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  Butbothhadfledintheirexasperation。Emmawasstampingherfeetassherepeated——

  “Oh!whatmanners!Whatapeasant!“

  Herantohismother;shewasbesideherself。Shestammered“Sheisaninsolent,giddy-headedthing,orperhapsworse!“

  Andshewasforleavingatonceiftheotherdidnotapologise。

  SoCharleswentbackagaintohiswifeandimploredhertogiveway;heknelttoher;sheendedbysaying——

  “Verywell!I’llgotoher。“

  Andinfactsheheldoutherhandtohermother-in-lawwiththedignityofamarchionessasshesaid——

  “Excuseme,madame。“

  Then,havinggoneupagaintoherroom,shethrewherselfflatonherbedandcriedtherelikeachild,herfaceburiedinthepillow。

  SheandRodolphehadagreedthatintheeventofanythingextraordinaryoccurring,sheshouldfastenasmallpieceofwhitepapertotheblind,sothatifbychancehehappenedtobeinYonville,hecouldhurrytothelanebehindthehouse。Emmamadethesignal;shehadbeenwaitingthree-quartersofanhourwhenshesuddenlycaughtsightofRodolpheatthecornerofthemarket。Shefelttemptedtoopenthewindowandcallhim,buthehadalreadydisappeared。Shefellbackindespair。

  Soon,however,itseemedtoherthatsomeonewaswalkingonthepavement。Itwashe,nodoubt。Shewentdownstairs,crossedtheyard。Hewasthereoutside。Shethrewherselfintohisarms。

  “Dotakecare!“hesaid。

  “Ah!ifyouknew!“shereplied。

  Andshebegantellinghimeverything,hurriedly,disjointedly,exaggeratingthefacts,inventingmany,andsoprodigalofparenthesesthatheunderstoodnothingofit。

  “Come,mypoorangel,courage!Becomforted!bepatient!“

  “ButIhavebeenpatient;Ihavesufferedforfouryears。Alovelikeoursoughttoshowitselfinthefaceofheaven。Theytortureme!Icanbearitnolonger!Saveme!“

  SheclungtoRodolphe。Hereyes,fulloftears,flashedlikeflamesbeneathawave;herbreastheaved;hehadneverlovedhersomuch,sothathelosthisheadandsaid“Whatis,it?Whatdoyouwish?“

  “Takemeaway,“shecried,“carrymeoff!Oh,Iprayyou!“

  Andshethrewherselfuponhismouth,asiftoseizetheretheunexpectedconsentifbreathedforthinakiss。

  “But——“Rodolpheresumed。

  “What?“

  “Yourlittlegirl!“

  Shereflectedafewmoments,thenreplied——

  “Wewilltakeher!Itcan’tbehelped!“

  “Whatawoman!“hesaidtohimself,watchingherasshewent。Forshehadrunintothegarden。Someonewascallingher。

  OnthefollowingdaysMadameBovaryseniorwasmuchsurprisedatthechangeinherdaughter-in-law。Emma,infact,wasshowingherselfmoredocile,andevencarriedherdeferencesofarastoaskforarecipeforpicklinggherkins。

  Wasitthebettertodeceivethemboth?Ordidshewishbyasortofvoluptuousstoicismtofeelthemoreprofoundlythebitternessofthethingsshewasabouttoleave?

  Butshepaidnoheedtothem;onthecontrary,shelivedaslostintheanticipateddelightofhercominghappiness。

  ItwasaneternalsubjectforconversationwithRodolphe。Sheleantonhisshouldermurmuring——

  “Ah!whenweareinthemail-coach!Doyouthinkaboutit?Canitbe?ItseemstomethatthemomentIfeelthecarriagestart,itwillbeasifwewererisinginaballoon,asifweweresettingoutfortheclouds。DoyouknowthatIcountthehours?Andyou?“

  NeverhadMadameBovarybeensobeautifulasatthisperiod;shehadthatindefinablebeautythatresultsfromjoy,fromenthusiasm,fromsuccess,andthatisonlytheharmonyoftemperamentwithcircumstances。Herdesires,hersorrows,theexperienceofpleasure,andherever-youngillusions,thathad,assoilandrainandwindsandthesunmakeflowersgrow,graduallydevelopedher,andsheatlengthblossomedforthinalltheplenitudeofhernature。Hereyelidsseemedchiselledexpresslyforherlongamorouslooksinwhichthepupildisappeared,whileastronginspirationexpandedherdelicatenostrilsandraisedthefleshycornerofherlips,shadedinthelightbyalittleblackdown。Onewouldhavethoughtthatanartistaptinconceptionhadarrangedthecurlsofhairuponherneck;theyfellinathickmass,negligently,andwiththechangingchancesoftheiradultery,thatunboundthemeveryday。

  Hervoicenowtookmoremellowinfections,herfigurealso;

  somethingsubtleandpenetratingescapedevenfromthefoldsofhergownandfromthelineofherfoot。Charles,aswhentheywerefirstmarried,thoughtherdeliciousandquiteirresistible。

  Whenhecamehomeinthemiddleofthenight,hedidnotdaretowakeher。Theporcelainnight-lightthrewaroundtremblinggleamupontheceiling,andthedrawncurtainsofthelittlecotformedasitwereawhitehutstandingoutintheshade,andbythebedsideCharleslookedatthem。Heseemedtohearthelightbreathingofhischild。Shewouldgrowbignow;everyseasonwouldbringrapidprogress。Healreadysawhercomingfromschoolasthedaydrewin,laughing,withink-stainsonherjacket,andcarryingherbasketonherarm。Thenshewouldhavetobesenttotheboarding-school;thatwouldcostmuch;howwasittobedone?

  Thenhereflected。Hethoughtofhiringasmallfarmintheneighbourhood,thathewouldsuperintendeverymorningonhiswaytohispatients。Hewouldsaveupwhathebroughtin;hewouldputitinthesavings-bank。Thenhewouldbuysharessomewhere,nomatterwhere;besides,hispracticewouldincrease;hecounteduponthat,forhewantedBerthetobewell-educated,tobeaccomplished,tolearntoplaythepiano。Ah!howprettyshewouldbelateronwhenshewasfifteen,when,resemblinghermother,shewould,likeher,wearlargestrawhatsinthesummer-time;fromadistancetheywouldbetakenfortwosisters。

  Hepicturedhertohimselfworkingintheeveningbytheirsidebeneaththelightofthelamp;shewouldembroiderhimslippers;

  shewouldlookafterthehouse;shewouldfillallthehomewithhercharmandhergaiety。Atlast,theywouldthinkofhermarriage;theywouldfindhersomegoodyoungfellowwithasteadybusiness;hewouldmakeherhappy;thiswouldlastforever。

  Emmawasnotasleep;shepretendedtobe;andwhilehedozedoffbyhersidesheawakenedtootherdreams。

  Tothegallopoffourhorsesshewascarriedawayforaweektowardsanewland,whencetheywouldreturnnomore。Theywentonandon,theirarmsentwined,withoutaword。Oftenfromthetopofamountaintheresuddenlyglimpsedsomesplendidcitywithdomes,andbridges,andships,forestsofcitrontrees,andcathedralsofwhitemarble,onwhosepointedsteepleswerestorks’nests。Theywentatawalking-pacebecauseofthegreatflag-stones,andonthegroundtherewerebouquetsofflowers,offeredyoubywomendressedinredbodices。Theyheardthechimingofbells,theneighingofmules,togetherwiththemurmurofguitarsandthenoiseoffountains,whoserisingsprayrefreshedheapsoffruitarrangedlikeapyramidatthefootofpalestatuesthatsmiledbeneathplayingwaters。Andthen,onenighttheycametoafishingvillage,wherebrownnetsweredryinginthewindalongthecliffsandinfrontofthehuts。Itwastherethattheywouldstay;theywouldliveinalow,flat-roofedhouse,shadedbyapalm-tree,intheheartofagulf,bythesea。Theywouldrowingondolas,swinginhammocks,andtheirexistencewouldbeeasyandlargeastheirsilkgowns,warmandstar-spangledasthenightstheywouldcontemplate。However,intheimmensityofthisfuturethatsheconjuredup,nothingspecialstoodforth;thedays,allmagnificent,resembledeachotherlikewaves;anditswayedinthehorizon,infinite,harmonised,azure,andbathedinsunshine。ButthechildbegantocoughinhercotorBovarysnoredmoreloudly,andEmmadidnotfallasleeptillmorning,whenthedawnwhitenedthewindows,andwhenlittleJustinwasalreadyinthesquaretakingdowntheshuttersofthechemist’sshop。

  ShehadsentforMonsieurLheureux,andhadsaidtohim——

  “Iwantacloak——alargelinedcloakwithadeepcollar。“

  “Youaregoingonajourney?“heasked。

  “No;but——nevermind。Imaycountonyou,mayInot,andquickly?“

  Hebowed。

  “Besides,Ishallwant,“shewenton,“atrunk——nottooheavy——

  handy。“

  “Yes,yes,Iunderstand。Aboutthreefeetbyafootandahalf,astheyarebeingmadejustnow。“

  “Andatravellingbag。“

  “Decidedly,“thoughtLheureux。“there’sarowonhere。“

  “And,“saidMadameBovary,takingherwatchfromherbelt,“takethis;youcanpayyourselfoutofit。“

  Butthetradesmancriedoutthatshewaswrong;theyknewoneanother;didhedoubther?Whatchildishness!

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