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  soyoumaybeascreep-mouseasyoulike,butwemusthaveyoutolookat。“

  “Ifyouareafraidofhalfadozenspeeches,“criedMr。Rushworth,“whatwouldyoudowithsuchapartasmine?Ihaveforty-twotolearn。“

  “ItisnotthatIamafraidoflearningbyheart,“

  saidFanny,shockedtofindherselfatthatmomenttheonlyspeakerintheroom,andtofeelthatalmosteveryeyewasuponher;“butIreallycannotact。“

  “Yes,yes,youcanactwellenoughfor_us_。

  Learnyourpart,andwewillteachyoualltherest。

  Youhaveonlytwoscenes,andasIshallbeCottager,I’llputyouinandpushyouabout,andyouwilldoitverywell,I’llanswerforit。“

  “No,indeed,Mr。Bertram,youmustexcuseme。Youcannothaveanidea。Itwouldbeabsolutelyimpossibleforme。

  IfIweretoundertakeit,Ishouldonlydisappointyou。“

  “Phoo!Phoo!Donotbesoshamefaced。You’lldoitverywell。Everyallowancewillbemadeforyou。

  Wedonotexpectperfection。Youmustgetabrowngown,andawhiteapron,andamobcap,andwemustmakeyouafewwrinkles,andalittleofthecrowsfootatthecornerofyoureyes,andyouwillbeaveryproper,littleoldwoman。“

  “Youmustexcuseme,indeedyoumustexcuseme,“criedFanny,growingmoreandmoreredfromexcessiveagitation,andlookingdistressfullyatEdmund,whowaskindlyobservingher;butunwillingtoexasperatehisbrotherbyinterference,gaveheronlyanencouragingsmile。

  HerentreatyhadnoeffectonTom:heonlysaidagainwhathehadsaidbefore;anditwasnotmerelyTom,fortherequisitionwasnowbackedbyMaria,andMr。Crawford,andMr。Yates,withanurgencywhichdifferedfromhisbutinbeingmoregentleormoreceremonious,andwhichaltogetherwasquiteoverpoweringtoFanny;

  andbeforeshecouldbreatheafterit,Mrs。Norriscompletedthewholebythusaddressingherinawhisperatonceangryandaudible——“Whatapieceofworkhereisaboutnothing:

  Iamquiteashamedofyou,Fanny,tomakesuchadifficultyofobligingyourcousinsinatrifleofthissort——sokindastheyaretoyou!Takethepartwithagoodgrace,andletushearnomoreofthematter,Ientreat。“

  “Donoturgeher,madam,“saidEdmund。“Itisnotfairtourgeherinthismanner。Youseeshedoesnotliketoact。

  Letherchuseforherself,aswellastherestofus。

  Herjudgmentmaybequiteassafelytrusted。Donoturgeheranymore。“

  “Iamnotgoingtourgeher,“repliedMrs。Norrissharply;

  “butIshallthinkheraveryobstinate,ungratefulgirl,ifshedoesnotdowhatherauntandcousinswishher——

  veryungrateful,indeed,consideringwhoandwhatsheis。“

  Edmundwastooangrytospeak;butMissCrawford,lookingforamomentwithastonishedeyesatMrs。Norris,andthenatFanny,whosetearswerebeginningtoshewthemselves,immediatelysaid,withsomekeenness,“Idonotlikemysituation:this_place_istoohotforme,“

  andmovedawayherchairtotheoppositesideofthetable,closetoFanny,sayingtoher,inakind,lowwhisper,assheplacedherself,“Nevermind,mydearMissPrice,thisisacrossevening:everybodyiscrossandteasing,butdonotletusmindthem“;andwithpointedattentioncontinuedtotalktoherandendeavourtoraiseherspirits,inspiteofbeingoutofspiritsherself。Byalookatherbrothershepreventedanyfartherentreatyfromthetheatricalboard,andthereallygoodfeelingsbywhichshewasalmostpurelygovernedwererapidlyrestoringhertoallthelittleshehadlostinEdmund’sfavour。

  FannydidnotloveMissCrawford;butshefeltverymuchobligedtoherforherpresentkindness;andwhen,fromtakingnoticeofherwork,andwishing_she_couldworkaswell,andbeggingforthepattern,andsupposingFannywasnowpreparingforher_appearance_,asofcourseshewouldcomeoutwhenhercousinwasmarried,MissCrawfordproceededtoinquireifshehadheardlatelyfromherbrotheratsea,andsaidthatshehadquiteacuriositytoseehim,andimaginedhimaveryfineyoungman,andadvisedFannytogethispicturedrawnbeforehewenttoseaagain——shecouldnothelpadmittingittobeveryagreeableflattery,orhelplistening,andansweringwithmoreanimationthanshehadintended。

  Theconsultationupontheplaystillwenton,andMissCrawford’sattentionwasfirstcalledfromFannybyTomBertram’stellingher,withinfiniteregret,thathefounditabsolutelyimpossibleforhimtoundertakethepartofAnhaltinadditiontotheButler:hehadbeenmostanxiouslytryingtomakeitouttobefeasible,butitwouldnotdo;hemustgiveitup。“Buttherewillnotbethesmallestdifficultyinfillingit,“headded。

  “Wehavebuttospeaktheword;wemaypickandchuse。

  Icouldname,atthismoment,atleastsixyoungmenwithinsixmilesofus,whoarewildtobeadmittedintoourcompany,andthereareoneortwothatwouldnotdisgraceus:

  IshouldnotbeafraidtotrusteitheroftheOliversorCharlesMaddox。TomOliverisaverycleverfellow,andCharlesMaddoxisasgentlemanlikeamanasyouwillseeanywhere,soIwilltakemyhorseearlyto-morrowmorningandrideovertoStoke,andsettlewithoneofthem。“

  Whilehespoke,MariawaslookingapprehensivelyroundatEdmundinfullexpectationthathemustopposesuchanenlargementoftheplanasthis:socontrarytoalltheirfirstprotestations;butEdmundsaidnothing。

  Afteramoment’sthought,MissCrawfordcalmlyreplied,“AsfarasIamconcerned,Icanhavenoobjectiontoanythingthatyouallthinkeligible。HaveIeverseeneitherofthegentlemen?Yes,Mr。CharlesMaddoxdinedatmysister’soneday,didnothe,Henry?Aquiet-lookingyoungman。Irememberhim。Let_him_beappliedto,ifyouplease,foritwillbelessunpleasanttomethantohaveaperfectstranger。“

  CharlesMaddoxwastobetheman。Tomrepeatedhisresolutionofgoingtohimearlyonthemorrow;andthoughJulia,whohadscarcelyopenedherlipsbefore,observed,inasarcasticmanner,andwithaglancefirstatMariaandthenatEdmund,that“theMansfieldtheatricalswouldenliventhewholeneighbourhoodexceedingly,“Edmundstillheldhispeace,andshewedhisfeelingsonlybyadeterminedgravity。

  “Iamnotverysanguineastoourplay,“saidMissCrawford,inanundervoicetoFanny,aftersomeconsideration;

  “andIcantellMr。MaddoxthatIshallshortensomeof_his_speeches,andagreatmanyof_my__own_,beforewerehearsetogether。Itwillbeverydisagreeable,andbynomeanswhatIexpected。“

  ItwasnotinMissCrawford’spowertotalkFannyintoanyrealforgetfulnessofwhathadpassed。Whentheeveningwasover,shewenttobedfullofit,hernervesstillagitatedbytheshockofsuchanattackfromhercousinTom,sopublicandsoperseveredin,andherspiritssinkingunderheraunt’sunkindreflectionandreproach。

  Tobecalledintonoticeinsuchamanner,tohearthatitwasbutthepreludetosomethingsoinfinitelyworse,tobetoldthatshemustdowhatwassoimpossibleastoact;

  andthentohavethechargeofobstinacyandingratitudefollowit,enforcedwithsuchahintatthedependenceofhersituation,hadbeentoodistressingatthetimetomaketheremembrancewhenshewasalonemuchlessso,especiallywiththesuperaddeddreadofwhatthemorrowmightproduceincontinuationofthesubject。

  MissCrawfordhadprotectedheronlyforthetime;

  andifshewereappliedtoagainamongthemselveswithalltheauthoritativeurgencythatTomandMariawerecapableof,andEdmundperhapsaway,whatshouldshedo?Shefellasleepbeforeshecouldanswerthequestion,andfounditquiteaspuzzlingwhensheawokethenextmorning。

  Thelittlewhiteattic,whichhadcontinuedhersleeping-roomeversinceherfirstenteringthefamily,provingincompetenttosuggestanyreply,shehadrecourse,assoonasshewasdressed,toanotherapartmentmorespaciousandmoremeetforwalkingaboutinandthinking,andofwhichshehadnowforsometimebeenalmostequallymistress。

  Ithadbeentheirschool-room;socalledtilltheMissBertramswouldnotallowittobecalledsoanylonger,andinhabitedassuchtoalaterperiod。ThereMissLeehadlived,andtheretheyhadreadandwritten,andtalkedandlaughed,tillwithinthelastthreeyears,whenshehadquittedthem。Theroomhadthenbecomeuseless,andforsometimewasquitedeserted,exceptbyFanny,whenshevisitedherplants,orwantedoneofthebooks,whichshewasstillgladtokeepthere,fromthedeficiencyofspaceandaccommodationinherlittlechamberabove:

  butgradually,ashervalueforthecomfortsofitincreased,shehadaddedtoherpossessions,andspentmoreofhertimethere;andhavingnothingtoopposeher,hadsonaturallyandsoartlesslyworkedherselfintoit,thatitwasnowgenerallyadmittedtobehers。TheEastroom,asithadbeencalledeversinceMariaBertramwassixteen,wasnowconsideredFanny’s,almostasdecidedlyasthewhiteattic:thesmallnessoftheonemakingtheuseoftheothersoevidentlyreasonablethattheMissBertrams,witheverysuperiorityintheirownapartmentswhichtheirownsenseofsuperioritycoulddemand,wereentirelyapprovingit;andMrs。Norris,havingstipulatedforthereneverbeingafireinitonFanny’saccount,wastolerablyresignedtoherhavingtheuseofwhatnobodyelsewanted,thoughthetermsinwhichshesometimesspokeoftheindulgenceseemedtoimplythatitwasthebestroominthehouse。

  TheaspectwassofavourablethatevenwithoutafireitwashabitableinmanyanearlyspringandlateautumnmorningtosuchawillingmindasFanny’s;

  andwhiletherewasagleamofsunshineshehopednottobedrivenfromitentirely,evenwhenwintercame。

  Thecomfortofitinherhoursofleisurewasextreme。

  Shecouldgothereafteranythingunpleasantbelow,andfindimmediateconsolationinsomepursuit,orsometrainofthoughtathand。Herplants,herbooks

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