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  “Don’tyousee,Billy,thereissolittleworkatthisstationthatI’dbelookingoutofthewindowalldayjustthepitifulwayyoudo?“

  “Oh!“Billypondered。“AndsoIsaidtoLin,“hecontinued,“whydidn’thesenddownhisownclothes,too,an’letyoufix’emall。AndHoneyWigginlaughedrightinhiscoffee-cupsoitallsploshedout。AndthecookheaskedmeifmotherusedtomendLin’sclothes。ButIguessshechucked’emlikeshealwaysdidfather’sandmine。Iwaswithfather,youknow,whenmotherwasmarriedtoLinthattime。“Hepausedagain,whilehisthoughtsandfearsstruggled。“ButLinsaysIneedn’tevergoback,“

  hewenton,reasoningandconfidingtoher。“Lindon’tlikemotheranymore,Iguess。“Hisponderinggrewstilldeeper,andhelookedatJessamineforsomewhile。Thenhisfacewakenedwithanewtheory。“Don’tLinlikeyouanymore?“heinquired。

  “Oh,“criedJessamine,crimsoning,“yes!Why,hesentyoutome!“

  “Well,hegothotincampwhenIsaidthataboutsendinghisclothestoyou。Hequitsupperprettysoon,andwentawayoffawalking。Andthat’sanothertimetheysaidIwastooyoung。ButLindon’tcometoseeyouanymore。“

  “Why,Ihopehelovesme,“murmuredJessamine。“Always。“

  “Well,Ihopesotoo,“saidBilly,earnestly。“ForIlikeyou。WhenI

  seenhimshowyouourcabinonBoxElder,andtheroomhehadfixedforyou,Iwasgladyouwerecomingtobemymother。Motherusedtobeawful。

  Iwouldn’t’a’mindedherlickingmeifshe’ddoneotherthings。Ah,pshaw!Iwasn’tgoingtostandthat。“BillynowcameclosetoJessamine。

  “IdowishyouwouldcomeandlivewithmeandLin,“saidhe。“Lin’sawfulnice。“

  “Don’tIknowit?“saidJessamine,tenderly。

  “CauseIheardyousayyouweregoingtomarryhim,“wentonBilly。“AndIseenhimkissyouandyoulethimthattimewewentawaywhenyoufoundoutaboutmother。Andyou’renotmad,andhe’snot,andnothinghappensatall,allthesame!Won’tyoutellme,please?“

  Jessamine’seyeswereglistening,andshetookhiminherlap。Shewasnotgoingtotellhimthathewastooyoungthistime。Butwhateverthingsshehadshapedtosaytotheboywereneversaid。

  Throughthenoiseofthegalecamethesteadiersoundofthetrain,andthegirlrosequicklytopresideoverherticket-officeanddutiesbehindtherailinginthefrontroomofthestation。TheboyrantothewindowtowatchthegreateventofSepar’sday。Thelocomotiveloomedoutfromtheyellowclotsofdrift,pausedatthewater-tank,andthenwithsteamandhummingcameslowlyonbytheplatform。Slowlyitslongdust-chokedtrainemergedtrundlingbehindit,andponderouslyhalted。Therewasnoonetogo。NoonecametobuyaticketofJessamine。Theconductorlookedinonbusiness,butshehadnotelegraphicordersforhim。Theexpressagentjumpedoffandlookedinforpleasure。Hereceivedhisdailysmileandnodoffriendlydiscouragement。Thenthelightbundleofmailwasflunginsidethedoor。Separhadnomailtogoout。AsshewaspickingupthelettersyoungBillypassedherlikeashadow,andfledout。Twopassengershaddescendedfromthetrain,amanandalargewoman。Hisclotheswerelooseandcarelessuponhim。Heheldvalises,andstooduncertainlylookingabouthiminthestorm。Herfirm,heavybodywascloselydressed。Inherhatwasalarge,handsomefeather。Alongbetweentheseveralcarsbrakemenleanedout,watchedher,andgrinnedtoeachother。Butherbig,hard-shiningblueeyeswerefixedcuriouslyuponthestationwhereJessaminewas。

  “It’sallnightwemaybehere,isit?“shesaidtotheman,harshly。

  “HowamItohelpthat?“heretorted。

  “I’llhelpit。Ifthishotel’sthestyitusedtobe,I’llwalktoTommy’s。I’venotsawhimsinceIleftBearCreek。“

  Shestalkedintothehotel,whilethemanwentslowlytothestation。Heentered,andfoundJessaminebehindherrailing,sortingtheslimmail。

  “Good-evening,“hesaid。“Excuseme。Therewastobeawagonsenthere。“

  “Forthetelegraph-mender?Yes,sir。ItcameTuesday。You’retofindthepole-wagonatDrybone。“

  Thisnewswasgood,andallthathewishedtoknow。HecoulddriveoutandescapeanightattheHotelBrunswick。Buthelingered,becauseJessaminespokesopleasantlytohim。Hehadheardofheralso。

  “GovernorBarkerhasnotbeenaroundhere?“hesaid。

  “Notyet,sir。Weunderstandheisexpectedthroughonahunting-trip。“

  “Isupposethereisroomfortwoandatrunkonthatwagon?“

  “Ireckonso,sir。“Jessamineglancedattheman,andhetookhimselfout。MostmentookthemselvesoutifJessaminesowilled;anditwasmostlyachievedthus,inamity。

  Ontheplatformthemanfoundhiswifeagain。

  “ThenIneedn’ttowalktoTommy’s,“shesaid。“Andwe’lleataswetravel。Butyou’llwaittillI’mthroughwithher。“Shemadeagesturetowardthestation。

  “Why——why——whatdoyouwantwithher。Don’tyouknowwhosheis?“

  “Itwasmetoldyouwhoshewas,JamesLusk。You’llwaittillI’vebeenandaskedherafterLinMcLean’shealth,andtillI’vesawhowthelikesofhertalkstothelikesofme。“

  Hemadeafeebleprotestthatthiswoulddonooneanygood。

  “Sewyourselfup,JamesLusk。IfithasbeenyourideaIcomewithyusclearfromLaramietowatchyusplanttelegraph-polesinthesage-brush,whyyou’reoff。Iain’theardmuch’oLinsincethedayhelearneditwasyouandnothimthatwasmyhusband。AndI’vecomebackinthiscountrytohavealookatmyoldfriends——and“shelaughedloudlyandnoddedatthestation“myoldfriends’newfriends!“

  Thusordered,thehusbandwanderedawaytofindhiswagonandthehorse。

  Jessamine,intheoffice,hadfinishedherstationdutiesandreturnedtoherneedle。ShesatcontemplatingthescorchedsockofBilly’s,andheardaheavystepatthethreshold。Sheturned,andtherewasthelargewomanwiththefeatherquietlysurveyingher。Thewordswhichthestrangerspokethenwereusualenoughforabeginning。Buttherewassomethingofthreatinthestronganimalcountenance,somethingoflaughterreadytobreakout。Muchbeautyofitskindhadevidentlybeenintheface,andnow,assubstituteforwhatwasgone,wasthebraglookofassertionthatitwasstillallthere。ManystrandedtravellersknockedatJessamine’sdoor,andnow,asalways,sheofferedthehospitalitiesofherneatabode,theonlyroominSeparfitforawoman。Asshespoke,andtheguestsurveyedandlistened,thedoorblewshutwithacrash。

  Outside,inashed,Billyhadplacedthewagonbetweenhimselfandhisfather。

  “Howyouhavegrown!“themanwassaying;andhesmiled。“Come,shakehands。Ididnotthinktoseeyouhere。“

  “Dareyoutotouchme!“Billyscreamed。“No,I’llnevercomewithyou。

  LinsaysIneedn’tto。“

  Themanpassedhishandacrosshisforehead,andleanedagainstthewheel。“Lord,Lord!“hemuttered。

  Hissonwarilyslidoutoftheshedandlefthimleaningthere。

  PARTII

  LinMcLean,bachelor,satoutinfrontofhiscabin,lookingatasmallbrightpistolthatlayinhishand。Heheldittenderly,cherishingit,anddidnotceaseslowlytopolishit。Reveryfilledhiseyes,andinhiswholefacewassadnessunmasked,becauseonlytheanimalsweretheretoperceivehistruefeelings。Sunlightandwavingshadowsmovedtogetheruponthegreenofhispasture,cattleandhorsesloiteredintheopensbythestream。DownBoxElder’scourse,itsvalleyandgolden-chimneyedbluffswidenedawayintothelevelandtheblueofthegreatervalley。

  Upstreamthebranchesandshining,quietleavesenteredthemountainswheretherockchimneysnarrowedtoagateway,acitadelofshaftsandturrets,crimsonandgoldabovethefilmyemeraldofthetrees。Throughtheretheroadwentupfromthecotton-woodsintothecoolquakingaspsandpines,andsoacrosstherangeandawaytoSepar。Alongtheridge-poleofthenewstable,twohundredyardsdown-stream,satMcLean’sturkeys,andcocksandhenswalkedinfrontofhimherebyhiscabinandfencedgarden。Slowsmokerosefromthecabin’schimneyintotheair,inwhichwerenosoundsbuttherunningwaterandtheafternoonchirpofbirds。Amidthisframeworkofahomethecow-punchersat,lonely,inattentive,polishingthetreasuredweaponasifitwerenotalreadylongclean。Histargetstoodsometwentystepsinfrontofhim——asmallcottonwood-tree,itstrunkchippedandhoneycombedwithbulletswhichhehadfiredintoiteachdayformemory’ssake。Presentlyheliftedthepistolandlookedatitsname——theword“Neighbor“engraveduponit。

  “Iwonder,“saidhe,aloud,“ifshekeepstherustoffmine?“Thenhelifteditslowlytohislipsandkissedtheword“Neighbor。“

  Theclankofwheelssoundedontheroad,andheputthepistolquicklydown。Dreaminessvanishedfromhisface。Helookedaroundalertly,butnoonehadseenhim。TheclankingwasstillamongthetreesalittledistanceupBoxElder。Itapproacheddeliberately,whilehewatchedforthevehicletoemergeupontheopenwherehiscabinstood;andthentheycame,amanandawoman。AtsightofherMr。McLeanhalfrose,butsatdownagain。Neitherofthemhadnoticedhim,sittingastheywereinsilenceandthedrowsinessofalongdrive。Themanwasweak-faced,withgoodlookssallowedbydissipation,andavanquishedglanceoftheeye。

  AsthewomanhadstoodontheplatformatSepar,soshesatnow,upright,bold,andmassive。Thebragofpastbeautywasahabitsettleduponherstolidfeatures。Bothsatinattentivetoeachotherandtoeverythingaroundthem。Thewheelsturnedslowlyandwithadry,deadnoise,thereinsbelliedlooselytotheshafts,thehorse’sheadhunglow。Sotheydrewclose。ThenthemansawMcLean,andcolorcameintohisfaceandwentaway。

  “Good-evening,“saidhe,clearinghisthroat。“Weheardyouwasincow-camp。“

  Thecow-punchernotedhowhetriedtosmile,andafreakishchangecrossedhisowncountenance。Henoddedslightly,andstretchedhislegsoutashesat。

  “Youlooknatural,“saidthewoman,familiarly。

  “Seemtobefixednicehere,“continuedtheman。“Hadn’theardofit。

  Well,we’llbegoingalong。Gladtohaveseenyou。“

  “Yourwheelwantsgreasing,“saidMcLean,briefly,hiseyeupontheman。

  “Can’tstop。Iexpectshe’lllasttoDrybone。Good-evening。“

  “Staytosupper,“saidMcLean,alwaysseatedonhischair。

  “Can’tstop,thankyou。IexpectwecanlasttoDrybone。“Hetwitchedthereins。

  McLeanlevelledapistolatachicken,andknockedoffitshead。“Betterstaytosupper,“hesuggested,verydistinctly。

  “It’sbusiness,Itellyou。I’vegottocatchGovernorBarkerbeforehe——“

  Thepistolcracked,andasecondchickenshuffledinthedust。“Betterstaytosupper,“drawledMcLean。

  Themanlookedupathiswife。

  “Soyusneedme!“shebrokeout。“Ain’tgotheartenoughinyerplayed-outbodytostanduptoaman。We’lleathere。Getdown。“

  Thehusbandsteppedtotheground。“Ididn’tsupposeyou’dwant——“

  “Ho!want?What’sLin,oryou,oranythingtome?Helpmeout。“

  Bothmencameforward。Shedescended,leaningheavilyuponeach,herbluestaringeyesfixeduponthecow-puncher。

  “No,yusain’tchanged,“shesaid。“Sameinyourlooksandsameinyouractions。Wasyouexpectingyoucouldscareme,you,LinMcLean?“

  “Ijustwantedchickensforsupper,“saidhe。

  Mrs。Luskgaveahardhighlaugh。“I’lleat’em。It’snotIthatcares。

  Asfor——“Shestopped。Hereyehadfallenuponthepistolandthename“Neighbor。““Asforyou,“shecontinuedtoMr。Lusk,“don’tyoubestandingdumbsameasthehorse。“

  “Bettertakehimtothestable,Lusk,“saidMcLean。

  Hepickedthechickensup,showedthewomantothebestchairinhisroom,andwentintohiskitchentocooksupperforthree。Hegavehisguestsnofurtherattention,nordideitherofthemcomeinwherehewas,nordidthehusbandrejointhewife。Hewalkedslowlyupanddownintheair,andshesatbyherselfintheroom。Lin’sstepsashemadereadyroundthestoveandtable,andLusk’sslowtreadoutinthesettingsunlight,weretheonlysoundsaboutthecabin。Whenthehostlookedintothedoorofthenextroomtoannouncethathismealwasserved,thewomansatinherchairnolonger,butstoodwithherbacktohimbyashelf。

  Shegaveaslightstartathissummons,andreplacedsomething。Hesawthatshehadbeenexamining“Neighbor,“andhisfacehardenedsuddenlytofiercenessashelookedather;butherepeatedquietlythatshehadbettercomein。Thusdidthethreesitdowntotheirmeal。Occasionallyawordabouthandingsomedishfellfromoneorotherofthem,butnothingmore,untilLusktookouthiswatchandmentionedthehour。

  “Yu’venotateespeciallyhearty,“saidLin,restinghisarmsuponthetable。

  “I’mgoing,“assertedLusk。“GovernorBarkermaystartout。I’vegotmyintereststolookafter。“

  “Why,sure,“saidLin。“Ican’thopeyou’llwasteallyourtimeonjustme。“

  Luskroseandlookedathiswife。“It’llbetennowbeforewegettoDrybone,“saidhe。Andhewentdowntothestable。

  Thewomansatstill,pressingthecrumbsofherbread。“Iknowyouseenme,“shesaid,withoutlookingathim。

  “Sawyouwhen?“

  “Iknowedit。AndIseenhowyoulookedatme。“Shesattwistingandpressingthecrumb。Sometimesitwasround,sometimesitwasacube,nowandthensheflattenedittoadisk。Mr。McLeanseemedtohavenothingthathewishedtoreply。

  “Ifyouclaimthatpistolisyourn,“shesaidnext,“I’lltellyouIknowbetter。Ifyouaskmewhoseshoulditbeifnotyourn,Iwouldnothavetoguessthename。Shehastalkedtome,andmetoher。“

  Shewasstilllookingawayfromhimatthebread-crumb,orshecouldhaveseenthatMcLean’shandwastremblingashewatchedherleaningonhisarms。

  “Ohyes,shewaswillingtotalktome!“Thewomanutteredanothersuddenlaugh。“Iknowedabouther——all。Thingsgetheardofinthisworld。Didnotallaboutyouandmecometoherknowledgeinitsowngoodtime,anditdoneandgonehowmanyyears?My,my,my!“Hervoicegrewslowandabsent。Shestoppedforamoment,andthenmorerapidlyresumed:“Ithadtravelledaroundaboutyouandherlikeitalwayswilltravel。Itwasknownhowyouhadaskedher,andhowshehadtoldyoushewouldhaveyou,andthentoldyoushewouldnotwhenshelearnedaboutyouandme。Folksthatknowedyusandfolksthatneverseenyusintheirliveshadtohavetheirwordaboutherfacingyoudownyouhadanotherwife,thoughsheknowedthetruthaboutmebeingmarriedtoLuskandhimlivin’thedayyoumarriedme,andtenandtwentymarriagescouldnothavetiedyouandmeup,nomatterhowhonestyousworetonohinderance。Folkssaiditwasplainshedidnotwantyus。Itgivemeaqueerfeelin’toseethatgirl。

  Itgivemeawishtotellhertoherfacethatshedidnotloveyusanddidnotknowlove。Wait——wait,Lin!Yu’neverhitmeyet。“

  “No,“saidthecow-puncher。“Nornow。I’mnotLusk。“

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