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  andtheservicewasimpressivelyreadbyDr。Grant。

  Nothingcouldbeobjectedtowhenitcameunderthediscussionoftheneighbourhood,exceptthatthecarriagewhichconveyedthebrideandbridegroomandJuliafromthechurch-doortoSothertonwasthesamechaisewhichMr。Rushworthhadusedforatwelvemonthbefore。

  Ineverythingelsetheetiquetteofthedaymightstandthestrictestinvestigation。

  Itwasdone,andtheyweregone。SirThomasfeltasananxiousfathermustfeel,andwasindeedexperiencingmuchoftheagitationwhichhiswifehadbeenapprehensiveofforherself,buthadfortunatelyescaped。Mrs。Norris,mosthappytoassistinthedutiesoftheday,byspendingitattheParktosupporthersister’sspirits,anddrinkingthehealthofMr。andMrs。Rushworthinasupernumeraryglassortwo,wasalljoyousdelight;

  forshehadmadethematch;shehaddoneeverything;

  andnoonewouldhavesupposed,fromherconfidenttriumph,thatshehadeverheardofconjugalinfelicityinherlife,orcouldhavethesmallestinsightintothedispositionoftheniecewhohadbeenbroughtupunderhereye。

  Theplanoftheyoungcouplewastoproceed,afterafewdays,toBrighton,andtakeahousethereforsomeweeks。EverypublicplacewasnewtoMaria,andBrightonisalmostasgayinwinterasinsummer。

  Whenthenoveltyofamusementtherewasover,itwouldbetimeforthewiderrangeofLondon。

  JuliawastogowiththemtoBrighton。Sincerivalrybetweenthesistershadceased,theyhadbeengraduallyrecoveringmuchoftheirformergoodunderstanding;

  andwereatleastsufficientlyfriendstomakeeachofthemexceedinglygladtobewiththeotheratsuchatime。

  SomeothercompanionthanMr。Rushworthwasofthefirstconsequencetohislady;andJuliawasquiteaseagerfornoveltyandpleasureasMaria,thoughshemightnothavestruggledthroughsomuchtoobtainthem,andcouldbetterbearasubordinatesituation。

  TheirdeparturemadeanothermaterialchangeatMansfield,achasmwhichrequiredsometimetofillup。Thefamilycirclebecamegreatlycontracted;andthoughtheMissBertramshadlatterlyaddedlittletoitsgaiety,theycouldnotbutbemissed。Eventheirmothermissedthem;

  andhowmuchmoretheirtenderheartedcousin,whowanderedaboutthehouse,andthoughtofthem,andfeltforthem,withadegreeofaffectionateregretwhichtheyhadneverdonemuchtodeserve!

  Fanny’sconsequenceincreasedonthedepartureofhercousins。Becoming,asshethendid,theonlyyoungwomaninthedrawing-room,theonlyoccupierofthatinterestingdivisionofafamilyinwhichshehadhithertoheldsohumbleathird,itwasimpossibleforhernottobemorelookedat,morethoughtofandattendedto,thanshehadeverbeenbefore;and“WhereisFanny?“

  becamenouncommonquestion,evenwithoutherbeingwantedforanyone’sconvenience。

  Notonlyathomedidhervalueincrease,butattheParsonagetoo。Inthathouse,whichshehadhardlyenteredtwiceayearsinceMr。Norris’sdeath,shebecameawelcome,aninvitedguest,andinthegloomanddirtofaNovemberday,mostacceptabletoMaryCrawford。

  Hervisitsthere,beginningbychance,werecontinuedbysolicitation。Mrs。Grant,reallyeagertogetanychangeforhersister,could,bytheeasiestself-deceit,persuadeherselfthatshewasdoingthekindestthingbyFanny,andgivingherthemostimportantopportunitiesofimprovementinpressingherfrequentcalls。

  Fanny,havingbeensentintothevillageonsomeerrandbyherauntNorris,wasovertakenbyaheavyshowerclosetotheParsonage;andbeingdescriedfromoneofthewindowsendeavouringtofindshelterunderthebranchesandlingeringleavesofanoakjustbeyondtheirpremises,wasforced,thoughnotwithoutsomemodestreluctanceonherpart,tocomein。Acivilservantshehadwithstood;

  butwhenDr。Granthimselfwentoutwithanumbrella,therewasnothingtobedonebuttobeverymuchashamed,andtogetintothehouseasfastaspossible;andtopoorMissCrawford,whohadjustbeencontemplatingthedismalraininaverydespondingstateofmind,sighingovertheruinofallherplanofexerciseforthatmorning,andofeverychanceofseeingasinglecreaturebeyondthemselvesforthenexttwenty-fourhours,thesoundofalittlebustleatthefrontdoor,andthesightofMissPricedrippingwithwetinthevestibule,wasdelightful。

  Thevalueofaneventonawetdayinthecountrywasmostforciblybroughtbeforeher。Shewasallaliveagaindirectly,andamongthemostactiveinbeingusefultoFanny,indetectinghertobewetterthanshewouldatfirstallow,andprovidingherwithdryclothes;andFanny,afterbeingobligedtosubmittoallthisattention,andtobeingassistedandwaitedonbymistressesandmaids,beingalsoobliged,onreturningdownstairs,tobefixedintheirdrawing-roomforanhourwhiletheraincontinued,theblessingofsomethingfreshtoseeandthinkofwasthusextendedtoMissCrawford,andmightcarryonherspiritstotheperiodofdressinganddinner。

  Thetwosistersweresokindtoher,andsopleasant,thatFannymighthaveenjoyedhervisitcouldshehavebelievedherselfnotintheway,andcouldshehaveforeseenthattheweatherwouldcertainlyclearattheendofthehour,andsaveherfromtheshameofhavingDr。Grant’scarriageandhorsesouttotakeherhome,withwhichshewasthreatened。Astoanxietyforanyalarmthatherabsenceinsuchweathermightoccasionathome,shehadnothingtosufferonthatscore;forasherbeingoutwasknownonlytohertwoaunts,shewasperfectlyawarethatnonewouldbefelt,andthatinwhatevercottageauntNorrismightchusetoestablishherduringtherain,herbeinginsuchcottagewouldbeindubitabletoauntBertram。

  Itwasbeginningtolookbrighter,whenFanny,observingaharpintheroom,askedsomequestionsaboutit,whichsoonledtoanacknowledgmentofherwishingverymuchtohearit,andaconfession,whichcouldhardlybebelieved,ofherhavingneveryethearditsinceitsbeinginMansfield。ToFannyherselfitappearedaverysimpleandnaturalcircumstance。ShehadscarcelyeverbeenattheParsonagesincetheinstrument’sarrival,therehadbeennoreasonthatsheshould;butMissCrawford,callingtomindanearlyexpressedwishonthesubject,wasconcernedatherownneglect;and“ShallIplaytoyounow?“and“Whatwillyouhave?“werequestionsimmediatelyfollowingwiththereadiestgood-humour。

  Sheplayedaccordingly;happytohaveanewlistener,andalistenerwhoseemedsomuchobliged,sofullofwonderattheperformance,andwhoshewedherselfnotwantingintaste。SheplayedtillFanny’seyes,strayingtothewindowontheweather’sbeingevidentlyfair,spokewhatshefeltmustbedone。

  “Anotherquarterofanhour,“saidMissCrawford,“andweshallseehowitwillbe。Donotrunawaythefirstmomentofitsholdingup。Thosecloudslookalarming。“

  “Buttheyarepassedover,“saidFanny。“Ihavebeenwatchingthem。Thisweatherisallfromthesouth。“

  “Southornorth,IknowablackcloudwhenIseeit;

  andyoumustnotsetforwardwhileitissothreatening。

  Andbesides,Iwanttoplaysomethingmoretoyou——averyprettypiece——andyourcousinEdmund’sprimefavourite。

  Youmuststayandhearyourcousin’sfavourite。“

  Fannyfeltthatshemust;andthoughshehadnotwaitedforthatsentencetobethinkingofEdmund,suchamementomadeherparticularlyawaketohisidea,andshefanciedhimsittinginthatroomagainandagain,perhapsintheveryspotwhereshesatnow,listeningwithconstantdelighttothefavouriteair,played,asitappearedtoher,withsuperiortoneandexpression;

  andthoughpleasedwithitherself,andgladtolikewhateverwaslikedbyhim,shewasmoresincerelyimpatienttogoawayattheconclusionofitthanshehadbeenbefore;

  andonthisbeingevident,shewassokindlyaskedtocallagain,totaketheminherwalkwhenevershecould,tocomeandhearmoreoftheharp,thatshefeltitnecessarytobedone,ifnoobjectionaroseathome。

  SuchwastheoriginofthesortofintimacywhichtookplacebetweenthemwithinthefirstfortnightaftertheMissBertrams’goingaway——anintimacyresultingprincipallyfromMissCrawford’sdesireofsomethingnew,andwhichhadlittlerealityinFanny’sfeelings。

  Fannywenttohereverytwoorthreedays:itseemedakindoffascination:shecouldnotbeeasywithoutgoing,andyetitwaswithoutlovingher,withouteverthinkinglikeher,withoutanysenseofobligationforbeingsoughtafternowwhennobodyelsewastobehad;

  andderivingnohigherpleasurefromherconversationthanoccasionalamusement,and_that_oftenattheexpenseofherjudgment,whenitwasraisedbypleasantryonpeopleorsubjectswhichshewishedtoberespected。

  Shewent,however,andtheysaunteredabouttogethermanyanhalf-hourinMrs。Grant’sshrubbery,theweatherbeingunusuallymildforthetimeofyear,andventuringsometimeseventositdownononeofthebenchesnowcomparativelyunsheltered,remainingthereperhapstill,inthemidstofsometenderejaculationofFanny’sonthesweetsofsoprotractedanautumn,theywereforced,bythesuddenswellofacoldgustshakingdownthelastfewyellowleavesaboutthem,tojumpupandwalkforwarmth。

  “Thisispretty,verypretty,“saidFanny,lookingaroundherastheywerethussittingtogetheroneday;“everytimeIcomeintothisshrubberyIammorestruckwithitsgrowthandbeauty。Threeyearsago,thiswasnothingbutaroughhedgerowalongtheuppersideofthefield,neverthoughtofasanything,orcapableofbecominganything;

  andnowitisconvertedintoawalk,anditwouldbedifficulttosaywhethermostvaluableasaconvenienceoranornament;andperhaps,inanotherthreeyears,wemaybeforgetting——almostforgettingwhatitwasbefore。

  Howwonderful,howverywonderfultheoperationsoftime,andthechangesofthehumanmind!“Andfollowingthelattertrainofthought,shesoonafterwardsadded:

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