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  believehehimself,inhiscarelessnessconcerningworldlymatters,knewittobe,hadhetravelledupontheContinent,anaugmentationofhisincomewouldbynomeanshavebeenunnecessary。

  OnThursday,June24,IdinedwithhimatMr。Dilly’s,whereweretheRev。Mr。nowDr。Knox,masterofTunbridge-school,Mr。Smith,VicarofSouthill,Dr。Beattie,Mr。Pinkerton,authourofvariousliteraryperformances,andtheRev。Dr。Mayo。AtmydesireoldMr。

  Sheridanwasinvited,asIwasearnesttohaveJohnsonandhimbroughttogetheragainbychance,thatareconciliationmightbeeffected。Mr。Sheridanhappenedtocomeearly,andhavinglearnedthatDr。Johnsonwastobethere,wentaway;soIfound,withsincereregret,thatmyfriendlyintentionswerehopeless。I

  recollectnothingthatpassedthisday,exceptJohnson’squickness,who,whenDr。Beattieobserved,assomethingremarkablewhichhadhappenedtohim,thathehadchancedtoseebothNo。1,andNo。

  1000,ofthehackney-coaches,thefirstandthelast;’Why,Sir,saidJohnson,thereisanequalchanceforone’sseeingthosetwonumbersasanyothertwo。’

  OnFriday,June25,IdinedwithhimatGeneralPaoli’s,where,hesaysinoneofhisletterstoMrs。Thrale,’Ilovetodine。’Therewasavarietyofdishesmuchtohistaste,ofallwhichheseemedtometoeatsomuch,thatIwasafraidhemightbehurtbyit;andIwhisperedtotheGeneralmyfear,andbeggedhemightnotpresshim。’Alas!saidtheGeneral,seehowveryillhelooks;hecanlivebutaveryshorttime。Wouldyourefuseanyslightgratificationstoamanundersentenceofdeath?ThereisahumanecustominItaly,bywhichpersonsinthatmelancholysituationareindulgedwithhavingwhatevertheylikebesttoeatanddrink,evenwithexpensivedelicacies。’

  OnSunday,June27,Ifoundhimratherbetter。ImentionedtohimayoungmanwhowasgoingtoJamaicawithhiswifeandchildren,inexpectationofbeingprovidedforbytwoofherbrotherssettledinthatisland,oneaclergyman,andtheotheraphysician。JOHNSON。

  ’Itisawildscheme,Sir,unlesshehasapositiveanddeliberateinvitation。Therewasapoorgirl,whousedtocomeaboutme,whohadacousininBarbadoes,that,inalettertoher,expressedawishsheshouldcomeouttothatIsland,andexpatiatedonthecomfortsandhappinessofhersituation。Thepoorgirlwentout:

  hercousinwasmuchsurprised,andaskedherhowshecouldthinkofcoming。“Because,saidshe,youinvitedme。““NotI,“answeredthecousin。Theletterwasthenproduced。“Iseeitistrue,saidshe,thatIdidinviteyou:butIdidnotthinkyouwouldcome。“Theylodgedherinanout-house,whereshepassedhertimemiserably;andassoonasshehadanopportunityshereturnedtoEngland。Alwaystellthis,whenyouhearofpeoplegoingabroadtorelations,uponanotionofbeingwellreceived。Inthecasewhichyoumention,itisprobabletheclergymanspendsallhegets,andthephysiciandoesnotknowhowmuchheistoget。’

  WethisdaydinedatSirJoshuaReynolds’s,withGeneralPaoli,LordEliot,formerlyMr。Eliot,ofPortEliot,Dr。Beattie,andsomeothercompany。TalkingofLordChesterfield;——JOHNSON。’Hismannerwasexquisitelyelegant,andhehadmoreknowledgethanI

  expected。’BOSWELL。’Didyoufind,Sir,hisconversationtobeofasuperiourstyle?’JOHNSON。’Sir,intheconversationwhichI

  hadwithhimIhadthebestrighttosuperiority,foritwasuponphilologyandliterature。’LordEliot,whohadtravelledatthesametimewithMr。Stanhope,LordChesterfield’snaturalson,justlyobserved,thatitwasstrangethatamanwhoshewedhehadsomuchaffectionforhissonasLordChesterfielddid,bywritingsomanylongandanxiousletterstohim,almostallofthemwhenhewasSecretaryofState,whichcertainlywasaproofofgreatgoodnessofdisposition,shouldendeavourtomakehissonarascal。

  HisLordshiptoldus,thatFootehadintendedtobringonthestageafatherwhohadthustutoredhisson,andtoshewthesonanhonestmantoeveryoneelse,butpractisinghisfather’smaximsuponhim,andcheatinghim。JOHNSON。’Iammuchpleasedwiththisdesign;butIthinktherewasnooccasiontomakethesonhonestatall。No;heshouldbeaconsummaterogue:thecontrastbetweenhonestyandknaverywouldbethestronger。Itshouldbecontrivedsothatthefathershouldbetheonlysuffererbytheson’svillainy,andthustherewouldbepoeticaljustice。’

  Ayounggentlemanpresenttookuptheargumentagainsthim,andmaintainedthatnomaneverthinksoftheNOSEOFTHEMIND,notadvertingthatthoughthatfigurativesenseseemsstrangetous,asveryunusual,itistrulynotmoreforcedthanHamlet’s’InmyMIND’SEYE,Horatio。’Hepersistedmuchtoolong,andappearedtoJohnsonasputtinghimselfforwardashisantagonistwithtoomuchpresumption;uponwhichhecalledtohiminaloudtone,’Whatisityouarecontendingfor,ifyouBEcontending?’Andafterwardsimaginingthatthegentlemanretorteduponhimwithakindofsmartdrollery,hesaid,’Mr。*****itdoesnotbecomeyoutotalksotome。Besides,ridiculeisnotyourtalent;youhaveTHEREneitherintuitionnorsagacity。’Thegentlemanprotestedthathehadintendednoimproperfreedom,buthadthegreatestrespectforDr。

  Johnson。Afterashortpause,duringwhichweweresomewhatuneasy,——JOHNSON。’Givemeyourhand,Sir。Youweretootedious,andIwastooshort。’Mr。*****。’Sir,Iamhonouredbyyourattentioninanyway。’JOHNSON。’Come,Sir,let’shavenomoreofit。Weoffendedoneanotherbyourcontention;letusnotoffendthecompanybyourcompliments。’

  Henowsaid,’HewishedmuchtogotoItaly,andthathedreadedpassingthewinterinEngland。’Isaidnothing;butenjoyedasecretsatisfactioninthinkingthatIhadtakenthemosteffectualmeasurestomakesuchaschemepracticable。

  OnMonday,June28,IhadthehonourtoreceivefromtheLordChancellorthefollowingletter:——

  ’TOJAMESBOSWELL,ESQ。

  ’SIR,——Ishouldhaveansweredyourletterimmediately,ifbeingmuchengagedwhenIreceiveditIhadnotputitinmypocket,andforgottoopenittillthismorning。

  ’Iammuchobligedtoyouforthesuggestion;andIwilladoptandpressitasfarasIcan。Thebestargument,Iamsure,andIhopeitisnotlikelytofail,isDr。Johnson’smerit。Butitwillbenecessary,ifIshouldbesounfortunateastomissseeingyou,toconversewithSirJoshuaonthesumitwillbepropertoask,——inshort,uponthemeansofsettinghimout。Itwouldbeareflectiononusall,ifsuchamanshouldperishforwantofthemeanstotakecareofhishealth。Yours,&c。

  ’THURLOW。’

  Thislettergavemeaveryhighsatisfaction;InextdaywentandshewedittoSirJoshuaReynolds,whowasexceedinglypleasedwithit。HethoughtthatIshouldnowcommunicatethenegociationtoDr。Johnson,whomightafterwardscomplainiftheattentionwithwhichhehadbeenhonoured,shouldbetoolongconcealedfromhim。

  IintendedtosetoutforScotlandnextmorning;butSirJoshuacordiallyinsistedthatIshouldstayanotherday,thatJohnsonandImightdinewithhim,thatwethreemighttalkofhisItalianTour,and,asSirJoshuaexpressedhimself,’haveitallout。’I

  hastenedtoJohnson,andwastoldbyhimthathewasratherbetterto-day。BOSWELL。’Iamveryanxiousaboutyou,Sir,andparticularlythatyoushouldgotoItalyforthewinter,whichI

  believeisyourownwish。’JOHNSON。’Itis,Sir。’BOSWELL。’Youhavenoobjection,Ipresume,butthemoneyitwouldrequire。’

  JOHNSON。’Why,no,Sir。’UponwhichIgavehimaparticularaccountofwhathadbeendone,andreadtohimtheLordChancellor’sletter。Helistenedwithmuchattention;thenwarmlysaid,’Thisistakingprodigiouspainsaboutaman。’’O!Sir,saidI,withmostsincereaffection,yourfriendswoulddoeverythingforyou。’Hepaused,grewmoreandmoreagitated,tilltearsstartedintohiseyes,andheexclaimedwithferventemotion,’GOD

  blessyouall。’IwassoaffectedthatIalsoshedtears。Afterashortsilence,herenewedandextendedhisgratefulbenediction,’GODblessyouall,forJESUSCHRIST’Ssake。’Webothremainedforsometimeunabletospeak。Herosesuddenlyandquittedtheroom,quitemeltedintenderness。Hestaidbutashorttime,tillhehadrecoveredhisfirmness;soonafterhereturnedIlefthim,havingfirstengagedhimtodineatSirJoshuaReynolds’s,nextday。I

  neverwasagainunderthatroofwhichIhadsolongreverenced。

  OnWednesday,June30,thefriendlyconfidentialdinnerwithSirJoshuaReynoldstookplace,noothercompanybeingpresent。HadI

  knownthatthiswasthelasttimethatIshouldenjoyinthisworld,theconversationofafriendwhomIsomuchrespected,andfromwhomIderivedsomuchinstructionandentertainment,Ishouldhavebeendeeplyaffected。WhenInowlookbacktoit,Iamvexedthatasinglewordshouldhavebeenforgotten。

  BothSirJoshuaandIweresosanguineinourexpectations,thatweexpatiatedwithconfidenceontheliberalprovisionwhichweweresurewouldbemadeforhim,conjecturingwhethermunificencewouldbedisplayedinonelargedonation,orinanampleincreaseofhispension。Hehimselfcatchedsomuchofourenthusiasm,astoallowhimselftosupposeitnotimpossiblethatourhopesmightinonewayorotherberealised。Hesaidthathewouldratherhavehispensiondoubledthanagrantofathousandpounds;’For,saidhe,

  thoughprobablyImaynotlivetoreceiveasmuchasathousandpounds,amanwouldhavetheconsciousnessthatheshouldpasstheremainderofhislifeinsplendour,howlongsoeveritmightbe。’

  Consideringwhatamoderateproportionanincomeofsixhundredpoundsayearbearstoinnumerablefortunesinthiscountry,itisworthyofremark,thatamansotrulygreatshouldthinkitsplendour。

  Asaninstanceofextraordinaryliberalityoffriendship,hetoldus,thatDr。Brocklesbyhaduponthisoccasionofferedhimahundredayearforhislife。Agratefultearstartedintohiseye,ashespokethisinafaulteringtone。

  SirJoshuaandIendeavouredtoflatterhisimaginationwithagreeableprospectsofhappinessinItaly。’Nay,saidhe,Imustnotexpectmuchofthat;whenamangoestoItalymerelytofeelhowhebreathestheair,hecanenjoyverylittle。’

  Ourconversationturneduponlivinginthecountry,whichJohnson,whosemelancholymindrequiredthedissipationofquicksuccessivevariety,hadhabituatedhimselftoconsiderasakindofmentalimprisonment。’Yet,Sir,saidI,therearemanypeoplewhoarecontenttoliveinthecountry。’JOHNSON。’Sir,itisintheintellectualworldasinthephysicalworld;wearetoldbynaturalphilosophersthatabodyisatrestintheplacethatisfitforit;theywhoarecontenttoliveinthecountry,areFITforthecountry。’

  Talkingofvariousenjoyments,Iarguedthatarefinementoftastewasadisadvantage,astheywhohaveattainedtoitmustbeseldomerpleasedthanthosewhohavenonicediscrimination,andarethereforesatisfiedwitheverythingthatcomesintheirway。

  JOHNSON。’Nay,Sir;thatisapaltrynotion。Endeavourtobeasperfectasyoucanineveryrespect。’

  IaccompaniedhiminSirJoshuaReynolds’scoach,totheentryofBolt-court。HeaskedmewhetherIwouldnotgowithhimtohishouse;Ideclinedit,fromanapprehensionthatmyspiritswouldsink。Webadeadieutoeachotheraffectionatelyinthecarriage。

  Whenhehadgotdownuponthefoot-pavement,hecalledout,’Fareyouwell;’andwithoutlookingback,sprungawaywithakindofpathetickbriskness,ifImayusethatexpression,whichseemedtoindicateastruggletoconcealuneasiness,andimpressedmewithaforebodingofourlong,longseparation。

  Iremainedonedaymoreintown,tohavethechanceoftalkingovermynegociationwiththeLordChancellor;butthemultiplicityofhisLordship’simportantengagementsdidnotallowofit;soIleftthemanagementofthebusinessinthehandsofSirJoshuaReynolds。

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