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  Redwerethemyriadcherub-mouthsthatpressed,Amongtheclusters,richwithsong,fullfain,Butdumb,becausethatovermasteringspellOfraptureheldthemdumb:then,hereandthere,Agoldenharploststrings;acrimsonshellBurntgrey;andsheavesoflustrefelltoair。

  TheillimitableeagernessofhueBronzed,andthebeamywingedbloomthatflew’Midthosebunchedfruitsandthrongingfiguresfailed。

  Agreen-edgedlakeofsaffrontouchedtheblue,Withislesoffirelesspurplelyingthrough:

  AndFancyonthatlaketoseeklosttreasuressailed。

  Notlongthesilencefollowed:

  Thevoicethatissuesfromthybreast,OgloriousSouth-west,Alongthegloom-horizonholloa’d;

  WarningthevalleyswithamellowroarThroughflappingwings;thensharpthewoodlandboreAshudderandanoiseofhands:

  AthousandhornsfromsomefarvaleInambushsoundingonthegale。

  ForthfromtheclovenskycamebandsOfrevel-gatheringspirits;troopingdown,Somerodethetree-tops;someontorncloud-stripsBurstscreamingthro’thelightedtown:

  Andscuddingseaward,somefellonbigships:

  Ormountingthesea-horsesblewBrightfoam-flakesontheblackreewOfheanghullsandburyingbeaks。

  Stillonthefarthestline,withoutpuffedcheeks,’Twtdarkandutterdark,thegreatwinddrewFromheaventhatdisenchantedharmonyTojoinearth’slaughterinthemidnightblind:

  BoomingadistantchorustotheshrieksPreludinghim:thenhe,Hismantlestreamingthunderinglybehind,AcrosstheyellowrealmofstiffenedDay,Shotthro’thewoodlandalleyssignalsthree;

  AndwiththepressureofaseaPlungedbroaduponthevalethatunderlay。

  Nightontherollingfoliagefell:

  ButI,wholoveoldhymningnight,AndknowtheDryadvoiceswell,Discernedthemastheirleavestookflight,Likesoulstowanderafterdeath:

  Greatarmiesinimperialdyes,Andmadtotreadtheairandrise,ThesavagefreedomoftheskiesTotastebeforetheyrot。Andhere,Likefrailwhite-bodiedgirlsinfear,Thebirchesswungfromshriekstosighs;

  Theaspens,laughersatabreath,Inshoweringspray-fallsmedtheircries,Orrakedasavageocean-strandWithoneincessantdrowningscreech。

  Herestoodasolitarybeech,Thatgaveitsgoldwithopenhand,Andallitsbranches,toningchill,Didseemtoshuttheirteethrightfast,Toshriekmoremercilesslyshrill,Andmatchthefiercenessoftheblast。

  ButheardIalowswellthatnoisedOffar-offocean,Iwas’wareOfpinesupontheirwiderootspoised,WhomnevermadnessintheairCandrawtomorethanloftierstressOfmournfulness,notmournfulnessFormelancholy,butJoy’sexcess,Thatsingingonthelapofsorrowfaints:

  AndPeace,asintheheartsofsaintsWhochantuntotheLordtheirGod;

  DeepPeacebelowuponthemuffledsod,Thestillnessofthesea’sunswayingfloor,CouldIbesoletherenottoseeThelifewithinthelifeawake;

  Thespiritburstingfromthetree,Andrisingfromthetroubledlake?

  Pour,letthewinesofHeavenpour!

  TheGoldenHarpisstruckoncemore,Andallitsmusicisforme!

  Pour,letthewinesofHeavenpour!

  And,ho,foranightofPaganglee!

  Thereisacurtaino’erus。

  Foronce,goodsouls,we’llnotpretendTobeaughtbetterthanherwhoboreus,Andisouronlysiblefriend。

  Harktoherlaughter!wholaughslikethis,Canshebedead,orrootedinpain?

  Shehasbeenslainbythenarrowbrain,Butforuswholovehershelesagain。

  Canshedie?O,takeherkiss!

  Thecrimson-footednymphispantinguptheglade,Withthewine-jaratherarm-pit,andthedrunkeny-braidRoundherforehead,breasts,andthighs:startsaSatyr,andtheyspeed:

  Hearthecrushingoftheleaves:hearthecrackingofthebough!

  Andthewhistlingofthebramble,thepipingoftheweed!

  Butthebull-voicedoakisbattlingnow:

  Thestormhasseizedhimhalf-asleep,AndroundhimthewildwoodlandthrongsTohearthefuryofhissongs,Theuproarofanoutrageddeep。

  HewakestofindawrestlinggiantTrunktotrunkandlimbtolimb,AndonhisrootedforcereliantHelaughsandgraspsthebroadenedgiant,AndtwistandrolltheAnakim;

  Andmultitudes,acclaimingtothecloud,Crywhichisbreaking,whichisbowed。

  Away,forthecymbalsclashaloftInthecirclesofpine,onthemoss-floorsoft。

  Thenymphsofthewoodlandaregatheringthere。

  Theyhuddletheleaves,andtrample,andtoss;

  Theyswinginthebranches,theyrollinthemoss,Theyblowtheseedontheair。

  BacktobacktheystandandblowThewingedseedonthecradlingair,Afountainofleavesoverbosomandback。

  ThepipeoftheFauncomesontheirtrackAndthewelteringalleysoverflowWithmusicalshrieksandwind-weddedhair。

  Theriotouscompaniesmelttoapair。

  Blessthem,motherofkindness!

  AstarhasnoddedthroughThedepthsoftheflyingblue。

  TimeonlytoplantthelightOfamemoryintheblindness。

  ButtimetoshowmethesightOfmylifethro’thecurtainofnight;

  Shiningamoment,andmedWiththeonward-hurryingstream,Whosepressureisdarknesstome;

  Behindthecurtain,fed,BeamswithendlessbeamThatstaronthechangingsea。

  GreatMotherNature!teachme,likethee,Tokisstheseasonandshunregrets。

  AndamImorethanthemotherwhobore,Mockmenotwiththyharmony!

  Teachmetoblotregrets,GreatMother!meinspireWithfaiththatforwardsetsButfeedsthelingfire,FaiththatneverfretsForvaguenessintheform。

  Inlife,Okeepmewarm!

  For,whatishumangrief?

  Andwhatdomendesire?

  Teachmetofeelmyselfthetree,Andnotthewitheredleaf。

  FedamIandawaitthedarkto-beAndO,greenbounteousEarth!

  BacchanteMother!sterntothoseWholenotinthyheartofmirth;

  DeathshallIshrinkfrom,longthee?

  Intothebreastthatgestherose,ShallIwithshudderingfall?

  Earth,themotherofall,Movesonherstedfastway,Gathering,flinging,sowing。

  Mortals,weleinherday,Sheinherchildrenisgrowing。

  Shecanleadus,onlyshe,UntoGod’sfootstool,whithershereaches:

  Loved,enjoyed,hergiftsmustbe,Reverencedthetruthssheteaches,EreamanmayhopethatheEvercanattainthegleeOfthingswithoutadestiny!

  Sheknowsnotloss:

  Shefeelsbutherneed,WhothewingedseedWiththeleafdothtoss。

  Andmaynotmentothisattain?

  Thatthejoyofmotion,theraptureofbeing,Shallthrowstronglightwhenourseasonisfleeing,Norquickenagedbloodinvain,Atthegatesofthevault,onthevergeoftheplain?

  Lifethoroughlyledisafactinthebrain,Whileeyesareleftforseeing。

  Behold,inyonstrippedAutumn,sheringgrey,Earthknowsnodesolation。

  ShesmellsregenerationInthemoistbreathofdecay。

  Propheticofthecomingjoyandstrife,Likethewildwesternwar-chiefsinkingCalmtotheendheeyesunblinking,Hervoiceisjubilantinebbinglife。

  Heforhishappyhunting-fieldsForgetsthedroningchant,andyieldsHisnumberedbreathstoexultationIntheproudanticipation:

  Shoutingthegloriesofhisnation,Shoutingthegrandeurofhisrace,Shoutinghisowngreatdeedsofdaring:

  Andwhenatlastdeathgraspshisface,AndstiffenedonthegroundinpeaceHelieswithallhispaintedterrorsglaring;

  Hushedarethetribetohearathreadingcry:

  Notfromthedeadman;

  Notfromthestanders-by:

  ThespiritoftheredmanIswelcomedbyhisfathersuponhigh。

  Thereshegoesupthestreetwithherbookinherhand,AndherGoodmorning,Martin!Ay,lass,howd’yedo?

  Verywell,thankyou,Martin!——Ican’tunderstand!

  Imightjustaswellneverhavecobbledashoe!

  Ican’tunderstandit。Shetalkslikeasong;

  Hervoicetakesyourearliketheringofaglass;

  Sheseemstogegladnesswhilelimpingalong,Yetsinnerne’ersuffer’dlikethatlittlelass。

  First,afoolofaboyranherdownwithacart。

  Then,herfoolofafather——ablacksmithbytrade-

  Whythedeucedoeshetellusithalfbrokehisheart?

  Hisheart!——where’sthelegofthepoorlittlemaid!

  Well,that’snotenough;theymustpushherdownstairs,Tomakehergocrooked:butwhycountthelist?

  Ifit’srighttosupposethatourhumanaffairsAreallorder’dbyheaven——there,banggoesmyfist!

  Forifangelscanlookonsuchsights——nevermind!

  Whenyou’renexttoblaspheming,it’sbesttobemum。

  Theparsondeclaresthatherwoesweren’tdesigned;

  But,then,withtheparsonit’sallkingdom-come。

  Losealeg,saveasoul——aconvenienttext;

  IcallitTeadoctrine,notsavouringofGod。

  WhenpoorlittleMollywants’chastening,’why,nextTheArchangelMichaelmighttasteoftherod。

  But,toseethepoordarlinggolimpingformilesToreadbookstosickpeople!——andjustofanageWhengirlslearnthemeaningofribandsandsmiles!

  Makesmefeellikeasquirrelthatturnsinacage。

  ThemoreIpushthinkingthemoreIrevolve:

  Inevergetfarther:-andastoherface,ItstartsupwhennearonmypuzzleIsolve,Andsays,’Thiscrush’dbodyseemssuchasadcase。’

  Notthatshe’sforcomplaining:shereadstoearnpence;

  Andfromthosewhocan’tpay,simplethanksareenough。

  Doessheleavelamentationforchapswithoutsense?

  Howsoever,she’smadeupofwonderfulstuff。

  Ay,thesoulinherbodymustbeastoutcord;

  Shesingslittlehymnsatthecloseoftheday,ThoughshehasbutthreefingerstolifttotheLord,Andonlyonelegtokneeldownwithtopray。

  WhatIaskis,Whypersecutesuchapoordear,Ifthere’sLawaboveall?Answerthatifyoucan!

  IrreligiousI’mnot;butIlookonthissphereAsaplacewhereamanshouldjustthinklikeaman。

  Itisn’tfairdealing!But,contrariwise,Dobulletsinbattlethewickedselect?

  Why,thenit’sallchance-work!Andyet,inhereyes,SheholdsafedsomethingbywhichIamchecked。

  Yonderribandofsunshineaslopeonthewall,Ifyoueyeitaminute’llhavethesamelook:

  Sokind!andsomerciful!Godofusall!

  It’stheverysamelessonwegetfromtheBook。

  Then,isLifebutatrial?Isthatwhatismeant?

  Somemusttoil,andsomeperish,forothersbelow:

  Theinjusticetoeachspreadsacommoncontent;

  Ay!I’velostitagain,foritcan’tbequiteso。

  She’sthectimoffools:thatseemsnearerthemark。

  Onearththereareenginesandnumerousfools。

  WhytheLordcanpermitthem,we’restillinthedark;

  Hedoes,andinsomesortofwaythey’reHistools。

  It’saroundaboutway,withrespectletmeadd,IfMollygoescrippledthatwemaybetaught:

  But,perhaps,it’stheonlyway,thoughit’ssobad;

  Inthatcasewe’llbowdownourheads,——asweought。

  ButtheworstofMEis,thatwhenIbowmyhead,Iperceeathoughtwrigglingawayinthedust,AndIfollowitstracks,quiteforgetful,insteadOfhumbleacceptance:for,questionImust!

  Here’sacreaturemadecarefully——carefullymade!

  Puttogetherwithcraft,andthenstampedon,andwhy?

  Theanswerseemsnowhere:it’sdiscordthat’splayed。

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