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  Hadtheynothingelsetosaytooneanother?Yettheireyeswerefullofmoreseriousspeech,andwhiletheyforcedthemselvestofindtrivialphrases,theyfeltthesamelanguorstealingoverthemboth。Itwasthewhisperofthesoul,deep,continuous,dominatingthatoftheirvoices。Surprisedwithwonderatthisstrangesweetness,theydidnotthinkofspeakingofthesensationorofseekingitscause。Comingjoys,liketropicalshores,throwovertheimmensitybeforethemtheirinbornsoftness,anodorouswind,andwearelulledbythisintoxicationwithoutathoughtofthehorizonthatwedonotevenknow。

  Inoneplacethegroundhadbeentroddendownbythecattle;theyhadtosteponlargegreenstonesputhereandthereinthemud。

  Sheoftenstoppedamomenttolookwheretoplaceherfoot,andtotteringonastonethatshook,herarmsoutspread,herformbentforwardwithalookofindecision,shewouldlaugh,afraidoffallingintothepuddlesofwater。

  Whentheyarrivedinfrontofhergarden,MadameBovaryopenedthelittlegate,ranupthestepsanddisappeared。

  Leonreturnedtohisoffice。Hischiefwasaway;hejustglancedatthebriefs,thencuthimselfapen,andatlasttookuphishatandwentout。

  HewenttoLaPatureatthetopoftheArgueilhillsatthebeginningoftheforest;hethrewhimselfuponthegroundunderthepinesandwatchedtheskythroughhisfingers。

  “HowboredIam!“hesaidtohimself,“howboredIam!“

  Hethoughthewastobepitiedforlivinginthisvillage,withHomaisforafriendandMonsieruGuillauminformaster。Thelatter,entirelyabsorbedbyhisbusiness,wearinggold-rimmedspectaclesandredwhiskersoverawhitecravat,understoodnothingofmentalrefinements,althoughheaffectedastiffEnglishmanner,whichinthebeginninghadimpressedtheclerk。

  Astothechemist’sspouse,shewasthebestwifeinNormandy,gentleasasheep,lovingherchildren,herfather,hermother,hercousins,weepingforother’swoes,lettingeverythinggoinherhousehold,anddetestingcorsets;butsoslowofmovement,suchaboretolistento,socommoninappearance,andofsuchrestrictedconversation,thatalthoughshewasthirty,heonlytwenty,althoughtheysleptinroomsnexteachotherandhespoketoherdaily,heneverthoughtthatshemightbeawomanforanother,orthatshepossessedanythingelseofhersexthanthegown。

  Andwhatelsewasthere?Binet,afewshopkeepers,twoorthreepublicans,thecure,andfinally,MonsieurTuvache,themayor,withhistwosons,rich,crabbed,obtusepersons,whofarmedtheirownlandsandhadfeastsamongthemselves,bigotedtoboot,andquiteunbearablecompanions。

  ButfromthegeneralbackgroundofallthesehumanfacesEmma’sstoodoutisolatedandyetfarthestoff;forbetweenherandhimheseemedtoseeavagueabyss。

  Inthebeginninghehadcalledonherseveraltimesalongwiththedruggist。Charleshadnotappearedparticularlyanxioustoseehimagain,andLeondidnotknowwhattodobetweenhisfearofbeingindiscreetandthedesireforanintimacythatseemedalmostimpossible。

  ChapterFourWhenthefirstcolddayssetinEmmaleftherbedroomforthesitting-room,alongapartmentwithalowceiling,inwhichtherewasonthemantelpiecealargebunchofcoralspreadoutagainstthelooking-glass。Seatedinherarmchairnearthewindow,shecouldseethevillagerspassalongthepavement。

  TwiceadayLeonwentfromhisofficetotheLiond’Or。Emmacouldhearhimcomingfromafar;sheleantforwardlistening,andtheyoungmanglidedpastthecurtain,alwaysdressedinthesameway,andwithoutturninghishead。Butinthetwilight,when,herchinrestingonherlefthand,shelettheembroideryshehadbegunfallonherknees,sheoftenshudderedattheapparitionofthisshadowsuddenlyglidingpast。Shewouldgetupandorderthetabletobelaid。

  MonsieurHomaiscalledatdinner-time。Skull-capinhand,hecameinontiptoe,inordertodisturbnoone,alwaysrepeatingthesamephrase,“Goodevening,everybody。“Then,whenhehadtakenhisseatatthetablebetweenthepair,heaskedthedoctorabouthispatients,andthelatterconsultedhisastotheprobabilityoftheirpayment。Nexttheytalkedof“whatwasinthepaper。“

  Homaisbythishourknewitalmostbyheart,andherepeateditfromendtoend,withthereflectionsofthepenny-a-liners,andallthestoriesofindividualcatastrophesthathadoccurredinFranceorabroad。Butthesubjectbecomingexhausted,hewasnotslowinthrowingoutsomeremarksonthedishesbeforehim。

  Sometimeseven,half-rising,hedelicatelypointedouttomadamethetenderestmorsel,orturningtotheservant,gavehersomeadviceonthemanipulationofstewsandthehygieneofseasoning。

  Hetalkedaroma,osmazome,juices,andgelatineinabewilderingmanner。Moreover,Homais,withhisheadfullerofrecipesthanhisshopofjars,excelledinmakingallkindsofpreserves,vinegars,andsweetliqueurs;heknewalsoallthelatestinventionsineconomicstoves,togetherwiththeartofpreservingcheeseandofcuringsickwines。

  Ateighto’clockJustincametofetchhimtoshutuptheshop。

  ThenMonsieurHomaisgavehimaslylook,especiallyifFelicitewasthere,forhehalfnoticedthathisapprenticewasfondofthedoctor’shouse。

  “Theyoungdog,“hesaid,“isbeginningtohaveideas,andthedeviltakemeifIdon’tbelievehe’sinlovewithyourservant!“

  ButamoreseriousfaultwithwhichhereproachedJustinwashisconstantlylisteningtoconversation。OnSunday,forexample,onecouldnotgethimoutofthedrawing-room,whitherMadameHomaishadcalledhimtofetchthechildren,whowerefallingasleepinthearm-chairs,anddraggingdownwiththeirbackscalicochair-coversthatweretoolarge。

  Notmanypeoplecametothesesoireesatthechemist’s,hisscandal-mongeringandpoliticalopinionshavingsuccessfullyalienatedvariousrespectablepersonsfromhim。Theclerkneverfailedtobethere。AssoonasheheardthebellherantomeetMadameBovary,tookhershawl,andputawayundertheshop-counterthethicklistshoesthatsheworeoverherbootswhentherewassnow。

  Firsttheyplayedsomehandsattrente-et-un;nextMonsieurHomaisplayedecartewithEmma;Leonbehindhergaveheradvice。

  Standingupwithhishandsonthebackofherchairhesawtheteethofhercombthatbitintoherchignon。Witheverymovementthatshemadetothrowhercardstherightsideofherdresswasdrawnup。Fromherturned-uphairadarkcolourfelloverherback,andgrowinggraduallypaler,lostitselflittlebylittleintheshade。Thenherdressfellonbothsidesofherchair,puffingoutfulloffolds,andreachedtheground。WhenLeonoccasionallyfeltthesoleofhisbootrestingonit,hedrewbackasifhehadtroddenuponsomeone。

  Whenthegameofcardswasover,thedruggistandtheDoctorplayeddominoes,andEmma,changingherplace,leantherelbowonthetable,turningovertheleavesofL’Illustration。“Shehadbroughtherladies’journalwithher。Leonsatdownnearher;

  theylookedattheengravingstogether,andwaitedforoneanotheratthebottomofthepages。Sheoftenbeggedhimtoreadhertheverses;Leondeclaimedtheminalanguidvoice,towhichhecarefullygaveadyingfallinthelovepassages。Butthenoiseofthedominoesannoyedhim。MonsieurHomaiswasstrongatthegame;hecouldbeatCharlesandgivehimadouble-six。Thenthethreehundredfinished,theybothstretchedthemselvesoutinfrontofthefire,andweresoonasleep。Thefirewasdyingoutinthecinders;theteapotwasempty,Leonwasstillreading。

  Emmalistenedtohim,mechanicallyturningaroundthelampshade,onthegauzeofwhichwerepaintedclownsincarriages,andtight-ropedanceswiththeirbalancing-poles。Leonstopped,pointingwithagesturetohissleepingaudience;thentheytalkedinlowtones,andtheirconversationseemedthemoresweettothembecauseitwasunheard。

  Thusakindofbondwasestablishedbetweenthem,aconstantcommerceofbooksandofromances。MonsieurBovary,littlegiventojealousy,didnottroublehimselfaboutit。

  Onhisbirthdayhereceivedabeautifulphrenologicalhead,allmarkedwithfigurestothethoraxandpaintedblue。Thiswasanattentionoftheclerk’s。Heshowedhimmanyothers,eventodoingerrandsforhimatRouen;andthebookofanovelisthavingmadethemaniaforcactusesfashionable,LeonboughtsomeforMadameBovary,bringingthembackonhiskneesinthe“Hirondelle,“prickinghisfingersontheirhardhairs。

  Shehadaboardwithabalustradefixedagainstherwindowtoholdthepots。Theclerk,too,hadhissmallhanginggarden;theysaweachothertendingtheirflowersattheirwindows。

  Ofthewindowsofthevillagetherewasoneyetmoreoftenoccupied;foronSundaysfrommorningtonight,andeverymorningwhentheweatherwasbright,onecouldseeatthedormer-windowofthegarrettheprofileofMonsieurBinetbendingoverhislathe,whosemonotonoushummingcouldbeheardattheLiond’Or。

  OneeveningoncominghomeLeonfoundinhisroomaruginvelvetandwoolwithleavesonapaleground。HecalledMadameHomais,MonsieurHomais,Justin,thechildren,thecook;hespokeofittohischief;everyonewantedtoseethisrug。Whydidthedoctor’swifegivetheclerkpresents?Itlookedqueer。Theydecidedthatshemustbehislover。

  Hemadethisseemlikely,soceaselesslydidhetalkofhercharmsandofherwit;somuchso,thatBinetonceroughlyansweredhim——

  “WhatdoesitmattertomesinceI’mnotinherset?“

  Hetorturedhimselftofindouthowhecouldmakehisdeclarationtoher,andalwayshaltingbetweenthefearofdispleasingherandtheshameofbeingsuchacoward,heweptwithdiscouragementanddesire。Thenhetookenergeticresolutions,wrotelettersthathetoreup,putitofftotimesthatheagaindeferred。

  Oftenhesetoutwiththedeterminationtodareall;butthisresolutionsoondesertedhiminEmma’spresence,andwhenCharles,droppingin,invitedhimtojumpintohischaisetogowithhimtoseesomepatientintheneighbourhood,heatonceaccepted,bowedtomadame,andwentout。Herhusband,washenotsomethingbelongingtoher?AstoEmma,shedidnotaskherselfwhethersheloved。Love,shethought,mustcomesuddenly,withgreatoutburstsandlightnings——ahurricaneoftheskies,whichfallsuponlife,revolutionisesit,rootsupthewilllikealeaf,andsweepsthewholeheartintotheabyss。Shedidnotknowthatontheterraceofhousesitmakeslakeswhenthepipesarechoked,andshewouldthushaveremainedinhersecuritywhenshesuddenlydiscoveredarentinthewallofit。

  ChapterFiveItwasaSundayinFebruary,anafternoonwhenthesnowwasfalling。

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