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  TheLadyMaryElkinghornmadethingsalittlemorecomplicatedforhim。

  HowTHATbeganwasasubjectofinexhaustiblespeculationtoHicks。

  Probablyinthebeginningshewasjustalittle“nice“tohimwiththatimpartialpartialityofhers,anditmaybethattohereyes,standingoutconspicuouslyashedidrulinghismonsterintheupperair,hehadadistinctionthatHickswasnotdisposedtofind。Andsomehowtheymusthavehadamomentofsufficientisolation,andthegreatDiscovereramomentofsufficientcourageforsomethingjustalittlepersonaltobemumbledorblurted。Howeveritbegan,thereisnodoubtthatitdidbegin,andpresentlybecamequiteperceptibletoaworldaccustomedtofindintheproceedingsoftheLadyMaryElkinghornamatterofentertainment。Itcomplicatedthings,becausethestateofloveinsuchavirginmindasFilmer’swouldbracehisresolution,ifnotsufficiently,atanyrateconsiderablytowardsfacingadangerhefeared,andhamperedhiminsuchattemptsatevasionaswouldotherwisebenaturalandcongenial。

  ItremainsamatterforspeculationjusthowtheLadyMaryfeltforFilmerandjustwhatshethoughtofhim。Atthirty-eightonemayhavegatheredmuchwisdomandstillbenotaltogetherwise,andtheimaginationstillfunctionsactivelyenoughincreatingglamoursandeffectingtheimpossible。Hecamebeforehereyesasaverycentralman,andthatalwayscounts,andhehadpowers,uniquepowersasitseemed,atanyrateintheair。Theperformancewiththemodelhadjustatouchofthequalityofapotentincantation,andwomenhaveeverdisplayedanunreasonabledispositiontoimaginethatwhenamanhaspowershemustnecessarilyhavePower。Givensomuch,andwhatwasnotgoodinFilmer’smannerandappearancebecameanaddedmerit。Hewasmodest,hehateddisplay,butgivenanoccasionwhereTRUEqualitiesareneeded,then——thenonewouldsee!

  ThelateMrs。BamptonthoughtitwisetoconveytoLadyMaryheropinionthatFilmer,allthingsconsidered,wasrathera“grub。““He’scertainlynotasortofmanIhaveevermetbefore,“saidtheLadyMary,withaquiteunruffledserenity。AndMrs。Bampton,afteraswift,imperceptibleglanceatthatserenity,decidedthatsofarassayinganythingtoLadyMarywent,shehaddoneasmuchascouldbeexpectedofher。Butshesaidagreatdealtootherpeople。

  Andatlast,withoutanyunduehasteorunseemliness,thedaydawned,thegreatday,whenBanghursthadpromisedhispublic——

  theworldinfact——thatflyingshouldbefinallyattainedandovercome。

  Filmersawitdawn,watchedeveninthedarknessbeforeitdawned,watcheditsstarsfadeandthegreyandpearlypinksgiveplaceatlasttotheclearblueskyofasunny,cloudlessday。Hewatcheditfromthewindowofhisbedroominthenew-builtwingofBanghurst’sTudorhouse。Andasthestarswereoverwhelmedandtheshapesandsubstancesofthingsgrewintobeingoutoftheamorphousdark,hemusthaveseenmoreandmoredistinctlythefestivepreparationsbeyondthebeechclumpsnearthegreenpavilionintheouterpark,thethreestandsfortheprivilegedspectators,theraw,newfencingoftheenclosure,theshedsandworkshops,theVenetianmastsandflutteringflagsthatBanghursthadconsideredessential,blackandlimpinthebreezelessdawn,andamidstallthesethingsagreatshapecoveredwithtarpauling。Astrangeandterribleportentforhumanitywasthatshape,abeginningthatmustsurelyspreadandwidenandchangeanddominatealltheaffairsofmen,buttoFilmeritisverydoubtfulwhetheritappearedinanythingbutanarrowandpersonallight。Severalpeopleheardhimpacinginthesmallhours——forthevastplacewaspackedwithguestsbyaproprietoreditorwho,beforeallunderstoodcompression。

  Andaboutfiveo’clock,ifnotbefore,Filmerlefthisroomandwanderedoutofthesleepinghouseintothepark,alivebythattimewithsunlightandbirdsandsquirrelsandthefallowdeer。MacAndrew,whowasalsoanearlyriser,methimnearthemachine,andtheywentandhadalookatittogether。

  ItisdoubtfulifFilmertookanybreakfast,inspiteoftheurgencyofBanghurst。Sosoonastheguestsbegantobeaboutinsomenumberheseemstohaveretreatedtohisroom。Thenceabouttenhewentintotheshrubbery,veryprobablybecausehehadseentheLadyMaryElkinghornthere。Shewaswalkingupanddown,engagedinconversationwithheroldschoolfriend,Mrs。Brewis-Craven,andalthoughFilmerhadnevermetthelatterladybefore,hejoinedthemandwalkedbesidethemforsometime。TherewereseveralsilencesinspiteoftheLadyMary’sbrilliance。Thesituationwasadifficultone,andMrs。Brewis-Cravendidnotmasteritsdifficulty。“Hestruckme,“

  shesaidafterwardswithaluminousself-contradiction,“asaveryunhappypersonwhohadsomethingtosay,andwantedbeforeallthingstobehelpedtosayit。Buthowwasonetohelphimwhenonedidn’tknowwhatitwas?“

  Athalf-pasteleventheenclosuresforthepublicintheouterparkwerecrammed,therewasanintermittentstreamofequipagesalongthebeltwhichcirclestheouterpark,andthehousepartywasdottedoverthelawnandshrubberyandthecorneroftheinnerpark,inaseriesofbrilliantlyattiredknots,allmakingfortheflyingmachine。FilmerwalkedinagroupofthreewithBanghurst,whowassupremelyandconspicuouslyhappy,andSirTheodoreHickle,thepresidentoftheAeronauticalSociety。Mrs。BanghurstwasclosebehindwiththeLadyMaryElkinghorn,GeorginaHickle,andtheDeanofStays。Banghurstwaslargeandcopiousinspeech,andsuchintersticesasheleftwerefilledinbyHicklewithcomplimentaryremarkstoFilmer。AndFilmerwalkedbetweenthemsayingnotawordexceptbywayofunavoidablereply。Behind,Mrs。BanghurstlistenedtotheadmirablysuitableandshapelyconversationoftheDeanwiththatflutteredattentiontotheamplerclergytenyearsofsocialascentandascendencyhadnotcuredinher;andtheLadyMarywatched,nodoubtwithanentireconfidenceintheworld’sdisillusionment,thedroopingshouldersofthesortofmanshehadnevermetbefore。

  Therewassomecheeringasthecentralpartycameintoviewoftheenclosures,butitwasnotveryunanimousnorinvigoratingcheering。

  TheywerewithinfiftyyardsoftheapparatuswhenFilmertookahastyglanceoverhisshouldertomeasurethedistanceoftheladiesbehindthem,anddecidedtomakethefirstremarkhehadinitiatedsincethehousehadbeenleft。Hisvoicewasjustalittlehoarse,andhecutinonBanghurstinmid-sentenceonProgress。

  “Isay,Banghurst,“hesaid,andstopped。

  “Yes,“saidBanghurst。

  “Iwish——“Hemoistenedhislips。“I’mnotfeelingwell。“

  Banghurststoppeddead。“Eh?“heshouted。

  “Aqueerfeeling。“Filmermadetomoveon,butBanghurstwasimmovable。

  “Idon’tknow。Imaybebetterinaminute。Ifnot——perhaps……

  MacAndrew——“

  “You’renotfeelingWELL?“saidBanghurst,andstaredathiswhiteface。

  “Mydear!“hesaid,asMrs。Banghurstcameupwiththem,“Filmersaysheisn’tfeelingWELL。“

  “Alittlequeer,“exclaimedFilmer,avoidingtheLadyMary’seyes。

  “Itmaypassoff——“

  Therewasapause。

  ItcametoFilmerthathewasthemostisolatedpersonintheworld。

  “Inanycase,“saidBanghurst,“theascentmustbemade。Perhapsifyouweretositdownsomewhereforamoment——“

  “It’sthecrowd,Ithink,“saidFilmer。

  Therewasasecondpause。Banghurst’seyerestedinscrutinyonFilmer,andthensweptthesampleofpublicintheenclosure。

  “It’sunfortunate,“saidSirTheodoreHickle;butstill——Isuppose——

  Yourassistants——Ofcourse,ifyoufeeloutofconditionanddisinclined——“

  “Idon’tthinkMr。FilmerwouldpermitTHATforamoment,“saidLadyMary。

  “ButifMr。Filmer’snerveisrun——Itmightevenbedangerousforhimtoattempt——“Hicklecoughed。

  “It’sjustbecauseit’sdangerous,“begantheLadyMary,andfeltshehadmadeherpointofviewandFilmer’splainenough。

  ConflictingmotivesstruggledforFilmer。

  “IfeelIoughttogoup,“hesaid,regardingtheground。HelookedupandmettheLadyMary’seyes。“Iwanttogoup,“hesaid,andsmiledwhitelyather。HeturnedtowardsBanghurst。“IfIcouldjustsitdownsomewhereforamomentoutofthecrowdandsun——“

  Banghurst,atleast,wasbeginningtounderstandthecase。“Comeintomylittleroominthegreenpavilion,“hesaid。“It’squitecoolthere。“HetookFilmerbythearm。

  FilmerturnedhisfacetotheLadyMaryElkinghornagain。“Ishallbeallrightinfiveminutes,“hesaid。“I’mtremendouslysorry——“

  TheLadyMaryElkinghornsmiledathim。“Icouldn’tthink——“hesaidtoHickle,andobeyedthecompulsionofBanghurst’spull。

  Therestremainedwatchingthetworecede。

  “Heissofragile,“saidtheLadyMary。

  “He’scertainlyahighlynervoustype,“saidtheDean,whoseweaknessitwastoregardthewholeworld,exceptmarriedclergymenwithenormousfamilies,as“neurotic。“

  “Ofcourse,“saidHickle,“itisn’tabsolutelynecessaryforhimtogoupbecausehehasinvented——“

  “HowCOULDheavoidit?“askedtheLadyMary,withthefaintestshadowofscorn。

  “It’scertainlymostunfortunateifhe’sgoingtobeillnow,“saidMrs。Banghurstalittleseverely。

  “He’snotgoingtobeill,“saidtheLadyMary,andcertainlyshehadmetFilmer’seye。

  “YOU’LLbeallright,“saidBanghurst,astheywenttowardsthepavilion。

  “Allyouwantisanipofbrandy。Itoughttobeyou,youknow。

  You’llbe——you’dgetitrough,youknow,ifyouletanotherman——“

  “Oh,Iwanttogo,“saidFilmer。“Ishallbeallright。AsamatteroffactI’malmostinclinedNOW。No!IthinkI’llhavethatnipofbrandyfirst。“

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