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  ’Thereisonlyonechanceofdoingitknowntome。Ithasneverfailedinkindredafflictions,——thatIcandeclare。Butitishardtocarryout,andespeciallyforawoman。’

  ’Tellme!’saidshe。

  ’Youmusttouchwiththelimbtheneckofamanwho’sbeenhanged。’

  Shestartedalittleattheimagehehadraised。

  ’Beforehe’scold——justafterhe’scutdown,’continuedtheconjurorimpassively。

  ’Howcanthatdogood?’

  ’Itwillturnthebloodandchangetheconstitution。But,asIsay,todoitishard。Youmustgetintojail,andwaitforhimwhenhe’sbroughtoffthegallows。Lotshavedoneit,thoughperhapsnotsuchprettywomenasyou。Iusedtosenddozensforskincomplaints。Butthatwasinformertimes。ThelastIsentwasin’13——neartwentyyearsago。’

  Hehadnomoretotellher;and,whenhehadputherintoastraighttrackhomeward,turnedandlefther,refusingallmoneyasatfirst。

  ThecommunicationsankdeepintoGertrude’smind。Hernaturewasratheratimidone;andprobablyofallremediesthatthewhitewizardcouldhavesuggestedtherewasnotonewhichwouldhavefilledherwithsomuchaversionasthis,nottospeakoftheimmenseobstaclesinthewayofitsadoption。

  Casterbridge,thecounty-town,wasadozenorfifteenmilesoff;andthoughinthosedays,whenmenwereexecutedforhorse-stealing,arson,andburglary,anassizeseldompassedwithoutahanging,itwasnotlikelythatshecouldgetaccesstothebodyofthecriminalunaided。Andthefearofherhusband’sangermadeherreluctanttobreatheawordofTrendle’ssuggestiontohimortoanybodyabouthim。

  Shedidnothingformonths,andpatientlyboreherdisfigurementasbefore。Butherwoman’snature,cravingforrenewedlove,throughthemediumofrenewedbeautyshewasbuttwenty-five,waseverstimulatinghertotrywhat,atanyrate,couldhardlydoheranyharm。’Whatcamebyaspellwillgobyaspellsurely,’shewouldsay。Wheneverherimaginationpicturedtheactsheshrankinterrorfromthepossibilityofit:thenthewordsoftheconjuror,’Itwillturnyourblood,’wereseentobecapableofascientificnolessthanaghastlyinterpretation;themasteringdesirereturned,andurgedheronagain。

  Therewasatthistimebutonecountypaper,andthatherhusbandonlyoccasionallyborrowed。Butold-fashioneddayshadold-

  fashionedmeans,andnewswasextensivelyconveyedbywordofmouthfrommarkettomarket,orfromfairtofair,sothat,wheneversuchaneventasanexecutionwasabouttotakeplace,fewwithinaradiusoftwentymileswereignorantofthecomingsight;and,sofarasHolmstokewasconcerned,someenthusiastshadbeenknowntowalkallthewaytoCasterbridgeandbackinoneday,solelytowitnessthespectacle。ThenextassizeswereinMarch;andwhenGertrudeLodgeheardthattheyhadbeenheld,sheinquiredstealthilyattheinnastotheresult,assoonasshecouldfindopportunity。

  Shewas,however,toolate。Thetimeatwhichthesentencesweretobecarriedouthadarrived,andtomakethejourneyandobtainadmissionatsuchshortnoticerequiredatleastherhusband’sassistance。Shedarednottellhim,forshehadfoundbydelicateexperimentthatthesesmoulderingvillagebeliefsmadehimfuriousifmentioned,partlybecausehehalfentertainedthemhimself。Itwasthereforenecessarytowaitforanotheropportunity。

  HerdeterminationreceivedafillipfromlearningthattwoepilepticchildrenhadattendedfromthisveryvillageofHolmstokemanyyearsbeforewithbeneficialresults,thoughtheexperimenthadbeenstronglycondemnedbytheneighbouringclergy。April,May,June,passed;anditisnooverstatementtosaythatbytheendofthelast-namedmonthGertrudewell-nighlongedforthedeathofafellow-creature。Insteadofherformalprayerseachnight,herunconsciousprayerwas,’OLord,hangsomeguiltyorinnocentpersonsoon!’

  Thistimeshemadeearlierinquiries,andwasaltogethermoresystematicinherproceedings。Moreover,theseasonwassummer,betweenthehaymakingandtheharvest,andintheleisurethusaffordedhimherhusbandhadbeenholiday-takingawayfromhome。

  TheassizeswereinJuly,andshewenttotheinnasbefore。Therewastobeoneexecution——onlyone——forarson。

  HergreatestproblemwasnothowtogettoCasterbridge,butwhatmeanssheshouldadoptforobtainingadmissiontothejail。Thoughaccessforsuchpurposeshadformerlyneverbeendenied,thecustomhadfallenintodesuetude;andincontemplatingherpossibledifficulties,shewasagainalmostdriventofallbackuponherhusband。But,onsoundinghimabouttheassizes,hewassouncommunicative,somorethanusuallycold,thatshedidnotproceed,anddecidedthatwhatevershedidshewoulddoalone。

  Fortune,obduratehitherto,showedherunexpectedfavour。OntheThursdaybeforetheSaturdayfixedfortheexecution,Lodgeremarkedtoherthathewasgoingawayfromhomeforanotherdayortwoonbusinessatafair,andthathewassorryhecouldnottakeherwithhim。

  Sheexhibitedonthisoccasionsomuchreadinesstostayathomethathelookedatherinsurprise。Timehadbeenwhenshewouldhaveshowndeepdisappointmentatthelossofsuchajaunt。

  However,helapsedintohisusualtaciturnity,andonthedaynamedleftHolmstoke。

  Itwasnowherturn。Sheatfirsthadthoughtofdriving,butonreflectionheldthatdrivingwouldnotdo,sinceitwouldnecessitateherkeepingtotheturnpike-road,andsoincreasebytenfoldtheriskofherghastlyerrandbeingfoundout。Shedecidedtoride,andavoidthebeatentrack,notwithstandingthatinherhusband’sstablestherewasnoanimaljustatpresentwhichbyanystretchofimaginationcouldbeconsideredalady’smount,inspiteofhispromisebeforemarriagetoalwayskeepamareforher。Hehad,however,manycart-horses,fineonesoftheirkind;andamongtherestwasaserviceablecreature,anequineAmazon,withabackasbroadasasofa,onwhichGertrudehadoccasionallytakenanairingwhenunwell。Thishorseshechose。

  OnFridayafternoononeofthemenbroughtitround。Shewasdressed,andbeforegoingdownlookedathershrivelledarm。’Ah!’

  shesaidtoit,’ifithadnotbeenforyouthisterribleordealwouldhavebeensavedme!’

  Whenstrappingupthebundleinwhichshecarriedafewarticlesofclothing,shetookoccasiontosaytotheservant,’ItaketheseincaseIshouldnotgetbackto-nightfromthepersonIamgoingtovisit。Don’tbealarmedifIamnotinbyten,andcloseupthehouseasusual。Ishallbeathometo-morrowforcertain。’Shemeantthentoprivatelytellherhusband:thedeedaccomplishedwasnotlikethedeedprojected。Hewouldalmostcertainlyforgiveher。

  AndthentheprettypalpitatingGertrudeLodgewentfromherhusband’shomestead;butthoughhergoalwasCasterbridgeshedidnottakethedirectroutethitherthroughStickleford。Hercunningcourseatfirstwasinpreciselytheoppositedirection。Assoonasshewasoutofsight,however,sheturnedtotheleft,byaroadwhichledintoEgdon,andonenteringtheheathwheeledround,andsetoutinthetruecourse,duewesterly。Amoreprivatewaydownthecountycouldnotbeimagined;andastodirection,shehadmerelytokeepherhorse’sheadtoapointalittletotherightofthesun。Sheknewthatshewouldlightuponafurze-cutterorcottagerofsomesortfromtimetotime,fromwhomshemightcorrectherbearing。

  Thoughthedatewascomparativelyrecent,Egdonwasmuchlessfragmentaryincharacterthannow。Theattempts——successfulandotherwise——atcultivationonthelowerslopes,whichintrudeandbreakuptheoriginalheathintosmalldetachedheaths,hadnotbeencarriedfar;EnclosureActshadnottakeneffect,andthebanksandfenceswhichnowexcludethecattleofthosevillagerswhoformerlyenjoyedrightsofcommonagethereon,andthecartsofthosewhohadturbaryprivilegeswhichkepttheminfiringalltheyearround,werenoterected。Gertrude,therefore,rodealongwithnootherobstaclesthanthepricklyfurzebushes,thematsofheather,thewhitewater-courses,andthenaturalsteepsanddeclivitiesoftheground。

  Herhorsewassure,ifheavy-footedandslow,andthoughadraughtanimal,waseasy-paced;haditbeenotherwise,shewasnotawomanwhocouldhaveventuredtorideoversuchabitofcountrywithahalf-deadarm。Itwasthereforenearlyeighto’clockwhenshedrewreintobreathethemareonthelastoutlyinghighpointofheath-

  landtowardsCasterbridge,previoustoleavingEgdonforthecultivatedvalleys。

  ShehaltedbeforeapoolcalledRushy-pond,flankedbytheendsoftwohedges;arailingranthroughthecentreofthepond,dividingitinhalf。Overtherailingshesawthelowgreencountry;overthegreentreestheroofsofthetown;overtheroofsawhiteflatfacade,denotingtheentrancetothecountyjail。Ontheroofofthisfrontspecksweremovingabout;theyseemedtobeworkmenerectingsomething。Herfleshcrept。Shedescendedslowly,andwassoonamidcorn-fieldsandpastures。Inanotherhalf-hour,whenitwasalmostdusk,GertrudereachedtheWhiteHart,thefirstinnofthetownonthatside。

  Littlesurprisewasexcitedbyherarrival;farmers’wivesrodeonhorsebackthenmorethantheydonow;though,forthatmatter,Mrs。

  Lodgewasnotimaginedtobeawifeatall;theinnkeepersupposedhersomeharum-skarumyoungwomanwhohadcometoattend’hang-fair’

  nextday。NeitherherhusbandnorherselfeverdealtinCasterbridgemarket,sothatshewasunknown。Whiledismountingshebeheldacrowdofboysstandingatthedoorofaharness-maker’sshopjustabovetheinn,lookinginsideitwithdeepinterest。

  ’Whatisgoingonthere?’sheaskedoftheostler。

  ’Makingtheropeforto-morrow。’

  Shethrobbedresponsively,andcontractedherarm。

  ’’Tissoldbytheinchafterwards,’themancontinued。’Icouldgetyouabit,miss,fornothing,ifyou’dlike?’

  Shehastilyrepudiatedanysuchwish,allthemorefromacuriouscreepingfeelingthatthecondemnedwretch’sdestinywasbecominginterwovenwithherown;andhavingengagedaroomforthenight,satdowntothink。

  Uptothistimeshehadformedbutthevaguestnotionsabouthermeansofobtainingaccesstotheprison。Thewordsofthecunning-

  manreturnedtohermind。Hehadimpliedthatsheshoulduseherbeauty,impairedthoughitwas,asapass-key。Inherinexperiencesheknewlittleaboutjailfunctionaries;shehadheardofahigh-

  sheriffandanunder-sheriff;butdimlyonly。Sheknew,however,thattheremustbeahangman,andtothehangmanshedeterminedtoapply。

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