomeregularangels。Nowthen,Meg!“AndJotrampedaway,feelingthatthepilgrimswerenotsettingoutastheyoughttodo。

  Theyalwayslookedbackbeforeturningthecorner,fortheirmotherwasalwaysatthewindowtonodandsmile,andwaveherhandtothem。Somehowitseemedasiftheycouldn’thavegotthroughthedaywithoutthat,forwhatevertheirmoodmightbe,thelastglimpseofthatmotherlyfacewassuretoaffectthemlikesunshine。

  “IfMarmeeshookherfistinsteadofkissingherhandtous,itwouldserveusright,formoreungratefulwretchesthanwearewereneverseen,“criedJo,takingaremorsefulsatisfactioninthesnowywalkandbitterwind。

  “Don’tusesuchdreadfulexpressions,“repliedMegfromthedepthsoftheveilinwhichshehadshroudedherselflikeanunsickoftheworld。

  “Ilikegoodstrongwordsthatmeansomething,“repliedJo,catchingherhatasittookaleapoffherheadpreparatorytoflyingawayaltogether。

  “Callyourselfanynamesyoulike,butIamneitherarascalnorawretchandIdon’tchoosetobecalledso。“

  “You’reablightedbeing,anddecidedlycrosstodaybecauseyoucan’tsitinthelapofluxuryallthetime。Poordear,justwaittillImakemyfortune,andyoushallrevelincarriagesandicecreamandhigh-heeledslippers,andposies,andred-headedboystodancewith。“

  “Howridiculousyouare,Jo!“ButMeglaughedatthenonsenseandfeltbetterinspiteofherself。

  “LuckyforyouIam,forifIputoncrushedairsandtriedtobedismal,asyoudo,weshouldbeinanicestate。

  Thankgoodness,Icanalwaysfindsomethingfunnytokeepmeup。Don’tcroakanymore,butcomehomejolly,there’sadear。“

  Jogavehersisteranencouragingpatontheshoulderastheypartedfortheday,eachgoingadifferentway,eachhuggingherlittlewarmturnover,andeachtryingtobecheerfulinspiteofwintryweather,hardwork,andtheunsatisfieddesiresofpleasure-lovingyouth。

  WhenMr。Marchlosthispropertyintryingtohelpanunfortunatefriend,thetwooldestgirlsbeggedtobeallowedtodosomethingtowardtheirownsupport,atleast。Believingthattheycouldnotbegintooearlytocultivateenergy,industry,andindependence,theirparentsconsented,andbothfelltoworkwiththeheartygoodwillwhichinspiteofallobstaclesissuretosucceedatlast。

  Margaretfoundaplaceasnurserygovernessandfeltrichwithhersmallsalary。Asshesaid,shewas`fondofluxury’,andherchieftroublewaspoverty。Shefoundithardertobearthantheothersbecauseshecouldrememberatimewhenhomewasbeautiful,lifefullofeaseandpleasure,andwantofanykindunknown。Shetriednottobeenviousordiscontented,butitwasverynaturalthattheyounggirlshouldlongforprettythings,gayfriends,accomplishments,andahappylife。AttheKings’shedailysawallshewanted,forthechildren’soldersisterswerejustout,andMegcaughtfrequentglimpsesofdaintyballdressesandbouquets,heardlivelygossipabouttheaters,concerts,sleighingparties,andmerrymakingsofallkinds,andsawmoneylavishedontrifleswhichwouldhavebeensoprecioustoher。PoorMegseldomcomplained,butasenseofinjusticemadeherfeelbittertowardeveryonesometimes,forshehadnotyetlearnedtoknowhowrichshewasintheblessingswhichalonecanmakelifehappy。

  JohappenedtosuitAuntMarch,whowaslameandneededanactivepersontowaituponher。Thechildlessoldladyhadofferedtoadoptoneofthegirlswhenthetroublescame,andwasmuchoffendedbecauseherofferwasdeclined。OtherfriendstoldtheMarchesthattheyhadlostallchanceofbeingrememberedinthericholdlady’swill,buttheunworldlyMarchesonlysaid……

  “Wecan’tgiveupourgirlsforadozenfortunes。Richorpoor,wewillkeeptogetherandbehappyinoneanother。“

  Theoldladywouldn’tspeaktothemforatime,buthappeningtomeetJoatatafriend’s,somethinginhercomicalfaceandbluntmannersstrucktheoldlady’sfancy,andsheproposedtotakeherforacompanion。ThisdidnotsuitJoatall,butsheacceptedtheplacesincenothingbetterappearedand,toeveryone’ssurprise,gotonremarkablywellwithherirasciblerelative。Therewasanoccasionaltempest,andonceJomarchedhome,declaringshecouldn’tbearitlonger,butAuntMarchalwaysclearedupquickly,andsentforhertocomebackagainwithsuchurgencythatshecouldnotrefuse,forinherheartsheratherlikedthepepperyoldlady。

  Isuspectthattherealattractionwasalargelibraryoffinebooks,whichwaslefttodustandspiderssinceUncleMarchdied。Jorememberedthekindoldgentleman,whousedtoletherbuildrailroadsandbridgeswithhisbigdictionaries,tellherstoriesaboutqueerpicturesinhisLatinbooks,andbuyhercardsofgingerbreadwheneverhemetherinthestreet。Thedim,dustyroom,withthebustsstaringdownfromthetallbookcases,thecozychairs,theglobes,andbestofall,thewildernessofbooksinwhichshecouldwanderwheresheliked,madethelibraryaregionofblisstoher。

  ThemomentAuntMarchtookhernap,orwasbusywithcompany,Johurriedtothisquietplace,andcurlingherselfupintheeasychair,devouredpoetry,romance,history,travels,andpictureslikearegularbookworm。But,likeallhappiness,itdidnotlastlong,forassureasshehadjustreachedtheheartofthestory,thesweetestverseofasong,orthemostperilousadventureofhertraveler,ashrillvoicecalled,“Josy-phine!Josy-phine!andshehadtoleaveherparadisetowindyarn,washthepoodle,orreadBelsham’sEssaysbythehourtogether。

  Jo’sambitionwastodosomethingverysplendid。Whatitwas,shehadnoideaasyet,butleftitfortimetotellher,andmeanwhile,foundhergreatestafflictioninthefactthatshecouldn’tread,run,andrideasmuchassheliked。Aquicktemper,sharptongue,andrestlessspiritwerealwaysgettingherintoscrapes,andherlifewasaseriesofupsanddowns,whichwerebothcomicandpathetic。

  ButthetrainingshereceivedatAuntMarch’swasjustwhatsheneeded,andthethoughtthatshewasdoingsomethingtosupportherselfmadeherhappyinspiteoftheperpetual“Josy-phine!“

  Bethwastoobashfultogotoschool。Ithadbeentried,butshesufferedsomuchthatitwasgivenup,andshedidherlessonsathomewithherfather。Evenwhenhewentaway,andhermotherwascalledtodevoteherskillandenergytoSoldiers’AidSocieties,Bethwentfaithfullyonbyherselfanddidthebestshecould。Shewasahousewifelylittlecreature,andhelpedHannahkeephomeneatandcomfortablefortheworkers,neverthinkingofanyrewardbuttobeloved。Long,quietdaysshespent,notlonelynoridle,forherlittleworldwaspeopledwithimaginaryfriends,andshewasbynatureabusybee。Thereweresixdollstobetakenupanddressedeverymorning,forBethwasachildstillandandlovedherpetsaswellasever。Notonewholeorhandsomeoneamongthem,allwereoutcaststillBethtookthemin,forwhenhersistersoutgrewtheseidols,theypassedtoherbecauseAmywouldhavenothingoldorugly。

  Bethcherishedthemallthemoretenderlyforthatveryreason,andsetupahospitalforinfirmdolls。Nopinswereeverstuckintotheircottonvitals,noharshwordsorblowswereevergiventhem,noneglecteversaddenedtheheartorthemostrepulsive,butallwerefedandclothed,nursedandcaressedwithanaffectionwhichneverfailed。

  OneforlornfragmentofdollanityhadbelongedtoJoand,havingledatempestuouslife,wasleftawreckintheragbag,fromwhichdrearypoorhouseitwasrescuedbyBethandtakentoherrefuge。Havingnotoptoitshead,shetiedonaneatlittlecap,andasbotharmsandlegsweregone,shehidthesedeficienciesbyfoldingitinablanketanddevotingherbestbedtothischronicinvalid。Ifanyonehadknownthecarelavishedonthatdolly,Ithinkitwouldhavetouchedtheirhearts,evenwhiletheylaughed。

  Shebroughtitbitsofbouquets,shereadtoit,tookitouttobreathefreshair,hiddenunderhercoat,shesangitlullabiesandneverwenttobewithoutkissingitsdirtyfaceandwhisperingtenderly,“Ihopeyou’llhaveagoodnight,mypoordear。“

  Bethhadhertroublesaswellastheothers,andnotbeinganangelbutaveryhumanlittlegirl,sheoften`weptalittleweep’asJosaid,becauseshecouldn’ttakemusiclessonsandhaveafinepiano。Shelovedmusicsodearly,triedsohardtolearn,andpracticedawaysopatientlyatthejinglingoldinstrument,thatitdidseemasifsomeonenottohintAuntMarchoughttohelpher。Nobodydid,however,andnobodysawBethwipethetearsofftheyellowkeys,thatwouldn’tkeepintune,whenshewasallalone。

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