Nospacetothedreadwrestlevowed,Nochamberinshadowofnight。
AttimesasthesteadierbreezeFlutter-huddledtheirtwigstoacrowd,ThebeamofthemwaftedmysightToleague-longsunuponseas:
ThegoldenpathwehadcrossedManyyears,tillherbirthlandswungRecoveredtosionfromlost,Alightinherfilialglance。
Andsweetwashervoicewiththetongue,ThespeechfultongueofherFrance,Soonatrippleaboutus,likerillsEverbusywithlittle:awayThroughherNormandy,downwherethemillsDotatlengthsarercourse,greyAsitsborderingpoplarsbentTogustsofftheplainsabove。
Oldstonechateauandfarms,Homeofherbirthandherlove!
Onthethreadofthepastureyoutrace,Bytherer,theirmilk,formiles,SpottedoncewiththeEnglishtent,Indaysofthetocsin’salarms,Totowerofthetallestofpiles,Thecountry’ssurveyorbreast-high。
Homeofherbirthandherlove!
Homeofadiligentrace;
Thrifty,deft-handedtoplyShuttleorneedle,andwooSuntotherootsofthepearFroggingeachmud-walledcot。
Theeldershadknownherinarms。
Therepluckedwethebluet,herhueOfthedeeperforget-me-not;
Wellweddingherripe-wheathair。
Isaw,unsighting:herheartIsaw,andthehomeofherloveThereprinted,mournfullyrent:
Herebbingadieu,heradieu,AndthestrideoftheShadowathwart。
ForoneofourAutumnsthere!……
StraightastheflightofadoveWewent,swiftwingingwewent。
Wetrodsolidground,webreathedair,Theheavenswereunbroken。Breakthey,Thewordoftheworldisadieu:
Herword:andthetorrentsareround,Thejawedwolf-watersofprey。
Westanduponisles,whostand:
AShadowbeforeus,andback,Aphantomthehabitedland。
WemaycrytotheSunderer,spareThatdearest!heloosenshispack。
Arrowswebreathe,notair。
ThememoriestenderlyboundTousareadriftingcrew,Amidgrey-gappedwatersforground。
Alonedowestand,eachone,TillrootlessastheywestrewThosedeepsofthecorse-likestareAtaforeignandstonysun。
EyeshadIbutforthesceneOfmycircle,whatneighbourlygrew。
IfhaplynofingerlayoutTothefiguresofdaysthathadbeen,Igatheredmyherb,andendured;
Myoldcloakwrappedmeabout。
Unfootedwasground-yblue,WhoserusticshrewdodouralluredInSpring’sfreshofmorning:unseenHerfavouritewood-sorrelbellAsyet,thoughtheleaves’greenfloorAwaitedtheirflower,thatwouldtellOfared-veinedmoistyestreen,Withitsdroopandthehuesitwore,WhenwetwostoodovernightOne,inthedarkvan-glowOnourhill-top,seeingbeneathOurhousehold’stwinkleoflightThroughspruce-boughs,gemofawreath。
Budding,theserce-tree,whiteAlmostaswhitebeam,threw,Fromtheunderofleafupright,FleckslikeashoweringsnowOntheflame-shapedjunipersgreen,Onthesombremoundsoftheyew。
LikesilverytapersbrightByasolemncathedralscreen,Theyglistenedtocloserew。
Turfforarooks’revelstripedPleasedthosedevourersastute。
ChoristerblackbirdandthrushTogetheroralternatepiped;
Afree-heartedharmonylarge,Withmeaningforman,forbrute,Whentheprimiteforcesarebrimmed。
LikefeatheringshitherandyonOfaerytree-twigsovermarge,Tothecombofthewinds,untrimmed,Theirmeasureisfoundinthevast。
Griefheardthem,andsteppedherwayon。
Shehasbutanarrowembrace。
Distrustfulofhearingshepassed。
TheypipedheryoungEarth’sBacchicrout;
Therace,andtheprizeoftherace;
Earth’slustiheadpressingtosprout。
Butsightholdsasobererspace。
ColourlessdogwoodlowCurledupatwistedroot,Nighyellow-greenmosses,toflushRedderthansunuponrocks,Whenthecreeperclematis-shootShallclimb,caphisbranches,andshow,Besideveterangreenofthebox,Atcloseoftheyear’smapleblush,Ableedinggreybeardishe,Nowhaleintheleafagelush。
Ourparasitespaintus。Hardby,Awetyew-trunkflashedthepeelOfournakedforefathersinfight;
Withstainsofthefraysweatingfree;
Andhimcamenoparasitenigh:
Firmonthehardknottedknee,Hestoodinthecrownofhisdun;
Earth’stoughesttostayherwheel:
Underwhomthefulldayisnight;
Whomthecentury-tempestscallson,Hangstrentorendhiminvain。
Iwalkedtoobserve,nottofeel,Nottofancy,ifsimpleofeyeOnemaybeamongimagesreapedForashiftoftheglance,asgrain:
ProfitlessfrothyouespyAshoreafterbillowshaveleaped。
Iflednothing,nothingpursued:
ThechangefulsiblefaceOfourMotherIsoughtformyfood;
Crumbsbythewaytosustain。
HersentenceIknewpastgrace。
MyselfIhadlostofustwain,Onceboundinmirroringthought。
Shehadflungmetodustinherwake;
AndI,asyourconctdragsHischain,bythescourgeuntaught,Borelifeforagoad,withoutaim。
IchampedthesensationsthatmakeOfaruffledphilosophyrags。
Forthemwasnomeaningtooblunt,Noraspecttoocuttingofsteel。
ThisEarthofthebeautifulbreasts,Shiningupinallcoloursaflame,Tothemhadsageofhags:
AMotherofachesandjests:
Soulless,headingahuntAimlessexceptforthemeal。
Hope,withthestaronherfront;
Fear,withaneyeintheheel;
OurlinkstoaMotherofgrace;
Theyweredeadonthenerve,anddeadForthenaturedidedinthree;
Goneoutofheart,outofbrain,Outofsoul:IhadintheirplaceThecalmofanemptyroom。
Wewerejoinedbutbythatthinthread,Mydisciplinedhabittosee。
Andthoseconjureimages,those,Thepuppetsoflossorgain;
Nothewhoisbaretohisdoom;
ForwhomneversemblanceplaysTobewitch,overcloud,illume。
Thedustymote-imagesrose;
Sheerfilmofthesurfaceawag:
Theysankastheyrose;theirpainDeclaringthemmineofolddays。
NowgazedIwhere,soleupongloom,Asflower-bushinsun-speckedcrag,UpthespineofthedoublecombeWithyew-boughshealycloaked,Ayoungapparitionshone:
Known,yetwonderful,whiteSurpassingly;doubtfullyknown,ForitstruckasthebirthofLight:
EvenDayfromthedarkunyoked。
ItwavedlikeapilgrimflagO’erprocessionalpenitentsflownWhenofoldtheybrokeroundingyonspine:
Othepurewild-cherryinbloom!
FortheirEastwardmarchtotheshrineOfthefootsorefar-eyedFaith,Wasbannersobrave,sofair,SoquickwithcelestialsignOfctoriousraysoverdeath?
Foraconquestofcowarddespair;-
Disionofsoulfromwits,Andthesemaderulers;——fullsure,MorestarlikeneverdidshineToilluminethesinisterfieldWhereourlife’soldnight-birdflits。
Iknewit:withher,myown,Hadhaileditpureofthepure;
Ourbeaconyearly:butstrangeWhenitstrikestowithinistheknown;
Richerthannewnessrevealed。
Therewasneededdarknesslikemine。
ItsbeautytodnessblownDrewthelifeinmeforward,chased,Fromaloftonapinnacle’srange,Thathindwardspideryline,ThelengthofthewaysIhadpaced,Afootfareroutofthedawn,ToYouth’swildforest,wheresprang,ForthemorningofMaylonggone,Theforest’swhitergin;sheSeenyonder;andshelteredme,sang;
Sheinme,Iinher;whatsongsThefawn-earedwood-hollowsreveTopourforththeirtune-footedthrongs;
InspiretothedreamingofgoodIllimitabletocome:
She,thewhitewildcherry,atree,Earth-rooted,tangiblywood,Yetapresencethrobbingale;
Norsheinourlanguagedumb:
Aspiritbornofatree;
Becauseearth-rootedale:
HuntressofthingsworthpursuitOfsouls;inournaming,dreams。
Andeachuntootherwaslute,Byfitsquickasbreezygleams。
MyquerofaimsanddesiresHadcolourthatshewouldhaveowned;
AndifbyhumanerfiresHuedlater,theseheldherenthroned:
MycrescentofEarth;mybloodAtthesilveryearlystir;
HourofthethrillofthebudAbouttoburst,andbyherDirected,attuned,englobed:
MyGoddess,thechaste,notchill;
Choiroverchoirwhite-robed;
White-bosomedfoldwithinfold:
ForsocouldIdream,breast-bare,Inmytimeofblooming;dreamstillThroughthemaze,themesh,andthewreck,Despite,sincemanhoodwasbold,Theyokeofthefleshonmyneck。
Shebeckoned,Igazed,unawareHowashaftoftheblossomingtreeWasshotfromtheyew-wood’score。
IstoodtothetouchofakeyTurnedinafast-shutdoor。
Theyroundedmygarden,content,Thesmallfry,clutchingtheirfee,Theirfruitofthewreathandthepole;
And,chatter,hop,skip,theyweresent,Inabuzzofyoungcompanyglee,Theirnaturalmusic,swiftshoalTothenexteasysheddersofpence。
Whynot?fortheyhadmeintuneWiththehungersofmykind。
Doreadingsofearthdrawthence,ThenaconcorddeeperthancriesOftheWhitherwhoseechoisWhence,Tojarunanswered,shallriseAsafountain-jetinthemindBoweddarko’erthefallingandstrewn。
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Unwittingwhereitmightlead,Howitcame,fortheanguishtocease,AndtheQuestionsthatsownotnorspin,Thiswisdom,rough-written,andblack,Asofveinsthatfromvenombleed,Ihadwiththepeacewithin;
Orpatience,mortalofpeace,CompressingthesurgentstrifeInaheartlaidopen,notmailed,Tothelastblankhouroftherack,Whenstruckthedidingknife:
WhenthehandthatneverhadfailedInitspressuretominehungslack。
ButthisinmyselfdidIknow,Notneedingastudiousbrow,Ortrustinagoverningstar,WhilemyearsheldthejangledshoutThechildrenwereliftingafar:
ThatnaturesatinterflowWithalloftheirpastandthenow,ArechordstotheNaturewithout,Orbstothegreaterwhole:
Firstthen,norutterlythenTillourlordofsensationsatwar,Therebel,theheart,yieldsplaceTobrain,eachpromptingthesoul。
ThusourdearEarthweembraceForthemilk,herstrengthtomen。
Andcravewehermedicalherb,Wehavebuttoseeandhear,Thoughpiercedbythecruelacerb,ThetroopsofthememoriesarmedHostiletostrikeatthenestThatnourishedandflewthemwarmed。
Notshegesthetearforthetear。
Weep,bleed,rave,writhe,bedistraught,Sheismoveless。NotofherbreastArethesymbolsweconjurewhenFearTakesleavenofHope。Icaught,WithDeathinmeshrinkingfromDeath,Ascoldfromcold,forasignOfthelifebeyondashes:Icast,Beliengthesiondine,WingsofthatdreamofmyYouthTothespiritbeloved:’twasunglassedOnherbreast,inherdepthsaustere:
Aflashthroughthemist,merebreath,Breathonabucklerofsteel。
Forthefleshinrevoltatherlaws,Neithersongnorsmileinruth,Norpromiseofthingstoreveal,Hasshe,norawordshesaith:
Weareaskingherwheelstopause。
Wellknowsshethecryofunfaith。
Ifwestraintothefarthershore,Wearecatchingatcomfortnear。
Assurances,symbols,saws,Revelationsinlegends,lightToeyesrollingdarkness,theseDesiredofthefleshinaffright,Forthewhichitwillsweartoadore,Sheyieldsnotforprayersatherknees;
Thewoollybeastbleatingwillshear。
Theseareoursensualdreams;