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  well-verywell-butstillperformingapart。Hiscompanion!-

  there,indeed,wasthebruiser-nomistakeabouthim:atallmassiveman,withabroadcountenanceandaflattenednose;dressedlikeabruiser,butnotlikeabruisergoingintothering;heworewhite-toppedboots,andaloosebrownjockeycoat。

  Asthefirstadvancedtowardsthetable,behindwhichthemagistratesat,hedoffedawhitecastorfromhishead,andmaderatheragenteelbow;lookingatme,whosatsomewhatononeside,hegaveakindofnodofrecognition。

  ’MayIrequesttoknowwhoyouare,gentlemen?’saidthemagistrate。

  ’Sir,’saidthemaninadeep,butnotunpleasantvoice,’allowmetointroducetoyoumyfriend,Mr-,thecelebratedpugilist’;andhemotionedwithhishandtowardsthemassivemanwiththeflattenednose。

  ’Andyourownname,sir?’saidthemagistrate。

  ’Mynameisnomatter,’saidtheman;’wereItomentionittoyou,itwouldawakenwithinyounofeelingofinterest。ItisneitherKeannorBelcher,andIhaveasyetdonenothingtodistinguishmyselflikeeitherofthoseindividuals,orevenlikemyfriendhere。However,atimemaycome-wearenotyetburied;andwhensoevermyhourarrives,IhopeIshallprovemyselfequaltomydestiny,howeverhigh-

  ’Likebirdthat’sbredamongsttheHelicons。’

  Andhereasmilehalftheatricalpassedoverhisfeatures。

  ’InwhatcanIobligeyou,sir?’saidthemagistrate。

  ’Well,sir;thesoulofwitisbrevity;wewantaplaceforanapproachingcombatbetweenmyfriendhereandabravefromtown。

  Passingbyyourbroadacresthisfinemorningwesawapightle,whichwedeemedwouldsuit。Lendusthatpightle,andreceiveourthanks;’twouldbeafavour,thoughnotmuchtogrant:weneitheraskforStonehengenorforTempe。’

  Myfriendlookedsomewhatperplexed;afteramoment,however,hesaid,withafirmbutgentlemanlyair,’Sir,IamsorrythatI

  cannotcomplywithyourrequest。’

  ’Notcomply!’saidtheman,hisbrowbecomingdarkasmidnight;andwithahoarseandsavagetone,’Notcomply!whynot?’

  ’Itisimpossible,sir;utterlyimpossible!’

  ’Whyso?’

  ’Iamnotcompelledtogivemyreasonstoyou,sir,nortoanyman。’

  ’Letmebegofyoutoalteryourdecision,’saidtheman,inatoneofprofoundrespect。

  ’Utterlyimpossible,sir;Iamamagistrate。’

  ’Magistrate!thenfareyewell,foragreen-coatedbufferandaHarmanbeck。’

  ’Sir!’saidthemagistrate,springingupwithafacefierywithwrath。

  But,withasurlynodtome,themanlefttheapartment;andinamomentmoretheheavyfootstepsofhimselfandhiscompanionwerehearddescendingthestaircase。

  ’Whoisthatman?’saidmyfriend,turningtowardsme。

  ’Asportinggentleman,wellknownintheplacefromwhichIcome。’

  ’Heappearedtoknowyou。’

  ’Ihaveoccasionallyputonthegloveswithhim。’

  ’Whatishisname?’

  CHAPTERXXV

  Doubts-WisekingofJerusalem-Letmesee-Athousandyears-

  Nothingnew-Thecrowd-Thehymn-Faith-CharlesWesley-Therehestood-Farewell,brother-Death-Sun,moon,andstars-Windontheheath。

  THEREwasonequestionwhichIwascontinuallyaskingmyselfatthisperiod,andwhichhasmorethanoncemettheeyesofthereaderwhohasfollowedmethroughthelastchapter:’Whatistruth?’Ihadinvolvedmyselfimperceptiblyinadrearylabyrinthofdoubt,and,whicheverwayIturned,noreasonableprospectofextricatingmyselfappeared。ThemeansbywhichIhadbroughtmyselfintothissituationmaybeverybrieflytold;Ihadinquiredintomanymatters,inorderthatImightbecomewise,andIhadreadandponderedoverthewordsofthewise,socalled,tillIhadmademyselfmasterofthesumofhumanwisdom;namely,thateverythingisenigmaticalandthatmanisanenigmatohimself;

  thencethecryof’Whatistruth?’IhadceasedtobelieveinthetruthofthatinwhichIhadhithertotrusted,andyetcouldfindnothinginwhichIcouldputanyfixedordeliberatebelief-I

  was,indeed,inalabyrinth!InwhatdidInotdoubt?WithrespecttocrimeandvirtueIwasindoubt;Idoubtedthattheonewasblamableandtheotherpraiseworthy。Arenotallthingssubjectedtothelawofnecessity?Assuredlytimeandchancegovernallthings:Yethowcanthisbe?alas!

  Thentherewasmyself;forwhatwasIborn?Arenotallthingsborntobeforgotten?That’sincomprehensible:yetisitnotso?

  Thosebutterfliesfallandareforgotten。Inwhatismanbetterthanabutterfly?Allthenisborntobeforgotten。Ah!thatwasapangindeed;’tisatsuchamomentthatamanwishestodie。ThewisekingofJerusalem,whosatinhisshadyarboursbesidehissunnyfish-pools,sayingsomanyfinethings,wishedtodie,whenhesawthatnotonlyallwasvanity,butthathehimselfwasvanity。Willatimecomewhenallwillbeforgottenthatnowisbeneaththesun?Ifso,ofwhatprofitislife?

  IntruthitwasasorevexationofspirittomewhenIsaw,asthewisemansawofold,thatwhateverIcouldhopetoperformmustnecessarilybeofverytemporaryduration;andifso,whydoit?I

  saidtomyself,whatevernameIcanacquire,willitendureforeternity?scarcelyso。Athousandyears?Letmesee!whathaveI

  donealready?IhavelearntWelsh,andhavetranslatedthesongsofAbGwilym,sometenthousandlines,intoEnglishrhyme;IhavealsolearntDanish,andhaverenderedtheoldbookofballadscastbythetempestuponthebeachintocorrespondingEnglishmetre。

  Good!haveIdoneenoughalreadytosecuremyselfareputationofathousandyears?No,no!certainlynot;IhavenottheslightestgroundforhopingthatmytranslationsfromtheWelshandDanishwillbereadattheendofathousandyears。Well,butIamonlyeighteen,andIhavenotstatedallthatIhavedone;Ihavelearntmanyothertongues,andhaveacquiredsomeknowledgeevenofHebrewandArabic。ShouldIgooninthiswaytillIamforty,Imustthenbeverylearned;andperhaps,amongotherthings,mayhavetranslatedtheTalmud,andsomeofthegreatworksoftheArabians。

  Pooh!allthisismerelearningandtranslation,andsuchwillneversecureimmortality。Translationisatbestanecho,anditmustbeawonderfulechotobeheardafterthelapseofathousandyears。No!allIhavealreadydone,andallImayyetdointhesameway,Imayreckonasnothing-merepastime;somethingelsemustbedone。Imusteitherwritesomegrandoriginalwork,orconqueranempire;theonejustaseasyastheother。ButamI

  competenttodoeither?Yes,IthinkIam,underfavourablecircumstances。Yes,IthinkImaypromisemyselfareputationofathousandyears,ifIdobutgivemyselfthenecessarytrouble。

  Well!butwhat’sathousandyearsafterall,ortwiceathousandyears?Woeisme!Imayjustaswellsitstill。

  ’WouldIhadneverbeenborn!’Isaidtomyself;andathoughtwouldoccasionallyintrude:ButwasIeverborn?IsnotallthatIseealie-adeceitfulphantom?Isthereaworld,andearth,andsky?Berkeley’sdoctrine-Spinoza’sdoctrine!Dearreader,I

  hadatthattimeneverreadeitherBerkeleyorSpinoza。Ihavestillneverreadthem;whoarethey,menofyesterday?’Allisalie-alladeceitfulphantom,’areoldcries;theycomenaturallyfromthemouthsofthosewho,castingasidethatchoicestshieldagainstmadness,simplicity,wouldfainbewiseasGod,andcanonlyknowthattheyarenaked。Thisdoubtinginthe’universalall’isalmostcoevalwiththehumanrace:wisdom,socalled,wasearlysoughtafter。Allisalie-adeceitfulphantom-wassaidwhentheworldwasyetyoung;itssurface,saveascantyportion,yetuntroddenbyhumanfoot,andwhenthegreattortoiseyetcrawledabout。Allisalie,wasthedoctrineofBuddh;andBuddhlivedthirtycenturiesbeforethewisekingofJerusalem,whosatinhisarbours,besidehissunnyfish-pools,sayingmanyfinethings,and,amongstothers,’Thereisnothingnewunderthesun!’

  Oneday,whilstIbentmywaytotheheathofwhichIhavespokenonaformeroccasion,atthefootofthehillswhichformeditI

  cametoaplacewhereawagonwasstanding,butwithouthorses,theshaftsrestingontheground;therewasacrowdaboutit,whichextendedhalf-wayupthesideoftheneighbouringhill。Thewagonwasoccupiedbysomehalfadozenmen;somesitting,othersstanding-theyweredressedinsober-colouredhabilimentsofblackorbrown,cutinaplainandratheruncouthfashion,andpartiallywhitewithdust;theirhairwasshort,andseemedtohavebeensmootheddownbytheapplicationofthehand;allwerebareheaded-

  sittingorstanding,allwerebareheaded。Oneofthem,atallman,wasspeakingasIarrived;ere,however,Icoulddistinguishwhathewassaying,heleftoff,andthentherewasacryforahymn’tothegloryofGod’-thatwastheword。Itwasastrange-soundinghymn,aswellitmightbe,foreverybodyjoinedinit:therewerevoicesofallkinds,ofmen,ofwomen,andofchildren-ofthosewhocouldsingandofthosewhocouldnot-athousandvoicesalljoined,andalljoinedheartily;novoiceofallthemultitudewassilentsavemine。Thecrowdconsistedentirelyofthelowerclasses,labourersandmechanics,andtheirwivesandchildren-

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