第40章
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  Nospacetothedreadwrestlevowed,Nochamberinshadowofnight。

  AttimesasthesteadierbreezeFlutter-huddledtheirtwigstoacrowd,ThebeamofthemwaftedmysightToleague-longsunuponseas:

  ThegoldenpathwehadcrossedManyyears,tillherbirthlandswungRecoveredtosionfromlost,Alightinherfilialglance。

  Andsweetwashervoicewiththetongue,ThespeechfultongueofherFrance,Soonatrippleaboutus,likerillsEverbusywithlittle:awayThroughherNormandy,downwherethemillsDotatlengthsarercourse,greyAsitsborderingpoplarsbentTogustsofftheplainsabove。

  Oldstonechateauandfarms,Homeofherbirthandherlove!

  Onthethreadofthepastureyoutrace,Bytherer,theirmilk,formiles,SpottedoncewiththeEnglishtent,Indaysofthetocsin’salarms,Totowerofthetallestofpiles,Thecountry’ssurveyorbreast-high。

  Homeofherbirthandherlove!

  Homeofadiligentrace;

  Thrifty,deft-handedtoplyShuttleorneedle,andwooSuntotherootsofthepearFroggingeachmud-walledcot。

  Theeldershadknownherinarms。

  Therepluckedwethebluet,herhueOfthedeeperforget-me-not;

  Wellweddingherripe-wheathair。

  Isaw,unsighting:herheartIsaw,andthehomeofherloveThereprinted,mournfullyrent:

  Herebbingadieu,heradieu,AndthestrideoftheShadowathwart。

  ForoneofourAutumnsthere!……

  StraightastheflightofadoveWewent,swiftwingingwewent。

  Wetrodsolidground,webreathedair,Theheavenswereunbroken。Breakthey,Thewordoftheworldisadieu:

  Herword:andthetorrentsareround,Thejawedwolf-watersofprey。

  Westanduponisles,whostand:

  AShadowbeforeus,andback,Aphantomthehabitedland。

  WemaycrytotheSunderer,spareThatdearest!heloosenshispack。

  Arrowswebreathe,notair。

  ThememoriestenderlyboundTousareadriftingcrew,Amidgrey-gappedwatersforground。

  Alonedowestand,eachone,TillrootlessastheywestrewThosedeepsofthecorse-likestareAtaforeignandstonysun。

  EyeshadIbutforthesceneOfmycircle,whatneighbourlygrew。

  IfhaplynofingerlayoutTothefiguresofdaysthathadbeen,Igatheredmyherb,andendured;

  Myoldcloakwrappedmeabout。

  Unfootedwasground-yblue,WhoserusticshrewdodouralluredInSpring’sfreshofmorning:unseenHerfavouritewood-sorrelbellAsyet,thoughtheleaves’greenfloorAwaitedtheirflower,thatwouldtellOfared-veinedmoistyestreen,Withitsdroopandthehuesitwore,WhenwetwostoodovernightOne,inthedarkvan-glowOnourhill-top,seeingbeneathOurhousehold’stwinkleoflightThroughspruce-boughs,gemofawreath。

  Budding,theserce-tree,whiteAlmostaswhitebeam,threw,Fromtheunderofleafupright,FleckslikeashoweringsnowOntheflame-shapedjunipersgreen,Onthesombremoundsoftheyew。

  LikesilverytapersbrightByasolemncathedralscreen,Theyglistenedtocloserew。

  Turfforarooks’revelstripedPleasedthosedevourersastute。

  ChoristerblackbirdandthrushTogetheroralternatepiped;

  Afree-heartedharmonylarge,Withmeaningforman,forbrute,Whentheprimiteforcesarebrimmed。

  LikefeatheringshitherandyonOfaerytree-twigsovermarge,Tothecombofthewinds,untrimmed,Theirmeasureisfoundinthevast。

  Griefheardthem,andsteppedherwayon。

  Shehasbutanarrowembrace。

  Distrustfulofhearingshepassed。

  TheypipedheryoungEarth’sBacchicrout;

  Therace,andtheprizeoftherace;

  Earth’slustiheadpressingtosprout。

  Butsightholdsasobererspace。

  ColourlessdogwoodlowCurledupatwistedroot,Nighyellow-greenmosses,toflushRedderthansunuponrocks,Whenthecreeperclematis-shootShallclimb,caphisbranches,andshow,Besideveterangreenofthebox,Atcloseoftheyear’smapleblush,Ableedinggreybeardishe,Nowhaleintheleafagelush。

  Ourparasitespaintus。Hardby,Awetyew-trunkflashedthepeelOfournakedforefathersinfight;

  Withstainsofthefraysweatingfree;

  Andhimcamenoparasitenigh:

  Firmonthehardknottedknee,Hestoodinthecrownofhisdun;

  Earth’stoughesttostayherwheel:

  Underwhomthefulldayisnight;

  Whomthecentury-tempestscallson,Hangstrentorendhiminvain。

  Iwalkedtoobserve,nottofeel,Nottofancy,ifsimpleofeyeOnemaybeamongimagesreapedForashiftoftheglance,asgrain:

  ProfitlessfrothyouespyAshoreafterbillowshaveleaped。

  Iflednothing,nothingpursued:

  ThechangefulsiblefaceOfourMotherIsoughtformyfood;

  Crumbsbythewaytosustain。

  HersentenceIknewpastgrace。

  MyselfIhadlostofustwain,Onceboundinmirroringthought。

  Shehadflungmetodustinherwake;

  AndI,asyourconctdragsHischain,bythescourgeuntaught,Borelifeforagoad,withoutaim。

  IchampedthesensationsthatmakeOfaruffledphilosophyrags。

  Forthemwasnomeaningtooblunt,Noraspecttoocuttingofsteel。

  ThisEarthofthebeautifulbreasts,Shiningupinallcoloursaflame,Tothemhadsageofhags:

  AMotherofachesandjests:

  Soulless,headingahuntAimlessexceptforthemeal。

  Hope,withthestaronherfront;

  Fear,withaneyeintheheel;

  OurlinkstoaMotherofgrace;

  Theyweredeadonthenerve,anddeadForthenaturedidedinthree;

  Goneoutofheart,outofbrain,Outofsoul:IhadintheirplaceThecalmofanemptyroom。

  Wewerejoinedbutbythatthinthread,Mydisciplinedhabittosee。

  Andthoseconjureimages,those,Thepuppetsoflossorgain;

  Nothewhoisbaretohisdoom;

  ForwhomneversemblanceplaysTobewitch,overcloud,illume。

  Thedustymote-imagesrose;

  Sheerfilmofthesurfaceawag:

  Theysankastheyrose;theirpainDeclaringthemmineofolddays。

  NowgazedIwhere,soleupongloom,Asflower-bushinsun-speckedcrag,UpthespineofthedoublecombeWithyew-boughshealycloaked,Ayoungapparitionshone:

  Known,yetwonderful,whiteSurpassingly;doubtfullyknown,ForitstruckasthebirthofLight:

  EvenDayfromthedarkunyoked。

  ItwavedlikeapilgrimflagO’erprocessionalpenitentsflownWhenofoldtheybrokeroundingyonspine:

  Othepurewild-cherryinbloom!

  FortheirEastwardmarchtotheshrineOfthefootsorefar-eyedFaith,Wasbannersobrave,sofair,SoquickwithcelestialsignOfctoriousraysoverdeath?

  Foraconquestofcowarddespair;-

  Disionofsoulfromwits,Andthesemaderulers;——fullsure,MorestarlikeneverdidshineToilluminethesinisterfieldWhereourlife’soldnight-birdflits。

  Iknewit:withher,myown,Hadhaileditpureofthepure;

  Ourbeaconyearly:butstrangeWhenitstrikestowithinistheknown;

  Richerthannewnessrevealed。

  Therewasneededdarknesslikemine。

  ItsbeautytodnessblownDrewthelifeinmeforward,chased,Fromaloftonapinnacle’srange,Thathindwardspideryline,ThelengthofthewaysIhadpaced,Afootfareroutofthedawn,ToYouth’swildforest,wheresprang,ForthemorningofMaylonggone,Theforest’swhitergin;sheSeenyonder;andshelteredme,sang;

  Sheinme,Iinher;whatsongsThefawn-earedwood-hollowsreveTopourforththeirtune-footedthrongs;

  InspiretothedreamingofgoodIllimitabletocome:

  She,thewhitewildcherry,atree,Earth-rooted,tangiblywood,Yetapresencethrobbingale;

  Norsheinourlanguagedumb:

  Aspiritbornofatree;

  Becauseearth-rootedale:

  HuntressofthingsworthpursuitOfsouls;inournaming,dreams。

  Andeachuntootherwaslute,Byfitsquickasbreezygleams。

  MyquerofaimsanddesiresHadcolourthatshewouldhaveowned;

  AndifbyhumanerfiresHuedlater,theseheldherenthroned:

  MycrescentofEarth;mybloodAtthesilveryearlystir;

  HourofthethrillofthebudAbouttoburst,andbyherDirected,attuned,englobed:

  MyGoddess,thechaste,notchill;

  Choiroverchoirwhite-robed;

  White-bosomedfoldwithinfold:

  ForsocouldIdream,breast-bare,Inmytimeofblooming;dreamstillThroughthemaze,themesh,andthewreck,Despite,sincemanhoodwasbold,Theyokeofthefleshonmyneck。

  Shebeckoned,Igazed,unawareHowashaftoftheblossomingtreeWasshotfromtheyew-wood’score。

  IstoodtothetouchofakeyTurnedinafast-shutdoor。

  Theyroundedmygarden,content,Thesmallfry,clutchingtheirfee,Theirfruitofthewreathandthepole;

  And,chatter,hop,skip,theyweresent,Inabuzzofyoungcompanyglee,Theirnaturalmusic,swiftshoalTothenexteasysheddersofpence。

  Whynot?fortheyhadmeintuneWiththehungersofmykind。

  Doreadingsofearthdrawthence,ThenaconcorddeeperthancriesOftheWhitherwhoseechoisWhence,Tojarunanswered,shallriseAsafountain-jetinthemindBoweddarko’erthefallingandstrewn。

  ***

  Unwittingwhereitmightlead,Howitcame,fortheanguishtocease,AndtheQuestionsthatsownotnorspin,Thiswisdom,rough-written,andblack,Asofveinsthatfromvenombleed,Ihadwiththepeacewithin;

  Orpatience,mortalofpeace,CompressingthesurgentstrifeInaheartlaidopen,notmailed,Tothelastblankhouroftherack,Whenstruckthedidingknife:

  WhenthehandthatneverhadfailedInitspressuretominehungslack。

  ButthisinmyselfdidIknow,Notneedingastudiousbrow,Ortrustinagoverningstar,WhilemyearsheldthejangledshoutThechildrenwereliftingafar:

  ThatnaturesatinterflowWithalloftheirpastandthenow,ArechordstotheNaturewithout,Orbstothegreaterwhole:

  Firstthen,norutterlythenTillourlordofsensationsatwar,Therebel,theheart,yieldsplaceTobrain,eachpromptingthesoul。

  ThusourdearEarthweembraceForthemilk,herstrengthtomen。

  Andcravewehermedicalherb,Wehavebuttoseeandhear,Thoughpiercedbythecruelacerb,ThetroopsofthememoriesarmedHostiletostrikeatthenestThatnourishedandflewthemwarmed。

  Notshegesthetearforthetear。

  Weep,bleed,rave,writhe,bedistraught,Sheismoveless。NotofherbreastArethesymbolsweconjurewhenFearTakesleavenofHope。Icaught,WithDeathinmeshrinkingfromDeath,Ascoldfromcold,forasignOfthelifebeyondashes:Icast,Beliengthesiondine,WingsofthatdreamofmyYouthTothespiritbeloved:’twasunglassedOnherbreast,inherdepthsaustere:

  Aflashthroughthemist,merebreath,Breathonabucklerofsteel。

  Forthefleshinrevoltatherlaws,Neithersongnorsmileinruth,Norpromiseofthingstoreveal,Hasshe,norawordshesaith:

  Weareaskingherwheelstopause。

  Wellknowsshethecryofunfaith。

  Ifwestraintothefarthershore,Wearecatchingatcomfortnear。

  Assurances,symbols,saws,Revelationsinlegends,lightToeyesrollingdarkness,theseDesiredofthefleshinaffright,Forthewhichitwillsweartoadore,Sheyieldsnotforprayersatherknees;

  Thewoollybeastbleatingwillshear。

  Theseareoursensualdreams;

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