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  Thusuncertainlytheweekpassedon;tillonemorningStockdalesaidtoher:’Ihavehadaletter,Lizzy。ImustcallyouthattillI

  amgone。’

  ’Gone?’saidsheblankly。

  ’Yes,’hesaid。’Iamgoingfromthisplace。IfeltitwouldbebetterforusboththatIshouldnotstayafterwhathashappened。

  Infact,Icouldn’tstayhere,andlookonyoufromdaytoday,withoutbecomingweakandfalteringinmycourse。Ihavejustheardofanarrangementbywhichtheotherministercanarrivehereinaboutaweek;andletmegoelsewhere。’

  Thathehadallthistimecontinuedsofirmlyfixedinhisresolutioncameuponherasagrievoussurprise。’Youneverlovedme!’shesaidbitterly。

  ’Imightsaythesame,’hereturned;’butIwillnot。Grantmeonefavour。ComeandhearmylastsermononthedaybeforeIgo。’

  Lizzy,whowasachurch-goeronSundaymornings,frequentlyattendedStockdale’schapelintheeveningwiththerestofthedouble-

  minded;andshepromised。

  ItbecameknownthatStockdalewasgoingtoleave,andagoodmanypeopleoutsidehisownsectweresorrytohearit。Theinterveningdaysflewrapidlyaway,andontheeveningoftheSundaywhichprecededthemorningofhisdepartureLizzysatinthechapeltohearhimforthelasttime。Thelittlebuildingwasfulltooverflowing,andhetookupthesubjectwhichallhadexpected,thatofthecontrabandtradesoextensivelypractisedamongthem。Hishearers,inlayinghiswordstotheirownhearts,didnotperceivethattheyweremostparticularlydirectedagainstLizzy,tillthesermonwaxedwarm,andStockdalenearlybrokedownwithemotion。Intruthhisownearnestness,andhersadeyeslookingupathim,weretoomuchfortheyoungman’sequanimity。Hehardlyknewhowheended。HesawLizzy,asthroughamist,turnandgoawaywiththerestofthecongregation;andshortlyafterwardsfollowedherhome。

  Sheinvitedhimtosupper,andtheysatdownalone,hermotherhaving,aswasusualwithheronSundaynights,gonetobedearly。

  ’Wewillpartfriends,won’twe?’saidLizzy,withforcedgaiety,andneveralludingtothesermon:areticencewhichratherdisappointedhim。

  ’Wewill,’hesaid,withaforcedsmileonhispart;andtheysatdown。

  Itwasthefirstmealthattheyhadeversharedtogetherintheirlives,andprobablythelastthattheywouldsoshare。Whenitwasover,andtheindifferentconversationcouldnolongerbecontinued,hearoseandtookherhand。’Lizzy,’hesaid,’doyousaywemustpart——doyou?’

  ’Youdo,’shesaidsolemnly。’Icansaynomore。’

  ’NorI,’saidhe。’Ifthatisyouranswer,good-bye!’

  Stockdalebentoverherandkissedher,andsheinvoluntarilyreturnedhiskiss。’Ishallgoearly,’hesaidhurriedly。’Ishallnotseeyouagain。’

  Andhedidleaveearly。Hefancied,whensteppingforthintothegreymorninglight,tomountthevanwhichwastocarryhimaway,thathesawafacebetweenthepartedcurtainsofLizzy’swindow,butthelightwasfaint,andthepanesglistenedwithwet;sohecouldnotbesure。Stockdalemountedthevehicle,andwasgone;andonthefollowingSundaythenewministerpreachedinthechapeloftheMoyntonWesleyans。

  Oneday,twoyearsaftertheparting,Stockdale,nowsettledinamidlandtown,cameintoNether-Moyntonbycarrierintheoriginalway。Joggingalonginthevanthatafternoonhehadputquestionstothedriver,andtheanswersthathereceivedinterestedtheministerdeeply。Theresultofthemwasthathewentwithouttheleasthesitationtothedoorofhisformerlodging。Itwasaboutsixo’clockintheevening,andthesametimeofyearaswhenhehadleft;now,too,thegroundwasdampandglistening,thewestwasbright,andLizzy’ssnowdropswereraisingtheirheadsintheborderunderthewall。

  Lizzymusthavecaughtsightofhimfromthewindow,forbythetimethathereachedthedoorshewasthereholdingitopen:andthen,asifshehadnotsufficientlyconsideredheractofcomingout,shedrewherselfback,sayingwithsomeconstraint,’Mr。Stockdale!’

  ’Youknewitwas,’saidStockdale,takingherhand。’IwrotetosayIshouldcall。’

  ’Yes,butyoudidnotsaywhen,’sheanswered。

  ’Ididnot。Iwasnotquitesurewhenmybusinesswouldleadmetotheseparts。’

  ’Youonlycamebecausebusinessbroughtyounear?’

  ’Well,thatisthefact;butIhaveoftenthoughtIshouldliketocomeonpurposetoseeyou……Butwhat’sallthisthathashappened?Itoldyouhowitwouldbe,Lizzy,andyouwouldnotlistentome。’

  ’Iwouldnot,’shesaidsadly。’ButIhadbeenbroughtuptothatlife;anditwassecondnaturetome。However,itisallovernow。

  Theofficershaveblood-moneyfortakingamandeadoralive,andthetradeisgoingtonothing。Wewerehunteddownlikerats。’

  ’Owlettisquitegone,Ihear。’

  ’Yes。HeisinAmerica。Wehadadreadfulstrugglethatlasttime,whentheytriedtotakehim。Itisaperfectmiraclethathelivedthroughit;anditisawonderthatIwasnotkilled。Iwasshotinthehand。Itwasnotbyaim;theshotwasreallymeantformycousin;butIwasbehind,lookingonasusual,andthebulletcametome。Itbledterribly,butIgothomewithoutfainting;andithealedafteratime。Youknowhowhesuffered?’

  ’No,’saidStockdale。’Ionlyheardthathejustescapedwithhislife。’

  ’Hewasshotintheback;butaribturnedtheball。Hewasbadlyhurt。Wewouldnotlethimbetook。ThemencarriedhimallnightacrossthemeadstoKingsbere,andhidhiminabarn,dressinghiswoundaswellastheycould,tillhewassofarrecoveredastobeabletogetabout。Hehadgieduphismillforsometime;andatlasthegottoBristol,andtookapassagetoAmerica,andhe’ssettledinWisconsin。’

  ’Whatdoyouthinkofsmugglingnow?’saidtheministergravely。

  ’Iownthatwewerewrong,’saidshe。’ButIhavesufferedforit。

  Iamverypoornow,andmymotherhasbeendeadthesetwelvemonths……Butwon’tyoucomein,Mr。Stockdale?’

  Stockdalewentin;anditistobesupposedthattheycametoanunderstanding;forafortnightlatertherewasasaleofLizzy’sfurniture,andafterthataweddingatachapelinaneighbouringtown。

  Hetookherawayfromheroldhauntstothehomethathehadmadeforhimselfinhisnativecounty,whereshestudiedherdutiesasaminister’swifewithpraiseworthyassiduity。ItissaidthatinafteryearsshewroteanexcellenttractcalledRenderuntoCaesar;

  or,TheRepentantVillagers,inwhichherownexperiencewasanonymouslyusedastheintroductorystory。Stockdalegotitprinted,aftermakingsomecorrections,andputtinginafewpowerfulsentencesofhisown;andmanyhundredsofcopiesweredistributedbythecoupleinthecourseoftheirmarriedlife。

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