第33章
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  Lurchingforward,thebeardedpeasantinterposedwitharasp:

  “Yes,doyoutellusallaboutit,andthingswillbecomeeasierforyou。Forasinalwaysneedstobemadeknown。“

  While,likeanecho,avoicesaidinboldandsarcasticaccents:

  “Itwouldbebettertoseizehimandtiehimup。“

  Uponthistheyoungfellowraisedhisbrowsalittle,andretortedinanundertone:

  “Letmebide。“

  “Therascal!“thecrowdcommented,whiletheoldman,neatlyfoldingandreplacinghishandkerchief,raisedahandasdryasacock’sleg,andremarkedwithasharp,knowingsmile:

  “Possiblyitisnotmerelyoutofidlecuriositythatfolkaremakingthisrequest。“

  “Goandbedamnedtoyou!“theyoungfellowexclaimedwithagrimsnap。Whereuponthebigpeasantbellowedoutinablusteringfashion:

  “What?Thenyouwillnottellusatleastyourdestination?“

  Whereafterthesamespeakercontinuedtoholdforthonhumanity,God,andthehumanconscience——staringwildlyaroundhimashedidso,wavinghisarmsabout,andgrowingevermorefrantic,untilreallyitwascurioustowatchhim。

  Atlengththecrowdgrewsimilarlyexcited,andtooktoencouragingthespeakerwithcriesof“True!Thatisso!“

  Asfortheyoungfellow,helistenedawhileinsilence,withoutmoving。Then,straighteninghisback,herose,thrusthishandsintothepocketsofhistrousers,and,swayinghisbodytoandfro,begantoglareatthecrowdwithgreenisheyeswhichweremanifestlylighteningtoaviciousgleam。Atlength,thrustingforthhischest,hecriedhoarsely:

  “SoyouaskmewhitherIambound?Iamboundforthebrigands’lair,forthebrigands’lair,where,unlessyoufirsttakeandputmeinfetters,IintendtocutthethroatofeverymanthatImeet。Yes,ahundredmurderswillIcommit,forallfolkwillbethesametome,andnotasoulwillIspare。Aye,theendofmytetherisreached,sotakeandfettermewhilstyoucan。“

  Hisbreathwasissuingwithdifficulty,andashespokehisshouldersheaved,andhislegstrembledbeneathhim。Also,hisfacehadturnedgreyandbecomedistortedwithtremors。

  Uponthis,thecrowdbrokeintoagruff,ugly,resentfulroar,andedgedawayfromtheman。Yet,indoingso,manyofitsmemberslookedcuriouslylikethemanhimselfinthewaythattheyloweredtheirheads,caughtattheirbreath,andlettheireyesflash。Clearlythemanwasinimminentdangerofbeingassaulted。

  Suddenlyherecoveredhissubdueddemeanour——he,asitwere,thawedinthesunlight:until,assuddenly,hislegsgavewaybeneathhim,and,narrowlyescapinginjurytohisfacefromthecornerofabale,hefellforwarduponhiskneesasthoughfelledwithanaxe。Thereafter,clutchingathisthroat,heshoutedinastrangevoice,andcrowdingthewordsupononeanother:

  “TellmewhatIamtodo。Isallofitmyfault?LongIlayinprisonbeforeIwastriedandtoldtogofree……yet——“

  Tearingathisearsandcheeks,herockedhisheadtoandfroasthoughseekingtorenditfromitssocket。Thenhecontinued:

  “YetIamNOTfree。Norisitinmypowertosaywhatwillbecomeofme。Formethereremainsneitherlifenordeath。“

  “Aha!“exclaimedthebigpeasant;andatthesoundthecrowddrewbackasinconsternation,whilesomehastenedtodepartaltogether。Asfortheremaindernumberingadozenorso,theyherdedsullenly,nervously,involuntarilyintoamassastheyoungfellowcontinuedindistractedtonesandwithatremblinghead:

  “OhthatIcouldsleepforthenexttenyears!ForthencouldI

  provemyself,anddecidewhetherIamguiltyornot。LastnightIstruckamanwithafaggot。AsIwaswalkingaboutIsawasleepamanwhohadangeredme,andthereuponthought,’Come!I

  shouldliketodealhimablow,butcanIactuallydoit?’AndstrikehimIdid。Wasitmyfault?AlwaysIkeepaskingmyself,’CanI,orcanInot,doathing?’Aye,lost,lostamI!“

  Apparentlythisoutburstcausedthemantoreachtheendofhispower,forpresentlyhesankfromkneestoheels——thenontohisside,withhandsclaspinghishead,andhistonguefinallyutteringthewords,“Betterhadyoukillme!“

  Ahushfell,forallnowstoodconfoundedandsilent,with,aboutthem,agreyer,amoresubdued,lookwhichmadeallmoreresembletheirfellows。Infact,toallhadtheatmospherebecomeoppressive,asthougheveryone’sbreasthadhadclampedintoitalarge,softclodofhumid,viscidearth。Untilatlastsomeonesaidinalow,shamefaced,butfriendly,tone:

  “Goodbrother,wearenotyourjudges。“

  Towhichsomeoneelseaddedwithanequalmeasureofgentleness:

  “Indeed,wemaybenobetterthanyou。“

  “Wepityyou,butwemustnotjudgeyou。Onlypityispermitted。“

  Asforthewell-dressedpeasant,hisloud,triumphantutterancewas:

  “LetGodjudgehim,butmensufferhim。Ofjudgingofoneanothertherehasbeenenough。“

  Andafifthmanremarkedtoafriendashewalkedaway:

  “Whatarewetomakeofthis?Tojudgebythebook,theyoungfellowisatonceguiltyandnotguilty。“

  “Bygonesoughttobebygones。Ofallcoursesthatisthebest。“

  “Yes,forwearetooquick。Whatgoodcanthatdo?“

  “Aye,what?“

  Atlengththedark-browedwomansteppedforward。Lettinghershawltohershoulders,straighteninghairstreakedwithgreyunderabrightbluescarf,anddeftlyputtingasideaskirtshesoseatedherselfbesidetheyoungfellowastoscreenfromthecrowdwiththeheightofherfigure。Then,raisingkindlyface,shesaidcivilly,butauthoritatively,tothebystanders:

  “Doallofyougoaway。“

  Whereuponthecrowdbegantodepart,thebigpeasantsayingashewent:

  “There!JustasIforetoldhasthematterturnedout。

  ConscienceHASasserteditself。“

  Yetthewordswerespokenwithoutself-complacency,rather,thoughtfully,andwithasenseofawe。

  Asforthered-nosedoldmanwhowaswalkinglikeashadowbehindthelastspeaker,heopenedhissnuff-box,peeredthereinwithhismoisteyes,anddrawledtonooneinparticular:

  “Howoftendoesoneseeamanplaywithconscience,yes,eventhoughhebearogue!Heerectsthatconscienceasascreentohisknaveriesandtricksandwiles,andmasksthewholewithacloudofwords。Yes,weknowhowitisdone,eventhoughfolkmaystareathim,andsaytooneanother,’Howferventlyhissoulisglowing!’Aye,allthetimethatheisholdinghishandtohishearthewillbedippingtheotherhandintoyourpocket。“

  Theloverofproverbs,forhispart,unbuttonedhisjacket,thrusthishandsunderhiscoat-tails,andsaidinaloudvoice:

  “Thereisasayingthatyoucantrustanywildbeast,suchasafoxorahedgehogoratoad,butnot——“

  “Quiteso,dearsir。Thecommonfolkareexceedinglydegenerate。“

  “Well,theyarenotdevelopingastheyoughttodo。“

  “No,theyareover-cramped,“wasthebigpeasant’srasped-outcomment。“TheyhavenoroomforGROWTH。“

  “Yes,theyDOgrow,butonlyasregardsbeardandmoustache,asatreegrowstobranchandsap。“

  Withaglanceatthepurveyorofproverbstheoldmanassentedbyremarking:“Yes,trueitisthatthecommonfolkarecramped。“Whereafterhethrustapinchofsnuffintohisnostrils,andthrewbackhisheadinanticipationofthesneezewhichfailedtocome。Atlength,drawingadeepbreaththroughhispartedlips,hesaidashemeasuredthepeasantagainwithhiseyes:

  “Myfriend,youareofasortcalculatedtolast。“

  Inanswerthepeasantnodded。

  “SOMEday,“heremarked,“weshallgetwhatwewant。“

  Infrontofusnow,wasKazan,withthepinnaclesofitschurchesandmosquespiercingthebluesky,andlookinglikegarlandsofexoticblooms。AroundthemlaythegreywalloftheKremlin,andabovethemsoaredthegrimTowerofSumbek。

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