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  ’Buttheytellyouyoumaytakeit?’

  ’Yes,theSMUGGLERS:buttheBUYERSmustnotknowthatthesmugglershavebeenkindtomeattheirexpense。’

  ’Isee,’saidStockdaledoubtfully。’Imuchquestionthehonestyofthisproceeding。’

  Byherdirectionheheldthetubwiththeholeupwards,andwhilehewentthroughtheprocessofalternatelypressingandceasingtopress,sheproducedabottleofwater,fromwhichshetookmouthfuls,conveyingeachtothekegbyputtingherprettylipstothehole,whereitwassuckedinateachrecoveryofthecaskfrompressure。Whenitwasagainfullhepluggedthehole,knockedthehoopdowntoitsplace,andburiedthetubinthelumberasbefore。

  ’Aren’tthesmugglersafraidthatyouwilltell?’heasked,astheyrecrossedthechurchyard。

  ’Ono;theyarenotafraidofthat。Icouldn’tdosuchathing。’

  ’Theyhaveputyouintoaveryawkwardcorner,’saidStockdaleemphatically。’Youmust,ofcourse,asanhonestperson,sometimesfeelthatitisyourdutytoinform——reallyyoumust。’

  ’Well,Ihaveneverparticularlyfeltitasaduty;and,besides,myfirsthusband——’Shestopped,andtherewassomeconfusioninhervoice。Stockdalewassohonestandunsophisticatedthathedidnotatoncediscernwhyshepaused:butatlasthedidperceivethatthewordswereaslip,andthatnowomanwouldhaveuttered’firsthusband’byaccidentunlessshehadthoughtprettyfrequentlyofasecond。Hefeltforherconfusion,andallowedhertimetorecoverandproceed。’Myhusband,’shesaid,inaself-correctedtone,’usedtoknowoftheirdoings,andsodidmyfather,andkeptthesecret。Icannotinform,infact,againstanybody。’

  ’Iseethehardnessofit,’hecontinued,likeamanwholookedfarintothemoralofthings。’Anditisverycruelthatyoushouldbetossedandtantalizedbetweenyourmemoriesandyourconscience。I

  dohope,Mrs。Newberry,thatyouwillsoonseeyourwayoutofthisunpleasantposition。’

  ’Well,Idon’tjustnow,’shemurmured。

  Bythistimetheyhadpassedoverthewallandenteredthehouse,whereshebroughthimaglassandhotwater,andlefthimtohisownreflections。Helookedafterhervanishingform,askinghimselfwhetherhe,asarespectableman,andaminister,andashininglight,eventhoughasyetonlyofthehalfpenny-candlesort,werequitejustifiedindoingthisthing。Asneezesettledthequestion;

  andhefoundthatwhenthefieryliquorwasloweredbytheadditionoftwiceorthricethequantityofwater,itwasoneoftheprettiestcuresforacoldintheheadthathehadeverknown,particularlyatthischillytimeoftheyear。

  Stockdalesatinthedeepchairabouttwentyminutessippingandmeditating,tillheatlengthtookwarmerviewsofthings,andlongedforthemorrow,whenhewouldseeMrs。Newberryagain。Hethenfeltthat,thoughchronologicallyatashortdistance,itwouldinanemotionalsensebeverylongbeforeto-morrowcame,andwalkedrestlesslyroundtheroom。Hiseyewasattractedbyaframedandglazedsamplerinwhicharunningornamentoffir-treesandpeacockssurroundedthefollowingprettybitofsentiment:-

  ’Rose-leavessmellwhenrosesthrive,Here’smyworkwhileI’malive;

  Rose-leavessmellwhenshrunkandshed,Here’smyworkwhenIamdead。

  ’LizzySimpkins。FearGod。HonourtheKing。

  ’Aged11years。

  ’’Tishers,’hesaidtohimself。’Heavens,howIlikethatname!’

  BeforehehaddonethinkingthatnoothernamefromAbigailtoZenobiawouldhavesuitedhisyounglandladysowell,tap-tapcameagainuponthedoor;andtheministerstartedasherfaceappearedyetanothertime,lookingsodisinterestedthatthemostingeniouswouldhaverefrainedfromassertingthatshehadcometoaffecthisfeelingsbyherseductiveeyes。

  ’Wouldyoulikeafireinyourroom,Mr。Stockdale,onaccountofyourcold?’

  Theminister,beingstillalittleprickedintheconscienceforcountenancingherinwateringthespirits,sawhereawaytoself-

  chastisement。’No,Ithankyou,’hesaidfirmly;’itisnotnecessary。Ihaveneverbeenusedtooneinmylife,anditwouldbegivingwaytoluxurytoofar。’

  ’ThenIwon’tinsist,’shesaid,anddisconcertedhimbyvanishinginstantly。

  Wonderingifshewasvexedbyhisrefusal,hewishedthathehadchosentohaveafire,eventhoughitshouldhavescorchedhimoutofbedandendangeredhisself-disciplineforadozendays。

  However,heconsoledhimselfwithwhatwasintrutharareconsolationforabuddinglover,thathewasunderthesameroofwithLizzy;herguest,infact,totakeapoeticalviewofthetermlodger;andthathewouldcertainlyseeheronthemorrow。

  Themorrowcame,andStockdaleroseearly,hiscoldquitegone。Hehadneverinhislifesolongedforthebreakfasthourashedidthatday,andpunctuallyateighto’clock,afterashortwalk,toreconnoitrethepremises,here-enteredthedoorofhisdwelling。

  Breakfastpassed,andMarthaSarahattended,butnobodycamevoluntarilyasonthenightbeforetoinquireiftherewereotherwantswhichhehadnotmentioned,andwhichshewouldattempttogratify。Hewasdisappointed,andwentout,hopingtoseeheratdinner。Dinnertimecame;hesatdowntothemeal,finishedit,lingeredonforawholehour,althoughtwonewteacherswereatthatmomentwaitingatthechapel-doortospeaktohimbyappointment。

  Itwasuselesstowaitlonger,andheslowlywenthiswaydownthelane,cheeredbythethoughtthat,afterall,hewouldseeherintheevening,andperhapsengageagaininthedelightfultub-

  broachingintheneighbouringchurchtower,whichproceedingheresolvedtorendermoremoralbysteadfastlyinsistingthatnowatershouldbeintroducedtofillup,thoughthetubshouldclucklikeallthehensinChristendom。Butnothingcoulddisguisethefactthatitwasaqueerbusiness;andhiscountenancefellwhenhethoughthowmuchmorehismindwasinterestedinthatmatterthaninhisseriousduties。

  However,compunctionvanishedwiththedeclineofday。Nightcame,andhisteaandsupper;butnoLizzyNewberry,andnosweettemptations。Atlasttheministercouldbearitnolonger,andsaidtohisquaintlittleattendant,’WhereisMrs。Newberryto-day?’

  judiciouslyhandingapennyashespoke。

  ’She’sbusy,’saidMartha。

  ’Anythingserioushappened?’heasked,handinganotherpenny,andrevealingyetadditionalpenniesinthebackground。

  ’Ono——nothingatall!’saidshe,withbreathlessconfidence。

  ’Nothingeverhappenstoher。She’sonlybidingupstairsinbedbecause’tisherwaysometimes。’

  Beingayoungmanofsomehonour,hewouldnotquestionfurther,andassumingthatLizzymusthaveabadheadache,orotherslightailment,inspiteofwhatthegirlhadsaid,hewenttobeddissatisfied,notevensettingeyesonoldMrs。Simpkins。’IsaidlastnightthatIshouldseeherto-morrow,’hereflected;’butthatwasnottobe!’

  Nextdayhehadbetterfortune,orworse,meetingheratthefootofthestairsinthemorning,andbeingfavouredbyavisitortwofromherduringtheday——onceforthepurposeofmakingkindlyinquiriesabouthiscomfort,asonthefirstevening,andatanothertimetoplaceabunchofwinter-violetsonhistable,withapromisetorenewthemwhentheydrooped。Ontheseoccasionstherewassomethinginhersmilewhichshowedhowconsciousshewasoftheeffectsheproduced,thoughitmustbesaidthatitwasratherahumorousthanadesigningconsciousness,andsavouredmoreofpridethanofvanity。

  AsforStockdale,heclearlyperceivedthathepossessedunlimitedcapacityforbacksliding,andwishedthattutelarysaintswerenotdeniedtoDissenters。Hesetawatchuponhistongueandeyesforthespaceofonehourandahalf,afterwhichhefounditwasuselesstostrugglefurther,andgavehimselfuptothesituation。

  ’Theotherministerwillbehereinamonth,’hesaidtohimselfwhensittingoverthefire。’ThenIshallbeoff,andshewilldistractmymindnomore!……Andthen,shallIgoonlivingbymyselfforever?No;whenmytwoyearsofprobationarefinished,I

  shallhaveafurnishedhousetolivein,withavarnisheddoorandabrassknocker;andI’llmarchstraightbacktoher,andaskherflat,assoonasthelastplateisonthedresser!

  ThusatitillatingfortnightwaspassedbyyoungStockdale,duringwhichtimethingsproceededmuchassuchmattershavedoneeversincethebeginningofhistory。Hesawtheobjectofattachmentseveraltimesoneday,didnotseeheratallthenext,metherwhenheleastexpectedtodoso,missedherwhenhintsandsignsastowheresheshouldbeatagivenhouralmostamountedtoanappointment。Thismildcoquetrywasperhapsfairenoughunderthecircumstancesoftheirbeingsocloselylodged,andStockdaleputupwithitasphilosophicallyashewasable。Beinginherownhouse,shecould,aftervexinghimordisappointinghimofherpresence,easilywinhimbackbysuddenlysurroundinghimwiththoselittleattentionswhichherpositionashislandladyputitinherpowertobestow。Whenhehadwaitedindoorshalfthedaytoseeher,andonfindingthatshewouldnotbeseen,hadgoneoffinahufftothedreariestanddampestwalkhecoulddiscover,shewouldrestoreequilibriumintheeveningwith’Mr。Stockdale,Ihavefanciedyoumustfeeldraughto’nightsfromyourbedroomwindow,andsoIhavebeenputtingupthickercurtainsthisafternoonwhileyouwereout;’

  or,’Inoticedthatyousneezedtwiceagainthismorning,Mr。

  Stockdale。Dependuponitthatcoldishangingaboutyouyet;Iamsureitis——Ihavethoughtofitcontinually;andyoumustletmemakeapossetforyou。’

  Sometimesincominghomehefoundhissitting-roomrearranged,chairsplacedwherethetablehadstood,andthetableornamentedwiththefewfreshflowersandleavesthatcouldbeobtainedatthisseason,soastoaddanoveltytotheroom。Attimesshewouldbestandingonachairoutsidethehouse,tryingtonailupabranchofthemonthlyrosewhichthewinterwindhadblowndown;andofcoursehesteppedforwardtoassisther,whentheirhandsgotmixedinpassingtheshredsandnails。Thustheybecamefriendsagainafteradisagreement。Shewouldutterontheseoccasionssomeprettyanddeprecatoryremarkonthenecessityofhertroublinghimanew;andhewouldstraightwaysaythathewoulddoahundredtimesasmuchforherifsheshouldsorequire。

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