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  Iimmediatelyheardhisvoiceinanimatedconversation。Mycuriosityuponthesubjectoftheletterwasnaturallygreat,so,smotheringanylittlescrupleswhichI

  mighthavefelt,Iresolvedtolookattheaddressoftheletterwhichlay,asmyhusbandhadleftit,withitsfaceuponthetable。Iaccordinglydrewitovertomeandturnedupthedirection。

  FortwoorthreemomentsIcouldscarcebelievemyeyes,buttherecouldbenomistake——inlargecharactersweretracedthewords,’TotheArchangelGabrielinHeaven。’

  Ihadscarcelyreturnedthelettertoitsoriginalposition,andinsomedegreerecoveredtheshockwhichthisunequivocalproofofinsanityproduced,whentheclosetdoorwasunlocked,andLordGlenfallenre-enteredthestudy,carefullyclosingandlockingthedooragainupontheoutside。

  ’Whomhaveyouthere?’inquiredI,makingastrongefforttoappearcalm。

  ’Perhaps,’saidhe,musingly,’youmighthavesomeobjectiontoseeingher,atleastforatime。’

  ’Whoisit?’repeatedI。

  ’Why,’saidhe,’Iseenouseinhidingit——theblindDutchwoman。Ihavebeenwithherthewholemorning。Sheisveryanxioustogetoutofthatcloset;butyouknowsheisodd,sheisscarcelytobetrusted。’

  Aheavygustofwindshookthedooratthismomentwithasoundasifsomethingmoresubstantialwerepushingagainstit。

  ’Ha,ha,ha!——doyouhearher?’

  saidhe,withanobstreperousburstoflaughter。

  Thewinddiedawayinalonghowl,andLordGlenfallen,suddenlycheckinghismerriment,shruggedhisshoulders,andmuttered:

  ’Poordevil,shehasbeenhardlyused。’

  ’Wehadbetternotteaseheratpresentwithquestions,’saidI,inasunconcernedatoneasIcouldassume,althoughIfelteverymomentasifIshouldfaint。

  ’Humph!maybeso,’saidhe。’Well,comebackinanhourortwo,orwhenyouplease,andyouwillfindushere。’

  Heagainunlockedthedoor,andenteredwiththesameprecautionswhichhehadadoptedbefore,lockingthedoorupontheinside;andasIhurriedfromtheroom,I

  heardhisvoiceagainexertedasifineagerparley。

  Icanhardlydescribemyemotions;myhopeshadbeenraisedtothehighest,andnow,inaninstant,allwasgone——thedreadfulconsummationwasaccomplished——

  thefearfulretributionhadfallenupontheguiltyman——themindwasdestroyed——thepowertorepentwasgone。

  TheagonyofthehourswhichfollowedwhatIwouldstillcallmyAWFUL

  interviewwithLordGlenfallen,Icannotdescribe;mysolitudewas,however,brokeninuponbyMartha,whocametoinformmeofthearrivalofagentleman,whoexpectedmeintheparlour。

  Iaccordinglydescended,and,tomygreatjoy,foundmyfatherseatedbythefire。

  Thisexpeditionuponhispartwaseasilyaccountedfor:mycommunicationshadtouchedthehonourofthefamily。I

  speedilyinformedhimofthedreadfulmaladywhichhadfallenuponthewretchedman。

  Myfathersuggestedthenecessityofplacingsomepersontowatchhim,topreventhisinjuringhimselforothers。

  Irangthebell,anddesiredthatoneEdwardCooke,anattachedservantofthefamily,shouldbesenttome。

  Itoldhimdistinctlyandbrieflythenatureoftheservicerequiredofhim,and,attendedbyhim,myfatherandI

  proceededatoncetothestudy。Thedooroftheinnerroomwasstillclosed,andeverythingintheouterchamberremainedinthesameorderinwhichIhadleftit。

  Wethenadvancedtothecloset-door,atwhichweknocked,butwithoutreceivinganyanswer。

  Wenexttriedtoopenthedoor,butinvain——itwaslockedupontheinside。

  Weknockedmoreloudly,butinvain。

  Seriouslyalarmed,Idesiredtheservanttoforcethedoor,whichwas,afterseveralviolentefforts,accomplished,andweenteredthecloset。

  LordGlenfallenwaslyingonhisfaceuponasofa。

  ’Hush!’saidI,’heisasleep。’Wepausedforamoment。

  ’Heistoostillforthat,’saidmyfather。

  Weallofusfeltastrongreluctancetoapproachthefigure。

  ’Edward,’saidI,’trywhetheryourmastersleeps。’

  TheservantapproachedthesofawhereLordGlenfallenlay。Heleanthiseartowardstheheadoftherecumbentfigure,toascertainwhetherthesoundofbreathingwasaudible。Heturnedtowardsus,andsaid:

  ’Mylady,youhadbetternotwaithere;

  Iamsureheisdead!’

  ’Letmeseetheface,’saidI,terriblyagitated;’youMAYbemistaken。’

  Themanthen,inobediencetomycommand,turnedthebodyround,and,graciousGod!whatasightmetmyview。Hewas,indeed,perfectlydead。

  Thewholebreastoftheshirt,withitslacefrill,wasdrenchedwithgore,aswasthecouchunderneaththespotwherehelay。

  Theheadhungback,asitseemed,almostseveredfromthebodybyafrightfulgash,whichyawnedacrossthethroat。Theinstrumentwhichhadinflicteditwasfoundunderhisbody。

  All,then,wasover;IwasnevertolearnthehistoryinwhoseterminationIhadbeensodeeplyandsotragicallyinvolved。

  Theseveredisciplinewhichmymindhadundergonewasnotbestowedinvain。I

  directedmythoughtsandmyhopestothatplacewherethereisnomoresin,nordanger,norsorrow。

  Thusendsabrieftalewhoseprominentincidentsmanywillrecogniseashavingmarkedthehistoryofadistinguishedfamily;andthoughitreferstoasomewhatdistantdate,weshallbefoundnottohavetaken,uponthataccount,anylibertieswiththefacts,butinourstatementofalltheincidentstohaverigorouslyandfaithfullyadheredtothetruth。

  ANADVENTUREOFHARDRESSFITZGERALD,AROYALISTCAPTAIN。

  BeinganEleventhExtractfromtheLegacyofthelateFrancisPurcell,P。P。ofDrumcoolagh。

  ThefollowingbriefnarrativecontainsafaithfulaccountofoneofthemanystrangeincidentswhichchequeredthelifeofHardressFitzgerald——oneofthenow-forgottenheroeswhoflourishedduringthemoststirringand,thoughthemostdisastrous,bynomeanstheleastgloriousperiodofoureventfulhistory。

  HewasacaptainofhorseinthearmyofJames,andsharedthefortunesofhismaster,enduringprivations,encounteringdangers,andsubmittingtovicissitudesthemostgallingandruinous,withafortitudeandaheroismwhichwould,ifcoupledwithhisothervirtueshaverenderedtheunhappymonarchwhomheserved,themostillustriousamongunfortunateprinces。

  Ihavealwayspreferred,whereIcoulddosowithanyapproachtoaccuracy,togivesuchrelationsastheonewhichIamabouttosubmittoyou,inthefirstperson,andinthewordsoftheoriginalnarrator,believingthatsuchaformofrecitationnotonlygivesfreshnesstothetale,butinthisparticularinstance,bybringingbeforemeandsteadilyfixinginmymind’seyetheveteranroyalistwhohimselfrelatedtheoccurrencewhichIamabouttorecord,furnishesanadditionalstimulanttomymemory,andaproportionatecheckuponmyimagination。

  AsnearlyasIcanrecollectthen,hisstatementwasasfollows:

  AfterthefatalbattleoftheBoyne,I

  cameupindisguisetoDublin,asdidmanyinalikesituation,regardingthecapitalasfurnishingatonceagoodcentralpositionofobservation,andassecurealurking-placeasIcaredtofind。

  Iwouldnotsuffermyselftobelievethatthecauseofmyroyalmasterwassodesperateasitreallywas;andwhileI

  layinmylodgings,whichconsistedofthegarretofasmalldarkhouse,standinginthelanewhichrunsclosebyAudoen’sArch,Ibusiedmyselfwithcontinualprojectsfortheraisingofthecountry,andthere-collectingofthefragmentsofthedefeatedarmy——plans,youwillallow,sufficientlymagnificentforapoordevilwhodaredscarceshowhisfaceabroadinthedaylight。

  Ibelieve,however,thatIhadnotmuchreasontofearformypersonalsafety,formen’smindsinthecityweregreatlyoccupiedwithpublicevents,andprivateamusementsanddebaucheries,whichwere,aboutthattime,carriedtoanexcesswhichourcountryneverknewbefore,byreasonoftherakingtogetherfromallquartersoftheempire,andindeedfrommostpartsofHolland,themostdissoluteanddes-

  perateadventurerswhocaredtoplayathazardfortheirlives;andthusthereseemedtobebutlittlescrutinyintothecharactersofthosewhosoughtconcealment。

  IheardmuchatdifferenttimesoftheintentionsofKingJamesandhisparty,butnothingwithcertainty。

  SomesaidthatthekingstilllayinIreland;others,thathehadcrossedovertoScotland,toencouragetheHighlanders,who,withDundeeattheirhead,hadbeenstirringinhisbehoof;others,again,saidthathehadtakenshipforFrance,leavinghisfollowerstoshiftforthemselves,andregardinghiskingdomaswhollylost,whichlastwasthetrueversion,asIafterwardslearned。

  AlthoughIhadbeenveryactiveinthewarsinIreland,andhaddonemanydeedsofnecessarybutdireseverity,whichhaveoftensincetroubledmemuchtothinkupon,yetIdoubtednotbutthatImighteasilyobtainprotectionformypersonandpropertyfromthePrinceofOrange,ifI

  soughtitbytheordinarysubmissions;

  butbesidesthatmyconscienceandmyaffectionsresistedsuchtime-servingconcessions,Iwasresolvedinmyownmindthatthecauseoftheroyalistpartywasbynomeansdesperate,andIlookedtokeepmyselfunimpededbyanypledgeorpromisegiventotheusurpingDutchman,thatImightfreelyandhonourablytakeashareinanystrugglewhichmightyetremaintobemadefortheright。

  Ithereforelayquiet,goingforthfrommylodgingsbutlittle,andthatchieflyundercoverofthedusk,andconversinghardlyatall,exceptwiththosewhomI

  wellknew。

  Ihadlikeoncetohavepaiddearlyforrelaxingthiscaution;forgoingintoatavernoneeveningneartheTholsel,I

  hadtheconfidencetothrowoffmyhat,andsittherewithmyfacequiteexposed,whenafellowcominginwithsometroopers,theyfella-boozing,andbeingsomewhatwarmed,theybegantodrink’Confusiontopopery,’andthelike,andtocompelthepeaceablepersonswhohappenedtositthere,tojointheminsodoing。

  ThoughIwasratherhot-blooded,I

  wasresolvedtosaynothingtoattractnotice;but,atthesametime,ifurgedtopledgethetoastswhichtheywerecompellingotherstodrink,toresistdoingso。

  Withtheintenttowithdrawmyselfquietlyfromtheplace,Ipaidmyreckoning,andputtingonmyhat,wasgoingintothestreet,whenthecountrymanwhohadcomeinwiththesoldierscalledout:

  ’Stopthatpopishtom-cat!’

  Andrunningacrosstheroom,hegottothedoorbeforeme,and,shuttingit,placedhisbackagainstit,topreventmygoingout。

  Thoughwithmuchdifficulty,Ikeptanappearanceofquietness,andturningtothefellow,who,fromhisaccent,Ijudgedtobenorthern,andwhosefaceIknew——

  though,tothisday,IcannotsaywhereIhadseenhimbefore——Iobservedverycalmly:

  ’Sir,Icameinherewithnootherdesignthantorefreshmyself,withoutoffendinganyman。Ihavepaidmyreckoning,andnowdesiretogoforth。IfthereisanythingwithinreasonthatIcandotosatisfyyou,andtopreventtroubleanddelaytomyself,nameyourterms,andiftheybebutfair,Iwillfranklycomplywiththem。’

  Hequicklyreplied:

  ’YouareHardressFitzgerald,thebloodypopishcaptain,thathangedthetwelvemenatDerry。’

  IfeltthatIwasinsomedanger,butbeingastrongman,andusedtoperilsofallkinds,itwasnoteasytodisconcertme。

  Ilookedthensteadilyatthefellow,and,inavoiceofmuchconfidence,I

  said:

  ’IamneitheraPapist,aRoyalist,noraFitzgerald,butanhonesterProtestant,mayhap,thanmanywhomakelouderprofessions。’

  ’Thendrinkthehonestman’stoast,’

  saidhe。’Damnationtothepope,andconfusiontoskulkingJimmyandhisrunawaycrew。’

  ’Yourselfshallhearme,’saidI,takingthelargestpewterpotthatlaywithinmyreach。’Tapster,fillthiswithale;IgrievetosayIcanaffordnothingbetter。’

  Itookthevesselofliquorinmyhand,andwalkinguptohim,Ifirstmadeabowtothetrooperswhosatlaughingatthesprightlinessoftheirfacetiousfriend,andthenanothertohimself,whensaying,’G——damnyourselfandyourcause!’Iflungthealestraightintohisface;andbeforehehadtimetorecoverhimself,Istruckhimwithmywholeforceandweightwiththepewterpotuponthehead,sostrongablow,thathefell,foraughtIknow,deaduponthefloor,andnothingbutthehandleofthevesselremainedinmyhand。

  Iopenedthedoor,butoneofthedragoonsdrewhissabre,andranatmetoavengehiscompanion。WithmyhandIputasidethebladeofthesword,narrowlyescapingwhathehadintendedforme,thepointactuallytearingopenmyvest。

  Withoutallowinghimtimetorepeathisthrust,Istruckhiminthefacewithmyclenchedfistsosoundablowthatherolledbackintotheroomwiththeforceofatennisball。

  Itwaswellformethattherestwerehalfdrunk,andtheeveningdark;forotherwisemyfollywouldinfalliblyhavecostmemylife。Asitwas,Ireachedmygarretinsafety,witharesolutiontofrequenttavernsnomoreuntilbettertimes。

  Mylittlepatienceandmoneywerewell-

  nighexhausted,when,aftermuchdoubtanduncertainty,andmanyconflictingreports,IwasassuredthatthefloweroftheRoyalistarmy,undertheDukeofBerwickandGeneralBoisleau,occupiedthecityofLimerick,withadeterminationtoholdthatfortressagainsttheprince’sforces;andthataFrenchfleetofgreatpower,andwellfreightedwitharms,ammunition,andmen,wasridingintheShannon,underthewallsofthetown。

  Butthislastreportwas,likemanyothersthencirculated,untrue;therebeing,indeed,apromiseandexpectationofsuchassistance,butnoarrivalofittilltoolate。

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