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  DarknessisweddedandthewasteregretsBeatingasdeadleavesonafitfulgust,BysoulsnolongerdoweredtoclimbBeneaththeirpackofdust,Whomenvyofalustrousprime,Eclipsedwhileyetinvoked,besets,Anddoomstosinkandwatersableflowers,Thatnevergladdenedeyeorloadedbee。

  StrainwethearmsforMemory’shours,WearetheseizedPersephone。

  ResponsenevertothesoftdesireForoneprizedtuneisthisourchordoflife。

  ’Tisclippedtodeadnesswithawantonknife,Inwishesthatforecstasiesaspire。

  YethavewegladcompanionshipofYouth,Elysianmeadowsforthemind,Darewetofacedeedsdone,andinourtombFilledwiththeparti-colouredbloomOflovedandhated,graspallhumantruthSowedbyusdownthemazypathsbehind。

  Tofeelthatheavenmustwethathellsoundthrough:

  Whencecomesalineofcontinuity,Thatbringsourmiddlestationintoew,Betweenthosepoles;anovelEarthwesee,Inlikenessofus,madeofbannedandblest;

  Thesower’sbed,butnotthereaper’srest:

  AnEarthalewithmeanings,whereinmeetBuried,andbreathing,andtobe。

  Thenofthejunctionofthethree,Evenasaheartinbrain,fullsweetMaysenseofsoul,thesumofmusic,beat。

  OnlythesoulcanwalkthedustytrackWherehangsourfloweringundervapoursblack,Andbeartoseehowthesepervade,obscure,Quenchrecollectionofaspaciouspure。

  Theytakephantasmalforms,dide,convolve,Hardateachotherpointandgape,Horribleghosts!inagonydissolve,ToreappearwithonetheydrapeForcriminal,and,Father!shriekingname,Whosuchdistortedissuedidbeget。

  Acceptthem,themandhim,thoughhissthysweatOffbrowonbreast,whosefurnaceflameHaseaten,andoldSelfconsumes。

  Outofthepurificationwilltheyleap,TheerenovatingwhilenewlightillumesTheduskywebofel,knownaspain,Thathealyuphealthwardmountsthesteep;

  Ourfleshlyroadtobeacon-fireofbrain:

  MidwaythetamelessoceanicbruteBelow,whoseheaveistoppedwithfoamforfruit,AndthefairheavenreflectinginnerpeaceOnrighteouswarfare,thatasksnottocease。

  ForthofsuchpassagethroughblackfirewewinClearhearingofthesimplelute,Whereon,andnotonother,MemoryplaysForthemwhocaninquietnessreceeHerrestorateairs:adittythinAsnoteofhedgerowbirdinearofeve,Orwaveatebb,theshallowcatchingraysOnatransparentsheet,wherecurvesaglassTotruerheavensthanwhenthebreakerneighsLoudattheplungeforbubblywreckinroar。

  Solidityandbulkandmartialbrass,Oncetyrantsofthesenses,faintlyscoreAmarkonpebbledsandorfluidslime,Whilepresentinthespirit,talthere,Arethingsthatseemedthephantomsoftheirtime;

  Eternalastherecurrentcloud,asairImperate,refreshfulasdawn-dew。

  SomeevanescenthandonvapourscrawledHistoricofthesoul,andheatsanewItscolouredlineswheredeedsoffleshstandbald。

  Trueoftheman,andofmankind’tistrue,DidwestoutbattlewiththeShade,Despair,Ourcowardice,itblooms;orhaplywarredAgainsttheprimalbeastinus,andflung;

  OrcleangmistsofSorrow,leftitstarredAboveself-pityslain:oritwasPrayerFirsttakenforLife’scleanser;orthetongueSpakefortheworldagainstthisheart;orringsOldlaughter,fromthefountsofwisdomsprung;

  Orclapofwingofjoy,thatwasathrobFrombreastofEarth,anddidnocreaturerob:

  Thesequickeningle。Butdeepestathersprings,Mostfilial,isaneyetoloveheryoung。

  Andhadweit,toseewithit,aleIsourlostgarden,flower,birdandhe。

  Bloodofherblood,aimofheraim,arethenThegreen-robedandgrey-crestedsonsofmen:

  ShetributarytoheragedrestoresThelinginthedead;shewillinspireFaithhomelierthanontheYondershores,Abhorringtheseasmire,Uncertainsteps,indimnessgropes,Withmortaltremoursprickinghopes,And,bythefinalBacchicofthelustsPropelled,theBacchicofthespirittrusts:

  Afervourdrunkfrommystichierophants;

  Notutterlymisled,thoughblindlyled,Ledroundfermentingeddies。FaithsheplantsInherownfirmnessasourmidwayroad:

  WhichrightlyYouthhasread,thoughblindlyread;

  Heressencereadinginhertoothsomegoad;

  Spurofbrightdreamsexperiencedisenchants。

  Butlovewewelltheyoung,herroadmidwayThedarknessesrunsconsecratedclay。

  Despiteourfeebleholdonthisgreenhome,Andthevastouterstrangenessvoidofdome,Shallwebewiththem,ofthem,taughttofeel,Uptothemomentofourprostratefall,ThelifetheydeemvoluptuouslyrealIsmorethanemptyechoofacall,Orshadowofashade,orswingoftides;

  Asbroodinguponage,whenveinscongeal,Greypalsynodstothink。Withusforguides,Anotherstepabovetheanimal,ToewsinAlpinethoughtaretheyhelpedon。

  Goodifsofarweleinthemwhengone!

  AndtherethearrowyeagleoftheheightBecomesthelittlebirdthathopstofeed,Gladofacrumb,fortemperedappetiteTomakeitwholesomebloodandfruitfulseed。

  ThenMemorystrikesonnoslackstring,NorsectionalwillvariedLifeappear:

  Perforceofsouldiscernedinmind,wehearEarthwithherOnwardchime,withWinterSpring。

  Andoursthemellownote,whilesharingjoysNomoresubjectingmortalswhohavelearntTobuildforhappinessonequipoise,ThePleasuresreadinsparksofsubstanceburnt;

  Knowinourseasonsanintegralwheel,Thatrollsustoamarkmayyetbewilled。

  This,thetruisticrubbishunderheelOfalltheworld,wepeckatandarefilled。

  Sleekasalizardatroundofastone,Thelookofherheartslippedoutandin。

  Sweetonherlordhersofteyesshone,Asinnocentsclearofashadeofsin。

  Helaidafingerunderherchin,Hisarmforhergirdleatwaistwasthrown:

  Now,whatwillhappenandwhowillwin,Withmeinthefightandmyladylone?

  I

  Heclaspedher,claspingashapeofstone;

  Wasfireonhereyestilltheylethimin。

  HerbreasttoaGodofthedaybeamsshone,Andneveracornerforserpentsin。

  Trancedshestood,withachatteringchin;

  Hershrunkenformathisfeetwasthrown:

  Athometothedeathmylordshallwin,Whenitisnotyrantwholeavesmelone!

  NIGHTOFFROSTINMAY

  Withsplendourofasilverday,AfrostednighthadopenedMay:

  Andonthatplumedandarmourednight,Asoneclosetemplehoveourwood,Itsborderleafagerginwhite。

  Remotedownairanowlhallooed。

  Theblacktwigdroppedwithoutatwirl;

  Thebudinjewelledgraspwasnipped;

  Thebrownleafcrackedascorchingcurl;

  Acrystaloffthegreenleafslipped。

  Acrossthetracksofrimytan,Somebusythreadatwhileswouldshoot;

  Alimpingminnow-rilletran,Tohanguponanicyfoot。

  Inthisshrillhushofquietude,Theearconceedaseveringcry。

  Almostitletthesoundelude,Whenchucklesthree,awarbleshy,Fromhazelsofthegardencame,Nearbythecrimson-windowedfarm。

  Theylaidthetranceonbreathandframe,Apreludeofthepassion-charm。

  Thensoonwasheard,notsoonerheardThananswered,doubled,trebled,more,VoiceofanEdeninthebirdRenewingwithhispipeoffourThesob:atroubledEden,richInthrobofheart:unnumberedthroatsFlungupwardatafountain’spitch,Thefervourofthefourlongnotes,Thatonthefountain’spoolsubside,Exultandruffleandupspring:

  EndlessthecrossingmultipliedOfsilverandofgoldenstring。

  TherechimedabubbledunderbrewWithwitch-wildsprayofvocaldew。

  ItseemedasingleharpersweptOurwildwood’sinnerchordsandwakedAspiritthatforyearningachedEremendesiredandjoyedorwept。

  OrnowalegionrashingMusicianralsdiduniteInloveofsweetnesshightosingThesubtlesongthatralslight;

  Frombreastofearthtobreastofsky:

  Andtheyweresecret,theywerenigh:

  Ahandthemagicmightdisperse;

  Themagicswungmyunerse。

  Yetsharpenedbreathforbadetodream,Whereallwassionarygleam;

  WhereSeasons,aswithcymbals,clashed;

  Andfeelings,passingjoyandwoe,Churned,gurgled,spouted,interflashed,Noreitherwastheoneweknow:

  NorpregnantoftheheartcontainedInuswerethey,thatgrieflessplained,Thatplainingsoared;andthroughtheheartStrucktoonenotethewideapart:-

  Apassionsurgentfromdespair;

  Apainingblissinferdcold;

  Offthelasttaledgeofair,Leapheavenwardofthelofty-souled,Forraptureofawineoftears;

  AshadastaramongthespheresCaughtupourearthtosomemid-heightOfdoublelifetoearandsight,ShegingvoicetothoughtthatshinesKeen-brilliantofherdeepestmines;

  Whilesteelydripstherilletclinked,Andhoarwithcrustthecowslipswelled。

  Thenwasthelyreofearthbeheld,Thenheardbyme:itholdsmelinked;

  Acrosstheyearstodead-ebbshoresIstandon,myblood-thrillrestores。

  ButwouldIconjureintomeThoseissuenotes,ImustreewWhatseriousbreaththewoodlanddrew;

  Thelowthrobofexpectancy;

  Howthewhitemother-mutenesspressedOnleafandmeadow-herb;howshook,Nighspeechofmouth,thesparkle-crestSeenspinningonthebracken-crook。

  AsatyrspiedaGoddessinherbath,Unseenofherattendantnymphs;noneknew。

  Forthwiththecreaturetohisfellowsdrew,Andlookingbackwardonthecurtainedpath,Hestrovetotell;hecouldbutheaveabreastToofull,andpointtomouth,withfailingleers:

  Vainlyhedancedforspeech,hegiggledtears,Madeasiftornintwo,asiftightpressed,Asifcastprone;thenfetchingwhimperedtunesForwords,flungheelandsethishairyflightThroughforest-hollows,overrockyheight。

  Thegreenleavesburiedhimthreeroundsofmoons。

  AsenatorialSatyrnamedwhatherbHadhurriedhimoutrunningreason’scurb。

  ’TistoldhowwhenthathieawayuncheckedTodellreturned,heseemedoftemperedmood:

  Evenasthevalleyofthetorrentrude,Thetorrentnowabrook,thevalleywrecked。

  Inhim,tohalehimhighorhurlaheap,GoddessandGoatfoothourlywrestledsore;

  Hourlytheimmortalprevailingmore:

  TillonehotnoonsawMeliboeuspeepFromthicket-spraystowherehisfull-blowndame,Incirclebythelustyfriskersgripped,Laughedtheshoweredrose-leaveswhileherlimbswerestripped。

  ShebeckonedtoourSatyr,andhecame。

  Thentwirledshemoundsofripeness,wreathofarms。

  Hishoofkickeduptheclothingforsuchcharms。

  Obriar-scents,onyonwetwingOfwarmSouth-westwindbrushingby,YoumindmeofthesweetestthingThatevermingledfrankandshy:

  WhensheandI,byloveenticed,Beneaththeorchard-applesmet,Inequalhalvesaripeonesliced,Andsmeltthejuicesereweate。

  Thatappleofthebriar-scent,AmongourlostinBritainnow,Wasgreenofrind,andredolentOfsweetnessasamilkingcow。

  Thebriargesitback,wellnighThedamselwithherteethonit;

  Hertwinklebetweenfrankandshy,Mythirsttobitewhereshehadbit。

  Heleaped。Withnonetohinder,OfAetna’sfieryscoriaeInthenextvomit-shower,madeheAmorepeculiarcinder。

  AndthisgreatDoctor,canitbe,HeleftnosanerrecipeFormenatissuewithdespair?

  Admiring,evenhispoetowns,Whilenotinghisfinelyrictones,Thelastofhimwasheelsinair!

  ComesReverence,herfeaturesAmazedtoseehighWisdomhear,Withglimmerofafaunishleer,Onemockherprideofcreatures。

  ShallsuchsadincidentdegradeAstaturecastingsunniestshade?

  OReverence!letReasonswim;

  Eachlifeitscriticdeedreveals;

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