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  ’Iwouldoftenbeacowardbutfortheshameofit.’

  AndsotheLeaguewaitedforthemantocome,whowastobeResidentManagerandmakethenewenterpriseasuccess.Andcomehedid;butthemannerofhiscomingwassoextraordinary,thatI

  havebelievedinthedoctrineofaspecialprovidenceeversince;

  forasCraigsaid,’IfhehadcomestraightfromHeavenIcouldnothavebeenmoresurprised.’

  WhiletheLeaguewasthuswaiting,itsinterestcentreduponSlavin,chieflybecauseherepresentedmorethananyothertheforcesoftheenemy;andthoughBillyBreenstoodbetweenhimandthevengeanceoftheangrymenwhowouldhavemadeshortworkofhimandhissaloon,nothingcouldsavehimfromhimself,andafterthefuneralSlavinwenttohisbaranddrankwhiskyashehadneverdrunkbefore.Butthemorehedrankthefiercerandgloomierhebecame,andwhenthemendrinkingwithhimchaffedhim,hesworedeeplyandwithsuchthreatsthattheylefthimalone.

  ItdidnothelpSlavineithertohaveNixonstrideinthroughthecrowddrinkingathisbarandgivehimwordsofwarning.

  ’Itisnotyourfault,Slavin,’hesaidinslow,coolvoice,’thatyouandyourpreciouscrewdidn’tsentmetomydeath,too.You’vewonyourbet,butIwanttosay,thatnexttime,thoughyouareseventoone,ortentimesthat,whenanyofyouboysoffermeadrinkI’lltakeyoutomeanfight,andI’llnotdisappointyou,andsomeonewillbekilled,’andsosayinghestrodeoutagain,leavingamean—lookingcrowdofmenbehindhim.AllwhohadnotbeenconcernedinthebusinessatNixon’sshackexpressedapprovalofhisposition,andhopedhewould’seeitthrough.’

  ButtheimpressionofNixon’swordsuponSlavinwasasnothingcomparedwiththatmadebyGeordieCrawford.Itwasnotwhathesaidsomuchasthemannerofawfulsolemnityhecarried.Geordiewasstrugglingconscientiouslytokeephispromiseto’notbe’ardontheboys,’andfoundconsiderablereliefinrememberingthathehadagreed’toleavethemtaetheAlmichty.’Butthemannerofleavingthemwassosolemnlyawful,thatIcouldnotwonderthatSlavin’ssuperstitiousIrishnaturesuppliedhimwithsupernaturalterrors.ItwastheseconddayafterthefuneralthatGeordieandIwerewalkingtowardsSlavin’s.Therewasagreatshoutoflaughteraswedrewnear.

  Geordiestoppedshort,andsaying,’We’lljuistganginameenute,’

  passedthroughthecrowdanduptothebar.

  ’MichaelSlavin,’beganGeordie,andthemenstaredindead,silence,withtheirglassesintheirhands.’MichaelSlavin,a’

  promisedthelada’dbearyenaeillwull,butjuistleaveyetaetheAlmichty;an’Iwanttaetellyethata’mkeepin’mawur—r—d.

  But’——andhereheraisedhishand,andhisvoicebecamepreternaturallysolemn——’hisbluidisuponyerhan’s.Doyeno’

  seeit?’

  Hisvoicerosesharply,andashepointed,Slavininstinctivelyglancedathishands,andGeordieadded——

  ’Ay,andtheLordwillrequireito’youandyerhoose.’

  TheytoldmethatSlavinshiveredasiftakenwithagueafterGeordiewentout,andthoughhelaughedandswore,hedidnotstopdrinkingtillhesankintoadrunkenstuporandhadtobecarriedtobed.HislittleFrench—Canadianwifecouldnotunderstandthechangethathadcomeoverherhusband.

  ’He’slikeonebear,’sheconfidedtoMrs.Mavor,towhomshewasshowingherbabyofayearold.’He’snotkeesmeonetamdisday.

  He’smoshawfulbad,he’snotevenlookatdebaby.’Andthisseemedsufficientproofthatsomethingwasseriouslywrong;forshewentontosay——

  ’He’stinkmorefordatleelbabydanfordewholeworl’;he’stinkmorefordatbabydanforme,’butsheshruggedherprettylittleshouldersindeprecationofherspeech.

  ’Youmustprayforhim,’saidMrs.Mavor,’andallwillcomeright.’

  ’Ah!madame!’sherepliedearnestly,’everyday,everyday,IpraylasainteViergeettouslessaintsforhim.’

  ’YoumustpraytoyourFatherinheavenforhim.’

  ’Ah!oui!Iweelpray,’andMrs.Mavorsentherawaybrightwithsmiles,andwithnewhopeandcourageinherheart.

  Shehadverysoonneedofallhercourage,forattheweek’sendherbabyfelldangerouslyill.Slavin’sanxietyandfearwerenotrelievedmuchbythereportsthemenbroughthimfromtimetotimeofGeordie’sominousforebodings;forGeordiehadnodoubtbutthattheAvengerofBloodwashotuponSlavin’strail;andasthesicknessgrew,hebecameconfirmedinthisconviction.WhilehecouldnotbesaidtofindsatisfactioninSlavin’simpendingaffliction,hecouldhardlyhidehiscomplacencyinthepromptnessofProvidenceinvindicatinghistheoryofretribution.

  ButGeordie’scomplacencywassomewhatrudelyshockedbyMr.

  Craig’sanswertohistheoryoneday.

  ’YoureadyourBibletolittleprofit,itseemstome,Geordie:or,perhaps,youhaveneverreadtheMaster’steachingabouttheTowerofSiloam.Betterreadthatandtakethatwarningtoyourself.’

  GeordiegazedafterMr.Craigasheturnedaway,andmuttered——

  ’Thetooro’Siloam,isit?Ay,a’kenfineabootthetooro’

  Siloam,andabootthetooro’Babelasweel;an’a’veread,too,abouttheblaspheemiousHerod,an’siclike.Man,buthe’sahot—

  heidedladdie,andlacksdiscreemeenation.’

  ’WhataboutHerod,Geordie?’Iasked.

  ’AbootHerod?’——withastrongtingeofcontemptinhistone.

  ’AbootHerod?Man,haeyeno’readintheScreeptursabootHerodan’thewur—r—msinthewameo’him?’

  ’Ohyes,Isee,’Ihastenedtoanswer.

  ’Ay,afulecanseewhat’sflappedinhisface,’withwhichbitofproverbialphilosophyhesuddenlyleftme.ButGeordiethenceforthcontentedhimself,inMr.Craig’spresenceatleast,withominoushead—shakings,equallyaggravating,andimpossibletoanswer.

  Thatsamenight,however,Geordieshowedthatwithallhistheorieshehadaman’strueheart,forhecameinhastetoMrs.Mavortosay:

  ’Ye’llbeneededoweryonder,a’mthinkin’.’

  ’Why?Isthebabyworse?Haveyoubeenin?’

  ’Na,na,’repliedGeordiecautiously,’a’llnogangwherea’mnowanted.Butyonpuirthing,yecanhearootsideweepin’andmoanin’.’

  ’She’llmaybeneedyetae,’hewentondubiouslytome.’Ye’reakindo’doctor,a’hear,’notcommittinghimselftoanyopinionastomyprofessionalvalue.ButSlavinwouldhavenoneofme,havinggotthedoctorsoberenoughtoprescribe.

  TheinterestofthecampinSlavinwasgreatlyincreasedbytheillnessofhisbaby,whichwastohimastheappleofhiseye.

  Therewereafewwho,impressedbyGeordie’sprofoundconvictionsuponthematter,wereinclinedtofavourtheretributiontheory,andconnectthebaby’sillnesswiththevengeanceoftheAlmighty.

  AmongthesefewwasSlavinhimself,andgoadedbyhisremorsefulterrorshesoughtreliefindrink.Butthisbroughthimonlydeeperandfiercergloom;sothatbetweenhersufferingchildandhersavagelydespairinghusband,thepoormotherwasdesperatewithterrorandgrief.

  ’Ah!madame,’shesobbedtoMrs.Mavor,’myheartisbrokeforhim.

  He’sheetnotingfortreedays,butjisdreenk,dreenk,dreenk.’

  Thenextdayamancameformeinhaste.Thebabywasdyingandthedoctorwasdrunk.IfoundthelittleoneinaconvulsionlyingacrossMrs.Mavor’sknees,themotherkneelingbesideit,wringingherhandsinadumbagony,andSlavinstandingnear,silentandsuffering.IglancedatthebottleofmedicineuponthetableandaskedMrs.Mavorthedose,andfoundthebabyhadbeenpoisoned.

  MylookofhorrortoldSlavinsomethingwaswrong,andstridingtomehecaughtmyarmandasked——

  ’Whatisit?Isthemedicinewrong?’

  Itriedtoputhimoff,buthisgriptightenedtillhisfingersseemedtoreachthebone.

  ’Thedoseiscertainlytoolarge;butletmego,Imustdosomething.’

  Heletmegoatonce,sayinginavoicethatmademyheartsoreforhim,’Hehaskilledmybaby;hehaskilledmybaby.’Andthenhecursedthedoctorwithawfulcurses,andwithalookofsuchmurderousfuryonhisfacethatIwasgladthedoctorwastoodrunktoappear.

  Hiswifehearinghiscurses,andunderstandingthecause,brokeoutintowailinghardtobear.

  ’Ah!monpetitange!Itisdatwheeskeydat’skeelmonbaby.Ah!

  moncheri,monamour.Ah!monDieu!Ah,Michael,howoftenIsaythatwheeskeyhe’snotgoodting.’

  ItwasmorethanSlavincouldbear,andwithawfulcurseshepassedout.Mrs.Mavorlaidthebabyinitscrib,fortheconvulsionhadpassedaway;andputtingherarmsaboutthewailinglittleFrenchwoman,comfortedandsoothedherasamothermightherchild.

  ’Andyoumusthelpyourhusband,’Iheardhersay.’Hewillneedyoumorethanever.Thinkofhim.’

  ’Ahoui!Iweel,’wasthequickreply,andfromthatmomenttherewasnomorewailing.

  ItseemednomorethanaminutetillSlavincameinagain,sober,quiet,andsteady;thepassionwasallgonefromhisface,andonlythegriefremained.

  Aswestoodleaningoverthesleepingchildthelittlethingopeneditseyes,sawitsfather,andsmiled.Itwastoomuchforhim.

  Thebigmandroppedonhiskneeswithadrysob.

  ’Istherenochanceatall,atall?’hewhispered,butIcouldgivehimnohope.Heimmediatelyrose,andpullinghimselftogether,stoodperfectlyquiet.

  Anewterrorseizeduponthemother.

  ’Mybabyisnot——whatyoucallit?’goingthroughtheformofbaptism.’An’hewillnotcometolasainteVierge,’shesaid,crossingherself.

  ’Donotfearforyourlittleone,’saidMrs.Mavor,stillwithherarmsabouther.’ThegoodSaviourwilltakeyourdarlingintoHisownarms.’

  Butthemotherwouldnotbecomfortedbythis.AndSlavintoo,wasuneasy.

  ’WhereisFatherGoulet?’heasked.

  ’Ah!youwerenotgoodtotheholyperedelastam,Michael,’sherepliedsadly.’Thesaintsarenotpleaseforyou.’

  ’Whereisthepriest?’hedemanded.

  ’Iknownotforsure.AtdeLandin’,dat’slak.’

  ’I’llgoforhim,’hesaid.Buthiswifeclungtohim,beseechinghimnottoleaveher,andindeedhewaslothtoleavehislittleone.

  IfoundCraigandtoldhimthedifficulty.Withhisusualpromptness,hewasreadywithasolution.

  ’Nixonhasateam.Hewillgo.’Thenheadded,’Iwonderiftheywouldnotlikemetobaptizetheirlittleone.FatherGouletandI

  haveexchangedofficesbeforenow.Irememberhowhecametooneofmypeopleinmyabsence,whenshewasdying,readwithher,prayedwithher,comfortedher,andhelpedheracrosstheriver.

  Heisagoodsoul,andhasnononsenseabouthim.Sendformeifyouthinkthereisneed.Itwillmakenodifferencetothebaby,butitwillcomfortthemother.’

  Nixonwaswillingenoughtogo;butwhenhecametothedoorMrs.

  Mavorsawthehardlookinhisface.Hehadnotforgottenhiswrong,fordaybydayhewasstillfightingthedevilwithinthatSlavinhadcalledtolife.ButMrs.Mavor,undercoverofgettinghiminstructions,drewhimintotheroom.Whilelisteningtoher,hiseyeswanderedfromonetotheotherofthegrouptilltheyresteduponthelittlewhitefaceinthecrib.Shenoticedthechangeinhisface.

  ’TheyfearthelittleonewillneverseetheSaviourifitisnotbaptized,’shesaid,inalowtone.

  Hewaseagertogo.

  ’I’lldomybesttogetthepriest,’hesaid,andwasgoneonhissixtymiles’racewithdeath.

  Thelongafternoonworeon,butbeforeitwashalfgoneIsawNixoncouldnotwin,andthatthepriestwouldbetoolate,soIsentforMr.Craig.Fromthemomentheenteredtheroomhetookcommandofusall.Hewassosimple,somanly,sotender,theheartsoftheparentsinstinctivelyturnedtohim.

  Ashewasabouttoproceedwiththebaptism,themotherwhisperedtoMrs.Mavor,whohesitatinglyaskedMr.Craigifhewouldobjecttousingholywater.

  ’Tomeitisthesameasanyother,’herepliedgravely.

  ’An’willhemakethegoodsign?’askedthemothertimidly.

  AndsothechildwasbaptizedbythePresbyterianministerwithholywaterandwiththesignofthecross.Idon’tsupposeitwasorthodox,anditrenderedchaoticsomeofmyreligiousnotions,butIthoughtmoreofCraigthatmomentthaneverbefore.Hewasmoremanthanminister,orperhapshewassogoodaministerthatdaybecausesomuchaman.AshereadabouttheSaviourandthechildrenandthediscipleswhotriedtogetinbetweenthem,andashetoldusthestoryinhisownsimpleandbeautifulway,andthenwentontopicturethehomeofthelittlechildren,andthesameSaviourinthemidstofthem,Ifeltmyheartgrowwarm,andI

  couldeasilyunderstandthecryofthemother——

  ’Oh,monJesu,prenezmoiaussi,takemewizmonmignon.’

  ThecrywakenedSlavin’sheart,andhesaidhuskily——

  ’Oh!Annette!Annette!’

  ’Ah,oui!an’Michaeltoo!’ThentoMr.Craig——

  ’YoutinkHe’stakmesomeday?Eh?’

  ’AllwholoveHim,’hereplied.

  ’An’Michaeltoo?’sheasked,hereyessearchinghisface,’An’

  Michaeltoo?’

  ButCraigonlyreplied:’AllwholoveHim.’

  ’Ah,Michael,youmustpraylebonJesu.He’sgardenotremignon.’

  Andthenshebentoverthebabe,whispering——

  ’Ah,moncheri,monamour,adieu!adieu!monange!’tillSlavinputhisarmsaboutherandtookheraway,forasshewaswhisperingherfarewells,herbaby,withalittleansweringsigh,passedintotheHousewithmanyrooms.

  ’Whisht,Annettedarlin’;don’tcryforthebaby,’saidherhusband.’Shureit’sbetteroffthantherestavus,itis.An’

  didn’tyehearwhattheministersaidaboutthebeautifulplaceitis?An’shurehewouldn’tlietousatall.’Butamothercannotbecomfortedforherfirst—bornson.

  AnhourlaterNixonbroughtFatherGoulet.HewasalittleFrenchmanwithgentlemannersandthefaceofasaint.Craigwelcomedhimwarmly,andtoldhimwhathehaddone.

  ’Thatisgood,mybrother,’hesaid,withgentlecourtesy,and,turningtothemother,’Yourlittleoneissafe.’

  BehindFatherGouletcameNixonsoftly,andgazeddownuponthelittlequietface,beautifulwiththemagicofdeath.Slavincamequietlyandstoodbesidehim.Nixonturnedandofferedhishand.

  ButSlavinsaid,movingslowlyback——

  ’Ididyeawrong,Nixon,an’it’sasorrymanIamthisdayforit.’

  ’Don’tsayaword,Slavin,’answeredNixon,hurriedly.’Iknowhowyoufeel.I’vegotababytoo.Iwanttoseeitagain.That’swhythebreakhurtmeso.’

  ’AsGod’sabove,’repliedSlavinearnestly,’I’llhinderyenomore.’Theyshookhands,andwepassedout.

  Welaidthebabyunderthepines,notfarfromBillyBreen,andthesweetspringwindblewthroughtheGap,andcamesoftlydownthevalley,whisperingtothepinesandthegrassandthehidingflowersoftheNewLifecomingtotheworld.Andthemothermusthaveheardthewhisperinherheart,for,asthePriestwassayingthewordsoftheService,shestoodwithMrs.Mavor’sarmsabouther,andhereyeswerelookingfarawaybeyondthepurplemountain—

  tops,seeingwhatmadehersmile.AndSlavin,too,lookeddifferent.Hisveryfeaturesseemedfiner.Thecoarsenesswasgoneoutofhisface.WhathadcometohimIcouldnottell.

  ButwhenthedoctorcameintoSlavin’shousethatnightitwastheoldSlavinIsaw,butwithalookofsuchdeadlyfuryonhisfacethatItriedtogetthedoctoroutatonce.Buthewashalfdrunkandafterhismannerwashideouslyhumorous.

  ’Howdo,ladies!Howdo,gentlemen!’washisloud—voicedsalutation.

  ’Quiteaprofessionalgathering,clergypredominating.LionandLambtoo,ha!ha!whichisthelamb,eh?ha!ha!verygood!awfullysorrytohearofyourloss,Mrs.Slavin;didourbestyouknow,can’thelpthissortofthing.’

  Beforeanyonecouldmove,Craigwasathisside,andsayinginaclear,firmvoice,’Onemoment,doctor,’caughthimbythearmandhadhimoutoftheroombeforeheknewit.Slavin,whohadbeencrouchinginhischairwithhandstwitchingandeyesglaring,roseandfollowed,stillcrouchingashewalked.Ihurriedafterhim,callinghimback.Turningatmyvoice,thedoctorsawSlavinapproaching.Therewassomethingsoterrifyinginhisswiftnoiselesscrouchingmotion,thatthedoctor,cryingoutinfear’Keephimoff,’fairlyturnedandfled.Hewastoolate.LikeatigerSlavinleapeduponhimandwithoutwaitingtostrikehadhimbythethroatwithbothhands,andbearinghimtotheground,worriedhimthereasadogmightacat.

  ImmediatelyCraigandIwereuponhim,butthoughweliftedhimclearoffthegroundwecouldnotloosenthattwo—handedstranglinggrip.Atwewerestrugglingtherealighthandtouchedmyshoulder.ItwasFatherGoulet.

  ’Pleaselethimgo,andstandawayfromus,’hesaid,wavingusback.Weobeyed.HeleanedoverSlavinandspokeafewwordstohim.Slavinstartedasifstruckaheavyblow,lookedupatthepriestwithfearinhisface,butstillkeepinghisgrip.

  ’Lethimgo,’saidthepriest.Slavinhesitated.’Lethimgo!

  quick!’saidthepriestagain,andSlavinwithasnarlletgohisholdandstoodsullenlyfacingthepriest.

  FatherGouletregardedhimsteadilyforsomesecondsandthenasked——

  ’Whatwouldyoudo?’Hisvoicewasgentleenough,evensweet,buttherewassomethinginitthatchilledmymarrow.’Whatwouldyoudo?’herepeated.

  ’Hemurderedmychild,’growledSlavin.

  ’Ah!how?’

  ’Hewasdrunkandpoisonedhim.’

  ’Ah!whogavehimdrink?Whomadehimadrunkardtwoyearsago?

  Whohaswreckedhislife?’

  Therewasnoanswer,andtheeven—tonedvoicewentrelentlesslyon——

  ’Whoisthemurdererofyourchildnow?’

  Slavingroanedandshuddered.

  ’Go!’andthevoicegrewstern.’Repentofyoursinandaddnotanother.’

  Slavinturnedhiseyesuponthemotionlessfigureonthegroundandthenuponthepriest.FatherGoulettookonesteptowardshim,and,stretchingouthishandandpointingwithhisfinger,said——

  ’Go!’

  AndSlavinslowlybackedawayandwentintohishouse.Itwasanextraordinaryscene,anditisoftenwithmenow:thedarkfigureontheground,theslighterectformofthepriestwithoutstretchedarmandfinger,andSlavinbackingaway,fearandfurystrugglinginhisface.

  Itwasanearthingforthedoctor,however,andtwominutesmoreofthatgripwouldhavedoneforhim.Asitwas,wehadthegreatestdifficultyinrevivinghim.

  WhatthepriestdidwithSlavinaftergettinghiminsideIknownot;thathasalwaysbeenamysterytome.ButwhenwewerepassingthesaloonthatnightaftertakingMrs.Mavorhome,wesawalightandheardstrangesoundswithin.Entering,wefoundanotherwhiskyraidinprogress,Slavinhimselfbeingtheraider.

  Westoodsomemomentswatchinghimknockingintheheadsofcasksandemptyingbottles.Ithoughthehadgonemad,andapproachedhimcautiously.

  ’Hello,Slavin!’Icalledout;’whatdoesthismean?’

  Hepausedinhisstrangework,andIsawthathisface,thoughresolute,wasquietenough.

  ’ItmeansI’mdonewidthebusiness,Iam,’hesaid,inadeterminedvoice.’I’llhelpnomoretokillanyman,or,’inalowertone,’anyman’sbaby.’Thepriest’swordshadstruckhome.

  ’ThankGod,Slavin!’saidCraig,offeringhishand;’youaremuchtoogoodamanforthebusiness.’

  ’Goodorbad,I’mdonewidit,’hereplied,goingonwithhiswork.

  ’Youarethrowingawaygoodmoney,Slavin,’Isaid,astheheadofacaskcrashedin.

  ’It’smeselfthatknowsit,forthepriceofwhiskyhasrizintownthisweek,’heanswered,givingmealookoutofthecornerofhiseye.’Bedad!itwasararecleverjob,’referringtoourBlackRockHotelaffair.

  ’Butwon’tyoubesorryforthis?’askedCraig.

  ’BeloikeIwill;an’that’swhyI’mdoin’itbeforeI’msorryforit,’hereplied,withadelightfulbull.

  ’Lookhere,Slavin,’saidCraigearnestly;’ifIcanbeofusetoyouinanyway,countonme.’

  ’It’sgoodtomethebothofyezhavebeen,an’I’llnotforgetittoyez,’hereplied,withlikeearnestness.

  AswetoldMrs.Mavorthatnight,forCraigthoughtittoogoodtokeep,hereyesseemedtogrowdeeperandthelightinthemtoglowmoreintenseasshelistenedtoCraigpouringouthistale.Thenshegavehimherhandandsaid——

  ’Youhaveyourmanatlast.’

  ’Whatman?’

  ’Themanyouhavebeenwaitingfor.’

  ’Slavin!’

  ’Whynot?’

  ’Ineverthoughtofit.’

  ’Nomoredidhe,noranyofus.’Then,afterapause,sheaddedgently,’Hehasbeensenttous?’

  ’Doyouknow,Ibelieveyouareright,’Craigsaidslowly,andthenadded,’Butyoualwaysare.’

  ’Ifearnot,’sheanswered;butIthoughtshelikedtohearhiswords.

  ThewholetownwasastoundednextmorningwhenSlavinwenttoworkinthemines,anditsastonishmentonlydeepenedasthedayswenton,andhestucktohiswork.BeforethreeweekshadgonetheLeaguehadboughtandremodelledthesaloonandhadsecuredSlavinasResidentManager.

  TheeveningofthereopeningofSlavin’ssaloon,asitwasstillcalled,waslongrememberedinBlackRock.Itwastheoccasionofthefirstappearanceof’TheLeagueMinstrelandDramaticTroupe,’

  inwhatwasdescribedasa’hair—liftingtragedywithappropriatemusicalselections.’Thentherewasagrandsupperandspeechesandgreatenthusiasm,whichreacheditsclimaxwhenNixonrosetoproposethetoastoftheevening——’OurSaloon.’Hisspeechwassimplyaquiet,manlyaccountofhislongstrugglewiththedeadlyenemy.Whenhecametospeakofhisrecentdefeathesaid——

  ’AndwhileIamblamingnoonebutmyself,Iamgladto—nightthatthissaloonisonourside,formyownsakeandforthesakeofthosewhohavebeenwaitinglongtoseeme.ButbeforeIsitdownIwanttosaythatwhileIliveIshallnotforgetthatIowemylifetothemanthattookmethatnighttohisownshackandputmeinhisownbed,andmetmenextmorningwithanopenhand;forI

  tellyouIhadsworntoGodthatthatmorningwouldbemylast.’

  Geordie’sspeechwascharacteristic.Afterabriefreferencetothe’mysteeriouswayso’Providence,’whichheacknowledgedhemightsometimesfailtounderstand,hewentontoexpresshisunqualifiedapprovalofthenewsaloon.

  ’It’sacosyplace,an’there’snaesulphuraboot.Besidesa’

  that,’hewentonenthusiastically,’it’llbeaterriblesavin’.

  I’vejuistbeencoontin’.’

  ’Youbet!’ejaculatedavoicewithgreatemphasis.

  ’I’vejuistbeencoontin’,’wentonGeordie,ignoringtheremarkandthelaughwhichfollowed,’an’it’sanawfu’—likemoneyyepitowerwi’thewhusky.Yeseeyecannadaewi’anebitglass;yemaunhaetwaorthreeattheverraleast,forit’snoverraforrityegetwi’aneglass.Butwi’yoncoffeeyejuistgetasaxpence—

  worthan’yewantnaemair.’

  Therewasanothershoutoflaughter,whichpuzzledGeordiemuch.

  ’Idinnaseethejowk,butI’veslippitowerinwhuskymairnorahunnerdollars.’

  Thenhepaused,lookinghardbeforehim,andtwistinghisfaceintoextraordinaryshapestillthemenlookedathiminwonder.

  ’I’mraleglado’thissaloon,butit’sowerlatefortheladthatcannabehelpitthenoo.He’llnotbeneedin’helpo’oors,I

  doot,butthereareithers’——andhestoppedabruptlyandsatdown,withnoapplausefollowing.

  ButwhenSlavin,oursaloon—keeper,rosetoreply,themenjumpedupontheseatsandyelledtilltheycouldyellnomore.Slavinstood,evidentlyintroublewithhimself,andfinallybrokeout——

  ’It’sspachelessIamentirely.What’scometomeIknownot,norhowit’scome.ButI’lldomybestforyez.’Andthentheyellingbrokeoutagain.

  Ididnotyellmyself.IwastoobusywatchingthevaryinglightsinMrs.Mavor’seyesasshelookedfromCraigtotheyellingmenonthebenchesandtables,andthentoSlavin,andIfoundmyselfwonderingifsheknewwhatitwasthatcametoSlavin.

  CHAPTERXI

  THETWOCALLS

  WiththecalltoMr.CraigIfancyIhadsomethingtodomyself.

  Thecallcamefromayoungcongregationinaneasterncity,andwasbasedpartlyuponhiscollegerecordandmoreupontheadviceofthoseamongtheauthoritieswhoknewhisworkinthemountains.

  ButIflattermyselfthatmyletterstofriendswhowereofimportanceinthatcongregationwerenotwithoutinfluence,forI

  wasofthemindthatthemanwhocouldhandleBlackRockminersashecouldwasreadyforsomethinglargerthanamountainmission.

  ThathewouldrefuseIhadnotimagined,thoughIoughttohaveknownhimbetter.Hewasbutlittletroubledoverit.HewentwiththecallandthelettersurginghisacceptancetoMrs.Mavor.

  IwasputtingthelasttouchestosomeofmyworkintheroomatthebackofMrs.Mavor’shousewhenhecamein.Shereadthelettersandthecallquietly,andwaitedforhimtospeak.

  \"Well?’hesaid;’shouldIgo?’

  Shestarted,andgrewalittlepale.Hisquestionsuggestedapossibilitythathadnotoccurredtoher.ThathecouldleavehisworkinBlackRockshehadhithertoneverimagined;buttherewasotherwork,andhewasfitforgoodworkanywhere.Whyshouldhenotgo?Isawthefearinherface,butIsawmorethanfearinhereyes,asforamomentortwosheletthemrestuponCraig’sface.Ireadherstory,andIwasnotsorryforeitherofthem.

  Butshewastoomuchawomantoshowherhearteasilytothemansheloved,andhervoicewasevenandcalmassheansweredhisquestion.

  ’Isthisaverylargecongregation?’

  ’OneofthefinestinalltheEast,’Iputinforhim.’ItwillbeagreatthingforCraig.’

  Craigwasstudyinghercuriously.Ithinkshenoticedhiseyesuponher,forshewentonevenmorequietly——

  ’Itwillbeagreatchanceforwork,andyouareableforalargersphere,youknow,thanpoorBlackRockaffords.’

  ’WhowilltakeBlackRock?’heasked.

  ’Letsomeotherfellowhaveatryatit,’Isaid.’Whyshouldyouwasteyourtalentshere?’

  ’Waste?’criedMrs.Mavorindignantly.

  ’Well,\"bury,\"ifyoulikeitbetter,’Ireplied.

  ’Itwouldnottakemuchofagraveforthatfuneral,’saidCraig,smiling.

  ’Oh,’saidMrs.Mavor,’youwillbeagreatmanIknow,andperhapsyououghttogonow.’

  Butheansweredcoolly:’TherearefiftymenwantingthatEasterncharge,andthereisonlyonewantingBlackRock,andIdon’tthinkBlackRockisanxiousforachange,soIhavedeterminedtostaywhereIamyetawhile.’

  EvenmydeepdisgustanddisappointmentdidnotpreventmefromseeingthesuddenleapofjoyinMrs.Mavor’seyes,butshe,withagreateffort,answeredquietly——

  ’BlackRockwillbeveryglad,andsomeofusvery,veryglad.’

  Nothingcouldchangehismind.Therewasnooneheknewwhocouldtakehisplacejustnow,andwhyshouldhequithiswork?Itannoyedmeconsiderablytofeelhewasright.Whyisitthattherightthingsaresofrequentlyunpleasant?

  AndifIhadhadanydoubtaboutthematternextSabbatheveningwouldhaveremovedit.Forthemencameabouthimaftertheserviceandlethimfeelintheirownwayhowmuchtheyapprovedhisdecision,thoughtheself—sacrificeinvolveddidnotappealtothem.TheyweretootrulyWesterntoimaginethatanyinducementstheEastcouldoffercouldcompensateforhislossoftheWest.ItwasonlyfittingthattheWestshouldhavethebest,andsotheminerstookalmostasamatterofcourse,andcertainlyastheirright,thatthebestmantheyknewshouldstaywiththem.Buttherewerethosewhoknewhowmuchofwhatmostmenconsiderworthwhilehehadgivenup,andtheylovedhimnolessforit.

  Mrs.Mavor’scallwasnotsoeasilydisposedof.Itcamecloseupontheother,andstirredBlackRockasnothingelsehadeverstirreditbefore.

  Ifoundheroneafternoongazingvacantlyatsomelegaldocumentsspreadoutbeforeheronthetable,andevidentlyovercomebytheircontents.Therewasfirstalawyer’sletterinformingherthatbythedeathofherhusband’sfathershehadcomeintothewholeoftheMavorestates,andallthewealthpertainingthereto.Theletteraskedforinstructions,andurgedanimmediatereturnwithaviewtoapersonalsuperintendenceoftheestates.Aletter,too,fromadistantcousinofherhusbandurgedherimmediatereturnformanyreasons,butchieflyonaccountoftheoldmotherwhohadbeenleftalonewithnonenearerofkinthanhimselftocareforherandcheerheroldage.

  Withthesetwocameanotherletterfromhermother—in—lawherself.

  Thecrabbed,tremblingcharacterswereevenmoreeloquentthanthewordswithwhichtheletterclosed.

  ’Ihavelostmyboy,andnowmyhusbandisgone,andIamalonelywoman.Ihavemanyservants,andsomefriends,butnoneneartome,nonesonearanddearasmydeadson’swife.Mydaysarenottobemany.Cometome,mydaughter;IwantyouandLewis’schild.’

  ’MustIgo?’sheaskedwithwhitelips.

  ’Doyouknowherwell?’Iasked.

  ’Ionlysawheronceortwice,’sheanswered;’butshehasbeenverygoodtome.’

  ’Shecanhardlyneedyou.Shehasfriends.Andsurelyyouareneededhere.’

  Shelookedatmeeagerly.

  ’Doyouthinkso?’shesaid.

  ’Askanymaninthecamp——Shaw,Nixon,youngWinton,Geordie.AskCraig,’Ireplied.

  ’Yes,hewilltellme,’shesaid.

  EvenasshespokeCraigcameupthesteps.Ipassedintomystudioandwentonwithmywork,formydaysatBlackRockweregettingfew,andmanysketchesremainedtobefilledin.

  ThroughmyopendoorIsawMrs.MavorlayherlettersbeforeMr.

  Craig,saying,’Ihaveacalltoo.’Theythoughtnotofme.

  Hewentthroughthepapers,carefullylaidthemdownwithoutawordwhileshewaitedanxiously,almostimpatiently,forhimtospeak.

  ’Well?’sheasked,usinghisownwordstoher;’shouldIgo?’

  ’Idonotknow,’hereplied;’thatisforyoutodecide——youknowallthecircumstances.’

  ’Theletterstellall.’Hertonecarriedafeelingofdisappointment.Hedidnotappeartocare.

  ’Theestatesarelarge?’heasked.

  ’Yes,largeenough——twelvethousandayear.’

  ’Andhasyourmother—in—lawanyonewithher?’

  ’Shehasfriends,but,asshesays,nonenearofkin.Hernephewlooksaftertheworks——ironworks,youknow——hehassharesinthem.’

  ’Sheisevidentlyverylonely,’heansweredgravely.

  ’WhatshallIdo?’sheasked,andIknewshewaswaitingtohearhimurgehertostay;buthedidnotsee,oratleastgavenoheed.

  ’Icannotsay,’herepeatedquietly.’Therearemanythingstoconsider;theestates——’

  ’Theestatesseemtotroubleyou,’shereplied,almostfretfully.

  Helookedupinsurprise.Iwonderedathisslowness.

  ’Yes,theestates,’hewenton,’andtenants,Isuppose——yourmother—in—law,yourlittleMarjorie’sfuture,yourownfuture.’

  ’Theestatesareincapablehands,Ishouldsuppose,’sheurged,’andmyfuturedependsuponwhatIchoosemyworktobe.’

  ’Butonecannotshiftone’sresponsibilities,’herepliedgravely.

  ’Theseestates,thesetenants,havecometoyou,andwiththemcomeduties.’

  ’Idonotwantthem,’shecried.

  ’Thatlifehasgreatpossibilitiesofgood,’hesaidkindly.

  ’Ihadthoughtthatperhapstherewasworkformehere,’shesuggestedtimidly.

  ’Greatwork,’hehastenedtosay.’Youhavedonegreatwork.Butyouwilldothatwhereveryougo.Theonlyquestioniswhereyourworklies.’

  ’YouthinkIshouldgo,’shesaidsuddenlyandalittlebitterly.

  ’Icannotbidyoustay,’heansweredsteadily.

  ’HowcanIgo?’shecried,appealingtohim.’MustIgo?’

  HowhecouldresistthatappealIcouldnotunderstand.Hisfacewascoldandhard,andhisvoicewasalmostharshashereplied——

  ’Ifitisright,youwillgo——youmustgo.’

  Thensheburstforth——

  ’Icannotgo.Ishallstayhere.Myworkishere;myheartishere.HowcanIgo?Youthoughtitworthyourwhiletostayhereandwork,whyshouldnotI?’

  Themomentarygleaminhiseyesdiedout,andagainhesaidcoldly——

  ’Thisworkwasclearlymine.Iamneededhere.’

  ’Yes,yes!’shecried,hervoicefullofpain;’youareneeded,butthereisnoneedofme.’

  ’Stop,stop!’hesaidsharply;’youmustnotsayso.’

  ’Iwillsayit,Imustsayit,’shecried,hervoicevibratingwiththeintensityofherfeeling.’Iknowyoudonotneedme;youhaveyourwork,yourminers,yourplans;youneednoone;youarestrong.But,’andhervoicerosetoacry,’Iamnotstrongbymyself;youhavemademestrong.Icamehereafoolishgirl,foolishandselfishandnarrow.Godsentmegrief.Threeyearsagomyheartdied.NowIamlivingagain.Iamawomannow,nolongeragirl.Youhavedonethisforme.Yourlife,yourwords,yourself——youhaveshowedmeabetter,ahigherlife,thanIhadeverknownbefore,andnowyousendmeaway.’

  Shepausedabruptly.

  ’Blind,stupidfool!’Isaidtomyself.

  Heheldhimselfresolutelyinhand,answeringcarefully,buthisvoicehadlostitscoldnessandwassweetandkind.

  ’HaveIdonethisforyou?ThensurelyGodhasbeengoodtome.

  Andyouhavehelpedmemorethananywordscouldtellyou.’

  ’Helped!’sherepeatedscornfully.

  ’Yes,helped,’heanswered,wonderingatherscorn.

  ’Youcandowithoutmyhelp,’shewenton.’Youmakepeoplehelpyou.Youwillgetmanytohelpyou;butIneedhelp,too.’Shewasstandingbeforehimwithherhandstightlyclasped;herfacewaspale,andhereyesdeeperthanever.Hesatlookingupatherinakindofmazeasshepouredoutherwordshotandfast.

  ’Iamnotthinkingofyou.’Hiscoldnesshadhurtherdeeply.’I

  amselfish;Iamthinkingofmyself.HowshallIdo?Ihavegrowntodependonyou,tolooktoyou.ItisnothingtoyouthatIgo,buttome——’Shedidnotdaretofinish.

  BythistimeCraigwasstandingbeforeher,hisfacedeadlypale.

  Whenshecametotheendofherwords,hesaid,inavoicelow,sweet,andthrillingwithemotion——

  ’Ah,ifyouonlyknew!Donotmakemeforgetmyself.Youdonotguesswhatyouaredoing.’

  ’WhatamIdoing?Whatistheretoknow,butthatyoutellmeeasilytogo?Shewasstrugglingwiththetearsshewastooproudtolethimsee.

  Heputhishandsresolutelybehindhim,lookingatherasifstudyingherfaceforthefirsttime.Underhissearchinglookshedroppedhereyes,andthewarmcolourcameslowlyupintoherneckandface;then,asifwithasuddenresolve,sheliftedhereyestohis,andlookedbackathimunflinchingly.

  Hestarted,surprised,drewslowlynear,puthishandsuponhershoulders,surprisegivingplacetowildjoy.Shenevermovedhereyes;theydrewhimtowardsher.Hetookherfacebetweenhishands,smiledintohereyes,kissedherlips.Shedidnotmove;hestoodbackfromher,threwuphishead,andlaughedaloud.Shecametohim,putherheaduponhisbreast,andliftingupherfacesaid,’Kissme.’Heputhisarmsabouther,bentdownandkissedherlipsagain,andthenreverentlyherbrow.Thenputtingherbackfromhim,butstillholdingbothherhands,hecried——

  ’Notyoushallnotgo.Ishallneverletyougo.’

  Shegavealittlesighofcontent,and,smilingupathim,said——

  ’Icangonow’;butevenasshespoketheflushdiedfromherface,andsheshuddered.

  ’Never!’healmostshouted;’nothingshalltakeyouaway.Weshallworkheretogether.’

  ’Ah,ifwecould,ifweonlycould,’shesaidpiteously.

  ’Whynot?’hedemandedfiercely.

  ’Youwillsendmeaway.Youwillsayitisrightformetogo,’

  sherepliedsadly.

  ’Dowenotloveeachother?’washisimpatientanswer.

  ’Ah!yes,love,’shesaid;’butloveisnotall.’

  ’No!’criedCraig;’butloveisthebest’

  ’Yes!’shesaidsadly;’loveisthebest,anditisforlove’ssakewewilldothebest.’

  ’Thereisnobetterworkthanhere.Surelythisisbest,’andhepicturedhisplansbeforeher.Shelistenedeagerly.

  ’Oh!ifitshouldberight,’shecried,’Iwilldowhatyousay.

  Youaregood,youarewise,youshalltellme.’

  Shecouldnothaverecalledhimbetter.Hestoodsilentsomemoments,thenburstoutpassionately——

  ’Whythenhaslovecometous?Wedidnotseekit.SurelyloveisofGod.DoesGodmockus?’

  Hethrewhimselfintohischair,pouringouthiswordsofpassionateprotestation.Shelistened,smiling,thencametohimand,touchinghishairasamothermightherchild’s,said——

  ’Oh,Iamveryhappy!Iwasafraidyouwouldnotcare,andIcouldnotbeartogothatway.’

  ’Youshallnotgo,’hecriedaloud,asifinpain.’Nothingcanmakethatright.’

  Butsheonlysaid,’Youshalltellmeto—morrow.Youcannotseeto—night,butyouwillsee,andyouwilltellme.’

  Hestoodupand,holdingbothherhands,lookedlongintohereyes,thenturnedabruptlyawayandwentout.

  Shestoodwhereheleftherforsomemoments,herfaceradiant,andherhandspresseduponherheart.Thenshecametowardmyroom.

  Shefoundmebusywithmypainting,butasIlookedupandmethereyessheflushedslightly,andsaid——

  ’Iquiteforgotyou.’

  ’Soitappearedtome.’

  ’Youheard?’

  ’Andsaw,’Irepliedboldly.’Itwouldhavebeenrudetointerrupt,yousee.’

  ’Oh,Iamsogladandthankful.’

  ’Yes;itwasratherconsiderateofme.’

  ’Oh,Idon’tmeanthat,’theflushdeepening;’Iamgladyouknow.’

  ’Ihaveknownsometime.’

  ’Howcouldyou?Ionlyknewto—daymyself.’

  ’Ihaveeyes.’Sheflushedagain.

  ’Doyoumeanthatpeople——’shebegananxiously.

  ’No;Iamnot\"people.\"Ihaveeyes,andmyeyeshavebeenopened.’

  ’Opened?’

  ’Yes,bylove.’

  ThenItoldheropenlyhow,weeksago,Istruggledwithmyheartandmasteredit,forIsawitwasvaintoloveher,becauseshelovedabettermanwholovedherinreturn.Shelookedatmeshylyandsaid——

  ’Iamsorry.’

  ’Don’tworry,’Isaidcheerfully.’Ididn’tbreakmyheart,youknow;Istoppeditintime.’

  ’Oh!’shesaid,slightlydisappointed;thenherlipsbegantotwitch,andshewentoffintoafitofhystericallaughter.

  ’Forgiveme,’shesaidhumbly;’butyouspeakasifithadbeenafever.’

  ’Feverisnothingtoit,’Isaidsolemnly.’Itwasanearthing.’

  Atwhichshewentoffagain.Iwasgladtoseeherlaugh.Itgavemetimetorecovermyequilibrium,anditrelievedherintenseemotionalstrain.SoIrattledonsomenonsenseaboutCraigandmyselftillIsawshewasgivingnoheed,butthinkingherownthoughts:andwhatthesewereitwasnothardtoguess.

  Suddenlyshebrokeinuponmytalk——

  ’HewilltellmethatImustgofromhim.’

  ’Ihopeheisnosuchfool,’Isaidemphaticallyandsomewhatrudely,Ifear;forIconfessIwasimpatientwiththeverypossibilityofseparationforthesetwo,towhomlovemeantsomuch.Somepeopletakethissortofthingeasilyandsomenotsoeasily;butloveforawomanlikethiscomesonceonlytoaman,andthenhecarriesitwithhimthroughthelengthofhislife,andwarmshisheartwithitindeath.Andwhenamansmilesorsneersatsuchloveasthis,Ipityhim,andsaynoword,formyspeechwouldbeinanunknowntongue.SomyheartwassoreasIsatlookingupatthiswomanwhostoodbeforeme,overflowingwiththejoyofhernewlove,anddullyconsciousofthecomingpain.ButI

  soonfounditwasvaintourgemyopinionthatsheshouldremainandsharetheworkandlifeofthemansheloved.Sheonlyanswered——

  ’Youwillhelphimallyoucan,foritwillhurthimtohavemego.’

  Thequiverinhervoicetookoutalltheangerfrommyheart,andbeforeIknewIhadpledgedmyselftodoallIcouldtohelphim.

  ButwhenIcameuponhimthatnight,sittinginthelightofhisfire,Isawhemustbeletalone.Somebattleswefightsidebyside,withcomradescheeringusandbeingcheeredtovictory;buttherearefightswemaynotshare,andthesearedeadlyfightswherelivesarelostandwon.SoIcouldonlylaymyhanduponhisshoulderwithoutaword.Helookedupquickly,readmyface,andsaid,withagroan——

  ’Youknow?’

  ’Icouldnothelpit.Butwhygroan?’

  ’Shewillthinkitrighttogo,’hesaiddespairingly.

  ’Thenyoumustthinkforher;youmustbringsomecommon—sensetobearuponthequestion.’

  ’Icannotseeclearlyyet,’hesaid;’thelightwillcome.’

  ’MayIshowyouhowIseeit?’Iasked.

  ’Goon,’hesaid.

  ForanhourItalked;eloquently,evenvehementlyurgingthereasonandrightofmyopinion.Shewouldbedoingnomorethaneverywomandoes,nomorethanshedidbefore;hermother—in—lawhadacomfortablehome,allthatwealthcouldprocure,goodservants,andfriends;theestatescouldbemanagedwithoutherpersonalsupervision;afterafewyears’workheretheywouldgoeastforlittleMajorie’seducation;whyshouldtwolivesbebroken?——andsoIwenton.

  Helistenedcarefully,eveneagerly.

  ’Youmakeagoodcase,’hesaid,withaslightsmile.’Iwilltaketime.Perhapsyouareright.Thelightwillcome.Surelyitwillcome.But,’andherehesprangupandstretchedhisarmstofulllengthabovehishead,’Iamnotsorry;whatevercomesIamnotsorry.Itisgreattohaveherlove,butgreatertoloveherasI

  do.ThankGod!nothingcantakethataway.Iamwilling,gladtosufferforthejoyoflovingher.’

  Nextmorning,beforeIwasawake,hewasgone,leavinganoteforme:——

  ’MYDEARCONNOR,——IamdueattheLanding.WhenIseeyouagainI

  thinkmywaywillbeclear.Nowallisdark.AttimesIamacoward,andoften,asyousometimeskindlyinformme,anass;butI

  hopeImayneverbecomeamule.

  Iamwillingtobeled,orwanttobe,atanyrate.Imustdothebest——notsecondbest——forher,forme.ThebestonlyisGod’swill.Whatelsewouldyouhave?Begoodtoherthesedays,dearoldfellow.——Yours,CRAIG.’

  Howoftenthosewordshavebracedmehewillneverknow,butIamabettermanforthem:’ThebestonlyisGod’swill.Whatelsewouldyouhave?’IresolvedIwouldrageandfretnomore,andthatI

  wouldworryMrs.Mavorwithnomoreargumentorexpostulation,but,asmyfriendhadasked,’Begoodtoher.’

  CHAPTERXII

  LOVEISNOTALL

  ThosedayswhenwewerewaitingCraig’sreturnwespentinthewoodsoronthemountainsides,ordowninthecanyonbesidethestreamthatdanceddowntomeettheBlackRockriver,Italkingandsketchingandreading,andshelisteninganddreaming,withoftenahappysmileuponherface.Butthereweremomentswhenacloudofshudderingfearwouldsweepthesmileaway,andthenIwouldtalkofCraigtillthesmilecamebackagain.

  Butthewoodsandthemountainsandtheriverwereherbest,herwisest,friendsduringthosedays.Howsweettheministryofthewoodstoher!Thetreeswereintheirnewsummerleaves,freshandfulloflife.Theyswayedandrustledaboveus,flingingtheirinterlacingshadowsuponus,andtheirswayingandtheirrustlingsoothedandcomfortedlikethevoiceandtouchofamother.Andthemountains,too,inallthegloryoftheirvaryingrobesofbluesandpurples,stoodcalmly,solemnlyaboutus,upliftingoursoulsintoregionsofrest.Thechanginglightsandshadowsflittedswiftlyovertheirruggedfronts,butleftthemeverasbeforeintheirsteadfastmajesty.’God’sinHisheaven.’Whatwouldyouhave?Andeverthelittleriversangitscheerfulcourage,fearingnotthegreatmountainsthatthreatenedtobaritspassagetothesea.Mrs.Mavorheardthesongandhercouragerose.

  ’Wetooshallfindourway,’shesaid,andIbelievedher.

  ButthroughthesedaysIcouldnotmakeherout,andIfoundmyselfstudyingherasImightanewacquaintance.Yearshadfallenfromher;shewasagirlagain,fullofyoungwarmlife.Shewasassweetasbefore,buttherewasasoftshynessoverher,ahalf—

  shamed,half—frankconsciousnessinherface,agladlightinhereyesthatmadeherallnewtome.HerperfecttrustinCraigwastouchingtosee.

  ’Hewilltellmewhattodo,’shewouldsay,tillIbegantorealisehowimpossibleitwouldbeforhimtobetraysuchtrust,andbeanythingbuttruetothebest.

  SomuchdidIdreadCraig’shome—coming,thatIsentforGraemeandoldmanNelson,whowasmoreandmoreGraeme’strustedcounsellorandfriend.TheywerebothhighlyexcitedbythestoryIhadtotell,forIthoughtitbesttotellthemall;butIwasnotalittlesurprisedanddisgustedthattheydidnotseethematterinmylight.InvainIprotestedagainstthemadnessofallowinganythingtosendthesetwofromeachother.Graemesummedupthediscussioninhisownemphaticway,butwithanearnestnessinhiswordsnotusualwithhim.

  ’Craigwillknowbetterthananyofuswhatisrighttodo,andhewilldothat,andnomancanturnhimfromit;and,’headded,’I

  shouldbesorrytotry.’

  Thenmywrathrose,andIcried——

  ’It’satremendousshame!Theyloveeachother.Youaretalkingsentimentalhumbugandnonsense!’

  ’Hemustdotheright,’saidNelsoninhisdeep,quietvoice.

  ’Right!Nonsense!Bywhatrightdoeshesendfromhimthewomanheloves?’

  ’\"HepleasednotHimself,\"’quotedNelsonreverently.

  ’Nelsonisright,’saidGraeme.’Ishouldnotliketoseehimweaken.’

  ’Lookhere,’Istormed;’Ididn’tbringyoumentobackhimupinhisnonsense.Ithoughtyoucouldkeepyourheadslevel.’

  ’Now,Connor,’saidGraeme,’don’trage——leavethatfortheheathen;it’sbadform,anduselessbesides.Craigwillwalkhiswaywherehislightfalls;andbyallthat’sholy,Ishouldhatetoseehimfail;forifheweakensliketherestofusmyNorthStarwillhavedroppedfrommysky.’

  ’Niceselfishspirit,’Imuttered.

  ’Entirelyso.I’mnotasaint,butIfeellikesteeringbyonewhenIseehim.’

  Whenafteraweekhadgone,Craigrodeuponeearlymorningtohisshackdoor,hisfacetoldmethathehadfoughthisfightandhadnotbeenbeaten.Hehadriddenallnightandwasreadytodropwithweariness.

  ’Connor,oldboy,’hesaid,puttingouthishand;’I’mratherplayed.TherewasabadrowattheLanding.IhavejustclosedpoorColley’seyes.Itwasawful.Imustgetsleep.LookafterDandy,willyou,likeagoodchap?’

  ’Oh,Dandybehanged,!’Isaid,forIknewitwasnotthefight,northewatching,northelongridethathadshakenhisironnerveandgivenhimthatface.’GoinandliedownI’llbringyousomething.’

  ’Wakemeintheafternoon,’hesaid;’sheiswaiting.Perhapsyouwillgotoher’——hislipsquivered——’mynerveisrathergone.’

  Thenwithaverywansmileheadded,’Iamgivingyoualotoftrouble.’

  ’Yougotothunder!’Iburstout,formythroatwashotandsorewithgriefforhim.

  ’IthinkI’drathergotosleep,’hereplied,stillsmiling.I

  couldnotspeak,andwasgladofthechanceofbeingalonewithDandy.

  WhenIcameinIfoundhimsittingwithhisheadinhisarmsuponthetablefastasleep.Imadehimtea,forcedhimtotakeawarmbath,andsenthimtobed,whileIwenttoMrs.Mavor.Iwentwithafearfulheart,butthatwasbecauseIhadforgottenthekindofwomanshewas.

  Shewasstandinginthelightofthewindowwaitingforme.Herfacewaspalebutsteady,therewasaproudlightinherfathomlesseyes,aslightsmilepartedherlips,andshecarriedherheadlikeaqueen.

  ’Comein,’shesaid.’Youneednotfeartotellme.Isawhimridehome.Hehasnotfailed,thankGod!Iamproudofhim;I

  knewhewouldbetrue.Helovesme’——shedrewinherbreathsharply,andafaintcolourtingedhercheek——’butheknowsloveisnotall——ah,loveisnotall!Oh!Iamgladandproud!’

  ’Glad!’Igasped,amazed.

  ’Youwouldnothavehimprovefaithless!’shesaidwithprouddefiance.

  ’Oh,itishighsentimentalnonsense,’Icouldnothelpsaying.

  ’Youshouldnotsayso,’shereplied,andhervoicerangclear.

  ’Honour,faith,anddutyaresentiments,buttheyarenotnonsense.’

  InspiteofmyrageIwaslostinamazedadmirationofthehighspiritofthewomanwhostoodupsostraightbeforeme.But,asI

  toldhowwornandbrokenhewas,shelistenedwithchangingcolourandswellingbosom,herproudcourageallgone,andonlylove,anxiousandpitying,inhereyes.

  ’ShallIgotohim?’sheaskedwithtimideagernessanddeepeningcolour.

  ’Heissleeping.Hesaidhewouldcometoyou,’Ireplied.

  ’Ishallwaitforhim,’shesaidsoftly,andthetendernessinhertonewentstraighttomyheart,anditseemedtomeamanmightsuffermuchtobelovedwithlovesuchasthis.

  IntheearlyafternoonGraemecametoher.Shemethimwithbothhandsoutstretched,sayinginalowvoice——

  ’Iamveryhappy.’

  ’Areyousure?’heaskedanxiously.

  ’Oh,yes,’shesaid,buthervoicewaslikeasob;’quite,quitesure.’

  TheytalkedlongtogethertillIsawthatCraigmustsoonbecoming,andIcalledGraemeaway.Heheldherhands,lookingsteadilyintohereyesandsaid——

  ’YouarebettereventhanIthought;I’mgoingtobeabetterman.’

  Hereyesfilledwithtears,buthersmiledidnotfadeassheanswered——

  ’Yes!youwillbeagoodman,andGodwillgiveyouworktodo.’

  Hebenthisheadoverherhandsandsteppedbackfromherasfromaqueen,buthespokenowordtillwecametoCraig’sdoor.Thenhesaidwithhumilitythatseemedstrangeinhim,’Connor,thatisgreat,toconqueroneself.Itisworthwhile.Iamgoingtotry.’

  IwouldnothavemissedhismeetingwithCraig.Nelsonwasbusywithtea.Craigwaswritingnearthewindow.HelookedupasGraemecamein,andnoddedaneasygood—evening;butGraemestrodetohimand,puttingonehandonhisshoulder,heldouthisotherforCraigtotake.

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