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  Onthepresentoccasionhehasarrivedonthesceneincompanywithtwowomen。Oneofthem,agedabouttwenty,isgentle-

  looking,plump,andglassyofeye,withamouthperpetuallyhalf-

  open,sothatthefacelookslikethatofanimbecile,andthoughtheexposedteethofitslowerportionmayseemtobesetinasmile,youwillperceive,shouldyoupeerintothemotionlesseyesundertheoverhangingbrows,thatshehasrecentlybeenweepingintheterrified,hystericalfashionofapersonofweakintellect。

  IhavecomeherewiththatmanandotherstrangersthusIheardhernarrateinlow,queruloustonesaswithastumpyfingersherearrangedthefadedhairunderheryellowandgreenscarf。

  Afat-facedyouthwithhighcheek-bonesandthesmalleyesofaMongolherenudgedher,andsaidcarelessly:

  “Youmean,rather,thatyourownmanhascastyouoff。Probablyhewastheonlymanyoueversaw。“

  “Aye,“Konevdrawledthoughtfullyashefeltinhiswallet。

  Nowadaysfolkneedthinklittleofdesertingawoman,sinceinthisyearofgracewomenarenogoodatall。“

  Uponthisthewomanfrowned——thenblinkedhereyestimidly,andwouldhaveopenedherlipstoreply,butthathercompanioninterruptedherbysayinginabrisk,incisivetone:

  “Donotlistentothoserascals!“

  Thewoman’scompanion,somefiveorsixyearshersenior,hasafaceexceptionalintheconstantchangeandmovementofitsgreatdarkeyesasatonemomenttheywithdrawthemselvesfromthestreetoftheCossackhamlet,togazefixedlyandgravelytowardsthesteppewhereitliesscouredwiththescuddingbreeze,andatanothermomentfalltoscanningthefacesofthepersonsaroundher,and,atanother,frownanxiously,orsendasmileflittingacrosshercomelylipsasshebendsherhead,untilherfeaturesareconcealed。Next,theheadisraisedagain,fortheeyeshavetakenonanotherphase,andbecomedilatedwithinterest,whileasharpfurrowisformingbetweentheslendereyebrows,andthefinelymouldedlipsandtrimmouthhavecompressedthemselvestogether,andthethinnostrilsofthestraightnosearesnuffingtheairlikethoseofahorse。

  Infact,inthewomanthereissomethingnon-peasantinitsorigin。Forinstance,letonebutwatchhersharplyclickingfeetas,inwalking,theypeepfromunderherblueskirt,andonewillperceivethattheyarenotthesplayedfeetofavillager,but,rather,feetarchedofinstep,andatonetimeaccustomedtothewearingofboots。Or,asthewomansitsengagedinembroideringabluebodicewithapatternofwhitepeas,onewillperceivethatshehaslongbeenaccustomedtoplyingtheneedlesodexterously;swiftlydothesmall,sunburnthandsflyinandoutunderthetumbledmaterial,eagerlythoughthewindmaystrivetowrestitfromher。Again,asshesitsbendingoverherwork,onewilldescrythrougharentinherbodiceasmall,firmbosomwhichmightalmosthavebeenthatofavirgin,wereitnotforthefactthataprojectingteatproclaimsthatsheisawomanpreparingtosuckleaninfant。Inshort,asshesitsamonghercompanionsshelookslikeafragmentofcopperflungintothemidstofsomerustyoldscrap-iron。

  MostofthepeopleinwhosesocietyIwanderneitherrisetogreatheightsnorsinktogreatdepths,butareascolourlessasdust,andwearisomelyinsignificant。HenceisitthatwheneverI

  chanceuponapersonwhosesoulIcanprobeandexploreforthoughtsunfamiliartomeandwordsnothithertoheardI

  congratulatemyself,seeingthatthoughitismydesiretoseelifegrowmorefairandexalted,andIyearntobringaboutthatend,thereconstantlyrevealsitselftomemerelyavistaofsharpanglesanddarkspacesandpoorcrushed,defraudedpeople。

  Yes,neverdoIseektoprojectasparkofmyownfireintothedarknessofmyneighbour’ssoulbutIseethatsparkdisappear,becomelost,inachaosofdumbvacuity。

  HencethewomanofwhomIhavejustspokenparticularlyexcitesmyfancy,andleadsmetoattemptdivinationsofherpast,untilIfindmyselfevolvingastorywhichisnotonlyofvastcomplexity,buthasgotpaintedintoitmerelythecoloursofmyownhopesandaspirations。Itisastorynecessarilyillusory,necessarilyboundtomakelifeseemevenworsethanbefore。YetitisagrievousthingNEVERtodistortactuality,NEVERtoenvelopactualityinthewrappingsofone’simagination……

  Closinghiseyes,andpickinghiswordswithdifficulty,atall,fairpeasantdrawlsinthick,glueliketones:

  “’Verywell,’Isaid:andoffweset。OnthewayIsaidagain:

  ’Gubin,thoughyoumaynotliketobetoldso,youarenobetterthanathief。’“

  Theo’sutteredbythispeasantareuniformlyroundandfirm——theyrollforwardasacartwheeltrundlesalongahot,dustycountryroad。

  Theyouthwiththehighcheek-bonesfixesthewhitesofhisporcineeyeseyesthepupilsofwhichareasindeterminateastheeyesofablindmanuponthewomaninthegreenscarf。

  Then,having,likeacalf,pluckedandchewedsomestalksofthewitheredgrass,herollsupthesleevesofhisshirt,bendsonefistintothecrookoftheelbow,andsaystoKonevwithaglanceatthewell-developedmuscle:

  “Shouldyoucaretohitme?“

  “No,youcanhityourself。Hityourselfoverthehead。Then,perhaps,you’llgrowwiser。“

  StolidlytheyoungfellowlooksatKonev,andinquires:

  “Howdoyouknowmetobeafool?“

  “Becauseyourpersonalitytellsmeso。“

  “Eh?“criestheyoungfellowtruculentlyasheraiseshimselftoakneelingposture。“HowknowyouwhatIam?“

  “IhavebeentoldwhatyouarebytheGovernorofyourprovince。“

  Theyoungfellowopenshismouth,andstaresatKonev。Thenheasks:

  “TowhatprovincedoIbelong?“

  “Ifyouyourselfhaveforgottentowhatprovinceyoubelong,youhadbettertryandloosenyourwits。“

  “Lookhere。IfIweretohityou,I——“

  Thewomanwhohasbeensewingdropsherworktoshrugoneroundedshoulderasthoughshewerecold,andaskconciliatorily:

  “Well,WHATprovincedoyoubelongto?“

  “I?“theyoungfellowre-echoesashesubsidesontohisheels。

  “IbelongtoPenza。Whydoyouask?“

  “Ohnevermindwhy。“

  Presently,withastrangelyyouthfullaugh,thewomanaddsinamurmur:

  “IaskbecauseItoobelongtothatprovince。“

  “Andtowhichcanton?“

  “TothatofPenza。“Inthewoman’stoneisatouchofpride。

  Theyoungfellowsquatsdownbeforeher,asbeforeawoodfire,stretchesouthishands,andsaysinaningratiatingvoice:

  “Whatafineplaceisourcantonaltown!Whatchurchesandshopsandstonehousesthereareinit!Infact,oneshopsellsamachineonwhichyoucanplayanythingyoulike,anysortofatune!“

  “Aswellas,probably,thefool,“commentsKonevinanundertone,thoughtheyoungfellowistooenthralledwiththememoryoftheamenitiesofhiscantonalcapitaltonoticetheremark。Next,smackinghislips,andchewinghiswords,hecontinuesinamurmur:

  “Inthosestonehouses。“

  Herethewomandropshersewingasecondtimetoinquire:“Isthereaconventthere?“

  “Aconvent?“

  Andtheyoungfellowpausesuncouthlytoscratchhisneck。Onlyafterawhiledoesheanswer:

  “Aconvent?Well,Idonotknow,foronlyonce,totellthetruth,haveIbeeninthetown,andthatwaswhensomeofusfaminefolkweresettoajobofroadmaking。“

  “Well,well!“gaspsKonev,asherisesandtakeshisdeparture。

  Thevagabonds,huddledagainstthechurchyardwall,looklikelitterdriventhitherbythesteppewind,andasliabletobewhirledawayagainwheneverthewindshallchoose。Threeofthepartyaresleeping,andtheremaindereithermendingtheirclothing,orkillingfleas,orlethargicallymunchingbreadcollectedatthewindowsoftheCossacks’huts。Ifindthesightofthemwearymeasmuchasdoestheyoungfellowsfatuousbabble。Also,Ifindthatwhenevertheelderofthetwowomenliftshereyesfromherwork,andhalfsmiles,thefainthalf-

  smileinquestionvexesmeintensely。Consequently,IendbydepartinginKonev’swake。

  Guardingtheentranceofthechurchyard,fourpoplartreesstanderect,savewhen,asthewindharriesthem,theybowalternatelytothearid,dustyearthandtowardsthedimvistaoftow-

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