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  InthisstateofaffairsitoccurredtoMrsGeneral,thatshemight’formthemind,’andekethemannersofsomeyoungladyofdistinction。Or,thatshemightharnesstheproprietiestothecarriageofsomerichyoungheiressorwidow,andbecomeatoncethedriverandguardofsuchvehiclethroughthesocialmazes。MrsGeneral’scommunicationofthisideatoherclericalandcommissariatconnectionwassowarmlyapplaudedthat,butforthelady’sundoubtedmerit,itmighthaveappearedasthoughtheywantedtogetridofher。TestimonialsrepresentingMrsGeneralasaprodigyofpiety,learning,virtue,andgentility,werelavishlycontributedfrominfluentialquarters;andonevenerablearchdeaconevenshedtearsinrecordinghistestimonytoherperfectionsdescribedtohimbypersonsonwhomhecouldrely,thoughhehadneverhadthehonourandmoralgratificationofsettingeyesonMrsGeneralinallhislife。

  Thusdelegatedonhermission,asitwerebyChurchandState,MrsGeneral,whohadalwaysoccupiedhighground,feltinaconditiontokeepit,andbeganbyputtingherselfupataveryhighfigure。

  Anintervalofsomedurationelapsed,inwhichtherewasnobidforMrsGeneral。Atlengthacounty-widower,withadaughteroffourteen,openednegotiationswiththelady;andasitwasaparteitherofthenativedignityoroftheartificialpolicyofMrsGeneralbutcertainlyoneortheothertocomportherselfasifsheweremuchmoresoughtthanseeking,thewidowerpursuedMrsGeneraluntilheprevaileduponhertoformhisdaughter’smindandmanners。

  TheexecutionofthistrustoccupiedMrsGeneralaboutsevenyears,inthecourseofwhichtimeshemadethetourofEurope,andsawmostofthatextensivemiscellanyofobjectswhichitisessentialthatallpersonsofpolitecultivationshouldseewithotherpeople’seyes,andneverwiththeirown。Whenherchargewasatlengthformed,themarriage,notonlyoftheyounglady,butlikewiseofherfather,thewidower,wasresolvedon。ThewidowerthenfindingMrsGeneralbothinconvenientandexpensive,becameofasuddenalmostasmuchaffectedbyhermeritsasthearchdeaconhadbeen,andcirculatedsuchpraisesofhersurpassingworth,inallquarterswherehethoughtanopportunitymightariseoftransferringtheblessingtosomebodyelse,thatMrsGeneralwasanamemorehonourablethanever。

  Thephoenixwastolet,onthiselevatedperch,whenMrDorrit,whohadlatelysucceededtohisproperty,mentionedtohisbankersthathewishedtodiscoveralady,well-bred,accomplished,wellconnected,wellaccustomedtogoodsociety,whowasqualifiedatoncetocompletetheeducationofhisdaughters,andtobetheirmatronorchaperon。MrDorrit’sbankers,asbankersofthecounty-

  widower,instantlysaid,’MrsGeneral。’

  Pursuingthelightsofortunatelyhitupon,andfindingtheconcurrenttestimonyofthewholeofMrsGeneral’sacquaintancetobeofthepatheticnaturealreadyrecorded,MrDorrittookthetroubleofgoingdowntothecountyofthecounty-widowertoseeMrsGeneral,inwhomhefoundaladyofaqualitysuperiortohishighestexpectations。

  ’MightIbeexcused,’saidMrDorrit,’ifIinquired——ha——whatremune——’

  ’Why,indeed,’returnedMrsGeneral,stoppingtheword,’itisasubjectonwhichIprefertoavoidentering。Ihaveneverenteredonitwithmyfriendshere;andIcannotovercomethedelicacy,MrDorrit,withwhichIhavealwaysregardedit。Iamnot,asIhopeyouareaware,agoverness——’

  ’Odearno!’saidMrDorrit。’Pray,madam,donotimagineforamomentthatIthinkso。’Hereallyblushedtobesuspectedofit。

  MrsGeneralgravelyinclinedherhead。’Icannot,therefore,putapriceuponserviceswhichitisapleasuretometorenderifI

  canrenderthemspontaneously,butwhichIcouldnotrenderinmerereturnforanyconsideration。NeitherdoIknowhow,orwhere,tofindacaseparalleltomyown。Itispeculiar。’

  Nodoubt。ButhowthenMrDorritnotunnaturallyhintedcouldthesubjectbeapproached。

  ’Icannotobject,’saidMrsGeneral——’thougheventhatisdisagreeabletome——toMrDorrit’sinquiring,inconfidenceofmyfriendshere,whatamounttheyhavebeenaccustomed,atquarterlyintervals,topaytomycreditatmybankers’。’

  MrDorritbowedhisacknowledgements。

  ’Permitmetoadd,’saidMrsGeneral,’thatbeyondthis,Icanneverresumethetopic。AlsothatIcanacceptnosecondorinferiorposition。IfthehonourwereproposedtomeofbecomingknowntoMrDorrit’sfamily——Ithinktwodaughterswerementioned?——’

  ’Twodaughters。’

  ’Icouldonlyacceptitontermsofperfectequality,asacompanion,protector,Mentor,andfriend。’

  MrDorrit,inspiteofhissenseofhisimportance,feltasifitwouldbequiteakindnessinhertoacceptitonanyconditions。

  Healmostsaidasmuch。

  ’Ithink,’repeatedMrsGeneral,’twodaughterswerementioned?’

  ’Twodaughters,’saidMrDorritagain。

  ’Itwouldtherefore,’saidMrsGeneral,’benecessarytoaddathirdmoretothepaymentwhateveritsamountmayprovetobe,whichmyfriendsherehavebeenaccustomedtomaketomybankers’。’

  MrDorritlostnotimeinreferringthedelicatequestiontothecounty-widower,andfindingthathehadbeenaccustomedtopaythreehundredpoundsa-yeartothecreditofMrsGeneral,arrived,withoutanyseverestrainonhisarithmetic,attheconclusionthathehimselfmustpayfour。MrsGeneralbeinganarticleofthatlustroussurfacewhichsuggeststhatitisworthanymoney,hemadeaformalproposaltobeallowedtohavethehonourandpleasureofregardingherasamemberofhisfamily。MrsGeneralconcededthathighprivilege,andhereshewas。

  Inperson,MrsGeneral,includingherskirtswhichhadmuchtodowithit,wasofadignifiedandimposingappearance;ample,rustling,gravelyvoluminous;alwaysuprightbehindtheproprieties。Shemighthavebeentaken——hadbeentaken——tothetopoftheAlpsandthebottomofHerculaneum,withoutdisarrangingafoldinherdress,ordisplacingapin。Ifhercountenanceandhairhadratheraflouryappearance,asthoughfromlivinginsometranscendentlygenteelMill,itwasratherbecauseshewasachalkycreationaltogether,thanbecauseshemendedhercomplexionwithvioletpowder,orhadturnedgrey。Ifhereyeshadnoexpression,itwasprobablybecausetheyhadnothingtoexpress。Ifshehadfewwrinkles,itwasbecausehermindhadnevertraceditsnameoranyotherinscriptiononherface。Acool,waxy,blown-outwoman,whohadneverlightedwell。

  MrsGeneralhadnoopinions。Herwayofformingamindwastopreventitfromformingopinions。Shehadalittlecircularsetofmentalgroovesorrailsonwhichshestartedlittletrainsofotherpeople’sopinions,whichneverovertookoneanother,andnevergotanywhere。Evenherproprietycouldnotdisputethattherewasimproprietyintheworld;butMrsGeneral’swayofgettingridofitwastoputitoutofsight,andmakebelievethattherewasnosuchthing。Thiswasanotherofherwaysofformingamind——tocramallarticlesofdifficultyintocupboards,lockthemup,andsaytheyhadnoexistence。Itwastheeasiestway,and,beyondallcomparison,theproperest。

  MrsGeneralwasnottobetoldofanythingshocking。Accidents,miseries,andoffences,werenevertobementionedbeforeher。

  PassionwastogotosleepinthepresenceofMrsGeneral,andbloodwastochangetomilkandwater。Thelittlethatwasleftintheworld,whenallthesedeductionsweremade,itwasMrsGeneral’sprovincetovarnish。Inthatformationprocessofhers,shedippedthesmallestofbrushesintothelargestofpots,andvarnishedthesurfaceofeveryobjectthatcameunderconsideration。Themorecrackeditwas,themoreMrsGeneralvarnishedit。

  TherewasvarnishinMrsGeneral’svoice,varnishinMrsGeneral’stouch,anatmosphereofvarnishroundMrsGeneral’sfigure。MrsGeneral’sdreamsoughttohavebeenvarnished——ifshehadany——

  lyingasleepinthearmsofthegoodSaintBernard,withthefeatherysnowfallingonhishouse-top。

  OntheRoadThebrightmorningsundazzledtheeyes,thesnowhadceased,themistshadvanished,themountainairwassoclearandlightthatthenewsensationofbreathingitwaslikethehavingenteredonanewexistence。Tohelpthedelusion,thesolidgrounditselfseemedgone,andthemountain,ashiningwasteofimmensewhiteheapsandmasses,tobearegionofcloudfloatingbetweentheblueskyaboveandtheearthfarbelow。

  Somedarkspecksinthesnow,likeknotsuponalittlethread,beginningattheconventdoorandwindingawaydownthedescentinbrokenlengthswhichwerenotyetpiecedtogether,showedwheretheBrethrenwereatworkinseveralplacesclearingthetrack。

  Alreadythesnowhadbeguntobefoot-thawedagainaboutthedoor。

  Muleswerebusilybroughtout,tiedtotheringsinthewall,andladen;stringsofbellswerebuckledon,burdenswereadjusted,thevoicesofdriversandriderssoundedmusically。Someoftheearliesthadevenalreadyresumedtheirjourney;and,bothonthelevelsummitbythedarkwaterneartheconvent,andonthedownwardwayofyesterday’sascent,littlemovingfiguresofmenandmules,reducedtominiaturesbytheimmensityaround,wentwithacleartinklingofbellsandapleasantharmonyoftongues。

  Inthesupper-roomoflastnight,anewfire,pileduponthefeatheryashesoftheoldone,shoneuponahomelybreakfastofloaves,butter,andmilk。ItalsoshoneonthecourieroftheDorritfamily,makingteaforhispartyfromasupplyhehadbroughtupwithhim,togetherwithseveralothersmallstoreswhichwerechieflylaidinfortheuseofthestrongbodyofinconvenience。MrGowanandBlandoisofParishadalreadybreakfasted,andwerewalkingupanddownbythelake,smokingtheircigars。

  ’Gowan,eh?’mutteredTip,otherwiseEdwardDorrit,Esquire,turningovertheleavesofthebook,whenthecourierhadleftthemtobreakfast。’ThenGowanisthenameofapuppy,that’sallI

  havegottosay!Ifitwasworthmywhile,I’dpullhisnose。Butitisn’tworthmywhile——fortunatelyforhim。How’shiswife,Amy?

  Isupposeyouknow。Yougenerallyknowthingsofthatsort。’

  ’Sheisbetter,Edward。Buttheyarenotgoingto-day。’

  ’Oh!Theyarenotgoingto-day!Fortunatelyforthatfellowtoo,’

  saidTip,’orheandImighthavecomeintocollision。’

  ’Itisthoughtbetterherethatsheshouldliequietto-day,andnotbefatiguedandshakenbytheridedownuntilto-morrow。’

  ’Withallmyheart。Butyoutalkasifyouhadbeennursingher。

  Youhaven’tbeenrelapsingintoMrsGeneralisnothereintooldhabits,haveyou,Amy?’

  HeaskedherthequestionwithaslyglanceofobservationatMissFanny,andathisfathertoo。

  ’IhaveonlybeenintoaskherifIcoulddoanythingforher,Tip,’saidLittleDorrit。

  ’Youneedn’tcallmeTip,Amychild,’returnedthatyounggentlemanwithafrown;’becausethat’sanoldhabit,andoneyoumayaswelllayaside。’

  ’Ididn’tmeantosayso,Edwarddear。Iforgot。Itwassonaturalonce,thatitseemedatthemomenttherightword。’

  ’Ohyes!’MissFannystruckin。’Natural,andrightword,andonce,andalltherestofit!Nonsense,youlittlething!IknowperfectlywellwhyyouhavebeentakingsuchaninterestinthisMrsGowan。Youcan’tblindme。’

  ’Iwillnottryto,Fanny。Don’tbeangry。’

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