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  \"Yes,Ido.There’sacollegeinNewYorkjustforwomen.AuntKihmsentmetheprospectus,andit’soneofthebestinthecountry.Idon’tdreamofpracticing,youknow;atleast,Idon’tthinkaboutthatnow.Butonemusthavesomeoccupation;andisn’tstudyingmedicine,Condy,betterthanpiano—playing,orFrenchcourses,orliteraryclassesandBrowningcircles?Oh,I’venopatiencewiththatkindofgirl!AndlookatthechanceIhavenow;andAuntKihmissuchadear!Think,shewrites,Icouldgotoandfromthecollegeinhercoupeeveryday,andIwouldseeNewYork;andjustbeinginabigcitylikethatisaneducation.\"

  \"You’reright,itwouldbeabigthingforyou,\"assentedCondy,\"andIliketheideaofyoustudyingsomething.Itwouldbethemakingofsuchagirlasyou,Blix.\"

  AndthenBlix,seeinghimthusacquiescent,said:

  \"Well,it’sallsettled;PapumandIbothwrotelastnight.\"

  \"Whenareyougoing?\"

  \"ThefirstweekinJanuary.\"

  \"Well,that’snotsoAWFULLYsoon.Butwhowilltakeyourplacehere?Howeverintheworldwouldyourfathergetalongwithoutyou——andSnookyandHoward?\"

  \"AuntDoddisgoingtocome.\"

  \"Suddenenough,\"saidCondy,\"butitISagreatthingforyou,Blix,andI’mmightygladforyou.Yourfutureisallcutoutforyounow.Ofcourseyouraunt,ifshe’ssofondofyouandhasn’tanychildren,willleaveyoueverything——maybesettlesomethingonyourightaway;andyou’llmarrysomeoneofthoseNewYorkchaps,andbegreatbigpeoplebeforeyouknowit.\"

  \"Theidea,Condy!\"sheprotested.\"No;I’mgoingtheretostudymedicine.Oh,youdon’tknowhowenthusiasticIamovertheidea!

  I’veboughtsomeofthefirst—yearbooksalready,andhavebeenreadingthem.Really,Condy,theyareevenbetterthan’ManyInventions.’\"

  \"WishIcouldgetEast,\"mutteredCondygloomily.Blixforgotherowngoodfortuneupontheinstant.

  \"IdosowishyouCOULD,Condy!\"sheexclaimed.\"YouaretoogoodforaSundaysupplement.IknowitandYOUknowit,andI’veheardeversomanypeoplewhohavereadyourstoriessaythesamething.

  Youcouldspendtwentyyearsworkingasyouarenow,andattheendwhatwouldyoube?JustanassistanteditorofaSundaysupplement,andstillinthesameplace;andworse,you’dcometobecontentedwiththat,andthinkyouwereonlygoodforthatandnothingbetter.You’vegotitinyou,Condy,tobeagreatstory—

  teller.Ibelieveinyou,andI’veeveryconfidenceinyou.Butjustsolongasyoustayhereandarewillingtodohackwork,justsolongyouwillbeahackwriter.Youmustbreakfromit;

  youMUSTgetaway.Iknowyouhaveagoodtimehere;buttherearesomanythingsbetterthanthatandmoreworthwhile.YououghttomakeupyourmindtogetEast,andworkforthatandnothingelse.Iknowyouwanttogo,butwantingisn’tenough.

  Enthusiasmwithoutenergyisn’tenough.Youhaveenthusiasm,Condy;butyouMUSThaveenergy.Youmustbewillingtogiveupthings;youmustmakeupyourmindthatyouwillgoEast,andthensetyourteethtogetheranddoit.Oh,ILOVEamanthatcandothat——makeuphismindtoathingandthenputitthrough!\"

  Condywatchedherasshetalked,herbrown—blackeyescoruscating,hercheeksglowing,hersmallhandscurledintoroundpinkfists.

  \"Blix,you’resplendid!\"heexclaimed;\"you’refine!Youcouldputlifeintoadeadman.You’rethekindofgirlthatarethemakingofmen.ByJove,you’dbackamanup,wouldn’tyou?You’dstandbyhimtillthelastditch.Ofcourse,\"hewentonafterapause——

  \"ofcourseIoughttogotoNewYork.But,Blix,supposeIwent——

  well,thenwhat?Itisn’tasthoughIhadanyincomeofmyown,orrichaunt.SupposeIdidn’tfindsomethingtodo——andthechancesarethatIwouldn’tforthreeorfourmonths——whatwouldI

  liveoninthemeanwhile?’Whatwouldtherobindothen,poorthing?’I’mapooryoungman,MissBessemer,andI’vegottoeat.

  No;myonlychanceis’tobediscovered’byamagazineorapublishinghouseorsomebody,andgetabidofsomekind.\"

  \"Well,thereistheCentennialCompany.Theyhavetakenaninterestinyou,Condy.Youmustfollowthatrightupandkeepyournamebeforethemallthetime.Haveyousentthem’AVictoryOverDeath’yet?\"

  Condysatdowntohiseggsandcoffeethenextmorninginthehotel,harriedwithacertainsenseofdepressionanddisappointmentforwhichhecouldassignnocause.Nothingseemedtointeresthim.Thenewspaperwasdull.Hecouldlookforwardtonopleasureinhisday’swork;andwhatwasthematterwiththesunthatmorning?Ashewalkeddowntotheofficehenotednocloudinthesky,butthebrightnesswasgonefromtheday.Hesatdowntohisdeskandattackedhiswork,but\"copy\"wouldnotcome.Thesportingeditorandhisinanejokesharassedhimbeyondexpression.Justthesightoftheclippingeditor’sbackwasanirritation.Theofficeboywasamereincentivetoprofanity.

  TherewasnospringinCondythatmorning,noelasticity,noneofhisnaturalbuoyancy.Asthedayworeon,hisennuiincreased;

  hisluncheonattheclubwastasteless,tobaccohadlostitscharm.Heorderedacocktailinthewine—room,andputitasidewithawryface.

  Theafternoonwasonelongtedium.Ateveryhourheflunghispencildown,utterlyunabletoformulatethenextsentenceofhisarticle,and,hishandsinhispockets,gazedgloomilyoutofthewindowoverthewildernessofroofs——grimy,dirty,uglyroofsthatspreadoutbelow.Hecraveddiversion,amusement,excitement.

  Somethingtherewasthathewantedwithallhisheartandsoul;

  yethewasquiteunabletosaywhatitwas.Somethingwasgonefromhimto—daythathehadpossessedyesterday,andheknewhewouldnotregainitonthemorrow,northenextday,northedayafterthat.Whatwasit?Hecouldnotsay.Forhalfanhourheimaginedhewasgoingtobesick.Hismotherwasnottobeathomethatevening,andCondydinedathisclubinthehopesoffindingsomeonewithwhomhecouldgotothetheatrelateronintheevening.Sargeantjoinedhimoverhiscoffeeandcigarette,butdeclinedtogowithhimtothetheatre.

  \"Anothergameonto—night?\"askedCondy.

  \"Isupposeso,\"admittedtheother.

  \"IguessI’lljoinyouto—night,\"saidCondy.\"I’vehadthebluedevilssincemorning,andI’vegottohavesomethingtodrivethemoff.\"

  \"Don’tletmeurgeyou,youknow,\"returnedSargeant.

  \"Oh,that’sallright!\"Condyassuredhim.\"Mytime’saboutup,anyways.\"

  Anhourlater,justashe,Sargeant,andtheothermenoftheir\"set\"wereintheactofgoingupstairstothecard—rooms,ahall—

  boygaveCondyanote,atthatmomentbroughtbyamessenger,whowaswaitingforananswer.ItwasfromBlix.Shewrote:

  \"Don’tyouwanttocomeupandplaycardswithmeto—night?Wehaven’thadagameinoveraweek?\"

  \"Howdidsheknow?\"thoughtCondytohimself——\"howcouldshetell?\"Aloud,hesaid:

  \"Ican’tjoinyoufellows,afterall.’Despatchfromthemanagingeditor.’Somespecialdetailorother.\"

  ForthefirsttimesincethepreviouseveningCondyfelthisspiritsriseashesetofftowardtheWashingtonStreethill.ButthoughheandBlixspentasmerryaneveningastheyrememberedinalongtime,hisnameless,formlessirritationreturneduponhimalmostassoonashehadbiddenhergood—night.Itstayedwithhimallthroughtheweek,andtolduponhiswork.Asaresult,threeofhisarticleswerethrownoutbytheeditor.

  \"Wecan’trunsuchrotasthatinthepaper,\"thechiefhadsaid.

  \"Can’tyougiveusastory?\"

  \"Oh,I’vegotakindofayarnyoucanrunifyoulike,\"answeredCondy,hisweek’sdepressionatitsverylowest.

  \"AVictoryOverDeath\"waspublishedinthefollowingSunday’ssupplementofthe\"Times,\"withillustrationsbyoneofthestaffartists.Itattractednottheleastattention.

  JustbeforehewenttobedtheSundayeveningofitsappearance,Condyreaditoveragainforthelasttime.

  \"It’sarottenfailure,\"hemutteredgloomilyashecastthepaperfromhim.\"Simpledrivel.IwonderwhatBlixwillthinkofit.

  IwonderifIamounttoahillofbeans.IwonderWHATshewantstogoEastfor,anyway.\"

  ChapterIX

  Theold—fashionedUnionStreetcablecar,withitslow,comfortableoutsideseats,putBlixandCondydownjustinsidethePresidioGovernmentReservation.CondyaskedadirectionofasentrynursinghisKrag—Jorgensenattheterminusofthetrack,andthenwithBlixsetoffdownthelongboardwalkthroughthetunnelofoverhangingevergreens.

  Thedaycouldnothavebeenmoredesirable.ItwasalittleaftertenofaMondaymorning,Condy’sweeklyholiday.Theairwasneithercoolnorwarm,effervescentmerely,briskandfullofthesmellofgrassandofthesea.Theskywasaspecklesssheenofpaleblue.Totheirright,andnotfaroff,wasthebay,blueasindigo.Alcatrazseemedcloseathand;beyondwastheenormousgreen,red,andpurplepyramidofTamalpaisclimbingoutofthewater,headandshouldersabovethelittlefoothills,andlookingouttotheseaandtothewest.

  TheReservationitselfwasdelightful.Therewererowsoftheofficers’houses,allalike,drawnupinlineslikeanassemblyofthestaff;therewerehugebarracks,mostlikecollegedormitories;andontheirporchesenlistedmeninshirtsleevesandoverallswerecleaningsaddles,andpolishingthebrassofhead—stallsandbridles,whistlingthewhileorsmokingcorn—cobpipes.Hereontheparade—groundasoldier,hiscoatandvestremoved,wasbattinggroundersandfliestoahalf—dozenofhisfellows.Overbythestables,stringsofhorses,allofthesamecolor,werebeingcurriedandcleaned.Ayounglieutenantuponabicyclespunsilentlypast.Anofficercamefromhisfrontgate,hiscoatunbuttonedandabriarinhisteeth.Thewalksandroadswereflankedwithlinesofblack—paintedcannon—balls;invertedpiecesofabandonedordnancestoodatcorners.Fromadistancecamethemellowsnarlingofabugle.

  BlixandCondyhadplannedalongwalkforthatday.TheyweretogooutthroughthePresidioReservation,pastthebarracksandofficers’quarters,andontotheoldfortattheGoldenGate.

  Heretheywouldturnandfollowtheshore—lineforaway,thenstrikeinlandacrossthehillsforashorthalf—mile,andregainthecityandthestreet—carlinesbywayofthegolf—links.Condyhadinsisteduponwearinghisbicycleoutfitfortheoccasion,and,moreover,carriedalittlesatchel,which,hesaid,containedapairofshoes.

  ButBlixwasassweetasarosethatmorning,allintailor—madeblackbutfortheinevitablebandsofwhitesatinwrappedhighandtightaboutherneck.TheSt.Bernarddog—collardiddutyasabelt.Shehaddisdainedaveil,andheryellowhairwasalreadyblowingabouthersmoothpinkcheeks.Shewalkedathisside,herstepasfirmandsolidashisown,herround,strongarmsswinging,herlittlebrowneyesshiningwithgoodspiritsandvigor,andthepure,cleananimaljoyofbeingaliveonthatfinecoolWesternmorning.Shetalkedalmostincessantly.Shewaspositivelygarrulous.Shetalkedaboutthefinedaythatitwas,aboutthequeernewforagecapsofthesoldiers,aboutthebaregreenhillsoftheReservation,aboutthelittlecemeterytheypassedjustbeyondthelimitsofthebarracks,aboutarabbitshesaw,andaboutthequailtheybothheardwhistlingandcallinginthehollowsunderthebushes.

  Condywalkedathersideinsilence,yetnolesshappythanshe,smokinghispipeandcastingoccasionalglancesatagreatship——afour—masterthatwasbeingtowedouttowardtheGoldenGate.Ateverymomentandateveryturntheynotedthingsthatinterestedthem,andtowhichtheycalledeachother’sattention.

  \"Look,Blix!\"

  \"Oh,Condy,lookatthat!\"

  TheyweresoonoutoftheminiaturecityofthePost,andheldondownthroughthelowreachoftulesandsand—dunesthatstretchbetweenthebarracksandtheoldredfort.

  \"Look,Condy!\"saidBlix.\"What’sthatbuildingdownthereontheshoreofthebay——theonewiththeflagstaff?\"

  \"Ithinkthatmustbethelifeboatstation.\"

  \"Iwonderifwecouldgodownandvisitit.Ithinkitwouldbegoodfun.\"

  \"Idea!\"exclaimedCondy.

  Thestationwascloseathand.Toreachittheyhadbuttoleavethecrazyboardwalkthatledontowardthefort,andcrossafewhundredyardsofsand—dune.Condyopenedthegatethatbrokethelineofevergreenhedgearoundthelittletwo—storyhouse,andpromptlyunchainedaveritablepandemoniumofdogs.

  Inside,theplacewasnotwithoutacertaincharmofitsown.A

  brickwall,borderedwithshells,ledtothefrontofthestation,whichgavedirectlyuponthebay;alittlewell—keptlawnopenedtorightandleft,andsixoreightgaily—paintedoldrowboatsweresetabout,halffilledwithloaminwhichfuchsias,geraniums,andmignonetteswereflowering.Acatortwodozeduponthewindow—sillsinthesun.Uponasortofporchoverhead,twoofthecrewpacedupanddowninamannerthatatoncesuggestedthepoop.Hereandtherewasagleamofhighlypolishedredcopperorbrasstrimmings.Thebaywaswithintwostepsofthefrontdoor,whilealittlefurtherdownthebeachwasthehousewherethesurf—boatwaskept,andthelongrunwayleadingdownfromittothewater.Condyrappedloudlyatthefrontdoor.

  ItwasopenedbyCaptainJack.

  CaptainJack,andnoother;onlynowheworeabluesweaterandaleather—visoredcap,withthelettersU.S.L.B.S.aroundtheband.

  Notaninstantwasgiventhemforpreparation.Thethinghadhappenedwiththeabruptnessofatransformationsceneatatheatre.Condy’sknockhadevokedasituation.Speechwasstrickenfromtheirmouths.Foramomenttheywerebereftevenofaction,andstoodthereonthethreshold,staringopen—mouthedandopen—eyedatthesuddenreappearanceoftheir\"matrimonialobject.\"Condywasliterallydumb;intheenditwasBlixwhotidedthemoverthecrisis.

  \"Wewerejustgoingby——justtakingawalk,\"sheexplained,\"andwethoughtwe’dliketoseethestation.Isitallright?Canwelookaround?\"

  \"Why,ofcourse,\"assentedtheCaptainwithgreatcordiality.

  \"Comerightin.Thisisvisitors’day.Youjusthappenedtohitit——onlyit’smightyfewvisitorsweeverhave,\"headded.

  WhileCondywasregisteringforhimselfandBlix,theymanagedtoexchangealightningglance.ItwasevidenttheCaptaindidnotrecognizethem.Thesituationreadjusteditself,evenpromisedtobeofextraordinaryinterest.Andforthatmatteritmadelittledifferencewhetherthecaptainrememberedthemornot.

  \"No,wedon’tgetmanyvisitors,\"theCaptainwenton,asheledthemoutofthestationanddownthesmallgravelwalktothehousewherethesurf—boatwaskept.\"Thisisaquietstation.

  Peopledon’tfetchoutthiswayveryoften,andwe’renotcalledoutveryoften,either.We’reaninsidepost,yousee,andusuallywedon’tgetacallunlessthesea’ssohighthattheCliffHousestationcan’tlaunchtheirboat.So,yousee,wedon’tgooutmuch,butwhenweDO,itmeansbusinesswithagreatbigB.Now,thishere,yousee,\"continuedtheCaptain,rollingbacktheslidingdoorsofthehouse,\"isthesurf—boat.Bytheway,let’ssee;Iain’tjustcaughtyournamesyet.\"

  \"Well,myname’sRivers,\"saidCondy,\"andthisisMissBessemer.

  We’rebothfromthecity.\"

  \"Happytoknowyou,sir;happytoknowyou,miss,\"hereturned,pullingoffhiscap.\"Myname’sHoskins,butyoucanjustcallmeCaptainJack.I’msousedtoitthatIdon’tkindofanswertotheother.Well,now,MissBessemer,thishere’sthesurf—boat;

  she’sself—rightin’,self—bailin’,shecan’tcapsize,andifIwastotellyouhowmanythousandsofdollarsshecost,youwouldn’tbelieveme.\"

  CondyandBlixspentadelightfulhalf—hourintheboat—housewhileCaptainJackexplainedandillustrated,andtoldthemanecdotesofwrecks,escapes,andrescuestilltheyheldtheirbreathsliketen—year—olds.

  ItdidnottakeCondylongtoknowthathehaddiscoveredwhatthestory—tellersooftentellsofbutsoseldomfinds,andwhat,forwantofabettername,heelectstocall\"acharacter.\"

  CaptainJackhadbeeneverywhere,hadseeneverything,andhaddonemostofthethingsworthdoing,includingagreatmanythingsthathehadfarbetterhaveleftundone.ButonthislatterpointtheCaptainseemedtobeinnocentlyandcompletelydevoidofamoralsenseofrightandwrong.ItwasquiteevidentthathesawnomatterforconscienceinthesmugglingofChinamenacrossthe,Canadianborderatthirtydollarsahead——aventureinwhichhehadhadtheassistanceoftheprodigalsonofanAmericandivineofinternationalrenown.ThetradetoPeruvianinsurgentsofcondemnedrifleswastoberegrettedonlybecausetheringmanipulatingitwasbrokenup.TheappropriationofaschoonerintheharborofCallaowasastoryinitself;whiletherobberyofthirtythousanddollars’worthofsea—otterskinsfromaRussiantrading—postinAlaska,accomplishedchieflythroughtheagencyofabarrelofrummanufacturedfromsugar—cane,wasaveritableachievement.

  Hehadbeenborn,sohetoldthem,inWinchester,inEngland,and——

  Heavensavethemark!——hadbeenbroughtupwithaviewoftakingorders.ForsometimehewasachoirboyinthegreatWinchesterCathedral;then,whileyetalad,hadgonetosea.Hehadbeenboat—steereronaNewBedfordwhaler,andstruckhisfirstwhalewhenonlysixteen.HehadfilibustereddowntoChili;hadactedasicepilotonanArcticreliefexpedition;hadcaptainedacrewofChinamenshark—fishinginMagdalenaBay,andhadbeennearlymurderedbyhismen;hadbeenadeep—seadiver,andhadbursthisear—drumsatthebusiness,sothatnowhecouldblowtobaccosmokeoutofhisears;hehadbeenshipwreckedintheGilberts,foughtwiththeSerisonthelowerCaliforniaIslands,soldchampagne——

  madefromrockcandy,effervescentsalts,andReislingwine——totheCoreans,haddreamedof\"holdingup\"aCunardliner,andhadriddenontheStrandinahansomwithWilliamEwartGladstone.

  Buttheonethingofwhichhewasproud,theonepictureofhislifehemostdelightedtorecall,washimselfasmanagerofanegrominstreltroupe,inahireddrum—major’suniform,marchingdownthestreetsofSacramentoattheheadofthebrassbandinburntcorkandregimentals.

  \"Thestarofthetroupe,\"hetoldthem,\"wastheladywiththeironjore.WebustedinStockton,andshegavemeherdiamondstopawn.Ipawned’em,andkeptbacksomethinginthehandformyselfandhookedittoSanFrancisco.Strikemestraightifshedidn’tfollowme,thatiron—joredpiece;metmeonedayinfrontoftheBushStreetTheatre,andhorsewhippedmeproperly.Now,justthinkofthat\"——andhelaughedasthoughitwasthebestkindofajoke.

  \"But,\"hazardedBlix,\"don’tyoufinditratherdullouthere——

  lonesome?Ishouldthinkyouwouldwanttohavesomeonewithyoutokeepyoucompany——to——todoyourcookingforyou?\"

  ButCondy,ignoringherdiplomacyandthinkingonlyofpossiblestories,blunderedoffuponanothertrack.

  \"Yes,\"hesaid,\"you’veledsuchalifeofaction,Ishouldthinkthisstationwouldbeprettydullforyou.Howdidyouhappentochooseit?\"

  \"Well,yousee,answeredtheCaptain,leaningagainstthesmoothwhiteflankofthesurf—boat,hishandsinhispockets,\"I’mlyinglowjustnow.IgotintoascrapedownatLibertad,inMexico,thatmadetalk,andI’mwaitingforthattodiedownsome.Yousee,itwasthisway.\"

  Mindfuloftheirexperiencewiththemateofthewhaleback,CondyandBlixwereallattentioninaninstant.Blixsatdownuponanupturnedbox,herelbowsonherknees,leaningforward,herlittleeyesfixedandshiningwithinterestandexpectation;Condy,thestory—tellerallaliveandvibrantinhim,stoodatherelbow,smokingcigaretteaftercigarette,hisfingersdancingwithexcitementandanimationastheCaptainspoke.

  AndthenitwasthatCondyandBlix,inthatisolatedstation,thebaylappingattheshorewithinear—shot,inthatatmosphereredolentofpaintandoakumandofseaweeddecayinguponthebeachoutside,firstheardthestoryof\"InDefianceofAuthority.\"

  CaptainJackbeganitwithhisexperienceasarestaurantkeeperduringtheboomdaysinSeattle,Washington.Hetoldthemhowhewasthecashierofadining—saloonwhosedailynetprofitsexceededeighthundreddollars;howitsproprietorsuddenlydied,andhowhe,CaptainJack,continuedthemanagementoftherestaurantpendingasettlementoftheproprietor’saffairsandanappearanceofheirs;howintheconfusionandexcitementoftheboomnosettlementwasevermade;andhow,noheirsappearing,heassumedchargeoftheestablishmenthimself,payingbills,makingcontracts,andsigningnotes,untilhecametoconsiderthebusinessandallitsenormousprofitsashisown;andhowatlast,whentherestaurantwasburned,hefoundhimselfsomefortythousanddollars\"aheadofthegame.\"

  Thenhetoldthemofthestrangecluboftheplace,called\"TheExiles,\"madeupchieflyof\"youngersons\"ofEnglishandBritish—

  Canadianfamilies,everymemberpossessedofa\"past\"moreorlessdisreputable;menwhohadlefttheircountryfortheircountry’sgood,andfortheirfamily’speaceofmind——adventurers,wanderers,soldiersoffortune,gentlemen—vagabonds,menofhyphenatednamesandevennoblebirth,whoseappellationswereavowedlyaliases.HetoldthemofhismeetingwithBillyIsham,oneoftheclub’sdirectors,andofthehappy—go—lucky,reckless,unpracticalcharacteroftheman;oftheiracquaintance,intimacy,andsubsequentpartnership;ofhowthefilibusteringprojectwasstartedwithCaptainJack’sfortythousand,andthenever—to—be—

  forgotteninterviewinSanFranciscowithSenoraEstrada,theagentoftheinsurgents;oftheincidentofhercalling—card——howshetoreitintwoandgaveone—halftoIsham;oftheiroutfitting,andthebrokensextantthatwastocausetheirultimatediscomfitureanddisaster,andofthevoyagetotherendezvousonaPanamaliner.

  \"Strikeme!\"continuedCaptainJack,\"youshouldhaveseenBillyIshamonthatPanamadough—dish;apassengershipshewas,andBillywasthelifeofherfromstemtostern—post.TherewasachurchpulpitaboardthattheyweretakingdowntoMazatlanforsomechapelorother,andthisherepulpitwaslashedondeckaft.

  Well,Billyhadbeenmostkindsofafoolinhislife,andamongothersaplay—actor;calledhimselfGastonMaundeville,andwascleandaftonhisknowledgeofShakespeareandhisownpowerofinterpretin’thehiddenmeanin’ofthelines.Iain’tnevergoingtoforgitthedayhegaveusPortia’sspeech.Wewerejustunderthetropic,andthedaywasascorcher.Therewasmostlymenfolkaboard,andwelayaroundthedeckinourpajamas,whileBilly——

  GastonMaundeville,dressedinstripedredandwhitepajamas——clumupinthatballypulpit,withtheship’sShakespeareinhishands,an’letushave——’Thequalityo’mercyisn’tstrained;itdroppethasthegenteeldewfromheavun.’Laugh,ItellyouIwassorewithit.Lord,howweguyedhim!An’themoreweguyedandthemorewelaughed,themoreserioushegotandthemadderhegrew.Hesaidhewasinterpretin’thehiddenmeanin’ofthelines.\"

  AndsotheCaptainranthroughthatwild,fierytale——offightingandloving,buccaneeringandconspiring;mandolinstinkling,knivesclicking;oathsminglingwithsonnets,andspilledwinewithspilledblood.HetoldthemofIsham’sknifeduelwiththeMexicanlieutenant,theirleftwristslashedtogether;ofthe\"battleofthethirty\"inthepitchdarkoftheCustomHousecellar;ofSenoraEstrada’sloveforIsham;andalltherollandplungeofactionthatmakeupthestoryof\"InDefianceofAuthority.\"

  Attheend,Blix’slittleeyesweresnappinglikesparks;Condy’sfacewasflaming,hishandswerecold,andhewasshiftinghisweightfromfoottofoot,likeanexcitedthoroughbredhorse.

  \"Heavensandearth,whatayarn!\"heexclaimedalmostinawhisper.

  Blixdrewalong,tremulousbreathandsatbackupontheupturnedbox,lookingaroundherasthoughshehadbutthatmomentbeenawakened.

  \"Yes,sir,\"saidtheCaptain,rollingacigarette.\"Yes,sir,thoseweregreatdays.Getdowntherearoundthelineinthoselittle,out—o’—the—wayrepublicsalongtheSouthAmericancoast,andthingshappentoyou.Youholdaman’slifeinthecrookofyourforefinger,an’nothing’sdonebyhalves.Ifyouhateaman,youlayawakenightsbitingyourmattress,justthinkinghowyouhatehim;an’ifyouloveawoman——goodLord,howyoudoLOVE

  her!\"

  \"But——but!\"exclaimedCondy,\"Idon’tseehowyoucanwanttodoanythingelse.Why,you’relivingsixtytotheminutewhenyou’replayingagamelikethat!\"

  \"Oh,Iain’tdeadyet!\"answeredtheCaptain.\"IgotafewschemesleftthatIcouldgetfunoutof.\"

  \"Howcanyouwaitaminute!\"exclaimedBlixbreathlessly.\"Whydon’tyougetashiprightaway——to—morrow——andgorightoffonsomeotheradventure?\"

  \"Well,Ican’tjustnow,\"returnedtheCaptain,blowingthesmokefromhiscigarettethroughhisears.\"There’sagoodmanyreasons;oneof’emisthatI’vejustbeenmarried.\"

  ChapterX

  Mum——mar——married!gaspedCondy,swallowingsomethinginhisthroat.

  Blixrosetoherfeet.

  \"JustbeenMARRIED!\"sherepeated,alittlefrightened.\"Why——

  why——why;howDELIGHTFUL!\"

  \"Yes——yes,\"mumbledCondy.\"Howdelightful.Icongratulateyou!\"

  \"Comein——comebacktothestation,\"saidtheCaptainjovially,\"andI’llintroduceyoutom’wife.WeweremarriedonlylastSunday.\"

  \"Why,yes——yes,ofcourse,we’dbedelighted,\"vociferatedthetwoconspiratorsalittlehysterically.

  \"She’samightyfinelittlewoman,\"declaredtheCaptain,asherolledthedooroftheboat—housetoitsplaceandprecededthemupthegravelwalktothestation.

  \"Ofcoursesheis,\"respondedBlix.BehindCaptainJack’sbackshefixedCondywithawide—eyedlook,andnudgedhimfiercelywithanelbowtorecallhimtohimself;forCondy’switswerescatteredlikeaflockofterrifiedbirds,andhewasgazingblanklyattheCaptain’scoatcollarwithavacant,maniacalsmile.

  \"ForHeaven’ssake,Condy!\"shehadtimetowhisperbeforetheyarrivedinthehallwayofthestation.

  Butfortunatelytheywereallowedaminuteorsotorecoverthemselvesandprepareforwhatwascoming.CaptainJackusheredthemintowhatwaseithertheparlor,office,orsitting—roomofthestation,andleftthemwiththewords:

  \"Justmakeyourselvescomfortablehere,an’I’llgofetchthelittlewoman.\"

  Nosoonerhadhegonethanthetwoturnedtoeachother.

  \"Well!\"

  \"WELL!\"

  \"We’reinforitnow.\"

  \"Butwemustseeitthrough,Condy;actjustasnaturalasyoucan,andwe’reallright.\"

  \"ButsupposingSHErecognizesus!\"

  \"Supposingshedoes——whatthen.HowAREtheytoknowthatwewrotetheletters?\"

  \"Sh,Blix,notsoloud!TheyknowbynowthatTHEYdidn’t.\"

  \"Butitseemsthatithasn’tmadeanydifferencetothem;theyaremarried.Andbesides,theywouldn’tspeakaboutputting’personals’inthepapertous.Theywouldneverletanybodyknowthat.\"

  \"Doyousupposetheycouldpossiblysuspect?\"

  \"I’msuretheycouldn’t.\"

  \"Heretheycome.\"

  \"Keepperfectlycalm,andwe’resaved.\"

  \"Supposeitisn’tK.D.B.,afterall?\"

  Butitwas,ofcourse,andsherecognizedtheminaninstant.SheandtheCaptain——thelatterallgrins——cameinfromthedirectionofthekitchen,K.D.B.wearinganeatbluecalicogownandanapronthatwasreallyamarvelofcleanlinessandstarch.

  \"Kitty!\"exclaimedCaptainJack,seizedagainwithanunexplainablemirth,\"here’ssomeyoungfolkscomeouttoseetheplacean’Iwantyoutoknow’em.Mr.Rivers,thisism’wife,Kitty,and——lessee,miss,Idon’trightlyrememberyourname.\"

  \"Bessemer!\"exclaimedCondyandBlixinabreath.

  \"Oh!\"exclaimedK.D.B.,\"youwereintherestaurantthenightthattheCaptainandI——I——thatis——yes,I’mquitesureI’veseenyoubefore.\"Sheturnedfromonetotheother.beginningtoblushfuriously.

  \"Yes,yes,inLuna’srestaurant,wasn’tit?\"saidCondydesperately.\"ItseemstomeIdojustbarelyremember.\"

  \"Andwasn’ttheCaptainthere?\"Blixventured.

  \"Iforgotmystick,Iremember,\"continuedCondy.\"Icamebackforit;andjustasIwasgoingoutitseemstomeIsawyoutwoatatablenearthedoor.\"

  Hethoughtitbesttoallowtheir\"matrimonialobjects\"tobelievehehadnotseenthembefore.

  \"Yes,yes,wewerethere,\"answeredK.D.B.tactfully.\"WedinetherealmosteveryMondaynight.\"

  BlixguessedthatK.D.B.wouldprefertohavetherealfactsofthesituationignored,anddeterminedsheshouldhavethechancetochangetheconversationifshewished.

  \"Whatadelicioussupperonehasthere!\"shesaid.

  \"Can’tsayIlikeMexicancookingmyself,\"answeredK.D.B.,forgettingthattheydinedthereeveryMondaynight.\"PlainUnitedStatesisgoodenoughforme.\"

  SuddenlyCaptainJackturnedabruptlytoCondy,exclaiming:\"Oh,youwasthechapthatcalledthepictureofthatschoonerabarkentine.\"

  \"Yes;WASN’Tthatabarkentine?\"heansweredinnocently.

  \"BarkentineyourEYE!\"splutteredtheCaptain.\"Why,thatwasaschoonerasplainasapieplate.\"

  Buttenminuteslatertheordealwasover,andBlixandCondy,oncemorebreathingeasily,wereontheirwalkagain.TheCaptainandK.D.B.hadevenaccompaniedthemtothegateofthestation,andhadstrenuouslyurgedthemto\"comeinandseethemagainthenexttimetheywereoutthatway.\"

  \"Married!\"murmuredCondy,puttingbothhandstohishead.\"We’vedoneit,we’vedoneitnow.\"

  \"Well,whatofit?\"declaredBlix,alittledefiantly.\"Ithinkit’sallright.YoucanseetheCaptainisinlovewithher,andshewithhim.No,we’venothingtoreproachourselveswith.\"

  \"But——but——butsosudden!\"whisperedCondy,allaghast.\"That’swhatmakesmefaint——thesuddennessofit.\"

  \"Itshowshowmuchtheyareinlove,how——howreadilythey——

  adaptedthemselvestoeachother.No,it’sallright.\"

  \"Theyseemedtolikeus——actually.\"

  \"Well,theyhadbetter——iftheyknewthetruth.Withoutustheyneverwouldhavemet.\"

  \"Theybothaskedustocomeoutandseethemagain,didyounoticethat?Let’sdoit,Blix,\"Condysuddenlyexclaimed;\"let’sgettoknowthem!\"

  \"Ofcoursewemust.Wouldn’titbefuntocallonthem——togetregularlyacquaintedwiththem!\"

  \"Theymightaskustodinnersometime.\"

  \"Andthinkofthestorieshecouldtellyou!\"

  Theyenthusedimmediatelyuponthissubject,bothtalkingexcitedlyatthesametime,goingoverthedetailsoftheCaptain’syarns,recallingtheincidentstoeachother.

  \"Fancy!\"exclaimedCondy——\"fancyBillyIshaminhispajamas,redandwhitestripes,readingShakespearefromthatpulpitonboardtheship,andtheothermenguyinghim!Isn’tthataSCENEforyou?Can’tyoujustSEEit?

  \"IwonderiftheCaptainwasn’tmakingallthosethingsupashewentalong.Hedon’tseemtohaveanysenseofrightandwrongatall.Hemighthavebeenlying,Condy.\"

  \"Whatdifferencewouldthatmake?\"

  Andsotheywentalonginthatfine,clear,Westernmorning,ontheedgeoftheContinent,bothofthemyoungandstrongandvigorous,thePacificundertheireyes,thegreatcleanTradesblowingintheirfaces,thesmellofthesaltseacominginlongaromaticwhiffstotheirnostrils.Youngandstrongandfresh,theirimaginationsthrongingwithpicturesofvigorousactionandadventure,buccaneering,filibustering,andalltheswing,theleap,therushandgallop,theexuberant,stronglifeofthegreat,unchartedworldofRomance.

  AndallunknowinglytheywereaRomanceinthemselves.Cynicism,oldage,andthewearinessofallthingsdonehadnoplaceintheworldinwhichtheywalked.Theystillhadtheirillusions,allthekeennessoftheirsensations,allthevividnessoftheirimpressions.Thesimplethingsoftheworld,thegreat,broad,primalemotionsoftheracestirredinthem.Astheyswungalong,goingtowardtheocean,theirbrainswerealmostasemptyofthoughtorofreflectionasthoseoftwofine,cleananimals.

  Theywereallfortheimmediatesensation;theydidnotthink——

  theyFELT.Theintellectwasdormant;theylookedatthings,theyheardthings,theysmelledthesmellofthesea,andoftheseaweed,ofthefat,rankgrowthofcressesinthesaltmarshes;

  theyturnedtheircheekstothepassingwind,andfilledtheirmouthsandbreastswithit.Theirlifewassweettothem;everyhourwasonegladeffervescence.Thefactthattheoceanwasbluewasamatterforrejoicing.Itwasgoodtobealiveonthatroyalmorning.Justtobeyoungwasanexhilaration;andeverythingwasyoungwiththem——thedaywasyoung,thecountrywasyoung,andthecivilizationtowhichtheybelonged,teemingthereuponthegreen,Westernfringeofthecontinent,wasyoungandheadyandtumultuouswiththeboisterous,redbloodofanewrace.

  Condyevenforgot,orratherdisdainedonsuchamorningasthat,topiecetogetherandrearrangeCaptainJack’syarnsintostoryform.Tolookattheseaandthegreenhills,towatchthepinkonBlix’scheekandheryellowhairblowingacrosshereyesandlips,wasbetterthanthinking.Lifewasbetterthanliterature.

  Tolivewasbetterthantoread;onelivehumanbeingwasbetterthantenthousandShakespeares;anactwasbetterthanathought.

  Why,justtoloveBlix,tobewithher,toseethesweet,cleanflushofhercheek,toknowthatshewasthereathisside,andtohavethetouchofherelbowastheywalked,wasbetterthanthebeststory,thegreatestnovelhecouldeverhopetowrite.Lifewasbetterthanliterature,andlovewasthebestthinginlife.

  ToloveBlixandtobenearher——whatelsewasworthwhile?Couldheeverthinkoffindinganythinginlifesweeterandfinerthanthisdearyounggirlofnineteen?

  SuddenlyCondycametohimselfwithanabruptstart.Whatwasthishewasthinking——whatwasthishewastellinghimself?LoveBlix!HelovedBlix!Why,ofCOURSEhelovedher——lovedherso,thatwiththethoughtofittherecameagreat,suddenclutchattheheartandastrangesenseoftenderness,sovagueandyetsogreatthatiteludedspeechandallexpression.Loveher!Ofcoursehelovedher!Hehad,allunknowing,lovedherevenbeforethiswonderfulmorning:hadlovedherthatdayatthelake,andthatnever—to—be—forgotten,deliciousafternoonintheChineserestaurant;allthoselong,quieteveningsspentinthewindowofthelittledining—room,lookingdownuponthedarkeningcity,hehadlovedher.Why,allhisdaysforthelastfewmonthshadbeenfulloftheloveofher.

  Howelsehadhebeensohappy?howelsediditcomeaboutthatlittlebylittlehewaswithdrawingfromthesocietyandinfluenceofhisartificialworld,asrepresentedbysuchmenasSargeant?

  howelsewasheslowlylooseningthegripoftheoneevilandvicioushabitthathadclutchedhimsolong?howelsewashisambitionstirring?howelsewashishithertoaimlessenthusiasmhardeningtoenergyanddetermination?Shehadnotalwayssoinfluencedhim.Inthedayswhentheyhadjustknowneachother,andmeteachotherintheweeklycourseoftheirformallife,ithadnotbeenso,eventhoughtheypretendedacertainamountofaffection.HerememberedtheeveningwhenBlixhadbroughtthosedaystoanabruptend,andhowatthemomenthehadtoldhimselfthatafterallhehadneverknowntherealBlix.Sincethen,inthecharming,unconventionallifetheyhadled,everythinghadbeenchanged.Hehadcometoknowherforwhatshewas,toknowhergenuinegoodness,hersincerity,hercontemptofaffectations,hercomradeship,hercalm,finestrengthandunbrokengoodnature;

  anddaybyday,herealittleandtherealittle,hisloveforherhadgrownsoquietly,soevenly,thathehadneverknownit,untilnow,behold!itwassuddenlycometoflower,fullandstrong——aflowerwhosefragrancehadsuddenlyfilledallhislifeandallhisworldwithitssweetness.

  Halfanhourafterleavingthelifeboatstation,CondyandBlixreachedtheold,red—brickfort,deserted,abandoned,andrime—

  incrusted,attheentranceoftheGoldenGate.Theyturneditsangle,andthererolledthePacific,abluefloorofshiftingwater,stretchingoutthereforeverandforeveroverthecurveoftheearth,overtheshoulderoftheworld,withneverasailinviewandneverabreakfromhorizontohorizon.

  Theyfolloweddowntheshore,sometimesupontheoldandbrokenflumethatrunsalongtheseawardfaceofthehillsthatrisefromthebeach,orsometimesuponthebeachitself,steppingfrombowldertobowlder,orholdingalongattheedgeofthewateruponreachesofwhite,hardsand.

  Thebeachwassolitary;notasoulwasinsight.Closeathand,tolandward,greathills,bareandgreen,shutoffthesky;andhereandtherethelandcametumblingdownintotheseaingreat,jagged,craggyrocks,knee—deepinswirlingfoam,andallblackwithwet.Theairwasfulloftheprolongedthunderofthesurf,andatintervalssea—birdspassedoverheadwithanoccasionalpipingcry.Wreckagewastumbledabouthereandthere;andinnumerablecocoanutshards,huge,browncupsoffuzzybark,layunderfootandinthecrevicesoftherocks.Theyfoundajelly—

  fish——apulpytranslucentmass;andonceevencaughtasightofasealinthehollowofabreaker,withsleekandshininghead,hisbarbelsbristling,andheardhishoarsecroakingbarkashehuntedtheoff—shorefish.

  BlixrefusedtoallowCondytohelpherintheleast.Shewasquiteasactiveandstrongashe,andclamberedfromrocktorockandovertheshatteredscantlingoftheflumewiththevigorandagilityofayoungboy.Shemuddiedhershoestotheverytopsscratchedherhands,toreherskirt,andeventwistedherankle;

  butherlittleeyeswereneversobright,norwasthepinkflushofhercheeksevermoreadorable.Andshewasneverdonetalking——

  averitablechatterbox.Shesaweverythingandtalkedabouteverythingshesaw,quiteindifferentastowhetherornoCondylistened.Nowitwasaqueerbitofseaweed,nowitwasagroupofgullsclamoringoveradeadfish,nowapurplestarfish,nowabreakerofunusualsize.Hersplendidvitalitycarriedheraway.

  Shewasexcited,alivetoherveryfinger—tips,vibranttotheleastsensation,quiveringtotheleastimpression.

  \"Let’sgetuphereandsitdownsomewhere,\"saidCondy,atlength.

  Theyleftthebeachandclimbeduptheslopeofthehills,nearapointwherealongarmoflandthrustoutintotheseaandshutoffthewind;apathwasthere,andtheyfolloweditforafewyards,tilltheyhadcometoalittleamphitheatresurroundedwithblackberrybushes.

  Heretheysatdown,Blixsettlingherselfonanoldlogwithalittlesighofcontentment,Condystretchinghimselfout,anew—

  lightedpipeinhisteeth,hisheadrestingonthelittlehandbaghehadpersistentlycarriedeversincemorning.ThenBlixfellsuddenlysilent,andforalongtimethetwosattherewithoutspeaking,absorbedintheenjoymentoflookingattheenormousgreenhillsrollingdowntothesea,thebreakersthunderingatthebeach,thegashedpinnaclesofrock,thevastreachofthePacific,andthedistantprospectoftheoldfortattheentranceoftheGoldenGate.

  \"Wemightbeathousandmilesawayfromthecity,forallthelooksofit,mightn’twe,Condy?\"saidBlix,afterawhile.\"AndI’mthatHUNGRY!Itmustbenearlynoon.\"

  Foranswer,Condysatupwithprofoundgravity,andwithagreatairofnonchalanceopenedthehandbag,and,insteadofshoestookout,first,apintbottleofclaret,then\"devilish\"hamsandwichesinoiledpaper,abottleofstuffedolives,agreatbagofsaltedalmonds,twolittletumblers,apaper—coverednovel,andamouthorgan.

  Blixfairlycrowedwithdelight,claspingherhandsuponherknees,androckingtoandfrowhereshesatuponthelog.

  \"Oh,Condy,andyouthoughtofaLUNCH——yousaiditwasshoes——andyourememberedIlovedstuffedolives,too;andabooktoread.

  Whatisit——’TheSevenSeas.’No,IneverWASsohappy.Butthemouthorgan——what’sthatfor?\"

  \"Toplayon.Whatdidyouthink——thinkitwasacan—opener?\"

  Blixchokedwithmerrimentoverhisfoolery,andCondyaddedproudly:

  \"Lookthere!Imadethosesandwiches!\"

  Theylookedasthoughhehad——great,fatchunksofbread,thecruststillon;the\"devilish\"haminthickstratabetween;and,positively,hehadBUTTEREDthebread.Butitwasallonewiththem;theyateasthoughatabanquet,andBlixeventookoffherhatandhungitupononeofthenearbybushes.OfcourseCondyhadforgottenacorkscrew.Hetriedtodigoutthecorkoftheclaretbottlewithhisknife,untilhehadbrokenbothbladesandwasabouttogiveupindespair,whenBlix,attheendofherpatience,tookthebottlefromhimandpushedinthecorkwithherfinger.

  \"Wine,music,literature,andfeasting,\"observedCondy.\"We’regettingregularlyluxurious,justlikeSardine—apalus.\"

  ButCondyhimselfhadsuddenlyenteredintoanatmosphereofhappiness,thelikeofwhichhehadneverknownordreamedofbefore.HelovedBlix——hehadjustdiscoveredit.Helovedherbecauseshewassogenuine,soradiantlyfreshandstrong;lovedherbecauseshelikedthethingsthatheliked,becausetheytwolookedattheworldfrompreciselythesamepointofview,hatingshamsandaffectations,happyinthethingsthatweresimpleandhonestandnatural.Helovedherbecauseshelikedhisbooks,appreciatingthethingsthereinthatheappreciated,likingwhatheliked,disapprovingofwhathecondemned.Helovedherbecauseshewasnineteen,andbecauseshewassoyoungandunspoiledandwashappyjustbecausetheoceanwasblueandthemorningfine.

  Helovedherbecauseshewassopretty,becauseofthesoftnessofheryellowhair,becauseofherround,whiteforeheadandpinkcheeks,becauseofherlittle,dark—browneyes,withthatlookinthemasifshewerejustdonesmilingorjustabouttosmile,onecouldnotsaywhich;lovedherbecauseofhergood,firmmouthandchin,becauseofherfullneckanditshigh,tightbandsofwhitesatin.Andhelovedherbecauseherarmswerestrongandround,andbecausesheworethegreatdog—collararoundhertrim,firm—

  corsetedwaist,andbecausethereemanatedfromherwitheverymovementabarelyperceptible,delicious,feminineodor,thatwasinpartperfume,butmostlyasubtle,vaguearoma,charmingbeyondwords,thatcamefromhermouth,herhair,herneck,herarms,herwholesweetpersonality.Andhelovedherbecauseshewasherself,becauseshewasBlix,becauseofthatstrange,sweetinfluencethatwasdisengagedfromherinthosequietmomentswhensheseemedsoclosetohim,whensomeunnamed,mysterioussixthsenseinhimstirredandwokeandtoldhimofhergoodness,ofhercleanpurityandwomanliness;andthatcertain,vaguetendernessinhimwentouttowardher,atendernessnotforheronly,butforallthegoodthingsoftheworld;andhefelthisnoblersiderousingupandtheawakeningofthedesiretobehisbetterself.

  Covertlyhelookedather,asshesatnearhim,heryellowhairrollingandblowingbackfromherforehead,herhandsclaspedoverherknee,lookingoutovertheocean,thoughtful,hereyeswide.

  Shehadtoldhimshedidnotlovehim.Condyrememberedthatperfectlywell.Shewassincereinthematter;shedidnotlovehim.Thatsubjecthadbeenonceandforallbanishedfromtheirintercourse.Anditwasbecauseofthatveryreasonthattheircompanionshipofthelastthreeorfourmonthshadbeensocharming.Shelookeduponhimmerelyasachum.Shehadnotchangedintheleastfromthattimeuntilnow,whereashe——why,allhisworldwasnewforhimthatmorning!Why,helovedherso,shehadbecomesodeartohim,thattheverythoughtofhermadehisheartswellandleap.

  Buthemustkeepallthistohimself.Ifhespoketoher,toldherofhowhelovedher,itwouldspoilandendtheircompanionshipupontheinstant.Theyhadbothagreeduponthat;

  theyhadtriedtheother,andithadworkedout.Asloverstheyhadweariedofeachother;aschumstheyhadbeenperfectlycongenial,thoroughlyandcompletelyhappy.

  Condysethisteeth.Itwasahardsituation.Hemustchoosebetweenbringinganendtothischarmingcomradeshipoftheirs,orelsefightbackallshowofloveforher,keepitdownandunderhand,andthatatatimewheneverynerveofhimquiveredlikeasmittenharp—string.Itwasnotinhimorinhistemperamenttolovehercalmly,quietly,oratadistance;hewantedthetouchofherhand,thetouchofhercool,smoothcheek,thedeliciousaromaofherbreathinhisnostrilsherlipsagainsthis,herhairandallitsfragranceinhisface\"Condy,what’sthematter?\"Blixwaslookingathimwithanexpressionofnolittleconcern.\"Whatareyoufrowningsoabout,andclinchingyourfists?Andyou’repale,too.What’sgonewrong?\"

  Heshotaglanceather,andbestirredhimselfsharply.

  \"Isn’tthisajollylittlecorner?\"hesaid.\"Blix,howlongisitbeforeyougo?\"

  \"Sixweeksfromto—morrow.\"

  \"Andyou’regoingtobegonefouryears——fouryears!Maybeyouneverwillcomeback.Can’ttellwhatwillhappeninfouryears.

  Where’sthebloomingmouth—organ?\"

  Butthemouth—organwasfullofcrumbs.Condycouldnotplayonit.Toallhiseffortsitrespondedonlybygasps,mournfulestdeath—rattles,andlamentablewails.Condyhurleditintothesea.

  \"Well,where’sthebloomingbook,then?\"hedemanded.\"You’resittingonit,Blix.Here,readsomethinginit.Openitanywhere.\"

  \"No;youreadtome.\"

  \"Iwillnot.Haven’tIdoneenough?Didn’tIbuythebookandgetthelunch,andmakethesandwiches,andpaythecar—fare?Ithinkthisexpeditionwillcostmeprettynearthreedollarsbeforewe’rethroughwiththeday.No;theleastyoucandoistoreadtome.Here,we’llmatchforit.\"

  Condydrewadimefromhispocket,andBlixaquarterfromherpurse.

  \"You’rematchingme,\"shesaid.

  Condytossedthecoinandlost,andBlixsaid,ashepickedupthebook:

  \"Foramanthathassuchunvaryingbadluckasyou,gamblingisjustsimplemadness.YouandIhaveneverplayedagameofpokeryetthatI’venotwoneverycentofmoneyyouhad.\"

  \"Yes;andwhatareyoudoingwithitall?\"

  \"Spendingit,\"shereturnedloftily;\"glovesandveilsandlacepins——allkindsofthings.\"

  ButCondyknewthewayshespokethatthiswasnottrue.

  Forthenexthourorsohereadtoherfrom\"TheSevenSeas,\"

  whiletheafternoonpassed,thewindstirringthechaparralandblackberrybushesinthehollowsofthehuge,barehills,thesurfrollingandgrumblingonthebeachbelow,thesea—birdswheelingoverhead.Blixlistenedintently,butCondycouldnothavetoldofwhathewasreading.Livingwasbetterthanreading,lifewasbetterthanliterature,andhisnew—foundloveforherwaspoetryenoughforhim.Hereadsothathemightnottalktoherorlookather,foritseemedtohimattimesasthoughsomesecondselfinhimwouldspeakandbetrayhiminspiteofhisbestefforts.

  Neverbeforeinallhislifehadhebeensohappy;neverbeforehadhebeensotroubled.Hebegantojumblethelinesandwordsasheread,over—runningperiods,eventurningtwopagesatonce.

  \"Whatasplendidline!\"Blixexclaimed.

  \"Whatline——what——whatareyoutalkingabout?Blix,let’salwaysrememberto—day.Let’smakeapromise,nomatterwhathappensorwhereweare,let’salwayswritetoeachotherontheanniversaryofto—day.Whatdoyousay?\"

  \"Yes;I’llpromise——andyou——\"

  \"I’llpromisefaithfully.Oh,I’llneverforgetto—daynor——yes,yes,I’llpromise——why,to—day——Blix——where’sthatdamnbookgone?\"

  \"Condy!\"

  \"Well,Ican’tfindthebook.You’resittingonitagain.

  Confoundthebook,anyway!Let’swalksomemore.\"

  \"We’vealongwaystogoifwe’retogethomeintimeforsupper.

  Let’sgotoLuna’sforsupper.\"

  \"Ineversawsuchagirlasyoutothinkofwaysforspendingmoney.Whatkindofapurse—proudplutocratdoyouthinkIam?

  I’veonlyseventy—fivecentsleft.Howmuchhaveyougot?\"

  Blixhadfifty—fivecentsinherpurse,andtheyhadagravecouncilovertheirfinances.Theyhadjustenoughforcar—fareandtwo\"suppersMexican,\"withtencentsleftover.\"

  \"That’sforRichard’stip,\"saidBlix.

  \"That’sformyCIGAR,\"heretorted.

  \"YoumadeMEgivehimfiftycents.YousaiditwastheleastI

  couldofferhim——noblesseoblige.\"

  \"Well,then,ICOULDN’Tofferhimadime,don’tyousee?I’lltellhimwearebrokethistime.\"

  Theystartedhome,notastheyhadcome,butclimbingthehillandgoingacrossabreezyopendown,radiantwithblueiris,wildheliotrope,yellowpoppies,andevenaviolethereandthere.A

  littlefurtherontheygainedoneoftheroadsoftheReservation,redearthsmoothasabilliardtable;andjustatananglewheretheroadmadeasharpelbowandtrendedcityward,theypausedforamomentandlookeddownandbackatthesuperbviewoftheocean,thevasthalf—moonofland,andtherollinghillsintheforegroundtumblingdowntowardthebeachandallspangledwithwildflowers.

  Somefifteenminuteslatertheyreachedthegolf—links.

  \"Wecangoacrossthelinks,\"saidCondy,\"andstrikeanynumberofcarlinesontheotherside.\"

  Theylefttheroadandstruckacrossthelinks,Condysmokinghisnew—lightedpipe.Butastheycamearoundtheedgeofalonglineofeucalyptustreesneartheteeingground,awarningvoicesuddenlycalledout:

  \"Fore!\"

  CondyandBlixlookedupsharply,andthereinagroupnottwentyfeetaway,intweedsand\"knickers,\"insmart,shortgolfingskirtsandplaidcloaks,theysawyoungSargeantandhissister,twoothergirlswhomtheyknewasmembersofthefashionable\"set,\"andJackCarterintheactofswinginghisdrivingiron.

  ChapterXI

  Astheclockinthelibraryoftheclubstruckmidnight,Condylaiddownhispen,shovedthecloselywrittensheetsofpaperfromhim,andleanedbackinhischair,hisfingerstohistiredeyes.

  HewassittingatadeskinoneofthefurthercornersoftheroomandshutoffbyagreatJapanesescreen.Hewasinhisshirt—

  sleeves,hishairwastumbled,hisfingersink—stained,andhisfacealittlepale.

  Sincelateintheeveninghehadbeensteadilywriting.Threechaptersof\"InDefianceofAuthority\"weredone,andhewasnowatworkonthefourth.ThedayaftertheexcursiontothePresidio——thatwonderfuleventwhichseemedtoCondytomarkthebirthdayofsomenewmanwithinhim——theideahadsuddenlyoccurredtohimthatCaptainJack’sstoryofthecluboftheexiles,theboomrestaurant,andthefilibusteringexpeditionwaspreciselythenovelofadventureofwhichtheCentennialCompanyhadspoken.Atoncehehadsettoworkuponit,withanenthusiasmthat,withshutteeth,hedeclaredwouldnotbelackinginenergy.Thestorywouldhavetobewrittenoutofhisbusinesshours.Thatmeanthewouldhavetogiveuphiseveningstoit.

  Buthehaddonethis,andfornearlyaweekhadsettledhimselftohistaskinthequietcorneroftheclubateighto’clock,andheldtoitresolutelyuntiltwelve.

  Thefirsttwochaptershadrunoffhispenwithdelightfulease.

  Thethirdcameharder;theeventsandincidentsofthestorybecameconfusedandcontradictory;thecharacterofBillyIshamobstinatelyrefusedtotaketheprominentplacewhichCondyhaddesignedforhim;andwiththebeginningofthefourthchapter,Condyhadfinallycometoknowtheenormousdifficulties,theexasperatingcomplications,thediscouragementsthatbeginanewwitheveryparagraph,theobstaclesthatrefusetobesurmounted,andallthepain,thelabor,thedownrightmentaltravailandanguishthatfalltothelotofthewriterofnovels.

  Towriteashortstorywiththeendinplainsightfromthebeginningwasaneasymattercomparedtotheupbuilding,grainbygrain,atombyatom,ofthefabricof\"InDefianceofAuthority.\"

  Condysoonfoundthattherewasbutonewaytogoaboutthebusiness.Hemustshuthiseyestotheendofhisnovel——thatfar—off,divineevent——andtakehistaskchapterbychapter,evenparagraphbyparagraph;grindingoutthetale,asitwere,bymainstrength,drivinghispenfromlinetoline,hatingtheeffort,happyonlywiththeterminationofeachchapter,andworkingaway,hourbyhour,minutebyminute,withthedogged,sullen,hammer—

  and—tongsobstinacyofthegalley—slave,scourgedtohisdailytoil.

  Attimesthetale,apparentlyoutofsheerperversity,wouldcometoafullstop.Towriteanotherwordseemedbeyondthepowerofhumaningenuity,andforanhourormoreCondywouldsitscowlingatthehalf—writtenpage,gnawinghisnails,scouringhishair,dippinghispenintotheink—well,andsquaringhimselftothesheetofpaper,alltonopurpose.

  Therewasnopleasureinitforhim.Acharacteroncefixedinhismind,asceneoncepicturedinhisimagination,andevenbeforehehadwrittenawordthecharacterlostthecharmofitsnovelty,thescenethefreshnessofitsoriginalconception.

  Then,withinfinitepainstakingandwithapatiencelittleshortofmiraculous,hemustslowlybuildup,brickbybrick,theplanhisbrainhadoutlinedinasingleinstant.Itwasallwork——

  hard,disagreeable,laboriouswork;andnojugglingwithphrases,nofalsenotionsastothe\"delightofcreation,\"couldmakeitappearotherwise.\"Andforwhat,\"hemutteredasherose,rolleduphissheafofmanuscript,andputonhiscoat;\"whatdoIdoitfor,Idon’tknow.\"

  Itwasbeyondquestionthat,hadhebegunhisnovelthreemonthsbeforethistime,Condywouldhavelongsinceabandonedthehatefultask.ButBlixhadchangedallthat.AsuddenmaleforcehadbeguntodevelopinCondy.Amaster—emotionhadshakenhim,andhehadcommencedtoseeandtofeeltheserious,moreabiding,andperhapsthesternersideoflife.Blixhadsteadiedhim,therewasnodenyingthat.Hewasnotquitethesameboyish,hairbrainedfellowwhohadmade\"abuffoonofhimself\"intheChineserestaurant,threemonthsbefore.

  ThecarshadstoppedrunningbythetimeCondyreachedthestreet.

  Hewalkedhomeandflunghimselftobed,hismindtired,hisnervesunstrung,andallthebloodofhisbodyapparentlyconcentratedinhisbrain.Workingatnightafterwritingalldaylongwastellinguponhim,andheknewit.

  WhatwithhisworkandhiscompanionshipwithBlix,Condysoonbegantodropoutofhiswontedplaceinhis\"set.\"Hewasobligedtodeclineoneinvitationafteranotherthatwouldtakehimoutintheevening,andinsteadoflunchingathisclubwithSargeantorGeorgeHands,ashehadbeenaccustomedtodoatonetime,hefellintoanotherhabitoflunchingwithBlixattheflatonWashingtonStreet,andspendingthetwohoursallowedtohiminthemiddleofthedayinhercompany.

  Condy’sdesertionofthemwasoftenspokenofbythemenofhisclubwithwhomhehadbeenatonetimesointimate,andthesubjecthappenedtobebroughtupagainonenoonwhenJackCarterwasintheclubasGeorgeHands’guest.Hands,Carter,andEckertwereatoneofthewindowsovertheirafter—dinnercigarsandliqueurs.

  \"Isay,\"saidEckertsuddenly,\"who’sthatgirlacrossthestreetthere——theoneinblack,justgoingbythatfurrier’ssign?I’veseenhersomewherebefore.Knowwhoitis?\"

  \"That’sMissBessemer,isn’tit?\"saidGeorgeHands,leaningforward.\"Ratherastunning—lookinggirl.\"

  \"Yes,that’sTravisBessemer,\"assentedJackCarter;adding,amomentlater,\"it’stoobadaboutthatgirl.\"

  \"What’sthematter?\"askedEckert.

  Carterliftedashoulder.\"Isn’tANYTHINGthematterasfarasI

  know,onlysomehowthebestpeoplehavedroppedher.SheUSEDtobereceivedeverywhere.\"

  \"Cometothink,IHAVEN’Tseenheroutmuchthisseason,\"saidEckert.\"ButIheardshehadboltedfrom’Society’withthebigS,andwasgoingEast——goingtostudymedicine,Ibelieve.\"

  \"I’vealwaysnoticed,\"saidCarter,withasmile,\"thatsosoonasagirlisdeclassee,shedevelopsapurposeinlifeandgetsearnest,andallthatsortofthing.

  \"Oh,well,come,\"growledGeorgeHands,\"TravisBessemerisnotdeclassee.\"

  \"Ididn’tsayshewas,\"answeredCarter;\"butshehasmadeherselftalkedaboutagooddeallately.GoingaroundwithRivers,asshedoes,isn’tthemostdiscreetthingintheworld.Ofcourse,it’sallright,butitallmakestalk,andIcameacrossthembyagroveoftreesoutonthelinkstheotherday——\"

  \"Yes,\"observedSargeant,leaningonthebackofCarter’sarmchair;\"yes;andInoticed,too,thatshecutyoudead.Youfellowsshouldhavebeenthere,\"hewenton,inperfectgoodhumor,turningtotheothers.\"Youmissedagoodlittlescene.

  RiversandMissBessemerhadbeentakingatrampovertheReservation——and,bytheway,it’sagreatplacetowalk,somysistertellsme;sheandDickForsythetakeaconstitutionaloutthereeverySaturdaymorning——well,asIwassaying,RiversandMissBessemercameuponourpartyratherunexpectedly.Wewerealltoggedoutinourgolfingbags,andIpresumewelookedmoreliketailor’smodels,posingforthegallery,thanpeoplewhoweretakinganouting;butRiversandMissBessemerhadbeenregularlyexercising;lookedasthoughtheyhaddonetheirfifteenmilessincemorning.Theyhadtheiroldclotheson,andtheyweredustyandmuddy.

  \"YouwouldhavethoughtthatayounggirlsuchasMissBessemeris——forshe’sveryyoung——wouldhavebeenalittleembarrassedatrunningupagainstsuchaspickandspanlotaswewere.Notabitofit;didn’tloseherpoiseforamoment.Shebowedtomysisterandtome,asthoughfromthetopofadrag,byJove!andasthoughshewerefreshfromRedfernandVirot.Youknowagirlthatcanmanageherselfthatwayisathoroughbred.SheevenrememberedtocutlittleJohnnieCarterhere,becauseJohnnieforcedhimselfuponheronenightatadancewhenhewasdrunk;

  didn’tshe,Johnnie?Johnniecameuptoherthere,outonthelinks,freshasadaisy,andputouthishand,with,’Why,howdoyoudo,MissBessemer?’and’whereverdidyoucomefrom?’and’I

  haven’tseenyouinsolong’;andshesays,’No,notsinceourlastdance,Ibelieve,Mr.Carter,’andlookedathishandasthoughitwassomethingfunny.

  \"LittleJohnniemumbledandflushedandstammeredandbackedoff;

  anditwaswellthathedid,becauseRivershadbeguntogetredaroundthewattles.Isaythelittlegirlisathoroughbred,andmysisterwantstogiveheradinnerassoonasshecomesout.

  ButJohnniesaysshe’sdeclassee,somaybemysisterhadbetterthinkitover.\"

  \"Ididn’tsayshewasdeclassee,\"exclaimedCarter.\"Ionlysaidshewoulddowelltobemorecareful.\"

  Sargeantshiftedhiscigartotheothercornerofhismouth,oneeyeshuttoavoidthesmoke.

  \"Onemightsayasmuchoflotsofpeople,\"heanswered.

  \"Idon’tlikeyourtone!\"Carterflaredout.

  \"Oh,gotothedevil,Johnnie!Shallweallhaveadrink?\"

  OntheFridayeveningofthatweek,Condysethimselftohisworkathisaccustomedhour.Buthehadhadaharddayonthe\"Times,\"

  Supplement,andhisbrain,likeanoverdrivenhorse,refusedtowork.Inhalfanhourhehadnotwrittenaparagraph.

  \"Ithoughtitwouldbebetter,intheend,toloafforoneevening,\"heexplainedtoBlix,sometwentyminuteslater,astheysettledthemselvesinthelittledining—room.\"Icangoatitbetterto—morrow.Seehowyoulikethislastchapter.\"

  Blixwasenthusiasticover\"InDefianceofAuthority.\"Condyhadtoldhertheoutlineofthestory,andhadreadtohereachchapterashefinishedit.

  \"It’sthebestthingyouhaveeverdone,Condy,andyouknowit.

  Isupposeithasfaults,butIdon’tcareanythingaboutthem.

  It’sthestoryitselfthat’ssointeresting.Afterthatfirstchapteroftheboomrestaurantandtheexiles’club,nobodywouldwanttolaythebookdown.You’redoingthebestworkofyourlifesofar,andyousticktoit.\"

  \"It’sgrindingoutcopyfortheSupplementatthesametimethattakesallthestarchoutofme.You’venoideawhatitmeanstowriteallday,andthensitdownandwriteallevening.\"

  \"IWISHyoucouldgetoffthe’Times,’\"saidBlix.\"You’rejustgivingthebestpartofyourlifetohackwork,andNOWit’sinterferingwithyournovel.Iknowyoucoulddobetterworkonyournovelifyoudidn’thavetoworkonthe’Times,’couldn’tyou?\"

  \"Oh,ifyoucometothat,ofcourseIcould,\"heanswered.\"Buttheywon’tgivemeavacation.Iwassoundingtheeditoronitdaybeforeyesterday.No;I’llhavetomanagesomehowtoswingthetwotogether.\"

  \"Well,let’snottalkshopnow.Condy.Youneedarest.Doyouwanttoplaypoker?\"

  Theyplayedforupwardofanhourthatevening,andCondy,asusual,lost.Hisill—luckwaspositivelyastonishing.DuringthelasttwomonthshehadplayedpokerwithBlixonanaverageofthreeorfoureveningsintheweek.andatthecloseofeverygameitwasBlixwhohadallthechips.

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