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  Allhadbeendonethatcouldbedone。Mrs。Barnetwasinherownhouseundermedicalhands,buttheresultwasstilluncertain。

  Barnethadactedasifdevotiontohiswifewerethedominantpassionofhisexistence。Therehadbeenmuchtodecide——whethertoattemptrestorationoftheapparentlylifelessbodyasitlayontheshore——whethertocarryhertotheHarbourInn——whethertodrivewithheratoncetohisownhouse。Thefirstcourse,withnoskilledhelporappliancesnearathand,hadseemedhopeless。Thesecondcoursewouldhaveoccupiednearlyasmuchtimeasadrivetothetown,owingtotheinterveningridgesofshingle,andthenecessityofcrossingtheharbourbyboattogettothehouse,addedtowhichmuchtimemusthaveelapsedbeforeadoctorcouldhavearriveddownthere。Bybringingherhomeinthecarriagesomepreciousmomentshadslippedby;butshehadbeenlaidinherownbedinsevenminutes,adoctorcalledtoherside,andeverypossiblerestorativebroughttobearuponher。

  Atwhatatearingpacehehaddrivenupthatroad,throughtheyelloweveningsunlight,theshadowsflappingirksomelyintohiseyesaseachwaysideobjectrushedpastbetweenhimandthewest!

  Tiredworkmenwiththeirbasketsattheirbackshadturnedontheirhomewardjourneytowonderathisspeed。HalfwaybetweentheshoreandPort-BredytownhehadmetCharlson,whohadbeenthefirstsurgeontohearoftheaccident。Hewasaccompaniedbyhisassistantinagig。BarnethadsentonthelattertothecoastincasethatDowne’spoorwifeshouldbythattimehavebeenreclaimedfromthewaves,andhadbroughtCharlsonbackwithhimtothehouse。

  Barnet’spresencewasnotneededhere,andhefeltittobehisnextdutytosetoffatonceandfindDowne,thatnootherthanhimselfmightbreakthenewstohim。

  HewasquitesurethatnochancehadbeenlostforMrs。Downebyhisleavingtheshore。BythetimethatMrs。Barnethadbeenlaidinthecarriage,amuchlargergrouphadassembledtolendassistanceinfindingherfriend,renderinghisownhelpsuperfluous。ButthedutyofbreakingthenewswasmadedoublypainfulbythecircumstancethatthecatastrophewhichhadbefallenMrs。Downewassolelytheresultofherownandherhusband’sloving-kindnesstowardshimself。

  HefoundDowneinhisoffice。Whenthesolicitorcomprehendedtheintelligenceheturnedpale,stoodup,andremainedforamomentperfectlystill,asifbereftofhisfaculties;thenhisshouldersheaved,hepulledouthishandkerchiefandbegantocrylikeachild。Hissobsmighthavebeenheardinthenextroom。Heseemedtohavenoideaofgoingtotheshore,orofdoinganything;butwhenBarnettookhimgentlybythehandandproposedtostartatonce,hequietlyacquiesced,neitherutteringanyfurtherwordnormakinganyefforttorepresshistears。

  Barnetaccompaniedhimtotheshore,where,findingthatnotracehadasyetbeenseenofMrs。Downe,andthathisstaywouldbeofnoavail,heleftDownewithhisfriendsandtheyoungdoctor,andoncemorehastenedbacktohisownhouse。

  AtthedoorhemetCharlson。’Well!’Barnetsaid。

  ’Ihavejustcomedown,’saidthedoctor;’wehavedoneeverything,butwithoutresult。Isympathizewithyouinyourbereavement。’

  BarnetdidnotmuchappreciateCharlson’ssympathy,whichsoundedtohisearsassomethingofamockeryfromthelipsofamanwhoknewwhatCharlsonknewabouttheirdomesticrelations。IndeedthereseemedanoddsparkinCharlson’sfullblackeyeashesaidthewords;butthatmighthavebeenimaginary。

  ’And,Mr。Barnet,’Charlsonresumed,’thatlittlematterbetweenus——

  Ihopetosettleitfinallyinthreeweeksatleast。’

  ’Nevermindthatnow,’saidBarnetabruptly。Hedirectedthesurgeontogototheharbourincasehisservicesmightevennowbenecessarythere:andhimselfenteredthehouse。

  Theservantswerecomingfromhiswife’schamber,lookinghelplesslyateachotherandathim。Hepassedthembyandenteredtheroom,wherehestoodmutelyregardingthebedforafewminutes,afterwhichhewalkedintohisowndressing-roomadjoining,andtherepacedupanddown。Inaminuteortwohenoticedwhatastrangeandtotalsilencehadcomeovertheupperpartofthehouse;hisownmovements,muffledastheywerebythecarpet,seemednoisy,andhisthoughtstodisturbtheairlikearticulateutterances。Hiseyeglancedthroughthewindow。Fardowntheroadtotheharbouraroofdetainedhisgaze:outofitrosearedchimney,andoutoftheredchimneyacurlofsmoke,asfromafirenewlykindled。Hehadoftenseensuchasightbefore。InthathouselivedLucySavile;andthesmokewasfromthefirewhichwasregularlylightedatthistimetomakehertea。

  Afterthathewentbacktothebedroom,andstoodtheresometimeregardinghiswife’ssilentform。Shewasawomansomeyearsolderthanhimself,buthadnotbyanymeansoverpassedthematurityofgoodlooksandvigour。Herpassionatefeatures,well-defined,firm,andstatuesqueinlife,weredoublysonow:hermouthandbrow,beneathherpurplishblackhair,showedonlytooclearlythattheturbulencyofcharacterwhichhadmadeabear-gardenofhishousehadbeennotemporaryphaseofherexistence。Whilehereflected,hesuddenlysaidtohimself,Iwonderifallhasbeendone?

  Thethoughtwasleduptobyhishavingfanciedthathiswife’sfeatureslackedinitscompleteformtheexpressionwhichhehadbeenaccustomedtoassociatewiththefacesofthosewhosespiritshavefledforever。Theeffacementoflifewasnotsomarkedbutthat,enteringuninformed,hemighthavesupposedhersleeping。HercomplexionwasthatseeninthenumerousfadedportraitsbySirJoshuaReynolds;itwaspallidincomparisonwithlife,buttherewasvisibleonacloseinspectiontheremnantofwhathadoncebeenaflush;thekeepingbetweenthecheeksandthehollowsofthefacebeingthuspreserved,althoughpositivecolourwasgone。Longorangeraysofeveningsunstoleinthroughchinksintheblind,strikingonthelargemirror,andbeingthencereflecteduponthecrimsonhangingsandwoodworkoftheheavybedstead,sothatthegeneraltoneoflightwasremarkablywarm;anditwasprobablethatsomethingmightbeduetothiscircumstance。Stillthefactimpressedhimasstrange。Charlsonhadbeengonemorethanaquarterofanhour:coulditbepossiblethathehadlefttoosoon,andthathisattemptstorestoreherhadoperatedsosluggishlyasonlynowtohavemadethemselvesfelt?Barnetlaidhishanduponherchest,andfanciedthateverandanonafaintflutterofpalpitation,gentleasthatofabutterfly’swing,disturbedthestillnessthere——ceasingforatime,thenstrugglingtogoon,thenbreakingdowninweaknessandceasingagain。

  Barnet’smotherhadbeenanactivepractitionerofthehealingartamongherpoorerneighbours,andherinspirationshadallbeenderivedfromanoctavovolumeofDomesticMedicine,whichatthismomentwaslying,asithadlainformanyyears,onashelfinBarnet’sdressing-room。Hehastilyfetchedit,andtherereadunderthehead’Drowning:’-

  ’Exertionsfortherecoveryofanypersonwhohasnotbeenimmersedforalongerperiodthanhalf-an-hourshouldbecontinuedforatleastfourhours,astherehavebeenmanycasesinwhichreturninglifehasmadeitselfvisibleevenafteralongerinterval。

  ’Should,however,aweakactionofanyoftheorgansshowitselfwhenthecaseseemsalmosthopeless,oureffortsmustberedoubled;

  thefeeblesparkinthiscaserequirestobesolicited;itwillcertainlydisappearunderarelaxationoflabour。’

  Barnetlookedathiswatch;itwasnowbarelytwohoursandahalffromthetimewhenhehadfirstheardoftheaccident。Hethrewasidethebookandturnedquicklytoreachastimulantwhichhadpreviouslybeenused。Pullinguptheblindformorelight,hiseyeglancedoutofthewindow。Therehesawthatredchimneystillsmokingcheerily,andthatroof,andthroughtheroofthatsomebody。

  Hismechanicalmovementsstopped,hishandremainedontheblind-

  cord,andheseemedtobecomebreathless,asifhehadsuddenlyfoundhimselftreadingahighrope。

  Whilehestoodasparrowlightedonthewindowsill,sawhim,andflewaway。Nextamanandadogwalkedoveroneofthegreenhillswhichbulgedabovetheroofsofthetown。ButBarnettooknonotice。

  WemaywonderwhatweretheexactimagesthatpassedthroughhismindduringthoseminutesofgazinguponLucySavile’shouse,thesparrow,themanandthedog,andLucySavile’shouseagain。Therearehonestmenwhowillnotadmittotheirthoughts,evenasidlehypotheses,viewsofthefuturethatassumeasdoneadeedwhichtheywouldrecoilfromdoing;andthereareotherhonestmenforwhommoralityendsatthesurfaceoftheirownheads,whowilldeliberatewhatthefirstwillnotsomuchassuppose。Barnethadawifewhosepretencedistractedhishome;shenowlayasindeath;bymerelydoingnothing——bylettingtheintelligencewhichhadgoneforthtotheworldlieundisturbed——hewouldeffectsuchadeliveranceforhimselfashehadneverhopedfor,andopenupanopportunityofwhichtillnowhehadneverdreamed。Whethertheconjuncturehadarisenthroughanyunscrupulous,ill-consideredimpulseofCharlsontohelpoutofastraitthefriendwhowassokindasnevertopresshimforwhatwasduecouldnotbetold;therewasnothingtoproveit;anditwasaquestionwhichcouldneverbeasked。Thetriangularsituation——himself——hiswife——LucySavile——

  wastheoneclearthing。

  FromBarnet’sactionswemayinferthatheSUPPOSEDsuchandsucharesult,foramoment,butdidnotdeliberate。Hewithdrewhishazeleyesfromthescenewithout,calmlyturned,rangthebellforassistance,andvigorouslyexertedhimselftolearniflifestilllingeredinthatmotionlessframe。Inashorttimeanothersurgeonwasinattendance;andthenBarnet’ssurmiseprovedtobetrue。Theslowlifetimidlyheavedagain;butmuchcareandpatiencewereneededtocatchandretainit,andaconsiderableperiodelapsedbeforeitcouldbesaidwithcertaintythatMrs。Barnetlived。Whenthiswasthecase,andtherewasnofurtherroomfordoubt,Barnetleftthechamber。TheblueeveningsmokefromLucy’schimneyhaddieddowntoanimperceptiblestream,andashewalkedaboutdownstairshemurmuredtohimself,’Mywifewasdead,andsheisaliveagain。’

  ItwasnotsowithDowne。Afterthreehours’immersionhiswife’sbodyhadbeenrecovered,life,ofcourse,beingquiteextinct。

  Barnetondescending,wentstraighttohisfriend’shouse,andtherelearnedtheresult。Downewashelplessinhiswildgrief,occasionallyevenhysterical。Barnetsaidlittle,butfindingthatsomeguidinghandwasnecessaryinthesorrow-strickenhousehold,tookuponhimtosuperviseandmanagetillDowneshouldbeinastateofmindtodosoforhimself。

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