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  Hehadraisedhiseyestothedoctorwithagentle,supplicatoryexpression,andtakingthepearsfromthepocketofhisworn,mendedjacket,hegavethemtothephysician。

  Thenhappenedsomethingwhich,hadSimonenteredtheroomjustthen,wouldprobablyhavefilledhimwithexasperation。IthappenedthattheproudandcelebratedDr。Naudin,thedirectorandfirstphysicianoftheHotelDieu,sankonhiskneebeforethispoorboyinthepatchedjacket,whohadnothingtogivebuttwopears,andthathewassoovercome,eitherbyinwardpainorbyreverence,thatwhiletakingthepearshecouldonlywhisper,withafaintvoice:“I

  thankyourmajesty。Ihaveneverreceivedanoblerormorepreciousgiftthanthisfruit,whichmyunfortunatekinggivesme,andI

  sweartoyouthatIwillbeyourdevotedandfaithfulservant。“

  IthappenedfurtherthatDr。Naudinpressedtohislipsthehandthatreachedhimthepreciousgift,andthatuponthishandtwotearsfellfromtheeyesofthephysician,longaccustomedtolookuponhumanmiseryandpain,andwhichhadnotforyearsbeensuffusedwithmoisture。

  Justthen,approachingstepsbeingheardinthecorridor,thedoctorrosequickly,concealedthepearsinhispocket,andenteredthechamberofthesickwomanatthesameinstantwhenSimonreturnedfromhisvisitabove-stairs。

  Tneboyslipped,withthedoctor,intothesick-room,andasnoonepaidanyattentiontohim,hestolesoftlyintohisroom,croucheddownuponhisstrawbed,withflutteringheart,tothinkoverallhehadexperiencedordreamedofthatday。

  “Andhowisitwithoursickoneto-day?“askedDoctorNaudin,sittingdownnearthebed,andgivingafriendlynodtoSimontodothesame。

  “Itgoesbadlywithme,“moanedMistressSimon。“Myheartseemstobeonfire,andIhavenorestdayornight。Ibelievethatitisalloverwithme,andthatIshalldie,andthatisthebestthingforme,forthenIshallbefreeagain,andnothavetoendurethetormentsthatIhavehadtoundergointhisdreadfuldungeon。“

  “Whatkindofpainsarethey?“askedthedoctor。“Wheredoyousuffer?“

  “Iwilltellyou,citizendoctor,“criedSimon,impatiently。“Herpainsareeverywhere,ineverycornerofthislonelyandcursedbuilding;andifitgoesonsolong,weshallhavetopackandmove。

  Theauthoritieshavedoneusbothagreathonor,fortheyhavehadconfidenceenoughinustogivethelittleCapetintoourcharge;

  butitisourmisfortunetobesohonored,andweshallbothdieofit。For,nottomakealongstoryofit,webothcannotenduretheairoftheprison,thestillnessandsolitude,anditisadreadfulthingforustoseenothingelsethewholedaythanthestupidfaceofthisyoungster,alwayslookingatmesodreadfullywithhisgreatblueeyes,thatitreallyaffectsone。Weareneitherofususedtosuchanidle,uselesslife,anditwillbethedeathofus,citizendoctor。Mywife,JeanneMarie,whomyouseelyingtheresopaleandstill,usedtobetheliveliestandmostnimblewomanabout,andcoulddoasmuchwithherstrongarmsandbrownhandsasfourotherwomen。Andthenshewasthebravestandmostoutrageousrepublicanthateverwas,whenitcametobattlingforthepeople。WebothhelpedtostormtheBastile,bothwenttoVersaillesthattime,andafterwardtookthewolf’sbroodfromtheTuileriesandbroughtthemtotheConvention。AfterwardJeanneMariewasalwaysthefirstontheplatformneartheguillotine;andwhenSamsonandhisassistantsmountedthescaffoldinthemorning,andwaitedforthecars,thefirstthingtheydidwastolookovertothetribunetoseeifMistressSimonwastherewithherknitting,foritusedtoseemtothemthattheworkofhewingoffheadswentmorebrisklyonifJeanneMariewasthereandkepttheaccountinherstocking。Samsonhimselftoldmethis,andsaidtomethatJeanneMariewasthebravestofallthewomen,andthatshenevertrembled,andthathereyesneverturnedaway,howevermanyheadsfellintothebasket。AndshewastheretoowhentheAustrian——“

  “Hush!“criedJeanneMarie,risinguphastilyinbed,andmotioningtoherhusbandtobesilent。“Donotspeakofthat,lesttheyoungsterhearit,andturnhisdreadfuleyesuponus。Donotspeakofthatfearfulday,foritwasthenthatmysicknessbegan,andI

  believethattherewaspoisoninthebrandythatwedrankthatevening。Yes,yes,therewaspoisoninit,andfromthatcomesthefirethatburnsinmyheart,andIshalldieofit!Oh!Ishallburntodeathwithit!“

  Sheputherhandsbeforeherfaceandsankbackuponthepillows,sobbing。Simonshookhisheadandheavedadeepsigh。“Itisnotthat,“murmuredhe;“itisnotfromthat,doctor!Thethingis,thatJeanneMariehasnoworkandnoexercise,andthatsheisgoingtowreck,becausewearecompelledtolivehereaskingsandaristocratsusedtolive,withoutlaborandoccupation,andwithoutdoinganymorethantonurseourfancies。Weshallalldieofthis,Itellyou!“

  “Butifyouknowthis,citizen,whydoyounotgiveupyoursituation?Whydoyounotpetitiontheauthoritiestodismissyoufromthisservice,andgiveyousomethingelsetodo?“

  “Ihavedonethattwicealready,“answeredSimon,bringinghisfistdownuponthetablenearthebedsoviolentlythatthebottlesofmedicinestandingtherewerejerkedhighintotheair。“TwicealreadyhaveItriedtobetransferredtosomeotherduty,andtheanswerhasbeensentback,thatthecountryordersmetostandatmypost,andthatthereisnoonewhocouldtakemyplace。“

  “Thatisveryhonorableandflattering,“remarkedthephysician。

  “Yes,butveryburdensomeanddisagreeable,“answeredSimon。“Weareprisonerswhileholdingthesehonorableandflatteringposts。WecannomoreleavetheTemplethanCapetcan,for,sincehisfatherdied,andthecrazylegitimistsbegantocallhimKingLouisXVII。,thechiefmagistrateandtheConventionhavebeenveryanxious。Theyareafraidofsecretconspiracies,andconsideritpossiblethatthelittleprisonermaybetakenawayfromherebyintrigue。Wehavetowatchhimdayandnight,therefore,andareneverallowedtoleavetheTemple,lestweshouldmeetwithotherpeople,andlestthelegitimistsshouldmaketheattempttogetintoourgoodgraces。

  Wouldyoubelieve,citizendoctor,thattheydidnotevenallowmetogotothegrandfestivalwhichthecityofParisgaveinhonorofthetakingofToulan!Whileallthepeoplewereshouting,andhavingagoodtime,JeanneMarieandIhadtostayhereinthisgood-for-

  nothingTemple,andseeandhearnothingofthefinedoings。Andthisdrivesthegallintomyblood,anditwillmakeusbothsick,anditispastendurance!“

  “Ibelievethatyouareright,citizen,“saidthephysician,thoughtfully。“Yes,thewholetroubleofyourwifecomesfromthefactthatsheishereintheTemple,andifshemustbeshutupherealwaysshewillcontinuetosuffer。“

  “Yes,tosufferalways,tosufferdreadfully,“groanedJeanneMarie。

  Then,allatonce,sheraisedherselfupandturnedwithacommandingbearingtoherhusband。“Simon,“shesaid,“thedoctorshallknowallthatIsuffer。Heshallexaminemybreast,andtheplacewhereIhavethegreatestpain;butinyourpresenceIshallsaynothing。“

  “Well,well,Iwillgo,“growledSimon。“ButIthinkthoseareprettymanners!“

  “Theyarethemannersofarespectableandhonorablewoman,“saidthedoctor,gravely——“awomanwhodoesnotshowthepainsandailmentsofherbodytoanyoneexceptingherphysician。Go,go,CitizenSimon,andyouwillesteemyourgoodwifenonethelessfornotlettingyouhearwhatshehastosaytoheroldphysician。“

  “No,certainlynot,“answeredSimon,“andthatyoumaybothseethatIamnotcurioustohearwhatyouhavetosaytooneanother,Iwillgowiththeyoungsteruptotheplatformandremainawholehourwithhim。“

  “Youwillbeathimagain,andIshallhearhim,“saidJeanneMarie,weeping。“IheareverythingnowthatgoesonintheTemple,andwheneveryoustrike,theyoungster,Ifeeleveryblowinmybrain,andthatgivesmepainenoughtodrivemetodistraction。“

  “Ipromiseyou,JeanneMarie,thatIwillnotstrikehim,andwillnottroublemyselfabouthimatall。Hecanplaywithhisball——

  Halloa,Capet!Come!Wearegoingupontheplatform。Takeyourballandanythingelseyoulike,foryoushallplayto-dayandhaveagoodtime。“

  Thechildstoleoutofhisroomwithhisball,notlookingparticularlydelighted,andtheprospectof“playing“didnotgivewingstohissteps,norcallasmiletohisswollenface。Helefttheroomnoiselessly,andSimonslammedthedoorsviolentlybehindhim。

  “Andnowwearealone,“saidDoctorNaudin,“andyoucantellmeaboutyoursickness,andabouteverythingthattroublesyou。“

  “Ah,doctor,Idonotdareto,“shewhispered。“Iamoverpoweredbyadreadfulfear,andIthinkyouwillbetrayme,andbringmyhusbandandmyselftothescaffold。“

  “Iamnobetrayer,“answeredthedoctor,solemnly。“Thephysicianislikeapriest;hereceivesthesecretsanddisclosuresofhispatients,andletsnotawordofthempasshislips。But,inorderthatyoumaytakecourage,IwillfirstprovetoyouthatIputconfidenceinyou,byshowingyouthatIunderstandyou。Iwilltellyouwhatthediseaseisthatyouaresufferingfrom,andalsoitslocality。JeanneMarieSimon,youareenduringthatwithwhichnopainsofthebodycanbecompared。Yoursicknesshasitsseatintheconscience,anditsnameisremorseanddespair。“

  JeanneMarieutteredaheart-rendingcry,andspranglikeanexasperatedtigerfromherbed。“Youlie!“shesaid,seizingthedoctor’sarmwithbothhands;“thatisafoul,damnablecalumny,thatyouhavethoughtoutmerelytobringmeundertheaxe。Ihavenothingtobesorryfor,andmyconsciencefillsmewithnoreproaches。“

  “Andyetitisgnawingintoyouwithironteeth,whichhavebeenheatedblood-redinthefiresofhell,“saidthedoctor,withacompassionatelookatthepale,quiveringfaceofthewoman。“Donotraiseanyquarrel,butquietlylistentome。Wehaveanhour’stimetotalktogether,andwewanttouseit。Butletusspeaksoftly,softly,together;forwhatwehavetosaytoeachotherthedeafwallsthemselvesoughtnottohear。“

  Simonhadnotreturnedfromtheplatformwiththeboy,whenDoctorNaudinendedhislongandearnestconversation,andpreparedtoleavehispatient,whowasnowquietlylyinginherbed。

  “Youknoweverythingnowthatyouhavetodo,“hesaid,extendinghishandtoher。“YoucanreckononmeasIreckononyou,andwewillbothgobravelyandcheerfullyon。Itisanobleworkthatwehaveundertaken,andifitsucceedsyourheartwillbelightagain,andGodwillforgiveyouyoursins,fortwomartyrswillstandandpleadinyourbehalfatthethroneofGod!Now,doeverythingexactlyasIhavetoldyou,andspeakwithyourhusbandto-night,butnotsooner,thatyoumaybesafe,andforfearthatinhisfirstpanichisfacewouldbetrayhim。“

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