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  ’YouknowthatIamnotluxurious,neitherinanywaygiventothecommonlustsoftheflesh,John。Myfatherneverallowedhishairtogrowafourthpartofaninchinlength,andhewasathoroughlygodlyman;

  andItrytofollowinhisfootsteps,wheneverIthinkaboutit。Nevertheless,Idoassureyouthatmyviewofthatlittlehouseandthewaythelightsweretwinkling,sodifferentfromthecoldanddarknessoftherollingsea,movedtheancientAdaminme,ifhecouldhefoundtomove。Ilovenotahousewithtoomanywindows:beingoutofhouseanddoorssomethree-quartersofmytime,whenIgetinsideahouseI

  liketofeelthedifference。Airandlightaregoodforpeoplewhohaveanylackofthem;andifamanoncetalksaboutthem,’tisenoughtoprovehisneedofthem。But,asyouwellknow,JohnRidd,thehorsewhohasbeenatworkallday,withthesunshineinhiseyes,sleepsbetterindarkstables,andneedsnomoontohelphim。

  ’Seeingthereforethatthissameinnhadfourwindows,andnomore,Ithoughttomyselfhowsnugitwas,andhowbeautifulIcouldsleepthere。AndsoImadetheoldhorsedrawhand,whichhewasonlytoogladtodo,andweclombabovethespring-tidemark,andoveralittlepieceofturf,andstruckthedoorofthehostelry。Someonecameandpeepedatmethroughthelatticeoverhead,whichwasfullofbulls’eyes;andthentheboltwasdrawnback,andawomanmetmeverycourteously。Adarkandforeign-lookingwoman,veryhotofblood,Idoubt,butnotaltogetherabadone。

  Andshewaitedformetospeakfirst,whichanEnglishwomanwouldnothavedone。

  ’“CanIresthereforthenight?“Iasked,withaliftofmyhattoher;forshewasnoprovincialdame,whowouldstareatmeforthecourtesy;“myhorseiswearyfromthesloughs,andmyselfbutlittlebetter:besidethat,webotharefamished。“

  ’“Yes,sir,youcanrestandwelcome。Butoffood,I

  fear,thereisbutlittle,unlessofthecommonorder。

  Ourfisherswouldhavedrawnthenets,butthewaveswereviolent。However,wehave——whatyoucallit?I

  nevercanremember,itissohardtosay——thefleshofthehogsalted。“

  ’“Bacon!“saidI;“whatcanbebetter?Andhalfdozenofeggswithit,andaquartoffresh-drawnale。Youmakemeragewithhunger,madam。Isitcruelty,orhospitality?“

  ’“Ah,good!“shereplied,withamerrysmile,fullofsouthernsunshine:“youarenotofthemenroundhere;

  youcanthink,andyoucanlaugh!“

  ’“Andmostofall,Icaneat,goodmadam。InthatwayIshallastonishyou;evenmorethanbymyintellect。“

  ’Shelaughedaloud,andswunghershoulders,asyournativescannotdo;andthenshecalledalittlemaidtoleadmyhorsetostable。However,Ipreferredtoseethatmatterdonemyself,andtoldhertosendthelittlemaidforthefrying-panandtheegg-box。

  ’Whetheritweremynaturalwitandeleganceofmanner;

  orwhetheritweremyLondonfreedomandknowledgeoftheworld;orwhichisperhapsthemostprobable,becausetheleastpleasingsuppositionmyreadyandpermanentappetite,andappreciationofgarlic——Ileaveyoutodecide,John:butperhapsallthreecombinedtorecommendmetothegracesofmycharminghostess。

  WhenIsay“charming,“Imeanofcoursebymannersandbyintelligence,andmostofallbycooking;forasregardsexternalcharmsmostfleetingandfallacious

  hershadceasedtocausedistress,forIcannotsayhowmanyyears。Shesaidthatitwastheclimate——forevenuponthatsubjectsherequestedmyopinion——andI

  answered,“iftherebeachange,letmadamblametheseasons。“

  ’However,nottodwelltoomuchuponourlittlepleasantriesforIalwaysgetonwiththeseforeignwomenbetterthanwithyourMollsandPegs,Ibecame,notinquisitive,butreasonablydesiroustoknow,bywhatstrangehaporhazard,acleverandahandsomewoman,asshemusthavebeensomeday,awomanmoreoverwithgreatcontemptfortherusticmindsaroundher,couldhavesettledhereinthislonelyinn,withonlythewavesforcompany,andaboorishhusbandwhoslavedalldayinturningapotter’swheelatWatchett。Andwhatwasthemeaningoftheemblemsetaboveherdoorway,averyunattractivecatsittinginaruinedtree?

  ’However,Ihadnotverylongtostrainmycuriosity;

  forwhenshefoundoutwhoIwas,andhowIheldtheKing’scommission,andmightbecalledanofficer,herdesiretotellmeallwasmorethanequaltomineofhearingit。Manyandmanyaday,shehadlongedforsomeonebothskilfulandtrustworthy,mostofallforsomeonebearingwarrantfromacourtofjustice。Butthemagistratesoftheneighbourhoodwouldhavenothingtosaytoher,declaringthatshewasacrack-brainedwoman,andawicked,andevenaforeignone。

  ’Withmanygrimacessheassuredmethatneverbyherownfree-willwouldshehavelivedsomanyyearsinthathatefulcountry,wheretheskyforhalftheyearwasfog,andrainfornearlytheotherhalf。Itwassotheverynightwhenfirstherevilfortunebroughtherthere;andsonodoubtitwouldbe,longafterithadkilledher。ButifIwishedtoknowthereasonofherbeingthere,shewouldtellmeinfewwords,whichI

  willrepeatasbriefly。

  ’BybirthshewasanItalian,fromthemountainsofApulia,whohadgonetoRometoseekherfortunes,afterbeingbadlytreatedinsomelove-affair。HerChristiannamewasBenita;asforhersurname,thatcouldmakenodifferencetoanyone。Beingaquickandactivegirl,andresolvedtoworkdownhertroubles,shefoundemploymentinalargehotel;andrisinggradually,begantosendmoneytoherparents。Andhereshemighthavethrivenwell,andmarriedwellundersunnyskies,andbeenahappywoman,butthatsomeblackdaysentthitherarichandnobleEnglishfamily,eagertobeholdthePope。Itwasnot,however,theirferventlongingfortheHolyFatherwhichhadbroughtthemtoSt。Peter’sroof;butrathertheirownbadluckinmakingtheirhometoohottoholdthem。

  ForalthoughinthemaingoodCatholics,andpleasantreceiversofanything,oneoftheirnumberhadgivenoffence,bythefollyoftryingtothinkforhimself。

  Somebitterfeudhadbeenamongthem,Benitaknewnothowitwas;andthesisterofthenoblemanwhohaddiedquitelatelywasmarriedtotherivalclaimant,whomtheyalldetested。Itwassomethingaboutdividingland;Benitaknewnotwhatitwas。

  ’ButthisBenitadidknow,thattheywereallgreatpeople,andrich,andveryliberal;sothatwhentheyofferedtotakeher,toattendtothechildren,andtospeakthelanguageforthem,andtocomfortthelady,shewasonlytoogladtogo,littleforeseeingtheendofit。Moreover,shelovedthechildrenso,fromtheirprettywaysandthat,andthethingstheygaveher,andthestyleoftheirdresses,thatitwouldhavebrokenherheartalmostnevertoseethedearsagain。

  ’Andso,inaveryevilhour,sheacceptedtheserviceofthenobleEnglishman,andsentherfatheranoldshoefilledtothetonguewithmoney,andtrustedherselftofortune。Butevenbeforeshewent,sheknewthatitcouldnotturnoutwell;forthelaurelleafwhichshethrewonthefirewouldnotcrackleevenonce,andthehornofthegoatcamewronginthetwist,andtheheelofherfootwasshining。Thismadehersighatthestarting-time;andafterthatwhatcouldyouhopefor?

  ’However,atfirstallthingswentwell。MyLordwasasgayasgaycouldbe:andneverwouldcomeinsidethecarriage,whenadecenthorsecouldbegottoride。Hewouldgallopinfront,atarecklesspace,withoutaweaponofanykind,delightedwiththepureblueair,andthrowinghisheartaroundhim。Benitahadneverseenanymansoadmirable,andsochildish。Asinnocentasaninfant;andnotonlycontented,butnoisilyhappywithanything。Onlyotherpeoplemustsharehisjoy;andtheshadowofsorrowscatteredit,thoughitwerebuttheshadeofpoverty。

  ’HereBenitaweptalittle;andIlikedhernonetheless,andbelievedhertentimesmore;invirtueofatearortwo。

  ’AndsotheytravelledthroughNorthernItaly,andthroughoutthesouthofFrance,makingtheirwayanyhow;sometimesincoaches,sometimesincarts,sometimesuponmule-back,sometimesevena-footandweary;butalwaysashappyascouldbe。Thechildrenlaughed,andgrew,andthroveespeciallytheyounglady,theelderofthetwo,andBenitabegantothinkthatomensmustnotbereliedupon。Butsuddenlyherfaithinomenswasconfirmedforever。

  ’MyLord,whowasquiteayoungmanstill,andlaughedatEnglisharrogance,rodeoninfrontofhiswifeandfriends,tocatchthefirstofafamousview,ontheFrenchsideofthePyreneehills。Hekissedhishandtohiswife,andsaidthathewouldsaveherthetroubleofcoming。Forthosetwoweresooneinone,thattheycouldmakeeachotherknowwhateverheorshehadfelt。AndsomyLordwentroundthecorner,withafineyounghorseleapingupatthesteps。

  ’Theywaitedforhim,longandlong;buthenevercameagain;andwithinaweek,hismangledbodylayinalittlechapel-yard;andifthepriestsonlysaidaquarteroftheprayerstheytookthemoneyfor,Godknowstheycanhavenothroatsleft;onlyarelaxation。

  ’Myladydwelledforsixmonthsmore——itisamelancholytalewhattruetaleisnotso?——scarcelyabletobelievethatallherfrightwasnotadream。

  Shewouldnotwearapieceorshapeofanymourning-clothes;shewouldnothaveapersoncry,oranysorrowamongus。Shesimplydisbelievedthething,andtrustedGodtorightit。TheProtestants,whohavenofaith,cannotunderstandthisfeeling。Enoughthatsoitwas;andsomyLadywenttoheaven。

  ’ForwhenthesnowcamedowninautumnontherootsofthePyrenees,andthechapel-yardwaswhitewithit,manypeopletoldtheladythatitwastimeforhertogo。Andthestrongestpleaofallwasthis,thatnowsheboreanotherhopeofrepeatingherhusband’svirtues。SoattheendofOctober,whenwolvescamedowntothefarm-lands,thelittleEnglishfamilywenthometowardstheirEngland。

  ’TheylandedsomewhereontheDevonshirecoast,tenorelevenyearsagone,andstayedsomedaysatExeter;andsetoutthenceinahiredcoach,withoutanyproperattendance,forWatchett,inthenorthofSomerset。

  Fortheladyownedaquietmansionintheneighbourhoodofthattown,andheronedesirewastofindrefugethere,andtomeetherlord,whowassuretocomeshesaidwhenheheardofhisnewinfant。Thereforewithonlytwoserving-menandtwomaidsincludingBenita,thepartysetforthfromExeter,andlaythefirstnightatBampton。

  ’Onthefollowingmorntheystartedbravely,withearnesthopeofarrivingattheirjourney’sendbydaylight。Buttheroadsweresoftandverydeep,andthesloughswereoutinplaces;andtheheavycoachbrokedownintheaxle,andneededmendingatDulverton;andsotheylostthreehoursormore,andwouldhavebeenwisertosleepthere。Butherladyshipwouldnothearofit;shemustbehomethatnight,shesaid,andherhusbandwouldbewaiting。Howcouldshekeephimwaitingnow,aftersuchalong,longtime?

  ’Therefore,althoughitwasafternoon,andtheyearnowcometoDecember,thehorseswereputtoagain,andtheheavycoachwentupthehill,withtheladyandhertwochildren,andBenita,sittinginsideofit;theothermaid,andtwoserving-meneachmanwithagreatblunderbussmountedupontheoutside;anduponthehorsesthreeExeterpostilions。MuchhadbeensaidatDulverton,andevenbackatBampton,aboutsomegreatfreebooters,towhomallExmoorowedsuitandservice,andpaidthemverypunctually。Boththeserving-menwerescared,evenovertheirale,bythis。Buttheladyonlysaid,“Driveon;Iknowalittleofhighwaymen:theyneverrobalady。“

  ’Throughthefogandthroughthemuckthecoachwenton,asbestitmight;sometimesfounderedinaslough,withhalfofthehorsessplashingit,andsome-timesknuckleduponabank,andstrainingacrossthemiddle,whileallthehorseskickedatit。However,theywentontilldarkaswellasmightbeexpected。Butwhentheycame,allthankingGod,tothepitchandslopeofthesea-bank,leadingontowardsWatchetttown,andwheremyhorsehadshiedso,therethelittleboyjumpedup,andclappedhishandsatthewater;andthereasBenitasaidtheymettheirfate,andcouldnotflyit。

  ’Althoughitwaspasttheduskofday,thesilverlightfromtheseaflowedin,andshowedthecliffs,andthegraysand-line,andthedriftsofwreck,andwrack-weed。Itshowedthemalsoatroopofhorsemen,waitingunderarockhardby,andreadytodashuponthem。Thepostilionslashedtowardsthesea,andthehorsesstroveinthedepthofsand,andtheserving-mencockedtheirblunder-busses,andcoweredawaybehindthem;buttheladystoodupinthecarriagebravely,andneitherscreamednorspoke,buthidhersonbehindher。Meanwhilethedriversdroveintothesea,tilltheleadinghorseswereswimming。

  ’Butbeforethewavescameintothecoach,ascoreoffiercemenwereroundit。Theycursedthepostilionsformadcowards,andcutthetraces,andseizedthewheel-horses,all-wildwithdismayinthewetandthedark。Then,whilethecarriagewasheelingover,andwell-nighupsetinthewater,theladyexclaimed,“I

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