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  Losinghistemper,andopeningagreatmouth,untilhelookedlikeanoldrookwhichisabouttocaw,theCouncillorwouldstamphisfootseveraltimes,asthoughpreparingtodancetotheboys’shouting,andlowerhishead,grasphisumbrellalikeabayonet,andchargeattheladswithapantingshoutof:

  “I’lltellyourfathers!Oh,I’lltellyourmothers!“

  AsfortheMadameSukhinikh,referredto,shewasanoldbeggar-womanwho,theyearround,andinallweathers,satonalittlebenchbesidethecemeterywicket,andstucktoitlikeastone。Herlargeface,afacerenderedbricklikebyyearsofinebriety,wascoveredwithdarkblotchesbornoffrostbite,alcoholicinflammation,sunburn,andexposuretowind,andhereyeswereperpetuallyinastateofsuppuration。Neverdidanyonepassherbutsheprofferedawoodencupinasupplianthand,andcriedhoarsely,ratherasthoughshewerecursingthepersonconcerned:

  “GivesomethingforChrist’ssake!Giveinmemoryofyourkinsfolkthere!“

  Onceanunexpectedstormblewinfromthesteppes,andbroughtadownpourwhich,overtakingtheoldwomanonherwayhome,causedher,hersightbeingpoor,tofallintoapond,whencePraotzevattemptedtorescueher,andintowhich,intheend,heslippedhimself。Fromthatdayonwardshewastwittedonthesubjectbytheboysofthetown。

  OtherfrequentersofthecemeteryIseebeforeme——dark,silentfigures,figuresofpersonswhomstillunseveredcordsofmemoryseemedtohaveboundtotheplacefortherestoftheirlives,andcompelledtowander,likeunburiedcorpses,inquestofsuitabletombs。Yes,theywerepersonswhomlifehadrejected,anddeath,asyet,refusedtoaccept。

  Also,attimestherewouldemergefromthelonggrassahomelessdogwithlarge,sulleneyes,eyesstartlingatonceintheirintelligenceandintheirabsoluteIshmaelitism——untilonealmostexpectedtohearissuefromtheanimal’smouthreproachescouchedinhumanlanguage。

  Andsometimesthedogwouldstillremainhaltedinthecemeteryas,withtaillowered,itswayeditsshelterless,shaggyheadtoandfrowithanairofprofoundreflection,whileoccasionallyventingasubdued,long-drawnyelporhowl。

  Again,amongthedenseoldlimetrees,therewouldbescurryinganunseenmobofstarlingsandjackdawswhoseyoungwould,meanwhile,maintainasoft,hungrypiping,asortofgentlypersuasive,chirrupingchorus;untilinautumn,whenthewindhadstrippedbaretheboughs,thesebirds’blacknestswouldcometolooklikemouldy,rag-swathedheadsofhumanbeingswhichsomeonehadtornfromtheirbodiesandflungintothetrees,tohangforeveraroundthewhite,sugarloaf-shapedchurchofthemartyredSt。Barbara。Duringthatautumnseason,indeed,everythinginthecemetery’svicinitylookedsadandtarnished,andthewindwouldwailabouttheplace,andsighlikealoverwhohasbeendrivenmadthroughbereavement……

  Suddenlytheoldmanhaltedbeforemeonthepath,and,sternlyextendingahandtowardsawhitestonemonumentnearus,readaloud:

  “’UnderthiscrossthereliesburiedthebodyoftherespectedcitizenandservantofGod,DiomidPetrovitchUssov,’“etc。,etc。

  Whereaftertheoldmanreplacedhishat,thrusthishandsintothepocketsofhispea-jacket,measuredmewitheyesdarkincolour,butexceptionallyclearforhistimeoflife,andsaid:

  “Itwouldseemthatfolkcouldfindnothingtosayofthismanbeyondthathewasa’servantofGod。’Now,howcanaservantbeworthyofhonouratthehandof’citizens’?“

  “Possiblyhewasanascetic,“wasmyhazardedconjecture;

  whereupontheoldmanrejoinedwithastampofhisfoot:

  “Theninsuchcaseoneoughttowrite——“

  “Towritewhat?“

  “TowriteEVERYTHING,infullestpossibledetail。“

  Andwiththelong,firmstrideofasoldiermyinterlocutorpassedonwardstowardsamoreremoteportionofthecemetery——myselfwalking,thistime,besidehim。Hisstatureplacedhisheadonalevelwithmyshoulderonly,andcausedhisstrawhattoconcealhisfeatures。Hence,sinceIwishedtolookathimashediscoursed,Ifoundmyselfforcedtowalkwithheadbent,asthoughIhadbeenescortingawoman。

  “No,thatisnotthewaytodoit,“presentlyhecontinuedinthesoft,civilvoiceofonewhohasacomplainttopresent。

  “Anysuchproceedingismerelyamarkofbarbarism——ofacompletelackofobservationofmenandlife。“

  Withahandtakenfromoneofhispockets,hetracedalargecircleintheair。

  “Doyouknowthemeaningofthat?“heinquired。

  “Itsmeaningisdeath,“wasmydiffidentreply,madewithashrugoftheshoulders。

  Ashakeofhisheaddisclosedtomeakeen,agreeable,finelycutfaceashepronouncedthefollowingSlavonicwords:

  “’Smertusmertvsekonechniepogublenabwist。’“[Deathhathbeenforeveroverthrownbydeath。“]

  “Doyouknowthatpassage?“headdedpresently。

  Yetitwasinsilencethatwewalkedthenexttenpaces——hethreadinghiswayalongtherough,grassypathatconsiderablespeed。Suddenlyhehalted,raisedhishatfromhishead,andprofferedmeahand。

  “Youngman,“hesaid,“letusmakeoneanother’sbetteracquaintance。IamLieutenantSavvaYaloylevKhorvat,formerlyoftheStateRemountEstablishment,subsequentlyoftheDepartmentofImperialLands。Iamamanwho,afterneverhavingbeenfoundofficiallyremiss,amlivinginhonourableretirement——amanatonceahouseholder,awidower,andapersonofhastytemper。“

  Then,afterapause,headded:

  “Vice-GovernorKhorvatofTambovismybrother——ayoungerbrother;hebeingfifty-five,andIsixty-one,si-i-ixtyone。“

  Hisspeechwasrapid,butaspreciseasthoughnomistakewaspermissibleinitsdelivery。

  “Also,“hecontinued,“asamancognisantofeverypossiblespeciesofcemetery,Iammuchdissatisfiedwiththisone。Infact,neversatisfiedwithsuchplacesamI。“

  Herehebrandishedhisfistintheair,anddescribedalargearcoverthecrosses。

  “Letussitdown,“hesaid,“andIwillexplainthings。“

  So,afterthatwehadseatedourselvesonabenchbesideawhiteoratory,andLieutenantKhorvathadtakenoffhishat,andwithabluehandkerchiefwipedhisforeheadandthethicksilveryhairwhichbristledfromtheknobsofhisscalp,hecontinued:

  “Markyouwellthewordkladbistche。“[Theword,thoughcustomarilyusedforcemetery,means,primarily,atreasure-house。]Herehenudgedmewithhiselbow——continuing,thereafter,moresoftly:“Inakladbisicheonemightreasonablylookforkladi,fortreasuresofintellectandenlightenment。

  Yetwhatdowefind?Onlythatwhichisoffensiveandinsulting。

  Allofusdoesitinsult,fortherebyisaninsultpaidtoallwho,inlife,arebearingstilltheir’crossandburden。’Youtoowill,oneday,beinsultedbythesystem,evenasshallI。

  Doyouunderstand?Irepeat,’theircrossandburden’——thesenseofthewordsbeingthat,lifebeinghardanddifficult,weoughttohonournonebutthosewhoSTILLarebearingtheirtrials,orbearingtrialsforyouandme。Now,THESEfolkherehaveceasedtopossessconsciousness。“

  Eachtimethattheoldmanwavedhishatinhisexcitement,itssmallshadow,bird-like,flewalongthenarrowpath,andoverthecross,and,finally,disappearedinthedirectionofthetown。

  Next,distendinghisruddycheeks,twitchinghismoustache,andregardingmecovertlyoutofboylikeeyes,theLieutenantresumed:

  “Probablyyouarethinking,’ThemanwithwhomIhavetodealisoldandhalf-witted。’Butno,youngfellow;thatisnotso,forlongbeforeYOURtimehadItakenthemeasureoflife。

  Regardthesememorials。AREtheymemorials?Forwhatdotheycommemorateasconcernsyouandmyself?Theycommemorate,inthatrespect,nothing。No,theyarenotmemorials;theyaremerelypassportsortestimonialsconferreduponitselfbyhumanstupidity。UnderagivencrosstheremaylieaMaria,andunderanotheroneaDaria,oranAlexei,oranEvsei,orsomeoneelse——all’servantsofGod,’butnototherwiseparticularised。Anoutragethis,sir!Forinthisplacefolkwhohavelivedtheirdifficultportionoflifeonearthareseenrobbedofthatrecordoftheirexistences,whichoughttohavebeenpreservedforyourandmyinstruction。Yes,ADESCRIPTIONOFTHELIFE

  LIVEDBYAMANiswhatmatters。Atombmightthenbecomeevenmoreinterestingthananovel。Doyoufollowme?“

  “Notaltogether,“Irejoined。

  Heheavedaveryaudiblesigh。

  “Itshouldbeeasyenough,“washisremark。“Tobeginwith,I

  amNOTa’servantofGod。’Rather,Iamamanintelligently,ofsetpurpose,keepingGod’sholycommandmentssofaraslieswithinmypower。Andnoone,notevenGod,hasanyrighttodemandofmemorethanIcangive。Thatisso,isitnot?“

  Inodded。

  “There!“theLieutenantcriedbrisklyas,cockinghishat,heassumedastillmoretruculentair。Then,spreadingouthishands,hegrowledinhisflexiblebass:

  “Whatisthiscemetery?Itismerelyaplaceofshow。“

  Atthismoment,forsomereasonoranother,thereoccurredtomeanincidentwhichinvolvedthefigureofIrakleiVirubov,thefigurewhichhadcarpetslippersonitsponderousfeet,thicklips,agreedymouth,deceitfuleyes,andaframesohugeandcavernousthatthedapperlittleLieutenantcouldhavesteppedintoitcomplete。

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