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  UntowhatawfulpowershallIcall?

  Towhathighfane?—Ah!seeherhoveringfeet,

  Morebluelyvein’d,moresoft,morewhitelysweet

  Thanthoseofsea—bornVenus,whensherose

  Fromouthercradleshell.Thewindout—blows

  Herscarfintoaflutteringpavillion;

  ’Tisblue,andover—spangledwithamillion

  Oflittleeyes,asthoughthouwerttoshed,

  Overthedarkest,lushestblue—bellbed,

  Handfulsofdaisies.\"—\"Endymion,howstrange!

  Dreamwithindream!\"—\"Shetookanairyrange,

  Andthen,towardsme,likeaverymaid,

  Cameblushing,waning,willing,andafraid,

  Andpress’dmebythehand:Ah!’twastoomuch;

  MethoughtIfaintedatthecharmedtouch,

  Yetheldmyrecollections,evenasone

  Whodivesthreefathomswherethewatersrun

  Gurglinginbedsofcoral:foranon,

  Ifeltupmountedinthatregion

  Wherefallingstarsdarttheirartilleryforth,

  Andeaglesstrugglewiththebuffetingnorth

  Thatbalancestheheavymeteor—stone;—

  Felttoo,Iwasnotfearful,noralone,

  Butlapp’dandlull’dalongthedangeroussky.

  Soon,asitseem’d,weleftourjourneyinghigh,

  Andstraightwayintofrightfuleddiesswoop’d;

  Suchasayemusterwheregreytimehasscoop’d

  Hugedensandcavernsinamountain’sside;

  Therehollowsoundsarous’dme,andIsigh’d

  Tofaintoncemorebylookingonmybliss—

  Iwasdistracted;madlydidIkiss

  Thewooingarmswhichheldme,anddidgive

  Myeyesatoncetodeath:but’twastolive,

  Totakeindraughtsoflifefromthegoldfount

  Ofkindandpassionatelooks;tocount,andcount

  Themoments,bysomegreedyhelpthatseem’d

  Asecondself,thateachmightberedeem’d

  Andplunder’dofitsloadofblessedness.

  Ah,desperatemortal!Ie’endar’dtopress

  Herverycheekagainstmycrownedlip,

  And,atthatmoment,feltmybodydip

  Intoawarmerair:amomentmore,

  Ourfeetweresoftinflowers.Therewasstore

  Ofnewestjoysuponthatalp.Sometimes

  Ascentofviolets,andblossominglimes,

  Loiter’daroundus;thenofhoneycells,

  Madedelicatefromallwhite—flowerbells;

  Andonce,abovetheedgesofournest,

  Anarchfacepeep’d,—anOreadasIguess’d.

  \"WhydidIdreamthatsleepo’er—power’dme

  Inmidstofallthisheaven?Whynotsee,

  Faroff,theshadowsofhispinionsdark,

  Andstarethemfromme?Butno,likeaspark

  Thatneedsmustdie,althoughitslittlebeam

  Reflectsuponadiamond,mysweetdream

  Fellintonothing—intostupidsleep.

  Andsoitwas,untilagentlecreep,

  Acarefulmovingcaughtmywakingears,

  AndupIstarted:Ah!mysighs,mytears,

  Myclenchedhands:—forlo!thepoppieshung

  Dew—dabbledontheirstalks,theouzelsung

  Aheavyditty,andthesullenday

  HadchiddenheraldHesperusaway,

  Withleadenlooks:thesolitarybreeze

  Bluster’d,andslept,anditswildselfdidteaze

  Withwaywardmelancholy;andIthought,

  Markme,Peona!thatsometimesitbrought

  Faintfare—thee—wells,andsigh—shrilledadieus!—

  AwayIwander’d—allthepleasanthues

  Ofheavenandearthhadfaded:deepestshades

  Weredeepestdungeons;heathsandsunnyglades

  Werefullofpestilentlight;ourtaintlessrills

  Seem’dsooty,ando’er—spreadwithupturn’dgills

  Ofdyingfish;thevermeilrosehadblown

  Infrightfulscarlet,anditsthornsout—grown

  Likespikedaloe.Ifaninnocentbird

  Beforemyheedlessfootstepsstirr’d,andstirr’d

  Inlittlejourneys,Ibeheldinit

  Adisguis’ddemon,missionedtoknit

  Mysoulwithunderdarkness;toentice

  Mystumblingsdownsomemonstrousprecipice:

  ThereforeIeagerfollowed,anddidcurse

  Thedisappointment.Time,thatagednurse,

  Rock’dmetopatience.Now,thankgentleheaven!

  Thesethings,withalltheircomfortings,aregiven

  Tomydown—sunkenhours,andwiththee,

  Sweetsister,helptostemtheebbingsea

  Ofwearylife.\"

  Thusendedhe,andboth

  Satsilent:forthemaidwasveryloth

  Toanswer;feelingwellthatbreathedwords

  Wouldallbelost,unheard,andvainasswords

  Againsttheenchasedcrocodile,orleaps

  Ofgrasshoppersagainstthesun.Sheweeps

  Andwonders;strugglestodevisesomeblame;

  Toputonsuchalookaswouldsay,Shame

  Onthispoorweakness!but,forallherstrife,

  Shecouldassoonhavecrush’dawaythelife

  Fromasickdove.Atlength,tobreakthepause,

  Shesaidwithtremblingchance:\"Isthisthecause?

  Thisall?Yetitisstrange,andsad,alas!

  Thatonewhothroughthismiddleearthshouldpass

  Mostlikeasojourningdemi—god,andleave

  Hisnameupontheharp—string,shouldachieve

  Nohigherbardthansimplemaidenhood,

  Singingalone,andfearfully,—howtheblood

  Lefthisyoungcheek;andhowheusedtostray

  Heknewnotwhere;andhowhewouldsay,nay,

  Ifanysaid’twaslove:andyet’twaslove;

  Whatcoulditbebutlove?Howaring—dove

  Letfallasprigofyewtreeinhispath;

  Andhowhedied:andthen,thatlovedothscathe

  Thegentleheart,asnorthernblastsdoroses;

  Andthentheballadofhissadlifecloses

  Withsighs,andanalas!—Endymion!

  Beratherinthetrumpet’smouth,—anon

  Amongthewindsatlarge—thatallmayhearken!

  Although,beforethecrystalheavensdarken,

  Iwatchanddoteuponthesilverlakes

  Pictur’dinwesterncloudiness,thattakes

  Thesemblanceofgoldrocksandbrightgoldsands,

  Islands,andcreeks,andamber—frettedstrands

  Withhorsesprancingo’erthem,palaces

  Andtowersofamethyst,—wouldIsoteaze

  Mypleasantdays,becauseIcouldnotmount

  Intothoseregions?TheMorpheanfount

  Ofthatfineelementthatvisions,dreams,

  Andfitfulwhimsofsleeparemadeof,streams

  Intoitsairychannelswithsosubtle,

  Sothinabreathing,notthespider’sshuttle,

  Circledamilliontimeswithinthespace

  Ofaswallow’snest—door,coulddelayatrace,

  Atintingofitsquality:howlight

  Mustdreamsthemselvesbe;seeingthey’remoreslight

  Thanthemerenothingthatengendersthem!

  Thenwhereforesullytheentrustedgem

  Ofhighandnoblelifewiththoughtssosick?

  Whypiercehigh—frontedhonourtothequick

  Fornothingbutadream?\"Hereattheyouth

  Look’dup:aconflictingofshameandruth

  Wasinhisplaitedbrow:yet,hiseyelids

  Widenedalittle,aswhenZephyrbids

  Alittlebreezetocreepbetweenthefans

  Ofcarelessbutterflies:amidhispains

  Heseem’dtotasteadropofmanna—dew,

  Fullpalatable;andacolourgrew

  Uponhischeek,whilethushelifefulspake.

  \"Peona!everhaveIlong’dtoslake

  Mythirstfortheworld’spraises:nothingbase,

  Nomerelyslumberousphantasm,couldunlace

  Thestubborncanvasformyvoyageprepar’d—

  Thoughnow’tistatter’d;leavingmybarkbar’d

  Andsullenlydrifting:yetmyhigherhope

  Isoftoowide,toorainbow—largeascope,

  Tofretatmyriadsofearthlywrecks.

  Whereinlieshappiness?Inthatwhichbecks

  Ourreadymindstofellowshipdivine,

  Afellowshipwithessence;tillweshine,

  Fullalchemiz’d,andfreeofspace.Behold

  Theclearreligionofheaven!Fold

  Aroseleafroundthyfinger’staperness,

  Andsoothethylips:hist,whentheairystress

  Ofmusic’skissimpregnatesthefreewinds,

  Andwithasympathetictouchunbinds

  AEolianmagicfromtheirlucidwombs:

  Thenoldsongswakenfromencloudedtombs;

  Olddittiessighabovetheirfather’sgrave;

  Ghostsofmelodiousprophecyingsrave

  RoundeveryspotwheretrodApollo’sfoot;

  Bronzeclarionsawake,andfaintlybruit,

  Wherelongagoagiantbattlewas;

  And,fromtheturf,alullabydothpass

  IneveryplacewhereinfantOrpheusslept.

  Feelwethesethings?—thatmomenthavewestept

  Intoasortofoneness,andourstate

  Islikeafloatingspirit’s.Butthereare

  Richerentanglements,enthralmentsfar

  Moreself—destroying,leading,bydegrees,

  Tothechiefintensity:thecrownofthese

  Ismadeofloveandfriendship,andsitshigh

  Upontheforeheadofhumanity.

  Allitsmoreponderousandbulkyworth

  Isfriendship,whencethereeverissuesforth

  Asteadysplendour;butatthetip—top,

  Therehangsbyunseenfilm,anorbeddrop

  Oflight,andthatislove:itsinfluence,

  Throwninoureyes,gendersanovelsense,

  Atwhichwestartandfret;tillintheend,

  Meltingintoitsradiance,weblend,

  Mingle,andsobecomeapartofit,—

  Norwithaughtelsecanoursoulsinterknit

  Sowingedly:whenwecombinetherewith,

  Life’sselfisnourish’dbyitsproperpith,

  Andwearenurturedlikeapelicanbrood.

  Aye,sodeliciousistheunsatingfood,

  Thatmen,whomighthavetower’dinthevan

  Ofallthecongregatedworld,tofan

  Andwinnowfromthecomingstepoftime

  Allchaffofcustom,wipeawayallslime

  Leftbymen—slugsandhumanserpentry,

  Havebeencontenttoletoccasiondie,

  Whilsttheydidsleepinlove’selysium.

  And,truly,Iwouldratherbestruckdumb,

  Thanspeakagainstthisardentlistlessness:

  ForIhaveeverthoughtthatitmightbless

  Theworldwithbenefitsunknowingly;

  Asdoesthenightingale,upperchedhigh,

  Andcloister’damongcoolandbunchedleaves—

  Shesingsbuttoherlove,nore’erconceives

  HowtiptoeNightholdsbackherdark—greyhood.

  Justsomaylove,although’tisunderstood

  Themerecomminglingofpassionatebreath,

  Producemorethanoursearchingwitnesseth:

  WhatIknownot:butwho,ofmen,cantell

  Thatflowerswouldbloom,orthatgreenfruitwouldswell

  Tomeltingpulp,thatfishwouldhavebrightmail,

  Theearthitsdowerofriver,wood,andvale,

  Themeadowsrunnels,runnelspebble—stones,

  Theseeditsharvest,ortheluteitstones,

  Tonesravishment,orravishmentitssweet,

  Ifhumansoulsdidneverkissandgreet?

  \"Now,ifthisearthlylovehaspowertomake

  Men’sbeingmortal,immortal;toshake

  Ambitionfromtheirmemories,andbrim

  Theirmeasureofcontent:whatmerestwhim,

  Seemsallthispoorendeavourafterfame,

  Toone,whokeepswithinhisstedfastaim

  Aloveimmortal,animmortaltoo.

  Looknotsowilder’d;forthesethingsaretrue,

  Andnevercanbebornofatomies

  Thatbuzzaboutourslumbers,likebrain—flies,

  Leavingusfancy—sick.No,no,I’msure,

  Myrestlessspiritnevercouldendure

  Tobroodsolongupononeluxury,

  Unlessitdid,thoughfearfully,espy

  Ahopebeyondtheshadowofadream.

  Mysayingswillthelessobscuredseem,

  WhenIhavetoldtheehowmywakingsight

  Hasmademescruplewhetherthatsamenight

  Waspass’dindreaming.Hearken,sweetPeona!

  Beyondthematron—templeofLatona,

  Whichweshouldseebutforthesedarkeningboughs,

  Liesadeephollow,fromwhoseraggedbrows

  Bushesandtreesdoleanallroundathwart

  Andmeetsonearly,thatwithwingsoutraught,

  Andspreadedtail,avulturecouldnotglide

  Pastthem,buthemustbrushoneveryside.

  Somemoulder’dstepsleadintothiscoolcell,

  Farastheslabbedmarginofawell,

  Whosepatientlevelpeepsitscrystaleye

  Rightupward,throughthebushes,tothesky.

  OfthaveIbroughttheeflowers,ontheirstalksset

  Likevestalprimroses,butdarkvelvet

  Edgesthemround,andtheyhavegoldenpits:

  ’TwasthereIgotthem,fromthegapsandslits

  Inamossystone,thatsometimeswasmyseat,

  Whenallabovewasfaintwithmid—dayheat.

  Andthereinstrifenoburningthoughtstoheed,

  I’dbubbleupthewaterthroughareed;

  Soreachingbacktoboy—hood:makemeships

  Ofmoultedfeathers,touchwood,alderchips,

  Withleavesstuckinthem;andtheNeptunebe

  Oftheirpettyocean.Oftener,heavily,

  Whenlove—lornhourshadleftmelessachild,

  Isatcontemplatingthefigureswild

  Ofo’er—headcloudsmeltingthemirrorthrough.

  Uponaday,whilethusIwatch’d,byflew

  AcloudyCupid,withhisbowandquiver;

  Soplainlycharacter’d,nobreezewouldshiver

  Thehappychance:sohappy,Iwasfain

  Tofollowitupontheopenplain,

  And,therefore,wasjustgoing;when,behold!

  Awonder,fairasanyIhavetold—

  ThesamebrightfaceItastedinmysleep,

  Smilingintheclearwell.Myheartdidleap

  Throughthecooldepth.—Itmovedasiftoflee—

  Istartedup,whenlo!refreshfully

  Therecameuponmyfaceinplenteousshowers

  Dew—drops,anddewybuds,andleaves,andflowers,

  Wrappingallobjectsfrommysmotheredsight,

  Bathingmyspiritinanewdelight.

  Aye,suchabreathlesshoney—feelofbliss

  Alonepreservedmefromthedrearabyss

  Ofdeath,forthefairformhadgoneagain.

  Pleasureisoftavisitant;butpain

  Clingscruellytous,likethegnawingsloth

  Onthedeer’stenderhaunches:late,andloth,

  ’Tisscar’dawaybyslowreturningpleasure.

  Howsickening,howdarkthedreadfulleisure

  Ofwearydays,madedeeperexquisite,

  Byafore—knowledgeofunslumbrousnight!

  Likesorrowcameuponme,heavierstill,

  ThanwhenIwander’dfromthepoppyhill:

  Andawholeageoflingeringmomentscrept

  Sluggishlyby,eremorecontentmentswept

  Awayatoncethedeadlyyellowspleen.

  Yes,thricehaveIthisfairenchantmentseen;

  Oncemorebeentorturedwithrenewedlife.

  Whenlastthewintrygustsgaveoverstrife

  Withtheconqueringsunofspring,andlefttheskies

  Warmandserene,butyetwithmoistenedeyes

  Inpityoftheshatter’dinfantbuds,—

  Thattimethoudidstadorn,withamberstuds,

  Myhuntingcap,becauseIlaugh’dandsmil’d,

  Chattedwiththee,andmanydaysexil’d

  Alltormentfrommybreast;—’twaseventhen,

  Strayingabout,yet,coop’dupintheden

  Ofhelplessdiscontent,—hurlingmylance

  Fromplacetoplace,andfollowingatchance,

  Atlast,byhap,throughsomeyoungtreesitstruck,

  And,plashingamongbeddedpebbles,stuck

  Inthemiddleofabrook,—whosesilverramble

  Downtwentylittlefalls,throughreedsandbramble,

  Tracingalong,itbroughtmetoacave,

  Whenceitranbrightlyforth,andwhitedidlave

  Thenethersidesofmossystonesandrock,—

  ’Mongwhichitgurgledblytheadieus,tomock

  Itsownsweetgriefatparting.Overhead,

  Hungalushscreenofdroopingweeds,andspread

  Thick,astocurtainupsomewood—nymph’shome.

  ’Ah!impiousmortal,whitherdoIroam?’

  SaidI,lowvoic’d:’Ah,whither!’Tisthegrot

  ’OfProserpine,whenHell,obscureandhot,

  ’Dothherresign;andwherehertenderhands

  ’Shedabbles,onthecoolandsluicysands:

  ’Or’tisthecellofEcho,whereshesits,

  ’Andbabblesthoroughsilence,tillherwits

  ’Aregoneintendermadness,andanon,

  ’Faintsintosleep,withmanyadyingtone

  ’Ofsadness.Othatshewouldtakemyvows,

  ’Andbreathethemsighinglyamongtheboughs,

  ’Tosuehergentleearsforwhosefairhead,

  ’Daily,Iplucksweetfloweretsfromtheirbed,

  ’Andweavethemdyingly—sendhoney—whispers

  ’Roundeveryleaf,thatallthosegentlelispers

  ’Maysighmyloveuntoherpitying!

  ’OcharitableEcho!hear,andsing

  ’Thisdittytoher!—tellher’—soIstay’d

  Myfoolishtongue,andlistening,halfafraid,

  Stoodstupefiedwithmyownemptyfolly,

  Andblushingforthefreaksofmelancholy.

  Salttearswerecoming,whenIheardmyname

  Mostfondlylipp’d,andthentheseaccentscame:

  ’Endymion!thecaveissecreter

  ’ThantheIsleofDelos.Echohenceshallstir

  ’Nosighsbutsigh—warmkisses,orlightnoise

  ’Ofthycombinghand,thewhileittravellingcloys

  ’Andtremblesthroughmylabyrinthinehair.’

  Atthatoppress’dIhurriedin.—Ah!where

  Arethoseswiftmoments?Whitheraretheyfled?

  I’llsmilenomore,Peona;norwillwed

  Sorrowthewaytodeath;butpatiently

  Bearupagainstit:sofarewell,sadsigh;

  Andcomeinsteaddemurestmeditation,

  Tooccupymewholly,andtofashion

  Mypilgrimagefortheworld’sduskybrink.

  NomorewillIcountover,linkbylink,

  Mychainofgrief:nolongerstrivetofind

  Ahalf—forgetfulnessinmountainwind

  Blusteringaboutmyears:aye,thoushaltsee,

  Dearestofsisters,whatmylifeshallbe;

  Whatacalmroundofhoursshallmakemydays.

  Thereisapalyflameofhopethatplays

  Where’erIlook:butyet,I’llsay’tisnaught—

  AndhereIbiditdie.HavenotIcaught,

  Already,amorehealthycountenance?

  Bythisthesunissetting;wemaychance

  Meetsomeofournear—dwellerswithmycar.\"

  Thissaid,herose,faint—smilinglikeastar

  Throughautumnmists,andtookPeona’shand:

  Theysteptintotheboat,andlaunch’dfromland.

  BOOKII.

  Osovereignpoweroflove!Ogrief!Obalm!

  Allrecords,savingthine,comecool,andcalm,

  Andshadowy,throughthemistofpassedyears:

  Forothers,goodorbad,hatredandtears

  Havebecomeindolent;buttouchingthine,

  Onesighdothecho,onepoorsobdothpine,

  Onekissbringshoney—dewfromburieddays.

  ThewoesofTroy,towerssmotheringo’ertheirblaze,

  Stiff—holdenshields,far—piercingspears,keenblades,

  Struggling,andblood,andshrieks—alldimlyfades

  Intosomebackwardcornerofthebrain:

  Yet,inourverysouls,wefeelamain

  ThecloseofTroilusandCressidsweet.

  Hence,pageanthistory!hence,gildedcheat!

  Swartplanetintheuniverseofdeeds!

  Widesea,thatonecontinuousmurmurbreeds

  Alongthepebbledshoreofmemory!

  Manyoldrotten—timber’dboatstherebe

  Uponthyvaporousbosom,magnified

  Togoodlyvessels;manyasailofpride,

  Andgoldenkeel’d,isleftunlaunch’danddry.

  Butwhereforethis?Whatcare,thoughowldidfly

  AboutthegreatAthenianadmiral’smast?

  Whatcare,thoughstridingAlexanderpast

  TheInduswithhisMacedoniannumbers?

  ThougholdUlyssestorturedfromhisslumbers

  ThegluttedCyclops,whatcare?—Julietleaning

  Amidherwindow—flowers,—sighing,—weaning

  Tenderlyherfancyfromitsmaidensnow,

  Dothmoreavailthanthese:thesilverflow

  OfHero’stears,theswoonofImogen,

  FairPastorellainthebandit’sden,

  Arethingstobroodonwithmoreardency

  Thanthedeath—dayofempires.Fearfully

  Mustsuchconvictioncomeuponhishead,

  Who,thusfar,discontent,hasdaredtotread,

  Withoutonemuse’ssmile,orkindbehest,

  Thepathofloveandpoesy.Butrest,

  Inchaffingrestlessness,isyetmoredrear

  Thantobecrush’d,instrivingtouprear

  Love’sstandardonthebattlementsofsong.

  Sooncemoredaysandnightsaidmealong,

  Likelegion’dsoldiers.

  Brain—sickshepherdprince,

  Whatpromisehastthoufaithfulguardedsince

  Thedayofsacrifice?Or,havenewsorrows

  Comewiththeconstantdawnuponthymorrows?

  Alas!’tishisoldgrief.Formanydays,

  Hashebeenwanderinginuncertainways:

  Throughwilderness,andwoodsofmossedoaks;

  Countinghiswoe—wornminutes,bythestrokes

  Ofthelonewoodcutter;andlisteningstill,

  Hourafterhour,toeachlush—leav’drill.

  Nowheissittingbyashadyspring,

  Andelbow—deepwithfeverousfingering

  Stemstheupburstingcold:awildrosetree

  Pavillionshiminbloom,andhedothsee

  Abudwhichsnareshisfancy:lo!butnow

  Heplucksit,dipsitsstalkinthewater:how!

  Itswells,itbuds,itflowersbeneathhissight;

  And,inthemiddle,thereissoftlypight

  Agoldenbutterfly;uponwhosewings

  Theremustbesurelycharacter’dstrangethings,

  Forwithwideeyehewonders,andsmilesoft.

  Lightlythislittleheraldflewaloft,

  Follow’dbygladEndymion’sclaspedhands:

  Onwarditflies.Fromlanguor’ssullenbands

  Hislimbsareloos’d,andeager,onhehies

  Dazzledtotraceitinthesunnyskies.

  Itseem’dheflew,thewaysoeasywas;

  Andlikeanew—bornspiritdidhepass

  Throughthegreeneveningquietinthesun,

  O’ermanyaheath,throughmanyawoodlanddun,

  Throughburiedpaths,wheresleepytwilightdreams

  Thesummertimeaway.Onetrackunseams

  Awoodedcleft,and,faraway,theblue

  Ofoceanfadesuponhim;then,anew,

  Hesinksadownasolitaryglen,

  Wheretherewasneversoundofmortalmen,

  Saving,perhaps,somesnow—lightcadences

  Meltingtosilence,whenuponthebreeze

  Someholybarkletforthananthemsweet,

  TocheeritselftoDelphi.Stillhisfeet

  Wentswiftbeneaththemerry—wingedguide,

  Untilitreach’dasplashingfountain’sside

  That,nearacavern’smouth,foreverpour’d

  Untothetemperateair:thenhighitsoar’d,

  And,downward,suddenlybegantodip,

  Asif,athirstwithsomuchtoil,’twouldsip

  Thecrystalspout—head:soitdid,withtouch

  Mostdelicate,asthoughafraidtosmutch

  Evenwithmealygoldthewatersclear.

  But,atthatverytouch,todisappear

  Sofairy—quick,wasstrange!Bewildered,

  Endymionsoughtaround,andshookeachbed

  Ofcovertflowersinvain;andthenheflung

  Himselfalongthegrass.Whatgentletongue,

  Whatwhispererdisturb’dhisgloomyrest?

  Itwasanymphuprisentothebreast

  Inthefountain’spebblymargin,andshestood

  ’Monglillies,liketheyoungestofthebrood.

  Tohimherdrippinghandshesoftlykist,

  Andanxiouslybegantoplaitandtwist

  Herringletsroundherfingers,saying:\"Youth!

  Toolong,alas,hastthoustarv’dontheruth,

  Thebitternessoflove:toolongindeed,

  Seeingthouartsogentle.CouldIweed

  Thysoulofcare,byheavens,Iwouldoffer

  Allthebrightrichesofmycrystalcoffer

  ToAmphitrite;allmyclear—eyedfish,

  Golden,orrainbow—sided,orpurplish,

  Vermilion—tail’d,orfinn’dwithsilverygauze;

  Yea,ormyveinedpebble—floor,thatdraws

  Avirginlighttothedeep;mygrotto—sands

  Tawnyandgold,ooz’dslowlyfromfarlands

  Bymydiligentsprings;mylevellillies,shells,

  Mycharmingrod,mypotentriverspells;

  Yes,everything,eventothepearlycup

  Meandergaveme,—forIbubbledup

  Tofaintingcreaturesinadesertwild.

  Butwoeisme,Iambutasachild

  Togladdenthee;andallIdaretosay,

  Is,thatIpitythee;thatonthisday

  I’vebeenthyguide;thatthoumustwanderfar

  Inotherregions,pastthescantybar

  Tomortalsteps,beforethoucanstbeta’en

  Fromeverywastingsigh,fromeverypain,

  Intothegentlebosomofthylove.

  Whyitisthus,oneknowsinheavenabove:

  But,apoorNaiad,Iguessnot.Farewell!

  Ihaveadittyformyhollowcell.\"

  Hereat,shevanishedfromEndymion’sgaze,

  Whobroodedo’erthewaterinamaze:

  Thedashingfountpour’don,andwhereitspool

  Lay,halfasleep,ingrassandrushescool,

  Quickwaterfliesandgnatsweresportingstill,

  Andfishweredimpling,asifgoodnorill

  Hadfallenoutthathour.Thewanderer,

  Holdinghisforehead,tokeepoffthebur

  Ofsmotheringfancies,patientlysatdown;

  And,whilebeneaththeevening’ssleepyfrown

  Glow—wormsbegantotrimtheirstarrylamps,

  Thusbreath’dhetohimself:\"Whosoencamps

  Totakeafanciedcityofdelight,

  Owhatawretchishe!andwhen’tishis,

  Afterlongtoilandtravelling,tomiss

  Thekernelofhishopes,howmorethanvile:

  Yet,forhimthere’srefreshmentevenintoil;

  Anothercitydothhesetabout,

  Freefromthesmallestpebble—headofdoubt

  Thathewillseizeontricklinghoney—combs;

  Alas,hefindsthemdry;andthenhefoams,

  Andonwardtoanothercityspeeds.

  Butthisishumanlife:thewar,thedeeds,

  Thedisappointment,theanxiety,

  Imagination’sstruggles,farandnigh,

  Allhuman;bearinginthemselvesthisgood,

  Thattheyarestilltheair,thesubtlefood,

  Tomakeusfeelexistence,andtoshow

  Howquietdeathis.Wheresoilismengrow,

  Whethertoweedsorflowers;butforme,

  Thereisnodepthtostrikein:Icansee

  Naughtearthlyworthmycompassing;sostand

  Uponamisty,juttingheadofland—

  Alone?No,no;andbytheOrpheanlute,

  WhenmadEurydiceislisteningto’t;

  I’dratherstanduponthismistypeak,

  Withnotathingtosighfor,ortoseek,

  Butthesoftshadowofmythrice—seenlove,

  Thanbe—Icarenotwhat.Omeekestdove

  Ofheaven!OCynthia,ten—timesbrightandfair!

  Fromthybluethrone,nowfillingalltheair,

  Glancebutonelittlebeamoftemper’dlight

  Intomybosom,thatthedreadfulmight

  Andtyrannyoflovebesomewhatscar’d!

  Yetdonotso,sweetqueen;onetormentspar’d,

  Wouldgiveapangtojealousmisery,

  Worsethanthetorment’sself:butrathertie

  Largewingsuponmyshoulders,andpointout

  Mylove’sfardwelling.Thoughtheplayfulrout

  OfCupidsshunthee,toodivineartthou,

  Tookeeninbeauty,forthysilverprow

  Nottohavedipp’dinlove’smostgentlestream.

  Obepropitious,norseverelydeem

  Mymadnessimpious;for,byallthestars

  Thattendthybidding,Idothinkthebars

  Thatkeptmyspiritinareburst—thatI

  Amsailingwiththeethroughthedizzysky!

  Howbeautifulthouart!Theworldhowdeep!

  Howtremulous—dazzlinglythewheelssweep

  Aroundtheiraxle!Thenthesegleamingreins,

  Howlithe!Whenthisthychariotattains

  Itsairygoal,haplysomebowerveils

  Thosetwilighteyes?Thoseeyes!—myspiritfails—

  Deargoddess,help!orthewide—gapingair

  Willgulphme—help!\"—Atthiswithmadden’dstare,

  Andliftedhands,andtremblinglipshestood;

  LikeoldDeucalionmountain’do’ertheflood,

  OrblindOrionhungryforthemorn.

  And,butfromthedeepcaverntherewasborne

  Avoice,hehadbeenfrozetosenselessstone;

  Norsighofhis,norplaint,norpassion’dmoan

  Hadmorebeenheard.Thusswell’ditforth:\"Descend,

  Youngmountaineer!descendwherealleysbend

  Intothesparryhollowsoftheworld!

  Ofthastthouseenboltsofthethunderhurl’d

  Asfromthythreshold;daybydayhastbeen

  Alittlelowerthanthechillysheen

  Oficypinnacles,anddipp’dstthinearms

  Intothedeadeningetherthatstillcharms

  Theirmarblebeing:now,asdeepprofound

  Asthosearehigh,descend!Hene’eriscrown’d

  Withimmortality,whofearstofollow

  Whereairyvoiceslead:sothroughthehollow,

  Thesilentmysteriesofearth,descend!\"

  Heheardbutthelastwords,norcouldcontend

  Onemomentinreflection:forhefled

  Intothefearfuldeep,tohidehishead

  Fromtheclearmoon,thetrees,andcomingmadness.

  ’Twasfartoostrange,andwonderfulforsadness;

  Sharpening,bydegrees,hisappetite

  Todiveintothedeepest.Dark,norlight,

  Theregion;norbright,norsombrewholly,

  Butmingledup;agleamingmelancholy;

  Aduskyempireanditsdiadems;

  Onefainteternaleventideofgems.

  Aye,millionssparkledonaveinofgold,

  Alongwhosetracktheprincequickfootstepstold,

  Withallitslinesabruptandangular:

  Out—shootingsometimes,likeameteor—star,

  Throughavastantre;thenthemetalwoof,

  LikeVulcan’srainbow,withsomemonstrousroof

  Curveshugely:now,farinthedeepabyss,

  Itseemsanangrylightning,anddothhiss

  Fancyintobelief:anonitleads

  Throughwindingpassages,wheresamenessbreeds

  Vexingconceptionsofsomesuddenchange;

  Whethertosilvergrots,orgiantrange

  Ofsapphirecolumns,orfantasticbridge

  Athwartafloodofcrystal.Onaridge

  Nowfarethhe,thato’erthevastbeneath

  Towerslikeanocean—cliff,andwhenceheseeth

  Ahundredwaterfalls,whosevoicescome

  Butasthemurmuringsurge.Chillyandnumb

  Hisbosomgrew,whenfirsthe,faraway

  Descriedanorbeddiamond,settofray

  Olddarknessfromhisthrone:’twaslikethesun

  Upriseno’erchaos:andwithsuchastun

  Cametheamazement,that,absorb’dinit,

  Hesawnotfiercerwonders—pastthewit

  Ofanyspirittotell,butoneofthose

  Who,whenthisplanet’sspheringtimedothclose,

  Willbeitshighremembrancers:whothey?

  Themightyoneswhohavemadeeternalday

  ForGreeceandEngland.Whileastonishment

  Withdeep—drawnsighswasquieting,hewent

  Intoamarblegallery,passingthrough

  Amimictemple,socompleteandtrue

  Insacredcustom,thathewellnighfear’d

  Tosearchitinwards;whencefaroffappear’d,

  Throughalongpillar’dvista,afairshrine,

  Andjustbeyond,onlighttiptoedivine,

  Aquiver’dDian.Steppingawfully,

  Theyouthapproach’d;oftturninghisveil’deye

  Downsidelongaisles,andintonichesold.

  Andwhen,morenearagainstthemarblecold

  Hehadtouch’dhisforehead,hebegantothread

  Allcourtsandpassages,wheresilencedead

  Rous’dbyhiswhisperingfootstepsmurmuredfaint:

  Andlonghetravers’dtoandfro,toacquaint

  Himselfwitheverymystery,andawe;

  Till,weary,hesatdownbeforethemaw

  Ofawideoutlet,fathomlessanddim,

  Towilduncertaintyandshadowsgrim.

  There,whennewwondersceas’dtofloatbefore,

  Andthoughtsofselfcameon,howcrudeandsore

  Thejourneyhomewardtohabitualself

  Amad—pursuingofthefog—bornelf,

  Whoseflittinglantern,throughrudenettle—briar,

  Cheatsusintoaswamp,intoafire,

  Intothebosomofahatedthing.

  Whatmiserymostdrowninglydothsing

  InloneEndymion’sear,nowhehasraught

  Thegoalofconsciousness?Ah,’tisthethought,

  Thedeadlyfeelofsolitude:forlo!

  Hecannotseetheheavens,northeflow

  Ofrivers,norhill—flowersrunningwild

  Inpinkandpurplechequer,nor,up—pil’d,

  Thecloudyrackslowjourneyinginthewest,

  Likeherdedelephants;norfelt,norprest

  Coolgrass,nortastedthefreshslumberousair;

  Butfarfromsuchcompanionshiptowear

  Anunknowntime,surcharg’dwithgrief,away,

  Wasnowhislot.Andmusthepatientstay,

  Tracingfantasticfigureswithhisspear?

  \"No!\"exclaim’dhe,\"whyshouldItarryhere?\"

  No!loudlyechoedtimesinnumerable.

  Atwhichhestraightwaystarted,and’gantell

  Hispacesbackintothetemple’schief;

  Warmingandglowingstronginthebelief

  OfhelpfromDian:sothatwhenagain

  Hecaughtherairyform,thusdidheplain,

  Movingmorenearthewhile:\"OHaunterchaste

  Ofriversides,andwoods,andheathywaste,

  Wherewiththysilverbowandarrowskeen

  Artthounowforested?OwoodlandQueen,

  Whatsmoothestairthysmootherforeheadwoos?

  Wheredostthoulistentothewidehalloos

  Ofthydispartednymphs?Throughwhatdarktree

  Glimmersthycrescent?Wheresoe’eritbe,

  ’Tisinthebreathofheaven:thoudosttaste

  Freedomasnonecantasteit,nordostwaste

  Thylovelinessindismalelements;

  But,findinginourgreenearthsweetcontents,

  Therelivestblissfully.Ah,iftothee

  ItfeelsElysian,howrichtome,

  Anexil’dmortal,soundsitspleasantname!

  Withinmybreasttherelivesachokingflame—

  Oletmecool’tthezephyr—boughsamong!

  Ahomewardfeverparchesupmytongue—

  Oletmeslakeitattherunningsprings!

  Uponmyearanoisynothingrings—

  Oletmeoncemorehearthelinnet’snote!

  Beforemineeyesthickfilmsandshadowsfloat—

  Oletme’nointthemwiththeheaven’slight!

  Dostthounowlavethyfeetandankleswhite?

  Othinkhowsweettomethefresheningsluice!

  Dostthounowpleasethythirstwithberry—juice?

  Othinkhowthisdrypalatewouldrejoice!

  Ifinsoftslumberthoudosthearmyvoice,

  OthinkhowIshouldloveabedofflowers!—

  Younggoddess!letmeseemynativebowers!

  Delivermefromthisrapaciousdeep!\"

  Thusendingloudly,ashewouldo’erleap

  Hisdestiny,alerthestood:butwhen

  Obstinatesilencecameheavilyagain,

  Feelingaboutforitsoldcouchofspace

  Andairycradle,lowlybow’dhisface

  Desponding,o’erthemarblefloor’scoldthrill.

  But’twasnotlong;for,sweeterthantherill

  Toitsoldchannel,oraswollentide

  Tomarginsallows,weretheleaveshespied,

  Andflowers,andwreaths,andreadymyrtlecrowns

  Upheapingthroughtheslab:refreshmentdrowns

  Itself,andstrivesitsowndelightstohide—

  Norinonespotalone;thefloralpride

  Inalongwhisperingbirthenchantedgrew

  Beforehisfootsteps;aswhenheav’danew

  Oldoceanrollsalengthenedwavetotheshore,

  Downwhosegreenbacktheshort—liv’dfoam,allhoar,

  Burstsgradual,withawaywardindolence.

  Increasingstillinheart,andpleasantsense,

  Uponhisfairyjourneyonhehastes;

  Soanxiousfortheend,hescarcelywastes

  Onemomentwithhishandamongthesweets:

  Onwardhegoes—hestops—hisbosombeats

  Asplainlyinhisear,asthefaintcharm

  Ofwhichthethrobswereborn.Thisstillalarm,

  Thissleepymusic,forc’dhimwalktiptoe:

  Foritcamemoresoftlythantheeastcouldblow

  Arion’smagictotheAtlanticisles;

  Orthanthewest,madejealousbythesmiles

  Ofthron’dApollo,couldbreathebackthelyre

  ToseasIonianandTyrian.

  Odidheeverlive,thatlonelyman,

  Wholov’d—andmusicslewnot?’Tisthepest

  Oflove,thatfairestjoysgivemostunrest;

  Thatthingsofdelicateandtenderestworth

  Areswallow’dall,andmadeaseareddearth,

  Byoneconsumingflame:itdothimmerse

  Andsuffocatetrueblessingsinacurse.

  Half—happy,bycomparisonofbliss,

  Ismiserable.’Twasevensowiththis

  Dew—droppingmelody,intheCarian’sear;

  Firstheaven,thenhell,andthenforgottenclear,

  Vanish’dinelementalpassion.

  Anddownsomeswartabysmhehadgone,

  Hadnotaheavenlyguidebenignantled

  Towherethickmyrtlebranches,’gainsthishead

  Brushing,awakened:thenthesoundsagain

  Wentnoiselessasapassingnoontiderain

  Overabower,wherelittlespacehestood;

  Forasthesunsetpeepsintoawood

  Sosawhepantinglight,andtowardsitwent

  Throughwindingalleys;andlo,wonderment!

  Uponsoftverduresaw,onehere,onethere,

  Cupidsaslumberingontheirpinionsfair.

  Afterathousandmazesovergone,

  Atlast,withsuddenstep,hecameupon

  Achamber,myrtlewall’d,emboweredhigh,

  Fulloflight,incense,tenderminstrelsy,

  Andmoreofbeautifulandstrangebeside:

  Foronasilkencouchofrosypride,

  Inmidstofall,therelayasleepingyouth

  Offondestbeauty;fonder,infairsooth,

  Thansighscouldfathom,orcontentmentreach:

  Andcoverlidsgold—tintedlikethepeach,

  OrripeOctober’sfadedmarigolds,

  Fellsleekabouthiminathousandfolds—

  NothidingupanApolloniancurve

  Ofneckandshoulder,northetentingswerve

  Ofkneefromknee,noranklespointinglight;

  Butrather,givingthemtothefilledsight

  Officiously.Sidewayhisfacerepos’d

  Ononewhitearm,andtenderlyunclos’d,

  Bytenderestpressure,afaintdamaskmouth

  Toslumberypout;justasthemorningsouth

  Dispartsadew—lipp’drose.Abovehishead,

  Fourlillystalksdidtheirwhitehonourswed

  Tomakeacoronal;androundhimgrew

  Alltendrilsgreen,ofeverybloomandhue,

  Togetherintertwin’dandtrammel’dfresh:

  Thevineofglossysprout;theivymesh,

  ShadingitsEthiopberries;andwoodbine,

  Ofvelvetleavesandbugle—bloomsdivine;

  Convolvulusinstreakedvasesflush;

  Thecreeper,mellowingforanautumnblush;

  Andvirgin’sbower,trailingairily;

  Withothersofthesisterhood.Hardby,

  StoodsereneCupidswatchingsilently.

  One,kneelingtoalyre,touch’dthestrings,

  Mufflingtodeaththepathoswithhiswings;

  And,everandanon,uprosetolook

  Attheyouth’sslumber;whileanothertook

  Awillow—bough,distillingodorousdew,

  Andshookitonhishair;anotherflew

  Inthroughthewovenroof,andfluttering—wise

  Rain’dvioletsuponhissleepingeyes.

  Attheseenchantments,andyetmanymore,

  ThebreathlessLatmianwonder’do’erando’er;

  Until,impatientinembarrassment,

  Heforthrightpass’d,andlightlytreadingwent

  Tothatsamefeather’dlyrist,whostraightway,

  Smiling,thuswhisper’d:\"Thoughfromupperday

  Thouartawanderer,andthypresencehere

  Mightseemunholy,beofhappycheer!

  For’tisthenicesttouchofhumanhonour,

  Whensomeetherealandhigh—favouringdonor

  Presentsimmortalbowerstomortalsense;

  Asnow’tisdonetothee,Endymion.Hence

  WasIinnowisestartled.Sorecline

  Upontheselivingflowers.Hereiswine,

  Alivewithsparkles—never,Iaver,

  SinceAriadnewasavintager,

  Socoolapurple:tastethesejuicypears,

  SentmebysadVertumnus,whenhisfears

  WerehighaboutPomona:hereiscream,

  Deepeningtorichnessfromasnowygleam;

  SweeterthanthatnurseAmaltheaskimm’d

  FortheboyJupiter:andhere,undimm’d

  Byanytouch,abunchofbloomingplums

  Readytomeltbetweenaninfant’sgums:

  Andhereismannapick’dfromSyriantrees,

  Instarlight,bythethreeHesperides.

  Feaston,andmeanwhileIwilllettheeknow

  Ofallthesethingsaroundus.\"Hedidso,

  Stillbroodingo’erthecadenceofhislyre;

  Andthus:\"Ineednotanyhearingtire

  Bytellinghowthesea—borngoddesspin’d

  Foramortalyouth,andhowshestrovetobind

  Himallinalluntoherdotingself.

  Whowouldnotbesoprison’d?but,fondelf,

  Hewascontenttoletheramorousplea

  Faintthroughhiscarelessarms;contenttosee

  Anunseiz’dheavendyingathisfeet;

  Content,Ofool!tomakeacoldretreat,

  Whenonthepleasantgrasssuchlove,lovelorn,

  Laysorrowing;wheneverytearwasborn

  Ofdiversepassion;whenherlipsandeyes

  Wereclos’dinsullenmoisture,andquicksighs

  Camevex’dandpettishthroughhernostrilssmall.

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