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  Atfirstthistalkwithitsjargonofwordswhichhedidnotcomprehend,boredhimconsiderably,butbydegreeshefeltthathewasbeingdrawnintoavortex,andbegantounderstanditsdrift。Evenwhileitwasenigmaticitacquiredakindofunholyattractionforhim,andhebegantoseekoutitssecretmeaninginwhichhefoundthatcompanyreadyinstructors。

  “Youngbrother,“saidMadameRiennes,“wedealwiththethingsnotofthebody,butofthesoul。Thebody,whatisit?Inafewyearsitwillbedustandashes,butthesoul——itiseternal——andallthosestarsyoustudyareitsinheritance,andyouandI,ifwecultivateourspiritualparts,shallruleinthem。“

  Thenshewouldrollherbigeyesandbecomeinawaymagnificent,sothatGodfreyforgotheruglinessandtherepulsionwithwhichsheinspiredhim。

  Intheendhisoutlookonlifeandtheworldbecamedifferent,andthisnotsomuchbecauseofwhathelearnedfromhisesotericteachers,asthroughsomechangeinhisinternalself。Hegrewtoappreciatethevastnessofthingsandtheinfinitepossibilitiesofexistence。Indeed,hisspiritualeducationwasafittingpendanttohisphysicalstudyoftheheavens,peopledwithunnumberedworlds,eachofthemthehome,doubtless,ofaninfinitevarietyoflife,andeachofthemkeepingitsawfulsecretslockedinitsfloatingorb。HetrembledinpresenceofthestupendousWhole,ofwhichthusbydegreeshebecameaware,andthoughitfrightenedhim,thoughtwithpityofthebusymillionsofmankindtowhomsuchmysteriesarenothingatall;whoarelostintheirbusinessoridleness,intheireating,drinking,sleeping,love-making,andgeneralsatisfactionoftheinstinctswhichtheypossessincommonwitheveryotheranimal。Theyearningforwisdom,thedesiretoknow,enteredhisyoungheartandpossessedit,asoncethesedidthatofSolomon,tosuchadegreeindeed,thatstandingonthethresholdofhisdays,hewouldhavepaidthemallaway,andwiththemhisshareinthiswarmandbreathingworld,couldhehavebeenassuredthatinexchangehewouldreceivethekeyofthetreasure-houseoftheInfinite。

  Suchanattitudewasneitherhealthynornaturaltoanormal,vigorousladjustenteringuponmanhood,and,aswillbeseen,itdidnotendure。Likeeverythingelse,ithaditscauses。Hisastronomicalstudieswereoneofthese,butadeeperreasonwastobefoundinthoseSundayséancesattheVillaOgilvy。ForalongwhileGodfreydidnotknowwhathappenedtohimontheseoccasions。Thepartysatroundthelittletable,talkingofwonderfulthings;MadameRienneslookedathimandsometimestookhishand,whichhedidnotlike,andthenherememberednomoreuntilhewokeup,feelingtired,andyetinawayexhilarated,forwiththemysteriesofhypnoticsleephewasnotyetacquainted。Nordiditoccurtohimthathewasbeingusedamediumbycertainofthemostadvancedspiritualistsintheworld。

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