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  onwhichoccasionsNatfelthimselftranslatedintotheseventhheavenofbliss,forhewenttoMr。Laurence’sgreathouse,sawhisprettywifeandlittlefairyofadaughter,hadagooddinner,andwasmadesocomfortable,thathetalkedanddreamedofitfordaysandnightsafterward。

  Ittakessolittletomakeachildhappythatitisapity,inaworldsofullofsunshineandpleasantthings,thatthereshouldbeanywistfulfaces,emptyhands,orlonelylittlehearts。Feelingthis,theBhaersgatheredupallthecrumbstheycouldfindtofeedtheirflockofhungrysparrows,fortheywerenotrich,exceptincharity。ManyofMrs。Jo’sfriendswhohadnurseriessenthertheytoysofwhichtheirchildrensosoontired,andinmendingtheseNatfoundanemploymentthatjustsuitedhim。Hewasveryneatandskillfulwiththoseslenderfingersofhis,andpassedmanyarainyafternoonwithhisgum-bottle,paint-box,andknife,repairingfurniture,animals,andgames,whileDaisywasdressmakertothedilapidateddolls。Asfastasthetoysweremended,theywereputcarefullyawayinacertaindrawerwhichwastofurnishforthaChristmas-treeforallthepoorchildrenoftheneighborhood,thatbeingthewaythePlumfieldboyscelebratedthebirthdayofHimwholovedthepoorandblessedthelittleones。

  Demiwasnevertiredofreadingandexplaininghisfavoritebooks,andmanyapleasanthourdidtheyspendintheoldwillow,revellingover“RobinsonCrusoe,““ArabianNights,““Edgeworth’sTales,“andtheotherdearimmortalstoriesthatwilldelightchildrenforcenturiestocome。ThisopenedanewworldtoNat,andhiseagernesstoseewhatcamenextinthestoryhelpedhimontillhecouldreadaswellasanybody,andfeltsorichandproudwithhisnewaccomplishment,thattherewasdangerofhisbeingasmuchofabookwormasDemi。

  Anotherhelpfulthinghappenedinamostunexpectedandagreeablemanner。

  Severaloftheboyswere“inbusiness,“astheycalledit,formostofthemwerepoor,andknowingthattheywouldhavetheirownwaytomakebyandby,theBhaersencouragedanyeffortsatindependence。Tommysoldhiseggs;Jackspeculatedinlivestock;Franzhelpedintheteaching,andwaspaidforit;Nedhadatasteforcarpentry,andaturning-lathewassetupforhiminwhichheturnedallsortsofusefulorprettythings,andsoldthem;whileDemiconstructedwater-mills,whirligigs,andunknownmachinesofanintricateanduselessnature,anddisposedofthemtotheboys。

  “Lethimbeamechanicifhelikes,“saidMr。Bhaer。“Giveaboyatrade,andheisindependent。Workiswholesome,andwhatevertalenttheseladspossess,beitforpoetryorploughing,itshallbecultivatedandmadeusefultothemifpossible。“

  So,whenNatcamerunningtohimonedaytoaskwithanexcitedface:

  “CanIgoandfiddleforsomepeoplewhoaretohaveapicnicinourwoods?Theywillpayme,andI’dliketoearnsomemoneyastheotherboysdo,andfiddlingistheonlywayIknowhowtodoit­“

  Mr。Bhaeransweredreadily:

  “Go,andwelcome。Itisaneasyandapleasantwaytowork,andIamgladitisofferedyou。“

  Natwent,anddidsowellthatwhenhecamehomehehadtwodollarsinhispocket,whichhedisplayedwithintensesatisfaction,ashetoldhowmuchhehadenjoyedtheafternoon,howkindtheyoungpeoplewere,andhowtheyhadpraisedhisdancemusic,andpromisedtohavehimagain。

  “Itissomuchnicerthanfiddlinginthestreet,forthenIgotnoneofthemoney,andnowIhaveitall,andagoodtimebesides。I’minbusinessnowaswellasTommyandJack,andIlikeiteversomuch,“saidNat,proudlypattingtheoldpocketbook,andfeelinglikeamillionairealready。

  Hewasinbusinesstruly,forpicnicswereplentyassummeropened,andNat’sskillwasingreatdemand。Hewasalwaysatlibertytogoiflessonswerenotneglected,andifthepicnickerswererespectableyoungpeople。ForMr。Bhaerexplainedtohimthatagoodplaineducationisnecessaryforeveryone,andthatnoamountofmoneyshouldhirehimtogowherehemightbetemptedtodowrong。Natquiteagreedtothis,anditwasapleasantsighttoseetheinnocent-heartedladgodrivingawayinthegaywagonsthatstoppedatthegateforhim,ortohearhimcomefiddlinghometiredbuthappy,withhiswell-earnedmoneyinonepocket,andsome“goodies“

  fromthefeastforDaisyorlittleTed,whomheneverforgot。

  “I’mgoingtosaveuptillIgetenoughtobuyaviolinformyself,andthenIcanearnmyownliving,can’tI?“heusedtosay,ashebroughthisdollarstoMr。Bhaertokeep。

  “Ihopeso,Nat;butwemustgetyoustrongandheartyfirst,andputalittlemoreknowledgeintothismusicalheadofyours。ThenMr。Lauriewillfindyouaplacesomewhere,andinafewyearswewillallcometohearyouplayinpublic。“

  Withmuchcongenialwork,encouragement,andhope,Natfoundlifegettingeasierandhappiereveryday,andmadesuchprogressinhismusiclessonsthathisteacherforgavehisslownessinsomeotherthings,knowingverywellthatwheretheheartisthemindworksbest。Theonlypunishmenttheboyeverneededforneglectofmoreimportantlessonswastohangupthefiddleandthebowforaday。Thefearoflosinghisbosomfriendentirelymadehimgoathisbookswithawill;andhavingprovedthathecouldmasterthelessons,whatwastheuseofsaying“Ican’t?“

  Daisyhadagreatloveofmusic,andagreatreverenceforanyonewhocouldmakeit,andshewasoftenfoundsittingonthestairsoutsideNat’sdoorwhilehewaspractising。Thispleasedhimverymuch,andheplayedhisbestforthatonequietlittlelistener;forsheneverwouldcomein,butpreferredtositsewinghergaypatchwork,ortendingoneofhermanydolls,withanexpressionofdreamypleasureonherfacethatmadeAuntJosay,withtearsinhereyes:“SolikemyBeth,“andgosoftlyby,lestevenherfamiliarpresencemarthechild’ssweetsatisfaction。

  NatwasveryfondofMrs。Bhaer,butfoundsomethingevenmoreattractiveinthegoodprofessor,whotookfatherlycareoftheshyfeebleboy,whohadbarelyescapedwithhislifefromtheroughseaonwhichhislittleboathadbeentossingrudderlessfortwelveyears。Somegoodangelmusthavebeenwatchingoverhim,for,thoughhisbodyhadsuffered,hissoulseemedtohavetakenlittleharm,andcameashoreasinnocentasashipwreckedbaby。Perhapshisloveofmusickeptitsweetinspiteofthediscordallabouthim;Mr。Lauriesaidso,andheoughttoknow。Howeverthatmightbe,FatherBhaertookpleasureinfosteringpoorNat’svirtues,andincuringhisfaults,findinghisnewpupilasdocileandaffectionateasagirl。HeoftencalledNathis“daughter“whenspeakingofhimtoMrs。

  Jo,andsheusedtolaughathisfancy,forMadamelikedmanlyboys,andthoughtNatamiablebutweak,thoughyouneverwouldhaveguessedit,forshepettedhimasshedidDaisy,andhethoughtheraverydelightfulwoman。

  OnefaultofNat’sgavetheBhaersmuchanxiety,althoughtheysawhowithadbeenstrengthenedbyfearandignorance。IregrettosaythatNatsometimestoldlies。Notveryblackones,seldomgettingdeeperthangray,andoftenthemildestofwhitefibs;butthatdidnotmatter,alieisalie,andthoughwealltellmanypoliteuntruthsinthisqueerworldofours,itisnotright,andeverybodyknowsit。

  “Youcannotbetoocareful;watchyourtongue,andeyes,andhands,foritiseasytotell,andlook,andactuntruth,“saidMr。Bhaer,inoneofthetalkshehadwithNatabouthischieftemptation。

  “Iknowit,andIdon’tmeanto,butit’ssomucheasiertogetalongifyouain’tveryfussyaboutbeingexactlytrue。Iusedtotell’embecauseIwasafraidoffatherandNicolo,andnowIdosometimesbecausetheboyslaughatme。Iknowit’sbad,butIforget,“andNatlookedmuchdepressedbyhissins。

  “WhenIwasalittleladIusedtotelllies!Ach!whatfibstheywere,andmyoldgrandmothercuredmeofit­how,doyouthink?Myparentshadtalked,andcried,andpunished,butstilldidIforgetasyou。Thensaidthedearoldgrandmother,’Ishallhelpyoutoremember,andputacheckonthisunrulypart,’withthatshedrewoutmytongueandsnippedtheendwithherscissorstillthebloodran。Thatwasterrible,youmaybelieve,butitdidmemuchgood,becauseitwassorefordays,andeverywordIsaidcamesoslowlythatIhadtimetothink。AfterthatIwasmorecareful,andgotonbetter,forIfearedthebigscissors。Yetthedeargrandmotherwasmostkindtomeinallthings,andwhenshelaydyingfarawayinNuremberg,sheprayedthatlittleFritzmightloveGodandtellthetruth。“

  “Ineverhadanygrandmothers,butifyouthinkitwillcureme,I’llletyousnipmytongue,“saidNat,heroically,forhedreadedpain,yetdidwishtostopfibbing。

  Mr。Bhaersmiled,butshookhishead。

  “Ihaveabetterwaythanthat,Itrieditoncebeforeanditworkedwell。Seenow,whenyoutellalieIwillnotpunishyou,butyoushallpunishme。“

  “How?“askedNat,startledattheidea。

  “Youshallferulemeinthegoodold-fashionedway;Iseldomdoitmyself,butitmaymakeyourememberbettertogivemepainthantofeelityourself。“

  “Strikeyou?Oh,Icouldn’t!“criedNat。

  “Thenmindthattrippingtongueofthine。Ihavenowishtobehurt,butIwouldgladlybearmuchpaintocurethisfault。“

  ThissuggestionmadesuchanimpressiononNat,thatforalongtimehesetawatchuponhislips,andwasdesperatelyaccurate,forMr。Bhaerjudgedrightly,thatloveofhimwouldbemorepowerfulwithNatthatfearforhimself。Butalas!onesaddayNatwasoffhisguard,andwhenpepperyEmilthreatenedtothrashhim,ifitwashewhohadrunoverhisgardenandbrokendownhisbesthillsofcorn,Natdeclaredhedidn’t,andthenwasashamedtoownupthathediddoit,whenJackwaschasinghimthenightbefore。

  Hethoughtnoonewouldfinditout,butTommyhappenedtoseehim,andwhenEmilspokeofitadayortwolater,Tommygavehisevidence,andMr。Bhaerheardit。Schoolwasover,andtheywereallstandingaboutinthehall,andMr。BhaerhadjustsetdownonthestrawsetteetoenjoyhisfrolicwithTeddy;butwhenheheardTommyandsawNatturnscarlet,andlookathimwithafrightenedface,heputthelittleboydown,saying,“Gotothymother,bübchen,Iwillcomesoon,“andtakingNatbythehandledhimintotheschoolandshutthedoor。

  Theboyslookedatoneanotherinsilenceforaminute,thenTommyslippedoutandpeepinginatthehalf-closedblinds,beheldasightthatquitebewilderedhim。Mr。Bhaerhadjusttakendownthelongrulethathungoverhisdesk,soseldomusedthatitwascoveredwithdust。

  “Myeye!He’sgoingtocomedownheavyonNatthistime。WishIhadn’ttold,“thoughtgood-naturedTommy,fortobeferuledwasthedeepestdisgraceatthisschool。

  “YourememberwhatItoldyoulasttime?“saidMr。Bhaer,sorrowfully,notangrily。

  “Yes;butpleasedon’tmakeme,Ican’tbearit,“criedNat,backingupagainstthedoorwithbothhandsbehindhim,andafacefullofdistress。

  “Whydon’theupandtakeitlikeaman?Iwould,“thoughtTommy,thoughhisheartbeatfastatthesight。

  “Ishallkeepmyword,andyoumustremembertotellthetruth。Obeyme,Nat,takethisandgivemesixgoodstrokes。“

  Tommywassostaggeredbythislastspeechthathenearlytumbleddownthebank,butsavedhimself,andhungontothewindowledge,staringinwitheyesasroundasthestuffedowl’sonthechimney-piece。

  Nattooktherule,forwhenMr。Bhaerspokeinthattoneeveryoneobeyedhim,and,lookingasscaredandguiltyasifabouttostabhismaster,hegavetwofeebleblowsonthebroadhandheldouttohim。Thenhestoppedandlookeduphalf-blindwithtears,butMr。Bhaersaidsteadily:

  “Goon,andstrikeharder。“

  Asifseeingthatitmustbedone,andeagertohavethehardtasksoonover,Natdrewhissleeveacrosshiseyesandgavetwomorequickhardstrokesthatreddenedthehand,yethurtthegivermore。

  “Isn’tthatenough?“heaskedinabreathlesssortoftone。

  “Twomore,“wasalltheanswer,andhegavethem,hardlyseeingwheretheyfell,thenthrewtheruleallacrosstheroom,andhuggingthekindhandinbothhisown,laidhisfacedownonitsobbingoutinapassionoflove,andshame,andpenitence:

  “Iwillremember!Oh!Iwill!“

  ThenMr。Bhaerputanarmabouthim,andsaidinatoneascompassionateasithadjustnowbeenfirm:

  “Ithinkyouwill。AskthedearGodtohelpyou,andtrytospareusbothanotherscenelikethis。“

  Tommysawnomore,forhecreptbacktothehall,lookingsoexcitedandsoberthattheboyscrowdedroundhimtoaskwhatwasbeingdonetoNat。

  InamostimpressivewhisperTommytoldthem,andtheylookedasiftheskywasabouttofall,forthisreversingtheorderofthingsalmosttooktheirbreathaway。

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