ANDSOMEOTHERUNCERTAINTHINGS
\"NowIconcludethatnotonlyinPhysicke,butlikewiseinsundrymorecertainearts,fortunehathgreatshareinthem.\"
M.DEMONTAIGNE:DiversEvents.
DEDICATIONTOMYLADYGRAYGOWN
Hereisthebasket;Ibringithometoyou.Therearenogreatfishinit.Butperhapstheremaybeoneortwolittleoneswhichwillbetoyourtaste.Andthereareafewshiningpebblesfromthebedofthebrook,andfernsfromthecool,greenwoods,andwildflowersfromtheplacesthatyouremember.Iwouldfainconsoleyou,ifI
could,forthehardshipofhavingmarriedanangler:amanwhorelapsesintohismaniawiththereturnofeveryspring,andneverseesalittleriverwithoutwishingtofishinit.Butafterall,wehavehadgoodtimestogetheraswehavefollowedthestreamoflifetowardsthesea.Andwehavepassedthroughthedarkdayswithoutlosingheart,becausewewerecomrades.Soletthisbooktellyouonethingthatiscertain.InallthelifeofyourfishermanthebestpieceofluckisjustYOU.
CONTENTS
I.Fisherman’sLuckII.TheThrillingMomentIII.TalkabilityIV.AWildStrawberryV.LoversandLandscapeVI.AFatalSuccessVII.FishinginBooksVIII.ANorwegianHoneymoonIX.WhoOwnstheMountains?
X.ALazy,IdleBrookXI.TheOpenFireXII.ASlumberSongFISHERMAN’SLUCK
Hasiteverfalleninyourwaytonoticethequalityofthegreetingsthatbelongtocertainoccupations?
Thereissomethingaboutthesesalutationsinkindwhichissingularlytakingandgratefultotheear.Theyareasmuchbetterthananordinary\"goodday\"oraflat\"howareyou?\"asafolk—songofScotlandortheTyrolisbetterthanthefutilelove—dittyofthedrawing—room.Theyhaveaspicyandrememberableflavour.Theyspeaktotheimaginationandpointthewaytotreasure—trove.
Thereisatouchofdignityinthem,too,foralltheyaresofreeandeasy——thedignityofindependence,thenativespiritofonewhotakesforgrantedthathismodeoflivinghasarighttomakeitsownformsofspeech.Iadmireamanwhodoesnothesitatetosalutetheworldinthedialectofhiscalling.
Howsaltyandstimulating,forexample,isthesailorman’shailof\"Shipahoy!\"Itislikeabreezeladenwithbrinyodoursandapleasantdashofspray.TheminersinsomepartsofGermanyhaveagoodgreetingfortheirduskytrade.Theycrytoonewhoisgoingdowntheshaft,\"Gluckauf!\"Alltheperilsofanundergroundadventureandallthejoysofseeingthesunagainarecompressedintoaword.Eventhetrivialsalutationwhichthetelephonehaslatelycreatedandclaimedforitspeculiaruse——\"Hello,hello\"——
seemstometohaveakindoffitnessandfascination.Itislikeathoroughbredbulldog,uglyenoughtobeattractive.Thereisalively,concentrated,electricairaboutit.Itmakescourtesywaitupondispatch,andremindsusthatweliveinanagewhenitisnecessarytobewideawake.
Ihaveoftenwishedthateveryhumanemploymentmightevolveitsownappropriategreeting.Someofthemwouldbequeer,nodoubt;butatleasttheywouldbeanimprovementonthewearisomeiterationof\"Good—evening\"and\"Good—morning,\"andthemonotonousinquiry,\"Howdoyoudo?\"——aquestionsomeaninglessthatitseldomtarriesforananswer.Underthenewandmorenaturalsystemofetiquette,whenyoupassedthetimeofdaywithamanyouwouldknowhisbusiness,andthesalutationsofthemarket—placewouldbefullofinterest.
Asformychosenpursuitofangling(whichIfollowwithdiligencewhennotinterruptedbylessimportantconcerns),Irejoicewitheverytruefishermanthatithasagreetingallitsownandofamosthonourableantiquity.Thereisnowrittenrecordofitsorigin.ButitisquitecertainthatsincethedaysaftertheFlood,whenDeucalion\"DidfirstthisartinventOfangling,andhispeopletaughtthesame,\"
twohonestandgood—naturedanglershavenevermeteachotherbythewaywithoutcryingout,\"Whatluck?\"
Here,indeed,isanepitomeofthegentleart.Hereisthespiritofitembodiedinawordandpayingitsrespectstoyouwithitsnativeaccent.Hereyouseeitssecretcharmsunconsciouslydisclosed.Theattractionofanglingforalltheagesofman,fromthecradletothegrave,liesinitsuncertainty.’Tisanaffairofluck.
Noamountofpreparationinthematterofrodsandlinesandhooksandluresandnetsandcreelscanchangeitsessentialcharacter.
Noexcellenceofskillincastingthedelusiveflyoradjustingthetemptingbaituponthehookcanmaketheresultsecure.Youmayreducethechances,butyoucannoteliminatethem.Thereareathousandpointsatwhichfortunemayintervene.Thestateoftheweather,theheightofthewater,theappetiteofthefish,thepresenceorabsenceofotheranglers——alltheseindeterminableelementsenterintothereckoningofyoursuccess.Thereisnocombinationofstarsinthefirmamentbywhichyoucanforecastthepiscatorialfuture.Whenyougoa—fishing,youjusttakeyourchances;youofferyourselfasacandidateforanythingthatmaybegoing;youtryyourluck.
Therearecertaindaysthatarefavouritesamonganglers,whoregardthemaspropitiousforthesport.IknowamanwhobelievesthatthefishalwaysrisebetteronSundaythanonanyotherdayintheweek.Hecomplainsbitterlyofthissupposedfact,becausehisreligiousscrupleswillnotallowhimtotakeadvantageofit.HeconfessesthathehassometimesthoughtseriouslyofjoiningtheSeventh—DayBaptists.
AmongthePennsylvaniaDutch,intheAlleghanyMountains,IhavefoundacurioustraditionthatAscensionDayistheluckiestintheyearforfishing.Onthatmorningthedistrictschoolisapttohethinlyattended,andyoumustbeonthestreamveryearlyifyoudonotwishtofindwetfootprintsonthestonesaheadofyou.
Butinfact,allthesesuperstitionsaboutfortunatedaysareidleandpresumptuous.Ifthereweresuchdaysinthecalendar,akindandfirmProvidencewouldneverpermittheraceofmantodiscoverthem.Itwouldroblifeofoneofitsprincipalattractions,andmakefishingaltogethertooeasytobeinteresting.
Fisherman’sluckissonotoriousthatithaspassedintoaproverb.
Butthefaultwiththatfamiliarsayingisthatitistooshortandtoonarrowtocoverhalfthevariationsoftheangler’spossibleexperience.Forifhisluckshouldbebad,thereisnoportionofhisanatomy,fromthecrownofhisheadtothesolesofhisfeet,thatmaynotbethoroughlywet.Butifitshouldbegood,hemayreceiveanunearnedblessingofabundancenotonlyinhisbasket,butalsoinhisheadandhisheart,hismemoryandhisfancy.Hemaycomehomefromsomeobscure,ill—named,lovelystream——someDryBrook,orSouthwestBranchofSmith’sRun——withacreelfulloftrout,andamindfullofgratefulrecollectionsofflowersthatseemedtobloomforhissake,andbirdsthatsanganew,sweet,friendlymessagetohistiredsoul.Hemayclimbdownto\"Tommy’sRock\"belowthecliffsatNewport(asIhavedonemanyadaywithmyladyGreygown),and,allunnoticedbytheidle,wearypromenadersinthepathoffashion,haulinabasketfulofblackfish,andatthesametimelookoutacrosstheshiningsapphirewatersandinheritawondrousgoodfortuneofdreams——
\"Haveglimpsesthatwillmakehimlessforlorn;
HavesightofProteusrisingfromthesea,OrhearoldTritonblowhiswreathedhorn.\"
Butallthis,youmustremember,dependsuponsomethingsecretandincalculable,somethingthatwecanneithercommandnorpredict.Itisanaffairofgift,notofwages.Fish(andtheothergoodthingswhicharelikesaucetothecatchingofthem)castnoshadowbefore.
Wateristheemblemofinstability.Noonecantellwhatheshalldrawoutofituntilhehastakeninhisline.Hereinarefoundthetruecharmandprofitofanglingforallpersonsofapureandchildlikemind.
LookatthosetwovenerablegentlemenfloatinginaskiffupontheclearwatersofLakeGeorge.Oneofthemisasuccessfulstatesman,anex—PresidentoftheUnitedStates,alawyerversedinallthecuriouseccentricitiesofthe\"lawlessscienceofthelaw.\"Theotherisalearneddoctorofmedicine,abletogiveanametoalldiseasesfromwhichmenhaveimaginedthattheysuffered,andtoinventnewonesforthosewhoaretiredofvulgarmaladies.Butalltheirlearningisforgotten,theircaresandcontroversiesarelaidaside,in\"innocuousdesuetude.\"TheSummerSchoolofSociologyisassembled.TheMedicalCongressisinsession.
Buttheycarenot——no,notsomuchasthevalueofasinglelivebait.Thesunshinesuponthemwithaferventheat,butitirksthemnot.Theraindescends,andthewindsblowandbeatuponthem,buttheyareunmoved.TheyaresecurelyanchoredhereintheleeofSabbath—DayPoint.
Whatenchantmentbindsthemtothatinconsiderablespot?Whatmagicfixestheireyesuponthepointofafishing—rod,asifitwerethefingerofdestiny?Itistheenchantmentofuncertainty:thesamenaturalmagicthatdrawsthelittlesuburbanboysinthespringoftheyear,withtheirstringsandpin—hooks,aroundtheshallowpondswheredaceandredfinshide;thesameirresistiblecharmthatfixesarowofcitygamins,likeraggedanddisreputablefish—crows,ontheendofapierwhereblear—eyedflounderssometimeslurkinthemuddywater.Letthephilosopherexplainitashewill.Letthemoralistreprehenditashechooses.Thereisnothingthatattractshumannaturemorepowerfullythanthesportoftemptingtheunknownwithafishing—line.
Thoseancientanglershavesetoutuponanexodusfromthetediousrealmofthedefinite,thefixed,themust—certainly—come—to—pass.
Theyareonaholidayinthefreecountryofperadventure.TheydonotknowatthismomentwhetherthenextturnofFortune’sreelwillbringupaperchorapickerel,asunfishorablackbass.Itmaybeahideouscatfishorasquirmingeel,oritmaybealake—trout,thegrandprizeintheLakeGeorgelottery.Theretheysit,thosegray—hairedlads,fullofhope,yetequallypreparedforresignation;takingnothoughtforthemorrow,andreadytomakethebestofto—day;harmlessandhappyplayersatthebestofallgamesofchance.
\"Inotherwords,\"Ihearsomesevereandsour—complexionedreadersay,\"inplainlanguage,theyareapairofoldgamblers.\"
Yes,ifitpleasesyoutocallhonestmenbyabadname.Buttheyrisknothingthatisnottheirown;andiftheylose,theyarenotimpoverished.Theydesirenothingthatbelongstoothermen;andiftheywin,nooneisrobbed.Ifallgamblingwerelikethat,itwouldbedifficulttoseetheharminit.Indeed,adaringmoralistmightevenassert,andprovebyargument,thatsoinnocentadelightinthetakingofchancesisanaidtovirtue.
DoyourememberMartinLuther’sreasoningonthesubjectof\"excellentlargepike\"?HemaintainsthatGodwouldneverhavecreatedthemsogoodtothetaste,ifHehadnotmeantthemtobeeaten.AndforthesamereasonIconcludethatthisworldwouldneverhavebeenleftsofullofuncertainties,norhumannatureframedsoastofindapeculiarjoyandexhilarationinmeetingthembravelyandcheerfully,ifithadnotbeendivinelyintendedthatmostofouramusementandmuchofoureducationshouldcomefromthissource.
\"Chance\"isadisreputableword,Iknow.Itissupposedbymanypiouspersonstobeimproperandalmostblasphemoustouseit.ButIamnotoneofthosewhosharethisverbalprejudice.Iaminclinedrathertobelievethatitisagoodwordtowhichabadreputationhasbeengiven.Ifeelgratefultothatadmirable\"psychologistwhowriteslikeanovelist,\"Mr.WilliamJames,forhisbrilliantdefenceofit.Forwhatdoesitmean,afterall,butthatsomethingshappeninacertainwaywhichmighthavehappenedinanotherway?Whereistheimmorality,theirreverence,theatheisminsuchasupposition?CertainlyGodmustbecompetenttogovernaworldinwhichtherearepossibilitiesofvariouskinds,justaswellasoneinwhicheveryeventisinevitablydeterminedbeforehand.St.Peterandtheotherfishermen—disciplesontheLakeofGalileewereperfectlyfreetocasttheirnetoneithersideoftheship.Sofarastheycouldsee,sofarasanyonecouldsee,itwasamatterofchancewheretheychosetocastit.Butitwasnotuntiltheyletitdown,attheMaster’sword,ontherightsidethattheyhadgoodluck.Andnottheleastelementoftheirjoyinthedraftoffisheswasthatitbroughtachangeoffortune.
Leavethemetaphysicsofthequestiononthetableforthepresent.
Asamatteroffact,itisplainthatourhumannatureisadaptedtoconditionsvariable,undetermined,andhiddenfromourview.Wearenotfittedtoliveinaworldwhereabalwaysequalsc,andthereisnothingmoretofollow.Theinterestoflife’sequationarriveswiththeappearanceofx,theunknownquantity.Asettled,unchangeable,clearlyforeseeableorderofthingsdoesnotsuitourconstitution.Ittendstomelancholyandafattyheart.Creaturesofhabitweareundoubtedly;butitisoneofourmostfixedhabitstobefondofvariety.Themanwhoisneversurpriseddoesnotknowthetasteofhappiness,andunlesstheunexpectedsometimeshappenstous,wearemostgrievouslydisappointed.
Muchofthetediousnessofhighlycivilizedlifecomesfromitssmoothnessandregularity.To—dayislikeyesterday,andwethinkthatwecanpredictto—morrow.Ofcoursewecannotreallydoso.
Thechancesarestillthere.Butwehavecoveredthemupsodeeplywiththeartificialitiesoflifethatwelosesightofthem.Itseemsasifeverythinginourneatlittleworldwerearranged,andprovidedfor,andreasonablysuretocometopass.ThebestwayofescapefromthisTAEDIUMVITAEisthrougharecreationlikeangling,notonlybecauseitissoevidentlyamatterofluck,butalsobecauseittemptsusintoawilder,freerlife.Itleadsalmostinevitablytocampingout,whichisawholesomeandsanitaryimprudence.
Itiscuriousandpleasant,tomyapprehension,toobservehowmanypeopleinNewEngland,oneofwhoseStatesiscalled\"thelandofSteadyHabits,\"aresensibleofthejoyofchangingthem,——outofdoors.Thesegoodfolkturnoutfromtheircomfortablefarm—housesandtheirsnugsuburbancottagestogoa—gypsyingforafortnightamongthemountainsorbesidethesea.Youseetheirwhitetentsgleamingfromthepine—grovesaroundthelittlelakes,andcatchglimpsesoftheirbathing—clothesdryinginthesunonthewirygrassthatfringesthesand—dunes.Happyfugitivesfromthebondageofroutine!Theyhavefoundoutthatalongjourneyisnotnecessarytoagoodvacation.YoumayreachtheForestofArdeninabuckboard.TheFortunateIslesarewithinsailingdistanceinadory.AndavoyageontheriverPactolusisopentoanyonewhocanpaddleacanoe.
Iwastalking——orratherlistening——withabarber,theotherday,inthesleepyoldtownofRivermouth.Hetoldme,inoneofthoseeasyconfidenceswhichseemtomaketherazorrunmoresmoothly,thatithadbeenthecustomofhisfamily,forsometwentyyearspast,toforsaketheircommodiousdwellingonAnchorStreeteverysummer,andemigratesixmiles,inawagontoWallisSands,wheretheyspentthemonthofAugustverymerrilyundercanvas.Herewasasensiblehouseholdforyou!Theydidnotfeelboundtowasteayear’sincomeonafourweeks’holiday.Theywerenotofthosefoolishfolkwhorunacrossthesea,carefullycarryingwiththemthesametiresomemindthatworriedthemathome.Theygotachangeofairbymakinganalterationoflife.TheyescapedfromthelandofEgyptbysteppingoutintothewildernessandgoinga—fishing.
Thepeoplewhoalwaysliveinhouses,andsleeponbeds,andwalkonpavements,andbuytheirfoodfrombutchersandbakersandgrocers,arenotthemostblessedinhabitantsofthiswideandvariousearth.
Thecircumstancesoftheirexistencearetoomathematicalandsecureforperfectcontentment.Theyliveatsecondorthirdhand.Theyareboardersintheworld.Everythingisdoneforthembysomebodyelse.
Itisalmostimpossibleforanythingveryinterestingtohappentothem.Theymustgettheirexcitementoutofthenewspapers,readingofthehairbreadthescapesandmovingaccidentsthatbefallpeopleinreallife.Whatdothesetameducksreallyknowoftheadventureofliving?Iftheweatherisbad,theyaresnuglyhoused.Ifitiscold,thereisafurnaceinthecellar.Iftheyarehungry,theshopsarenearathand.Itisallasdull,flat,stale,andunprofitableasaddingupacolumnoffigures.Theymightaswellbebroughtupinanincubator.
Butwhenmanabidesintents,afterthemanneroftheearlypatriarchs,thefaceoftheworldisrenewed.Thevagariesofthecloudsbecomesignificant.Youwatchtheskywithalover’slook,eagertoknowwhetheritwillsmileorfrown.Whenyoulieatnightuponyourbedofboughsandheartherainpatteringonthecanvascloseaboveyourhead,youwonderwhetheritisalongstormoronlyashower.
Therisingwindshakesthetent—flaps.Arethepegswelldrivendownandthecordsfirmlyfastened?Youfallasleepagainandwakelater,toheartheraindrummingstillmoreloudlyonthetightcloth,andthebigbreezesnoringthroughtheforest,andthewavesplungingalongthebeach.Astormyday?Well,youmustcutplentyofwoodandkeepthecamp—fireglowing,foritwillbehardtostartitupagain,ifyouletitgettoolow.Thereislittleuseinfishingorhuntinginsuchastorm.Butthereisplentytodointhecamp:gunstobecleaned,tackletobeputinorder,clothestobemended,agoodstoryofadventuretoberead,abelatedlettertobewrittentosomepoorwretchinasummerhotel,agameofheartsorcribbagetobeplayed,orahunting—triptobeplannedforthereturnoffairweather.Thetentisperfectlydry.Alittletrenchdugarounditcarriesoffthesurpluswater,andluckilyitispitchedwiththesidetothelake,sothatyougetthepleasantheatofthefirewithouttheunendurablesmoke.Cookingintherainhasitsdisadvantages.Buthowgoodthesuppertasteswhenitisserveduponatinplate,withanemptyboxforatableandarollofblanketsatthefootofthebedforaseat!
Aday,twodays,threedays,thestormmaycontinue,accordingtoyourluck.Ihavebeenoutinthewoodsforafortnightwithoutadropofrainorasignofdust.Again,Ihavetentedontheshoreofabiglakeforaweek,waitingforanobstinatetempesttopassby.
Looknow,justatnightfall:istherenotalittleliftingandbreakingofthecloudsinthewest,alittleshiftingofthewindtowardabetterquarter?Yougotobedwithcheerfulhopes.A
dozentimesinthedarknessyouarehalfawake,andlisteningdrowsilytothesoundsofthestorm.Aretheywaxingorwaning?Isthatlouderpatteringanewburstofrain,orisitonlytheplumpingofthebigdropsastheyareshakenfromthetrees?See,thedawnhascome,andthegraylightglimmersthroughthecanvas.
Inalittlewhileyouwillknowyourfate.
Look!Thereisapatchofbrightyellowradianceonthepeakofthetent.Theshadowofaleafdancesoverit.Thesunmustbeshining.Goodluck!andupwithyou,foritisagloriousmorning.
Thewoodsareglisteningasfreshandfairasiftheyhadbeennew—
createdovernight.Thewatersparkles,andtinywavesaredancingandsplashingallalongtheshore.Scarletberriesofthemountain—
ashhangaroundthelake.Apairofkingfishersdartbackandforthacrossthebay,inflashesoflivingblue.Ablackeagleswingssilentlyaroundhiscircle,farupinthecloudlesssky.Theairisfullofpleasantsounds,butthereisnonoise.Theworldisfullofjoyfullife,butthereisnocrowdandnoconfusion.Thereisnofactorychimneytodarkenthedaywithitssmoke,notrolley—cartosplitthesilencewithitsshriekandsmitetheindignantearwiththeclangingofitsimpudentbell.Nolumberman’saxehasrobbedtheencirclingforestsoftheirgloryofgreattrees.Nofireshavesweptoverthehillsandleftbehindthemthedesolationofabristlylandscape.Allisfreshandsweet,calmandclearandbright.
’TwasratherarudejestofNature,thattempestofyesterday.Butifyouhavetakenitingoodpart,youareallthemorereadyforhercaressingmoodto—day.Andnowyoumustbeofftogetyourdinner——nottoorderitatashop,buttolookforitinthewoodsandwaters.Youarereadytodoyourbestwithrodorgun.Youwillusealltheskillyouhaveashunterorfisherman.Butwhatyoushallfind,andwhetheryoushallsubsistonbaconandbiscuit,orfeastontroutandpartridges,is,afterall,amatterofluck.
Iprofessthatitappearstomenotonlypleasant,butalsosalutary,tobeinthiscondition.Itbringsushometotheplainrealitiesoflife;itteachesusthatamanoughttoworkbeforeheeats;itremindsusthat,afterhehasdoneallhecan,hemuststillrelyuponamysteriousbountyforhisdailybread.Itsaystous,inhomelyandfamiliarwords,thatlifewasmeanttobeuncertain,thatnomancantellwhatadaywillbringforth,andthatitisthepartofwisdomtobepreparedfordisappointmentsandgratefulforallkindsofsmallmercies.
Thereisastoryinthatfragrantbook,THELITTLEFLOWERSOFST.
FRANCIS,whichIwishtotranscribehere,withouttyingamoraltoit,lestanyoneshouldaccusemeofpreaching.
\"Hence[saysthequaintoldchronicler],havingassignedtohiscompanionstheotherpartsoftheworld,St.Francis,takingBrotherMaximusashiscomrade,setforthtowardtheprovinceofFrance.
Andcomingonedaytoacertaintown,andbeingveryhungry,theybeggedtheirbreadastheywent,accordingtotheruleoftheirorder,fortheloveofGod.AndSt.Franciswentthroughonequarterofthetown,andBrotherMaximusthroughanother.ButforasmuchasSt.Franciswasamanmeanandlowofstature,andhencewasreputedavilebeggarbysuchasknewhimnot,heonlyreceivedafewscantycrustsandmouthfulsofdrybread.ButtoBrotherMaximus,whowaslargeandwellfavoured,weregivengoodpiecesandbig,andanabundanceofbread,yea,wholeloaves.
Havingthusbegged,theymettogetherwithoutthetowntoeat,ataplacewheretherewasaclearspringandafairlargestone,uponwhicheachspreadforththegiftsthathehadreceived.AndSt.
Francis,seeingthatthepiecesofbreadbeggedbyBrotherMaximuswerebiggerandbetterthanhisown,rejoicedgreatly,saying,’Oh,BrotherMaximus,wearenotworthyofsogreatatreasure.’Asherepeatedthesewordsmanytimes,BrotherMaximusmadeanswer:
’Father,howcanyoutalkoftreasureswhenthereissuchgreatpovertyandsuchlackofallthingsneedful?Hereisneithernapkinnorknife,neitherboardnortrencher,neitherhousenortable,neitherman—servantnormaid—servant.’St.Francisreplied:’AndthisiswhatIreckonagreattreasure,wherenaughtismadereadybyhumanindustry,butallthatishereispreparedbyDivineProvidence,asisplainlysetforthinthebreadwhichwehavebegged,inthetableoffairstone,andinthespringofclearwater.AndthereforeIwouldthatweshouldpraytoGodthatHeteachuswithallourheartstolovethetreasureofholypoverty,whichissonobleathing,andwhoseservantisGodtheLord.’\"
Iknowofbutonefairerdescriptionofarepastintheopenair;
andthatiswherewearetoldhowcertainpoorfishermen,cominginverywearyafteranightoftoil(andoneofthemverywetafterswimmingashore),foundtheirMasterstandingonthebankofthelakewaitingforthem.Butitseemsthathemusthavebeenbusyintheirbehalfwhilehewaswaiting;fortherewasabrightfireofcoalsburningontheshore,andagoodlyfishbroilingthereon,andbreadtoeatwithit.AndwhentheMasterhadaskedthemabouttheirfishing,hesaid,\"Come,now,andgetyourbreakfast.\"Sotheysatdownaroundthefire,andwithhisownhandsheservedthemwiththebreadandthefish.
Ofallthebanquetsthathaveeverbeengivenuponearth,thatistheoneinwhichIwouldratherhavehadashare.
Butitisnowtimethatweshouldreturntoourfishing.Andletusobservewithgratitudethatalmostallofthepleasuresthatareconnectedwiththispursuit——itsaccompanimentsandvariations,whichrunalongwiththetuneandweaveanembroideryofdelightaroundit——haveanaccidentalandgratuitousqualityaboutthem.
Theyarenottobecounteduponbeforehand.Theyarelikesomethingthatisthrownintoapurchasebyagenerousandopen—handeddealer,tomakeuspleasedwithourbargainandinclinedtocomebacktothesameshop.
IfIknew,forexample,beforesettingoutforadayonthebrook,preciselywhatbirdsIshouldsee,andwhatprettylittlescenesinthedramaofwoodlandlifeweretobeenactedbeforemyeyes,theexpeditionwouldlosemorethanhalfitscharm.But,infact,itisalmostentirelyamatterofluck,andthatiswhyitnevergrowstiresome.
Theornithologistknowsprettywellwheretolookforthebirds,andhegoesdirectlytotheplaceswherehecanfindthem,andproceedstostudythemintelligentlyandsystematically.Buttheanglerwhoidlesdownthestreamtakesthemastheycome,andallhisobservationshaveaflavourofsurpriseinthem.
Hehearsafamiliarsong,——onethathehasoftenheardatadistance,butneveridentified,——aloud,cheery,rusticcadencesoundingfromalowpine—treeclosebesidehim.Helooksupcarefullythroughtheneedlesanddiscoversahoodedwarbler,atiny,restlesscreature,dressedingreenandyellow,withtwowhitefeathersinitstail,liketheendsofasash,andaglossylittleblackbonnetdrawncloselyaboutitsgoldenhead.Hewillneverforgetthatsongagain.Itwillmakethewoodsseemhomeliketohim,manyatime,ashehearsitringingthroughtheafternoon,likethecallofasmallcountrygirlplayingathide—and—seek:\"SeeME;
hereIBE.\"
Anotherdayhesitsdownonamossylogbesideacold,tricklingspringtoeathislunch.Ithasbeenabarrendayforbirds.
Perhapshehasfallenintothefaultofpursuinghissporttoointensely,andtrampedalongthestreamlookingfornothingbutfish.Perhapsthispartofthegrovehasreallybeendesertedbyitsfeatheredinhabitants,scaredawaybyaprowlinghawkordrivenoutbynest—hunters.Butnow,withoutnotice,theluckchanges.A
surprise—partyofredstartsbreaksintofullplayaroundhim.Allthroughthedark—greenshadowofthehemlockstheyflashlikelittlecandles——CANDELITAS,theCubanscallthem.Theirbrilliantmarkingsoforangeandblack,andtheirfluttering,airy,gracefulmovements,makethemmostwelcomevisitors.Thereisnobirdinthebusheasiertorecognizeorpleasantertowatch.Theyrunalongthebranchesanddartandtumblethroughtheairinfearlesschaseofinvisiblefliesandmoths.Allthetimetheykeepunfoldingandfurlingtheirroundedtails,spreadingthemoutandwavingthemandclosingthemsuddenly,justastheCubangirlsmanagetheirfans.
Infact,theredstartsarethetinyfantailpigeonsoftheforest.
Thereareotherthingsaboutthebirds,besidestheirmusicaltalentsandtheirgoodlooks,thatthefishermanhasachancetoobserveonhisluckydays.Hemayseasomethingoftheircourageandtheirdevotiontotheiryoung.
Isupposeabirdisthebravestcreaturethatlives,inspiteofitsnaturaltimidity.Fromwhichwemaylearnthattruecourageisnotincompatiblewithnervousness,andthatheroismdoesnotmeantheabsenceoffear,buttheconquestofit.Whodoesnotrememberthefirsttimethatheevercameuponahen—partridgewithherbrood,ashewasstrollingthroughthewoodsinJune?Howsplendidlytheoldbirdforgetsherselfinhereffortstodefendandhideheryoung!
Smallerbirdsarenolessdaring.OneeveninglastsummerIwaswalkinguptheRistigouchefromCampHarmonytofishforsalmonatMowett’sRock,wheremycanoewaswaitingforme.AsIsteppedoutfromathicketontotheshinglybankoftheriver,aspottedsandpiperteeteredalongbeforeme,followedbythreeyoungones.
Frightenedatfirst,themotherflewoutafewfeetoverthewater.
Butthepiperlingscouldnotfly,havingnofeathers;andtheycreptunderacrookedlog.Irolledthelogoververygentlyandtookoneofthecoweringcreaturesintomyhand——atiny,palpitatingscrapoflife,coveredwithsoftgraydown,andpeepingshrilly,likeaLiliputianchicken.Andnowthemotherwastransformed.Herfearwaschangedintofury.Shewasabully,afighter,anAmazoninfeathers.Sheflewatmewithloudcries,dashingherselfalmostintomyface.Iwasatyrant,arobber,akidnapper,andshecalledheaventowitnessthatshewouldnevergiveupheroffspringwithoutastruggle.Thenshechangedhertacticsandappealedtomybaserpassions.Shefelltothegroundandflutteredaroundmeasifherwingwerebroken.\"Look!\"sheseemedtosay,\"Iambiggerthanthatpoorlittlebaby.Ifyoumusteatsomething,eatme!Mywingislame.Ican’tfly.Youcaneasilycatchme.Letthatlittlebirdgo!\"AndsoIdid;andthewholefamilydisappearedinthebushesasifbymagic.Iwonderedwhetherthemotherwassayingtoherself,afterthemannerofhersex,thatmenarestupidthings,afterall,andnomatchfortheclevernessofafemalewhostoopstodeceptioninarighteouscause.
Now,thattrivialexperiencewaswhatIcallapieceofgoodluck——
forme,and,intheevent,forthesandpiper.Butitisdoubtfulwhetheritwouldbequitesofreshandpleasantintheremembrance,ifithadnotalsofallentomylottotaketwouncommonlygoodsalmononthatsameevening,inadryseason.
Neverbelieveafishermanwhenhetellsyouthathedoesnotcareaboutthefishhecatches.Hemaysaythatheanglesonlyforthepleasureofbeingout—of—doors,andthatheisjustaswellcontentedwhenhetakesnothingaswhenhemakesagoodcatch.Hemaythinkso,butitisnottrue.Heisnottellingadeliberatefalsehood.Heisonlyassuminganunconsciouspose,andindulginginadelicatebitofself—flattery.Evenifitweretrue,itwouldnotbeatalltohiscredit.
Watchhimonthatluckydaywhenhecomeshomewithafullbasketoftroutonhisshoulder,oraquartetteofsilversalmoncoveredwithgreenbranchesinthebottomofthecanoe.Hisfaceisbroaderthanitwaswhenhewentout,andthereisasparkleoftriumphinhiseye.\"Itisnaught,itisnaught,\"hesays,inmodestdepreciationofhistriumph.Butyoushallseethathelingersfondlyabouttheplacewherethefisharedisplayeduponthegrass,anddoesnotfailtolookcarefullyatthescaleswhentheyareweighed,andhasanattentiveearforthecommentsofadmiringspectators.Youshallfind,moreover,thatheisnotunwillingtonarratethestoryofthecapture——howthebigfishroseshort,fourtimes,tofourdifferentflies,andfinallytookasmallBlackDose,andplayedalloverthepool,andrandownaterriblystiffrapidtothenextpoolbelow,andsulkedfortwentyminutes,andhadtobestirredupwithstones,andmadesuchalongfightthat,whenhecameinatlast,theholdofthehookwasalmostwornthrough,anditfelloutofhismouthashetouchedtheshore.Listentothistaleasitistold,withendlessvariations,byeverymanwhohasbroughthomeafinefish,andyouwillperceivethatthefishermandoescareforhisluck,afterall.
Andwhynot?IamnofriendtothepeoplewhoreceivethebountiesofProvidencewithoutvisiblegratitude.Whenthesixpencefallsintoyourhat,youmaylaugh.Whenthemessengerofanunexpectedblessingtakesyoubythehandandliftsyouupandbidsyouwalk,youmayleapandrunandsingforjoy,evenasthelameman,whomSt.Peterhealed,skippedpiouslyandrejoicedaloudashepassedthroughtheBeautifulGateoftheTemple.Thereisnovirtueinsolemnindifference.Joyisjustasmuchadutyasbeneficenceis.
Thankfulnessistheothersideofmercy.
Whenyouhavegoodluckinanything,yououghttobeglad.Indeed,ifyouarenotglad,youarenotreallylucky.
Butboastingandself—glorificationIwouldhaveexcluded,andmostofallfromthebehaviouroftheangler.He,morethanothermen,isdependentforhissuccessuponthefavourofanunseenbenefactor.Lethisskillandindustrybeneversogreat,hecandonothingunlessLABONNECHANCEcomestohim.
Iwasoncefishingonafairlittleriver,theP’titSaguenay,withtwoexcellentanglersandpleasantcompanions,H.E.G————andC.S.
D————.Theyhaddoneallthatwashumanlypossibletosecuregoodsport.Thestreamhadbeenwellpreserved.Theyhadboxesfullofbeautifulflies,andcasting—linesimportedfromEngland,andarodforeveryfishintheriver.Buttheweatherwas\"dour,\"andthewater\"drumly,\"andeverydaythelumbermensenta\"drive\"oftenthousandsprucelogsrushingdownthefloodedstream.Forthreedayswehadnotseenasalmon,andonthefourth,despairing,wewentdowntoangleforsea—troutinthetideofthegreaterSaguenay.There,inthesaltwater,wheremensaythesalmonnevertakethefly,H.E.G————,fishingwithasmalltrout—rod,apoor,shortline,andanancientredibisofthecommonkind,roseandhookedalordlysalmonofatleastfive—and—thirtypounds.Wasnotthispureluck?
Prideissurelythemostunbecomingofallvicesinafisherman.
Forthoughintelligenceandpracticeandpatienceandgenius,andmanyothernoblethingswhichmodestyforbidshimtomention,enterintohispastime,sothatitis,asIzaakWaltonhasfirmlymaintained,anart;yet,becausefortunestillplaysacontrollinghandinthegame,itsnetresultsshouldneverbespokenofwithahaughtyandvainspirit.LetnottheanglerimitateTimoleon,whoboastedofhisluckandlostit.ItistemptingProvidencetoprinttherecordofyourwonderfulcatchesinthesportingnewspapers;oratleast,ifitmustbedone,thereshouldstandattheheadofthecolumnsomehumble,thankfulmotto,like\"NONNOBIS,DOMINE.\"EvenFatherIzaak,whenhehasafishonhisline,says,withaduesenseofhumanlimitations,\"Thereisatroutnow,andagoodonetoo,IF
ICANBUTHOLDHIM!\"
ThisremindsmethatweleftH.E.G————,afewsentencesback,playinghisunexpectedsalmon,onatrout—rod,intheSaguenay.
Fourtimesthatgreatfishleapedintotheair;twicehesufferedthepliantreedtoguidehimtowardtheshore,andtwiceranoutagaintodeeperwater.Thenhisspiritawokewithinhim:hebenttherodlikeawillowwand,dashedtowardthemiddleoftheriver,brokethelineasifithadbeenpack—thread,andsailedtriumphantlyawaytojointhewhiteporpoisesthatweretumblinginthetide.\"WHE—E—EW,\"theysaid,\"WHE—E—EW!PSHA—A—AW!\"blowingouttheirbreathinlong,softsighsastheyrolledaboutlikehugesnowballsintheblackwater.ButwhatdidH.E.G————say?Hesathimquietlydownuponarockandreeledintheremnantofhisline,utteringtheseremarkableandChristianwords:\"Thoseporpoises,saidhe,\"describethesituationrathermildly.Butitwasgoodfunwhileitlasted.\"
AgainIrememberedasayingofWalton:\"Well,Scholar,youmustendureworselucksometimes,oryouwillnevermakeagoodangler.\"
Oragoodman,either,Iamsure.Forhewhoknowsonlyhowtoenjoy,andnottoendure,isill—fittedtogodownthestreamoflifethroughsuchaworldasthis.
Iwouldnothaveyoutosuppose,gentlereader,thatindiscoursingoffisherman’sluckIhaveinmindonlythosethingswhichmaybetakenwithahook.Itisaparableofhumanexperience.Ihavebeenthinking,forinstance,ofWalton’slifeaswellasofhisangling:ofthelossesandsufferingsthathe,thefirmRoyalist,enduredwhentheCommonwealthmencamemarchingintoLondontown;oftheconsolingdaysthatweregrantedtohim,introubloustimes,onthebanksoftheLeaandtheDoveandtheNewRiver,andthegoodfriendsthathemadethere,withwhomhetooksweetcounselinadversity;ofthelittlechildrenwhoplayedinhishouseforafewyears,andthenwerecalledawayintothesilentlandwherehecouldheartheirvoicesnolonger.Iwasthinkinghowquietlyandpeaceablyhelivedthroughitall,notcomplainingnordesponding,buttryingtodohisworkwell,whetherhewaskeepingashoporwritinghooks,andseekingtoprovehimselfanhonestmanandacheerfulcompanion,andneverscorningtotakewithathankfulheartsuchsmallcomfortsandrecreationsascametohim.
Itisaplain,homely,old—fashionedmeditation,reader,butnotunprofitable.WhenItalktoyouoffisherman’sluck,Idonotforgetthattherearedeeperthingsbehindit.Irememberthatwhatwecallourfortunes,goodorill,arebutthewisedealingsanddistributionsofaWisdomhigher,andaKindnessgreater,thanourown.AndIsupposethattheirmeaningisthatweshouldlearn,byalltheuncertaintiesofourlife,eventhesmallest,howtobebraveandsteadyandtemperateandhopeful,whatevercomes,becausewebelievethatbehinditallthereliesapurposeofgood,andoveritalltherewatchesaprovidenceofblessing.
Intheschooloflifemanybranchesofknowledgearetaught.Buttheonlyphilosophythatamountstoanything,afterall,isjustthesecretofmakingfriendswithourluck.
THETHRILLINGMOMENT
\"Inangling,asinallotherrecreationsintowhichexcitemententers,wehavetobeonourguard,sothatwecanatanymomentthrowaweightofself—controlintothescaleagainstmisfortune;
andhappilywecanstudytosomepurpose,bothtoincreaseourpleasureinsuccessandtolessenourdistresscausedbywhatgoesill.Itisnotonlyincasesofgreatdisasters,however,thattheanglerneedsself—control.Heisperpetuallycalledupontouseittowithstandsmallexasperations.\"——SIREDWARDGREY:Fly—Fishing.
Everymomentoflife,Isuppose,ismoreorlessofaturning—point.
Opportunitiesareswarmingaroundusallthetime,thickerthangnatsatsundown.Wewalkthroughacloudofchances,andifwewerealwaysconsciousofthemtheywouldworryusalmosttodeath.
Buthappilyoursenseofuncertaintyissoothedandcushionedbyhabit,sothatwecanlivecomfortablywithit.Onlynowandthen,bywayofspecialexcitement,itstartsupwideawake.Weperceivehowdelicatelyourfortuneispoisedandbalancedonthepivotofasingleincident.Wegetapeepattheoscillatingneedle,and,becausewehavehappenedtoseeittremble,wecallourexperienceacrisis.
Themeditativeanglerisnotexemptfromthesesensationalperiods.
Therearetimeswhenalltheuncertaintyofhischosenpursuitseemstocondenseitselfintoonebigchance,andstandoutbeforehimlikeasalmononthetopwaveofarapid.Heseesthathisluckhangsbyasinglestrand,andhecannottellwhetheritwillholdorbreak.Thisishisthrillingmoment,andheneverforgetsit.
Minecametomeintheautumnof1894,onthebanksoftheUnpronounceableRiver,intheProvinceofQuebec.Itwasthelastday,oftheopenseasonforouananiche,andwehadsetourheartsoncatchingsomegoodfishtotakehomewithus.Wewalkedupfromthemouthoftheriver,fourpreposterouslylongandroughmiles,tothefamousfishing—pool,\"LAPLACEDEPECHEABOIVIN.\"Itwasanobledayforwalking;theairwasclearandcrisp,andallthehillsarounduswereglowingwiththecrimsonfoliageofthoselittlebusheswhichGodcreatedtomakeburnedlandslookbeautiful.Thetrailendedinaprecipitousgully,downwhichwescrambledwithhighhopes,andfishing—rodsunbroken,onlytofindthattheriverwasinaconditionwhichmadeanglingabsurdifnotimpossible.
Theremusthavebeenacloud—burstamongthemountains,forthewaterwascomingdowninflood.Thestreamwasbank—full,gurglingandeddyingoutamongthebushes,andrushingovertheshoalwherethefishusedtolie,inabrowntorrenttenfeetdeep.Ourlastdaywiththeland—lockedsalmonseemeddestinedtobeafailure,andwemustwaiteightmonthsbeforewecouldhaveanother.Therewerethreeofusinthedisappointment,andweshareditaccordingtoourtemperaments.
Paulvirtuouslyresolvednottogiveupwhiletherewasachanceleft,andwandereddown—streamtolookforaneddywherehemightpickupasmallfish.Ferdinand,ourguide,resignedhimselfwithoutasightotheconsolationofeatingblueberries,whichhealwaysdidwithgreatcheerfulness.ButI,beingmorecastdownthaneitherofmycomrades,soughtoutaconvenientseatamongtherocks,and,adaptingmyanatomyaswellaspossibletotheirregularitiesofnature’supholstery,pulledfrommypocketAN
AMATEURANGLER’SDAYSINDOVEDALE,andsettleddowntoreadmyselfintoaChristianframeofmind.
Beforebeginning,myeyesrovedsadlyoverthepooloncemore.Itwasbutacasualglance.Itlastedonlyforaninstant.ButinthatfortunatefragmentoftimeIdistinctlysawthebroadtailofabigouananicheriseanddisappearintheswiftwaterattheveryheadofthepool.
Immediatelythewholeaspectofaffairswaschanged.Despondencyvanished,andtheriverglitteredwiththebeamsofrisinghope.
Suchistheabsurddispositionofsomeanglers.Theyneverseeafishwithoutbelievingthattheycancatchhim;butiftheyseenofish,theyareinclinedtothinkthattheriverisemptyandtheworldhollow.
Isaidnothingtomycompanions.Itwouldhavebeenunkindtodisturbthemwithexpectationswhichmightneverberealized.Myimmediatedutywastogetwithincastingdistanceofthatsalmonassoonaspossible.
Thewayalongtheshoreofthepoolwasdifficult.Thebankwasverysteep,andtherocksbytheriver’sedgewerebrokenandglibbery.PresentlyIcametoasheerwallofstone,perhapsthirtyfeethigh,risingdirectlyfromthedeepwater.
Therewasatinyledgeorcrevicerunningpartofthewayacrossthefaceofthiswall,andbythisfour—inchpathIedgedalong,holdingmyrodinonehand,andclingingaffectionatelywiththeothertosuchclumpsofgrassandlittlebushesasIcouldfind.TherewasonesmallhuckleberryplanttowhichIhadaparticularattachment.
Itwasfortunatelyafirmlittlebush,andasIheldfasttoitI
rememberedTennyson’spoemwhichbegins\"Flowerinthecranniedwall,\"
andreflectedthatifIshouldsucceedinpluckingoutthisflower,\"rootandall,\"itwouldprobablyresultinanevengreaterincreaseofknowledgethanthepoetcontemplated.
Theledgeintherocknowcametoanend.Butbelowmeinthepooltherewasasunkenreef;andonthisreefalongloghadcaught,withoneendstickingoutofthewater,withinjumpingdistance.Itwastheonlychance.Togobackwouldhavebeendangerous.Ananglerwithalargefamilydependentuponhimforsupporthasnorighttoincurunnecessaryperils.
Besides,thefishwaswaitingformeattheupperendofthepool!
SoIjumped;landedontheendofthelog;feltitsettleslowlydown;ranalongitlikeasmallboyonaseesaw,andleapedoffintoshallowwaterjustasthelogrolledfromtheledgeandlungedoutintothestream.
Itwentwallowingthroughthepoolanddowntherapidlikeaplayfulhippopotamus.IwatcheditwithinterestandcongratulatedmyselfthatIwasnolongerembarkeduponit.OnthatcraftavoyagedowntheUnpronounceableRiverwouldhavebeenshortbutfarfrommerry.
The\"allashore\"bellwasnotrungearlyenough.Ijustgotoff,withnothalfasecondtospare.
Butnowallwaswell,forIwaswithinreachofthefish.AlittlescramblingovertherocksbroughtmetoapointwhereIcouldeasilycastoverhim.Hewaslyinginaswift,smooth,narrowchannelbetweentwolargestones.Itwasasnugresting—place,andnodoubthewouldremainthereforsometime.SoItookoutmyfly—bookandpreparedtoangleforhimaccordingtotheapprovedrulesoftheart.
Nothingismorefoolishinsportthanthehabitofprecipitation.
AndyetitisafaulttowhichIamsingularlysubject.Asaboy,inBrooklyn,InevercameinsightoftheCapitolineSkatingPond,afteralongrideinthehorse—cars,withoutbreakingintoarunalongtheboardwalk,bucklingonmyskatesinafurioushurry,andflingingmyselfimpetuouslyupontheice,asifIfearedthatitwouldmeltawaybeforeIcouldreachit.Nowthis,Iconfess,isagrievousdefect,whichadvancingyearshavenotentirelycured;andIfounditnecessarytotakemyselffirmly,asitwere,bythementalcoat—collar,andresolvenottospoilthechanceofcatchingtheonlyouananicheintheUnpronounceableRiverbyunduehasteinfishingforhim.
Icarefullytestedabrand—newleader,andattachedittothelinewithgreatdeliberationandtheproperknot.ThenIgavemywholemindtotheimportantquestionofawiseselectionofflies.
Itisastonishinghowmuchtimeandmentalanxietyamancanspendonanapparentlysimplequestionlikethis.Whenyouarebuyingfliesinashopitseemsasifyouneverhadhalfenough.Youkeeponpickingoutahalf—dozenofeachnewvarietyasfastastheenticingsalesmanshowsthemtoyou.YoustrollthroughthestreetsofMontrealorQuebecanddropinateveryfishing—tackledealer’stoseewhetheryoucanfindafewmoregoodflies.Then,whenyoucometolookoveryourcollectionatthecriticalmomentonthebankofastream,itseemsasifyouhadtentimestoomany.And,spiteofall,thepreciseflythatyouneedisnotthere.
Youselectacouplethatyouthinkfairlygood,laythemdownbesideyouinthegrass,andgoonlookingthroughthebookforsomethingbetter.Failingtosatisfyyourself,youturntopickupthosethatyouhavelaidout,andfindthattheyhavemysteriouslyvanishedfromthefaceoftheearth.
Thenyoustrugglewithnaughtywordsandrelapseintoaconditionofmentalpalsy.
Precipitationisafault.Butdeliberation,forapersonofprecipitatedisposition,isavice.
Thebestthingtodoinsuchacaseistoadoptsomeabstracttheoryofactionwithoutdelay,andputitintopracticewithouthesitation.Thenifyoufail,youcanthrowtheresponsibilityonthetheory.
Now,inregardtofliestherearetwotheories.Theold,conservativetheoryis,thatonabrightdayyoushoulduseadark,dullfly,becauseitislessconspicuous.SoIfollowedthattheoryfirstandputonaGreatDunandaDarkMontreal.Icastthemdelicatelyoverthefish,buthewouldnotlookatthem.
ThenIpervertedmyselftothenew,radicaltheorywhichsaysthatonabrightdayyoumustusealight,gayfly,becauseitismoreinharmonywiththesky,andthereforelessnoticeable.AccordinglyI
putonaProfessorandaParmacheeneBelle;butthiscombinationoflearningandbeautyhadnoattractionfortheouananiche.
ThenIfellbackonatheoryofmyown,totheeffectthattheouananichehaveanaversiontored,andpreferyellowandbrown.SoItriedvariouscombinationsoffliesinwhichthesecolourspredominated.
ThenIabandonedalltheoriesandwentstraightthroughmybook,tryingsomethingfromeverypage,andwindingupwiththatlurewhichtheguidesconsiderinfallible,——\"aJocko’ScottthatcostfiftycentsatQuebec.\"Butitwasallinvain.Iwasreadytodespair.
AtthispsychologicalmomentIheardbehindmeavoiceofhope,——thesongofagrasshopper:notoneofthosefat—legged,green—wingedimbecilesthatfeeblytumbleinthesummerfields,butagamegrasshopper,——oneofthosethin—shanked,brown—wingedfellowsthatleaplikekangaroos,andflylikebirds,andsingKRI—KAREE—KAREE—
KRIintheirflight.
Itisnotreallyasong,Iknow,butitsoundslikeone;and,ifyouhadheardthatKri—kareecarollingasIchasedhimovertherocks,youwouldhavebeensurethathewasmockingme.
Ibelievedthathewasthepredestinedlureforthatouananiche;butitwashardtopersuadehimtofulfillhisdestiny.Islappedathimwithmyhat,buthewasnotthere.Igraspedathimonthebushes,andbroughtaway\"nothingbutleaves.\"Atlasthemadehiswaytotheveryedgeofthewaterandpoisedhimselfonastone,withhislegswelltuckedinforalongleapandaboldflighttotheothersideoftheriver.Itwasmyfinalopportunity.Imadeadesperategrabatitandcaughtthegrasshopper.
Mypremonitionprovedtobecorrect.WhenthatKri—karee,invisiblyattachedtomyline,wentfloatingdownthestream,theouananichewassurprised.ItwasthefourteenthofSeptember,andhehadsupposedthegrasshopperseasonwasover.Theunexpectedtemptationwastoostrongforhim.Herosewitharush,andinaninstantI
wasfasttothebestland—lockedsalmonoftheyear.
Butthesituationwasnotwithoutitsembarrassments.Myrodweighedonlyfourandaquarterounces;thefishweighedbetweensixandsevenpounds.Thewaterwasfuriousandheadstrong.Ihadonlythirtyyardsoflineandnolanding—net.
\"HOLA!FERDINAND!\"Icried.\"APPORTELANETTE,VITE!ABEAUTY!
HURRYUP!\"
Ithoughtitmustbeanhourwhilehewasmakinghiswayoverthehill,throughtheunderbrush,aroundthecliff.Againandagainthefishranoutmylinealmosttothelastturn.Adozentimesheleapedfromthewater,shakinghissilverysides.Twicehetriedtocuttheleaderacrossasunkenledge.Butatlasthewasplayedout,andcameinquietlytowardsthepointoftherock.AtthesamemomentFerdinandappearedwiththenet.
Now,theuseofthenetisreallythemostdifficultpartofangling.AndFerdinandisthebestnetsmanintheLakeSt.Johncountry.Henevermakesthemistakeoftryingtoscoopafishinmotion.Hedoesnotgropearoundwithaimless,futilestrokesasifhewerefeelingforsomethinginthedark.Hedoesnotentanglethedropper—flyinthenetandtearthetail—flyoutofthefish’smouth.Hedoesnotgetexcited.
Hequietlysinksthenetinthewater,andwaitsuntilhecanseethefishdistinctly,lyingperfectlystillandwithinreach.Thenhemakesaswiftmovement,likethatofamowerswingingthescythe,takesthefishintothenethead—first,andlandshimwithoutaslip.
IfeltsurethatFerdinandwasgoingtodothetrickinpreciselythiswaywithmyouananiche.Justattherightinstanthemadeonequick,steadyswingofthearms,and——theheadofthenetbrokecleanoffthehandleandwentfloatingawaywiththefishinit!
Allseemedtobelost.ButFerdinandwasequaltotheoccasion.Heseizedalong,crookedstickthatlayinapileofdriftwoodontheshore,sprangintothewateruptohiswaist,caughtthenetasitdriftedpast,anddraggedittoland,withtheultimateouananiche,theprizeoftheseason,stillglitteringthroughitsmeshes.
Thisisthestoryofmymostthrillingmomentasanangler.
Butwhichwasthemomentofthedeepestthrill?
Wasitwhenthehuckleberrybushsavedmefromawaterygrave,orwhenthelogrolledundermyfeetandstarteddowntheriver?Wasitwhenthefishrose,orwhenthenetbroke,orwhenthelongstickcapturedit?
No,itwasnoneofthese.ItwaswhentheKri—kareesatwithhislegstuckedunderhimonthebrinkofthestream.Thatwastheturning—point.Thefortunesofthedaydependedonthecomparativequicknessofthereflexactionofhisneuralgangliaandmine.Thatwasthethrillingmoment.
Iseeitnow.Acrisisisreallythecommonestthingintheworld.
Thereasonwhylifesometimesseemsdulltousisbecausewedonotperceivetheimportanceandtheexcitementofgettingbait.
TALKABILITY
APRELUDEANDTHEMEWITHVARIATIONS
\"Hepraisesameditativelife,andwithevidentsincerity:butwefeelthathelikednothingsowellasgoodtalk.\"——JAMESRUSSELL
LOWELL:Walton.
I
PRELUDE——ONANOLD,FOOLISHMAXIM
Theinventorofthefamiliarmaximthat\"fishermenmustnottalk\"islostinthemistsofantiquity,andwelldeserveshisfate.Foramorefoolishrule,aconventionalitymoreobscureandaimlessinitstyranny,wasneverimposeduponaninnocentandhonourableoccupation,todiminishitspleasureanddiscountitsprofits.Why,inthenameofallthatisgenial,shouldanglersgoabouttheirharmlesssportinstealthysilencelikeconspirators,orsittogetherinaboat,dumb,glum,andpenitential,likenaughtyschoolboysonthebenchofdisgrace?’TisanOmorcansuperstition;
arulewithoutareason;avenerable,idioticfashioninventedtorepresslivelyspiritsandputapremiumonstupidity.
Formypart,IinclinerathertotheopinionoftheNeapolitanfishermenwhomaintainthatacertainamountofnoise,ofcertainkinds,islikelytoimprovethefishing,andwhohaveaparticularsong,verysweetandcharming,whichtheysingtodrawthefishesaroundthem.Itisnarrated,likewise,ofthegoodSt.Brandan,thatonhisnotablevoyagefromIrelandinsearchofParadise,hechantedtheserviceforSt.Peter’sdaysopleasantlythatasubaqueousaudienceofallsortsandsizeswasattracted,insomuchthattheothermonksbegantobeafraid,andbeggedtheabbotthathewouldsingalittlelower,fortheywerenotquitesureoftheintentionofthecongregation.OfSt.AnthonyofPaduaitissaidthatheevensucceededinpersuadingthefishes,ingreatmultitudes,tolistentoasermon;andthatwhenitwasended(itmustbenotedthatitwasbothshortandcheerful)theybowedtheirheadsandmovedtheirbodiesupanddownwitheverymarkoffondnessandapprovalofwhattheholyfatherhadspoken.
Ifwecanbelievethis,surelyweneednotbeincredulousofthingswhichseemtobenoless,butrathermore,inharmonywiththecourseofnature.Creatureswhoaresensibletotheattractionsofasermoncanhardlybeindifferenttothecharmofotherkindsofdiscourse.IcaneasilyimagineacompanyofgraylingwishingtooverhearaconversationbetweenI.W.andhisaffectionate(butsomewhatprodigal)sonandservant,CharlesCotton;andsurelyeveryintelligentsalmoninScotlandmighthavebeengladtohearChristopherNorthandtheEttrickShepherdbandyjestsandswapstories.Asfortrout,——wasthereoneinMassachusettsthatwouldnothavebeencurioustolistentotheintimateopinionsofDanielWebsterasheloafedalongthebanksoftheMarshpee,——oristhereoneinPennsylvaniato—daythatmightnotbedrawnwithinterestanddelighttothefeetofJosephJefferson,tellinghowheconceivedandwroteRIPVANWINKLEonthebanksofatrout—stream?
Fishermenmustbesilent?Onthecontrary,itisfarmorelikelythatgoodtalkmaypromotegoodfishing.
Allthis,however,goesupontheassumptionthatfishcanhear,inthepropersenseoftheword.Andthis,itmustbeconfessed,isanassumptionnotyetfullyverified.Experiencedanglersandstudentsoffishywaysaredivideduponthequestion.Itisbeyondadoubtthatallfishes,excepttheverylowestforms,haveears.Butthensohaveallmen;andyetwehavethebestauthorityforbelievingthattherearemanywho\"havingears,hearnot.\"
Theearsoffishes,forthemostpart,areinclosedintheirskull,andhavenooutwardopening.Waterconveyssound,aseverycountryboyknowswhohastriedtheexperimentofdivingtothebottomoftheswimming—holeandknockingtwobigstonestogether.ButIdoubtwhetheranycountryboy,engagedinthisinterestingscientificexperiment,hasheardtheconversationofhisfriendsonthebankwhowereengagedinhidinghisclothes.
Therearemanycuriousandmoreorlessvenerablestoriestotheeffectthatfishesmaybetrainedtoassembleattheringingofabellorthebeatingofadrum.Lucian,awriterofthesecondcentury,tellsofacertainlakewhereinmanysacredfisheswerekept,ofwhichthelargesthadnamesgiventothem,andcamewhentheywerecalled.ButLucianwasnotamanofespeciallygoodreputation,andthereisanairofimprobabilityabouthisstatementthattheLARGESTfishescame.Thisisnotthecustomofthelargestfishes.
Inthepresentcenturytherewasataleofaneelinagarden—well,inScotland,whichwouldcometobefedoutofaspoonwhenthechildrencalledhimbyhissingularlyinappropriatenameofRobRoy.
ThisseemsamorelikelystorythanLucian’s;atalleventsitcomesfromamoreorthodoxatmosphere.Butbeforegivingitfullcredence,Ishouldliketoknowwhetherthechildren,whentheycalled\"RobRoy!\"stoodwheretheeelcouldseethespoon.
Ontheothersideofthequestion,wemayquoteMr.Ronalds,alsoaScotchman,andthelearnedauthorofTHEFLY—FISHER’SENTOMOLOGY,whoconductedaseriesofexperimentswhichprovedthateventrout,themostfugaciousoffish,arenotintheleastdisturbedbythedischargeofagun,providedtheflashisconcealed.Mr.HenryP.
Wells,theauthorofTHEAMERICANSALMONANGLER,saysthathehas\"neverbeenabletomakeasoundintheairwhichseemedtoproducetheslightesteffectupontroutinthewater.\"
Sothecontroversyonthehearingoffishescontinues,andtheconclusionremainsopen.Everymanisatlibertytoembracethatsidewhichpleaseshimbest.YoumaythinkthatthefinnytribesareassensitivetosoundasFineEar,intheGermanfairy—tale,whocouldhearthegrassgrow.Oryoumayholdtheoppositeopinion,thattheyare\"Deaferthantheblue—eyedcat.\"
Butwhichevertheoryyouadopt,inpractice,ifyouareawisefisherman,youwillsteeramiddlecourse,betweenonethingwhichmustbeleftundoneandanotherthingwhichshouldbedone.Youwillrefrainfromstampingonthebank,orknockingonthesideoftheboat,ordraggingtheanchoramongthestonesonthebottom;forwhenthewatervibratesthefisharelikelytovanish.Butyouwillindulgeasfreelyasyoupleaseinpleasantdiscoursewithyourcomrade;foritiscertainthatfishingisneverhindered,andmayevenbehelped,inonewayoranother,bygoodtalk.
Ishouldthereforehavenohesitationinadvisinganyonetochoose,forcompanionshiponananglingexpedition,longorshort,apersonwhohastheraremeritofbeingTALKABLE.
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THEME——ONASMALL,USEFULVIRTUE
\"Talkable\"isnotanewadjective.Butitneedsanewdefinition,andthecomplementofacorrespondingnoun.Iwouldfainsetdownonpapersomeobservationsandreflectionswhichmayservetomakeitsmeaningclear,andrenderduepraisetothatmostexcellentqualityinmanorwoman,——especiallyinanglers,——thesmallbutusefulvirtueofTALKABILITY.
RobertLouisStevensonusestheword\"talkable\"inoneofhisessaystodenoteacertaindistinctionamongthepossiblesubjectsofhumanspeech.Therearesomethings,hesaysineffect,aboutwhichyoucanreallytalk;andthereareotherthingsaboutwhichyoucannotproperlytalkatall,butonlydispute,orharangue,orprose,ormoralize,orchatter.
AftermatureconsiderationIhavearrivedattheopinionthatthisdistinctionamongthethemesofspeechisanillusion.Itdoesnotexist.Allsubjects,\"thefoolishthingsoftheworld,andtheweakthingsoftheworld,andbasethingsoftheworld,yea,andthingsthatarenot,\"mayprovidematterforgoodtalk,ifonlytherightpeopleareengagedintheenterprise.Iknowamanwhocanmakeadescriptionoftheweatherasentertainingasatuneontheviolin;
andevenonthethreadbarethemeofthewaywardnessofdomesticservants,Ihaveheardadiscreetwomanplaythemostdivertingandinstructivevariations.
No,thequalityoftalkabilitydoesnotmarkadistinctionamongthings;itdenotesadifferenceamongpeople.Itisnotanattributeunequallydistributedamongmaterialobjectsandabstractideas.Itisavirtuewhichbelongstothemindandmoralcharacterofcertainpersons.Itisareciprocalhumanquality;activeaswellaspassive;apowerofbestowingandreceiving.
Anamiablepersonisonewhohasacapacityforlovingandbeingloved.Anaffablepersonisonewhoisreadytospeakandtobespokento,——as,forexample,Milton’s\"affablearchangel\"Raphael;
thoughitmustbeconfessedthathelaidthechiefemphasisontheactivesideofhisaffability.A\"clubable\"person(touseawordwhichDr.SamuelJohnsoninventedbutdidnotputintohisdictionary)isonewhoisfitforthefamiliargiveandtakeofclub—life.Atalkableperson,therefore,isonewhosenatureanddispositioninvitetheeasyinterchangeofthoughtsandfeelings,oneinwhosecompanyitisapleasuretotalkortobetalkedto.
Nowthisgoodqualityoftalkabilityistobedistinguished,verystrictlyandinflexibly,fromthebadqualitywhichimitatesitandoftenbringsitintodiscredit.Imeantheviceoftalkativeness.
Thatisaselfish,one—sided,inharmoniousaffair,fullofdiscomfort,andproductiveofmostunchristianfeelings.
Youmayobservetheoperationsofthisvicenotonlyinhumanbeings,butalsoinbirds.Allthebirdsinthebushcanmakesomekindofanoise;andmostofthemliketodoit;andsomeofthemlikeitagreatdealanddoitverymuch.Butitisnotalwaysforedification,norarethemostvociferousandgarrulousbirdscommonlythemostpleasing.Aparrot,forinstance,inyourneighbour’sbackyard,inthesummertime,whenthewindowsareopen,isnotanaidtothedevelopmentofChristiancharacter.I
knewamanwhohadtostayinthecityallsummer,andintheautumnwasaskedtodescribethecharacterandsocialstandingofanewfamilythathadmovedintohisneighbourhood.Werethey\"nicepeople,\"well—bred,intelligent,respectable?\"Well,\"saidhe,\"I
don’tknowwhatyourstandardsare,andwouldprefernottosayanythinglibellous;butI’lltellyouinaword,——theyarethekindofpeoplethatkeepaparrot.\"
ThenthereistheEnglishSparrow!Whataninsufferablechatterbox,whatanincurablescold,whatavolubleandtiresomeblackguardisthislittlefeatheredcockney.Thereisnotasweetorpleasantwordinallhisvocabulary.
Iamconvincedthathetalksaltogetherofscandalsandfightsandstreet—sweepings.
Thekingdomofornithologyisdividedintotwodepartments,——realbirdsandEnglishsparrows.Englishsparrowsarenotrealbirds;
theyarelittlebeasts.
TherewasachurchinBrooklynwhichwasoncecoveredwithagreatandspreadingvine,inwhichthesparrowsbuiltinnumerablenests.
Theseungodlylittlebirdskeptupsuchadinthatitwasimpossibletoheartheserviceofthesanctuary.Thefaithfulclergystrainedtheirvoicestothevergeofministerialsorethroat,butthepeoplehadnopeaceintheirdevotionsuntilthevinewascutdown,andtheAnglicanintruderswereevicted.
AtalkativepersonislikeanEnglishsparrow,——abirdthatcannotsing,andwillsing,andoughttobepersuadednottotrytosing.
Butatalkablepersonhasthegiftthatbelongstothewoodthrushandtheveeryandthewren,theorioleandthewhite—throatandtherose—breastedgrosbeak,themockingbirdandtherobin(sometimes);
andthebrownthrush;yes,thebrownthrushhasittoperfection,ifyoucancatchhimalone,——thegiftofbeinginteresting,charming,delightful,inthemostoff—handandvariousmodesofutterance.
Talkabilityisnotatallthesamethingaseloquence.Theeloquentmansurprises,overwhelms,andsometimesparalyzesusbythedisplayofhispower.Greatoratorsareseldomgoodtalkers.Oratoryinexerciseismasterfulandjealous,andintolerantofallinterruptions.Oratoryinpreparationissilent,self—centred,uncommunicative.Thepainfultruthofthisremarkmayheseenintherowofcountenancesalongthepresident’stableatapublicbanquetaboutnineo’clockintheevening.Thebicycle—faceseemsunconstrainedandmerrybycomparisonwiththeafter—dinner—speech—
face.Theflowoftable—talkiscorkedbytheanxiousconceptionofpost—prandialoratory.
Thackeray,inoneofhisROUNDABOUTPAPERS,speaksof\"thesinoftall—talking,\"which,hesays,\"isthesinofschoolmasters,governesses,critics,sermoners,andinstructorsofyoungoroldpeople.\"Butthisisnotinaccordwithmyobservation.Ishouldsayitwasratherthesinofdilettantiwhoareambitiousofthathigh—steppingaccomplishmentwhichiscalled\"conversationalability.\"
Thishasusually,tomymind,somethingsetandartificialaboutit,althoughinitsmostperfectformtheartalmostsucceedsinconcealingitself.But,atallevents,’’conversation’’istalkineveningdress,withperhapsalittlepowderandatouchofrouge.
’Tislikeoneofthosewisevirginswhoaresaidtolooktheirbestbylamplight.Anddoubtlessthisisanexcellentthing,andnotwithoutitsadvantages.Butformypart,commendmetoonewholosesnothingbytheearlymorningillumination,——onewhobringsallherattractionswithherwhenshecomesdowntobreakfast,——sheisaverypleasantmaid.
Talkisthatformofhumanspeechwhichisexemptfromallduties,foreignanddomestic.Itisthenearestthingintheworldtothinkingandfeelingaloud.Itisnecessarilynotforpublication,——
solelyanevidenceofgoodfaithandmutualkindness.Youtellmewhatyouhaveseenandwhatyouarethinkingabout,becauseyoutakeitforgrantedthatitwillinterestandentertainme;andyoulistentomyrepliesandtherecitalofmyadventuresandopinions,becauseyouknowIliketotellthem,andbecauseyoufindsomethinginthem,ofonekindoranother,thatyoucaretohear.Itisanicegame,witheasy,simplerules,andendlesspossibilitiesofvariation.Andifwegointoitwiththerightspirit,andplayitforlove,withoutheavystakes,thechancesarethatifwehappentobefairlytalkablepeopleweshallhaveoneofthebestthingsintheworld,——amightygoodtalk.
Whatisthereinthisanxious,hide—bound,tiresomeexistenceofours,morerestfulandremunerative?Montaignesays,\"Theuseofitismoresweetthanofanyotheractionoflife;andforthatreasonitisthat,ifIwerecompelledtochoose,Ishouldsooner,Ithink,consenttolosemysightthanmyhearingandspeech.\"Theveryaimlessnesswithwhichitproceeds,theserenedisregardofallconsiderationsofprofitandproprietywithwhichitfollowsitswanderingcourse,andbringsupanywhereornowhere,tocampforthenight,isoneofitsattractions.Itislikeaday’sfishing,notvaluablechieflyforthefishyoubringhome,butforthepleasantcountrythroughwhichitleadsyou,andthestateofpersonalwell—
beingandhealthinwhichitleavesyou,warmed,andcheered,andcontentwithlifeandfriendship.
Theorderinwhichyousetoutuponatalk,thepathwhichyoupursue,theruleswhichyouobserveordisregard,makebutlittledifferenceintheend.YoumayfollowtheadviceofImmanuelKantifyoulike,andbeginwiththeweatherandtheroads,andgoontocurrentevents,andwindupwithhistory,art,andphilosophy.Oryoumayreversetheorderifyouprefer,likethatadmirabletalkerClarenceKing,whousuallysetsailonsomehighlyabstractparadox,suchas\"Civilizationisanervousdisease,\"andlandedinataleofadventureinMexicoortheRockyMountains.OryoumayfollowtheexampleofEdwardEggleston,whostartedinatthemiddleandworkedoutateitherend,andsometimesatboth.Itmakesnodifference.
Ifthethingisinyouatall,youwillfindgoodmatterfortalkanywherealongtheroute.HearwhatMontaignesaysagain:\"Inourdiscourseallsubjectsarealiketome;lettherebeneitherweightnordepth,’tisallone;thereisyetgraceandpertinence;allthereistentedwithamatureandconstantjudgment,andmixedwithgoodness,freedom,gayety,andfriendship.\"
Howclosetothemarktheoldessayistsendshisarrow!Heisrightabouttheessentialqualitiesofgoodtalk.Theyarenotmerelyintellectual.Theyaremoral.Goodnessofheart,freedomofspirit,gayetyoftemper,andfriendlinessofdisposition,——thesearefourfinethings,anddoubtlessasacceptabletoGodastheyareagreeabletomen.Thetalkabilitywhichspringsoutofthesequalitieshasitsrootsinagoodsoil.Onsuchaplantoneneednotlookforthepoisonberriesofmaligndiscourse,norfortheDeadSeaapplesoffrivolousmockery.Butfairfruitwillbethere,pleasanttothesightandgoodforfood,broughtforthabundantlyaccordingtotheseason.