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  Theweddingguestswereassembled。MadameBugeaudhadjustputtheveilupontheheadofherdaughterMargaret,andimpresseduponherforeheadthelastkissofmotherlylove。Itwasthehourwhenamotherholdsherdaughterasachildinherarmsforthelasttime,bidsadieutothepleasantpicturesofthepast,andsendsherchildfromherparents’housetogooutintotheworldandseekanewhome。Painfulalwaysissuchanhourtoamother’sheart,forthefutureisuncertain;nooneknowsanythingaboutthenewvicissitudesthatmayarise。

  Andpainful,too,tothewifeofCouncillorBugeaudwasthispartingfromherdearly-loveddaughter,butshesuppressedherdeepemotion,restrainedthetearsinherheart,thatnotoneshouldfalluponthebridalwreathofherloveddaughter。Tearsdroppeduponthebridalwreatharetheheraldsofcomingmisfortune,thesealofpainwhichdestinystampsuponthebrowofthedoomedone。

  AndthetendermotherwouldsogladlyhavetakenawayfromherlovedMargareteverypainandeverymisfortune!Thetimeswerethreatening,andthehorizonofthepresentwassofullofstormysignsthatitwasnecessarytolookintothefuturewithhope。

  “Go,mydaughter,“saidMadameBugeaud,withasmile,regardingwhichonlyGodknewhowmuchitcostthemother’sheart——“gooutintoyournewworld,behappy,andmayyouneverregretthemomentwhenyonleftthethresholdofyourfather’shousetoenteranewhome!“

  “Mydearmother,“criedMargaret,withbeamingeyes,“thehousetowhichIamgoingisthehouseofhimIlove,andmynewhomeishisheart,whichisnoble,great,andgood,andinwhichallthetreasuresintheearthformerest。“

  “Godgrant,mydaughter,thatyoumayaftermanyyearsbeabletorepeatthosewords!“

  “Ishallrepeatthem,mother,forinmyheartisajoyfultrust。I

  canneverbeunhappy,forToulanlovesme。But,hark!Ihearhimcoming;itishisstep,andlisten!heiscallingme!“

  Andtheyounggirl,withreddeningcheeks,directedherglowingeyestothedoor,whichjustthenopened,whereappearedherlover,inasimple,dark,holiday-suit,withafriendly,gravecountenance,histender,beamingeyesturnedtowardhisaffianced。

  Hehastenedtoher,andkissedthelittletremblinghandwhichwasextendedtohim。

  “Alltheweddingguestsareready,mylove。Thecarriagesarewaiting,andassoonasweenterthechurchtheclergymanwilladvancetothealtartoperformtheceremony。“

  “Thenletusgo,Louis,“saidMargaret,noddingtohim,andarm-in-

  armtheywenttothedoor。

  ButToulanheldback。“Notyet,mydearone。Beforewegotothechurch,Iwanttohaveafewwordswithyou。“

  “Thatistosay,mydearsir,thatyouwouldliketohavemewithdraw,“saidthemother,withasmile。“Donotapologize,myson,thatisonlynatural,andIdarenotbejealous。Mydaughterbelongstoyou,andIhavenolongertherighttopressintoyoursecrets。

  SoIwillwithdraw,andonlyGodmayhearwhattheloverhastosaytohisaffiancedbeforethewedding。“

  Shenoddedinfriendlyfashiontothecouple,andlefttheroom。

  “Wearenowalone,myMargaret,“saidToulan,puttinghisarmaroundtheneckofthefairyoungmaiden,anddrawinghertohimself。“OnlyGodistohearwhatIhavetosaytoyou。“

  “Ihope,Louis,“whisperedtheyounggirl,trembling,“Ihopeitisnotbadnewsthatyouwanttotellme。Yourfaceissograve,yourwholelooksosolemn。Youlovemestill,Louis?“

  “Yes,Margaret,Idoloveyou,“answeredhe,softly;“butyet,beforeyouspeakthewordwhichbindsyoutomeforever,Imustopenmywholehearttoyou,andyoumustknowallIfeel,inorderthat,ifthereisafuturetoproveus,wemaymeetitwithfixedgazeandjoyfulspirit。“

  “MyGod!whathaveItohear?“whisperedtheyounggirl,pressingherhandtoherheart,thatbegantobeatwithunwontedviolence。

  “Youwillhavetohear,myMargaret,thatIloveyou,andyetthattheimageofanotherwomanischerishedinmyheart。“

  “Whoisthisotherwoman?“criedMargaret。

  “Margaret,itisQueenMarieAntoinette。“

  Thegirlbreathedfreely,andlaughed。“Ah!howyoufrightenedme,Louis。Iwasafraidyouweregoingtonamearival,andnowyoumentionherwhomI,too,loveandhonor,towhomIpaymywholetributeofadmiration,andwho,althoughyououghttolivetherealone,hasaplaceinmyheart。Ishallneverbejealousofthequeen。Iloveherjustasdevotedlyasyoudo。“

  Alight,sympatheticsmileplayeduponthelipsofToulan。“No,Margaret,“saidhe,gravely,“youdonotloveherasIdo,andyoucannot,foryourdutytoherisnotlikemine。Listen,mydarling,andIwilltellyoualittlestory——astorywhichissosacredtomethatithasneverpassedovermylips,although,accordingtothewaysofhumanthinking,thereisnothingsoverystrangeaboutit。

  Come,mydear,sitdownwithmealittlewhile,andlistentome。“

  Heledthemaidentothelittledivan,andtookaplacewithheruponit。Herhandlaywithinhis,andwithajoyfulandtenderlookshegazedintothebold,noble,andgoodfaceofthemantowhomshewasreadytodevoteherwholelife。

  “Speaknow,Louis,Iwilllisten!“

  “Iwanttotellyouofmyfather,Margaret,“saidtheyoungman,withagentlevoice——“ofmyfather,whothirstedandhungeredforme,inhiseffortstofeed,clothe,andeducateme。Hehadbeenanofficerinthearmy,haddistinguishedhimselfinmanyabattle,wasdecorated,onaccountofhisbravery,withtheOrderofSt。Louis,anddischargedasaninvalid。Thatwasasadmisfortuneformyfather,forhewaspoor,andhisofficer’spaywashisonlyfortune。

  Butno——hehadanobler,afairerfortune——hehadawifewhomhepassionatelyloved,alittleboywhomheadored。Andnowthemeansofexistenceweretakenawayfromthislovedwife,thisdearboy,andfromhimwhoseservicehadbeentheofferingofhislifeforhiskingandcountry,thestormingoffortifications,thedefyingofthebayonetsofenemies;andwhointhisservicehadbeensoseverelywounded,thathislifewassavedonlybytheamputationofhisrightarm。Haditnotbeenjustthisrightarm,hewouldhavebeenabletodosomethingforhimself,andtohavefoundsomeemploymentinthegovernmentservice。Butnowhewasrobbedofallhopeofemployment;

  nowhesawforhimselfandhisfamilyonlydestruction,starvation!

  Buthecouldnotbelieveitpossible;heheldittobeimpossiblethatthekingshouldallowhisboldsoldier,hisknightoftheOrderofSt。Louis,todieofhunger,afterbecomingacrippleinhisservice。HeresolvedtogotoParis,todeclarehisneedtotheking,andtoimploretheroyalbounty。Thisjourneywasthelasthopeofthefamily,andmyfatherwasjustenteringonitwhenmymothersickenedanddied。Shewastheprop,therightarmofmyfather;shewasthenurse,theteacherofhispoorboy;nowhehadnohopemore,exceptinthefavorofthekingandindeath。Thelastvaluablesweresold,andfatherandsonjourneyedtoParis:aninvalidwhosebraveryhadcosthimanarm,andwhosetearsoveralostwifehadnearlycosthimhiseyesight,andaladoftwelveyears,acquaintedonlywithpainandwantfromhisbirth,andinwhoseheart,notwithstanding,therewasaninextinguishablegermofhope,spirit,andjoy。Wewentonfoot,andwhenmyshoesweretornwiththelongmarch,myfeetswollenandbloody,myfathertoldmetoclimbuponhisbackandlethimcarryme。Iwouldnotallowit,Suppressedmypain,andwentontillIdroppedinaswoon。“

  “Oh!“criedMargaret,withtearsinhereyes,“howmuchyouhavesuffered;andIamlearningitnowforthefirsttime,andyounevertoldmethissadhistory。“

  “IforgoteverythingsadwhenIbegantoloveyou,Margaret,andI

  didnotwanttotroubleyouwithmystories。Whyshouldwedarkentheclearskyofthepresentwiththecloudsofthepast?thefuturewillunquestionablybringitsownclouds。Itellyouallthisnow,inorderthatyoumayunderstandmyfeelings。Nowhearmefurther,Margaret!Atlast,afterlong-continuedefforts,wereachedVersailles,anditseemedtousasifallsufferingandwantweretakenawayfromuswhenwefoundourselvesinadark,poorinn,andlaydownonthehardbeds。Onthenext,myfatherputonhisuniform,decoratedhisbreastwiththeorderofSt。Louis,and,asthepaininhiseyespreventedhisgoingalone,Ihadtoaccompanyhim。Werepairedtothepalaceandenteredthegreatgallerywhichthecourtdailytraversedonreturningfrommassintheroyalapartments。Myfather,holdinginhishandthepetitionwhichIhadwrittentohisdictation,tookhisplacenearthedoorthroughwhichtheroyalcouplemustpass。Istoodnearhimandlookedwithcuriouseyesatthebrilliantthrongwhichfilledthegreathall,andattherichly-dressedgentlemenwhowerepresentandheldpetitionsintheirhands,inspiteoftheircheerfullooksandtheirfineclothes。Andthesegentlemencrowdedinfrontofmyfather,shovedhimtothewall,hidhimfromtheeyeoftheking,whopassedthroughthehallatthesideofthequeen,andwithapleasantfacereceivedallthepetitionswhichwerehandedtohim。Sadlyweturnedhome,butonthefollowingdaywerepairedtothegalleryagain,andIhadthecouragetocrowdbacksomeoftheelegantly-dressedmenwhowantedtopressbeforemyfather,andtosecureforhimaplaceinthefrontrow。Iwasrewardedformyboldness。Thekingcame,andwithagracioussmiletookthepetitionfromthehandofmyfather,andlaiditinthesilverbasketwhichthealmonernearhimcarried。“

  “ThankGod,“criedMargaret,withasighofrelief,“thankGod,youweresaved!“

  “Thatwesaidtoo,Margaret,andthatrestoredmyfather’shopeandmadehimagainhappyandwell。Wewentthenextdaytothegallery。

  Thekingappeared,thegrandalmonerannouncedthenamesofthosewhoweretoreceiveanswerstotheirpetitions——thenameofmyfatherwasnotamongthem!Butwecomfortedourselveswiththethought,itwasnotpossibletoreceiveanswerssoquickly,andonthenextdaywewenttothegalleryagain,andsoonforfourteensuccessivedays,butallinvain;thenameofmyfatherwasnevercalled。Stillwewenteverydaytothegalleryandtookouroldplacethere,onlythecountenanceofmyfatherwasdailygrowingpaler,hisstepweaker,andhispoorboymoretrustlessandweak。Wehadnolongerthemeansofstillingourhunger,wehadconsumedeverything,andmyfather’scrossofSt。Louiswasourlastpossession。Butthatwedarednotpartwith,foritwasourpassporttothepalace,itopenedtousthedoorsofthegreatgallery,andtherewasstillonelasthope。’Wegoto-morrowforthelasttime,’

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