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  andgriefbeginstocloseonpeople,astheirpoweroflifedeclines。Wesaidthatshewashardofhearing;

  butmyopinionwas,thatseeingmeinclinedformarriagemadeherthinkofmyfather,andsoperhapsalittletoomuch,todwellonthecourtingofthirtyyearsagone。Anyhow,shewastheverybestofmothers;

  andwouldsmileandcommandherself;andbeortrytobelieveherselfashappyascouldbe,inthedoingsoftheyoungerfolk,andherownskillindetectingthem。

  Yet,withthewisdomofage,renouncinganyopinionuponthematter;sincenonecouldseetheendofit。

  ButLornainherbrightyoungbeauty,andherknowledgeofmyheart,wasnottobecheckedbyanythoughtsofhaplycomingevil。Inthemorningshewasup,evensoonerthanIwas,andthroughallthecornersofthehens,rememberingeveryoneofthem。Icaughtherandsalutedherwithsuchwarmthbeingnownonetolookatus,thatshevowedshewouldnevercomeoutagain;andyetshecamethenextmorning。

  Thesethingsoughtnottobechronicled。YetIamofsuchnature,thatfindingmanypartsoflifeadversetoourwishes,Imustnowandthendrawpleasurefromtheblessedportions。Andwhatportioncanbemoreblessedthanwithyouth,andhealth,andstrength,tobelovedbyavirtuousmaid,andtoloveherwithallone’sheart?Neitherwasmypridediminished,whenIfoundwhatshehaddone,onlyfromherloveofme。

  EarlBrandir’sancientsteward,inwhosechargeshehadtravelled,withaproperescort,lookeduponherasalovelymaniac;andthemixtureofpityandadmirationwherewithheregardedher,wasastrangethingtoobserve;especiallyafterhehadseenoursimplehouseandmanners。Ontheotherhand,Lornaconsideredhimaworthybutfoolisholdgentleman;towhomtruehappinessmeantnomorethanmoneyandhighposition。

  Thesetwolastshehadbeenreadytoabandonwholly,andhadinpartescapedfromthem,astheenemiesofherhappiness。Andshetookadvantageofthetimes,inatrulyclevermanner。Forthathappenedtobeatime——asindeedalltimeshithertosofarasmyknowledgeextends,have,somehow,orother,happenedtobe——wheneverybodywasonlytoogladtotakemoneyfordoinganything。Andthegreatestmoney-takerinthekingdomnexttotheKingandQueen,ofcourse,whohadduepre-eminence,andhadtaughtthemaidsofhonourwasgenerallyacknowledgedtobetheLordChiefJusticeJeffreys。

  Uponhisreturnfromthebloodyassizes,withtriumphandgreatglory,afterhangingeverymanwhowastoopoortohelpit,hepleasedhisGraciousMajestysopurelywiththedescriptionoftheirdelightfulagonies,thattheKingexclaimed,’Thismanaloneisworthytobeattheheadofthelaw。’AccordinglyinhishandwasplacedtheGreatSealofEngland。

  SoitcametopassthatLorna’sdestinyhunguponLordJeffreys;foratthistimeEarlBrandirdied,beingtakenwithgoutintheheart,soonafterIleftLondon。

  Lornawasverysorryforhim;butashehadneverbeenabletohearonetoneofhersweetsilveryvoice,itisnottobesupposedthatsheweptwithoutconsolation。

  Shegrievedforhimasweoughttogrieveforanygoodmangoing;andyetwithacomfortingsenseofthebenefitwhichtheblessedexchangemustbringtohim。

  NowtheLadyLornaDugalappearedtoLordChancellorJeffreyssoexceedingwealthyawardthatthelockwouldpayforturning。Thereforehecame,ofhisownaccord,tovisither,andtotreatwithher;havingheardforthemanwasasbigagossipasnevercaredforanybody,yetlovedtoknowallabouteverybody

  thatthiswealthyandbeautifulmaidenwouldnotlistentoanyyounglord,havingpledgedherfaithtotheplainJohnRidd。

  Thereupon,ourLornamanagedsotoholdoutgoldenhopestotheLordHighChancellor,thathe,beingnotmorethanthreepartsdrunk,sawhiswaytoaheapofmoney。Andthereandthenforhewasnotthemantodailylongaboutanythinguponsuretyofacertainroundsum——theamountofwhichIwillnotmention,becauseofhiskindnesstowardsme——hegavetohisfairwardpermission,undersignandseal,tomarrythatloyalknight,JohnRidd;uponconditiononlythattheKing’sconsentshouldbeobtained。

  HisMajesty,well-disposedtowardsmeformypreviousservice,andregardingmeasagoodCatholic,beingmovedmoreoverbytheQueen,whodesiredtopleaseLorna,consented,withoutmuchhesitation,upontheunderstandingthatLorna,whenshebecameoffullage,andthemistressofherpropertywhichwasstillunderguardianship,shouldpayaheavyfinetotheCrown,anddevoteafixedportionofherestatetothepromotionoftheholyCatholicfaith,inamannertobedictatedbytheKinghimself。Inasmuch,however,asKingJameswasdrivenoutofhiskingdombeforethisarrangementcouldtakeeffect,andanotherkingsucceeded,whodesirednotthepromotionoftheCatholicreligion,neitherhankeredaftersubsidies,whetherFrenchorEnglish,thatagreementwaspronouncedinvalid,improper,andcontemptible。

  However,therewasnogettingbackthemoneyoncepaidtoLordChancellorJeffreys。

  Butwhatthoughtweofmoneyatthispresentmoment;orofposition,oranythingelse,exceptindeedoneanother?Lornatoldme,withthesweetestsmile,thatifIweremindedtotakeheratall,Imusttakeherwithoutanything;inasmuchasshemeant,uponcomingofage,tomakeovertheresidueofherestatestothenext-of-kin,asbeingunfitforafarmer’swife。AndI

  repliedwiththegreatestwarmthandareadinesstoworshipher,thatthiswasexactlywhatIlongedfor,buthadneverdaredtoproposeit。Butdearmotherlookedmostexceedinggrave;andsaidthattobesureheropinioncouldnotbeexpectedtocountformuch,butshereallyhopedthatinthreeyears’timeweshouldbothhealittlewiser,andhavemoreregardforourinterests,andperhapsthoseofothersbythattime;andMasterSnowehavingdaughtersonly,andnobodycomingtomarrythem,ifanythinghappenedtothegoodoldman——andwhocouldtellinthreeyears’

  timewhatmighthappentoalloranyofus?——whyperhapshisfarmwouldbeforsale,andperhapsLadyLorna’sestatesinScotlandwouldfetchenoughmoneytobuyit,andsothrowthetwofarmsintoone,andsaveallthetroubleaboutthebrook,asmypoorfatherhadlongedtodomanyandmanyatime,butnothavingatitlecouldnotdoallquiteashewanted。Andthenifweyoungpeoplegrewtiredoftheoldmother,asseemedonlytoolikely,andwasaccordingtonature,whywecouldsendheroverthere,andLizzietokeephercompany。

  Whenmotherhadfinished,andwipedhereyes,Lorna,whohadbeenblushingrosilyatsomeportionsofthisgreatspeech,flungherfairarmsaroundmother’sneck,andkissedherveryheartily,andscoldedherasshewelldeservedforherwantofconfidenceinus。MymotherrepliedthatifanybodycoulddeserveherJohn,itwasLorna;butthatshecouldnotholdwiththerashnessofgivingupmoneysoeasily;whilehernext-of-kinwouldbeJohnhimself,andwhocouldtellwhatothers,bythetimeshewasone-and-twenty?

  Hereupon,Ifeltthatafterallmymotherhadcommonsenseonherside;forifMasterSnowe’sfarmshouldbeforsale,itwouldbefarmoretothepurposethanmycoatofarms,togetit;fortherewasadifferentpasturethere,justsuitedforchangeofdiettooursheepaswellaslargecattle。Andbesidethis,evenwithallAnnie’sskillandofcourseyetmorenowshewasgone,theirbutterwouldalwayscommandinthemarketfromonetothreefarthingsapoundmorethanwecouldgetforours。Andfewthingsvexedusmorethanthis。Whereas,ifwegotpossessionofthefarm,wemight,withoutbreachofthemarket-laws,oranyharmdonetoanyonethepricebeingbutaprejudice,sellallourbutterasSnowebutter,anddogoodtoallourcustomers。

  Thinkingthus,yetrememberingthatFarmerNicholasmightholdoutforanotherscoreofyears——asI

  heartilyhopedhemight——orthatone,ifnotall,ofhiscomelydaughtersmightmarryagoodyoungfarmerorfarmers,ifthecasewereso——orthat,evenwithoutthat,thefarmmightneverbeputupforsale;

  IbeggedmyLornatodoassheliked;orrathertowaitandthinkofit;forasyetshecoulddonothing。

  [AlsoknownasBLOODUPONTHEALTARinothereditions]

  Everythingwassettledsmoothly,andwithoutanyfearorfuss,thatLornamightfindendoftroubles,andmyselfofeagerwaiting,withthehelpofParsonBowden,andthegoodwishesoftwocounties。Icouldscarcebelievemyfortune,whenIlookeduponherbeauty,gentleness,andsweetness,mingledwithenoughofhumourandwarmwoman’sfeeling,nevertobedullortiring;neverthemselvestobeweary。

  Forshemightbecalledawomannow;althoughaveryyoungone,andasfullofplayfulways,orperhapsI

  maysaytentimesasfull,asifshehadknownnotrouble。Towit,thespiritofbrightchildhood,havingbeensocurbedandstraitened,ereitstimewasover,nowbrokeforth,enrichedandvariedwiththegarbofconsciousmaidenhood。Andthesenseofsteadfastlove,andeagerloveenfoldingher,colouredwithsomanytingesallherlooks,andwords,andthoughts,thattomeitwasthenoblestvisioneventothinkabouther。

  Butthiswasfartoobrighttolast,withoutbitterbreak,andtheplungingofhappinessinhorror,andofpassionatejoyinagony。Mydarlinginhersoftestmoments,whenshewasalonewithme,whenthesparkofdefianteyeswasveiledbeneathdarklashes,andthechallengeofgaybeautypassedintosweetestinvitation;atsuchtimesofherpurestloveandwarmestfaithinme,adeepabidingfearwouldflutterinherboundingheart,asofdeadlyfate’sapproach。

  Shewouldclingtome,andnestletome,beingscaredofcoyishness,andlayonearmaroundmyneck,andaskifIcoulddowithouther。

  Hence,asallemotionshaply,ofthosewhoaremoretousthanourselves,findwithinusstrongerecho,andmoreperfectanswer,soIcouldnotberegardlessofsomehiddenevil;andmydarkmisgivingsdeepenedasthetimedrewnearer。IkeptasteadfastwatchonLorna,neglectingafieldofbeansentirely,aswellasalitterofyoungpigs,andacowsomewhatgiventojaundice。AndIletJemSlocombegotosleepinthetallat,alloneafternoon,andBillDaddsdrawoffabucketofcider,withoutsomuchasa’byyourleave。’

  Forthesemenknewthatmyknighthood,andmycoatofarms,andmostofallmylove,weregreatlyagainstgoodfarming;thesenseofourcountrybeing——andperhapsitmaybesensible——thatamanwhosticksuptobeanything,mustallowhimselftobecheated。

  ButIneverdidstickup,norwould,thoughalltheparishbademe;andIwhistledthesametunestomyhorses,andheldmyplough-tree,justthesameasifnoKing,norQueen,hadevercometospoilmytuneorhand。Forthisthing,nearlyallthemenaroundourpartsupbraidedme;butthewomenpraisedme:andforthemostparttheseareright,whenthemselvesarenotconcerned。

  HoweverhumbleImightbe,nooneknowinganythingofourpartofthecountry,wouldforamomentdoubtthatnowherewasagreattodoandtalkofJohnRiddandhiswedding。ThefiercefightwiththeDoonessolately,andmyleadingofthecombatthoughIfoughtnotmorethanneedbe,andthevanishingofSirCounsellor,andthegallopingmadnessofCarver,andthereligiousfearofthewomenthatthislastwasgonetohell——forhehimselfhaddeclaredthathisaim,whilehecutthroughtheyeomanry——alsotheirremorse,thatheshouldhavebeenmadetogothitherwithallhischildrenleftbehind——thesethings,IsayifeverIcanagaincontrivetosayanything,hadledtothebroadestexcitementaboutmyweddingofLorna。Weheardthatpeoplemeanttocomefrommorethanthirtymilesaround,uponexcuseofseeingmystatureandLorna’sbeauty;butingoodtruthoutofsheercuriosity,andtheloveofmeddling。

  Ourclerkhadgivennotice,thatnotamanshouldcomeinsidethedoorofhischurchwithoutshilling-fee;andwomenassuretoseetwiceasmuchmusteveryonepaytwoshillings。Ithoughtthiswrong;andaschurch-warden,beggedthatthemoneymightbepaidintomineownhands,whentaken。Buttheclerksaidthatwasagainstalllaw;andhehadordersfromtheparsontopayittohimwithoutanydelay。SoasIalwaysobeytheparson,whenIcarenotmuchaboutathing,I

  letthemhaveittheirownway;thoughfeelinginclinedtobelieve,sometimes,thatIoughttohavesomeofthemoney。

  Dearmotherarrangedalltheinsandoutsofthewayinwhichitwastobedone;andAnnieandLizzie,andalltheSnowes,andevenRuthHuckabackwhowasthere,aftergreatpersuasion,madesuchasweepingofdressesthatIscarcelyknewwheretoplacemyfeet,andlongedforastaff,toputbytheirgowns。ThenLornacameoutofapewhalf-way,inamannerwhichquiteastonishedme,andtookmylefthandinherright,andIprayedGodthatitweredonewith。

  Mydarlinglookedsoglorious,thatIwasafraidofglancingather,yettookinallherbeauty。Shewasinafright,nodoubt;butnobodyshouldseeit;

  whereasIsaidtomyselfatleast,’Iwillgothroughitlikeagrave-digger。’

  Lorna’sdresswasofpurewhite,cloudedwithfaintlavenderforthesakeoftheoldEarlBrandir,andassimpleasneedbe,exceptforperfectloveliness。###第104章

  wasafraidtolookather,asIsaidbefore,exceptwheneachofussaid,’Iwill,’andtheneachdwelledupontheother。

  ItisimpossibleforanywhohavenotlovedasIhavetoconceivemyjoyandpride,whenafterringandallwasdone,andtheparsonhadblessedus,Lornaturnedtolookatmewithherglancesofsubtlefunsubduedbythisgreatact。

  Hereyes,whichnoneonearthmayeverequal,orcomparewith,toldmesuchadepthofcomfort,yetawaitingfurthercommune,thatIwasalmostamazed,thoroughlyasIknewthem。Darlingeyes,thesweetesteyes,theloveliest,themostlovingeyes——thesoundofashotrangthroughthechurch,andthoseeyeswerefilledwithdeath。

  LornafellacrossmykneeswhenIwasgoingtokissher,asthebridegroomisallowedtodo,andencouraged,ifheneedsit;afloodofbloodcameoutupontheyellowwoodofthealtarsteps,andatmyfeetlayLorna,tryingtotellmesomelastmessageoutofherfaithfuleyes。Iliftedherup,andpettedher,andcoaxedher,butitwasnogood;theonlysignofliferemainingwasaspirtofbrightredblood。

  Somemenknowwhatthingsbefalltheminthesupremetimeoftheirlife——farabovethetimeofdeath——buttomecomesbackasahazydream,withoutanyknowledgeinit,whatIdid,orfelt,orthought,withmywife’sarmsflagging,flagging,aroundmyneck,asIraisedherup,andsoftlyputthemthere。Shesighedalongsighonmybreast,forherlastfarewelltolife,andthenshegrewsocold,andcold,thatIaskedthetimeofyear。

  ItwasWhit-Tuesday,andthelilacsallinblossom;andwhyIthoughtofthetimeofyear,withtheyoungdeathinmyarms,GodorHisangels,maydecide,havingsostrangelygivenus。EnoughthatsoIdid,andlooked;

  andourwhitelilacswerebeautiful。ThenIlaidmywifeinmymother’sarms,andbeggingthatnoonewouldmakeanoise,wentforthformyrevenge。

  Ofcourse,Iknewwhohaddoneit。Therewasbutonemanintheworld,oratanyrate,inourpartofit,whocouldhavedonesuchathing——suchathing。Iusenoharsherwordaboutit,whileIleapeduponourbesthorse,withbridlebutnosaddle,andsettheheadofKickumstowardsthecoursenowpointedouttome。Whoshowedmethecourse,Icannottell。IonlyknowthatItookit。Andthemenfellbackbeforeme。

  WeaponofnosorthadI。Unarmed,andwonderingatmystrangeattirewithabridalvest,wroughtbyourAnnie,andredwiththebloodofthebride,Iwentforthjusttofindoutthis;whetherinthisworldtherebeorbenotGodofjustice。

  Withmyvicioushorseatafuriousspeed,IcameuponBlackBarrowDown,directedbysomeshoutofmen,whichseemedtomebutawhisper。Andthere,aboutafurlongbeforeme,rodeamanonagreatblackhorse,andI

  knewthatthemanwasCarverDoone。

  ’Yourlifeormine,’Isaidtomyself;’asthewillofGodmaybe。Butwetwolivenotuponthisearth,onemorehourtogether。’

  Iknewthestrengthofthisgreatman;andIknewthathewasarmedwithagun——ifhehadtimetoloadagain,aftershootingmyLorna——oratanyratewithpistols,andahorseman’sswordaswell。Nevertheless,Ihadnomoredoubtofkillingthemanbeforemethanacookhasofspittingaheadlessfowl。

  Sometimesseeingnogroundbeneathme,andsometimesheedingeveryleaf,andthecrossingofthegrass-blades,Ifollowedoverthelongmoor,recklesswhetherseenornot。Butonlyoncetheothermanturnedroundandlookedbackagain,andthenIwasbesidearock,withareedyswampbehindme。

  Althoughhewassofarbeforeme,andridingashardasridehemight,Isawthathehadsomethingonthehorseinfrontofhim;somethingwhichneededcare,andstoppedhimfromlookingbackward。Inthewhirlingofmywits,IfanciedfirstthatthiswasLorna;untilthesceneIhadbeenthroughfellacrosshotbrainandheart,likethedropatthecloseofatragedy。

  Rushingtherethroughcragandquag,atutmostspeedofamaddenedhorse,Isaw,asofanother’sfate,calmlyasoncanvaslaid,thebrutaldeed,thepiteousanguish,andthecolddespair。

  ThemanturnedupthegullyleadingfromthemoortoClovenRocks,throughwhichJohnFryhadtrackedUncleBen,asofoldrelated。ButasCarverenteredit,heturnedround,andbeheldmenotahundredyardsbehind;

  andIsawthathewasbearinghischild,littleEnsie,beforehim。Ensiealsodescriedme,andstretchedhishandsandcriedtome;forthefaceofhisfatherfrightenedhim。

  CarverDoone,withavileoath,thrustspursintohisflagginghorse,andlaidonehandonapistol-stock;

  whenceIknewthathisslungcarbinehadreceivednobulletsincetheonethathadpiercedLorna。Andacryoftriumphrosefromtheblackdepthsofmyheart。

  WhatcaredIforpistols?Ihadnospurs,neitherwasmyhorseonetoneedtherowel;Iratherheldhiminthanurgedhim,forhewasfreshasever;andIknewthattheblacksteedinfront,ifhebreastedthesteepascent,wherethetrackdivided,mustbeinourreachatonce。

  Hisriderknewthis;and,havingnoroomintherockychanneltoturnandfire,drewreinatthecrosswayssharply,andplungedintotheblackravineleadingtotheWizard’sSlough。’Isitso?’Isaidtomyselfwithabrainandheadcoldasiron;’thoughthefoulfiendcomefromtheslough,tosavethee;thoushaltcarveit,Carver。’

  Ifollowedmyenemycarefully,steadily,evenleisurely;forIhadhim,asinapitfall,whencenoescapemightbe。HethoughtthatIfearedtoapproachhim,forheknewnotwherehewas:andhislowdisdainfullaughcameback。’Laughhewhowins,’

  thoughtI。

  Agnarledandhalf-starvedoak,asstubbornasmyownresolve,andsmittenbysomestormofold,hungfromthecragaboveme。Risingfrommyhorse’sback,althoughIhadnostirrups,Icaughtalimb,andtoreitlikeamerewheat-awnfromthesocket。Menshowtherentevennow,withwonder;nonewithmorewonderthanmyself。

  CarverDooneturnedthecornersuddenlyontheblackandbottomlessbog;withastartoffearhereinedbackhishorse,andIthoughthewouldhaveturneduponme。

  Butinsteadofthat,heagainrodeon;hopingtofindawayroundtheside。

  Nowthereisawaybetweencliffandsloughforthosewhoknowthegroundthoroughly,orhavetimeenoughtosearchit;butforhimtherewasnoroad,andhelostsometimeinseekingit。Uponthishemadeuphismind;andwheeling,fired,andthenrodeatme。

  Hisbulletstruckmesomewhere,butItooknoheedofthat。Fearingonlyhisescape,Ilaidmyhorseacrosstheway,andwiththelimboftheoakstruckfullontheforeheadhischargingsteed。Eretheslashoftheswordcamenighme,manandhorserolledover,andwellnighboremyownhorsedown,withthepoweroftheironset。

  CarverDoonewassomewhatstunned,andcouldnotariseforamoment。MeanwhileIleapedonthegroundandawaited,smoothingmyhairback,andbaringmyarms,asthoughintheringforwrestling。Thenthelittleboyrantome,claspedmyleg,andlookedupatme,andtheterrorinhiseyesmademealmostfearmyself。

  ’Ensie,dear,’Isaidquitegently,grievingthatheshouldseehiswickedfatherkilled,’runupyonderroundthecornerandtrytofindaprettybunchofbluebellsforthelady。’Thechildobeyedme,hangingback,andlookingback,andthenlaughing,whileI

  preparedforbusiness。ThereandthenImighthavekilledmineenemy,withasingleblow,whilehelayunconscious;butitwouldhavebeenfoulplay。

  Withasullenandblackscowl,theCarvergatheredhismightylimbs,andarose,andlookedroundforhisweapons;butIhadputthemwellaway。Thenhecametomeandgazed;beingwonttofrightenthusyoungmen。

  ’Iwouldnotharmyou,lad,’hesaid,withaloftystyleofsneering:’Ihavepunishedyouenough,formostofyourimpertinence。FortherestIforgiveyou;

  becauseyouhavebeengoodandgracioustomylittleson。Go,andbecontented。’

  Foranswer,Ismotehimonthecheek,lightly,andnottohurthim:buttomakehisbloodleapup。Iwouldnotsullymytonguebyspeakingtoamanlikethis。

  Therewasalevelspaceofswardbetweenusandtheslough。WiththecourtesyderivedfromLondon,andtheprocessionsIhadseen,tothisplaceIledhim。Andthathemightbreathehimself,andhaveeveryfibrecool,andeverymuscleready,myholduponhiscoatI

  loosed,andlefthimtobeginwithme,wheneverhethoughtproper。

  Ithinkthathefeltthathistimewascome。Ithinkheknewfrommyknittedmuscles,andthefirmarchofmybreast,andthewayinwhichIstood;butmostofallfrommysternblueeyes;thathehadfoundhismaster。Atanyrateapalenesscame,anashypalenessonhischeeks,andthevastcalvesofhislegsbowedin,asifhewereoutoftraining。

  Seeingthis,villainashewas,Iofferedhimfirstchance。Istretchedforthmylefthand,asIdotoaweakerantagonist,andIlethimhavethehugofme。

  ButinthisIwastoogenerous;havingforgottenmypistol-wound,andthecrackingofoneofmyshortlowerribs。CarverDoonecaughtmeroundthewaist,withsuchagripasneveryethadbeenlaiduponme。

  Iheardmyribgo;Igraspedhisarm,andtorethemuscleoutofit*asthestringcomesoutofanorange;thenItookhimbythethroat,whichisnotallowedinwrestling;buthehadsnatchedatmine;andnowwasnotimeofdalliance。Invainhetugged,andstrained,andwrithed,dashedhisbleedingfistintomyface,andflunghimselfonmewithgnashingjaws。

  Beneaththeironofmystrength——forGodthatdaywaswithme——Ihadhimhelplessintwominutes,andhisfieryeyeslolledout。

  *Afarmoreterribleclutchthanthisishandeddown,toweakerages,ofthegreatJohnRidd——Ed。

  ’Iwillnotharmtheeanymore,’Icried,sofarasI

  couldforpanting,theworkbeingveryfurious:’CarverDoone,thouartbeaten:ownit,andthankGodforit;

  andgothyway,andrepentthyself。’

  Itwasalltoolate。Evenifhehadyieldedinhisraveningfrenzy——forhisbeardwaslikeamaddog’sjowl——evenifhewouldhaveownedthat,forthefirsttimeinhislife,hehadfoundhismaster;itwasalltoolate。

  Theblackboghadhimbythefeet;thesuckingofthegrounddrewonhim,likethethirstylipsofdeath。Inourfury,wehadheededneitherwetnordry;northoughtofearthbeneathus。Imyselfmightscarcelyleap,withthelastspringofo’er-labouredlegs,fromtheengulfinggraveofslime。Hefellback,withhisswarthybreastfromwhichmygripehadrentallclothing,likeahummockofbog-oak,standingoutthequagmire;andthenhetossedhisarmstoheaven,andtheywereblacktotheelbow,andtheglareofhiseyeswasghastly。Icouldonlygazeandpant;formystrengthwasnomorethananinfant’s,fromthefuryandthehorror。ScarcelycouldIturnaway,while,jointbyjoint,hesankfromsight。

  Whenthelittleboycamebackwiththebluebells,whichhehadmanagedtofind——aschildrenalwaysdofindflowers,whenoldereyesseenone——theonlysignofhisfatherleftwasadarkbrownbubble,uponanewlyformedpatchofblackness。Buttothecenterofitspulpygorgethegreedysloughwasheaving,andsullenlygrindingitswelteringjawsamongtheflagsandthesedges。

  Withpain,andache,bothofmindandbody,andshameatmyownfury,Iheavilymountedmyhorseagain,and,lookeddownattheinnocentEnsie。Wouldthisplayful,lovingchildgrowuplikehiscruelfather,andendagodlesslifeofhatredwithadeathofviolence?Heliftedhisnobleforeheadtowardsme,asiftoanswer,“Nay,Iwillnot“:butthewordshespokewerethese:——

  ’Don,’——forhecouldneversay’John’——’oh,Don,Iamsogladthatnastynaughtymanisgoneaway。Takemehome,Don。Takemehome。’

  Ithasbeensaidofthewicked,’noteventheirownchildrenlovethem。’AndIcouldeasilybelievethatCarverDoone’scold-heartedwayshadscaredfromhimevenhisfavoritechild。NomanwouldIcalltrulywicked,unlesshisheartbecold。

  Ithurtme,morethanIcantell,eventhroughallothergrief,totakeintomyarmsthechildofthemanjustslainbyme。Thefeelingwasafoolishone,andawrongone,asthethinghasbeen——forIwouldfainhavesavedthatman,afterhewasconquered——

  neverthelessmyarmswentcoldlyroundthatlittlefellow;neitherwouldtheyhavegoneatall,iftherehadbeenanyhelpforit。ButIcouldnotleavehimthere,tillsomeoneelsemightfetchhim;onaccountofthecruelslough,andtheravenswhichhadcomehoveringoverthedeadhorse;neithercouldI,withmywound,tiehimonmyhorseandwalk。

  FornowIhadspentagreatdealofblood,andwasratherfaintandweary。AnditwasluckyformethatKickumshadlostspirit,likehismaster,andwenthomeasmildlyasalamb。For,whenwecametowardsthefarm,Iseemedtoberidinginadreamalmost;andthevoicesbothofmanandwomenwhohadhurriedforthuponmytrack,astheymetme,seemedtowanderfromadistantmufflingcloud。OnlythethoughtofLorna’sdeath,likeaheavyknell,wastollinginthebelfryofmybrain。

  Whenwecametothestabledoor,Iratherfellfrommyhorsethangotoff;andJohnFry,withalookofwondertookKickum’shead,andledhimin。IntotheoldfarmhouseItottered,likeaweanlingchild,withmotherinhercommonclothes,helpingmealong,yetfearing,exceptbystealth,tolookatme。

  ’Ihavekilledhim,’wasallIsaid;’evenashekilledLorna。Nowletmeseemywife,mother。Shebelongstomenonetheless,thoughdead。’

  ’Youcannotseehernow,dearJohn,’saidRuthHuckaback,comingforward;sincenooneelsehadthecourage。’Annieiswithhernow,John。’

  ’Whathasthattodowithit?Letmeseemydeadone;

  andpraymyselftodie。’

  Allthewomenfellaway,andwhispered,andlookedatme,withsideglances,andsomesobbing;formyfacewashardasflint。Ruthalonestoodbyme,anddroppedhereyes,andtrembled。Thenonelittlehandofhersstoleintomygreatshakingpalm,andtheotherwaslaidonmytatteredcoat:yetwithherclothessheshunnedmyblood,whileshewhisperedgently,——

  ’John,sheisnotyourdeadone。Shemayevenbeyourlivingoneyet,yourwife,yourhome,andyourhappiness。Butyoumustnotseehernow。’

  ’Isthereanychanceforher?Forme,Imean;forme,Imean?’

  ’Godinheavenknows,dearJohn。Butthesightofyou,andinthissadplight,wouldbecertaindeathtoher。

  Nowcomefirst,andbehealedyourself。’

  Iobeyedher,likeachild,whisperingonlyasIwent,fornonebutmyselfknewhergoodness——’AlmightyGodwillblessyou,darling,forthegoodyouaredoingnow。’

  Tenfold,ayandathousandfold,IprayedandIbelievedit,whenIcametoknowthetruth。Ifithadnotbeenforthislittlemaid,Lornamusthavediedatonce,asinmyarmsshelayfordead,fromthedastardandmurderouscruelty。ButthemomentIleftherRuthcameforwardandtookthecommandofeveryone,inrightofherfirmnessandreadiness。

  Shemadethembearherhomeatonceuponthedoorofthepulpit,withthecushionunderthedroopinghead。

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