Aswiftvisionofabright-faced,cheery-voicedsoldier,feelinghiswayaroundadarkenedroomintheAmoryhome,leapedtoSidney’smindandoverwhelmedhimwithpityandself-reproach。
“DearMissFrances,willyouforgiveme?Ihadn’tquitegotontothething。Iunderstandthegamebetternow。“
“Now,Idon’twanttopoisonyourmind。Ishouldn’thavesaidthat——abouttheflatfeet,Imean。HegoestotheRectory,youknow。Iwanttobefair——“
“Pleasedon’tworry。Weknowallaboutthatsortathome,“saidSidney,touchingherhandforamoment。“Myword,thatwasahotone!Theflat-footedJohnnieisobviouslybewildered。Thelastgamewassheermassacre,eh,what?“
IfMaitlandwasnotinformtherewasnosignofitinhisworkonthecourt。Therewaslittleofcourtesy,lessoffunandnothingatallofmercyinhisplay。Fromfirsttolastandwithoutreprievehedrovehisgameruthlesslytoafinish。Soterrific,soresistlesswerehisattacks,socoldlyrelentlessthespiritheshowed,ignoringutterlyallattemptsatfriendlyexchangeofcourtesy,thattheunhappyandenragedStillwell,becomingutterlydemoralized,losthisnerve,losthiscontrolandhopelesslylosteverychanceheeverpossessedofwinningasinglegameofthesetwhichclosedwiththescoresixtonothing。
AttheconclusionofthesetStillwell,withnopretenseofexplanationorapology,leftthecourtstohisenemywhostoodwaitinghisappearanceinasilencesooppressivethatitseemedtorestlikeapalluponthesidelines。SooverwhelmingwasStillwell’sdefeat,sohumiliatinghisexhibitionoftotalcollapseofmoralethatthecompanyreceivedtheresultwithbutslightmanifestationoffeeling。Withoutanyshowofsympathyevenhisfriendsslippedaway,asifunwillingtoaddtohishumiliationbytheircommiseration。Ontheotherside,thecongratulationsofferedMaitlandwereforthemostpartlackinginthespontaneitythatissupposedtobepropertosuchasmashingvictory。Someofhisfriendsseemedtofeelasiftheyhadbeencalledupontowitnessanunworthything。Notso,however,witheitherFrancesAmoryorSidneyTempleton。BothgreetedCaptainJackwithenthusiasmandwarmth,openlyandfreelyrejoicinginhisvictory。
“ByJove,Maitland,thatwastremendous,appalling,eh,what?“
“Imeantittobeso,“saidMaitlandgrimly,“elseIshouldnothaveplayedwithhim。“
“Itwascomingtohim,“saidFrances。“Iamsimplycompletelydelighted。“
“CanIgiveyoualifthome,Frances?“saidMaitland。“Letusgetaway。You,too,Templeton,“headdedtoSidney,whowaslingeringneartheyoungladyinobviousunwillingnesstoleaveherside。
“Oh,thanks!Sureyouhaveroom?“hesaid。“Allright。Youknowmycousinleftmeinyourcare。“
“Oh,indeed!Well,comealongthen,sinceourheroissogood。
Really,Iamupliftedtoquiteanunusualheightofgloriousexultation。“
“Don’trubitin,Frank,“saidJackgloomily。“Imadeanassofmyself,Iknowquitewell。“
“Whatrot,Jack。Everyoneofyourfriendswastickledtodeath。“
“Adrien,forinstance,eh?“saidJackwithabitterlittlelaugh,takinghisplaceatthewheel。
“Oh,Adrien!“repliedFrances。“Well,youknowAdrien!Sheis——
justAdrien。“
Asheturnedintothestreettherewasasoundofrushingfeet。
“Hello,CaptainJack!Oh,CaptainJack!Waitforme!Youhaveroom,haven’tyou?“
Awhirlwindofflashinglegsandwindblownmassesofgold-redhair,whichrealiseditselfintoayounggirlofaboutsixteen,boredownonthecar。ItwasAdrien’syoungersister,Patricia,andatonceherprideandherterror。
“Why,Patsy,whereonearthdidyoucomefrom?Ofcourse!Getin!
Gladtohaveyou,oldchap。“
“Oh,CaptainJack,whatagame!Whatawonderfulgame!AndRuperthasbeenplayingallsummerandawfullywell!Andyouhavehardlyplayedagame!Iwasawfullypleased——“
“Wereyou?I’mnotsurethatIwas,“repliedCaptainJack。
“Well,youWEREsavage,youknow。Youlookedasifyouwereinafight。“
“DidI?Thatwasveryrottenofme,wasn’tit?“
“Oh,Idon’tknowexactly。Butitwasawonderfulgame。Ofcourse,onedoesn’tplaytennislikeafight,Isuppose。“
“No!Youarequiteright,Pat,“repliedCaptainJack。“Yousee,I’mafraidIlostmytemperabit,whichishorriblybadformI
know,and——well,Iwantedtofightratherthanplay,andofcourseonecouldn’tfightonthetenniscourtinthepresenceofalotofladies,yousee。“
“Well,I’mgladyoudidn’tfight,CaptainJack。Youhavehadenoughoffighting,haven’tyou?AndRupertisreallyverynice,youknow。Hehasawonderfulcarandheletsmedriveit,andhealwaysbringsaboxofchocolateseverytimehecomes。“
“Hemustbeperfectlylovely,“saidCaptainJack,withagrinather。
ThegirllaughedalaughofsuchinfectiousjollitythatCaptainJackwasforcedtojoinwithher。
“That’soneforyou,CaptainJack,“shecried。“IknowIamapigwherechocsareconcerned,andIdolovetodriveacar。But,really,Rupertisquitenice。Heissofunny。HemakesMammalaugh。Thoughhedoesteasemealot。“
CaptainJackdroveoninsilenceforsomemoments。
“Iwasgladtoseeyouplayingthoughto-day,CaptainJack。“
“Wherewereyou?Ididn’tseeyouanywhere。“
“Notlikely!“Sheglancedbehindherattheothersinthebackseat。Sheneednothavegiventhemathought,theyweretoodeeplyengrossedtoheedher。“DoyouknowwhereIwas?Inthecrutchofthebigelm——youknow!“
“Don’tI!“saidCaptainJack。“Asplendidseat,but——“
“Wouldn’tAdrienbeshocked?“saidthegirl,withadeliciouslymischievoustwinkleinhereye。“Or,atleast,shewouldpretendtobe。Adrienthinksshemusttrainmedownabit,youknow。ShesaysIhavemostawfulmanners。ShewantsMammatosendmeovertoEnglandtoherschool。ButIdon’twanttogo,youbet。Besides,Idon’tthinkDadcanafforditsotheycan’tsendme。Anyway,I
couldhavegoodmannersifIwantedto。IcouldactjustlikeAdrienifIwantedto——Imean,forawhile。Butthatwasarealgame。IfeltsorryforRupert,alittle。Yousee,hedidn’tseemtoknowwhattodoorhowtobegin。Andyoulookedsoterrible!
NowinthegamewithCousinSidneyyouweresodifferent,andyouplayedsoawfullywell,too,butdifferently。Somehow,itwasjustlikegentlemenplaying,youknow——“
“Youhavehitit,Patsy,——aregularbull!“saidCaptainJack。
“Oh,Idon’tmean——“beganthegirlinconfusion,rarewithher。
“Yes,youdo,Pat。Sticktoyourguns。“
“Well,Iwill。Thefirstgameeverybodylovedtowatch。Thesecondgame——somehowitmademewishRuperthadbeenaHun。I’dhaveloveditthen。“
“ByJove,Patsy,you’rerightonthetarget。You’vescoredagain。“
“Oh,I’mnotsayingjustwhatIwant——butIhopeyouknowwhatI
mean。“
“Yourmeaninghitsmerightintheeye。Andyouarequiteright。
Thetenniscourtisnoplaceforafight,eh?And,afterall,RupertStillwellisnoHun。“
“Butyouhaven’tbeenplayingthissummeratall,CaptainJack,“
saidthegirl,changingthesubject。“Whynot?“Thegirl’stonewasquitesevere。“Andyoudon’tdoalotofthingsyouusedtodo,andyoudon’tgotoplaces,andyouaredifferent。“Theblueeyesearnestlysearchedhisface。
“AmIdifferent?“heaskedslowly。“Well,everybodyisdifferent。
Andthen,youknow,Iambusy。Abusinessmanhashishoursandhemuststicktothem。“
“Oh,Idon’tbelieveyouabit。Youdon’tneedtobedownatthemillsallthetime。LookatRupert。Hedoesn’tneedtobeathisfather’soffice。“
“Apparentlynot。“
“Hegetsoffwheneverhewantsto。“
“Lookslikeit。“
“Andwhycan’tyou?“
“Well,yousee,IamnotRupert,“saidCaptainJack,grinningather。
“Nowyouarehorrible。Whydon’tyoudoasyouusedtodo?Youknowyoucouldifyouwantedto。“
“Yes,Isuppose,ifIwantedto,“saidCaptainJack,suddenlygrave。
“Youdon’twantto,“saidthegirl,quicktocatchhismood。
“Well,youknow,Patsydear,thingsaredifferent,andIsupposeI
amtoo。Idon’tcaremuchforalotofthings。“
“Youjustlookasifyoudidn’tcareforanythingoranybodysometimes,CaptainJack,“saidPatriciaquietly。Thenafterafewmomentssheburstforth:“Oh,don’tyourememberyourhockeyteam?
Oh!oh!oh!Iusedtositandjustholdmyheartfromjumping。Itnearlyusedtochokemewhenyouwouldteardowntheicewiththepuck。“
“Thatwaslongago,Patdear。IguessIwas——ah——veryyoungthen,eh?“
“Yes,Iknow,“noddedthegirl。“Ifeelthesameway——Iwasjustakidthen。“
“Ah,yes,“saidCaptainJack,withneverasmile。“Youwerejust——
let’ssee——twelve,wasit?“
“Yes,twelve。AndIfeltjustakid。“
“Andnow?“CaptainJack’svoicewasquitegrave。
“Now?Well,Iamnotexactlyakid。Atleast,notthesamekindofkid。And,asyousay,alotofthingsaredifferent。IthinkI
knowhowyoufeel。Iwaslikethat,too——after——after——Herbert——“
Thegirlpaused,withherlipsquivering。“Itwasalldifferent——
sodifferent。Everythingweusedtodo,Ididn’tfeellikedoing。
AndIsupposethat’sthewaywithyou,CaptainJack,withAndy——andthenyourMother,too。“Sheleanedclosetohimandputherhandtimidlyonhisarm。
CaptainJack,sittingupverystraightandlookingverygrave,feltthethrillofthetimidtouchrunthroughhisveryheart。Arushofwarm,tenderemotionsuchashehadnotallowedhimselfformanymonthssuddenlysurprisedhim,fillinghiseyesandchokinghisthroat。Sincehisreturnfromthewarhehadwithoutknowledgebeenyearningforjustsuchanunderstandingtouchasthischildwithherwomanlyinstincthadgivenhim。Hewithdrewonehandfromthewheelandtookthewarmclingingfingerstightinhisandwaitedinsilencetillhewassureofhimself。Hedrovesomeblocksbeforehewasquitemasterofhisvoice。Then,releasingthefingers,heturnedhisfacetowardthegirl。
“Youarearealpal,aren’tyou,Patsyoldgirl?“hesaidwithaverybrightsmileather。
“Iwanttobe!Oh,Iwouldlovetobe!“shesaid,withaswiftintakeofbreath。“Andafterawhileyouwillbejustasyouwerebeforeyouwentaway。“
“Hardly,Ifear,Patsy。“
“Well,notthesame,butdifferentfromwhatyouarenow。No,I
don’tmeanthatabit,CaptainJack。Butperhapsyouknow——Idowanttoseeyouontheiceagain。Oh,itwouldbewonderful!Ofcourse,theoldteamwouldn’tbethere——HerbertandPhilandAndy。
Why!Youaretheonlyoneleft!AndRupert。“Sheaddedthenamedoubtfully。“ItWOULDbedifferent!oh,sodifferent!Oh!Idon’twonderyoudon’tcare,CaptainJack。Iwon’twonder——“Therewasalittlechokeintheyoungvoice。“Iseeitnow——“
“Ithinkyouunderstand,Patsy,andyouarealittlebrick,“saidCaptainJackinalow,hurriedtone。“AndIamgoingtotry。
Anyway,whateverhappens,wewillbepals。“
Thegirlcaughthisarmtightinherclaspedhandsandinalowvoiceshesaid,“Alwaysandalways,CaptainJack,andevermore。“
AndtilltheydrewupattheRectorydoornomorewassaid。
Maitlanddrovehomewardthroughthemellowautumneveningwithawarmer,kindlierglowinhisheartthanhehadknownthroughallthedrearyweeksthathadfollowedhisreturnfromthewar。Forthewarhadwroughtdesolationforhiminahomeoncerichinthethingsthatmakelifeworthwhile,bytakingfromithismother,whoseraresoulqualitieshadwonandheldthroughherlifethelove,thepassionate,adoringloveofhersons,andhistwinbrother,thecomrade,chum,friendofallhisdays,withwhoselifehisownhadgrownintoacompleteandidealunity,deprivedofwhomhislifewasleftlikeabodyfromwhoserawandquiveringfleshone-halfhadbeentornaway。
Thewarhadlefthislifeotherwisebruisedandmaimedinwaysknownonlytohimself。