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  ShehurriedofftotellMadameCaron,andthetwoladieswentuptotheattic,and,hiddenbysomelinenspreadacrossprops,stationedthemselvescomfortablyforoverlookingthewholeofBinet’sroom。

  Hewasaloneinhisgarret,busyimitatinginwoodoneofthoseindescribablebitsofivory,composedofcrescents,ofsphereshollowedoutonewithintheother,thewholeasstraightasanobelisk,andofnousewhatever;andhewasbeginningonthelastpiece——hewasnearinghisgoal。Inthetwilightoftheworkshopthewhitedustwasflyingfromhistoolslikeashowerofsparksunderthehoofsofagallopinghorse;thetwowheelswereturning,droning;Binetsmiled,hischinlowered,hisnostrilsdistended,and,inaword,seemedlostinoneofthosecompletehappinessesthat,nodoubt,belongonlytocommonplaceoccupations,whichamusethemindwithfaciledifficulties,andsatisfybyarealisationofthatbeyondwhichsuchmindshavenotadream。

  “Ah!theresheis!“exclaimedMadameTuvache。

  Butitwasimpossiblebecauseofthelathetohearwhatshewassaying。

  Atlasttheseladiesthoughttheymadeouttheword“francs,“andMadameTuvachewhisperedinalowvoice——

  “Sheisbegginghimtogivehertimeforpayinghertaxes。“

  “Apparently!“repliedtheother。

  Theysawherwalkingupanddown,examiningthenapkin-rings,thecandlesticks,thebanisterrailsagainstthewalls,whileBinetstrokedhisbeardwithsatisfaction。

  “Doyouthinkshewantstoordersomethingofhim?“saidMadameTuvache。

  “Why,hedoesn’tsellanything,“objectedherneighbour。

  Thetax-collectorseemedtobelisteningwithwide-openeyes,asifhedidnotunderstand。Shewentoninatender,suppliantmanner。Shecamenearertohim,herbreastheaving;theynolongerspoke。

  “Isshemakinghimadvances?“saidMadameTuvache。Binetwasscarlettohisveryears。Shetookholdofhishands。

  “Oh,it’stoomuch!“

  Andnodoubtshewassuggestingsomethingabominabletohim;forthetax-collector——yethewasbrave,hadfoughtatBautzenandatLutzen,hadbeenthroughtheFrenchcampaign,andhadevenbeenrecommendedforthecross——suddenly,asatthesightofaserpent,recoiledasfarashecouldfromher,crying——

  “Madame!whatdoyoumean?“

  “Womenlikethatoughttobewhipped,“saidMadameTuvache。

  “Butwhereisshe?“continuedMadameCaron,forshehaddisappearedwhilsttheyspoke;thencatchingsightofhergoinguptheGrandeRue,andturningtotherightasifmakingforthecemetery,theywerelostinconjectures。

  “NurseRollet,“shesaidonreachingthenurse’s,“Iamchoking;

  unlaceme!“Shefellonthebedsobbing。NurseRolletcoveredherwithapetticoatandremainedstandingbyherside。Then,asshedidnotanswer,thegoodwomanwithdrew,tookherwheelandbeganspinningflax。

  “Oh,leaveoff!“shemurmured,fancyingsheheardBinet’slathe。

  “What’sbotheringher?“saidthenursetoherself。“Whyhasshecomehere?“

  Shehadrushedthither;impelledbyakindofhorrorthatdroveherfromherhome。

  Lyingonherback,motionless,andwithstaringeyes,shesawthingsbutvaguely,althoughshetriedtowithidioticpersistence。Shelookedatthescalesonthewalls,twobrandssmokingendtoend,andalongspidercrawlingoverherheadinarentinthebeam。Atlastshebegantocollectherthoughts。Sheremembered——oneday——Leon——Oh!howlongagothatwas——thesunwasshiningontheriver,andtheclematiswereperfumingtheair。

  Then,carriedawayasbyarushingtorrent,shesoonbegantorecallthedaybefore。

  “Whattimeisit?“sheasked。

  MereRolletwentout,raisedthefingersofherrighthandtothatsideoftheskythatwasbrightest,andcamebackslowly,saying——

  “Nearlythree。“

  “Ahlthanks,thanks!“

  Forhewouldcome;hewouldhavefoundsomemoney。Buthewould,perhaps,godownyonder,notguessingshewashere,andshetoldthenursetoruntoherhousetofetchhim。

  “Bequick!“

  “But,mydearlady,I’mgoing,I’mgoing!“

  Shewonderednowthatshehadnotthoughtofhimfromthefirst。

  Yesterdayhehadgivenhisword;hewouldnotbreakit。AndshealreadysawherselfatLheureux’sspreadingoutherthreebank-notesonhisbureau。ThenshewouldhavetoinventsomestorytoexplainmatterstoBovary。Whatshoulditbe?

  Thenurse,however,wasalongwhilegone。But,astherewasnoclockinthecot,Emmafearedshewasperhapsexaggeratingthelengthoftime。Shebeganwalkingroundthegarden,stepbystep;

  shewentintothepathbythehedge,andreturnedquickly,hopingthatthewomanwouldhavecomebackbyanotherroad。Atlast,wearyofwaiting,assailedbyfearsthatshethrustfromher,nolongerconsciouswhethershehadbeenhereacenturyoramoment,shesatdowninacorner,closedhereyes,andstoppedherears。

  Thegategrated;shesprangup。BeforeshehadspokenMereRolletsaidtoher——

  “Thereisnooneatyourhouse!“

  “What?“

  “Oh,noone!Andthedoctoriscrying。Heiscallingforyou;

  they’relookingforyou。“

  Emmaanswerednothing。Shegaspedassheturnedhereyesabouther,whilethepeasantwoman,frightenedatherface,drewbackinstinctively,thinkinghermad。Suddenlyshestruckherbrowandutteredacry;forthethoughtofRodolphe,likeaflashoflightninginadarknight,hadpassedintohersoul。Hewassogood,sodelicate,sogenerous!Andbesides,shouldhehesitatetodoherthisservice,shewouldknowwellenoughhowtoconstrainhimtoitbyre-waking,inasinglemoment,theirlostlove。SoshesetouttowardsLaHuchette,notseeingthatshewashasteningtoofferherselftothatwhichbutawhileagohadsoangeredher,notintheleastconsciousofherprostitution。

  ChapterEightSheaskedherselfasshewalkedalong,“WhatamIgoingtosay?

  HowshallIbegin?“Andasshewentonsherecognisedthethickets,thetrees,thesea-rushesonthehill,thechateauyonder。Allthesensationsofherfirsttendernesscamebacktoher,andherpoorachingheartopenedoutamorously。Awarmwindblewinherface;themeltingsnowfelldropbydropfromthebudstothegrass。

  Sheentered,assheusedto,throughthesmallpark-gate。Shereachedtheavenueborderedbyadoublerowofdenselime-trees。

  Theywereswayingtheirlongwhisperingbranchestoandfro。Thedogsintheirkennelsallbarked,andthenoiseoftheirvoicesresounded,butbroughtoutnoone。

  Shewentupthelargestraightstaircasewithwoodenbalustersthatledtothecorridorpavedwithdustyflags,intowhichseveraldoorsinarowopened,asinamonasteryoraninn。Hiswasatthetop,rightattheend,ontheleft。Whensheplacedherfingersonthelockherstrengthsuddenlydesertedher。Shewasafraid,almostwishedhewouldnotbethere,thoughthiswasheronlyhope,herlastchanceofsalvation。Shecollectedherthoughtsforonemoment,and,strengtheningherselfbythefeelingofpresentnecessity,wentin。

  Hewasinfrontofthefire,bothhisfeetonthemantelpiece,smokingapipe。

  “What!itisyou!“hesaid,gettinguphurriedly。

  “Yes,itisI,Rodolphe。Ishouldliketoaskyouradvice。“

  And,despiteallherefforts,itwasimpossibleforhertoopenherlips。

  “Youhavenotchanged;youarecharmingasever!“

  “Oh,“sherepliedbitterly,“theyarepoorcharmssinceyoudisdainedthem。“

  Thenhebeganalongexplanationofhisconduct,excusinghimselfinvagueterms,indefaultofbeingabletoinventbetter。

  Sheyieldedtohiswords,stillmoretohisvoiceandthesightofhim,sothat,shepretendedtobelieve,orperhapsbelieved;

  inthepretexthegavefortheirrupture;thiswasasecretonwhichdependedthehonour,theverylifeofathirdperson。

  “Nomatter!“shesaid,lookingathimsadly。“Ihavesufferedmuch。“

  Herepliedphilosophically——

  “Suchislife!“

  “Haslife,“Emmawenton,“beengoodtoyouatleast,sinceourseparation?“

  “Oh,neithergoodnorbad。“

  “Perhapsitwouldhavebeenbetternevertohaveparted。“

  “Yes,perhaps。“

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