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  Yes,shewastojourneyinthecompanyoftheMotherofGod。Sonomoreonthepointrequiredtobesaid。

  Glancingagainatthetiny,inchoatefaceunderthebushes,hereyesdiffusedraysofwarmandkindlylightas,lickingherlips,she,withaslowmovement,smoothedthebreastofthelittleone。

  ThenIarrangedsticksforafire,andalsoadjustedstonestosupportthekettle。

  “SoonIwillhaveteareadyforyou,“Iremarked。

  “AndthankfulindeedIshallbe,“sheresponded,“formybreastsaredriedup。“

  “Whyhaveyourcompanionsdesertedyou?“Isaidnext。

  “Theyhavenotdesertedme。ItwasIthatleftthemofmyownaccord。HowcouldIhaveexposedmyselfintheirpresence?“

  Andwithaglanceatmesheraisedahandtoherfaceas,spittingagoutofblood,shesmiledasortofbashfulsmile。

  “Thisisyourfirstchild,Itakeit?“

  “Itis。Andwhoareyou?“

  “Aman。“

  “Yes,aman,ofcourse;but,areyouaMARRIEDman?“

  “No,Ihaveneverbeenabletomarry。“

  “Thatcannotbetrue。“

  “Whynot?“

  Withloweredeyesshesatawhileinthought。

  “Because,ifso,howdoyoucometoknowsomuchaboutwomen’saffairs?“

  ThistimeIDIDlie,forIreplied:

  “Becausetheyhavebeenmystudy。Infact,Iamamedicalstudent。“

  “Ah!Ourpriest’ssonalsowasastudent,butastudentfortheChurch。“

  “Verywell。ThenyouknowwhatIam。NowIwillgoandfetchsomewater。“

  Uponthissheinclinedherheadtowardsherlittlesonandlistenedforamomenttohisbreathing。Thenshesaidwithaglancetowardsthesea:

  “Itooshouldliketohaveawash,butIdonotknowwhatthewaterislike。Whatisit?Brackishorsalt?“

  “No;quitegoodwater——fitforyoutowashin。“

  “Isitreally?“

  “Yes,really。Moreover,itiswarmerthanthewaterofthestreamshereabouts,whichisascoldasice。“

  “Ah!Well,youknowbest。“

  Hereashaggy-earedpony,allskinandbone,wasseenapproachingusatafoot’space。Trembling,anddroopingitshead,itscannedus,asitdrewlevel,witharoundblackeye,andsnorted。Uponthat,itsriderpushedbackaraggedfurcap,glancedwarilyinourdirection,andagainsankhishead。

  “Thefolkofthesepartsareuglytolookat,“softlycommentedthewomanfromOrlov。

  ThenIdepartedinquestofwater。AfterIhadwashedmyfaceandhandsIfilledthekettlefromastreambrightandlivelyasquicksilverastreampresenting,astheautumnleavestossedintheeddieswhichwentleapingandsingingoverthestones,atrulyenchantingspectacle,and,returning,andpeepingthroughthebushes,perceivedthewomantobecrawlingonhandsandkneesoverthestones,andanxiouslypeeringabout,asthoughinsearchofsomething。

  “Whatisit?“Iinquired,andthereupon,turninggreyinthefacewithconfusionshehastenedtoconcealsomearticleunderherperson,althoughIhadalreadyguessedthenatureofthearticle。

  “Giveittome,“wasmyonlyremark。“Iwillgoandburyit。“

  “Howso?For,asamatteroffact,itoughttobeburiedunderthefloorinfrontofsomestove。“

  “ArewetobuildastoveHERE?Builditinfiveminutes?“I

  retorted。

  “Ah,Iwasjesting。Butreally,Iwouldrathernothaveitburiedhere,lestsomewildbeastshouldcomeanddevourit……

  Yetitoughttobecommittedonlytotheearth。“

  Thatsaid,she,withavertedeyes,handedmeamoistandheavybundle;andasshedidsoshesaidunderherbreath,withanairofconfusion:

  “IbegofyouforChrist’ssaketoburyitaswell,asdeeply,asyoucan。OutofpityformysondoasIbidyou。“

  Ididasshehadrequested;and,justasthetaskhadbeencompleted,Iperceivedherreturningfromthemarginoftheseawithunsteadygait,andanarmstretchedoutbeforeher,andapetticoatsoakedtothemiddlewiththeseawater。Yetallherfacewasalightwithinwardfire,andasIhelpedhertoregainthespotwhereIhadpreparedsomesticksIcouldnothelpreflectingwithsomeastonishment:

  “Howstrongindeedsheis!“

  Next,aswedrankamixtureofteaandhoney,sheinquired:

  “Haveyounowceasedtobeastudent?“

  “Yes。“

  “Andwhyso?Throughtoomuchdrink?“

  “Evenso,goodmother。“

  “Dearme!Well,yourfaceisfamiliartome。Yes,IrememberthatInoticedyouinSukhumwhenonceyouwerearguingwiththebarraquesuperintendentoverthequestionofrations。AsIdidsothethoughtoccurredtome:’Surelythatboldyoungfellowmusthavegoneandspenthismeansondrink?Yes,thatishowitmustbe。’“

  Then,asfromherswollenlipsshelickedadropofhoney,sheagainbentherblueeyesinthedirectionofthebushunderwhichtheslumbering,newly-arrivedOrlovianwascouched。

  “Howwillhelive?“thoughtfullyshesaidwithasigh——thenadded:

  “Youhavehelpedme,andIthankyou。Yes,mythanksareyours,thoughIcannottellwhetherornotyourassistancewillhavehelpedHIM。“

  And,drinkingtherestofhertea,sheateamorselofbread,thenmadethesignofthecross。Andsubsequently,asIwasputtingupmythings,shecontinuedtorockherselftoandfro,togivelittlestartsandcries,andtogazethoughtfullyatthegroundwitheyeswhichhadnowregainedtheiroriginalcolour。Atlastsherosetoherfeet。

  “Youarenotgoingyet?“Iqueriedprotestingly。

  “Yes,Imust。“

  “But——“

  “TheBlessedVirginwillgowithme。Sopleasehandmeoverthechild。“

  “No,Iwillcarryhim。“

  And,afteracontestforthehonour,sheyielded,andwewalkedawaysidebyside。

  “IonlywishIwerealittlesteadieronmyfeet,“sheremarkedwithanapologeticsmileasshelaidahanduponmyshoulder,Meanwhile,thenewcitizenofRussia,thelittlehumanbeingofanunknownfuture,wassnoringsoundlyinmyarmsastheseaplashedandmurmured,andthrewoffitswhiteshavings,andthebusheswhisperedtogether,andthesunnowarrivedatthemeridianshonebrightlyuponusall。

  Incalmcontentitwasthatwewalked;savethatnowandthenthemotherwouldhalt,drawadeepbreath,raiseherhead,scantheseaandtheforestandthehills,andpeerintoherson’sface。Andasshedidso,eventhemistbegottenoftearsofsufferingcouldnotdimthewonderfulbrilliancyandclearnessofhereyes。Forwiththesombrefireofinexhaustiblelovewerethoseeyesaflame。

  Once,asshehalted,sheexclaimed:

  “0God,0MotherofGod,howgooditallis!WouldthatforeverIcouldwalkthus,yes,walkandwalkuntotheveryendoftheworld!AllthatIshouldneedwouldbethatthou,myson,mydarlingson,shouldst,borneuponthymother’sbreast,growandwaxstrong!“

  Andtheseamurmuredandmurmured。

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