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  Edmundmight,inthecommonphrase,dothedutyofThornton,thatis,hemightreadprayersandpreach,withoutgivingupMansfieldPark:hemightrideovereverySunday,toahousenominallyinhabited,andgothroughdivineservice;

  hemightbetheclergymanofThorntonLaceyeveryseventhday,forthreeorfourhours,ifthatwouldcontenthim。

  Butitwillnot。Heknowsthathumannatureneedsmorelessonsthanaweeklysermoncanconvey;andthatifhedoesnotliveamonghisparishioners,andprovehimself,byconstantattention,theirwell-wisherandfriend,hedoesverylittleeitherfortheirgoodorhisown。“

  Mr。Crawfordbowedhisacquiescence。

  “Irepeatagain,“addedSirThomas,“thatThorntonLaceyistheonlyhouseintheneighbourhoodinwhichIshould_not_behappytowaitonMr。Crawfordasoccupier。“

  Mr。Crawfordbowedhisthanks。

  “SirThomas,“saidEdmund,“undoubtedlyunderstandsthedutyofaparishpriest。Wemusthopehissonmayprovethat_he_knowsittoo。“

  WhatevereffectSirThomas’slittleharanguemightreallyproduceonMr。Crawford,itraisedsomeawkwardsensationsintwooftheothers,twoofhismostattentivelisteners——

  MissCrawfordandFanny。Oneofwhom,havingneverbeforeunderstoodthatThorntonwassosoonandsocompletelytobehishome,wasponderingwithdowncasteyesonwhatitwouldbe_not_toseeEdmundeveryday;andtheother,startledfromtheagreeablefanciesshehadbeenpreviouslyindulgingonthestrengthofherbrother’sdescription,nolongerable,inthepictureshehadbeenformingofafutureThornton,toshutoutthechurch,sinktheclergyman,andseeonlytherespectable,elegant,modernised,andoccasionalresidenceofamanofindependentfortune,wasconsideringSirThomas,withdecidedill-will,asthedestroyerofallthis,andsufferingthemorefromthatinvoluntaryforbearancewhichhischaracterandmannercommanded,andfromnotdaringtorelieveherselfbyasingleattemptatthrowingridiculeonhiscause。

  Alltheagreeableof_her_speculationwasoverforthathour。

  Itwastimetohavedonewithcards,ifsermonsprevailed;

  andshewasgladtofinditnecessarytocometoaconclusion,andbeabletorefreshherspiritsbyachangeofplaceandneighbour。

  Thechiefofthepartywerenowcollectedirregularlyroundthefire,andwaitingthefinalbreak-up。WilliamandFannywerethemostdetached。Theyremainedtogetherattheotherwisedesertedcard-table,talkingverycomfortably,andnotthinkingoftherest,tillsomeoftherestbegantothinkofthem。HenryCrawford’schairwasthefirsttobegivenadirectiontowardsthem,andhesatsilentlyobservingthemforafewminutes;

  himself,inthemeanwhile,observedbySirThomas,whowasstandinginchatwithDr。Grant。

  “Thisistheassemblynight,“saidWilliam。“IfIwereatPortsmouthIshouldbeatit,perhaps。“

  “ButyoudonotwishyourselfatPortsmouth,William?“

  “No,Fanny,thatIdonot。IshallhaveenoughofPortsmouthandofdancingtoo,whenIcannothaveyou。AndIdonotknowthattherewouldbeanygoodingoingtotheassembly,forImightnotgetapartner。ThePortsmouthgirlsturnuptheirnosesatanybodywhohasnotacommission。

  Onemightaswellbenothingasamidshipman。

  One_is_nothing,indeed。YouremembertheGregorys;

  theyaregrownupamazingfinegirls,buttheywillhardlyspeakto_me_,becauseLucyiscourtedbyalieutenant。“

  “Oh!shame,shame!Butnevermindit,William“herowncheeksinaglowofindignationasshespoke。“Itisnotworthminding。Itisnoreflectionon_you_;itisnomorethanwhatthegreatestadmiralshaveallexperienced,moreorless,intheirtime。Youmustthinkofthat,youmusttrytomakeupyourmindtoitasoneofthehardshipswhichfalltoeverysailor’sshare,likebadweatherandhardliving,onlywiththisadvantage,thattherewillbeanendtoit,thattherewillcomeatimewhenyouwillhavenothingofthatsorttoendure。

  Whenyouarealieutenant!onlythink,William,whenyouarealieutenant,howlittleyouwillcareforanynonsenseofthiskind。“

  “IbegintothinkIshallneverbealieutenant,Fanny。

  Everybodygetsmadebutme。“

  “Oh!mydearWilliam,donottalkso;donotbesodesponding。

  Myunclesaysnothing,butIamsurehewilldoeverythinginhispowertogetyoumade。Heknows,aswellasyoudo,ofwhatconsequenceitis。“

  Shewascheckedbythesightofherunclemuchnearertothemthanshehadanysuspicionof,andeachfounditnecessarytotalkofsomethingelse。

  “Areyoufondofdancing,Fanny?“

  “Yes,very;onlyIamsoontired。“

  “Ishouldliketogotoaballwithyouandseeyoudance。HaveyouneveranyballsatNorthampton?

  Ishouldliketoseeyoudance,andI’ddancewithyouifyou_would_,fornobodywouldknowwhoIwashere,andIshouldliketobeyourpartneroncemore。

  Weusedtojumpabouttogethermanyatime,didnotwe?

  whenthehand-organwasinthestreet?Iamaprettygooddancerinmyway,butIdaresayyouareabetter。“

  Andturningtohisuncle,whowasnowclosetothem,“IsnotFannyaverygooddancer,sir?“

  Fanny,indismayatsuchanunprecedentedquestion,didnotknowwhichwaytolook,orhowtobepreparedfortheanswer。Someverygravereproof,oratleastthecoldestexpressionofindifference,mustbecomingtodistressherbrother,andsinkhertotheground。

  But,onthecontrary,itwasnoworsethan,“IamsorrytosaythatIamunabletoansweryourquestion。

  IhaveneverseenFannydancesinceshewasalittlegirl;

  butItrustweshallboththinksheacquitsherselflikeagentlewomanwhenwedoseeher,which,perhaps,wemayhaveanopportunityofdoingerelong。“

  “Ihavehadthepleasureofseeingyoursisterdance,Mr。Price,“saidHenryCrawford,leaningforward,“andwillengagetoanswereveryinquirywhichyoucanmakeonthesubject,toyourentiresatisfaction。

  ButIbelieve“seeingFannylookeddistressed“itmustbeatsomeothertime。Thereis_one_personincompanywhodoesnotliketohaveMissPricespokenof。“

  Trueenough,hehadonceseenFannydance;anditwasequallytruethathewouldnowhaveansweredforherglidingaboutwithquiet,lightelegance,andinadmirabletime;

  but,infact,hecouldnotforthelifeofhimrecallwhatherdancinghadbeen,andrathertookitforgrantedthatshehadbeenpresentthanrememberedanythingabouther。

  Hepassed,however,foranadmirerofherdancing;

  andSirThomas,bynomeansdispleased,prolongedtheconversationondancingingeneral,andwassowellengagedindescribingtheballsofAntigua,andlisteningtowhathisnephewcouldrelateofthedifferentmodesofdancingwhichhadfallenwithinhisobservation,thathehadnotheardhiscarriageannounced,andwasfirstcalledtotheknowledgeofitbythebustleofMrs。Norris。

  “Come,Fanny,Fanny,whatareyouabout?Wearegoing。

  Donotyouseeyourauntisgoing?Quick,quick!IcannotbeartokeepgoodoldWilcoxwaiting。Youshouldalwaysrememberthecoachmanandhorses。MydearSirThomas,wehavesettleditthatthecarriageshouldcomebackforyou,andEdmundandWilliam。“

  SirThomascouldnotdissent,asithadbeenhisownarrangement,previouslycommunicatedtohiswifeandsister;but_that_seemedforgottenbyMrs。Norris,whomustfancythatshesettleditallherself。

  Fanny’slastfeelinginthevisitwasdisappointment:

  fortheshawlwhichEdmundwasquietlytakingfromtheservanttobringandputroundhershoulderswasseizedbyMr。Crawford’squickerhand,andshewasobligedtobeindebtedtohismoreprominentattention。

  William’sdesireofseeingFannydancemademorethanamomentaryimpressiononhisuncle。Thehopeofanopportunity,whichSirThomashadthengiven,wasnotgiventobethoughtofnomore。Heremainedsteadilyinclinedtogratifysoamiableafeeling;togratifyanybodyelsewhomightwishtoseeFannydance,andtogivepleasuretotheyoungpeopleingeneral;andhavingthoughtthematterover,andtakenhisresolutioninquietindependence,theresultofitappearedthenextmorningatbreakfast,when,afterrecallingandcommendingwhathisnephewhadsaid,headded,“Idonotlike,William,thatyoushouldleaveNorthamptonshirewithoutthisindulgence。

  Itwouldgivemepleasuretoseeyoubothdance。

  YouspokeoftheballsatNorthampton。Yourcousinshaveoccasionallyattendedthem;buttheywouldnotaltogethersuitusnow。Thefatiguewouldbetoomuchforyouraunt。

  IbelievewemustnotthinkofaNorthamptonball。

  Adanceathomewouldbemoreeligible;andif——“

  “Ah,mydearSirThomas!“interruptedMrs。Norris,“Iknewwhatwascoming。Iknewwhatyouweregoingtosay。IfdearJuliawereathome,ordearestMrs。RushworthatSotherton,toaffordareason,anoccasionforsuchathing,youwouldbetemptedtogivetheyoungpeopleadanceatMansfield。

  Iknowyouwould。If_they_wereathometogracetheball,aballyouwouldhavethisveryChristmas。

  Thankyouruncle,William,thankyouruncle!“

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