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  Mymothercameoutalonetowelcomemeback。Therewerenosecretsbetweenustwo。Itoldherallthathadhappened,justasIhavetoldittoyou。ShekeptsilencetillIhaddone。Andthensheputaquestiontome。

  “Whattimewasit,Francis,whenyousawtheWomaninyourDream?“

  IhadlookedattheclockwhenIlefttheinn,andIhadnoticedthatthehandspointedtotwentyminutespasttwo。Allowingforthetimeconsumedinspeakingtothelandlord,andingettingonmyclothes,IansweredthatImusthavefirstseentheWomanattwoo’clockinthemorning。Inotherwords,Ihadnotonlyseenheronmybirthday,butatthehourofmybirth。

  Mymotherstillkeptsilence。Lostinherownthoughts,shetookmebythehand,andledmeintotheparlor。Herwriting-deskwasonthetablebythefireplace。Sheopenedit,andsignedtometotakeachairbyherside。

  “Myson!yourmemoryisabadone,andmineisfastfailingme。

  TellmeagainwhattheWomanlookedlike。Iwanthertobeaswellknowntobothofus,yearshence,assheisnow。“

  Iobeyed;wonderingwhatstrangefancymightbeworkinginhermind。Ispoke;andshewrotethewordsastheyfellfrommylips:

  “Lightgrayeyes,withadroopinthelefteyelid。Flaxenhair,withagolden-yellowstreakinit。Whitearms,withadownuponthem。Little,lady’shands,witharosy-redlookaboutthefingernails。“

  “Didyounoticehowshewasdressed,Francis?“

  “No,mother。“

  “Didyounoticetheknife?“

  “Yes。Alargeclaspknife,withabuckhornhandle,asgoodasnew。“

  Mymotheraddedthedescriptionoftheknife。Alsotheyear,month,dayoftheweek,andhourofthedaywhentheDream-Womanappearedtomeattheinn。Thatdone,shelockedupthepaperinherdesk。

  “Notaword,Francis,toyouraunt。Notawordtoanylivingsoul。

  KeepyourDreamasecretbetweenyouandme。“

  Theweekspassed,andthemonthspassed。Mymotherneverreturnedtothesubjectagain。Asforme,time,whichwearsoutallthings,woreoutmyremembranceoftheDream。Littlebylittle,theimageoftheWomangrewdimmeranddimmer。Littlebylittle,shefadedoutofmymind。

  VII

  Thestoryofthewarningisnowtold。Judgeforyourselfifitwasatruewarningorafalse,whenyouhearwhathappenedtomeonmynextbirthday。

  IntheSummertimeoftheyear,theWheelofFortuneturnedtherightwayformeatlast。Iwassmokingmypipeoneday,nearanoldstonequarryattheentrancetoourvillage,whenacarriageaccidenthappened,whichgaveanewturn,asitwere,tomylotinlife。Itwasanaccidentofthecommonestkind——notworthmentioningatanylength。Aladydrivingherself;arunawayhorse;

  acowardlyman-servantinattendance,frightenedoutofhiswits;

  andthestonequarrytooneartobeagreeable——thatiswhatIsaw,allinafewmoments,betweentwowhiffsofmypipe。Istoppedthehorseattheedgeofthequarry,andgotmyselfalittlehurtbytheshaftofthechaise。Butthatdidn’tmatter。TheladydeclaredIhadsavedherlife;andherhusband,comingwithhertoourcottagethenextday,tookmeintohisservicethenandthere。

  Theladyhappenedtobeofadarkcomplexion;anditmayamuseyoutohearthatmyauntChanceinstantlypitchedonthatcircumstanceasameansofsavingthecreditofthecards。HerewasthepromiseoftheQueenofSpadesperformedtotheveryletter,bymeansof“adarkwoman,“justasmyaunthadtoldme。“Inthetimetocome,Francis,bewareo’pettin’yerainblindedintairpretationonthecairds。Ye’reowerready,Itrow,tomurmurunderdispensationofProavidencethatyecannafathom——liketheEesraelitesofauld。

  I’llsaynaemairtoye。Mebbewhenthemony’spoweringintoyerpoakets,ye’llnoforgetyerauntChance,leftlikeasparrowonthehousetop,wiasma’annuiteeo’thrattypundsayear。“

  IremainedinmysituationattheWest-endofLondonuntiltheSpringoftheNewYear。Aboutthattime,mymaster’shealthfailed。Thedoctorsorderedhimawaytoforeignparts,andtheestablishmentwasbrokenup。Buttheturninmyluckstillheldgood。WhenIleftmyplace,Ileftit——thankstothegenerosityofmykindmaster——withayearlyallowancegrantedtome,inremembranceofthedaywhenIhadsavedmymistress’slife。Forthefuture,Icouldgobacktoserviceornot,asIpleased;mylittleincomewasenoughtosupportmymotherandmyself。

  MymasterandmistressleftEnglandtowardtheendofFebruary。

  CertainmattersofbusinesstodoforthemdetainedmeinLondonuntilthelastdayofthemonth。Iwasonlyabletoleaveforourvillagebytheeveningtrain,tokeepmybirthdaywithmymotherasusual。ItwasbedtimewhenIgottothecottage;andIwassorrytofindthatshewasfarfromwell。Tomakemattersworse,shehadfinishedherbottleofmedicineonthepreviousday,andhadomittedtogetitreplenished,asthedoctorhadstrictlydirected。

  Hedispensedhisownmedicines,andIofferedtogoandknockhimup。Sherefusedtoletmedothis;and,aftergivingmemysupper,sentmeawaytomybed。

  Ifellasleepforalittle,andwokeagain。Mymother’sbed-

  chamberwasnexttomine。IheardmyauntChance’sheavyfootstepsgoingtoandfrointheroom,and,suspectingsomethingwrong,knockedatthedoor。Mymother’spainshadreturneduponher;

  therewasaseriousnecessityforrelievinghersufferingsasspeedilyaspossible,Iputonmyclothes,andranoff,withthemedicinebottleinmyhand,totheotherendofthevillage,wherethedoctorlived。ThechurchclockchimedthequartertotwoonmybirthdayjustasIreachedhishouse。Oneringofthenightbellbroughthimtohisbedroomwindowtospeaktome。Hetoldmetowait,andhewouldletmeinatthesurgerydoor。Inoticed,whileIwaswaiting,thatthenightwaswonderfullyfairandwarmforthetimeofyear。Theoldstonequarrywherethecarriageaccidenthadhappenedwaswithinview。Themoonintheclearheavenslititupalmostasbrightasday。

  Inaminuteortwothedoctorletmeintothesurgery。Iclosedthedoor,noticingthathehadlefthisroomverylightlyclad。Hekindlypardonedmymother’sneglectofhisdirections,andsettoworkatonceatcompoundingthemedicine。Wewerebothintentonthebottle;hefillingit,andIholdingthelight——whenweheardthesurgerydoorsuddenlyopenedfromthestreet。

  VIII

  Whocouldpossiblybeupandaboutinourquietvillageatthesecondhourofthemorning?

  Thepersonwhoopenedthedoorappearedwithinrangeofthelightofthecandle。Tocompleteouramazement,thepersonprovedtobeawoman!Shewalkeduptothecounter,andstandingsidebysidewithme,liftedherveil。Atthemomentwhensheshowedherface,Iheardthechurchclockstriketwo。Shewasastrangertome,andastrangertothedoctor。Shewasalso,beyondallcomparison,themostbeautifulwomanIhaveeverseeninmylife。

  “Isawthelightunderthedoor,“shesaid。“Iwantsomemedicine。“

  Shespokequitecomposedly,asiftherewasnothingatallextraordinaryinherbeingoutinthevillageattwointhemorning,andfollowingmeintothesurgerytoaskformedicine!

  Thedoctorstaredatherasifhesuspectedhisowneyesofdeceivinghim。“Whoareyou?“beasked。“Howdoyoucometobewanderingaboutatthistimeinthemorning?“

  Shepaidnoheedtohisquestions。Sheonlytoldhimcoollywhatshewanted。“Ihavegotabadtoothache。Iwantabottleoflaudanum。“

  Thedoctorrecoveredhimselfwhensheaskedforthelaudanum。Hewasonhisownground,youknow,whenitcametoamatteroflaudanum;andhespoketohersmartlyenoughthistime。

  “Oh,youhavegotthetoothache,haveyou?Letmelookatthetooth。“

  Sheshookherbead,andlaidatwo-shillingpieceonthecounter。

  “Iwon’ttroubleyoutolookatthetooth,“shesaid。“Thereisthemoney。Letmehavethelaudanum,ifyouplease。“

  Thedoctorputthetwo-shillingpiecebackagaininherhand。“I

  don’tselllaudanumtostrangers,“heanswered。“Ifyouareinanydistressofbodyormind,thatisanothermatter。Ishallbegladtohelpyou。“

  Sheputthemoneybackinherpocket。“YOUcan’thelpme,“shesaid,asquietlyasever。“Goodmorning。“

  Withthat,sheopenedthesurgerydoortogooutagainintothestreet。Sofar,Ihadnotspokenawordonmyside。IhadstoodwiththecandleinmyhandnotknowingIwasholdingit——withmyeyesfixedonher,withmymindfixedonherlikeamanbewitched。

  Herlooksbetrayed,evenmoreplainlythanherwords,herresolution,inonewayoranother,todestroyherself。Whensheopenedthedoor,inmyalarmatwhatmighthappenIfoundtheuseofmytongue。

  “Stop!“Icriedout。“Waitforme。Iwanttospeaktoyoubeforeyougoaway。“Sheliftedhereyeswithalookofcarelesssurpriseandamockingsmileonherlips。

  “WhatcanYOUhavetosaytome?“Shestopped,andlaughedtoherself。“Whynot?“shesaid。“Ihavegotnothingtodo,andnowheretogo。“Sheturnedbackastep,andnoddedtome。“You’reastrangeman——IthinkI’llhumoryou——I’llwaitoutside。“Thedoorofthesurgeryclosedonher。Shewasgone。

  Iamashamedtoownwhathappenednext。TheonlyexcuseformeisthatIwasreallyandtrulyamanbewitched。Iturnedmeroundtofollowherout,withoutoncethinkingofmymother。Thedoctorstoppedme。

  “Don’tforgetthemedicine,“hesaid。“Andifyouwilltakemyadvice,don’ttroubleyourselfaboutthatwoman。Rouseuptheconstable。It’shisbusinesstolookafterher——notyours。“

  Iheldoutmyhandforthemedicineinsilence:IwasafraidI

  shouldfailinrespectifItrustedmyselftoanswerhim。Hemusthaveseen,asIsaw,thatshewantedthelaudanumtopoisonherself。Hehad,tomymind,takenaveryheartlessviewofthematter。Ijustthankedhimwhenhegavemethemedicine——andwentout。

  Shewaswaitingformeasshehadpromised;walkingslowlytoandfro——atall,graceful,solitaryfigureinthebrightmoonbeams。

  Theyshedoverherfaircomplexion,herbrightgoldenhair,herlargegrayeyes,justthelightthatsuitedthembest。Shelookedhardlymortalwhenshefirstturnedtospeaktome。

  “Well?“shesaid。“Andwhatdoyouwant?“

  Inspiteofmypride,ormyshyness,ormybettersense——whicheveritmightbe——allmyheartwentouttoherinamoment。Icaughtholdofherbythehands,andownedwhatwasinmythoughts,asfreelyasifIhadknownherforhalfalifetime。

  “Youmeantodestroyyourself,“Isaid。“AndImeantopreventyoufromdoingit。IfIfollowyouaboutallnight,I’llpreventyoufromdoingit。“

  Shelaughed。“Yousawyourselfthathewouldn’tsellmethelaudanum。DoyoureallycarewhetherIliveordie?“Shesqueezedmyhandsgentlyassheputthequestion:hereyessearchedminewithalanguid,lingeringlookinthemthatranthroughmelikefire。Myvoicediedawayonmylips;Icouldn’tanswerher。

  Sheunderstood,withoutmyanswering。“Youhavegivenmeafancyforliving,byspeakingkindlytome,“shesaid。“Kindnesshasawonderfuleffectonwomen,anddogs,andotherdomesticanimals。

  Itisonlymenwhoaresuperiortokindness。Makeyourmindeasy——

  IpromisetotakeasmuchcareofmyselfasifIwasthehappiestwomanliving!Don’tletmekeepyouhere,outofyourbed。Whichwayareyougoing?“

  MiserablewretchthatIwas,Ihadforgottenmymother——withthemedicineinmyhand!“Iamgoinghome,“Isaid。“Whereareyoustaying?Attheinn?“

  Shelaughedherbitterlaugh,andpointedtothestonequarry。

  “ThereisMYinnforto-night,“shesaid。“WhenIgottiredofwalkingabout,Irestedthere。“

  Wewalkedontogether,onmywayhome。Itookthelibertyofaskingherifshehadanyfriends。

  “IthoughtIhadonefriendleft,“shesaid,“oryouwouldneverhavemetmeinthisplace。ItturnsoutIwaswrong。Myfriend’sdoorwasclosedinmyfacesomehourssince;myfriend’sservantsthreatenedmewiththepolice。Ihadnowhereelsetogo,aftertryingmyluckinyourneighborhood;andnothingleftbutmytwo-

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