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  “So,ah,somusttheHathorseem,“shesaid,andlo!hervoicerangstrangelyinherears。Forthevoice,too,waschanged,itwasmoresoftthanthewhisperingofwind-stirredreeds;itwasmoresweetthanthemurmuringofbeesatnoon。

  Nowshemustgoforth,andfearfulatherownlovelinessandheavywithhersin,yetgladwithastrangejoy,shepassesfromherchamberandglideslikeastarbeamthroughthestillhallsofherPalace。ThewhitelightofthemooncreepsintothemandfallsuponthefacesofthedreadfulGods,ontheawfulsmileofsphinxes,andthepicturesofherforefathers,kingsandqueenswholongweredead。Andasshegoessheseemstohearthemwhispereachtoeachofthedreadfulsinthatshehassinned,andofthesorrowthatshallbe。Butshedoesnotheed,andneverstaysherfoot。Forherheartisalightaswithaflame,andshewillwintheWanderertoherarms——theWanderersoughtthroughmanylives,foundaftermanydeaths。

  NowtheWandererisinhischamber,waitingforthehourtosetforthtofindtheGoldenHelen。Hisheartisalight,andstrangedreamsofthepastgobeforehiseyes,andstrangevisionsoflonglovetobe。

  Hisheartburnslikealampintheblackness,andbythatlightheseesallthedaysofhislifethathavebeen,andallthewarsthathehaswon,andalltheseasthathehassailed。Andnowheknowsthatthesethingsaredreamsindeed,illusionsofthesense,forthereisbutonethingtrueinthelifeofmen,andthatisLove;thereisbutonethingperfect,thebeautywhichisLove’srobe;thereisbutonethingwhichallmenseekandareborntofindatlast,theheartoftheGoldenHelen,theWorld’sDesire,thatispeaceandjoyandrest。

  Hebindshisarmouronhim,forfoesmaylurkindarkness,andtakestheBowofEurytus,andthegreyboltsofdeath;forperchancethefightisnotyetdone,hemustcleavehiswaytojoy。Thenhecombshislocksandsetsthegoldenhelmuponthem,and,prayingtotheGodswhohearnot,hepassesfromhischamber。

  Nowthechamberopenedintoagreathallofpillars。Aswashiscustomwhenhewentalonebynight,theWandererglancedwarilydowntheduskyhall,buthemightseelittlebecauseoftheshadows。

  Nevertheless,themoonlightpouredintothecentreofthehallfromtheclerestoriesintheroof,andlaythereshiningwhiteaswaterbeneathblackbanksofreeds。AgaintheWandererglancedwithkeen,quickeyes,fortherewasasenseinhisheartthathewasnomorealoneinthehall,thoughwhetheritweremanorghost,or,perchance,oneoftheimmortalGodswholookedonhim,hemightnottell。Nowitseemedtohimthathesawashapeofwhitemovingfarawayintheshadow。Thenhegraspedtheblackbowandlaidhanduponhisquiversothattheshaftsrattled。

  Nowitwouldseemthattheshapeintheshadowheardtherattlingoftheshafts,orperchancesawthemoonlightgleamupontheWanderer’sgoldenharness——attheleast,itdrewneartillitcametotheedgeofthepooloflight。Thereitpausedasabatherpausesereshestepsintothefountain。TheWandererpausedalso,wonderingwhattheshapemightbe。Halfwashemindedtotryitwithanarrowfromthebow,butheheldhishandandwatched。

  Andashewatched,thewhiteshapeglidedintothespaceofmoonlight,andhesawthatitwastheformofawomandrapedinwhite,andthatabouthershoneagleaminggirdle,andinthegirdlegemswhichsparkledliketheeyesofasnake。TallwastheshapeandlovelyasastatueofAphrodite;butwhoorwhatitwashemightnottell,fortheheadwasbentandthefacehidden。

  Awhiletheshapestoodthus,andasitstood,theWandererpassedtowardsit,marvellingmuch,tillhealsostoodinthepoolofmoonlightthatshimmeredonhisgoldenmail。Thensuddenlytheshapelifteditsfacesothatthelightfellfullonit,andstretchedoutitsarmstowardshim,andlo!thefacewasthefaceoftheArgiveHelen——ofherwhomhewentforthtoseek。Helookeduponitsbeauty,helookedupontheeyesofblue,uponthegoldenhair,upontheshiningarms;thenslowly,veryslowly,andinsilence——forhecouldfindnowords——theWandererdrewnear。

  Shedidnotmovenorspeak。Sostillshestoodthatscarcesheseemedtobreathe。Onlytheshiningeyesofhersnake-girdleglitteredlikelivingthings。Againhestoppedfearfully,forheheldthatthiswassurelyamockingghostwhichstoodbeforehim,butstillsheneithermovednorspoke。

  Thenatlengthhefoundhistongueandspoke:

  “Lady,“hewhispered,“isitindeedthou,isitArgiveHelenwhomI

  lookupon,orisit,perchance,aghostsentbyQueenPersephonefromtheHouseofHadestomakeamockofme?“

  NowthevoiceofHelenansweredhiminsweettonesandlow:

  “DidInottellthee,OdysseusofIthaca,didInottellthee,yesterdayinthehallsofHathor,afterthouhadstovercometheghosts,thatto-nightweshouldbewed?Wherefore,then,dostthoudeemmeofthenumberofthebodiless?“

  TheWandererhearkened。ThevoicewasthevoiceofHelen,theeyesweretheeyesofHelen,andyethisheartfearedguile。

  “SodidArgiveHelentellmeofatruth,Lady,butthisshesaid,thatIshouldfindherbythepylonofthetemple,andleadherthencetobemybride。ThitherIgobutnowtoseekher。ButifthouartHelen,howcomestthoutothesePalacehalls?Andwhere,Lady,isthatRedStarwhichshouldgleamuponthybreast,thatStarwhichweepsoutthebloodofmen?“

  “NomoredoththereddewfallfromtheStarthatwassetuponmybreast,Odysseus,fornowthatthouhastwonmemendienomoreformybeauty’ssake。GoneistheStarofWar;andsee,Wisdomringsmeround,thesymboloftheDeathlessSnakethatsignifiesloveeternal。

  ThoudostaskhowIcamehither,I,whoamimmortalandadaughteroftheGods?Seeknottoknow,Odysseus,forwhereFateputsitinmymindtobe,theredotheGodsbearme。Wouldstthou,then,thatI

  leavethee,Odysseus?“

  “LastofallthingsdoIdesirethis,“heanswered,fornowhiswisdomwenta-wandering;nowheforgotthewordsofAphrodite,warninghimthattheHelenmightbeknownbyonethingonly,theRedStaronherbreast,whencefallsthebloodofmen;andhenomoredoubtedbutthatshewastheGoldenHelen。

  ThenshewhoworetheHelen’sshapestretchedoutherarmsandsmiledsosweetlythattheWandererknewnothinganymore,savethatshedrewhimtoher。

  Slowlysheglidedbeforehim,eversmiling,andwhereshewenthefollowed,asmenfollowbeautyinadream。Sheledhimthroughhallsandcorridors,pastthesculpturedstatuesoftheGods,pastman-

  headedsphinxes,andpicturesoflong-deadkings。

  Andasshegoes,oncemoreitseemstoherthatshehearsthemwhispereachtoeachthehorrorofhersinandthesorrowthatshallbe。Butnaughtsheheedswhoeverleadshimon,andnaughthehearswhoeverfollowsafter,tillatlength,thoughheknowsitnot,theystandinthebed-chamberoftheQueen,andbyPharaoh’sgoldenbed。

  Thenoncemoreshespeaks:

  “OdysseusofIthaca,whomIhavelovedfromthebeginning,andwhomI

  shalllovetillalldeathsaredone,beforetheestandsthatLovelinesswhichtheGodspredestinedtothyarms。NowtakethouthyBride;butfirstlaythyhanduponthisgoldenSnake,thatringsmeround,thenewbridalgiftoftheGods,andswearthymarriageoath,whichmaynotbebroken。Swearthus,Odysseus:’Ilovethee,WomanorImmortal,andtheealone,andbywhatevernamethouartcalled,andinwhatevershapethougoest,totheeIwillcleave,andtotheealone,tillthedayofthepassingofTime。Iwillforgivethysins,Iwillsoothethysorrows,Iwillsuffernonetocomebetwixttheeandme。

  ThisIsweartothee,WomanorImmortal,whodoststandbeforeme。I

  swearittothee,Woman,fornowandforever,forhereandhereafter,inwhatevershapethougoestontheearth,bywhatevernamethouartknownamongmen。’

  “Swearthouthus,OdysseusofIthaca,Laertes’son,orleavemeandgothyways!“

  “Greatistheoath,“quoththeWanderer;forthoughnowhefearednoguile,yethiscraftyheartlikeditill。

  “Choose,andchooseswiftly,“sheanswered。“Sweartheoath,orleavemeandneverseememore!“

  “LeavetheeIwillnot,andcannotifIwould,“hesaid。“Lady,I

  swear!“AndhelaidhishandupontheSnakethatringedherround,andsworethedreadfuloath。Yea,heforgotthewordsoftheGoddess,andthewordsofHelen,andhesworebytheSnakewhoshouldhaveswornbytheStar。BytheimmortalGodshesworeit,bytheSymboloftheSnake,andbytheBeautyofhisBride。AndashesworetheeyesoftheSerpentsparkled,andtheeyesofherwhoworethebeautyofHelenshone,andfaintlytheblackbowofEurytusthrilled,forbodingDeathandWar。

  ButlittletheWandererthoughtonguileorWarorDeath,forthekissofherwhomhedeemedtheGoldenHelenwasonhislips,andhewentupintothegoldenbedofMeriamun。

  NowReithePriest,ashadbeenappointed,wenttothepylongateoftheTempleofHathor。AwhilehestoodlookingfortheWanderer,butthoughthehourhadcome,theWanderercamenot。ThenthePriestwenttothepylonandstoodintheshadowofthegate。Ashestoodthereawicketinthegateopened,andtherepassedoutaveiledfigureofawomanuponwhosebreastburnedaredjewelthatshoneinthenightlikeastar。Thewomanwaitedawhile,lookingdownthemoonlitroadbetweentheblackrowsofsphinxes,buttheroadlaywhiteandempty,andsheturnedandhidherselfintheshadowofthepylon,whereReicouldseenothingofherexcepttheredstarthatgleameduponherbreast。

  Nowagreatfearcameupontheoldman,forheknewthathelookeduponthestrangeanddeadlyHathor。Perchancehetoowouldperishliketherestwhohadlookedonhertotheirruin。Hethoughtofflight,buthedidnotdaretofly。ThenhetoostareddowntheroadseekingfortheWanderer,butnoshadowcrossedthemoonlight。Thusthingswentforawhile,andstilltheHathorstoodsilentlyintheshadow,andstilltheblood-redstarshoneuponherbreast。AndsoitcametopassthattheWorld’sDesiremustwaitatthetrystlikesomeforsakenvillagemaid。

  WhileReithePriestcrouchedthusagainstthepylonwall,prayingforthecomingofhimwhocamenot,suddenlyavoicespoketohimintonessweeterthanalute。

  “Whoartthouthathidestintheshadow?“saidthevoice。

  HeknewthatitwastheHathorwhospoke,andsoafraidwashethathecouldnotanswer。

  Thenthevoicespokeagain:

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