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  “Howd’ye,boys?“saidsomeone,andtherewasNateBuckner。“It’sonmeto-day,“hecontinued,shovingwhiskeyalongthebar;andIsawhewasalittledrunk。“I’msetting’emup,“hecontinued。“Why?Why,because“——helookedaroundforappreciation——“becauseit’snoteveryson-of-a-guninWyominggetspardonedbyGovernorBarker。I’mimportant,Iwantyoutounderstand,“hepursuedtothecoldbystanders。“They’llhaveapictureofmeintheCheyennepaper。’TheBronco-busterofPowderRiver!’Theycan’tdowithoutme!Ifanyson-of-a-gunherethinksheknowshowtobreakacolt,“heshouted,lookingaroundwiththeirrelevantfiercenessofdrink——andthenhischallengeebbedvacantlyinlaughterasthesubjectblurredinhismind。“You’renotdrinking,Lin,“saidhe。

  “No,“saidMcLean,“I’mnot。“

  “Swornoffagain?Well,waterneverdidagreewithme。“

  “Yu’nevergavewaterthechance,“retortedthecow-puncher,andwelefttheplacewithoutmyhavingdrunkhishealth。

  Itwasagrimbeginning,thisbragattempttolaughhisreputationdown,withthejaildoorscarceclosedbehindhim。“Folksarenotgoingtolikethat,“saidLin,aswewalkedacrossthebridgeagaintothehotel。Yetthesister,leftalonehereafteranhouratmostofherbrother’scompany,wouldpretenditwasamatterofcourse。Natewasnotin,shetoldusatonce。HehadbusinesstoattendtoandfriendstoseehemustgetbacktoRiversideanddowninthatcountrywherecoltswerewaitingforhim。HewastheonlyonetheE。K。outfitwouldallowtohandletheiryoungstock。Didweknowthat?AndshewasgoingtostaywithaMrs。

  Piercedownthereforawhile,nearwhereNatewouldbeworking。Allthisshetoldus;butwhenhedidnotreturntodinewithheronthisfirstday,Ithinkshefoundithardtosustainherwilfulcheeriness。Linofferedtotakeherdrivingtoseethemilitarypostanddressparadeatretreat,andCloud’sPeak,andBuffalo’svarioussights;butshemadeexcusesandretiredtoherroom。Nate,however,wasattea,shavenclean,withgoodclothes,andwellconducted。HistoneandmannertoJessaminewereconfidentialandcaressing,andoffendedMr。McLean,sothatI

  observedtohimthatitwasscarcelyreasonabletobejealous。

  “Oh,nojealousy!“saidhe。“Buthecomesinandkissesher,andhekisseshergood-night,andusstrangerslookingon!It’ssuchoncontrollableaffection,yu’see,afterneverwritingforfiveyears。I

  expectshemusthavesomeofhersavingsleft。“

  Itistruethatthesistergavethebrothermoneymorethanonce;andasourwayslaytogether,Ihadchancestoseethemboth,andtowonderifherjoyatbeingwithhimonceagainwasgoingtolast。OntheroadtoRiversideIcertainlyheardJessaminebeghimtoreturnhomewithher;

  andheridiculedsuchanotion。WhatproperlifeforalivemanwasthatdeadplacebackEast?heaskedher。Ithoughthemighthaveexpressedsomeregretthattheymustdwellsofarapart,orsomeintentiontovisithernowandthen;buthesaidnothingofthesort,thoughhespokevolublyofhimselfandhisprospects。IsupposethisspectacleofbrotherandsisterhadrubbedLinthewrongwaytoomuch,forheheldhimselfandBillyaloof,joiningmeontheroadbutonce,andthenmerelytogivemethenewsthatpeopleherewantednomoreofNateBuckner;hewouldberunoutofthecountry,andrespectforthesisterwasallthatmeanwhilesavedhim。ButBuckner,likesomanysparedcriminals,seemedbrazenlyunawarehewasdisgraced,andwenthailingloudlyanyridersordriverswemet,whilebesidehimhissistersatcloseandstraight,herstanchaffectionandsupportfortheworldtosee。Forallsheletappear,shemighthavebeenbringinghimbackfromsomegallantheroismachieved;andasIrodealongthetravestyseemedmoreandmorepitiful,theoutcomedarkeranddarker。

  AtalltimesisRiversidebeautiful,butmostbeautifulwhenthesundrawsdownthroughtheopeningsofthehills。Fromeachoneastreamcomesflowingclearlyoutintotheplain,andfieldsspreadgreenalongthemargins。Itwasbeneaththelong-slantedradianceofeveningthatwesawBlueCreekandfeltitscoolnessriseamongtheshiftingveilsoflight。Theredbluffeastward,thetallnaturalfortress,lostitssternmasonryofshapes,andloomedasofttoweringenchantmentofvioletandamberandsaffroninthechangingrays。Thecattlestoodquietaboutthelevels,andhorsesweremovingamongtherestlesscolts。Thesethebrotherbadehissisterlookat,forwiththemwashisglory;andIheardhimboastingofhisskill——truthfulboasting,tobesure。Hadhebeenhonestinhisdealings,thegood-willthatman’scourageanddashingappearancebegetinmenwouldhavebroughthimmoreemploymentthanhecouldhaveundertaken。HetoldJessaminehiswayofbreakingahorsethatfewwoulddare,andshelistenedeagerly。“DoyourememberwhenIusedtoholdtheponyforyoutogeton?“shesaid。“Youalwayswouldscareme,Nate!“Andhereplied,fluently,Yes,yes;didsheseethathorsethere,nearthefence?Hewasafour-year-old,anoutlaw,andshewouldfindnoonehadtriedgettingonhisbacksincehehadbeenabsent。Thiswasthefirstquestionheaskedonreachingthecabin,wherevariousneighborswerewaitingthemail-rider;and,findinghewasright,heturnedinpridetoJessamine“Theydon’tknowhowtohandlethathorse,“saidhe。“Itoldyouso。Givemearope。“

  DidshenoticethecoldgreetingNatereceived?Ithinknot。Notonlywastheirwelcometoherthekinder,butanyoneisgladtowitnessboldriding,andthischancemadeastirwhichthesistermayhavetakenforcordiality。ButLingavemealook;foritwasthesamehereasithadbeenintheBuffalosaloon。

  “Thetrickiseasyenough,“saidNate,arrivingwithhisoutlaw,andlikinganaudience。“Youdon’twantabridle,butaropehackamorelikethis——Spanishstyle。Thenletthemrunashardastheywant,andonasuddenreachdownyourarmandcatchthehackamoreshort,closeupbythemouth,andjerkthemroundquickandheavyatfullspeed。Theyquittheirfoolingafteroneortwodoses。Nowwatchyouroutlaw!“

  Hewentintothesaddlesoswiftandsecurethattheanimal,amazed,trembledstock-still,thensprangheadlong。Itstopped,viciousandknowing,andplungedinarage,butcoulddonothingwiththeman,andboltedagain,andawayinastraightblindlineoverthemeadow,whentheriderleanedforwardtohistrick。Thehorseveeredinajaggedswerve,rolledoverandoverwithitstwistedimpetus,anduponitsfeetandonwithoutastop,themanstillseatedanduprightinthesaddle。Howwecheeredtoseeit!Butthefigurenowtiltedstrangely,andsomethingawfulandnamelesscameoverusandchilledournoisetosilence。Thehorse,dazedandtamedbythefall,broughtitsburdentowardsus,awobblingthing,fallingbysmallshakesbackward,untiltheheadsankonthehorse’srump。

  “Comeaway,“saidLinMcLeantoJessamineandathisvoicesheobeyedandwent,leaningonhisarm。

  Jessaminesatbyherbrotheruntilhedied,twelvehoursafterwards,havingspokenandknownnothing。Thewholeweightofthehorsehadcrushedhiminternally。Hemusthavebecomealmostinstantlyunconscious,beingheldinthesaddlebyhisspurs,whichhadcaughtinthehaircinch;itmaybethatourloudcheerwasthelastthingofthisworldthatheknew。Theinjuriestohisbodymadeimpossibleanytakinghimhome,whichhissisteratfirstwishedtodo。“Why,Icameheretobringhimhome,“shesaid,withasmileandtonelikecheerfulnessinwax。Hercalm,theunearthlyeasewithwhichshespoketoanycomerandshewassurroundedwithroughkindness,embarrassedthelisteners;shesawhercalamityclearastheydid,butwassleep-walkinginit。ItwasLingaveherwhatsheneeded——thereposeofhisstrong,silentpresence。Hespokenosympathyandnoadvice,norevendidhearguewithherabouttheburial;heperceivedsomehowthatshedidnotreallyhearwhatwassaidtoher,andthatthesefirstgriefless,sensiblewordscamefromsomemechanismofthenerves;sohekepthimselfnearher,andlethertellherstoryasshewould。OnceIheardhimsaytoher,withthesameauthorityofthatfirst“comeaway“;“Nowyou’vehadenoughofthetalking。Comeforawalk。“Enoughofthetalking——asifitwereatreatment!Howdidhethinkofthat?Jessamine,atanyrate,againobeyedhim,andIsawthetwogoingquietlyaboutinthemeadowsandalongthecurvingbrook;andthatnightshesleptwell。Ononeonlypointdidthecow-puncherconsultme。

  “TheyfiguredtoputNateontopofthatbaldmound,“saidhe。“Butshehastalkedabouttheflowersandshadewheretheoldfolkslie,andwhereshewantshimtobealongsideofthem。I’venotletherlookathimto-day,for——well,shemightgetthewayhelooksnowonhermemory。ButI’dliketoshowyoumyideabeforegoingfurther。“

  Linhadindeedchosenabeautifulplace,andsoItoldhimatthefirstsightofit。

  “That’sallIwantedtoknow,“saidhe。“I’llfixtherest。“

  IbelieveheneveroncetoldJessaminethebodycouldnottravelsofarasKentucky。Ithinkheletherliveandtalkandgrievefromhourtohour,andthenledherthatafternoontothenookofsunlightandshelteringtrees,andwonherconsenttoitthus;fortherewasNatelaid,andthereshewenttosit,alone。Lindidnotgowithheronthosewalks。

  Butnowsomethingnewwasonthefellow’smind。Hewasplainlyoccupiedwithit,whateverelsehewasdoing,andhehadsomeactivecattle-work。

  OnmyaskinghimifJessamineBucknerhaddecidedwhentoreturneast,heinquiredofme,angrily,whatwasthereinKentuckyshecouldnothaveinWyoming?Consequently,thoughIsurmisedwhathemustbedebating,Ifeltmyselfinvitedtokeepoutofhisconfidence,andIdidso。Myadvicetohimwouldhavebeenillreceived,and——aswassoontobemadeplain——

  wouldhavedonehisdelicacyinjustice。Next,onemorningheandBillyweregone。MyfirstthoughtwasthathehadrejoinedJessamineatMrs。

  Pierce’s,whereshewas,andleftmeawayoverhereonBearCreek,wherewehadcomeforpartofaweek。

  Butstuckinmyhat-bandIfoundapencilledfarewell。

  NowMr。McLeanconstructedperhapsthreelettersintheyear——painful,seriousevents——likeaninterviewwithsomeimportantpersonwithwhomyourspeechmustdecorouslyflow。Nomattertowhomhewaswriting,itfrozeallnaturestiffineachwordheachieved;andhisbaldbusinessdictionandwildarchaicpenmanshipmadedocumentsthatIvalueamongmychoicestcorrespondence;thisone,especially:

  “Wensdayfoura。m。

  “DEARSIRthisistoInformyouthatihavegonetoSeparonimportantbisnesswhereiexpecttomeetyouonyourarrivalatsamepoint。YouwillconferafavorandoblidgeundersignedbyInformingMissJ。BucknerofdateifsoonyoufixforreturningperstagetoSeparasMissJ。

  Bucknermayprefercompanyforthetripbeinglongandpooraccommodations。

  Yours&c。L。McLEAN。“

  Thisseemedtopointbutoneway;anduncharitablethoughitsoundthatthisgirl,socloseuponbereavement,shouldbeabletogiveherselftoaloverwasdistastefultome。

  But,mostextraordinary,Linhadgoneawaywithoutawordtoher,andshewasleftasplainlyinthedarkasmyself。Afterherfirstfranksurpriseatlearningofhisdeparture,hisnamedidnotcomeagainfromherlips,atanyratetome。GoodMrs。Piercedroppedawordonedayastoheropinionofmenwhodeceivewomenintoexpectingsomethingfromthem。

  “Letustalkstraight,“saidI。“DoyoumeanthatMissBucknersaysthat,orthatyousayit?“

  “Why,thepoorthingsaysnothing!“exclaimedthelady。“It’slikeamantothinkshewould。AndI’llnotsayanything,either,foryou’realljustthesame,exceptwhenyou’reworse;andthatLinMcLeanisgoingtoknowwhatIthinkofhimnexttimewemeet。“

  Hedid。Onthatoccasionthekindolddametoldhimhewasthebestboyinthecountry,andstoodonhertoesandkissedhim。Butmeanwhilewedidnotknowwhyhehadgone,andJessaminethoughhewasneversubtleorcruelenoughtoplansuchathingmissedhim,andthusinherlonelinesshadthechancetolearnhowmuchhehadbeentoher。

  ThoughpressedtostayindefinitelybeneathMrs。Pierce’shospitableroof,thegirl,afterlingeringawhile,andgoingoftentothatnookinthehillbyRiverside,tookherdeparture。Shewasrestless,yetclungtotheneighborhood。ItwaswithawrenchthatshefixedhergoingwhenI

  toldherofmyownjourneybacktotherailroad。InBuffaloshewalkedtothecourt-houseandstoodamomentasifbiddingthissiteofonelife-memoryfarewell,andfromthestageshewatchedandwatchedtherecedingtownandmountains。“It’sawfultobeleavinghim!“shesaid。

  “Excusemeforactingsoinfrontofyou。“Withthepoignantemptinessovercomingherinnewguise,sheblamedherselffornotwaitinginIllinoisuntilhehadbeensenttoJoliet,forthen,sonearhome,hemusthavegonewithher。

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